MWIABCEO :: Volume #14

#1347: Body and mind all tired

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The Yang Chen deep breath the one breath, bore the moistness in eye, disassembled the envelope on hand, on this envelope did not have what handwriting, perhaps was Minjuan has after also traded, does not dare to scrawl to expose weaknesses. 杨辰深呼吸了一口气,忍住眼中的湿润,将手上的信封拆开,这信封上没有什么字迹,恐怕也是敏娟换了以后不敢瞎写露出破绽。 When extraction inside letter paper, after Yang Chen has swept one, discovered non- too wide difference that the content truly and Song Tianhang and own said that is 17 and Lanlan matter, finally also adds the «Growing Life Through the Mind Scripture» general outline that two have separated, to confirm the own status. 当抽出里面的信纸,杨辰扫了一眼后,发现内容确实和宋天行与自己说的无太大差别,就是十七和蓝蓝的事,最后还加了两句断开的《往念衍生经》总纲,以确认自己的身份。 „You see these contents, should know that I was the Lanlan father, why hasn't told me?” Yang Chen asked. “你看到这些内容,就该知道我是蓝蓝的亲生父亲了,为何还不告诉我？”杨辰质问道。 Minjuan bitterly smiled and said: „Because knew the truth, does not dare saying that does not dare to give you letter!” 敏娟苦笑道:“正是因为知道了真相,才不敢说,不敢把信交给您啊！” „Why?” Yang Chen frowns. “为什么？”杨辰蹙眉。 Minjuan sighed, said: „ Mr. Yang, before running into you, I was following Old Master, had Lanlan more than one year, said that sentence not too respectful words, I treated as the own biological daughter to hurt Lanlan generally, was... Lanlan has been shouting must look for father Mother. 敏娟叹了口气,道:“杨先生,在遇到你们之前,我已经跟随着老爷,带蓝蓝一年多了,说句不太恭敬的话,我把蓝蓝当作自己的亲女儿一般疼着,可是…蓝蓝却一直喊着要找爸爸妈妈。 We follow Old Master to be widely traveled, although Old Master also very much loves Lanlan, but Lanlan saw each time other children have the parental companion, the look of that hope, making my heart sourly not good, the acid arrives at the pain, the pain to wants to cry... 我们跟随老爷走南闯北,虽然老爷也很疼爱蓝蓝,但蓝蓝每次见到其他小孩子有父母陪伴,那种渴望的眼神,让我的心就酸地不行,酸到痛,痛到想哭… Lanlan too does not get on well with others, she compares other child too to be formidable many, was too unique, is the acute hearing Minghe formidable person, specially the child so, is actually very lonely. 蓝蓝太不合群了,她比别的小朋友强大太多,太独特了,越是聪明和强大的人,特别还是小孩子就这般,其实是很孤独的。 Puts the ordinary families children but actually, but Lanlan does not have including the parents, including the concern of child most basic parents, she is unable to obtain, she does not even know that the own parents are living whether also... ” 放到普通人家孩子倒也罢了,可蓝蓝偏偏连父母都没有,连小孩子最基本的父母的关爱,她都无法得到,她甚至不知道自己的父母是否还活着…” Listens to the Minjuan words, the Yang Chen nose somewhat to turn sour, the heart is depressed, has not gasped for breath. 听着敏娟的话,杨辰鼻子不由有些发酸,心头闷闷的,喘不过气来。 „ Mr. Yang, but also remembered initially, just met your times, did Lanlan in the orphanage entrance, look around quietly the Miss Lin matter? You know that night Lanlan was happy, she said that she found Mother, but feared that Mother does not like her leaving, on a face of child is the feeling wronged appearance, making me love dearly. “杨先生,还记得当初,刚遇见你们的时候,蓝蓝在孤儿院门口,悄悄张望林小姐的事情么？你知道那天晚上蓝蓝多开心么,她说她找到妈妈了,可是怕妈妈不喜欢她又走掉,一个小孩子的脸上全是委屈的样子,让我心疼地很。 Luckily, Miss Lin and Lanlan hit it off well with one another, revives two ripeness, had has wanted to admit the idea of Lanlan, this made Lanlan be possible to go bad happily. I first time see Lanlan to reveal such satisfied appearance, this is my this maid is unable to give her. 幸好,林小姐与蓝蓝投缘,一回生两回熟,有了想接纳蓝蓝的想法,这让蓝蓝可开心坏了。我还是第一次见到蓝蓝露出这么满足的样子,这是我这个保姆根本无法给予她的。 I also know that Miss Lin possibly is only and Lanlan birth mother looks like, but as a feeling of woman, I can feel, Miss Lin is the sincerity is Lanlan considers, is loving this child. Anything is less commendable than the true feelings... 我也知道,林小姐可能只是和蓝蓝的生母长得像,但作为一个女人的感觉,我能感受地到,林小姐是真心在为蓝蓝着想,是真的爱着这个孩子。没有什么比真情更难能可贵了… Lanlan sleeps at first continually is messes up, does not like resting, may bump into Miss Lin, rested on obediently was very steadfast, I think that was because in the Mother side, child very An Xin (at ease). ” 蓝蓝起初连睡觉都是乱套的,根本不爱睡,可一碰到林小姐,就乖乖地睡了很踏实,我想,那是因为在妈妈的身边,小孩子很安心。” The Yang Chen look is dim, reveals wipes the light satisfaction smile. 杨辰眼神朦胧,不由露出一抹淡淡的满足微笑。 Remembers Little Fat Girl to lie on the bed, sleeps soundly is flowing the appearance of saliva, love at heart is the happiness is also warm. 想起小肥妞趴在床上,酣睡地流着口水的样子,心里的爱意也是融融暖暖的。 Minjuan has attracted the nose, continued saying: „ Mr. Yang, I come this family's day, although is not long, but I am very grateful you, in you, Miss Lin, Madame Guo, Wang Ma, other often come home the attractive misses, you not with that type the manner of treating the countryside peasant woman, contemptuously look at me, you have given me the self-respect, making me feel is the member of this family/home... I am have a dream really feel grateful your do not shut out... 敏娟吸了吸鼻子,继续道:“杨先生,我来这个家里的日子虽然不长,但我真的很感激你们,你、林小姐、郭夫人,王妈,还有其他常来家里的漂亮姑娘们,你们没有用那种对待乡下农妇的态度,轻蔑地看我,你们给了我自尊,让我感受到是这个家的一份子…我真的是做梦都感激你们的不嫌弃… Because of this, I am hoping that you can cross well, if because of something, has the giant contradiction, finally parts on bad terms, no matter to this family/home, regarding Lanlan, is the huge attack. 正因为这样,我希望你们都能过得好,如果因为一些事,闹出巨大的矛盾,最后不欢而散,那不管对于这个家而言,对于蓝蓝而言,都是巨大的打击。 I know that Miss Lin is not glad to accept other these misses, but they are sincere to you, therefore a short time does not shear these relations. 我知道林小姐并不乐于接受其他的那些姑娘们,但她们对你又是情真意切,所以一时半会儿也剪不断这些关系。 Mr. Yang usually is coaxing such her, should be thinks that the pass time passage period makes this family/home stabilize slowly, letting Miss Lin can admit them truly. 杨先生平日里这么哄着她,也应该是想通过时间来让这个家慢慢稳定下来,让林小姐能真正接纳她们。 I know man like Mr. Yang, has the female personal connection to be also avoidless, how the pretty woman possibly likes the weak one, let alone put ancient times, even if now, had the right to have the man of potential, did not wrap securely several common... ” 我知道像杨先生这样的男人,有女人缘也是无法避免的,漂亮女人怎么可能喜欢弱者呢,别说放到古代了,就算是现在,有权有势的男人,不也常有包好几房的么…” Yang Chen blushes with shame, the woman who this countryside comes out is really straightforward, although the speech coarse principle is not coarse, may unable such directly saying that a little does Yang Chen to be also embarrassed. 杨辰一阵汗颜,这乡下出来的女人真是直白,虽然说话糙理不糙,可也不能这么直接讲出来啊,搞得杨辰也有点不好意思。 „ My Minjuan is an unimportant person, does not have any knowledge, what I care is Lanlan can grow up well, has the parents to love, has the family member companion... “我敏娟是个小人物,没什么学识,我关心的是蓝蓝能好好长大,有父母疼爱,有家里人陪伴… I have my selfishness, I do not want to return to that countryside, the husband's family's home for me is the nightmare, I also want in this family/home, like Wang Ma, to be the servant to suffice for this family/home loyally and devotedly for a lifetime... 我也有我的私心,我不想回到那乡下去,婆家对我来说是噩梦,我也想在这个家里,像王妈一样,忠心耿耿地为这个家做一辈子佣人就够了… Let alone I knew, Mr. Yang is the Lanlan father, that also made Lanlan have the genuine family member, because if Lin Ruoxi knew the truth, to this matter has the obstruction, did that give the whole family to increase the burden? ” Minjuan wipes the corner of the eye to say. 何况我已经知道了,杨先生是蓝蓝的亲生父亲,那也算让蓝蓝有真正的亲人了,如果因为林若溪知道真相后,对这件事产生芥蒂,那岂不是给一家人全都增加负担吗？”敏娟抹着眼角道。 Yang Chen understood probably the meaning of Minjuan, then, poured can also think through. 杨辰大概已经明白了敏娟的意思,这么说来,倒也想得通了。 If truly, Lanlan is the children of other female lives, will pour will not be serious, may, Lanlan be the child who 17 will leave behind. 确实,如果蓝蓝是其他女人生的孩子,倒也不会太严重,可偏偏,蓝蓝是十七留下的孩子。 Lin Ruoxi is very clear, 17 is the woman who she must compete only, this woman can say that affected the Yang Chen life absolutely! 林若溪很清楚,十七才是她唯一要较劲的女人,这个女人可以说绝对地影响了杨辰的人生！ Original 17 forever left, but the appearance of Lanlan, probably causes the 17 shadow forever among two people, can hardly be removed! 本来十七已经永远地离开了,可蓝蓝的出现,就好像使得十七的影子永远在两人中间,挥之不去！ In the love, Lin Ruoxi is perceptual, she is impossible to look but not see, she can tolerate Yang Chen to have other woman temporarily at heart, when lover, will not tolerate, Yang Chen regards the love another woman! 在爱情上,林若溪是感性的,她不可能视而不见,她可以暂时容忍杨辰心里有别的女人当情人,可不会容忍,杨辰把另一个女人当成挚爱！ Yang Chen own is unable to guarantee, looks at Lanlan time, can always at heart emit 17 to come, this without a doubt is to the satire of Lin Ruoxi. 杨辰自己也无法保证,看着蓝蓝的时候,会不会总是在心里冒出十七来,这毫无疑问是对林若溪的讽刺。 If own will never obtain this letter, then the following all these are not anything will trouble, cheerfully Little Fat Girl, when the own unmarried girl raises and that's the end. 如果自己永远不得到这封信,那么接下来的这一切都不会是什么麻烦,乐乐哈哈地把小肥妞当自己的闺女养大成就是了。 But now, own knew the Lanlan status, is cruel enough, calling 17 under dwelling place of the dead to be fearful, making own flesh and blood not know that own was her father!? 可现在,自己知道了蓝蓝的身份,又怎么忍心,叫九泉之下的十七心寒,让亲骨肉不知道自己就是她的亲生父亲呢！？ Even if did not say now that later makes Lin Ruoxi discover own already knows, has deceived her, perhaps can only injure is a mass of cuts and bruises... 就算现在不说,以后让林若溪发现自己早就知道,骗了她,恐怕只会伤得更体无完肤… „That time, Mr. Yang you come back from Australia, is Old Master just left almost one month of time, I at that time almost want to say that Old Master leaves behind two faith tokens the matters... At that time Mr. Yang you also asked I had the words to say, I endured not saying that really does not dare not to be cruel enough to say...” Minjuan is sighing woefully the say/way. “那一次,杨先生你从澳洲回来,就是老爷刚离开差不多一个多月的时候,我当时差点就想说出,老爷留下两件信物的事…当时杨先生您还问我是不是有话要说,我忍着没讲,实在是不敢也不忍心讲啊…”敏娟哀叹着道。 Yang Chen stood in place, he still remembers that but initially had not cared to neglect, now wants to come, is somewhat laughable. 杨辰站在原地,他还记得那一幕,只是当初没怎么在意就忽略过去了,如今想来,有些可笑。 Congealed to stand for a long time, Yang Chen hinted Minjuan to set out, dagger and letter, put in in space ring. 凝立了许久,杨辰示意敏娟起身,将匕首和信件,放进了空间戒指里。 „This matter, does not have my permission, did not permit to say”, Yang Chen told. “这件事,没我的允许,不准说出去”,杨辰吩咐道。 Minjuan makes an effort to nod, does not dare taking advantage of her bear heart leopard guts. 敏娟用力点头,借她熊心豹子胆都不敢。 Yang Chen feels in the own brain chaotic one group, cannot manage a clue completely, involving of this matter are too really many, the kinship, love and conscience, are the huge challenges. 杨辰感到自己脑子里乱糟糟的一团,完全理不出个头绪,这事情的牵扯实在太多,亲情、爱情、良心,都是巨大的挑战。 Arrives at downstairs time, Wang Ma realized that Yang Chen is not quite as if happy, how the concern inquired. 走到楼下的时候,王妈察觉到杨辰似乎心情不太好,关切询问怎么了。 Yang Chen spoke thoughtlessly to be perfunctory several, then went out, transfers Wang Ma to celebrate the new year to come back, has the matter to contact him directly. 杨辰随口敷衍了几句,便出了门,交待王妈过完年才会回来,有事直接跟他联系。 The airplane ticket that books is in the evening, Yang Chen hesitant, has not gone to look for An Xin (at ease) and Xiao Zhiqing and other women's volleyball team sorrows, because Yang Chen does not want negative getting emotion off of own on these innocent women. 订的机票是晚上,杨辰犹豫了下,并没去找安心和萧芷晴等女排忧,因为杨辰不想把自己的负面情感宣泄到这些无辜的女人身上。 From the garage proposed BMW X6 that does not have for a long time, Yang Chen directly soars Old Li husband and wife. 从车库提出那辆好久没开的宝马X6,杨辰直奔老李夫妇家。 Telephoned on the way, Old Li that meets, when hears is Yang Chen, Old Li ridicules saying: „Little Yang, you too did not give me this wife's father face, celebrated the new year not to have new year's goods, wanted my daughter with you?” 途中打了个电话过去,接起来的正是老李,当听到是杨辰,老李不由笑骂道:“小杨,你也太不给我这丈人面子了,都过年了也没点年货,到底还要不要我女儿跟着你了？” Now a Old Li living condition very knows many times compared with the past, Li Jingjing often/common Ban side the parents, to Yang Chen dirty was also but actually short. 如今老李一家生活条件比过去好不知道多少倍,李菁菁又常伴在二老身边,对杨辰的埋汰倒也少了。 Yang Chen has smiled bitterly, „my this do not pass with your this father-in-law drinks, the food and wine is preparing, if insufficiently I buy some prepared food to take away for you.” 杨辰苦笑了下,“我这不要过去跟你这老丈人喝喝酒么,酒菜准备着,要是不够我给你买些熟食带去。” Old Li has not thought that greeted the spouse to stir fry several dishes, then made Yang Chen hurry. 老李也没多想,招呼老伴多炒几个菜,便让杨辰赶紧过去。 The vehicle arrives at downstairs the block of flats of Old Li, Yang Chen just about to gets out, shoots a look at downstairs front one, actually stares, the brow has twisted. 车子开到老李家的公寓楼楼下,杨辰刚要下车,瞥到前方楼下的一幕,却是一愣,眉头拧了起来。
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