„Has the mark of each time each time, for example my paternal grandmother their generation, poor, has starved, has had the mess, goes to the mountain and countryside, they for a lifetime, to old should enjoy happiness is not willing painstakingly to idle, daily Sun has not come out to get out of bed, is really all right to do with the broom here to sweep there to sweep before the front door, wishes one could sweeping one road.” “每个时代都有每个时代的印记,比如我奶奶他们那一辈,也穷过,挨过饿,吃过大锅饭,上山下乡,他们苦了一辈子,到老了该享福了也不肯闲下来,天天太阳还没出来就起床,实在没事干拿个扫把在大门前这儿扫扫那儿扫扫,恨不得把路给扫下来一层。” Since Jiang He came, Xu Qing turns into the words to discuss unknowingly, is all right to compel to talk on endlessly, Jiang He also likes listening, like listening to story, is very fresh. 自从姜禾来了以后,许青不知不觉变成话唠,没事就逼逼叨叨,偏偏姜禾还爱听,就像听故事一样的,很新鲜。 „Latter arrived at my father their generation, the life started to improve...... was not actually good, after particularly was is only better than the previous generation, he grew up, the house works anything's national package of assignments, was very stable, completed own matter to be good with single-hearted devotion, therefore they had a frantic pursue to the secured job, but also wants to make their children also enter the establishment, had a steady job at wages fixed by the government, government subsidy to farmers in drought or raining incidents.” “后来到了我爸他们那一辈,生活开始变好了……其实也不算多好,只是比前一辈好很多,尤其是他长大以后,房子工作什么的国家包分配,很稳定,专心做好自己的事就好,所以他们对铁饭碗有一种狂热的追求,还想让他们的孩子也进编制,吃皇粮,旱涝保收。” „You?” Jiang He appears to understand but not really understand, only knows that probably the establishment is equivalent for the government authorities works. “那你呢？”姜禾似懂非懂,只大概知道编制相当于为官府做事。 „I am most new generation, what pursue is the meaning of life, living significance.” “我就是最新一代,追求的是生命的意义,活着的意义。” „Meaning of life?” “生命的意义？” „Right, the meaning of life, why the reconsideration is living frequently, is living for anything.” An appearance of Xu Qing philosopher, stretches out the eyeglasses that the finger pushes not to have. “对,生命的意义,常常反思为什么活着,活着为了什么。”许青一副哲学家的样子,伸出手指推一下并不存在的眼镜。 „What significance has?” Jiang He is ignorant. “有什么意义？”姜禾是懵的。 „Living the significance, was coming.” “活着的意义,就是来都来了。” „Came?” “来都来了？” Jiang He is ignorant. 姜禾更懵。 „Right, came, therefore is living.” Xu Qing shrugs, „then has the second significance, that is happy, or free —— came, naturally must live moistens, do not have too many by oneself regrettable, did not need to with others compare recently, various sweetness, knew without being told painstakingly, I know that I enough, said very much warmly simply, life is short, enjoyed immediately.” “对,来都来了,所以就活着呗。”许青耸耸肩,“然后才有第二层意义,那就是开心,或者说自由——来都来了,当然要活得滋润一些,让自己不要有太多遗憾,不用非要和别人比来比去,各家苦各家甜,都是冷暖自知,我知道我很暖就够了,简单说,人生苦短,享受当下。” „Naturally, this is not the new generation person all ideas, but this idea is the new generation, now possibly cannot see anything, but passes many years again, can obviously see the mark of time very much.” “当然,这不是新一代人所有的想法,但这种想法是属于新一代的,现在可能看不出什么,但再过很多年,就能很明显看出时代的印记。” He takes a look at the Jiang He ignorant expression, said: „You, brings mark that is your time, compared with my paternal grandmother they more ancient...... good, originally is also more ancient than them. For example ‚government subsidy to farmers in drought or raining incidents’ this word, what do you sound have to feel?” 他瞧瞧姜禾懵懂的表情,道:“你,也带着属于你那个时代的印记,比我奶奶他们更古老……好吧,本来也是比他们古老的。比如‘旱涝保收’这个词,你听起来有什么感觉？” „Sounding...... is very credible.” Jiang He to this word inexplicable affection. “听起来……很靠谱。”姜禾对这个词莫名的喜爱。 „ Government subsidy to farmers in drought or raining incidents itself/Ben is the credible synonym, because it is representing no matter what, will not have an empty stomach, this is the person common feature of you have endured hardship, because hungry, therefore does not want to starve again. “旱涝保收本就是靠谱的代名词,因为它代表着不管怎么样,都不会饿肚子,这就是你们吃过苦的人共同的特点,因为饿过,所以不想再挨饿。 But regarding the present many people, this is word that's all, nothing special, this is among us the difference, the values is different. ” 但对于现在的很多人来说,这就是个词而已,没有什么特殊的,这就是我们之间的差异,价值观不同。” Xu Qing stopped the moment, with the aim of making her have the time to understand, then continues saying: „ Naturally, this did not mean where I am better than to go you, or where you are better than to go me, we do not have height division in any case, has starved with has not starved, experiences that's all, who not wrong, my paternal grandmother also cheerful lives in the native place daily, there is nothing. 许青停了片刻,以便让她有时间理解,接着继续道:“当然,这并不是说我就比你好到哪去,或者你比我好到哪去,我们没有高低贵贱之分,挨过饿和没挨过饿,都只是经历而已,谁都没有错,我奶奶也乐乐呵呵的在老家天天过日子,这并没什么。 But the key point is, you must study were knowing that the new thing, does not want the instinct resistance, could discover that new pleasure, in this world many are too happy you not to experience, if sticking to the beforehand thought that is extremely rather regrettable. ” 但重点是,你要学着认识新的东西,不要本能地抗拒,也许能发现新的乐趣,这世界上太多美好你没有体验过,如果固守着以前的思维,未免太过遗憾。” „For example?” Jiang He asked. “比如呢？”姜禾问。 „For example can I hold your hand? Holding hands this matter is very happy, can feel that bang bang bang is jumping at heart.” Xu Qing lowers the head to look at her hand, „this is a very small matter, I want to make you experience that happy feeling.” “比如我能不能牵着你的手？牵手这件事就是很美好的,能感觉到心里砰砰砰在跳。”许青低头瞧了瞧她的手,“这是个很小的事,我很想让你体验一下那种美好的感觉。” ??? ？？？ Jiang He looks that his earnest expression was shocked. 姜禾看着他认真的表情愣住了。 Discovered that the new pleasure, the new happiness, does start from the holding hands? 发现新的乐趣,新的美好,就是从牵手开始？ „Can try? In any case we are the male and female friends who disguise, pulls also no at the worst.” Xu Qing asked. “要不要试试？反正我们是假装的男女朋友,牵一下也没什么大不了的。”许青问。 „......” “……” „Tries, do not make anything to you, holds hands...... you when grabs the sword, my hand is the sword, the sword light such as I, cuts completely the cow's haslet.” He wields two to start, but also really looks like that chapter of matter. “试试吧,又不是要对你做什么,牵个手……你就当抓着剑,我的手就是剑,剑光如我,斩尽牛杂。”他哗哗挥两下手,还真像那么回事儿似的。 „That...... you try.” “那……你试试。” Jiang He hesitant moment, to rub to rub sleeve handing over. 姜禾犹豫片刻,撸撸袖子把手递出去。 ............ Does not make anything in any case in any case. 反正……反正……又不是做什么。 „We sit here, this did not call to pull, this called to touch, played the hooligan inadequately?” Xu Qing sets out to wear the coat, „walks, we go to take a walk.” “我们坐在这里,这不叫牵,这叫摸,不成耍流氓了吗？”许青起身穿上外套,“走,我们出去逛街。” „......” “……” In the winter, outside sunlight does not have many temperatures, can only make people feel warm feeling slightly. 寒冬腊月,外面的阳光也没多少温度,只能让人感受到微微的暖意。 The snow can melt during the daytime, then in the evening forms the ice, continued to melt by the daytime again, now has not arrived at noon, the ground is smooth, Jiang He has not played the game of slippery ice-skating again, shakes hand by Xu Qing walks slowly side him. 积雪白天会化掉,然后晚上结成冰,到了白天再继续融化,现在还没到中午,地上光溜溜的,姜禾没有再玩滑滑冰的游戏,被许青拉着手慢慢走在他身旁。 „Has the different feelings?” Xu Qing asked. “有不一样的感觉吗？”许青问。 „No.” “没有。” „That this?” “那这样呢？” He uses the little finger to cancel gently in the Jiang He palm, Jiang He shrinks instantaneously the hand, opens the eye to stare at him. 他用小指轻轻在姜禾手心勾一下,姜禾瞬间把手缩回去,睁大眼睛盯着他。 „Is this feeling...... I am demonstrates, brings.” “就是这感觉……我就是示范一下,来拿过来。” Xu Qing teaches her to discuss the love hand in hand......, in feeling world quite happy these matters, holds on her slow in work to sway leisurely. 许青手把手教她谈恋……呸,感受世界上比较美好的那些事,又拉住她的手慢悠悠晃荡。 Does not have the feeling to deceive the ghost, the big winter palm perspired, the small hand is hot, is a little hard besides callus of palm, the back of the hand very slides smooth. 没感觉骗鬼呢,大冬天手心都出汗了,小手热乎乎的,除了掌心的茧子有点硬之外,手背还是挺顺滑的。 „Uncle Zhao, morning.” “赵叔,早啊。” Greeted to the community entrance and Uncle Zhao, Xu Qing cheerful just about to departure, remembered a matter, „right, that Aunt Cheng hasn't seen her probably a while?” 到小区门口和赵叔打声招呼,许青乐呵呵的刚要离开,又想起件事,“对了,那个程婶儿好像有一阵子没看见她了？” „Heard that there her family/home Xiaoli lives in some time, how?” Uncle Zhao shrinks the neck to hide in the Bao'anting entrance smokes, „asks her to have the matter?” “听说去她家小丽那儿住一段时间,怎么了？”赵叔缩着脖子躲在保安亭门口抽烟,“找她有事？” „All right, asks casually.” “没事,就随便问问。” Xu Qing draws the small hand to leave, „Uncle Zhao little smokes a smoke.” 许青拉着小手离开,“赵叔少抽点烟。” „I continue the life by this smoke.” “我就是靠这口烟续命的。” Uncle Zhao in behind joke one, Jiang He is stepping the small broken step by Xu Qing with tight, asked to the slightly far point curiously: „What is that smoke?” 赵叔在后面玩笑一句,姜禾在许青旁边迈着小碎步跟紧,离得稍远一点才好奇问:“那个烟是什么？” „Also is one type whiles away the time, has the irritant function to the spirit of person, will also become addicted, is not the good thing.” “也是一种消遣的,对人的精神有刺激性作用,还会成瘾,不是什么好东西。” „Why can that also pull out?” “那为什么还要抽？” „Because likes.” Xu Qing pinches her hand calmly, „a little will be cold like my hand, but must pull you, this likes.” “因为喜欢啊。”许青不动声色地捏捏她的手,“就像我手会有点冷,但还是要牵着你,这就是喜欢。” „......” “……” Jiang He turns head to look to elsewhere, „do not speak this words.” 姜禾扭头看向别处,“你不要说这种话。” „I am giving you to explain, this thing is unreasonable, like liking a moth to the flame, is because throws the corner moth to like the fire.” “我只是在给你解释,这个东西是不讲道理的,像飞蛾扑火,也是因为扑棱蛾子喜欢火。” Xu Qing is saying at the same time, leads her before the public transportation stands halts, „why this world so many, have not liked, did.” 许青一边说着,带她在公交站前止步,“这世界没有那么多为什么,喜欢,就去做了。” „If I don't like?” Jiang He asked. “那如果我不喜欢呢？”姜禾问。 „Yesterday did not say, does not like is also the unreasonable matter, if you feel do not like, can reject me, with any other has nothing to do, very simple rejection on line.” Xu Qing turns head to smile to her, „this is your freedom.” “昨天不是说了吗,不喜欢也是很不讲道理的事,如果你觉得不喜欢,可以拒绝我,和其他任何都无关,很干脆的拒绝就行了。”许青扭头对她笑笑,“这是你的自由。” „I......” “我……” The Jiang He finger shivers two, has not made noise again, looks puzzled to other place. 姜禾手指颤动两下,没再出声,纠结地看向别的地方。 The public transportation comes quickly, Xu Qing is drawing her coming up public transportation, fishes out two coins to throw into the coin box with another hand, then walks toward the back row vacancy together. 公交车很快过来,许青拉着她上去公交车,用另一只手摸出两个硬币扔进投币箱,然后一起往后排空位走去。 The vehicle starts, the outside scenery flashes through from the glass unceasingly. 车子启动,外面景色从车窗不断闪过。 „I am experiencing the pleasure that you said.” Jiang He looks at out of the window to make noise. “我是在体验你说的乐趣。”姜禾看着窗外出声。 „Un, I know.” “嗯,我知道。” Xu Qing takes her hand to nod earnestly. 许青拿着她的手认真点头。