journey Xiaoyu stands in the courtyard, suddenly does not know to should do, he does not know oneself are this/should departs quietly, found the head to contribute one big anonymously, when he intertwines, an auspicious sound sound near his ear. 程晓羽站在院子里,突然不知道该如何是好,他不知道自己是该悄然离去,还是去找到负责人匿名捐一大笔款,在他纠结的时候,一个祥和的声音响在他耳边。 „Mister, are you?” “先生,您是？” journey Xiaoyu has turned the head to see an age 50-year-old thin female, April spring is not very cold, but she puts on also the down clothing, on the arm is wrapping the oversleeve. 程晓羽转过头就看见一个年纪50多岁的清瘦女性,四月的春季不算很冷,但她穿的还着羽绒服,手臂上套着袖套。 journey Xiaoyu is somewhat at a loss for words for a while, thinks somewhat astringent saying however: „ I was...... passed by ......... „ 程晓羽一时有些语塞,想了想有些涩然的说道:“我是……路过的………“ The thin middle-aged female, high and low sized up, attire attractive appearance pretty journey Xiaoyu, smiles look ambiguous saying: „Are you Pei Yanchen schoolmate? I am the director in this orphanage, my name is Li, you called my Dean Li to be good.” 清瘦的中年女子,上下打量了一下,衣着光鲜长相俊秀的程晓羽,笑了笑神色暧昧的说道:“你是裴砚晨的同学吧？我是这家孤儿院的院长,我姓李,你叫我李院长就好了。” journey Xiaoyu smiled bitterly, knows that own lie is too easy to be seen through an affair, can only nod saying: „Dean Li hello, is really embarrassed, being unsolicited, is mainly Pei...... the inkstone early morning, she a little has a fever today, I somewhat am worried about her, therefore has followed she...... not to think that she has not gone home, came to your here.” 程晓羽苦笑了一下,知道自己的谎言实在太容易被拆穿,只能点头说道:“李院长您好,真是不好意思,不请自来,主要是裴……砚晨,她今天有点发烧,我有些担心她,所以一直跟着她……没有想到她没有回家,来了你们这里。” Dean Li is frowning saying: „ Did little Pei she fall ill? In the telephone has not said! If we had known I will not call her to come, she was the voluntary worker to be very long here, because today some people say must visit, but must donate money, our two staff had the matter to go, I can only call to call her to help, she in the telephone me had not told that she fell ill...... only said rehearsed to come ............... this child, anything liked supporting by hard and stubborn effort ......... „ 李院长皱着眉头说道:“小裴她生病了嘛？电话里没有说啊！早知道我就不会叫她来了,她在我们这里做义工很久了,今天因为有人过来说要参观,还要捐款,我们这的两个工作人员都有事情去了,我只能打电话叫她过来帮帮忙,她在电话里也没有跟我说她生病了……只说排练完了就过来……………这个孩子啊,什么事情都喜欢硬撑………“ journey Xiaoyu does not know that should say what good, felt oneself compare Pei Yanchen is the personality is really inferior, made so much money through not own music, established a fund carelessly, made some charity, felt oneself performed the duty. He somewhat ashamed lowers the head saying: „Dean Li, I wants to ask how the donation should contribute? Does your have the public account?” 程晓羽不知道该说什么好,觉得自己相比裴砚晨实在是人格低劣,通过不属于自己的音乐赚了那么多钱,草草的成立了一个基金,做了一些慈善,就觉得自己尽到了义务。他有些惭愧的低下头说道:“李院长,我想问下捐款该怎么捐？你们这有公共账户么？” Although Dean Li looks comes out this young people family condition to be definitely good, but does not contact her of entertainment world unable to think this is a glittering super local tyrant! At this moment she only wants to draw a recruit, is good to deal with „big boss” to come the visit, she smiles saying: „Donates money not anxiously, since you came, helps the bringing down child, here manpower is just insufficient, waits for some people to come, I must lead them to visit, I was worrying that the inkstone early morning a person cannot deal with!” 李院长虽然看的出来这个年轻人家庭条件肯定不错,但不接触娱乐圈的她怎么也想不到这是个金光闪闪的超级土豪啊！此刻她只想拉一个壮丁,好应付“大老板”过来参观,她笑了笑说道:“捐款不急,你既然都来了,也就帮帮忙带下孩子,刚好这里人手不够,等下有人过来,我还要带他们参观,我正在愁砚晨一个人应付不过来呢！” journey Xiaoyu shakes the head to beckon with the hand to say hastily: „ Dean Li, I do not come with her secretly, I do not think that she knows...... „ 程晓羽连忙摇头摆手说道:“李院长千万别,我偷偷跟她来的,我不想她知道……“ Where Dean Li allows the free labor force that delivers to sneak off, I am a matchmaker, I understood your appearance, on the face have the smile saying: „Your young people! Is lacks vindicating the courage.” 李院长哪里允许送上门的免费劳动力溜走,一副我是媒婆,我懂你的样子,脸上绽开了笑容说道:“你们年轻人啊！就是缺乏表白的勇气。” journey Xiao the feather is somewhat stunned, this anything with anything, turns the head to look at Pei Yanchen in classroom, when spoke, heard Dean Li the voice to say greatly: „little Pei, your schoolmate came.” 程晓羽有些愕然,这什么跟什么,转头瞧了一眼教室里的裴砚晨,正待说话,就听见李院长大着嗓门说道:“小裴,你同学来了。” journey Xiaoyu has not thought emaciated Dean Li voice such big, without thinking of Dean Li without hesitation betrayed him, he will square hastily, does not dare to look at Pei Yanchen direction, he is somewhat anxious, calling her to know that oneself tracks her unexpectedly, can she be angry, will think that he is a lecher, thousand chapters of hundred revolutions, think at heart she will certainly dislike herself. 程晓羽万万没有想到瘦弱的李院长嗓门如此之大,更没有想到李院长毫不犹豫的就出卖了他,他连忙将头摆正,不敢瞧裴砚晨的方向,他有些紧张,叫她知道自己居然跟踪她,她会不会生气,会不会觉得他就是一个登徒子,心里千回百转,想到她一定会更加的讨厌自己吧。 This flash journey Xiaoyu thought that remembers these outstanding girls, raised for the first time destiny actually to he unfriendly idea, the person who most loves is unable to have, others, choosing anyone are the wrong injuries. 这一瞬间程晓羽想了很多,想起身边的那些优秀的女孩,第一次升起了命运其实对他并不友善的想法,最爱的人无法拥有,其他的人,选择谁都是错误的伤害。 Dean Li looks at somewhat helpless journey Xiaoyu, thought that this child is really good, seeming like the heart is also very good, with appearance that Pei Yanchen is a match very much, was slightly was too graceful a point. 李院长看着有些不知所措的程晓羽,觉得这个孩子真是不错,看上去心地也很好,和裴砚晨很般配的样子,就是稍微太帅了一点。 Pei Yan early morning arrived at journey Xiaoyu the front from the classroom quickly, really does not have/leave journey Xiao the feather to expect, in her eye is inwardly angry, joy, this is very deep, is thorough unobservable, Pei Yan who this buries joyfully early morning the ice-cold expression also makes journey Xiaoyu awkward very much, he smiles reluctantly greets on own initiative: „Hi!” 裴砚晨很快就从教室里走到了程晓羽的面前,果然不出程晓羽所料,她的眼里有愠怒,还有欣喜,这是这欣喜埋藏的很深,深到难以察觉,裴砚晨冰冷的表情也很让程晓羽尴尬,他勉强笑了笑主动打了招呼:“hi！” Pei Yanchen has not actually given him what to be good the complexion, interrogated: „Why do you follow I?” 裴砚晨却没给他什么好脸色,质问道:“你为什么跟着我？” journey Xiaoyu is also hard to understand Pei Yan suddenly early morning in the eye complex real taste, but the expression downturns, said: „You fell ill, I am worried about you.” 程晓羽一时间也难以理解裴砚晨眼中其中复杂的真味,只是表情转淡,说道:“你生病了,我担心你。” Pei Yanchen taunted: „Your so many women need to worry, your busy coming? Do not come this set here, hurries, even if I died of illness, does not need to be worried.” 裴砚晨嘲讽道:“你那么多女人需要担心,你忙的过来么？别在我这里来这一套,赶紧走,我就算是病死了,也不需要担心。” Where Dean Li knows that is usually amiable Pei Yanchen, and does not like speaking, bumps into journey Xiaoyu, actually just like the powder keg, a point explodes. At this time many children flushed from the classroom, encircled around two people, opened the eye to look the young teacher who usually never had a fit of temper, is having a fit of temper to this attractive Elder Brother. 李院长哪里知道平时谦和且不爱说话的裴砚晨,碰到程晓羽,却跟个火药桶一样,一点就炸。这时不少小孩子们都从教室里冲了出来,围在两个人周围,都睁大眼睛看着平时从不发脾气的小老师,对着这个好看的哥哥发脾气。 journey Xiaoyu looks one of the surrounding a child who is flowing the nasal mucus somewhat does not know whether to laugh or cry, wants to explain, Su Yu is my younger sister, as for permits Qinning and summer Shamo, with them is not that relations that you think, but he actually cannot say. 程晓羽看着围观的一圈流着鼻涕的小孩子有些哭笑不得,本想解释,苏虞兮是我妹妹,至于许沁柠和夏纱沫,和她们之间也不是你想的那种关系,但是他却没有能说出口。 He does not have the qualifications, in fact he likes oneself younger sister, he has two years of agreement with permits Qinning, he gives summer Shamo to purchase homes, he could not feel relieved that the younger sister controls the Burden of sin, no one wants to lose, therefore does not dare to face forward to tread a step coward to anyone. 他没资格,实际上他喜欢自己的妹妹,他跟许沁柠有两年的约定,他给夏纱沫买了房子,他不过是放不下心中的妹控业障,又谁也不想失去,所以对谁也不敢朝前踏出一步的懦夫罢了。 He under a child and gaze of Dean Li, somewhat bitter and astringent saying: „As the friend, I cares about you, isn't always overrated?” 他在一众小孩子和李院长的注视下,有些苦涩的说道:“作为朋友,我关心一下你,总不为过吧？” Pei Yanchen snorts contemptuously saying: „Thanks, but I who director journey big looks do not match to be your friend.” 裴砚晨嗤之以鼻道:“谢谢程大总监看的起,但是我不配做您的朋友。” Has the child to pull Pei Yanchen lower hem corner to ask: „Teacher Pei, what is the director?” 有小孩子扯着裴砚晨的衣角问道:“裴老师,总监是什么呀？” Dean Li sees the form does not seem right, drives away one crowd still to look the child who grinningly the honorable person performs returns to the classroom, turn head mediates saying: „little Pei, you left said like this, I thought your schoolmate person was good, he was also sees you to fall ill some worries, you looked the person who immediately visited must arrive, you called him to help busily, greeted, if affected others' sense, does not donate money, was bad.” 李院长见形式似乎不对,驱赶一群还在笑嘻嘻的看真人表演的孩子回教室,回头又打圆场道:“小裴,你别这样说,我看你同学人挺不错的,他也是见你生病了有些担心而已,你看马上参观的人就要到了,你就叫他帮下忙,招呼一下,万一影响了别人的感官,不捐款了,就糟糕了。” Person who Pei Yanchen does not like creating a scene, she is only proud tender, hearing Dean Li to say like this, cold snort/hum, has not said anything, turned around to walk toward the classroom. 裴砚晨也不是喜欢无理取闹的人,她只是傲娇而已,听见李院长这样说,冷哼一声,也没说什么,转身朝教室走去。 Dean Li asked that journey Xiaoyu said: „Which, Schoolmate, what did you call?” 李院长问程晓羽道:“哪个,同学,你叫什么？” journey Xiaoyu said: „Dean Li, my name was journey Xiaoyu, you called me to understand the feather to be good.” 程晓羽道:“李院长,我叫程晓羽,您叫我晓羽就好了。” Dean Li said hastily: „That dawn feather, I am impolite, you help little Pei, here more than 50 children, everyone has the issue of certain extent, she affirmed that cannot manage.” 李院长连忙说道:“那晓羽,我也不客气了,你去帮帮小裴,这里五十多个孩子,每个人都有一定程度的问题,她一个人肯定管不过来。” journey Xiaoyu smiles the nod saying: „Does not have the issue.” Said that he early morning walks toward the classroom in Pei Yan. 程晓羽笑了笑点头道:“没问题。”说完他就跟着裴砚晨朝教室里走去。 Dean Li walks toward the courtyard outside, she must the person who goes to alley entrance to meet these to visit. 李院长则朝院子外走,她要去巷子口接那些来参观的人。 Arrives at the classroom, journey Xiaoyu discovered that fifty child height degree of stoutness disparities are very big, obviously is not the same ages, has the 14 or 15-year-old appearance, sits like the child as before equally straight, there are to keep the saliva to look at Pei Yan to be early morning motionless, most child looks are not nimble and resourceful, evidently mostly is the mental handicap. 走到教室,程晓羽才发现五十几个孩子高矮胖瘦差距很大,显然不是同一年龄段的,有十四五岁样子,依旧如同小孩一样端端正正坐着的,也有留着口水望着裴砚晨一动不动的,大部分的孩子眼神都不怎么灵动,看样子大多是智力障碍。 Other have limbs to have the disability, these child look expressions are quite normal, is only this few. 其他也有肢体方面有残疾的,这些孩子眼神表情都比较正常,只是这种少一些。 This moment children obedient sitting in the position, on most people's face is brimming with the happy look, obviously they have not entered the society, is not clear about own situation. 此刻孩子们都乖乖的坐在位置上,大多数人的脸上都洋溢着幸福的神色,显然他们没进入过社会,不清楚自己的处境。 journey Xiao the feather vision transferred, in the classroom the table chair or the ancient times wood/blockhead furniture, were somewhat tattered, the ground was not smooth, the glass of window was inconsistent, some were the belt/bring patterns, some were transparent, in the classroom the most expensive foot treads organ could not be as good as a price of journey Xiaoyu underpants. 程晓羽目光转了一圈,教室里桌子椅子还是远古的木头桌椅,有些破烂,就连地面也不平整,窗户的玻璃也不一致,有些是带花纹的,有些是透明的,教室里最昂贵的脚踏风琴也不抵不上程晓羽一条内裤的价格。 journey Xiao the feather innermost feelings twitched, since had seen, cannot contribute a money to settle, he must be more attractive, making the environment that they who this welfare home cultivates live better, although he cannot be responsible for their lives, but lets good that they live, is he can achieve easily. 程晓羽内心抽动了一下,既然已经看到了,就不能只是捐点钱了事,他还要把这个福利院修的更漂亮,让他们生活的环境更好一些,虽然他不能为他们的人生负责,但让他们生活的更好,是他轻而易举就能做到的。 Pei Yanchen has not managed journey Xiaoyu, but the hoarse this throat said: „ Then we continue to study this named «Snail» song ......... „ think that this song is journey Xiaoyu writes, Pei Yan early morning the complexion is redder, how somewhat regretted to teach this song. 裴砚晨也没有理程晓羽,只是嘶哑这喉咙说道:“那么我们继续来学习这首叫做《蜗牛》的歌曲………“想到这首歌曲是程晓羽写的,裴砚晨脸色更红,有些后悔怎么就教了这首歌曲。 journey Xiaoyu sees Pei Yan early morning the condition somewhat to be really bad, arrives to tread on by the organ saying: „Studies the elder sister, I come! Speaking of singing, I am more specialized than you.” 程晓羽见裴砚晨状态实在有些糟糕,走到脚踏风琴旁边说道:“学姐,我来吧！说到唱歌,我比你专业。” Pei Yan early morning has not lifted, saying that satirized: „Good that sang, extraordinary?” Actually she likes listening to journey Xiaoyu to sing very much, all the way is journey Xiaoyu who listens to at „song” on has sent the song. 裴砚晨头都没有抬,略带讽刺的说道:“歌唱的好,了不起啊？”其实她很喜欢听程晓羽唱歌,一路上全是听的程晓羽在“细语”上发过的歌曲。 journey Xiao the feather naturally cannot to this hedgehog same miss vitality/angry, be only gentle saying: „, I suddenly do not want to sing to you listen.” 程晓羽自然不会对这个刺猬一样的姑娘生气,只是温柔的说道:“并没有,我只是突然很想唱歌给你听。” Pei Yan the heartbeat is early morning fierce, she did not dare the straight line-of-sight distance dawn feather, lowering the head of stood, „who must listen to you to sing, I went to the washroom......” 裴砚晨心跳剧烈,她更加不敢直视程晓羽,低下头站了起来,“谁要听你唱歌,我去洗手间……” journey Xiaoyu saw Pei Yan early morning really to leave the classroom, has not cared, he knows seeing that she can listen, he sat well in front of treadonning the organ, to the classroom is looking curiously his child said loudly: „I first sang, then taught everyone to sing one after another, was good.” 程晓羽见裴砚晨真的走出了教室,也没有在意,他知道她能听的见,他端坐在脚踏风琴前面,对着教室里好奇看着他的孩子大声说道:“我先唱一遍,然后一句一句教大家唱,好不好。” The children to this strange teacher, have not repelled, loud return: „Good.” This is this sound is not neat. 孩子们对这个陌生的老师,并没有排斥,都大声的回到:“好。”这是这声音一点也不整齐。 The sunlight of April is beautiful, the breeze is gentle, the classroom children, the vision has the hope, some journey Xiaoyu mood are also flowing at heart.( Bgm «Snail» Ang Lee, QQ music.) 四月的阳光明媚,微风轻柔,课堂里的孩子们,目光有期盼,程晓羽也有些情绪在心里流淌。(bgm《蜗牛》李安,qq音乐。) „ Should put down the numerous shells, “该不该搁下重重的壳, Where seeks has the blue sky, 寻找到底哪里有蓝天, With wind fluttering gently gently, 随着轻轻的风轻轻的飘, The had been through repeatedly wound does not feel to hurt. 历经的伤都不感觉疼。 I must crawl step by step upward 我要一步一步往上爬 The waiting sunlight calmly looks at its face 等待阳光静静看着它的脸 The small day has the big dream 小小的天有大大的梦想 The numerous shells are binding looking up to gently „ 重重的壳裹着轻轻的仰望“ Pei Yanchen is backing on the wall, stands outside the classroom, is listening to journey Xiaoyu safely warm Chun the voice, felt oneself soared with the leaf blade 裴砚晨背靠着墙壁,站在教室外面,听着程晓羽安然又温纯的声线,觉得自己随着叶片飞翔了起来 ( To be continued.) (未完待续。)