The luxurious ICU is not different from the hotel, permits Qinning takes a bath, changed the pajamas and journey Xiaoyu fought half the night mouth, two people do not find it silly. 豪华特护病房跟酒店没有什么两样,许沁柠洗了澡,换了睡衣和程晓羽斗了半宿嘴,两人也都不觉得无聊。 That night, journey Xiaoyu had the nightmare, he awakened wants to grasp Su Yu the hand, discovered, only then he alone lay on the bed, permits Qinning held just right that the pillow is resting on nearby bed, the side to him, the moonlight of vaguely out of the window is happen to sprinkling, letting him to find the mountain peak that permits Qinning stood tall and erect. 这天晚上,程晓羽又做了噩梦,他惊醒过来想去握苏虞兮的手,发现只有他一个人躺在床上,许沁柠在旁边的床上抱着枕头睡的正好,正好侧对着他,窗外的依稀的月光洒进来,让他能瞧见许沁柠高耸的山峰。 If such scene changes a man to fear that could not dominate immediately, after all permits Qinning was also the outstanding attractiveness, especially her bewitched to seize the eye of mortal form to match that tears mole, looked at several also to feel overwhelmed with emotion. 这样的场景若是换个男人怕是立马把持不住了,毕竟许沁柠也是出类拔萃的漂亮,尤其她那勾魂夺魄的眼睛配着那一点泪痣,让人多瞧几眼也觉得销魂。 But journey Xiaoyu has no desire, thinks that Su Yu, he is then utterly confused, in underground, because has lived in the indefinite future, therefore journey Xiaoyu and Su Yu broke through the relations between brother and sister slightly. 可程晓羽却没有什么欲念,想到苏虞兮,他便心乱如麻,在地下的时候因为一直生活在不确定的未来,所以程晓羽和苏虞兮稍稍突破了兄妹之间的关系。 But the return real world, journey Xiaoyu actually does not know how should face this sentiment, this is not the collapse world, the behavior that any breaks the taboo, will definitely pay the heavy price. Because this is not your thing, you took, even a lot of times of repayments, will not be forgiven. 但回归现实世界,程晓羽却不知道该如何面对这份感情,这并不是个崩坏的世界,任何打破禁忌的行为,肯定会付出沉重的代价。因为这本不属于你的东西,你拿了,即使千百倍的偿还,也不会得到原谅。 Especially the celebrity like them, this world really has place that to them can avoid? 尤其像他们这样的名人,这个世界对他们来说真有可以躲避的地方可言？ Naturally, no one real blocking is occupied by them, only then they can prevent itself, but was such really the love? 当然,没有人真的拦的住他们两个,只有他们自己能够阻止自己,可是那样真的就是爱了吗？ In the desire mixes with impulsive is challenging the order of the world, such love is seemingly great actually weakly, naturally they can abandon all, looks the place that no one knows to restart the life, but is so unfair to Su Yu, is unfair to the parents, is unfair to their friends. Especially the celebrity like them, this world really has place that to them can avoid? 欲望里夹杂着冲动就去挑战世界的秩序,这样的爱看似伟大实则幼稚,当然他们可以抛弃一切,找个没有人认识的地方重新开始生活,但是那样对苏虞兮不公平,对父母不公平,对他们的朋友也不公平。尤其像他们这样的名人,这个世界对他们来说真有可以躲避的地方可言？ The people live in this world, cannot only consider itself. Must accept in the life the part that was doomed incomplete and is hard to achieve wishes. Must accept these by the taboo cannot see the bright thing. 人活在这个世界上,并不能只考虑到自己。必须接受生命里注定残缺和难以如愿的部分。要接受那些被禁忌的不能见到光明的东西。 journey Xiaoyu sits in the darkness, the huge sadness raids, Pandora's box that some loves, cannot touch. From the beginning, knows, cannot, because the delight in that hope, emits so many sadness and pain. 程晓羽坐在黑暗里,巨大的哀伤袭来,有些爱,是不能触碰的潘多拉的盒子。从一开始,就知道,不能因为那一点希望中的甜美,放出那么多的悲伤与痛苦。 The happy this word to them is only the look, but cannot become the feeling. 幸福这个词对他们两个来说只是观瞻,而不能成为感受。 journey Xiaoyu is returning to still Hai's one day to lose sleep, these are the hindrance that he cannot evade, like tall wall that is unable to jump over, oppresses slowly to him, whenever misses many one second, this wall is howling heading in the acceleration, compelled he is unable to pant for breath. 程晓羽在回到尚海的一天就失眠了,这些是他不能够逃避的阻碍,像一面无法越过的高墙,缓缓向他压迫过来,每当思念多一秒,这墙就加速呼啸着扑面而来,逼的他无法喘息。 journey Xiaoyu felt oneself had lost the direction, manuscript paper that probably one page in wind writes all over the worry, no one can read, blown fluttering in all directions. 程晓羽觉得自己已经失去了方向,像是风里的一页写满烦恼的稿纸,无人能够阅读,被吹的四处飘荡。 He felt oneself must clarify Su Yu idea, he was the time conducts the life to discuss with the younger sister, she woke up on. 他觉得自己得弄清楚苏虞兮的想法,他是时候和妹妹进行人生商谈了,就等她醒来。 Next morning, permits Qinning got up to carry the breakfast to journey Xiao the feather, the shao mai and steamed stuffed bun also has the soybean milk, was journey Xiaoyu likes. 第二天早上,许沁柠起来给程晓羽端了早点,烧卖、包子还有豆浆,都是程晓羽喜欢的。 But journey Xiao the feather appetite is unsatisfactory, but ate two small cage minced meat and gravy-filled steamed dumplings and a shao mai, could not eat up again. 可程晓羽胃口不佳,只是吃了两个小笼汤包和一个烧卖,就再也吃不下了。 journey Xiaoyu drinks the soybean milk unable to bear ask: „Does my younger sister wake up?” 程晓羽喝着豆浆忍不住问道:“我妹醒来没有？” permits Qinning said: „Went out to take earlier time a moment ago has not awaked, now does not know, I have a look.” 许沁柠道:“刚才出去拿早点的时候还没醒,现在不知道,我去看看吧。” In many, permits Qinning comes back to say to journey Xiaoyu: „Has not waked up, you first read the meeting book.” 没过多时,许沁柠回来对程晓羽道:“还没醒来,你先看会书吧。” journey Xiaoyu takes up the book that permits Qinning brings, is the love story, what «Overbearing President Falls in love with My», «Metropolis Cinderella» simply speechless, said: „Miss permits, you play me!” 程晓羽拿起许沁柠带来的书,全是恋爱小说,什么《霸道总裁爱上我》、《都市灰姑娘》简直无语,说道:“许大小姐,你这是玩我吧！” permits Qinning is also eating the thing, looked up one saying: „! Your is the E-book, wants to look how to look on the line. These are I look.” 许沁柠也在吃东西,抬头看了一眼道:“哦！你的是电子书,想看怎么自己找就行了。那些是我看得。” journey Xiaoyu actually cannot calm the mind to read, one will shut out this posture is not uncomfortable, one will say these writing real rotten, might as well oneself write, a while also said that must with the Oolong tea. 程晓羽其实也静不下心来看书,一会嫌弃这个姿势不舒服,一会说这些书写的真烂,还不如自己写,一会儿又说要和乌龙茶。 permits Qinning endured for a long time to say very much: „I really feared you, we were young in the room to sit.” 许沁柠忍了很久道:“我实在怕你了,咱们去小兮房间里坐着吧。” journey Xiaoyu hurries to nod. 程晓羽赶紧点头。 When holds on journey Xiao the feather the wheelchair, permits Qinning the look somewhat complex joke said: „Understands the feather, won't you really be the younger sister will control?” 扶程晓羽上轮椅时,许沁柠神色有些复杂的玩笑说道:“晓羽,你不会真是妹控吧？” journey Xiaoyu conceals some startled, how when does not know to answer. 程晓羽掩饰住一些惊慌,不知如何作答时。 permits Qinning also said: „Yeah, I, if you, I feared that can also be a younger sister controls, small was too perfect.” After saying, but also made a starry eyed expression. 许沁柠又道:“哎,我要是你,我怕也会是个妹控,小兮实在太完美了。”说完之后,还做了一个花痴的表情。 journey Xiaoyu ill-humored say/way: „Perfect are not related with you.” 程晓羽没好气的道:“完美也和你没关系。” permits Qinning „cutting” a sound said: „Said has probably the relations to be the same with you?” 许沁柠“切”了一声道:“说的好像跟你有关系一样？” „I am his elder brother, how can not relate?” “我是他哥,怎么会没关系？” „, Extraordinary? I am her sister-in-law!” “切,了不起啊？我还是她嫂子呢！” journey Xiao the feather can only a say/way of heavy line: „Do you respect the litigant?” 程晓羽只能一头黑线的道:“你好歹尊重一下当事人吧？” permits Qinning does not have scruples surrounding has the person, said: „Yo, holds in the morning you are going to bathroom, don't you respect me? In front of my” 许沁柠也不顾忌周围有人,说道:“呦,早上扶着你上厕所的时候,你怎么不尊重一下我？当着我的面” „Miss permits, I said I come, you gave me the pot to be good, was you shuts out the chamber pot disgustingly?” “许大小姐,我说了我自己来,你给我壶就好了,是你嫌弃夜壶恶心的好吗？” „That? You thought that I looked at your body, can I also marry others?” “那怎么了？你觉得我看了你身体,我还能嫁给别人？” „You not like by the old-fashioned young girl who the feudalistic thinking torments! Do not give me to come this set.” “你不像被封建思想荼毒的古板少女啊！别给我来这套。” „journey Xiaoyu, you do not compel me and your fight in which both sides perish!” “程晓羽,你别逼我和你鱼死网破啊！” „Hehe!” “呵呵！” At this time they just entered the hospital ward, the nurse is having an intravenous drip to Su Yu, sees Su Yu also in the lethargic sleep, two people stopped quarrelling, the fear quarrelled she. 这时他们刚进病房,护士正在给苏虞兮打点滴,见苏虞兮还在昏睡,两人停止了拌嘴,害怕吵到她。 The nurse looked at next time, made to record, looked at permits Qinning several eyes to go out, they have seen the star were also many, but she was „lotus root starch”, but the rule did not allow them to invite trouble the person to demand the signature, can only leave the hospital can look at the opportunity. 护士看了一下时间,做了一下记录,多看了许沁柠几眼就出去了,她们见过的明星也不少,但是她是“藕粉”,只是规则不允许她们找病人索要签名,只能出院的时候才能看有没有机会。 Su Yu yesterday made the acupuncture, the quick lethargic sleep more than 20 hours, permits Qinning had sat on the sofa, looks Su Yu under early morning sunlight flood the bashful sound of glimmer was saying: „Really attractive.”( Bgm « Daybreak to " QQ music, the B stand has video) 苏虞兮昨天做了针灸,已经快昏睡了二十多个小时了,许沁柠坐在沙发上,看着苏虞兮清晨阳光下的泛着微光的脸小声说道:“真漂亮。”(bgm《破晓将至》qq音乐,b站有视频) journey Xiaoyu echoes to say unrestrainedly: „Yes!” 程晓羽情不自禁的附和道:“是啊！” Two people sighed, Su Yu opened the eye, held to sit, somewhat vacant looking all around, say/way gently: „How did I arrive at the hospital?” 两人感叹间,苏虞兮睁开眼睛,扶着头坐了起来,有些茫然的环顾四周,轻轻的道:“我怎么到医院了？” journey Xiaoyu looks at Su Yu the eye, was short of yesterday also in the mood of these user-friendly, restored in the past faintness, but he without a trace that between that mysterious induction with Su Yu also breaks, this makes journey Xiaoyu suddenly somewhat helpless. 程晓羽看着苏虞兮的眼睛,少了昨天还在的那些人性化的情绪,恢复了往昔的淡漠,而他与苏虞兮之间那种玄妙的感应也断的无影无踪,这让程晓羽一时间有些不知所措。 permits Qinning inexplicable amazed sitting arrives at Su Yu the bedside, said: „Won't you lose recall?” 许沁柠莫名惊诧的坐到苏虞兮的床边,说道:“你不会失忆了吧？” Su Yu is frowning saying: „My stupor how long? I remember that I then did have the earthquake in the washroom finally?” 苏虞兮皱着眉头说道:“我昏迷了多久？我记得我最后是在洗手间然后发生了地震？” journey Xiaoyu said: „Has left on that day half a month.” 程晓羽说道:“已经离那天过了半个月了。” Su Yu not surprised, but knits the brows saying: „Is so long!” 苏虞兮也没有惊讶,只是皱眉说道:“这么久！” permits Qinning rang the bell to shout the doctor hastily. 许沁柠连忙按铃喊来了医生。 Dr. Li, inspected under Su Yu the condition said: „Does not have the issue, the situation is good, losing recalls this matter, although is rare, but is also normal.” 李医生,过来检查了下苏虞兮的状况说道:“没问题,情况良好,失忆这种事情虽然少见,但也算正常。” journey Xiaoyu asked: „When can that restore?” 程晓羽问道:“那什么时候能恢复？” Dr. Li said: „This was very difficult saying that according to truth Miss Su was the slight hemorrhage, general several days later can restore. However the situation of brain is too complex, the cerebral hemorrhage wound and cerebral cortex and reticular formation of brainstem, possibly appears loses recalls the performance, possibly is the hydro-cephalus creates. If serious, restores the memory to need a long time, does not have the fixed time, possibly did not restore. Because I cannot determine that losing of Miss Su recalled, because of intracranial hemorrhage because of other what reason. After all also possibly is the post-earthquake irritability response.” 李医生道:“这个很难说,按道理苏小姐属于轻微出血,一般几天后就可以恢复的。但是大脑的情况太复杂,脑出血伤及大脑皮层、脑干网状结构,都可能出现失忆表现,也可能是脑水肿造成的。如果严重,恢复记忆需要一个很长时间,没有固定的时间,也可能恢复不了。因为我不能确定苏小姐的失忆,是因为颅内出血还是因为别的什么原因。毕竟也可能是地震过后的应激性反应。” Su Yu looks at the tip medicine bottle say/way: „When I recall a memory now, is sensitive to the involvements of other information, sometimes even thought is eliminating the old memory. I thought that through certain strong prompts, these memories can be restored.” 苏虞兮看着点滴药瓶道:“我现在回想一段记忆时,对其他信息的介入非常敏感,有时甚至觉得在清除旧记忆。我觉得通过某些强提示,这些记忆还是能被恢复。” Dr. Li smiled saying with a smile: „Miss Su said is very right, this must look that who knows you had anything for several days, some people help you recall unceasingly, is very good method.” 李医生笑了笑道:“苏小姐说的很对,这个就要看谁知道你这些天发生了什么了,有人不断地帮你回忆,是很好的方法。” permits Qinning said: „This wanted your elder brother saying that listened to you, earthquake for several days you and he in the same place.” 许沁柠道:“这个就要你哥说给你听了,地震这些天你和他在一起。” Su Yu turns to journey Xiaoyu saying: „What did behind have?” 苏虞兮转向程晓羽道:“后面发生了什么？” Dr. Li the minute book of bedhead puts Su Yu, smiled saying with a smile temperately: „You chatted, should not be worried, was not the major problem.” 李医生将苏虞兮床头的记录本放回去,温和的笑了笑道:“你们聊,不要担心,不是什么大问题。” journey Xiaoyu looks at Su Yu the lonely face, thousand chapters of hundred revolutions, he does not think at heart Su Yu shoulders these evils, he does not think that Su Yu will often awaken in the nightmare like him, name protection that he rather by Elder Brother, name detention that is also not willing to like. 程晓羽看着苏虞兮冷清的脸庞,心里千回百转,他不想苏虞兮背负那些罪恶,他也不想苏虞兮会像他一样时常在噩梦里惊醒,他宁愿自己以哥哥的名义守护,也不愿意以爱的名义拘禁。 To journey Xiaoyu does not love selfishly holds, in this flash he made the decision, starting today he must be a qualified Elder Brother, starts to bear alone, starts to like the life tenaciously, buries love that he should not have. 对程晓羽来说爱不是自私的占有,在这一瞬间他就做了决定,从今天开始他要做一个合格的哥哥,开始独自负担,开始顽强地爱着生活,埋葬他不应该出现的爱情。 But the world's most painful matter, is approaches sadly, you are coquettish, smile to right. When these memories turn into the exclusive memory, is feeling sad of unmanned understanding. 可是世界上最最痛苦的事情,莫过于悲伤来临,你还要故作姿态,微笑以对。当那些记忆变成独家记忆,也是一种无人理解的心酸。 However Su Yu is very important to journey Xiaoyu, therefore he is willing to choose strongly. Therefore he starts gently was telling by he has tampered with story, in the story does not have Xinjing uncle, does not have water Mr. valley, naturally does not have these hateful unprincipled people. 但是苏虞兮对程晓羽来说很重要,所以他愿意选择坚强。于是他开始轻轻的诉说着被他篡改过的故事,故事里没有新井大叔,也没有水谷先生,当然也没有那些可恶的坏人。 Their two and a native of Italy , Kitakawa and Morimoto beautiful season also had Asou to pass purely lightly almost ten days, only mighty waves were journey Xiaoyu to look in the electricity stairwell had the signal, but broke the leg. 他们两个和喜多川义人、森本美季还有麻生纯平淡的度过了差不多十天,唯一的一点波澜就是程晓羽为了看电梯井里有没有信号,而摔断了腿。 Su Yu looked at journey Xiaoyu to twine the both legs of bandage, the ancient well without ripples. 苏虞兮看了看程晓羽缠绕着绷带的双腿,古井无波。 But they do not have to lie down in shoulder to shoulder fully are on all -terrain vehicles of sewage, they do not have, for each other makes these should not the matter of doing, they have not run into the hooligan of robbing, they have not completed appointment of that day, without the manufacture starry sky ball, has not sung «Red bean» and «Sends Such as Snow», without that kiss. 而他们没有并肩躺在满是污水的越野车上,他们没有为了彼此去做那些不该做的事情,他们没有遇到过抢劫的流氓,他们没有完成那一天的约会,没有制作星空球,没有唱过《红豆》和《发如雪》,更没有那一个吻。 Therefore they have not fallen in love, they returned to original state as before perfectly the brother and sister relations. 所以他们并没有相爱,他们依旧完美的还原到了兄妹关系。 journey Xiaoyu when recounted all these, not being able to say mood are lingering, Su Yu these days appearance on such as rose leaf general deep kept in his memory, cannot fall gently. 程晓羽在述说这一切的时候,有一种说不出的情绪在萦绕,苏虞兮那些天的样子就如瑰叶一般深深的留在他的记忆里,飘落不去。 In his mind has had a picture the same as revolve like the galloping-horse lantern: Su Yu felt his cheeks saying: „I remembered, the chocolate, is your flavor.” 他的脑海里一直有个画面如同走马灯一样旋转:苏虞兮摸着他的脸颊说:“我记住了,巧克力,就是你的味道。” But journey Xiao the feather must bear these come from the hit of soul, he thought that this is also good, at least loses this memory Su Yu, should be able happy, can continue the peaceful steady life, can not need to shoulder these bloody experiences, to her such result should be best. 但程晓羽必须忍住这些来自灵魂的撞击,他觉得这样也好,起码失去这段记忆的苏虞兮,应该能够得到幸福,能够继续安静平稳的生活,能够不用背负那些血腥的经历,对她来说这样的结局应该是最好的。 journey Xiaoyu thinks: „All misfortunes, my undertook is good.” 程晓羽想到:“所有的不幸,我一个承担就好了。” journey Xiaoyu said all these, Su Yu is frowning, how to recall feels to have gained nothing, asking that she has doubts: „Is this complete?” 程晓羽说完这一切,苏虞兮皱着眉头,怎么回忆都觉得一无所得,她颇为疑惑的问道:“这就是全部？” journey Xiaoyu intentionally exaggerating saying: „Hey! How you can suspect that saves you Elder Brother in abyss of suffering? If not because I discovered services the channel, perhaps we now also under that!” 程晓羽故意夸张的说道:“喂喂！你怎么能够怀疑拯救你于水深火热中的哥哥呢？如果不是因为我发现了维修通道,或许我们现在还在那底下呢！” „Why did my hair change color?” “我头发为什么变色了？” „Dr. Li said, is because the malnutrition and pressure are oversized?” “李医生说,是因为营养不良和压力过大？” „Pressure?” “压力？” „After possibly I break the leg, your pressure is very big!” After journey Xiaoyu ponders diligently, is suddenly enlighted to say. “可能我摔断腿之后,你压力很大吧！”程晓羽冥思苦想后恍然大悟道。 „!” Has not cared regarding this matter Su Yu, was short of segment memory to her not importantly, that is because she does not know that this segment memory much is to her precious. “哦！”对于这件事情苏虞兮并没有多在意,少了一段记忆对她来说也没有多重要,那是因为她不知道这段记忆对她来说多珍贵。 Looks at Su Yu the light expression, journey Xiaoyu feeling like a knife twisting in the heart, but also is saying with a smile: „Is small, you rest well, I am also lying down.” 看着苏虞兮平淡的表情,程晓羽的心如刀绞,还笑着道:“小兮,你好好休息,我也去躺着了。” Su Yu nod. 苏虞兮点头。 permits Qinning somewhat surprised say/way: „Walks? Starting is not you have quarrelled must come?” 许沁柠有些惊讶的道:“就走？开始不是你一直吵着要来的吗？” journey Xiaoyu both hands are moving the wheel of wheelchair, turn head „determination was small is all right I to feel relieved, my leg was a little also sore, honest staying came up in the bed.” 程晓羽双手拨动着轮椅的轮子,回头“确定小兮没事我就放心了,我的腿也有点疼了,还是老老实实的呆在床上去吧。” permits Qinning jumps to say from the sofa: „Wants me to deliver you to pass?” She thought that journey Xiaoyu the mood is not quite as if right. 许沁柠从沙发上跳起来道:“要我送你过去吗？”她觉得程晓羽的情绪似乎不太对。 journey Xiao feather time has not turned head, extends the right hand to wield saying: „Does not use! Let me the usage that tries to have a look at this wheelchair, cannot always trouble you!” 程晓羽这次没有回头,伸出右手挥了挥道:“不用了！让我试看看这个轮椅的用法,不能老麻烦你！” permits Qinning sits the sofa say/way: „Good! Some matters remember that called me.” 许沁柠又坐回沙发道:“好吧！有事记得叫我。” Su Yu opens the eyes to look at journey Xiaoyu the back, felt oneself as if lost one very important thing, could not find again. She thought that the eye is somewhat astringent, traces the corner of the eye, unexpectedly tears, but has not tumbled out the eye socket, was wiped off by her. 苏虞兮睁睁看着程晓羽的背影,觉得自己似乎丢了一样很重要的东西,再也找不到了。她觉得眼睛有些涩,摸了一摸眼角,居然有一颗泪水,只是还没滚出眼眶,便被她擦掉了。 journey Xiaoyu are delimiting the wheelchair in the hospital ward entrance of shutting tightly, stopped a meeting, his deep inspiration, constrains in the chest cavity racing wells up the mood. 程晓羽自己划着轮椅在紧闭的病房门口,停了一会,他深深的吸了一口气,压抑住胸腔里奔涌的情绪。 He is hearing inside permits Qinning voice, departure slowly. 他听着里面许沁柠的声音,慢慢的离开。 Has not expected in the corridor bumps into steward Qiao to think, journey Xiaoyu is distracted, without attention. 没料到在走廊里碰到管家乔三思,程晓羽精神恍惚,没有注意。 Qiao thought that is initiative to push journey Xiaoyu the wheelchair saying: „Young master, nurses?” 乔三思主动上来推着程晓羽的轮椅说道:“少爷,看护呢？” journey Xiaoyu turns the head to look is Qiao thought that smiles to say reluctantly: „I am practicing to use the wheelchair!” Sees Qiao to think that raises a very long black bag to ask: „What is this?” 程晓羽转头一看是乔三思,勉强笑了笑道:“我在练习使用轮椅呢！”看见乔三思提着一个很长的黑色袋子问道:“这是什么？” Qiao three thinking said: „, This was the young lady explained yesterday, today must take to her thing.” 乔三思道:“哦,这是小姐昨天交待,今天一定要拿给她的东西。” journey Xiaoyu frowns saying: „Shows me.” 程晓羽皱了一下眉头道:“给我看看。” Qiao thought that the black bag, gives journey Xiaoyu. 乔三思将黑色的袋子,递给程晓羽。 journey Xiaoyu touched to know, this was that blade that too took carry back Su Yu, he does not know that Su Yu had what intention, but he knows that this thing perhaps was the thing that Su Yu the arrangement triggered itself to remember, thinks the bludger who that several life and death did not know, journey Xiaoyu turn head said: „This is my thing, first puts here!” 程晓羽摸了一下就知道,这是那把苏虞兮拿回来的太刀,他不知道苏虞兮有什么用意,但他知道这个东西也许是苏虞兮安排来触发自己记忆的东西,想到那几个生死不知的混混,程晓羽回头道:“这个是我的东西,先放我这里吧！” Qiao thought that knows Su Yu and journey Xiaoyu relates is very good, naturally cannot suspect, said: „Good, that puts young master here.” 乔三思知道苏虞兮和程晓羽关系是很好的,自然不会怀疑,说道:“好的,那就放少爷这里。” journey Xiaoyu also said: „Uncle Qiao, this matter, small knew.” 程晓羽又道:“乔叔,这件事情,别给小兮知道了。” Qiao thinks the somewhat surprised say/way: „Why is this?” 乔三思有些惊讶的道:“这是为什么？” journey Xiaoyu firm say/way: „Has not related, she lost the little memory. This thing can bring back she not good recollection, therefore seal here!” 程晓羽坚定的道:“没关系的,她失去了一点点记忆。这件东西会勾起她不好的回忆,所以封印在我这里吧！” Qiao thought that the nod said: „Got it, Young master.” 乔三思点头道:“明白了,少爷。” Qiao thought that pushes journey Xiaoyu to return to the hospital ward, journey Xiaoyu takes black seems like installs the bag say/way of fishing pole: „Was laborious you, Uncle Qiao, you first went back! Where was small you.” 乔三思推着程晓羽回到病房,程晓羽拿着黑色的似乎是装钓鱼竿的袋子道:“辛苦您了,乔叔,您先回去吧！小兮哪里您就不要去了。” Qiao thought that said to journey Xiaoyu heals from a wound well, then withdrew from the hospital ward. 乔三思对程晓羽道了好好养伤,然后退出了病房。 journey Xiaoyu turns on the bag, is really that too the blade, he thinks that Su Yu knows will oneself lose recalled? Prevention that perhaps makes ahead of time? Although he has doubts, actually cannot ask Su Yu. 程晓羽将袋子打开,果然是那把太刀,他想到苏虞兮难道知道自己会失忆？或许只是提前做的预防？他虽然疑惑,却不能去问苏虞兮。 He must package these things in oneself lie, by this received exchange for Su Yu tranquil life. 他要将那些事情包裹在自己的谎言里,以此换取苏虞兮的安宁生活。 He cannot sit there, looks at to be heavy the life of person likes, then called to make love that. 他不能只是坐在那里,把所爱的人的生活看得比自己重,然后把那叫做爱。 Forgets and does not have any, after some people 18 years old are in any case mature, will forget once weak. 忘记并没有什么,反正有些人十八岁成熟之后就会忘记曾经幼稚的自己。 He knows that does not have the love of result, can only become the story in recollection. 他知道没有结局的爱情,只能成为回忆里的故事。 They must submit to the reality 他们必须屈从于现实 Their pictures meet the yellowing 他们的照片会泛黄 They also meet the parents 他们也会为人父母 Their lives cannot frame, can only forward. 他们的人生不能定格,只能向前。 In this instance, these has not become past tense, is the present progressive form 只是在这一个瞬间,这些尚未成为过去式,是现在进行式 journey Xiaoyu here, looks at that black three livelihood sect near 程晓羽就在这里,看着那把黑色三日月宗近 As if staring at her, she is such beauty 仿佛在凝视着她,她是那样的美丽 However journey Xiaoyu felt, this is not a sad story 但是程晓羽觉得,这所有都不是一个悲伤的故事 So long as had experienced, they have felt the bright starry sky, has listened to each other heartbeat, is grasping both hands of connection soul, has listened to that song. 只要曾经经历过,他们感受过灿烂的星空,听过彼此的心跳,握着连接灵魂的双手,听过那首歌。 At this moment, they are eternal. 这一刻,他们就是永恒。 journey Xiaoyu three livelihood sect Jincang under the bed, lays aside these truth. 程晓羽将三日月宗近藏在床下,藏起那些真相。 He felt oneself match on Su Yu love. 他觉得自己配的上苏虞兮的爱。 ( Second even/including Geng, thanks o to think of very much you in July and ten thousand bestows of revenge master, accommodate my repaying a debt slowly, finally vol. 3 finished, unexpectedly some do not abandon. Vol. 4 will soon open, hopes that everyone continues to support «Younger sister Occasionally», some unexpectedly tears, I was really sentimental.)( To be continued.) (两连更,谢谢o很想念你七月和复仇术士的万赏,容我慢慢的还帐,终于第三卷写完了,居然有些不舍。第四卷即将开启,希望大家继续支持《妹偶》,竟然有些泪目,我实在是多愁善感了。)(未完待续。)