Two people sit facing each other on not the big table, do not have the romantic candlelight, does not have the gorgeous household utensils, has not put on the violinist of evening dress that to work in the restuarant now, frequently in others proposed or the contact, drew the beautiful female student of violin to sit near the table, looks that journey Xiao the feather dimple was light, such as blowing breeze.( Bgm «Was a pity that It is not Your» Jeff Chang edition) 两个人在并不大的餐桌上相对而坐,没有浪漫的烛光,没有华美的器皿,没有穿着晚礼服的小提琴手如今那位在西餐厅里打工,经常在别人求婚又或者交往时,拉小提琴的美丽女生正坐在桌边,看着程晓羽笑靥清淡,如拂面微风。(bgm《可惜不是你》张信哲版本) Pei Yanchen clamps the vegetable/dish to journey Xiaoyu, journey Xiaoyu expresses gratitude, she thinks , if no this „thanks”, should be the happy scene. 裴砚晨给程晓羽夹菜,程晓羽道谢,她想如果没有这句“谢谢”,该是多美好的光景。 She looks at journey Xiaoyu the delicate and pretty face, thought that if they in the same place, she will certainly not make journey Xiaoyu become such thin. She recalled that two people meet initially, careful perhaps two people beginning meets three times. 她看着程晓羽俊美的面孔,心想如果他们在一起,她一定不会让程晓羽变这么瘦。她又回想起两人的初遇,细细算起来也许两人的初遇有三次。 The first time is the accidental bloodiness, but recalls Pei Yanchen to think that at this moment does not have the feeling of ache, only remembers that at that time she filled with feeling sorry to him, the suffering in the conscience, lies down on the hospital bed depressed. 第一次是偶然的血腥,但此刻回忆裴砚晨想起来却毫无疼痛的感觉,只记得当时她对他满怀歉疚,在良心中煎熬,躺在病床上郁郁寡欢。 That journey Xiaoyu is seeing her time, she actually cannot see journey Xiaoyu, but passed the media to understand some of his information, can this be sees initially, matter that was worth discussing, if saw initially, that can see to be? 那一次程晓羽见着了她,她却没有能看见程晓羽,只是通过了媒体了解了一些他的资讯,这能不能算是初见,还是值得商榷的事情,如果说是初见,那就得看见才算吧？ In the school assembly hall, she sits under the stage for the second time saw that journey Xiaoyu on stage needs the person to turn the music score, at that time he was very fat, because the propaganda and own reason of media make the person impression very bad, therefore no one wants. Therefore coming to power of she to make reparations to volunteer, that she stands in journey Xiaoyu the side time, concentrates on cannot look at her one eyes journey Xiaoyu of playing a stringed musical instrument, but she stands side swaying him of sweat, does not have the courage to look at his one eyes. 第二次是在学校礼堂,她坐在台下看到台上的程晓羽需要人翻谱子,那个时候他还很胖,因为媒体的宣传和自己的缘故让人印象很差,所以没有人愿意。于是她为了赎罪自告奋勇的上了台,那一次她站在程晓羽的身边,专注于弹琴的程晓羽并没有能多看她一眼,而她站在挥洒着汗水的他身边,也没有勇气多看他一眼。 Two people connect in the silence, the strict words, they only have in each other memory, perhaps regarding each other impression is the fuzzy shadows, is on sees initially, different people have different views. 两个人在无声中交汇,严格算起来的话,他们只存在彼此的记忆中,也许对于彼此的印象都是模糊的影子,算不算的上初见,见仁见智。 As for the third time, Pei Yanchen thought that is they sees initially is right, although it is far less than the first time such soul-stirringly, is inferior to for the second time such romantic fluttering flags, but she feels for the third time best. 至于第三次,裴砚晨觉得那才是他们的初见才对,虽然它远不如第一次那样惊心动魄,也不如第二次那样浪漫旖旎,可她还是觉得第三次最好。 That night breeze that the straw hat blows the night breeze and motley star light of summer night, will blow to flutter, so long, becomes recollection that in her life recalls for a long time. 夏夜的晚风、斑驳的星光,将吹草帽吹的飘飞起来的那阵晚风,如此的悠长,成为了她人生中最长时间回忆的回忆。 If Ok, wants unable to graduate with him forever, they can day after day zither | Jean room instrumental ensemble, not need to speak, talked with the music, the piano and violin most ascended to combination ; His frail does not have any relations, she will also bring a bamboo sword to protect his security along, occasionally when he looks at other female student, can be used to knock his head. 如果可以,多想和他永远毕不了业,他们可以日复一日的琴房合奏,不需要多说话,用音乐来交谈,钢琴和小提琴本来就是最登对的组合;他文文弱弱的也没有什么关系,她会随身带一把竹剑保护他的安全,偶尔在他看别的女生的时候,也可以用来敲敲他的脑袋。 Thinks, Pei Yanchen thought knocked the head is too ominous, he was so intelligent, do not knock his inspiration does not have to be a pity, moreover she should learn gently, wasn't the boy likes the gentle female student? 只是想了一想,裴砚晨又觉得敲脑袋还是太凶了,他那么聪明,别把他的灵感敲没了就太可惜了,况且她应该学会温柔一点,男孩子不都是是喜欢温柔的女生么？ When big three time can live at school to the school application outside, they can move, even he is very rich, her permits he will not abuse, renting one -roomed small apartment was enough, two people live in a room, own secret opens wide completely to him appreciates, does not allow a leeway. 等到大三的时候就可以向学校申请住校外了,他们可以搬出去住,就算他很有钱,她也不会许他乱用,租一个单间小公寓就足够了,两个人住一个屋子,自己的秘密的全部敞开给他欣赏,不留一丝余地。 She will work to make money as before, she thinks to get off work he to ride the bicycle to take her every day to go home, then they hold stone to hold the hand to stroll under the star light, a person walks with dog always seems lonely ; Has the afternoon two people of Sun to wash the bed sheet bedding bag together, prints the sunlight in the balcony the flavor, a person exposes to the sun bed sheet always to feel the difficult matter ; Went to McDonald's not to need to see the ice cream on the worry, the second cup of half prices seduced, a person could not finish eating two cups, only bought one cup of associations to feel a pity 她依旧会打工赚钱,她想每天下班他会骑着单车接她回家,然后他们牵着石头手挽着手在星光下漫步,一个人遛狗总显得寂寞;有太阳的下午两个人一起洗床单被套,在阳台上晒出日光的味道,一个人晒床单总是件倍感艰辛的事情;去麦当劳在也不用看见冰淇淋就烦恼了,第二杯半价多么诱惑,一个人吃不完两杯,只买一杯总会觉得可惜 Pei Yan early morning some regrets acted with constraint at that time is also proud, she hopes oneself can return that period of time, if can return, she reckless hands over oneself and he spent had left uncultivated the university time completely. 裴砚晨有些后悔那个时候自己矜持又骄傲,她多希望自己能重新回到那一段时光,如果能回到过去,她会不顾一切的完全交出自己和他度过曾经荒废过的大学时光。 Even if cannot arrive finally, so long as once the holding hands passed through one, will not at least stay behind regretted. 就算不能走到最后,只要曾经牵手走过一段,至少也不会留下遗憾。 Pei Yanchen clamped a salty duck to journey Xiaoyu the bowl, she had not introduced that this is she arranges eating how long team bought, is only saying gently: „Now thinks, studies that several years on play, is only left over to race against time in June badly battered, theory test, terminal inspection and big four time must prepare the graduation work, the preparation replied, all made the matter that one went wild to arrange completely in June, this, four years of best time as well as most fine weather in best time, left the library and zither | Jean room has not experienced the first love such happy matter with enough time.” 裴砚晨又夹了一块盐水鸭到程晓羽的碗里,她并没有介绍这是她排了多久的队才买到的吃食,只是轻轻的说道:“现在想起来,在上戏读书那几年,只剩下争分夺秒焦头烂额的六月,理论考试,期终考核、大四的时候还要准备毕业作品,准备答辩,所有叫人抓狂的事情全部安排在了六月,就这样,四年最好的时光以及最好时光中的最好天气,都留给了图书馆和琴房连初恋这么美好的事情都没有来得及体验。” journey Xiaoyu smiles, does not have Pei Yanchen then last, but circled the opening saying: „Yes! Thinks that the studying time life monotonous tasteless, I stand in the windows of 13 building zither | Jean room occasionally, listens to Kancheli or Arvo Pat, then complained that the piano of zither | Jean room is too rotten, but I will always in fact shoot the music that oneself want to shoot at home, is disciplining own technique in the zither | Jean room, where in any case shoots is not very interesting to listen, might as well shoot aridly tasteless, but that is actually I obtains the most essence time” 程晓羽笑了笑,没有接着裴砚晨的最后一句来说,只是绕到了开头道:“是啊！想想读书时候的生活单调的乏味,我偶尔站在13楼琴房的窗口,听坎切利或阿沃帕特,然后埋怨琴房的钢琴实在太烂,但实际上我在家里总是会弹自己想弹的音乐,在琴房则在磨练自己的技艺,反正在哪里弹的也不够动听,不如弹点枯燥乏味的,不过那却是我获得最多实质内容的时刻” Pei Yanchen snorts contemptuously saying: „You study is the life monotonous? Didn't I feel? Your so many inspirations not from life? Therefore I thought that your life and emotion experience are certainly above my imagination colorfully!” 裴砚晨嗤之以鼻道:“你读书的时候生活单调乏味？我怎么不觉得？你那么多创作灵感不都是从生活中来的么？所以我觉得你的人生和情感经历一定丰富多彩超乎我的想象！” journey Xiaoyu stopped the chopsticks in hand saying: „Me, the music is a mysterious and great strength, it ejected the tunnel of space and time me, can see the collection of music scores of magnificent sparkle in the music history, I will wallow in these great star light am individually uncorrectable, these music movements so charming, is unavoidable, all these made me complete were impossible, like the rebirth, I learned/studied these abstruse composition technology theories, the high-level duplicate/restores accent and can't the far relational modulation, what show? They have nothing to do with my music. Actually as a tunesmith by training, I am ashamed, I felt that I the music in premonition explained clear to the audience, therefore my music and I have nothing to do, are not related with my experience actually said these as if do not have the significance, you should understand that Mozart never discussed his music” 程晓羽停下了手中的筷子说道:“于我而言,音乐是一种神秘而伟大的力量,它将我抛出了时空的隧道,可以看到在音乐历史上辉煌闪耀的曲谱,我会沉迷在这些伟大的星光中不可自拔,那些乐章是如此的迷人,不可回避,这一切让我完成了很多不可能,如同重生,我学习了那些艰深的作曲技术理论,高级复调、远关系转调,不能说明什么？它们与我的音乐本身无关。其实作为一个科班出身的作曲者,我是惭愧的,我感觉自己只是把预感中的音乐去解释清楚给观众,所以我的音乐和我本人无关,和我生活经历也没有关系其实说这些似乎也毫无意义,你应该明白莫扎特从不谈论他的音乐” Pei Yanchen said: „Your like this explanation is really mysterious to calling me is in the wrong and out of arguments disputes speechless, the non- process schoolmate, should not be so serious, I want to say my university studies should not toe the line, I should in my youth rebel period, handle the matter of dog blood, making my memory not so monotonous.” 裴砚晨道:“你这样的解释真是玄妙到叫我理屈词穷无言辩驳,不过程同学,不要这么严肃,我只是想说我大学读书的时候不该那么循规蹈矩,我应该在我的青春叛逆期,多做点狗血的事情,让我的记忆不那么单调。” journey Xiaoyu said with a smile: „Studies the elder sister, appearance that until now you smoke also in my mind lifelike, if you said that you have not experienced the youth rebel period, I do not believe.” 程晓羽笑道:“学姐,至今你抽烟的样子还在我的脑海里栩栩如生,如果你说你没有经历过青春叛逆期,我是不太相信的。” Pei Yanchen face slightly was red to lower the head saying: „You did not raise me to forget, at that time I for was not bullied by myself aggressive and ice-cold, then thought , who installed believe oneself were really this appearance actually I can also be very gentle” 裴砚晨的脸稍微红了一下低头道:“你不提我都忘记了,那个时候我只是为了让自己不被欺负才装的凶悍和冰冷的,然后装着装着,就连自己都相信自己真是这个样子的了其实我也可以很温柔的” That „, but my gentleness only gives you.” Submersion in ellipsis. 那句“但我的温柔只给你。”沉没在了省略号里。 journey Xiaoyu does not dare to penetrate to say in this topic, he cannot, therefore the shift topic with no trace: „Studies the elder sister I to be interested in your story, can say?” 程晓羽不敢在这个话题上深入去说,他不能,于是不着痕迹的转移话题道:“学姐我对你的故事非常感兴趣,能说说么？” Pei Yanchen said: „I in your am also interested very much, you can also say that listens to me?” 裴砚晨道:“我对你的也很感兴趣啊,你也可以说给我听么？” journey Xiaoyu smiles bitterly saying: „Gossipped the magazine to dig three chi (0.33 m) quickly, you thought that I also did have the secret to people?” 程晓羽苦笑道:“八卦杂志都快掘地三尺了,你觉得我对于公众来说还有秘密可言么？” Pei Yan early morning light saying: „I never read the Eight Trigrams (gossip) magazine.” She does not want to look at these scandals about journey Xiaoyu, so as to avoid being grieved. 裴砚晨平淡的说道:“我从来不看八卦杂志。”她是不想看关于程晓羽的那些绯闻,免得心痛。 journey Xiaoyu shrugs the arm saying: „Good, I want to say that the story is my strong point” 程晓羽耸了耸肩膀道:“那好吧,我想说故事是我的强项” journey Xiao feather and Pei Yanchen is drinking the ice beer, while is eating the vegetable/dish calmly recounted about his some stories, naturally he as far as possible many does not touch the matter in emotion, he hopes that pulls closer each other distance with the language , the fear lets blaspheme ambiguous. 程晓羽一边和裴砚晨喝着冰啤酒,一边吃着菜静静的述说关于他的一些故事,当然他尽量多的不去触碰情感方面的事情,他希望用语言拉近彼此的距离,又害怕让暧昧亵渎。 He hopes that two people maintain rational being intimate with, but will cause to become estranged rationally, light that therefore the language changes, is not indifferent is not warm, his concern after the camouflage, deep burying in these calm sentences, turned into the sentences and phrases that is unable to exchange. 他希望两人保持理性的亲近,可过于理性又会导致疏远,于是语言变的平淡,既不冷漠也不温暖,他的心事经过伪装,深深的埋藏在了那些波澜不惊的语句中,变成了无法交换的句读。 Perhaps looks like journey Xiao feather type because by the man who „responsibility” this word is caught in one's own trap, must wait to pass the life, will discover sometimes „responsible” does not weigh „quality” criterion, but sentimental matter is not „good” or „bad” can under the attribute. 也许像程晓羽这种因为被“责任”这个单词而作茧自缚的男人,要等自己过完了一生,才会发现有些时候“负责任”并不是衡量“好坏”的尺度,而感情这种事情也不是“好”或者“坏”能够下定语的。 For example the men like to many attractive woman responsible overbearing presidents, but the women like only to a person responsible overbearing president , is also respectively different to the quality criterion. They and their common grounds do not like with the man who resist, but before does not care, both's authenticity. 例如男人们都喜欢对很多漂亮女人负责任的霸道总裁,而女人都喜欢只对一个人负责任的霸道总裁,各自对好坏的尺度也不一样。他们与她们的共同点是都不喜欢与自己抗争的男人,而不在乎前两者的真实性。 An effort was not called itself to let others disappointed man, and insisted except for own courage, did not have other good taking advantage, if journey Xiaoyu such man must do evil, regarding the woman, was the disaster. 一个努力不叫自己让他人失望的男人,除了自己的勇气和坚持,没有别的好依仗,倘若程晓羽这样的男人要作恶,对于女人来说,就是灾难。 journey Xiaoyu too hopes oneself attend to every detail, instead somewhat cannot attend to one thing without losing track of another thing. 只是程晓羽太希望自己面面俱到,反而有些顾此失彼。 Two people each other are exchanging the life story, this night Pei Yanchen understood more journey Xiaoyu, but journey Xiaoyu also understood that more Pei Yanchen, slightly drunk later finished this dinner, journey Xiaoyu helped Pei Yanchen tidy up the table, tacit probably lived together many years of general. 两人彼此交换着人生故事,这个夜晚裴砚晨了解了更多的程晓羽,而程晓羽也了解更多的裴砚晨,微醺之后结束了这次晚餐,程晓羽帮裴砚晨收拾桌子,默契的像是同居了多年一般。 After tidying up, Pei Yanchen some special product equally same packs that bought in Jinling is also good today, tells journey Xiaoyu such to need to put the refrigerator, such need ate as soon as possible, such can put for a long time, the time on is bored to death like this, but tangled up soft dialogue passed. 收拾完毕之后,裴砚晨又把今天在金陵买的一些特产一样一样打包好,告诉了程晓羽那样需要放冰箱,那样需要尽快吃点,那样可以放久一点,时间就就在这样百无聊赖但缠绵柔软的对话的中度过。 Time to 10 : 30, this time dinner also long must result in the ending, journey Xiao the feather stood to say from the sofa: „, Studies the elder sister, please have the matter of mirror, I decide a time, you vacate the running schedule ahead of time, the telephone of company or your economic man to me, we signs a contract” 时间到了十点半,这一次的晚餐也长的必须得结尾了,程晓羽从沙发上站了起来说道:“那么,学姐,请你出镜的事情,我就定个时间,你提前空出档期,还有把你公司或者你经济人的电话给我,我们签一个合约” Pei Yanchen also stood, she looked at journey Xiaoyu saying: „Signs contract anything does not need, the friendship to play, I said to the company on the line, can in the Olympic bid promotional film that you direct the mirror, our company happy serious, as for rewarding for services rendered anything does not need completely.” 裴砚晨也站了起来,她看了看程晓羽说道:“签合约什么的就不必了,友情出演,我自己跟公司说一下就行,能在你执导的申奥宣传片中出镜,想必我们公司会高兴的不得了,至于酬劳什么的完全不需要。” journey Xiaoyu has not continued to request to the reward, but said: „Since this, that calculates me to owe you a favor, will want the opportunity to make up next time.” 程晓羽也没有继续要求给酬劳,只是说道:“既然这样,那算我欠你一个人情,希望下次有机会可以弥补。” Pei Yanchen shakes the head, then very light saying: „Understands the feather, you do not need to change the view to me the advantage, although I like you very much, from the heart likes you, but I do not hope oneself receive your influence too many I to be pure.” 裴砚晨摇头,然后十分平淡的说道:“晓羽,你没有必要换着说法给我好处,虽然我很喜欢你,发自内心的喜欢你,但我并不希望自己受你的影响太多我想要做一个纯粹的自己。” When saying that „I liked you very much, from the heart likes you”, Pei Yanchen mind is similar to ** in the boiling hot magma beat general, deeply worried was soon evaporating, however her face is cold, like saying a very ordinary matter. 在说出了那句“我很喜欢你,发自内心的喜欢你”时,裴砚晨的心灵如同**着在滚烫的岩浆中跳动一般,焦灼的快要蒸发了,但是她的面孔还是冷着的,像在说着一件很平常的事情。 But god knows Pei Yanchen hopes that at this time journey Xiao the feather can grasp her, said to her: „Studies the elder sister, I will treasure your, I only love your one person.” 可天知道裴砚晨多么希望这个时候程晓羽能够抱住她,对她说:“学姐,我会珍惜你的,我只爱你一个人。” Even deceives, no matter. 就算是欺骗,都无所谓。 But journey Xiaoyu said under the pale yellow light: „Good, I will certainly respect your idea, but the hope we will have opportunity of cooperation then journey Xiaoyu to turn the head not to look at Pei Yanchen in the future”, in Pei Yanchen line of sight, journey Xiao the feather clear outline turned into the fuzzy shadow, his saying gently: „Moreover, studies the elder sister I also to like your straw hat I also hanging on the wall of workshop very much, my really happy that time can meet with you, and catches that hat, if the time can flow backwards, I will perhaps pursue, asked your name, naturally the premise your do not run too you know quickly at that time I was very fat, perhaps could not catch up with you to be a pity, at that time I did not have the courage, if had the courage at that time, perhaps the story will be different” 但程晓羽只是在昏黄的灯光下说道:“好吧,我当然会尊重你的想法,但是还是希望将来我们还有合作的机会”接着程晓羽转过头不在看着裴砚晨,在裴砚晨的视线中,程晓羽清晰的轮廓变成了模糊的阴影,他轻轻的说道:“另外,学姐我也很喜欢你你的草帽我还挂在工作间的墙上,我真高兴那个时候能和你相遇,并接住那顶帽子如果时光能倒流的话,我也许会追上去,问你的名字,当然前提你你不要跑的太快你知道那个时候我很胖,也许追不上你真是可惜了,那个时候我没有勇气如果当时有勇气,也许故事就会不一样” Pei Yan early morning interrupts journey Xiaoyu the words unrestrained/no trace of politeness: „I said I like you, did not need you to say so many, then expanded a disappointing ending, I acknowledged a you clear fact, did not anticipate to obtain your answer, I know that liked your person being many, I was only an insignificant violinist, at best occupied a study elder sister's status, this I had self-knowledge to study the younger brother, the time, did not say that early said goodbye!” 裴砚晨毫不客气的打断程晓羽的话道:“我只是说我喜欢你而已,不需要你说这么多,然后引申出一个叫人失望的结尾,我只是承认你心里清楚的一个事实而已,并不是期待获得你的答复,我知道喜欢你的人很多,我只是微不足道的一个小提琴手而已,充其量只是占了一个学姐的身份,这点我有自知之明那么学弟,时候不早了,说再见吧！” journey Xiaoyu has not spoken toward the entrance walks, Pei Yanchen body stiff delivering journey Xiaoyu to the entrance, she told itself the formality unable to lose. 程晓羽没有说话朝门口走去,裴砚晨身体僵硬的送程晓羽到门口,她告诉自己礼节不能丢。 Changes the shoes time, has stood in the entrance bodyguard opens the door for journey Xiaoyu, journey Xiaoyu wears the shoes turn head not to look at Pei Yanchen, has not said says goodbye, but said: „Good night.” 换鞋的时候,一直站在门口的保镖替程晓羽打开门,程晓羽穿好鞋子没有回头去看身边的裴砚晨,也没有说再见,而是说道:“晚安。” He thinks that he and her basically must end story to here, even bye, two people still defined, in the alumnus related on, even about, still can only be a friend, however the development is always above the expectation 他以为他和她的故事到这里基本就要结束了,即便再见,两人也只是限定在了校友关系上,就算更近一点,也只能是朋友,然而事情的发展总是超乎预料的 Pei Yanchen looks in the burglar-proof door that in the mind closes loudly, today has experienced all look like an impractical dream to be the same, she as if entered journey Xiaoyu the life like this shortly, just started extravagantly about them in the future the imagination of happy destiny, rapid was taken away by the reality. 裴砚晨看着在脑海中轰然关上的防盗门,今天经历过的一切就像是一场不切实际的梦一般,她仿佛就这样短暂的进入了程晓羽的生活,刚开始铺张关于他们将来甜蜜命运的想象,就迅速的被现实带离。 She has not felt the tap web piercing ache, finally also the matter when expectation, she felt oneself looked like loses the acute hearing to be common, cannot hear himself to draw the zither | Jean melody, Pei Yanchen the lamp of threshold to buddhism place closes in the silence, can only feel when touched the deepness of fingertip, could not hear in that air singing. 她并没有感受到锥心刺骨的疼痛,结果也是在预料之内的事情,她只是觉得自己像失了聪一般,听不到自己拉琴时的旋律,裴砚晨在无声中将玄关处的灯关上,只能感觉到触键时指尖的深沉,听不到那空气中啪嗒的鸣唱。 She arrives at the window, the dark blue night exaggerated the entire field of vision, journey Xiaoyu the private car had not come out from the place storehouse, vision obvious, only then also wanted the crowded light compared with the star light, under the silver moonlight, the street light and headlight of shining formed the silk fabrics general rivers. 她走到窗户边上,深蓝的夜晚渲染了整个视野,程晓羽的座驾还没有从地库中出来,目光可见的,只有比星光还要密集的灯光,在银色的月色之下,流光溢彩的街灯和车灯形成了绸缎一般的河流。 All these silent. 这一切都是无声的。 Until journey Xiaoyu the private car starts out the storehouse, Pei Yanchen thought that left the soul of body to return to the body, thinks that previous suspicion, Pei Yanchen line of sight has not been following journey Xiaoyu the private car, but stared in previous that made her live the shadow place that the vigilant car(riage) hid secretly. 直到程晓羽的座驾开出地库,裴砚晨才觉得离开身体的魂魄回归了身体,想到上次的怀疑,裴砚晨的视线并没有跟随着程晓羽的座驾,而是盯在了上次那辆让她暗生警惕的车所隐藏的阴影处。 Actually Pei Yanchen has not believed that oneself sixth sense, she thinks cared journey Xiaoyu the safety, is therefore very suspicious, therefore her innermost feelings have not been ready. 其实裴砚晨并没有那么相信自己的第六感,她以为只是过于关心程晓羽的安全,所以杯弓蛇影而已,所以她的内心并没有做好准备。 When the car(riage) drives out of that dark corner , when follows journey Xiaoyu the private car, Pei Yanchen finds it hard to believe that she has not thought completely oneself suspicion unexpectedly became. 所以当果真有一辆车驶出那一片黑暗的角落,跟上程晓羽的座驾之时,裴砚晨是觉得不可思议的,她完全没有想到自己的怀疑居然成了真。 These decibels that this flash, lost stir in the eardrum, like the alarm of suddenly resounding, making her heart start to tremble, losing that she will experience a moment ago threw completely after the brain, immediately found the cell phone, and burning with impatience journey Xiaoyu the call 这一瞬间,原本丢失的那些分贝在耳膜中鼓荡起来,如同突然响起的警钟,让她的心开始发颤,她将刚才所经历的失落完全抛在了脑后,立刻找到了手机,并心急如焚的拨打了程晓羽的电话 ( Two-in-one renews, one, in midnight) rw (二合一更新,还有一更,在半夜)rw