MWP :: Volume #6

#546: Self-confident


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Li Luyou goes home is before dawn, the skylight has scattered in the living room, raises is filling the soup steamed dumpling to put on the table, sees the small desk lamp on oneself bedhead to open, Li Banzhuang is resting the head on the own arm, rolls up takes being enthralled that a book is looking in the bedding. 李路由回到家已经是凌晨,天光已经撒进了客厅里,提着灌汤小笼包放到餐桌上,看到自己床头上的小台灯打开,李半妆枕着自己的手臂,蜷缩在被窝里拿着一本书看的入神。 Does not know that is the light or what's the matter, he felt that on younger sister's cheeks has blurred blushing, was attractive. 不知道是灯光还是怎么回事,他感觉妹妹的脸颊上有着迷离的红晕,漂亮极了。 Early morning how to run my bed, didn't the oneself bedding rest warmly?” Li Luyou asked strangely. “一大早的怎么跑我床上来了,自己被窝睡不暖?”李路由奇怪地问道。 Where did you go to? I waited for you for a long time.” The Li Banzhuang closing up books, somewhat feel the own cheeks shy, this is really a very color very color book, why when must makes that matter detail to write the actor and leading lady is so detailed? Author who writes this book, is some all kinds thought desires is mostly discontented, therefore craves in describes that condition that oneself yearns for...... Li Banzhuang to think in oneself book, thinks that this book is Su Muli writes, the so-called red clothes deity is also a doing one -man show person. “你去哪里了?我等了你好久了。”李半妆合拢书本,有些害羞地摸着自己的脸颊,这真的是一本很色很色的书啊,为什么要把男主角和女主角做那种事情时的细节写的这么详细呢?写这本书的作者,多半是有些色色的念头欲求不满,所以才热衷于在自己书里描述自己所向往的那种状况……李半妆想着,才想到这本书是苏幕李写的,所谓的红衣神仙也是个闷骚的人。 „Did I do? Receives a call of friend, went out.” Li Luyou walks, rubbed her head, bends down to kiss her forehead, „, since woke up got out of bed, do not hate to get out of bed.” “等我干什么?接到一个朋友的电话,出去了一趟。”李路由走过去,揉了揉她的脑袋,俯下身去亲了亲她的额头,“既然醒来了就起床吧,别赖床。” The good fragrance, one especially unusual thick nectar fragrance, Li Luyou attracted the nose. 好香,有一种格外异样的浓浓的花蜜香味,李路由吸了吸鼻子。 Li Banzhuang sees him to attract the nose, blushed, the holding down bedding, seems the worry of pajamas not exist(ence) under the quilt oneself puts on to be discovered the own problem by him coyly. 李半妆看到他吸鼻子,又脸红了,扭捏地按住被窝,好似被子底下自己穿着的睡衣并不存在似的担心被他发现自己的毛病。 Good Elder Brother not curious, Li Banzhuang visits him to turn around, crawled to get out of bed hastily, holds that book to run back the room. 还好哥哥并没有好奇,李半妆看着他转身,连忙爬起床,抱着那本书跑回房间去了。 Yesterday evening I and person fought one, my stick knocked his head exploded, I felt very sorrowful.” Li Luyou arrived at Room Annan Xiu. “昨天晚上我和人打了一架,我一棍子就把他脑袋敲爆了,我感觉很悲哀。”李路由来到了安南秀 Annan Xiu sits in the bedding, reveals the delicate immature nape of the neck, the long hair hung loose to cover up her tiny body, opens mouth, the yawn has not hit completely, some were not refreshed, narrow the eye to look at Li Luyou at a loss, „was truly sorrowful, the stick smeared, must wash cleanly.” 安南秀坐在被窝里,露出纤弱的稚嫩的脖颈,长发披散着遮掩住了她细小的身子,张了张嘴,哈欠没有打完整,有些不爽快,眯着眼睛茫然地看着李路由,“确实很悲哀,棍子弄脏了,要洗干净啊。” I am not this meaning, is different from the beforehand passive murder, this time is I helps others kill people, moreover goes on own initiative, it seems like I do not have the average person regarding that awe of life.” Li Luyou somewhat is truly uncomfortable, this type feels like with young people enters the society to discover oneself to the long first year of university type. “我不是这个意思,和以前被动的杀人不一样,这一次是我帮别人杀人,而且是主动去的,看来我已经没有普通人对于生命的那种敬畏了。”李路由确实有些难受,这种感觉似乎和一个年轻人走入社会发现自己不得不长大一样。 What does life have to be good to awe? In trillion years of history, any life is insignificant, slightly without the place that being worth awing, so long as you awed me to be good.” Annan Xiu somewhat sobered, feels the cheeks of Li Luyou, clever, you are a child, other student meaningless sigh.” “生命有什么好敬畏的?在亿万年的历史之中,任何一个生命都微不足道,丝毫没有值得敬畏的地方,你只要敬畏我就好了。”安南秀有些清醒了,摸着李路由的脸颊,“乖,你还是个孩子,别学人毫无意义的感叹。” Li Luyou pats her small hand, although was stroked gently by her is very comfortable, but cannot bear this immature face to call oneself with this tone at present is child, Li Luyou kicks the shoes, sits cross-legged to sit her bed, handle with care asked: Now I have Fo Nichang, the weapon has this golden cudgel, your first under heaven merit practiced third, the breath and life principle of cultivation disciple completed, grasped three foundation utilization of disciple techniques, if I fought with you, somewhat odds of success?” 李路由拍开她的小手,虽然被她摩挲的很舒服,但是受不了眼前这张稚嫩的脸庞用这种语气称呼自己为“孩子”,李路由踢掉鞋子,盘腿坐上她的床,慎重其事地问道:“现在我有佛霓裳,武器有这根金箍棒,你的天下第一功练到了第三层,徒的呼吸和生命法则修炼完成,掌握了三种徒术的基础运用,我要是和你打,有几分胜算?” Annan Xiu pulls the own hair, is hard to understand that looks at Li Luyou, the facial expression becomes pities to be angry gradually, that is one type to incurable the anger of reluctantly causing. 安南秀抓了抓自己的头发,难以理解地看着李路由,神情渐渐变得怜悯而愤怒,那是一种对无可救药者的无奈而导致的愤怒。 One point of odds of success also?” Li Luyou somewhat said awkwardly, he had not had the hope. “一分胜算也没有?”李路由有些尴尬地说道,他本来就没有抱希望。 I thought your brain shattered, can you think this issue unexpectedly? This issue needs to think, needs to ask? It is not one point of odds of success also no issue, but is you asked that this issue, is in itself an issue...... normal people, he will ask, if jumps, can hit a hole the day?” After Annan Xiu referred to oneself early morning , because appears the bright red beautiful lip slightly dry, I know that in your heavenly bodies dry and hot, burnt out the brain, you can I, let oneself comfortably, after all you, if burnt out the brain, this to me, is the small loss.” “我只是觉得你的脑子又坏掉了,你居然会想这种问题?这种问题需要想,需要问吗?不是一分胜算也没有的问题,而是你问这个问题,本身就是一个问题……一个正常人,他会问如果跳起来,能把天撞个窟窿吗?”安南秀指了指自己晨起后因为稍稍干燥而显得更加嫣红美丽的唇瓣,“我知道你这些天体内燥热,把脑子也烧坏了,你可以亲亲我,让自己舒服一点,毕竟你如果把脑子烧坏了,这对于我来说,也是小小的损失。” I just established to be up self-confidently. “我刚刚建立起一点自信。 This is the difference of little girl and woman. ” Li Luyou shakes the head, the Qiao Niannu words made the Li Luyou self-confidence really inflate little, a stick knocked Qiao Niannu to think the fellow who let alone he needs to select carefully, naturally somewhat will feel fierce......, but Annan Xiu...... Li Luyou, although wants to taste her lip carefully, has not actually gone to kiss her, pinched her nose, „can you don't such narcissism? Compared with the day oneself, before you also thought that oneself must become the person of god sooner or later, now the narcissism must break through the horizon, the gods do not have the means to prevent you.” As for Li Luyou, if the brain burnt out, to her is only small loss this words, Li Luyou does not care, even if she said that Li Luyou position compared with big tyrannosaurus ant lowly, is higher than show, Li Luyou has not hugged this proud indifferent little girl to kiss in the same old way kisses/intimate, wants to hug hugs? 这就是小女孩和女人的区别。”李路由摇了摇头,乔念奴的话让李路由自信心真的膨胀起来了一点点,更何况一棍子敲死一个乔念奴都认为他需要小心点的家伙,自然会有些觉得厉害的……可是安南秀……李路由虽然很想细细地品尝她的唇瓣,却没有去亲她,捏了捏她的鼻子,“你能不能别这么自恋?把自己比作天,以前你还只是觉得自己迟早是要成为神的人,现在你的自恋已经要突破天际了,神都没有办法阻止你。”至于李路由如果脑子烧坏了,对于她来说只是小小的损失这种话,李路由不放在心上,就算她说李路由的地位比大霸王龙蚂蚁低一点,比秀秀高一点,李路由还不是照样搂着这个骄傲冷漠的小女孩想亲就亲,想抱就抱? „Can the difference of little girl and woman, through give the man to decide self-confidently? Regarding the average person, said that the person of this words mostly is some loves- female complex, because only then mother will contain the actions of young boy, praises these bad manual works that he makes, thinks that his tiny arm raises half bucket of water is being man's symbol...... like this under gradually influencing of so-called maternal love, when the young boy enters the society to suffer the setback, he will feel that oneself is not self-confident, even more hope that type makes his self-confident feeling return to oneself, the signal that therefore he will give his mother to feel the woman who sends out to seek a mate to that type. Therefore just the opposite, this woman to the self-confidence of this young boy, is not self-confident, but love- after female complex has been satisfied , the weak pleasant sensation of obtaining, thought that oneself will still be that is what praised child, finally will not need to face these to make oneself feel setback that will have no merit to speak.” The Annan Xiu doubts look at Li Luyou, „, although in society that in low organism parent body reproduces, love- female complex is very universal matter, but this should not appear on you.” 小女孩和女人的区别,是通过能否给男人自信来决定的?对于普通人来说,说这种话的人多半是有些恋-母情结,因为只有母亲才会包容小男孩的所作所为,夸赞他做的那些糟糕之极的手工作品,认为他那细小的胳膊提着半桶水就是男子汉的象征……在这样的所谓母爱的熏陶下,当小男孩走入社会遭受挫折,他就会感觉自己没有自信了,越发渴望那种让他自信的感觉回到自己身上,所以他会向那种给他母亲感觉的女人发出求偶的信号。所以恰恰相反,这种女人给这种小男孩的自信,根本就不是自信,只是恋-母情结得到满足后获得的幼稚快感,觉得自己依然是那个做什么都会得到夸奖的小孩子,终于不用面对那些让自己感觉一无是处的挫折了。”安南秀疑惑地看着李路由,“虽然在低等生物这种母体繁殖的社会中,恋-母情结是非常普遍的事情,但是这不应该出现在你身上。” I did not have that plot......” Li Luyou somewhat not to gasp for breath, considered as finished, spoke with you really looks for the crime......” “我没有那种情节……”李路由有些喘不过气来了,“算了,和你说话真是自个找罪受……” „The matter that actually you must say is very simple, nothing but was your stick hit to explode a head of person yesterday evening, then some side women said, Li Luyou was quite fierce!” Annan Xiu blinks, this is the truth. “其实你要说的事情很简单,无非就是昨天晚上你一棍子打爆了一个人的头,然后旁边有个女人说,李路由好厉害!”安南秀眨了眨眼睛,这就是真相。 Yes, is an actual combat experience, in Moon Pot different, because I know the object who these and I fight although can make me be injured, but I killed them absolutely not to have the issue, they were only the illusions.” Li Luyou sighs to say. “是的,算是一次实战经验吧,和在月壶里不同,因为我知道那些和我战斗的对象虽然能让我受伤,但我杀了他们完全没有问题,他们只是幻象。”李路由叹了一口气说道。 In Moon Pot is the illusion, how you know the world that you place now isn't the illusion? Perhaps we are the illusions, actually does not know that whose Moon Pot this world is.” Annan Xiu both hands grasp before the lower abdomen, looks at Li Luyou to say tranquilly. 月壶里是幻象,你又怎么知道你现在身处的这个世界不是幻象?也许我们就是幻象,却不知道这个世界是谁的月壶。”安南秀双手握在小腹前,平静地望着李路由说道。 Is as deep as a well.” Li Luyou indicated to admire, is really the future must become little girl of god worthily, the words that spoke like this were also exuberant. “高深莫测。”李路由表示佩服,果然不愧是将来要成为神的小女孩,说的话也这样神神道道的。 In fact, are we illusions, is unimportant. More importantly, we do not need to care about this issue.” Annan Xiu beckons with the hand, puts down these issues, can make oneself have the complete state of mind, if you want to become true expert, the state of mind is how more important than any other factors, state of mind that the strength needs to match, otherwise that is an illusion, cannot take seriously.” “事实上,我们是不是幻象,并不重要。重要的是,我们根本无需在意这个问题。”安南秀摆了摆手,“放下这些问题,才能让自己拥有圆满的心境,你要想成为真正的强者,心境如何远比其他任何因素更加重要,实力需要相匹配的心境,否则那不过是镜花水月,当不得真。” You are really mysterious.” Li Luyou sighed heartfeltly, this words hear felt very reasonable, but who will be ordinary to think these truth? Is hard to achieve truly, but Annan Xiu can achieve obviously, she is such cultivation, making the own state of mind forever compared with the own strength more complete, therefore she can always display the favorable balance of trade to have her present strength stronger effective strength to come out. “你真是神奇。”李路由由衷地叹道,这种话一听到就感觉很有道理,可是平常谁会去想这些道理?更难以真正做到,可是很显然安南秀能做到,她就是这么修炼的,让自己的心境永远比自己的实力更加圆满,所以她总能发挥出超出她现在力量更强大的战斗实力出来。 I am Annan Xiu.” Annan Xiu lifts the chin slightly, not how many self-satisfied meanings, but said naturally, she like Li Luyou, may change oneself because of others' spoken language to the own cognition? “我是安南秀。”安南秀微微抬起下巴,并没有多少得意的意思,只是理所当然地说道,她怎么可能会像李路由一样,因为别人的言语而改变自己自己的认知? Li Luyou nods, Annan Xiu is this extreme self- person, others boasts she, she does not think that oneself was fiercer a point, others damage her, she will not suspect that oneself is somewhat disappointing, will not try to show that oneself is still very fierce. 李路由点了点头,安南秀就是这种极端自我的人,别人夸她,她不会认为自己更厉害了一点,别人损她,她也丝毫不会怀疑自己是不是有些差劲,更不会试图去证明自己依然很厉害。 Li Luyou thought that the oneself light is the cultivation merit law and disciple technique is insufficient, but wants cultivation to the Annan Xiu such extreme narcissism self- cognition, was really not an easy matter remembers Qiao Niannu saying that the house in that community was good, in the evening had not carefully looked, Li Luyou found a time to pass to look in the morning. 李路由觉得自己光是修炼功法和徒术还不够,可是要修炼安南秀这样极端自恋的自我认知,真不是一件容易的事情想起乔念奴说那个小区的房子不错,晚上也没有仔细看,李路由上午抽了点时间过去看了一下。 The community environment is truly good, is the landscaping percentage is quite mainly high, this was rare in the non- villa area, Li Luyou discovered the renting announcement of new post on a notice board outside community. 小区环境确实不错,主要是绿化率比较高,这在非别墅区非常难得了,李路由在小区外的一块公告牌上发现了新贴的招租公告。 A house in two-bedroom one living-room, one-bedroom 3000 that so long as 2081 months, said Qiao Niannu were more cost-effective. 一个两室一厅的房子,只要两千八一个月,比乔念奴说的一室一厅三千块划算多了。 Li Luyou telephones hastily. 李路由连忙打了电话。 After a while the house-owner meets Li Luyou to enter the community to look at the house, the house-owner is 40 over middle-aged woman, wears eyeglasses to wear the jumper, seriously and slightly mechanical expression seems like teller accountant anything of some small companies. 过了一会房主过来接李路由进小区看房子,房主是个四十出头的中年女人,戴着副眼镜穿着套裙,严肃而略显刻板的表情像是一些小公司的出纳会计什么的。 Spoke thoughtlessly to chat, was really the accountant in nearby knockoff cell phone factory. 随口聊了聊,果然就是附近一个山寨手机厂的会计。 The house is very cheap, Li Luyou does not greedy for petty profit constantly, asked carefully under the price why so low, knows that the original woman is sharply is going abroad to go through the formalities to spend money to the child, needs to pay one year of house rent and 20,000 deposit one time. 房子很便宜,李路由也不是一味贪便宜,小心地问了下为什么价格这么低,才知道原来女人是急着给孩子出国办手续用钱,需要一次性支付一年的房租和两万块的押金。 Li Luyou does not certainly need to rent for a year, he does not need to rent now, the house rent and deposit that calculating oneself needs to pay, the implicit costs of lump sum payment big cash, have not actually gone to other place to rent slightly expensive/noble point house little to rent several months of cost-effective compared with oneself. 李路由当然不用租一年,他也不用现在就租,算了算自己需要支付的房租和押金,还有一次性支付大笔现金的隐形成本,其实也不比自己去别的地方租个稍贵点的房子少租几个月划算。 However Li Luyou decided to rent, because here environment and geographical position were very good, he also liked this place very much, particularly after looking at the house, the simple repair of this house has not been partial to family's warm warm color, looked like to rent the apartment to be brief, Li Luyou was very pleasing, because he was also very contradictory, he said that must give a own child family/home, actually does not want to stay with Xie Xiaoan in an atmosphere too heavy place of family/home. 不过李路由决定还是租了,因为这里环境和地理位置真的很不错,他也很喜欢这地方,尤其是看了房子以后,这套房子的简单装修并没有偏向家庭的温馨暖色,更像租住公寓简约实用,李路由很中意,因为他也很矛盾,他说要给自己的孩子一个家,却又不想和谢小安呆在一个家的气氛太重的地方。 Signs the contract, the payment, telephones to Xie Xiaoan. 签合同,交钱,打电话给谢小安 …… …… …… …… Chats vertically and horizontally/able to move unhindered seeks the attention, various types asked. 纵横聊聊求关注,各种求。
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