The fatheris the mountain, the fatheris the sea, the fatheris the day, regarding the boy, the fatheris his object of firstworship, is to make himrealize the strength, powerful, person who protectsthesethings.
父亲是山,父亲是海,父亲是天,对于男孩子来说,父亲是他第一个崇拜的对象,是让他认识到力量,强大,保护这些东西的人。Li Luyouhad also fantasizedin childhood the fathercanbe an unparalleledformidable, orislooks like the hero who inside the moviecarries the great mission...... he is not atsideLi Luyou, becausehehas a more importantmatter to do.李路由小时候也曾经幻想过父亲会是一个盖世勇者,或者是像电影里边身负伟大使命的英雄……他没有在李路由身边,只是因为他有更加重要的事情要做。PresentLi Luyouagainsowill not be certainly weak, the fatheris even more mystical than mother, whenmotherhas at least also appearedside the son, whenfatherabsolutelydoes not have the shadow, only thenseveralkeepin PO Box Li Luyou the emptymailto show that hisexist(ence), toldLi Luyounakedly, heknows that oneselfhad a son, buthedid not care aboutthisson, was perfunctorycontinuallyis disinclined the multi-spend somethoughts.
现在的李路由当然不会再这么幼稚,父亲甚至比母亲更加神秘,当母亲的至少还出现过在儿子身边,当父亲的根本就没有影子,只有几封留在李路由里空洞的邮件显示他的存在,赤裸裸地告诉李路由,他知道自己有个儿子,但是他不在意这个儿子,连敷衍都懒得多花点心思。Li Luyouhas thoughtLi Cunxicanbe the ownfather? Nowheis thinking that Xu Zhoujicanbe?李路由想过李存喜会不会是自己的父亲?现在他又在想徐周济会不会是?
It is not Li Luyouthinks the fatherthinksis so impatient, butfeelssuspicious, butherealizedimmediately, Li Cunxiis not, Xu Zhoujiis not, thesepeopleare only and motherhaveold friends'relations.
不是李路由想爹想的这么迫不及待,只是觉得可疑而已,不过他马上意识到了,李存喜不是,徐周济也不是,这些人都只是和母亲有故旧的关系而已。„Yourmotherandyouare different, herreputationdoes not reveal, is familiar withher, understandsher, only thenfewseveralpeople. Inmost people'seyes, sheis onlyoneseems like the somewhatprettygirl.” The Xu Zhoujilookis even more gentle, is looking atthatblack-and-white photo, as ifreturned for more than 20years ago.
“你母亲和你不一样,她名声不显,熟悉她,了解她的只有寥寥数人。在绝大多数人的眼里,她只是一个看上去有些漂亮的女孩子而已。”徐周济的眼神愈发温柔,望着那张黑白照片,仿佛回到了二十多年前。„Am Ivery famous?”Li Luyou has been very low-key...... is not an attire, buthethought that oneselfdoes not have anyplace that is worth the high-sounding talkdemonstration. He may be somewhat different from the body of average person, butdecides a personessenceshouldbe the mind, the heart of Li Luyoustillwithaverage personnotmanydifferences.
“我难道很有名吗?”李路由一直很低调……不是装的,只是他觉得自己根本没有什么值得高调展示的地方。他也许和普通人的身体有些不一样,但决定一个人本质的应该是心灵,李路由的心依然和普通人没有多少差别。„YoursidehasAn ZhishuiandAnnan Xiu, is low-key, not being able to find outis impossible. Howeverthisis notyouandyourmotherhas the distinguishedmostimportant reason. At that time the young people who in the factNational Government Universitylikedyourmotherallareman of the hour of school, althoughyourmotheralways and noticeablecharacterin the same place, had not actually causedanypublic criticismat that time.”Xu Zhoujiis pointing atthatpicture, „youhave a look ather, clear(ly)Mingyuanis more attractive than girl, no matteryouturn the headto look atthispicturemanytimessuddenly, the firstpoint of descent of yourline of sight, is not on her.”
“你身边有安知水和安南秀,想低调,想不出名都不可能。不过这不是你和你母亲有所区别的最重要原因。事实上当时国府大学喜欢你母亲的年轻人无一不是学校的风云人物,尽管你母亲总是和当时引人瞩目的人物在一起,却没有引起任何物议。”徐周济指着那张照片,“你看看她,明明远比身边的女孩子漂亮,可是不管你突然转头看这张照片多少次,你视线的第一落点,绝不在她身上。”Li Luyouis not accidental/surprised, herpictureisthis, alwaysas if backgroundfusesintogether, backgroundis the day, sheis the day, backgroundis, sheis, backgroundis the sea, sheis the sea, backgroundis the completely emptynihility, sheis more indistinct.李路由并不意外,她的照片都是这样,总是仿佛和背景融合在一起,背景是天,她就是天,背景是地,她就是地,背景是海,她就是海,背景是空空如也的虚无,她就更加飘渺。Thatis an incrediblefeeling, ifno oneespeciallypoints outthis point, no onewill realizeradicallyoneselfhassuch a strangefeeling.
那是一种让人难以置信的感觉,如果没有人特别指出这一点来,也根本没有人会意识到自己有这样一种奇怪的感觉。„Sinceshemakespeopleverydifficultto feel that herexist(ence), why some people of manypeoplewill likeher?”Li Luyousneered , without the ordinarychildto hear the parentsin the pastteasingandridiculing of Eight Trigrams (gossip), butexpressedoneselfin the carelessinquirytoherindifference.
“既然她让人很难感觉到她的存在,为什么会有人很多人喜欢她?”李路由冷笑了一声,没有普通孩子听闻父母当年八卦的戏谑和揶揄,只是在漫不经心的询问中表达自己对她的冷漠。„Becausethesepeopleareshefeel the usefulperson, thereforethesepeoplecancommunicatewithherincessantly . Moreover the farratiotreats the average personto care abouther, looks athertime, in the eyecould not seeagainanybody.”Xu Zhoujireveals for severalpointsto struggleandbe unwilling.
“因为这些人都是她觉得有用的人,所以这些人不止会和她来往,而且远比对待普通人更加在意她,看着她的时候,眼睛里就再也看不到其他任何人了。”徐周济流露出几分挣扎和不甘。Li Luyoulooks athisexpression and look, afterstrugglingandbeing unwilling, gradually becomes incapable, regardingthatwoman, perhapsalready the achievementheartdemon, the cleanness that hisheartswallowed, hissoul and heartno longerarehim.李路由看着他的表情和眼神,在挣扎和不甘之后,逐渐变得无力,对于那个女人,也许早已经成就心魔,将他的心吞噬的干干净净,他的灵魂和心都早已不再属于他。„Principal, does shereallyhave such bigcharm? Youhave no request on conductabout the person who oneselfdoes like? Sheobviouslyis a cold blood, numb, does not bear the familyresponsibility, woman who ignores the human relationsmorals.”Li Luyouis very annoyed, Xu Zhoujiunexpectedlyto such a favorrootdeeptypetothissituation.
“校长,她真有这么大的魅力?难道你对自己喜欢的人没有任何品行上的要求吗?她明明是个冷血,麻木,根本不负担家庭责任,罔顾人伦道德的女人。”李路由十分恼火,徐周济居然对这样一个人情根深种到这种地步。„Youwantto know,in the pastsettled onto thinkbyyourmotherwhich the usefulpersondoes have?”Xu Zhoujigives a calm smile, thismatteris unable to understandhisoneself, let aloneLi Luyou.
“你想知道,当年被你母亲看中觉得有用的人有哪些吗?”徐周济淡然一笑,这种事情连他自己都无法理解,更何况李路由了。„Lisave...... is SecretaryLialso?”Li Luyouthought that thiswasLi Cunxito the onlyreason that heconsideredespecially.
“难道李存……李书记也是?”李路由觉得这是李存喜对他格外照顾的唯一原因了。Xu Zhoujinods, „I, LiLaoer, Li Laosan, GuoCunzhong, whiteWenchang......”徐周济点了点头,“我,李老二,李老三,郭存忠,白文昌……”Listens a bigstringpersonal name that in the Xu Zhoujimouthis saying, Li Luyou is actually onedid not know,LiLaoerLi Laosanthisobviouslyistwobrothers, whoGuoCunzhongandwhiteWenchangis? SinceXu ZhoujiwereNational Government UniversityPrincipal, thesetwopeopleshould have the considerableextraordinaryachievement, butLi Luyouactuallyheard something never heard of before, otherpersonal names that Xu Zhouji said that Li Luyoudoes not know.
听着徐周济口中说出的一大串人名,李路由却是一个也不认识,李老二李老三这显然是两兄弟,郭存忠和白文昌是谁?既然徐周济都是国府大学的校长了,这两个人应该也有相当了不起的成就,可是李路由却闻所未闻,徐周济说的其他人名,李路由也一个都不知道。„Others, theiryoudefinitelydid not knoweven. LiLaoer, Li LaosanandLi Cunxiare the Li Familythreebrothers, at that timeLiLaoerandLi LaosaninNational Government University, onlyLi Cunxiwerepass the brothersto know you mother.”Xu Zhoujiis pointing atanotherpicture, „regardingyourmother'sthese people are.”
“其他人也就算了,他们你肯定不知道的。李老二,李老三和李存喜就是李家三兄弟,当时李老二和李老三都在国府大学,唯独李存喜是通过自家兄弟认识你了你母亲。”徐周济指着另外一张照片,“围绕着你母亲的这些人都是。”
More than the 20years ago pictures, Li LuyoufoundXu ZhoujiandLi Cunxicontinually is very difficult, was supposingwhile convenientthattwostandin the Li Cunxibodysidebrothers who shouldbeLi Cunxi.
二十多年前的照片,李路由连找到徐周济和李存喜都很困难,顺带着估摸那两个站在李存喜身侧的应该就是李存喜的兄弟了。
More than tenindividuals, are straightening up the chest, the expression on faceis completely proud, just likemany things around a centerto surround and protect the centralthatindifferentwoodenfemalegenerally.
十多个人,挺直着胸膛,脸上的表情满是骄傲,犹如众星捧月一般地拱卫着中央那个淡然的毫无表情的女子。„Originallyhasthisorigin.”Li Luyoucompletes to affirm that finallyLi Cunxitreated the ownmotive.
“原来有这渊源。”李路由终于完成能够肯定李存喜对待自己的动机了。„Comes out.”Xu Zhoujipatted the shoulder of Li Luyou.
“出来吧。”徐周济拍了拍李路由的肩膀。„Who is she? Is shedoing?”AlthoughLi Luyoumakesoneselfconstraindiligentlyis not caring aboutthiswoman, howeverthiswomaneven moreoutlined the complexmysteriousimagewhenLi Luyou, compared withis a motherwas clearer, enablingLi Luyouconfused...... heto be certainparticularly after Fo Nichangandshewas concerned .
“她到底是什么人?她在干什么?”尽管李路由努力地让自己压抑着不去在意这个女人,然而这个女人却越发在李路由勾勒出复杂神秘的形象,远比作为一个母亲时更加清晰,让李路由心烦意乱……尤其是他可以肯定佛霓裳和她有关后。„I don't know either. Inthatmore than tenpeople, vanishedobscureperson, isperson who shechoosesfinally, as forme, had been regardednot to brushbyher the mud of wall.”Xu Zhoujismiledloudly, has turned the head, has been filled with the surroundingcorner of the eyenot actually to be willingto let the clarity that Li Luyoulooks.
“我也不知道。那十几个人中,默默无闻地消失了的人,是她最后选择的人,至于我,早已经被她当成刷不上墙的烂泥了。”徐周济大声笑了起来,转过头去,已经挤满周围的眼角却不愿意让李路由看的清楚。„Does she...... sheactuallywantto do?”In the Li Luyouheartloses patience, evenXu ZhoujisuchLi Luyouregarded as the Grandmaster Levelscholars who worshipped the objectbecomesabandoned the child, thesepeople who shechose, shouldbewhat kind oflettingpersonadmires?
“她……她到底想干什么?”李路由心中一阵烦乱,连徐周济这样李路由视为崇拜对象的大师级学者都成了弃子,她选择的那些人,又该是何等的让人高山仰止?Xu Zhoujiis walking slowly and aimlesslyslowly the step, walkedtwobefore the bookshelf, then before stands the Li Luyoubody, „Icallyouto cometoday, actuallywantsto makeyouhandle a matter.”徐周济缓缓踱着步子,在书架前走了两个来,然后才站到李路由身前,“我今天叫你来,其实只是想让你做一件事情。”Li Luyourecovers, „slowPrincipal, yousaid.”李路由回过神来,“徐校长,您说。”„Is Annan Xiu, the present you are taking care ofher?” A Xu Zhoujithread of conversationrevolution, saidslowly.
“安南秀,现在是你在照顾她吧?”徐周济话锋一转,缓缓说道。Li Luyounods, his not clearXu Zhoujiknowsmanyregarding the Annan Xiumatter, butAnnan Xiuarrives atNational Government Universityto go to school, the Qiao Niannubackorganization can definitely negotiatewithXu Zhouji, Xu Zhoujisuchcharacter, anythingdoes not knoweven, will detect that the Annan Xiuoriginis not ordinary.李路由点了点头,他并不清楚徐周济对于安南秀的事情知道多少,但是安南秀来到国府大学上学,乔念奴背后的组织肯定会和徐周济有所交涉,徐周济这样的人物,就算什么也不知道,也会察觉安南秀的来历不一般。„Annan Xiuandyourmother'sdisposition, the makings, the styleis different, butmy first time of seeingAnnan Xiu, actually when remembersyourmotherjustenteredNational Government Universitytomyfeeling.”Xu Zhoujinarrowed the eye, „whenparticularlyAnnan Xiustandswhenyou, seems deliberately constraininganything. Yourmother is to make the personnot gaze ather, butAnnan Xiu is to make the personneglectherindependentexist(ence), lets the personalwayswhenpays attention toheralsoto noticeyou, twoindependentpeople, will regard a wholeto keepin the exist(ence)ownmemoryunintentionally.”
“安南秀和你母亲的脾性,气质,行事风格都不一样,但是我第一眼看到安南秀的时候,却想起了你母亲刚刚进入国府大学时给我的感觉。”徐周济眯了眯眼睛,“尤其是当安南秀站在你身边,似乎刻意压抑着什么时。你母亲是让人不会去注视她,而安南秀是让人忽略她的独立存在,让人总是在注意着她的时候也注意到你,让人有意无意地把两个独立的人,当成一个整体来留存在自己的记忆中。”Li Luyouopens mouth, never expected thatXu Zhoujiwill havesuchideaunexpectedly, hehas not realizedto have been, does Annan Xiuhavedeliberatelydoes that? Li Luyoudoes not know.李路由张了张嘴,没有想到徐周济居然会产生这样的想法,他都没有意识到过,安南秀有刻意这么做吗?李路由也不知道。„Thisistwoentirely differenteffects, butIthought that thisis the sametalent, makes the differenteffectsin the differentutilization.”In the Xu Zhoujisomewhatmuddylookshows a dignityslightly, „Li Luyou, youalsothere is a younger sistercalledLi Banzhuang? At the gamesshecame, Inoticedher.”
“这是两种截然不同的效果,但是我觉得这是同一种天赋,在不同的利用方式中制造出不同的效果。”徐周济略微有些浑浊的眼神中透出一丝凝重,“李路由,你是不是还有个妹妹叫李半妆?运动会上她来了,我留意到她了。”„Yes, shealsogoes to collegenow.” The Li Luyoufacial expressionis also dignified, Xu Zhoujithispersonwill not speak the idle talkwithLi Luyou, his each few wordshaveitsreasoninevitably, hefirstsays the oneselfmother'smatter, saidAnnan Xiu, nowalsosaysLi Banzhuang, hung a heart of Li Luyou, what did Xu Zhoujidiscover? What does hewantto makeLi Luyoumake?
“是的,她现在也上大学了。”李路由的神情也凝重起来,徐周济这种人不会和李路由说废话,他的每一句话都必然有其缘由,他先是说自己母亲的事情,又说安南秀,现在又说李半妆,直把李路由的一颗心都悬了起来,徐周济到底发现了些什么?他想让李路由做什么?„Li Banzhuangcompletelynotlikeyourmother. Sheis a veryordinarygirl, has not inheritedyourmother'sanycharacteristicscompletely. ButAnnan Xiuis different, Annan Xiuwhenmanyaspectslook likeyourmother...... sheto be youngvery much.” The Xu Zhoujifacial expressionlooks atLi Luyoucomplex, „Ihave a verystrong feeling, Annan Xiuhas the possibilityisyourtrueyounger sister.”
“李半妆完全不像你母亲。她是一个很普通的女孩子,完全没有继承你母亲的任何特点。可是安南秀不同,安南秀在许多方面都很像你的母亲……她年轻的时候。”徐周济神情复杂地看着李路由,“我有一种非常强烈的感觉,安南秀有可能才是你真正的妹妹。”Li Luyoualmostfalls to the ground, does not know whether to laugh or cryimmediately: „slowPrincipal, howpossibly? You is a rigorousscholar, how can yousay the matterwith the feeling?”李路由差点一头栽倒在地,顿时哭笑不得:“徐校长,怎么可能?你是一个严谨的学者,你怎么能够用感觉说事?”„Do youfeelimpossible? Said that looks.”Xu Zhoujidoes not carequite the same as, as ifhebelievesto the ownfeeling.
“你觉得不可能?说说看。”徐周济浑然不在意,似乎他对自己的感觉十分坚信。„slowPrincipal, whereAnnan Xiuveryclearoneself came from , knows how oneselfwas born, inhermemory, inherpastexperiencenever hadmy motherexist(ence)possibility, howshecanbemytrueyounger sister...... mymeaningis, ifAnnan Xiuweremy younger sister, shedefinitelyknows.”Li Luyoufelt that Xu Zhoujiimpossibleto know nothingaboutAnnan Xiu, buthistradewill not talk clearly the Annan Xiumatterrashly.
“徐校长,安南秀非常清楚自己来自于什么地方,也知道自己是怎么出生的,她的记忆中,她过去的经历中从来就没有我母亲存在的可能,她怎么会是我真正的妹妹……我的意思是,如果安南秀是我的妹妹,她肯定知道。”李路由感觉徐周济不可能对安南秀一无所知,但是他也不会贸贸然地把安南秀的事情都说清楚。„Whatspecial methodif the memory in Annan Xiumindwere usedto interpolatein the brain?”Xu Zhoujialsofelt that the Li Luyouwordshad not saidthoroughly, butXu Zhoujidoes not care, becausethesehad not saidthoroughlywords that may is onlycertainpeoplearranges, madeLi Luyouregard the significantsecret.
“如果安南秀脑海里的记忆是被用什么特殊方法写进大脑里的呢?”徐周济也感觉到了李路由的话没有说透,可是徐周济根本不在乎,因为那些没有说透的话,很有可能只是某些人编出来的,却让李路由当成了重大的隐秘。Li Luyouwas startled there.李路由怔在了那里。
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