Mo Qianni has not thought that the Lin Ruoxi response is very intense, has the gentle voice to say with a smile: „Well, I do not say. You definitely have your idea, goes to downstairs to drink the cup coffee together, eats a sweet snack, I think that you same should be disinclined to eat meal with me.” 莫倩妮也没想到林若溪反应还挺强烈,只好柔声笑道:“好好,我不说了。你肯定也有你的想法,一起去楼下喝杯咖啡,吃点甜点吧,我想你跟我一样应该懒得吃饭吧。” Two females quite have been low to the immunity of sweet snack, although Lin Ruoxi most likes eating glutinous rice ball(s), may to other cakes and so on similarly exceeds the rice, usually in a person does not feel all right under the building cafe to eat the sweet snack greatly, has Mo Qianni to accompany is being different. 二女对甜点的免疫力一直比较低,林若溪虽然最爱吃糯米丸子,可对其他蛋糕之类的同样远胜过米饭,平日里一个人也不大好意思到大厦下面的咖啡厅吃甜点,有莫倩妮陪着就不一样了。 Lin Ruoxi looked at the time, afternoon conference indeed also takes two hours to start, then sips flowery lips is making an effort nodded, two somewhat brave light, „that you wait/etc., I put to go downstairs with you thing.” 林若溪看了看时间,下午的会议的确还要两个多小时才开始,便抿着唇瓣用力点点头,两眼有些冒光,“那你等等,我把东西放一下就跟你下楼去。” Mentioned from , because Yang Chen clamped in the middle, their relations have been at the subtle condition, perhaps was Yang Chen these days old runs outward, was the relations also has the meaning of recovery on the contrary. 说起来自从因为杨辰夹在中间后,两人的关系一直处于微妙状态,或许是杨辰这些日子老往外跑,反倒是关系又有复苏的意思。 But at the same time, in the family/home of other Western Suburbs institute. 而与此同时,西郊别院的家中。 Guo Xuehua looks at the day, tomorrow is Double Ninth Festival, if in Beijing, obtains in Yang Family ancestor ancestral hall to go to the ancestor worship, but Yang Chen does not know when can come back, overtakes does not need, plans to make some traditional food ancestor worships simply at home. 郭雪华看着日子,明天就是重阳,若是在燕京的时候,就得到杨家的祖宗祠堂里去祭祖,但杨辰也不知道什么时候能回来,赶过去也没必要,索性就打算在家里做些传统食物祭祖。 Although such custom young people do not care, but the reverence for elders in Guo Xuehua clear this bone gradually influences, to the child is very important, a family must have the custom after all becomes. 虽说这样的习俗年轻人们很多都不太在意,但郭雪华清楚这种骨子里的敬老熏陶,对孩子还是很重要的,一个家族总归要有规矩才成。 In the special family/home currently had Lanlan, hopes that this granddaughter can have the good education. 特别家中现在有了蓝蓝,也希望这孙女能有良好的教育。 But remembers Lin Ruoxi Grandmother and mother, the tomb in Zhong Hai, Guo Xuehua has not gone one time, the plan brings Lin Ruoxi to go to sweep the graves, calculates that pulls closer the mothers and daughters-in-law relations. 而想起林若溪的奶奶和母亲,墓地都在中海,郭雪华还未曾去过一次,不由打算带着林若溪前去扫墓,也算拉近婆媳关系。 Guo Xuehua decides, then said to just and Minjuan chatting Wang Ma: „Yulan (magnolia), I look for Ruoxi, look at her, if has free time to sweep the relatives by marriage tomb with her, the dish that the double ninth festival has to buy while convenient tomorrow I have also bought, Yang Chen does not come back today, tomorrow should also come back, when the time comes two big stomach kings, lacked were inappropriate.” 郭雪华打定主意,便对着正和敏娟聊天的王妈道:“玉兰啊,我去找下若溪,看她要是有空就跟她去扫下亲家的墓地,顺便明天重阳节要买的菜我也去买了,杨辰今天就算不回来,明儿个也该回来了,到时候两个大胃王,缺了可不合适。” Wang Ma secret passage Guo Xuehua thoughts but are actually at heart exquisite, but also thinks that Double Ninth Festival sweeps the graves, although this saying, but the southern many areas only go in the Pure Brightness. 王妈心里暗道这郭雪华心思倒细腻,还想起来重阳去扫墓,虽然有这一说,但南方许多地区都只在清明去。 „Or gives the young lady to telephone first, so as to avoid went in busy or could not find person”, the Wang Ma reminder said. “那要不先给小姐打个电话吧,免得去了在忙或是找不到人”,王妈提醒道。 Guo Xuehua actually smiles shook the head, „is feared that Ruoxi in busy does not telephone, she must empty just right, if in busy, do not disturb her to work, so as to avoid in must go home the greater part of the night does not sleep in study room. I directly did grocery shopping.” 郭雪华却笑着摇头,“就是怕若溪在忙才不打电话,她要空着就正好,要是在忙呀,就别打扰她工作了,免得又要回家里来大半夜的在书房里不睡觉。我就直接去买菜好了。” „You think but actually thoroughly”, Wang Ma nods with a smile, thought that such does appropriately. “你倒想得周到”,王妈笑着点头,也觉得这么做妥当。 ... … Yu Lei Building downstairs cafe, contracted to a western-style food company, to let the staff facilitates slightly gathers, but this noon time, will not have many people to come to here. 玉蕾大厦楼下的咖啡厅,本是承包给一家西餐公司,为了让员工方便小聚,但这中午时间段,却是没多少人会来这里。 In by the window was secluded their place, Lin Ruoxi and Mo Qianni respective point fine the division cake, was drinking the coffee, enjoyed in the unusual work the leisure time. 在靠窗的僻静两人座处,林若溪和莫倩妮各自点了精致的起司蛋糕,喝着咖啡,享受起了少有的工作中闲暇时光。 When Mo Qianni almost finished eating, Lin Ruoxi actually ate half is less. 等莫倩妮差不多已经吃完了,林若溪却还是吃了一半不到。 Looks the eating law that Lin Ruoxi chews carefully, Mo Qianni cannot bear smile said: „The empress has no way to compare with our young daughter like this, eats the cake to see the training.” 看着林若溪细嚼慢咽的吃法,莫倩妮忍不住笑道:“就说正宫娘娘跟我们这样的小民女是没法比的,吃蛋糕都能看出修养来。” Lin Ruoxi sips was quiet, looked at her one eyes strangely, swallowed after the cake leisurely, said: „Qianni, you said such words, do not think strange?” 林若溪抿住嘴,古怪地看了她一眼,慢悠悠把蛋糕咽下后,才道:“倩妮,你说这样的话,不觉得怪怪的么？” „Strange? Has anything well strange”, Mo Qianni wonders. “怪？有什么好怪的”,莫倩妮纳闷。 The Lin Ruoxi vision is wavering, looks to the out of the window busy city, street that the pedestrian passes through. 林若溪目光游移着,望向窗外忙碌的城市,行人走过的街道。 „ Actually I am very curious, the girl like Qiangwei, was different from the ordinary girl, the values and experience since childhood, making her want not to have the share with a man, as can be appreciated. “其实我很好奇,像蔷薇那样的女孩,本就跟普通的女孩子不一样,价值观和从小的经历,让她愿意没名没份地跟着一个男人,可以理解。 However like you, like Yanyan, can have the opportunity to choose a better life obviously, why must place a such awkward seat own. 但是像你,像妍妍那样,明明可以有机会选择更好的人生,为什么非要把自己放在一个这么尴尬的位子呢。 Although said that I think very brutal, but you will definitely not have the opportunity to obtain anything. I really cannot think through, how you can such matter, such crack a joke say... ” Lin Ruoxi faintly said. 虽然这么说我觉得很残酷,但你们肯定不会有机会多得到什么的。我实在想不通,你怎么可以把这样的事情,这么开玩笑地挂在嘴边…”林若溪幽幽道。 Mo Qianni has restrained the happy expression, looked at Lin Ruoxi a while silently, took up coffee cup sips, put down slowly. 莫倩妮收敛了笑意,默默看了林若溪一会儿,拿起咖啡杯抿了一口,又缓缓放下。 „You sympathize with me, feels sorry for me, in the heart looks down upon me?” Mo Qianni asked. “你同情我,可怜我,还是心里面看不起我？”莫倩妮笑着问。 Lin Ruoxi shook the head, „I have not looked down upon you, has not felt sorry for you, I do not want to quarrel with you, but we knew these many years, said I have doubts.” 林若溪摇头,“我没看不起你,也没可怜你,我不是想跟你吵架,只是我们认识了这么多年,说说我心里的疑惑罢了。” „In the final analysis, you complained about us, complained about Yang Chen, not?” “归根结底,你还是怨我们,怨杨辰,不是么？” „You will not have what idea, although I do not want to say very much, but since you also love the same man, won't have what idea?” “难道你就不会有什么想法么,虽然我很不想那么说,可既然你也爱同一个男人,难道就不会有什么想法？” Mo Qianni blinked, „I understand why probably you worked to divert attention over the two days, you are worried about Xiao Zhiqing, but also was worried that Yang Chen will exit, involves other any woman.” 莫倩妮眨了眨眼,“我好像明白你为什么这两天工作都会分心了,你是担心萧芷晴,还担心杨辰又会出去一趟,又牵扯上别的什么女人吧。” „I do not have”, the Lin Ruoxi vision somewhat moves aside, „he loves how what kind, I cannot manage him.” “我才没有”,林若溪目光有些躲闪,“他爱怎么样怎么样,我也管不着他。” „You lie, you very much care obviously, is very unsatisfied”, Mo Qianni said. “你说谎,你明明就很在意,也很不满意”,莫倩妮道。 Lin Ruoxi simply raised the head, said clearly: „Also is what kind , won't you mind? Because you have not married him, don't you care about him to want the multi- young girl talented person to satisfy? You really thought that such is also a happy matter?” 林若溪索性抬起头,清声道:“就算是又怎么样,难道你就不会介意么？就因为你没有跟他结婚,你就不在乎他到底要多少女人才满足？你就真觉得那样也是一件幸福的事情？” They are looking at each other, in the Mo Qianni eye reveals gradually wipes the light sorrow. 两人对视着,莫倩妮的眼中逐渐露出一抹淡淡的悲哀。 „Lin Ruoxi, you changed, I have not thought that you will really have such pitiful idea”, Mo Qianni sighed. “林若溪,你变了,我没想到你竟然会有这么可怜的想法”,莫倩妮叹声道。 Lin Ruoxi shakes the hand of ladle somewhat to tremble, makes own calm diligently, „I hope that you can give me a reasonable explanation, any meaning...” 林若溪握着勺子的手有些发颤,努力让自己冷静,“我希望你能给我一个合理的解释,到底什么意思…” Mo Qianni took a deep breath, the eye socket somewhat blushes, has smiled reluctantly, „ you know... I have envied you actually very much, is long is more attractive than me, the study is also better than me, since childhood lives in the wealthy family, wisdom, ability, Leader makings, what is more important, you not because of outside and other people, about your conscience. 莫倩妮深吸一口气,眼眶有些发红,勉强笑了下,“你知道么…我其实一直很羡慕你,长得比我漂亮,学习也比我好,从小又生在富裕的家庭里,智慧,才能,领袖气质,更重要的是,你不会因为外界和他人,左右你的本心。 Even if were referred to by the multitude of people, even if were scolded by countless people are Vampire, businessman of cold blood influence, you also stick to one's own way of doing things, will never be defeated. Even if the husband has the woman outside, you will not have slight timid, slight fear, because you always believe that own can control all. 就算被千夫所指,就算被无数人骂成是吸血鬼,冷血势力的商人,你也我行我素,从来不会被打败。就算丈夫在外面有女人,你也不会有丝毫的胆怯,丝毫的畏惧,因为你总是坚信自己能掌控一切。 Do you know that such Lin Ruoxi makes me envy really very much, makes me cannot help but silently regret, because I know that I am impossible to win your... Not is only I, Qiangwei is also good, An Xin (at ease) is also good, we could not win you, because of your charm, even if were I of woman also thought that was hard to resist. 你知不知道,那样的林若溪真的很让我羡慕,又让我不由自主地默默惋惜,因为我知道,我是不可能赢你的…不仅是我,蔷薇也好,安心也好,我们大家都赢不了你,因为你的魅力,就算是女人的我也觉得难以抗拒。 You thought that I have been your left and right hands in the company, is really because looks in the Old Chairman friendship purely? You thought that one point of benevolence, can make me report back for a lifetime? My strength, goes to other company even own to start an undertaking, does not have anything to be difficult. 你觉得,我在公司里一直做你的左右手,真的是因为纯粹看老总裁的情分上？你觉得一分恩情,能让我回报一辈子么？我的实力,去别的公司甚至自己创业,也没什么难的。 I keep Yu Lei, is only because of you, is not others, is you! You let me willingly, even if thought that is awkward because of the man, must accompany you to do together! ” 我留在玉蕾,只是因为你,不是别人,是你！你让我心甘情愿地哪怕觉得因为男人而尴尬,也要陪你一起做下去！” The sound that Mo Qianni said is not loud, but each character is similar to the nail is ordinary, has gripped in the Lin Ruoxi heart maliciously, bleeds, grieved! 莫倩妮说的声音不大,但每个字如同钉子一般,在林若溪的心头上狠狠地扎了进去,流血,心痛！ Lin Ruoxi opened the water pupil, unknowingly moist. 林若溪睁大了水眸,不知不觉地湿润了起来。 Because in the Mo Qianni beautiful appearance is agitated, the blood flushes surged, have stopped the little while, continued saying: „Present you, making me feel that some did not know, that not making a sound can Lin Ruoxi that all people press, probably did not exist. Some are only one repents, let the imagination run wild pitiful young married woman.” 莫倩妮姣美的容颜上因为情绪激动,潮红涌动,停顿了会儿,才继续道:“现在的你,让我觉得都有些不认识了,那个不声不响就能把所有人压下去的林若溪,好像已经不存在了。有的只是一个自怨自艾,胡思乱想的可怜少妇。” Saying, Mo Qianni was setting out, takes up the white fall clothing coat on chair, started to give own to put on... 说着,莫倩妮起身,拿起椅子上的白色秋装外套,开始给自己套上… „ Lin Ruoxi, I discovered now that you are very silly, you do not know that the life the result is anything, does not know that the life the true meaning is anything... You live in this world, is muddled! You only then know that the life the result, the life true meaning, understands how to live, how to enjoy the life. “林若溪,我现在才发现,你真的很傻,你根本不知道生活的结局是什么,更不知道生命的真谛是什么…你活在这世上,就是糊里糊涂的！你只有知道生活的结局,生命的真谛,才会明白怎么去生活,怎么去享受生命。 Your are unhappy and restless, the responsibility puts the blame on others. Causes now all these, is not we, is not Yang Chen, is your own! 不要把你的不幸福和不安,责任归咎到别人。导致现在这一切的,不是我们,更不是杨辰,是你自己！ The sentiment does not study with the books, is not own can want to understand that casually, but realizes from experience attentively! 感情不是用书本去学习,更不是自己能随便想明白的,而是用心去体悟的！ In my opinion, has a man to love me, can meet frequently, for I brave hardships and dangers everywhere seek for the raw material for medicine, pill refining, quite lets me to preserve the vigor of youth, obtains is longer, this is the incomparably happy matter. 在我看来,有个男人心里爱着我,经常能见面,为了我到处涉险地找寻药材,炼丹,好让我能永葆青春,获得更久,这已经是无比幸福的事情了。 As the best repayment, believes him, when he visits you, when side you, making him understand that you are very happy, such sufficed. 作为最好的回报,就是相信他,当他看着你,在你身边的时候,让他明白你很幸福,那样就够了。 Lin Ruoxi, I told you, perhaps before me, once thought the pain for that husband and wife reputation, but now, I did not matter. I know how to enable own to be happy, knows how to make Yang Chen think satisfied. 林若溪,我告诉你,或许我以前还曾经为那一个夫妻名头觉得痛苦,但现在,我已经无所谓了。我知道怎么样让自己能开心,也知道怎么让杨辰觉得满意。 If your heart, needs to fill by others, your dignity, needs others to give, then, I can only say that perhaps sooner or later, Yang Chen will discover, chooses you, when his only wife, is the wrong decision! ” 如果你的心,需要靠别人来填补,你的尊严,需要别人来给,那么,我只能说,早晚有一天,或许杨辰会发现,选择你当他唯一的妻子,是错误的决定！” The word, Mo Qianni takes up purse, turned around to go out of the cafe directly. 言罢,莫倩妮拿起包包,转身径直走出了咖啡厅。 Lin Ruoxi looks at that natural white back, was crazy. 林若溪看着那潇洒的白色背影,却是怔怔地痴了。 Looks down once again the strawberry in dinner place has the division cake, Lin Ruoxi actually continually pulls a small strength unable to cause, at heart seems the innumerable reptile tears and bites, the fear and restlessness of difficult word. 再度低头看着餐盘里的草莓起司蛋糕,林若溪却是连挽起一小口的力气都使不上来,心里好似无数的爬虫撕咬,难言的恐惧和不安。 At this time, a black form suddenly appeared in the line of sight of corner of the eye, stood and waited for a long time at the dinner table. 就在这时候,一个黑色的身影却是忽然出现在眼角的视线里,伫立在了餐桌旁。