MLSIAI :: Volume #2

#118: original sin and redemption

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journey Xiaoyu asked the service person to come for Liu Bin dian? the coffee, how smiled has the mood that a being hard word is narrating to ask „the cup Is the music insufficient?” 程晓羽叫了服务员来替刘斌点了杯咖啡,笑中带着一点难以言叙的情绪问道“怎么？音乐不够好吗？” Liu Bin took up the paper goods on table to wipe the perspiration on forehead, shaking the head say/way „not, no, was good. Was well indescribable to me.” 刘斌拿起桌上的纸巾擦了擦额头上的汗,摇摇头道“不,不,就是太好了。好到我无法形容。” journey Xiaoyu hears does not have the happy expression to the really most sincere praise like this, this flash he felt that oneself soul is empty, he drank a coffee to conceal the non- nature in a hurry, the corners of the mouth little dark dirt has not wiped with the paper goods, said slowly „, because this song should be such, it , in my mind appeared, was such!” He must face such issue eventually, he once conceived to be excessively innumerable, when was asked how this/should must reply, but such answer as if found time on him the complete strength. 程晓羽听到这样至真至诚的赞美却没有喜色,这一瞬间他感觉自己的灵魂是空洞的,他匆匆喝了口咖啡掩饰不自然,嘴角一点点暗色的污渍都没有用纸巾拭去,缓缓的说“因为这首歌就应该是这样的啊,它在我脑海里出现的时候,就是这样的啊！”他终究要面对这样问题,他曾设想过无数次,被人问到时该要怎么样回答,而这样的答案仿佛抽空了他身上的全部力气。 When everyone praised his talent naturally, he ashamed, he also tried to convince itself: Did the thing of without owner, pick not to turn over to me? But he has not obtained the tranquility of innermost feelings, he even is a little afraid others to ask „is you writes?” Such issue. Is shouldering the precious incomparable memory, is he biggest original sin. 当所有人理所当然的赞美他的才华的时候,他惭愧过,他也试图说服自己:无主之物,捡到不是就归我了吗？可他从来没有获得过内心的平静,他甚至有点害怕别人问到“是你写的吗？”这样的问题。背负着珍贵无比的记忆,是他最大的原罪。 Liu Bin to has not paid attention to journey Xiaoyu the non- nature, gawked the moment, felt perhaps oneself cannot understand the thought of talent. 刘斌到没有注意程晓羽的不自然,愣了片刻,觉得自己也许不能够理解天才的思维。 A creation of song after the ordinary circumstances generally is first word composes , the situation of after often has first composes, to compose fixed-style verses. But the former are quite many. After the song and poem is completed, generally is manufactured the little guy by tune author, oneself record to sing. Generally singing in little guy sang with the falsetto gently then. Later remains well spare. The singers have listened to the little guy, after making a final decision sings this work, the tune author the collection of music scores and song little guy delivers the singer and producer. Looks to arrange. Arranges to attain the collection of music scores and little guy( does not need little guy sometimes), starts to arrange. This probably is song a step of completion. 按一般情况来说一首歌的创作过程一般是先词后谱曲,也经常有先作曲后填词的情况。但前者比较多。词曲完成之后,一般由曲作者本人制作小样,自己录上唱。一般小样中的唱均用假声轻轻唱即可。之后留好备用。歌手听过小样,敲定演唱这首作品之后,曲作者将曲谱和歌曲小样交付歌手和制作人。找编曲。编曲拿到曲谱和小样(有时不需要小样),开始进行编曲。这大概是一首歌曲的完成的步骤。 Liu Bin is unable to understand as before, what kind of concept in journey Xiao the Hasato mind appears is? journey Xiaoyu the reply is too mysterious, making in his brain be one group of starch, felt oneself come up to closely examine like this, is not quite polite, first pulled out own name card to give journey Xiaoyu, „embarrassed, has not introduced oneself, I was the music editor-in-chief of GG music network.” 刘斌依旧无法理解,程晓羽里脑海里出现是怎么样的概念？程晓羽的回答太玄妙,让他脑子里还是一团浆糊,又觉得自己一上来就这样追问,非常不太礼貌,先掏出了自己的名片递给程晓羽,“不好意思,还没有自我介绍,我是GG音乐网的音乐总编。” journey Xiao the feather innermost feelings are heavy, no mood watches the name card, optional in place pocket, astringent said with a smile „doesn't matter, I have not introduced oneself, my name was journey Xiaoyu, the Fudan Attached middle school high three students.” 程晓羽内心沉甸甸的,也没有心情看名片,随意的将之放在兜里,涩涩的笑着说道“没关系,我也没有自我介绍啊,我叫程晓羽,复旦附中高三的学生。” Liu Bin knows that the toxicant is very young, has not thought that is so young, such work should not be the work of high-school student in any event, the transcendence time of regardless of the ideal condition of song and poem highly arranging. Liu Bin could not bear and asked that „four songs really all are you complete independently?” 刘斌知道毒药很年轻,没想到却这么年轻,这样的作品无论如何都不应该是个高中生的作品,不论从词曲的意境高度还是编曲的超越时代。刘斌忍不住又问“四首歌曲真的全是你独立完成的吗？” journey Xiaoyu presses down the innermost feelings the shame, attended to about him saying that „my three years old start to practice the piano, 16 -year-old finished Chopin international piano competition's third, that year one and two from lacking. Also studied independently the guitar, the rack drum and synthesizer, the guitar should be the Grandmaster level, in the family/home has my work room and recording room. The popular music is only my hobby. I think that you come to here also not only discuss the music for and me?” 程晓羽按下内心的惭愧,顾左右而言他道“我三岁开始练习钢琴,十六岁获得肖邦国际钢琴大赛第三名,那一年的一、二名从缺。还自学了吉他,架子鼓和合成器,吉他应该是大师水平,家里有我的工作室和录音室。流行音乐只是我的爱好。我想您来这里也不仅仅只是为了和我讨论音乐的吧？” Liu Bin hears journey Xiaoyu the self- synopsis to suck in an cold air/Qi, is vice- cultivates the tenor outstanding student of piano as the composition, naturally understands that substantive first of Chopin international piano competition means anything, said that the talent also dislikes this word short weight. Then Liu Bin is not having doubts, will talk to pull subject „I to know, can you with GG music network signing.” 刘斌听到程晓羽的自我简介倒抽一口冷气,做为作曲系副修钢琴的中音高材生,当然明白肖邦国际钢琴大赛的实质性的第一名意味着什么,说天才都还嫌这个词份量不够。这下刘斌不在疑惑,将谈话扯回了正题“我想知道,您能不能和GG音乐网签约。” journey Xiaoyu breathed out the tone, he did not have the means openly saying that these music were his works, as a musician, he had certainly his self-respect, he had the consideration to write oneself work to come, but tune in mind made him more helpless, these outstanding works like the ray in darkness, where made his cannot help but toward looked, therefore his anything could not write. 程晓羽嘘了口气,他没有办法堂而皇之的说这些音乐是他的作品,做为一个音乐人,他当然有他的自尊,他不是没有考虑写出自己的作品来,可是脑海里的曲库让他更本无能为力,那些优秀的作品就像黑暗里的光芒一样,让他不由自主的朝哪里看,于是他什么都写不出来。 journey Xiaoyu looks at the Liu Bin sincere vision, impatient rushes to the action of Shanghai from Guangzhou, made him feel Liu Bin's sincerity, replied „signing naturally.” 程晓羽看着刘斌诚挚的目光,还有迫不及待从羊城赶到上海的举动,也让他感受到了刘斌的诚意,回答道“签约当然可以。” Liu Bin hears these words to feel relieved, the stiff back, collapses slightly. 刘斌听到这句话如释重负,挺直的脊背,都稍微垮塌下来。 journey Xiaoyu an actually thread of conversation road for grain shipment „, but my condition are quite many, you must consider can oneself withstand.” 程晓羽却话锋一转道“但是我的条件比较多哦,你们得考虑自己能不能承受。” Liu Bin knows that journey Xiaoyu is not good to deal with, asking a price will be definitely high, but so long as at this moment he can put forward the condition, has the leeway that discussed that said again he does not believe a high-school student can have the big appetite, therefore said that „what condition was open to discuss, was divided into us to be able according to the maximum proportion, even had/left CD we to be able according when immediately red star was divided to conduct, my sincerity was full.” 刘斌知道程晓羽不好应付,要价必然会高,但此刻只要他能提出条件来,就有商量的余地,再说他也不相信一个高中生能有多大的胃口,于是笑着说“什么条件都好商量,分成我们可以按最高比例,甚至出CD我们可以按照当下当红明星的分成来进行,我的诚意非常足。” journey Xiaoyu shakes the head with a smile, restored some own pride, said in a soft voice „speaks the truth, money to me not most important, I do not want to change the current condition, in other words, life under the spotlight to me, was not I wants. Therefore, wants me to sign, must first protect my privacy, what I sell is only my music, rather than I, can you understand?” 程晓羽笑着摇了摇头,恢复了一些自己的骄傲,轻声道“说实话,钱对我来说并不是最重要的,我并不想改变当下的状态,也就是说,聚光灯下的生活对我来说,并不是我想要的。所以,要我签约,首先就要保护我的隐私,我出售的只是我的音乐,而不是我这个人,您能明白吗？” Liu Bin hesitated, such star of low key also has, therefore replies immediately „this should not be the too major problem?” 刘斌迟疑了一下,这样的低调的明星也不是没有,所以立刻回答道“这应该不是太大的问题吧？” journey Xiaoyu looks at Liu Bin's expression, knows that he does not have thorough understanding, therefore also answered that „I mean, I only exist with my pen name, hopes that you must sign the security provision with me, I sell the music to you, other things I do not coordinate.” 程晓羽看着刘斌的表情,知道他还是没有彻底的明白,于是又解释道“我的意思是,我只以我的笔名存在,也希望你们要和我签保密条款,我向你们出售音乐,其他事情我一律不配合。” Liu Bin then understands that journey Xiaoyu requirement, greatly reduced as the value of star if so, this means, he will not participate in various propagandas, did not consult develops, will not do the advertisement, will not hold the concert. Can't Liu Bin bear and asks „the concert not to open?” 刘斌这才明白程晓羽的要求,但这样的话作为明星的价值就大大降低了,这就意味着,他不会参加各种宣传,不会商演,不会拍广告,甚至不会开演唱会。刘斌忍不住又问道“连演唱会都不开吗？” journey Xiaoyu smiles „at least temporarily will not consider, first do not want is so far, I have the condition, you first listen, if must release the recording, the partner can only be on the river recording.” 程晓羽笑了笑说“起码暂时不会考虑,您先别想这么远,我还有条件呢,您先听完,如果要发行唱片的话,合作方只能是上河唱片。” Although Liu Bin does not understand why this is, but compares with on one, this really not too major problem. 刘斌虽然不明白这是为什么,但和上一条比起来,这实在不算太大的问题。 journey Xiaoyu continues to say fast „all my music incomes not take a single cent, your GG music network must help me establish a fund, the fund mainly faces to contract individual who the serious disease is incapable of bearing the medical expense and dropout.” 程晓羽继续快速说道“我所有的音乐收益分文不取,你们GG音乐网要帮我成立一个基金,基金主要面对患重大疾病无力负担医疗费用的个人和失学儿童。” Liu Bin heard this whole person to be shocked, when only journey Xiaoyu does not understand that this middle money was the huge number, say/way of being at a loss for words „you know how many you in the future the possible income is? I will not say the future, you know that these songs, how many will you several hours of income have?” 刘斌听到这一条整个人都惊呆了,只当程晓羽不明白这中间的金钱是多庞大的数字,张口结舌的道“你知道你将来可能的收益是多少吗？我不说将来,你知道这几首歌,你几个小时的收益有多少吗？” To journey Xiaoyu he understands certainly that the values of these songs, Zhou Dong sold a 2400 W recording in the recording industry final magnificence, can he unable to figure out such simple number? 对程晓羽来说他当然明白这些歌曲的价值,周董在唱片业最后的辉煌里卖出了2400W张唱片,他能算不出这样简单的数字？ However how much money he will not care, this is he uploads the music the time thinks the good matter. He naturally is not a sage, but is the sage does not represent him not to have the bottom line. He cannot achieve shameless takes should not own thing, gains more benefits. He obtains are too many, if has not paid anything, he thought that his own sleep/felt will not rest continually calmly and steadily. Therefore he replied Liu Bin time is especially firm, even a little unloads the serious burden relaxed feeling „I to think that at heart music priceless, I only want to share my music with the world, if on involving the benefit, I will think that my own anything will unable to write. Facing God and music time, I need to maintain a humble mind frequently, the fame and fortune and money can only corrode them, but to me, the value of music is much higher than money, moreover I am not short of money to use.” Actually at this time journey Xiao the feather most needed money time, although the song in the future is a money printing machine, but at this moment is actually a committing suicide monster. 但是多少钱他都不会在乎,这本来就是他上传音乐的时候想好的事情。他当然不是圣人,但是不是圣人不代表他没有底线。他做不到恬不知耻的拿着不应该属于自己的东西,获取更多利益。他从中得到的已经太多,如果还不付出点什么,他觉得他自己连觉都会睡不安稳。所以他回答刘斌的时候格外坚定,甚至有点心里卸下沉重的负担的轻松感“我想音乐是无价的,我只想和世人分享我的音乐,如果牵扯上利益,我会觉得我自己什么都将写不出来了。面对上帝与音乐的时候,我需要时刻保持一颗谦卑的心灵,名利与金钱只能腐蚀他们,而对我来说,音乐的价值远远高于金钱,而且我本身并不太缺钱用。”其实这个时候正是程晓羽最需要金钱的时候,细语将来虽然是个印钞机,但此刻却是个吞金的怪兽。 Liu Bin was silent, he also somewhat suspected journey Xiaoyu, but he felt at this moment has such ideological level certainly is deeply loves the music the talent to add the lunatic extremely. Everyone knows that the talent destroys in the fame and fortune mostly, but average man who can resist such seduction, but is loyal to itself to believe devotionally? 刘斌沉默了,原先他还有些怀疑程晓羽,但此刻他觉得有这样思想境界的一定是个极度热爱音乐的天才加疯子。谁都知道天才大都毁于名利,但常人谁能抵挡这样的诱惑,而忠于自己虔诚的信仰？ At this moment he is not working as a child journey Xiaoyu, but was full of the respect to him, but he actually has saying that „you aren't under the consideration? Actually so long as you put out half of incomes to come to be enough!” 此刻他不在把程晓羽当个小孩子来看,而是对他充满了尊敬,但他却不得不说“你不在考虑下吗？其实您只要拿出一半收益来就足够了！” journey Xiaoyu looked down the dark brown coffee, transferred in the cup with the ladle turned circle to say with a smile „your companies to accept the first two conditions to discuss this issue! I believe that your firm is also company that has the moral character, regarding the total revenue brings I who make the public welfare, the treaty will not be harsh.” 程晓羽低头看了看深褐色的咖啡,用勺子在杯子里转了转圈笑着道“等你们公司答应前两个条件在来谈论这个问题吧！我相信贵公司也是个有品格的公司,对于将全部收入拿来做公益的我,条约不会苛刻。” Liu Bin also smiled said that „that was natural, your matter I will report with the company president directly, you can make decided like this, I admired, at least I could not achieve this point, but I will certainly gain the biggest benefit for your fund, for general patients and children.” 刘斌也笑了说道“那是当然,您的事情我会直接跟公司总裁汇报,您能做出这样决定,我个人是非常敬佩的,起码我就做不到这一点,但我一定会为您的基金争取最大的利益,也是为了广大患者和儿童。” journey Xiaoyu thinks at this time is clear all request expressions, thought that at least completed part of redemption, stands to shake hand with Liu Bin on own initiative, said that „that good, I also highly believe you, I wait for you to help me secure the biggest rights, please contact with me momentarily, I wanted the college entrance examination immediately, but must go home to review. Very sorry, cannot ask you to dine. I want you also to come the SH words next time, I lead certainly you to go good delicious.” 程晓羽这个时候认为已经将自己所有的要求表达清楚,更觉得至少自己完成了一部分的救赎,站起来主动跟刘斌握了手,说道“那好,我也非常相信您,我就等着您帮我争取最大的权益,请您随时和我联系吧,我马上就要高考了,还得回家复习。很抱歉,不能请您用餐。我想下次您还能来SH的话,我一定带您去好好吃一顿。” Liu Bin grips journey Xiaoyu the hand, felt that has thousand honored heaviness, looks at journey Xiao feather resplendent, if the eye of stars, feels in this world because just will have such person to exist will be happy. 刘斌握住程晓羽的手,感觉有千钧之重,看着程晓羽灿若星辰的眼睛,觉得这个世界上正因为有这样的人存在才会美好。 Liu Bin had the words to say, actually does not know should say anything, the countless words can only form a few words „we certainly to say goodbye.” Said that Liu Bin swung journey Xiaoyu the hand layer on layer/heavily. 刘斌有话想说,却不知道该说什么,千言万语只能汇成一句话“我们一定会再见的。”说完刘斌重重摇了摇程晓羽的手。 journey Xiaoyu nods with a smile, turns around to walk toward Fudan University, where his car(riage) also stops. 程晓羽笑着点头,转身朝复旦大学走去,他的车还停在哪里。 Liu Bin looks at candlelight of journey Xiao the feather slightly fat back as if ignition under the big crown, the shadow under that black light like burning flame. 刘斌看着程晓羽微胖的背影在高大的树冠下面仿佛点燃的烛火,那黑色的灯光下的暗影如同燃烧着的火焰。 Seven points Shanghai weather to evening, the street lights of roadside by chance in journey Xiaoyu walks should gather his footsteps grading to lighten, the blue backdrop sweeps across to come like the tide, tranquil later is similar to the deep sea equally to be boundlessly grand, the stars of silver-white crescent moon and twinkle seem like the partly visible luminous spot in mighty waves. 七点的上海天色向晚,路边的一盏盏路灯恰巧在程晓羽行走之间应合着他的脚步次第点亮,蓝色的天幕像潮水一样席卷而来,平静之后如同深海一样壮阔无垠,银白色的月牙和闪烁的星辰好像波涛中的若隐若现的光点。 But the form that he goes far away is the same like this uncertain night lighthouse, is attracting Liu Bin's attention, at this time he was filled with emotion. 而他远去的身影却如同这渺茫夜晚的灯塔一样,吸引着刘斌的视线,这个时候他感慨万千。 Those images and scenes make him feel, in this world dark it does not exist, they lack the baptism their ray. 此情此景让他觉得,这世界上黑暗本身是不存在的,他们只是缺少洗礼他们的光线。 ( Thanks by depending on meow, yellow Banyun, sadness? Hitting of dynasty enjoyed. This chapter of writing unusual is strenuous, I think that journey Xiao the feather should complete a self- redemption, some people looked that front once said journey Xiaoyu feels inferior timidly . I want in fact he also to want anyone proud and brave, as an artist this is he noblest quality. But I from individual, read so many entertainment articles, whenever the author writes, in book leading character no burden appropriates to oneself these great literary work, my innermost feelings are the rejection. Everyone was born has the original sin, for example greedy with desire, but as a person, the original sin is not all, he should also have a more complex good moral character, if the male lord personality is not very noble, he does match these so happy female lord with what? Is being gentle in my journey Xiaoyu, proud tender, bottom line, although is not high the younger sister who can actually persevere to control! Un, the last word that actually I want to say is the key point. Writes about me to like Su Yu now this role, I think that who will have such a younger sister to turn into the younger sister to control! Un, above! Thank everyone to look at me to write so many idle talk, I also loved you!) (感谢由依喵、黄半云、伤心？皇朝的打赏。这一章写的非常费力,我想程晓羽应该是完成了一次自我的救赎,有人看前面曾说程晓羽自卑、怯懦。我想实际上他比谁都还要骄傲和勇敢着的,做为一个艺术家这是他最高贵的品质。而我从个人来说,看了那么多娱乐文,每当作者写到,书中主人公毫无负担的将这些伟大作品据为己有,我的内心是拒绝的。每个人出生都带着原罪,比如贪婪与欲望,但做为一个人来说,原罪不是一切,他还应该具有更加复杂的善良品性,如果男主人格不够高尚,他拿什么匹配那些如此美好的女主？在我心里的程晓羽是个温柔着,傲娇着,底线虽然不高却能坚守住的妹控！嗯,其实我想说的最后一个词才是重点。写到现在我非常非常喜欢苏虞兮这个角色,我想谁有这样一个妹妹都会变成妹控吧!嗯,以上！感谢大家看我写了这么多废话,我也爱你们！)
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