SuYucloses the computer, temporarilydid not ponderhowto involvePeiYanchenandbetweenjourneyXiaoyu, shethought that the ownsomewhatsubtlechange, as ifcontrols to be getting stronger and stronger, particularlytojourneyXiaoyu, obviouslybecause ofthatpiece„the memory of defect”.
苏虞兮关上电脑,暂时不去思考如何介入裴砚晨与程晓羽之间,她觉得自己有些微妙的改变,似乎控制欲越来越强,尤其是对程晓羽,显然是因为那一片“缺失的记忆”。Sheoncetook advantage that journeyXiaoyugoes to the hospitalto reexamine, has lookedinhisroom and recording room, have not discoveredthattooblade. Thatresult was very obvious, the bladeinjourneyXiaoyufriendthere, kingOuorChen Haoran, thistype of thinghewill definitely not givesummerShamo.
她曾经趁程晓羽去医院复查,上上下下的在他房间和录音室找过,别没有发现那把太刀。那结果就很明显了,刀在程晓羽的朋友那里,王鸥或者陈浩然,这种东西他肯定不会交给夏纱沫。SuYualsofinds timeto go toLonghua Templeto look forthatmysticalfiveYuanfortune-teller, does not have the trail, thismakesherstartto understand the importance of thismemory.
苏虞兮也抽空去龙华寺找过那个神神秘秘的五元算命先生,已经没了踪迹,这让她开始明白这段记忆的重要性。Shetakes a bath, thatwill throw into the washing clothesbasket, changedpajamas, reorganized a hairslightly, thenmoves towardjourneyXiaoyu the room, wantsto exploresomeissueswithhim.
她洗了个澡,将原来那件丢进了洗衣篮,换了件睡衣,稍微整理了一下头发,然后走向程晓羽的房间,想和他探讨一些问题。At nighthaswindslightly, the moonlightsuch as the pure whitefrost.
夜晚有微微的风,月光如洁白的霜。journeyXiaoyuis conducting „evilroyal crown” the postproduction of secondspecial edition, hearsthatfamiliarthreeknocks, showing a faint smile to say: „Comes.”
程晓羽正在进行“罪恶王冠”第二张专辑的后期制作,听到那熟悉的三下敲门声,微微一笑应道:“进来。”SuYudoes not haveto realizewhatoneselfputs onispermitsQinningforthatverysexywhitelacepajamas that shebuys, perhapsalsosherealized, butdeliberatelyneglected.
苏虞兮也没有意识到自己穿的是许沁柠给她买的那件很性感的白色蕾丝睡衣,也或许她意识到了,只是刻意的忽略了。journeyXiaoyuturn headjustsawSuYuthatsuetwhite jadebare the bigpieceflesh, takes back the visionimmediately , to continue to stare at the computerscreen, in the brainactuallyonegroup of messes, the palmalso is being the sweat, heuses the somewhatdrythroatto ask: „Has the matter?”
程晓羽回头刚看到苏虞兮那羊脂白玉般裸着的大片肌肤,立刻收回目光,继续盯着电脑屏幕,脑子里却一团乱麻,手心也全是汗水,他用有些干涩的嗓子问道:“有事吗？”SuYu does not seem to seenhisembarrassment, said: „All right, wantsto chatwithyoucasually.”
苏虞兮仿佛没有看到他的窘态,说道:“没事,就是想和你随便聊聊。”journeyXiaoyuconceals the heartbeat, disguises the optionalsay/way: „Thisnotlikeyourstyle!”
程晓羽掩饰住心跳,假装随意的道:“这可不像你的风格啊！”„Stayed for dayin the bedroom? Ipushyouto go outto ventilate.”
“在卧室里呆了一天了吧？我推你出去透透气。”„Un.”
“嗯。”Two peoplewent to the platforms in threebuildings, the SuriverandZhouPeipeigo toCapital City, in the family/homesomepeoplewill not come tohereat this time, shoulder to shoulderhoweversits, her flashthought where thishad appeared, looks likehad hadyesterday the dreamto be the same.
两人去了三楼的平台,苏长河和周佩佩去了京城,家里这个时候不会有人来这里,并肩而坐的时候,她那一瞬间觉得这一幕曾经在哪里出现过,就像是才昨天才做过的梦一般。SuYusays: „Inthese days, I have been ponderingmemoryissue, what is the memory? For several thousandyearsfromPlatotoHume, fromAristotletoBergson, fromEbbinghaustoPatri, the memoryare the object of the philosophical rethinkandspeculationconstruction, peopleunceasinglyare simulating the memorymechanismwith the scientific the metaphor of methodandphilosophy, althoughitneverbecomes the mainstream of philosophic thinking. The memory is actually the timelesstopic, Elder Brother, what is yourview?”
苏虞兮开口说道:“在这些日子,我一直在思考记忆这个问题,记忆是什么？几千年来从柏拉图到休谟、从亚里士多德到柏格森、从艾宾浩斯到巴德利,记忆一直是哲学反思和思辨建构的对象,人们不断地用科学的方法和哲学的隐喻模拟着记忆的机制,尽管它从未成为哲学思想的主流。记忆却是亘古不变的话题,那哥哥,你的看法是什么？”journeyXiaoyuthought that perhapsno onecancompared withsome of hisqualificationsreplythisissue, hehad also thought deeply aboutthisissuerepeatedly, „what is memory? InPlatothere, the memoryhas the mysticistcolor, studies and cognition;InAugustinopinion, memoryandsoulnotdifferent;InHume'stheory, the memoryisonetype „ self-evidentconsciousness”;InHeidegger'stheory, the memoryistoexistingthoroughexperienceandreconsideration;According toWittgenstein'sviewpoint, the memoryconstituted the self explanatory of intrinsicthought;Bergsonsaid the poetic sentiment, the memoryis„be continuous”, isessence that the lifehas, is the basic condition that the creativitycanrealize...... the psychologistbelieves, the memoryisto the record of previousexperience; The cognitivescientistbelieves, the memoryis the individualcanned dataandacts according toonecognitive capability that the currentobject reconstructionexperiencedin the past; The informationpersonbelieves, the memoryis a constructionprocess, weorganizeandform the informationin the code, storage and extractionprocess; The mindphilosophybelieves, the memoryrepresented the individualto move, the impressionaccumulation of feelingandexperiencein the past, was the important method of directioncurrentbehaviorandunderstanding. ButIthink, the memoryis the coordinates of time, withoutremembering, the timelost the significance. ”
程晓羽觉得也许没有人能比他更有资格回答这个问题了,他也曾经反复的思索过这个问题,“记忆是什么？在柏拉图那里,记忆具有神秘主义色彩,是学习和认知;在奥古斯丁看来,记忆与灵魂无异;在休谟的学说里,记忆是一种“自明意识”;在海德格尔的理论中,记忆是对存在的深入体验和反思;根据维特根斯坦的观点,记忆构成了内在思想的自明性;柏格森说得更诗意,记忆是“绵延”,是生命存在的本质,是创造性得以实现的基本条件……心理学家认为,记忆是对先前经验的记录;认知科学家认为,记忆是个体存储信息并依据当前目标重建过去经验的一种认知能力;信息论者认为,记忆是一个建构过程,我们在编码、存储、提取过程中组织和形成信息;心灵哲学认为,记忆代表着个体过去活动、感受、经验的印象积累,也是指引当前行为和认识的重要方法。但我以为,记忆是时间的坐标,没有记忆,时间就失去了意义。”Twopeopledependis very near, journeyXiao the feathercansmellSuYuto bathefrom now onfreshflavor, onherhairinsertsthatto deliverhersunflowerto send the hairpinjourneyXiaoyu, the chest frontalsopiece of silverfeathers, thesearehedeliver, journeyXiaoyufeltoneselfhave the responsibilityto have the dutyto protectSuYuwell.
两个人靠的很近,程晓羽能闻到苏虞兮身上沐浴过后的清新味道,她头发上插着那把程晓羽送她的向日葵发簪,胸前还有一片银色的羽毛,这些都是他送的,程晓羽觉得自己有责任更有义务好好保护苏虞兮。SuYufeltin front ofjourneyXiao the feathersaidis the idle talk, becausethesehedid not say,shealsoknows, butwritingazureisthis, finally, thisviewpointtruly is very with emphasis novel, shesaid: „Yourthisviewa littlemeaning, butweare unable to conclude the timeisobjective existence? Youcanconclude that the timedoesn't rely on the subjectivewill of personexists? The memoryis the personsubjectivething, becausepeoplewill often tamperorforgetunintentionally, itdeeplyhad been made the willbrand mark. Onourhuman, the memoryis the carrier of time, canmake itselfknow the thing that and proving timehasonly. Recalledmypast, personandmatter that thesecame clearly into view, theseevery little bitknowledge and lesson, in some sense, exceptthisbody, perhaps, said that „ I”=„mymemory”was not overrated. The efforts of allmeasuring timesas far as I know, cannot get rid of‚viewer’it, the tool that regardless ofin other wordssurveysis objectiveandadvanced, buthas topass through‚memory’. ”
苏虞兮觉得程晓羽前面说的都是废话,因为这些他不说,她也知道,但是文青就是这样,重点都在最后,这个观点确实很新颖,她说道:“你这个说法有点意思,可我们无法断定时间是客观存在的吧？你能断定时间不依赖于人的主观意志而存在？记忆是人主观之物吧,因为人们往往都会有意无意篡改或遗忘过去,它已被深深地打下了意志的烙印。就我们人类自身而言,记忆是时间的载体,也是唯一能使自己认识并证明时间存在的东西。回想一下我的过去,那些历历在目的人与事,那些一点一滴的知识与教训,从某种意义上,除去这个躯体,也许,说“我”=“我的记忆”也不为过。就我所知的一切测量时间的努力,都摆脱不了‘观察者’本身,也就是说无论测量的工具多么客观与先进,但都不得不经过‘记忆’。”journeyXiaoyuthought that like thisinwonderfulatmosphere, the discussionphilosophyisromanticfluttering flags, outside helooks atgreen and luxuriantwoods, said: „Ithought that ‚my=memory’thisviewpointis not absolutely correct, because‚memoryis not equal topersonality’, the patients of multiplepersonalityare notbecausewere many memory, thereforeschizophrenia. Ifinmymindwere manyto remember,canhave the influence on mypersonality? Naturallycan, butremembers that thistype of thingis very interesting, mustread, likesmall dishpiece, the content that becauseIreadis different, is also differentto the influence that Ihave, moreoverinfluences subtly.”HereactuallyjourneyXiaoyuconsidersis not comprehensive, whether the memoryis equal toexperiencing, anything that has experienced, leaves behindsomeinfluencesin the mindinevitably, only then the memorydoes not have the experience is not uncertain.
程晓羽觉得在这样的美妙的氛围里,讨论哲学都是一种浪漫的旖旎,他看着外面郁郁葱葱的一片树林,说道:“我觉得‘我=记忆’这个观点不完全正确,因为‘记忆不等于人格’,多重人格的病人并不是因为多了记忆,所以才会精神分裂的。假如说我脑海中多了一段记忆,会不会对我的人格造成影响？当然会,但是记忆这种东西很有意思,必须要读取,就像碟片一样,因为我读取的内容不一样,对我造成的影响也就不一样,而且还是潜移默化的。”这里其实程晓羽考虑的并不全面,记忆是否等于经历,凡是经历过的事情,必然在脑海里留下一些影响,而只有记忆没有经历却不一定。SuYupondered the momentabout the viewpoint that journeyXiaoyu said that returnedsaid: „Brain is really a verymarvelousthing, by the seahorsebodymainlyresponsiblememory and learn/study, short-term memory in the daily lifestores upin the seahorsebody, if a memoryfragment, for example a telephone numberor a personwere repeatedto mention the seahorsebodyto redepositinto the cerebral cortexitin a short time, becomes the permanent memory. Butsometimes, memorytype of thingisincredible, becauseoneselfcantamper. Butthe 17 th centuryBritishphilosopherJohn Lockehas said that ‚self-does not existin the material, butisconsciousness’, hethinks that had the differentmemory people are the differentpeople, flowing of timecanaccomplish every seconds every minute ‚I’was the differentpeople, human, because‚memory’is following the timeto forward, can therefore go on living, butremembersone, butstoppedinsomepoint, even the physiologicalfunction of thispersonnormal, actuallyhehad died, because the memorycanbackward, but the timeactuallycannot.”
苏虞兮思考了片刻关于程晓羽所说的观点,回道:“大脑真是个很奇妙东西,由海马体主要负责记忆和学习,日常生活中的短期记忆都储存在海马体中,如果一个记忆片段,比如一个电话号码或者一个人在短时间内被重复提及的话海马体就会将其转存入大脑皮层,成为永久记忆。但有些时候,记忆这种东西又是不可信的,因为自己都能篡改。可十七世纪的英国哲学家约翰洛克就说过,‘自我不存在于物质本身,而是意识’,他认为拥有了不同记忆的人就是不同的人,时光的流动会造就每一分每一秒的‘我’都是不同的人,人类因为‘记忆’在跟随着时间向前,所以才能活下去,而记忆一但停止在某一个点上,就算这个人的生理机能还是正常的,其实他已经死了,因为记忆可以向后,但时间却不能。”journeyXiaoyuthinkscarefullywords that SuYuspoke, discoversowncorrectness, ifhedoes not have the memory of previous generation, henaturallypossiblyis notthehe of present, perhaps his sensitive, feels inferioris not willingwith the dwellingmale who the bystandercontacts, were many a memorynot to makeyoulikechanging a person, thischangewasas the gradualdeepening of memory, in the sleek/moistthinsilentchange, „it” was also in fact changingownpersonality, whopresentjourneyXiaoyuminute/share of not clearshouldbe, orwas. Everyone, becausebothare the difficultminute/shareeach other. Heabsent-mindedoneasked: „What's wrong? Youin more than tendays of memory that foryouloseis worried?”
程晓羽仔细想了想了苏虞兮所说的话,发现比自己的更加正确,如果他不拥有前世的记忆,他当然不可能是现在的这个他,他也许还是那个敏感、自卑不愿意和外人接触的宅男,多了一段记忆并不是让你像换了一个人一样,这种改变是随着记忆的逐渐深化,在润物细无声的改变着自己,实际上“它”也改变了自己的人格,如今的程晓羽已经分不清楚自己应该是谁,或者说是谁都可以,因为两者是难分彼此的。他恍惚了一下问道:“怎么？你在为了你丢失的十多天记忆苦恼？”SuYusaid: „Notworried, but ’ thismatterhad an interest in memorysuddenly ‚, thereforecomesto discusswithyou.”
苏虞兮道:“也没有苦恼,只是突然对‘记忆’这件事情产生了一点兴趣,所以过来和你讨论一下。”„Actually everyone has the multiplepersonalities, is only the degreeis different, when the moodis impulsive, perhapsyouwill beyouusuallyat allnot the matter that is possibleto handle. Aftermatter, youwill also think that ‚thisdoes not seem likematter that Ihandle’. It is not you do, iswho? In fact, is‚anotherI’, soul that inourheartsthesedo not know. We and difference of dissociated personalityis only, the personality of patientis the spontaneousfission, moreovershedoes not have the meansto be the wholethesechildpersonalityunion. Butamongourvariouschildpersonalitiesbasicallyoverall, only thendecomposes to dividethrough the personalityimage.”
“其实每个人都有多重人格,只是程度不一样而已,在情绪冲动的时候,也许你会做一件你平时根本不可能做的事情。事情过后,你也会觉得‘这不像是我做的事情’。不是你做的,是谁呢?实际上,就是‘另一个我’,我们心中那些自己也不认识的灵魂。我们和分裂人格的区别只是,患者的人格是自发的分裂开的,而且她没有办法把这些子人格结合为整体。而我们的各个子人格之间基本上是整体的,只有通过人格意象分解才可以划分开。”SuYuturns the headto look atjourneyXiaoyu saying: „Are youinoculatingtome?”
苏虞兮转头望着程晓羽道:“你这是在给我打预防针吗？”journeyXiaoyusmiledsaying with a smile: „No, Iwantto replyyouhad asked a question, no matteryouarewhatappearance, Iwill like.”ThenjourneyXiaoyusupplementedas gilding the lily, „Elder Brotherlikesyounger sister'sthatliking.”
程晓羽笑了笑道:“不,我只是想回答你曾经问过的一个问题,不管你是什么样子的,我都会喜欢。”接着程晓羽又画蛇添足的补充了一句,“哥哥喜欢妹妹的那种喜欢。”SuYufeltowninnermost feelingshave a seedto regain consciousness, as iflikemustemerge as the times require.
苏虞兮觉得自己内心有一颗种子在苏醒,仿佛像要破土而出。
( ThanksgeneralGreat GeneralWuclassten thousandbestows, let alonethischaptermywater, hereexplainedin detailjourneyXiao the featherpersonalitystrangereason, in the frontchapter, return to original statethisprocessdiligently, some people have been sayinghenotlike a 30-year-oldperson, I want to say that youreallyalsoinsufficientlyunderstand„person”thistype of thing. Matureandweakis not the label of age, butis the personalitylabel, but the formation of personalityis a verycomplexmatter. Recommendseveryoneto look that watches«MemoryFragment»this of Nonantburns the brainmovie.)( To be continued.)
(谢谢骠骑大将军吴班的万赏,这一章别说我水,这里详细解释了程晓羽人格之所以奇怪的原因,在前面的章节,一直在努力的还原这个过程,有人说他不像一个30多岁的人,我想说,你们真的还不够了解“人”这种东西。成熟和幼稚并不是年龄的标签,而是人格的标签,而人格的形成是件很复杂的事情。推荐大家看观看诺南的《记忆碎片》这部烧脑电影。)(未完待续。)
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