288
288Lin Ruoxistood in place, startsto kill peoplefromYang Chen, has not movedhalfstep, at this momentsawboth handsto fully occupy the blood, the bodyincarnadinemostsideman, soakedwith the bloody waterinexcessivelyentersin the roomgenerally, Lin Ruoxidrew backfinallysubconsciouslytimidlyhalfstep. {}Bubble-( .26dd.)林若溪站在原地,从杨辰开始杀人,就没移动半步,此刻见到双手占满了鲜血,身上染红大半边的男人,就跟血水里浸泡过一般地走进屋里,林若溪终于下意识地退怯了半步。{}泡-(.26dd.)Yang Chenliftsis hanging down the head, notesseveralpoints in Lin Ruoxieyeto lose presence of mindstartled, the corners of the mouthsmiledgrieved.杨辰抬起低垂着的头,注意到林若溪眼中的几分失措惊慌,嘴角惨然地笑了笑。„Frightened”, the Yang Chensoundaskedlow and deep.
“吓到了”,杨辰声音低沉地问。
The Lin Ruoxitwopure whitehandsgrasp the fist, the knuckleblanch, the tenderbodytremblesslightlylightly, long timeshook the head, „also...... Fortunately.”林若溪两只素白的手掌握成拳头,指节发白,娇躯微微轻颤,良久才摇了摇头,“还……还好。”Yang Chenself-ridiculessmiles, „was needlessto sayspeciallythatyousooner or laterwill seethis, sawsuchme. Beforehaddeliberatelyavoids, butarrives attoday, Iwantnot to needto conceal. So long asis a normalwoman, not, so long asis a normal person, will not hopeto seesuchme.”杨辰自嘲地笑笑,“不用特意这么说,你迟早都会看见这一幕,看见这样的我。以前有刻意地回避,但走到今天,我想也没必要多隐瞒了。只要是个正常的女人,哦不,只要是个正常人,都不会希望看到这样的我。”In the Lin Ruoxieyeseveralpoints of shiny smoothlooks atYang Chen, hears the Yang Chenwords, her stabbing pain, wantsto make noise the comfort, mayhavetoomanyquestions, toomanynumerous and diversetrains of thought that have words on the tip of the tongue, isoneasked that does not export.林若溪眼里几分莹润地看着杨辰,听到杨辰的话,她心里一阵刺痛,想要出声安慰,可有着太多的疑问,太多的繁杂思绪,话到嘴边,却是一句都问不出口。
Was hein the pastwhat kind ofperson? Why will hesuchcruellykill people? How manypeople had hekilledin the past?
他过去是怎么样的人?他为什么会这么残忍地杀人?他过去杀过多少人?
Is he a murderer? Internationalmost wanted terrorist? terrorist?...... Other......
他是杀人犯?国际通缉犯?恐怖分子?还是……还是别的……Lin Ruoxiis afraidsuddenly, at presentthisobviouslysame as usual, actuallyincomparablystrangeman, althoughto the ownsmile, buttwoworldsseemedseparateoneto look atgap not to the end.林若溪突然害怕,眼前这个明明还是老样子,却无比陌生的男人,虽然对着自己微笑,但两人间好似隔了一道望不到头的鸿沟。Thisfeelingexcept forloving dearly, fear, does not haverejoicingunexpectedly, even ifowncloses right up againsthisgreat strength, lived.
这种感觉除了心疼,害怕,竟是没有一丝的庆幸,哪怕自己靠着他的强大,活了下来。Yang ChenseesLin Ruoxito fall into a silence, the condition of keeping silent, an discomfort, actually the extricationfeelingarises spontaneously.杨辰见林若溪陷入一种沉默,不言不语的状态,一种难受,却解脱般的感受油然而生。ownmustfaceall theseeventually, is the penalty, is a redemption.自己终究还是得面对这一切,是惩罚,也是一种救赎。
The scenequiet the little while, Yang Chenreorganized the train of thought that saidsincerely: „ Ruoxi, Iknow that youdefinitelyvery muchhopenowIdisappearfromyouimmediately, tonight, youshouldhave a bad dream, sorry, Ido not wantlike this, but, hastodayJingjingthematter...... AlthoughisZeng Xinlinonepromotes, but also is myresponsibility, Iindeeddidhave been unfair toyourmatter.
场面沉寂了会儿,杨辰才整理好了思绪,诚恳地说道:“若溪,我知道你现在肯定很希望我从你面前立刻消失,今晚,你应该会做恶梦,对不起,我也不想这样,但是,发生今天菁菁的这件事情……虽然是曾心林一手推动的,但也是我的责任,我的确做了很多对不起你的事情。Iam not a competenthusband, until now, Icannotachieveforyou, gives upotherthatseverallovingmywomanwith the lifesimilarly. Hasyouto know that hasyounot to know, butto me, they are the same. Theyare the third party, buttheyareIlike the caredpersonsimilarly. Iacknowledged that Iam very greedy, Iam very hateful, Ido not wantto loseyou, butIdo not wantto loseinthemany.
我是个不称职的丈夫,直到现在,我也不能做到为了你,放弃其他那几个同样用生命在爱我的女人。有你认识的,有你不认识的,但对我而言,她们是一样的。她们是第三者,但她们同样是我所喜欢所在乎的人。我承认我很贪心,我很可恶,我并不想失去你,但我也不想失去她们中任何一个。Todayseesyourun back the ownroom the time, myownalsoa littlelooked down uponown. Therefore, thesepeople, althoughIcannot get rid, butIgot ridbeforeyou.
今天看到你跑回自己房间的时候,我自己也有点看不起自己了。所以,刚才的那些人,虽然我可以不出手,但我还是在你面前出手了。IfIchooseto continueto stay here, thatshouldtellyourrealmeto be what kind. Younoticed that mythisdoublefully occupies the hand of dirtyblood, ismyrealboth hands. Inmypastseveralyears of life, myownwas also innumerableIto claimmanylives, mymethod, compared witha moment agocrueler...... ”
如果我选择继续留在这里,那就该告诉你真实的我是怎样的。你看到的,我这双占满肮脏血液的手,就是我真实的双手。在我过去的十几年人生里,我自己也已经数不清我到底带走了多少生命了,我的手段,还有比刚才更残忍的……”„Yourdon't say! Ido not listen!”
“你别说了!我不听!”
The Lin Ruoxisuddencrackhad shoutedtwo, break the Yang Chenwords, thiscalmhas yelledtoevensomewhatmechanicalwomansuddenlyemotionalismthatletsYang Chenfor a whileat the scene.林若溪突然破口大喊了两声,打断杨辰的话语,这个一直冷静到甚至有些机械的女人突然情绪化地大叫,让杨辰一时愣在当场。„Ihave not madeyousaythatyoudid not permit saying that whomustknowyouwere what kind in the past, youwereonesold the skewered muttonbefore! Youmake up the storyto think that mymeetingbelieves!? Ido not listen!”
“我没让你说,你就不准说,谁要知道你过去是怎么样的,你以前就是一个卖羊肉串的!你编故事以为我会信么!?我才不要听!”Lin Ruoxihas turned around, squattinglower part of the body, does not know the strength of whichcoming, will faintWang Maholds, dragsto dependto the sofanear, thensaidtoYang Chen: „Whatyoualsostareare making, the whole bodyis so dirty, hasn't taken a bath?”林若溪转过身,蹲下身来,也不知道哪来的力气,将晕倒在地的王妈扶起来,拖到沙发边靠好,然后对杨辰说道:“你还愣着做什么,全身这么脏,还不去洗澡吗?”Yang Chenlooksto smile bitterly, „Ruoxi, Ihave chosenhonestly, youhave no needto helpmeevade. To be honest, youhave not escapedbecause ofmythisappearance, Ivery muchthankedyou, mysincerity.”杨辰面露苦笑,“若溪,我已经选择了坦诚,你用不着帮我逃避。说实话,你没有因为我这个样子而逃跑,我就很感谢你了,我真心的。”
The Lin Ruoxibodytrembleslightly, do not goexcessively, coldlysaid: „Idid not understandyouto sayanything......”林若溪身躯轻颤,别过头去,冷冷道:“我不懂你在说什么……”„Youunderstandalsowell, does not understand, Ihave madeyouseehopesthing that youwill never see. Iknow that youare unable to accept, whocanaccept?”Yang Chensaidin a soft voicethat„Iam very grateful, youhaveto attemptto acceptme, butIthinkthat the presentisthisIleave, at least, younotbecause ofmeagainbya moment agothatthreat......”
“你懂也好,不懂也罢,我已经让你看到了原本希望你永远不看到的东西了。我知道你无法接受,谁又能接受呢?”杨辰轻声道,“我很感激,你有尝试着接受我,但我想,现在是该我离开的时候了,起码,你不会因为我再受到刚才的那种威胁……”Hears„departure”twocharacters, on the Lin Ruoxifacerevealsseveralpoints of startled, appearance when Yang Chenrenounces, actuallycompletelyis not the nonsense.
听到“离开”二字,林若溪脸上露出几分惊慌,当杨辰决绝的样子,却完全不是胡说的。„Youleftwere too arrogant, Yang Chen”, Lin Ruoxihas turned aroundfiercely, an item of colorice-coldsaid: „WhenIhad saidIdo wantto acceptyou? Youwith the matter of otherwoman, whatrelationshavewithme!? Youthink that Iwill fall in love withyoureally?! Do not think that Iam goodtoyouslightly, likesonyou, even if a catdog, the timeinmy familygrew, Ialsomeet the mannerto be better. Yang Chen, Itoldyou, youmarriedmesign the contract, before the contracthas not arrived! Ido not permityouto leave! Youhearnot to have!?”
“你别太自大了,杨辰”,林若溪猛地转过身,目色冰冷地说道:“我什么时候说过我要接受你?你跟别的女人的事情,跟我有什么关系!?你以为我真会爱上你么?!不要以为我对你稍微好点,就是喜欢上你,就算是一只猫一只狗,在我家里时间长了,我也会态度好一些。杨辰,我告诉你,你跟我结婚是签合同的,合同没到之前!我不准你离开!你听到没有!?”Looksto cryto get angry, Lin Ruoxi that nearlycalls outloudly, Yang Chenis startledon the spot, half a wordwordscannot say.
看着哭红了眼,大声近乎嘶喊的林若溪,杨辰怔在原地,半句话也说不出来。„Very muchwon't kill people? It is not the methodis cruel!? Youhad not hearda moment ago, takes overYu Lei Internationalto startfrommy20years old, Iam stepping on the corpse of otherenterprise, makescountlesspeoplebe unemployed, making the innumerable familiesbreakinstantaneously! It looks like previoustimeusesyouwithQianni, killsChanglin MediaandXu Familysuchwith the plot, if cruel, Iam betterhow manythanyou? LikeXu Zhihongsuch, wantswithspear/guntomeforehead, person who makes a hole, is everywhereinZhong Hai! Butthisis also what kind, Isuchgrow, Isuchdo not do, does not haveto livenowinyourfrontLin Ruoxi...... Youdestroy the life of person, Idestroy the match in market, will destroy the future of family, youthink that youbeforeme, greatlyhow manywill have!?”
“不就是很会杀人吗?不就是手段残忍吗!?你刚才难道没听到吗,从我20岁接手玉蕾国际开始,我就是一路踩着别的企业的尸体,一路让无数人失业,让无数家庭瞬间破碎过来的!就像是上次利用你跟倩妮,用阴谋干掉长林传媒和许家那样,如果说残忍,我难道比你要好多少吗?就像许智宏那样,想要拿着把枪对着我的额头,打出一个窟窿的人,在中海比比皆是!可这又怎么样,我就是这么成长的,我不这么做,就没有现在活在你面前的林若溪……你摧毁人的生命,我摧毁商场的对手,摧毁家庭的未来,你以为你在我面前,会有多少了不起么!?”„Ruoxi......”Yang Chenhas tarried, shoutedoneslow of speech.
“若溪……”杨辰呆住了,讷讷地喊了一声。Lin Ruoxihas shutunder the eye, making the owntearsstop, becauseis excited, gasps for breathtenderly, silentlittle while , to continue to saywith the tone of severalpoints of recollection: „ Before myGrandmotherleaves the worldthatdays, in the hospital bed, told a storytome......林若溪闭了下眼,让自己的泪水止住,因为过于激动,娇喘着气,沉默了会儿,用几分回忆的口吻继续说道:“我奶奶离世前的那段日子,在病床,给我讲了一个故事……Formerly, was bringing the violently poisonousscorpion, hehas wantedfluentrapidrivers, but the scorpionwill not swim, therefore, herequested that the frogledhimto cross river.
从前,有一只带着剧毒的蝎子,他想要过一条水流湍急的河流,但蝎子不会游泳,所以,他请求青蛙带他过河。
The frogdoes not want, thinks that the scorpionmeets the hibernation of insectshe. However the scorpion said that ifmyhibernation of insectsyou, Iwill also be drown to deathby the river water, whyIdo want the hibernation of insectsyou?
青蛙不愿意,认为蝎子会蛰他。但是蝎子说,如果我蛰你,我也会被河水淹死,我为什么要蛰你呢?
The frogthinks that is very reasonable, thereforehecomplied.
青蛙认为很有道理,于是他就答应了。
But when, the frogat the back of the scorpionarrives at the riverscenter, river watersuddenlyanxious, the scorpionhas been afraid, ininstance of fear, scorpionhibernation of insectsfrog.
可是,当青蛙背着蝎子到河流中央的时候,河水突然急了起来,蝎子害怕了,就在害怕的瞬间,蝎子蛰了青蛙一下。
The frogis poisonedimmediately, mustsinkin the water.
青蛙立刻中毒,要沉进水里。
The frog that does not understandasked the scorpion, whyyouwanted the hibernation of insectsI, like thisdo not die?
不理解的青蛙问蝎子,你为什么要蛰我,这样你不是也要死么?
The scorpionsaidat that timethatIdo not think, butIamsuchlive, clear(ly)knows that owndoes not have the goodresult, butinsanesamewent to the hibernation of insectsyou, this, is the instinct that Icannotresist! ”
蝎子当时就说,我也不想啊,可我就是这么活着的,明知道自己没有好结果,但还是疯了一样地去蛰你,这,是我不能抗拒的本能啊!”Yang Chenfelt that in the brain of ownflashes through the electric current, bodytremblestogether.杨辰感到自己的大脑里闪过一道电流,身躯一阵颤栗。
The Lin Ruoxichillyfanbites the lip, is staring at the face of Yang Chen, said with a sneer: „ Now, youunderstand that Ialwaysam why aloofbeside? Whyunderstoodmyalwaysperson? Believeslikeyou, becauseyouyourinstinctkillmeto be the same, Iwill also be afraid, myinstinctwill killothers.林若溪凄迷地咬了咬嘴唇,盯着杨辰的面孔,冷笑道:“现在,你明白为什么我总是拒人千里之外了么?明白为什么我总是一个人了么?就像你认为,你会因为你的本能害死我一样,我也会害怕,我的本能会害死别人。Youwithme, are the poisonousscorpion, webecause of the instinct, inothersopinioncrazily, inconceivablelivingmonster. Ourhibernation of insectsdoes not dieanyone, only thenourown, will killown...... ”
你跟我,都是毒蝎子,我们都是因为本能,在别人看来疯狂,不可思议地活着的怪物。我们谁也蛰不死谁,只有我们自己,会害死自己……”
To display comments and comment, click at the button