permitsQinningis not the complaint, shewantsto shareoneselfsomeconcernsto listentojourneyXiaoyu, „Ifeel the coffee, perhaps a loneliness, the personislonelyIhave not felt the familyat leastwarmsthismattersince birth.”Thinks that ownfatherpassed awayin mother marriedoneselfsister-in-law/little auntshortly, someoutsidealsoso manyillegibilerelations, oncepermitsQinningalsooncefeltoneselflivein not a normalfamily, ismisfortunehow.
许沁柠也并不是抱怨,她只是想分享自己的一些心事给程晓羽听听,“我觉得咖啡,给人一种孤独感,也许人生来就是孤独的起码我是没有感受到家庭的温暖这种事情。”想到自己的父亲在母亲过世没多久就娶了自己的小姨,外面还有那么多不清不楚的关系,曾经的许沁柠也曾觉得自己活在一个不正常的家庭,是多么的不幸。journeyXiaoyuknowspermitsQinninghopeto the ordinaryfamily, buthealsoknows that the comfortdoes not help mattersregardingpermitsQinning, sheneedsis not the sympathy, thereforemakes the mindlessperformancesayas far as possible: „Hey! You are the typicalwealthy familywomensuppose, Ifelt that yourlifeis the fixedrepertoire that nineclass/flowwriters of fictionwrite.”
程晓羽知道许沁柠对平凡家庭的渴望,但他也知道安慰对于许沁柠来说无济于事,她需要的也不是同情,于是尽量让自己没心没肺的表现道:“喂!你这是典型的富家女人设,我都感觉到了你的人生就是一出九流小说家写的固定套路了。”permitsQinningthinks littleregardingjourneyXiaoyusomewhatangrily, butinexplicablewas happier, feltownunfortunately is also very ordinary, is not worth mentioning, said: „Perhapsthisis the universality that the wealthy girlshavealsoperhaps. The leadpersonlikemesupposes, don't youelectme? Marriedmelittleto struggle for tenyears! journeyeldest son!”
许沁柠对于程晓羽不以为意有些气恼,但莫名的心情好了些,觉得自己的不幸也很普通,不值得一提,说道:“也许这是富家女具有的普遍性也说不定。只是像我这样的主角人设,你怎么不选我?娶了我少奋斗十年啊!程大公子!”journeyXiaoyusaying with a smilewithout hesitation: „Ithought that youwork as the friendto be good, temporarilyhas not broken throughthisideawithyou!”
程晓羽毫不犹豫的笑道:“我觉得你当朋友挺好的,暂时还没有和你突破这一层的想法!”permitsQinningtojourneyXiaoyureplied that is not accidental/surprised, butlooks that journeyXiaoyusneers saying: „Do youhave the courageto send the good personcardtome? YoudiedjourneyXiao the feather.”
许沁柠对程晓羽回答也不意外,只是看着程晓羽冷笑道:“你有胆子给我发好人卡?你死定了程晓羽。”journeyXiaoyu the threattopermitsQinninghas become accustomed, said: „Thisdoes not walkaccording toyourscript? Mythisrespectsyou, givesyourcourteous reception!”
程晓羽对许沁柠的威胁早就习以为常,说道:“这不是按照你的剧本走的吗?我这是尊重你,给你的礼遇!”permitsQinningboth handshold the chest, stancearrogantreturningsaid: „Yo! Rejectsme, givesme the courteous reception? Iwill not forgiveyour.”
许沁柠双手抱胸,姿态高傲的回道:“呦!拒绝我,还是给我礼遇?我不会原谅你的。”journeyXiaofeatheractuallytopermitsQinningandSuYuonce some interestfinding, thereforesaid: „Did wecontinueto chatyouronce? To be honest, why am Iverycuriousyouto relatewithmy younger sistersuchwell?”
程晓羽其实对许沁柠和苏虞兮的曾经还是很有兴趣了解的,于是说道:“我们还是继续聊聊你的曾经吧?说实话,我很好奇你为什么和我妹关系这么好?”permitsQinninglooksunder the sunlightis standingSuYusaid: „Do not visitmenowsidegathering of beautifully dressed people, butIwas clear that most peopletheyrecognize my status, actuallyhas nothing to dowithme, in other words, so long aswereXu Jiachengdaughterwere right, as forthispersonwaspermitsQinningorpermitsQinanorpermitsQinjing, nottoobigrelations.”
许沁柠看着阳光下站着的苏虞兮说道:“别看我现在身边花团锦簇的,但我清楚大部分人他们都只是认我这个身份而已,其实和我这个人无关,换而言之,只要是许佳诚女儿就对了,至于这个人是许沁柠还是许沁安还是许沁静,并没有太大的关系。”journeyXiaoyulooks atpermitsQinning the somewhatdesolatelook, beckons with the hand saying: „No, no, there isrelations, Ifeltanyone, does not certainly haveyourchestthereforegreatlyIwill most likeyou.”
程晓羽看着许沁柠有些落寞的神色,摆手说道:“不,不,还是有关系的,我觉得不论是谁,一定都没有你胸大所以我还是会最喜欢你。”ActuallypermitsQinningnottooothersteasedherchestto be big, butthissayingsaidinjourneyXiaoyu the mouth, madeherfeelsomesweetintent, buton the mouth was actually somewhatangrysaying: „journeyXiao the featheryou are so how annoying! Ihave a lecture of concernwith great difficultytime, there areyouto be the best friendlike this?”
其实许沁柠并不太别人调侃她的胸大,只是这话在程晓羽嘴里说出来,却让她觉得有些甜意,但嘴上却还是有些气恼的说道:“程晓羽你怎么这么烦人啊!好不容易我有讲心事的时候,有你这样做闺蜜的么?”journeyXiaoyubeckons with the handto sayhastily: „No, don't! Straightmale who Iguarantee exchange if not genuine, gayhoneyanything, please excuse my inability to comply. Although the choice of myveryrespectiveorientation, butas a straightmale, Ialsohasmypride”
程晓羽连忙摆手道:“别,千万别!我可是如假包换的直男,gay蜜什么的,敬谢不敏。虽然我很尊重性取向的选择,但是做为一个直男,我也有我的骄傲”permitsQinningthought that journeyXiaoyusaidthissaying is really bold, „cuts!” A sound said: „Whoinitiallywasdevelopsgay here, developedsuperb? Youhad the vigor that slightly received the past, now was really has the boundaryto come, but alsofelt all rightto sayownstraightmale?”AlthoughjourneyXiaoyuspoke the timeto makehernot be feeling well, butshewaslikesjourneyXiaofeathertypenot, whenXu Jiachengdaughter, onlyher the attitude that whenpermitsQinninglooked, journeyXiaoyutreatedherto be sincereat least, sheknows that took offMissXu Jia'smagnificentcoat, journeyXiaoyuandSuYu are the same, treatsherdoes not change.
许沁柠觉得程晓羽说这话真是没脸没皮,“切!”了一声道:“当初是谁在我这里演gay,演的出神入化的?你当年就有小受的精气神,如今就真是受出境界来了,还好意思说自己直男?”虽然程晓羽说话又时候让她不爽,但是她就是喜欢程晓羽这种不把当许佳诚的女儿,只把她当许沁柠看的态度,起码程晓羽对待她是真诚的,她知道脱去自己许家小姐的华丽外衣,程晓羽和苏虞兮一样,对待她都不会变。journeyXiao the featherhas not naturally permittedso many that the seepinglemonthinks, to himpermitsQinningispermitsQinning, is unique, teasedalsowell, bickeredalsowell, ambiguousalsogood, letsjourneyXiao the featherrelaxedandjoyfultime, helikedpermitsQinning the frankness, directly, likedhatingdistinctly, the young ladytemperament that evensometimessomemen, andsheeruptedas forherMissXu Jia'sthestatusoccasionally, hehas not cared. journeyXiaoyusmiles saying: „Whohad not violated the mistake that should notviolatewhen he was young, do not haggle over that continued, leave aloneI”
程晓羽自然没有许沁柠想的那么多,对他来说许沁柠就是许沁柠,是独一无二的,调侃也好,斗嘴也好,暧昧也好,都是让程晓羽轻松和愉悦的时刻,他喜欢许沁柠的爽朗,直接,爱恨分明,甚至有些时候有些爷们,至于她许家小姐的这个身份和她偶尔爆发的大小姐脾气,他从来没在意过。程晓羽微笑道:“谁没有在年轻时犯下不该犯的错,你就不要计较那么了,继续说,别管我”„Ihad also been pushed asidein childhood, because the teacheris differenttome, my ownevery word and deedalsodefers todoes, therefore, actuallyI who mysister-in-law/little aunttaughtdid not have the friendin childhood, at that timeIwas a thatgentlelittle miss”
“我小时候也被排挤过,因为老师对我不一样,我自己的一言一行也按照我小姨教导的去做,于是呢,小时候其实我是没有朋友的,那时候我还是那么文静的一个小姑娘”„Blows own hornalso to know when to stop!”
“自吹自擂也要适可而止啊!”„Ireallydo not understand that the child why so smallunderstandsfalsely, manipulates strategically, trimming one's sails, the hypocrisy... saw that thesewordsIwouldthinking ofmysidethese, although is very small is actually the whitelotus flower, the person of green teaprostitute, Ireallydid not understand that slightlystarts, like this after growing up, howcanchange, thisreally? Reallytheyhave not been ableto changeto the present, butlivegood. Mysidehas a person, sheto a fragileappearance that the bystanderinstalls, the speechspeaks softly, has the appearance that the firing in burstswhined, inteacherfrontgoodstudentone, otherSirfrontobedientfemale, to be differenttosomefamily background not goodpersonattitudes! Yeah, said that Ifortheirlivetired, does putting on airslooktowhom?”
“我实在不明白为什么小孩子那么小就懂得虚伪,勾心斗角,见风使舵,虚情假意…看到这些词我总会想到我身边那些虽然还很小却已经是白莲花,绿茶婊的人了,我真不理解这么小就开始,这样长大后怎么能改过来,这样真的好吗?果然她们到现在还没有能改过来,不过一个个都活的挺好的。我身边就有一个人,她对外人装的一副弱不经风的模样,说话细声细语,有点发嗲的样子,在老师面前好学生一个,其他大人面前乖乖女一枚,可对有些家世不好的人态度就不一样了!哎,说起来我都替她们活的累,装腔作势的给谁看呢?”journeyXiaoyulowers the headto open the mouth unable to bearsay with a smile: „Yousometimesverydo not put on airs?”
程晓羽低头开口忍不住笑道:“你不有时候也挺装腔作势的吗?”permitsQinningtook the fingerto pokejourneyXiaoyu the chest, said: „Is my develops, understands? Theylivedin the lifeto go tothatattitude, Idividedwas very clear, becauserevealed the liebacklietooto be really tired! Might as wellis coordinatingeveryoneperformanceheartilyin the lie”
许沁柠拿手指戳了戳程晓羽的胸,说道:“我这是演,懂吗?她们是把那种态度活到人生里去了,我还是分的很明白的,因为揭穿谎言背后的谎言实在太累啊!还不如配合着大家在谎言中尽情的表演”„Alsogood, at leastdisciplined the performing skillis not? OtherwiseIdo not have the leading lady who the courageinvitedyouto make my firstplay.”
“也挺好的,起码磨练了演技不是?要不然我也没有胆子聘请你做我第一部戏的女主角。”permitsQinninghas not managedjourneyXiaoyuteasing, said: „Imostadmiredto be young, in childhoodIsawher for the first time, feltherto be unusual, Ino onemanaged, wasotherspushes asideme, sheno onemanaged, wasbecauseshedoes not wantto respond the disparity in othersboundaryfrom the start!”
许沁柠没有理程晓羽的调侃,说道:“我还是最佩服小兮了,小时候我第一次见到她,就觉得她与众不同,我没人理,是别人排挤我,她没人理,是因为她压根不想搭理别人境界上的差距啊!”„Yo, has not thought that Misspermitsalsohasto grumbleis inferior!”
“呦,没想到许大小姐也有自叹不如的时候啊!”permitsQinningyoudid not understand that mymannersaid: „Modest was always one of the moral excellencemyhaving”thenalsosaidvery muchearnestly: „Actuallyreallygoodto knowyouhappilyto me, youandyoungare very specialveryimportantfriend, becausemylifebecausehadyouandsmallis completely different.”
许沁柠一副你根本就不了解我的神态说道:“谦虚一向是我的拥有的美德之一”接着又很认真的说:“其实是真的好高兴认识你对我来说,你和小兮都是很特别的很重要的朋友,因为我的人生因为有你和小兮完全不一样了。”journeyXiaoyushrugs saying: „Youleave such seriousspeech, Iwill take seriously!”
程晓羽耸了耸肩说道:“你别这样一本正经的说话,我会当真的!”permitsQinningextendedto givejourneyXiaoyu the hand, made a charmingexpression, partlyclosed one's eyes saying: „ No, no, youshouldreply,Iam honoredextremely, thenkissesmyhand „
许沁柠将手伸了过来递给程晓羽,做了一个娇羞的表情,半闭着眼睛说道:“不,不,你应该回答,我感到万分荣幸,然后亲吻我的手“journeyXiaoyulookschest of standing tall and erectpermitsQinningshiversslightly, withpermitsQinning that somewhatshyexpression, even ifclear(ly)knows that is the performance, is the breathis anxious, hemoves out of the wayfrompermitsQinningthatgracefulcurve the line of sight, said: „No, thiswas too ashamed”
程晓羽看着许沁柠微微颤抖的高耸的胸,和许沁柠那有些羞怯的表情,即使明知道那是表演的,还是呼吸紧张起来,他将视线从许沁柠那曼妙的曲线上挪开,说道:“别,这样太让人羞耻了”permitsQinningopenssomeeyediscouragedjourneyXiaoyuremaining unmoved, saying of clenching jaws: „journeyXiaoyu, Imustpunishyouto accompanymeto eatfor a lifetimehot pot”.
许沁柠睁大眼睛有些泄气程晓羽的不为所动,咬牙切齿的说道:“程晓羽,我要罚你陪我吃一辈子火锅”.
( Twochapters of same places, recentlyattackedmiserablea little, thereforefeltanything that oneselfwrite is not quite same, a littlelostconfidence)( to be continued.)
(两章一起更了,最近被打击的有点惨,所以感觉自己写的什么都不好一样,有点失去信心了)(未完待续。)
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