People always long for obtains these never to have thing, but after having, will fondly remember the thing that these lose. 人们总是渴望得到那些自己从未拥有过的东西,而在拥有之后,又会去怀念那些自己失去的东西。 Two sit the child on aquarium bench is away from is very near, the innumerable tourists pass through in a hurry, only then their two sit in the original position as before. 两个坐在水族馆长椅上的孩子距离很近,无数游客匆匆走过,只有他们两个依旧坐在原处。 Has been closed happiness at home, he is the blind parents' eyes, their will rarely come to this person many places. 一直被关在家里的高兴,他是盲人父母的眼睛,他们一家都很少会来这种人多的地方。 In he bright beautiful eyes hidden an anxiety, the tourists confused and noisy voice is also making him feel timid. Grabs the arm rest of bench, his vision is staring at the store of aquarium, his blind mother is purchasing the penguin ice cream for him. 他明亮美丽的眼睛中隐藏着一丝不安,游客们噪杂的声音也让他感到胆怯。抓着长椅的扶手,他的目光盯着水族馆的商店,他的盲人母亲正在为他购买企鹅冰激凌。 Today perhaps is really a special day, in the past his parents at all not possible to buy that type of thing for him. 今天或许真是个特别的日子,以往他的父母根本不可能为他买那种东西。 The blind mother holds the ice cream to go out of the store cautiously, her anything cannot see, can only protect the child the thing that with the hand wants to eat, bends the waist slightly, in direction little fumble toward impression. 盲人母亲小心翼翼捧着冰激凌走出商店,她什么都看不见,只能用手护着自己孩子想要吃的东西,微微弯腰,朝着印象中的方向一点点摸索。 Mother's world is a darkness, can show the way for her, only then own sound. 妈妈的世界是一片漆黑,能够为她指路的,只有自己的声音。 Is just about to shout the blind mother happily , the woman takes two ice cream to go out, she is self-confident, puts on the fashion, probably the whole body powder is shining. 高兴正要呼喊盲人母亲,又有一位女士拿着两个冰激凌走出,她自信美丽,穿着时尚,好像全身都散发着光。 Two mothers stand, contrast that bright, as if they do not come from the same world. 两位母亲站在一起,对比是那么的鲜明,仿佛她们不是来自同一个世界。 The woman is very polite, very good, she is smiling the help blind person mother, supports by the arm her to pass through the crowd, walks toward bench here. 女士很有礼貌,也非常的善良,她微笑着帮助盲人母亲,搀扶着她走过人群,朝着长椅这里走来。 Present, was happy how not to have the means to forget: " If she is my mother, that should good. " 眼前的一幕,高兴怎么都没办法忘记:「如果她是我的妈妈,那该有多好.」 Looked happily to nearby Gao Cheng, that blind child anything could not see obviously, but he was actually not afraid, he as if knows that oneself mother can definitely meet itself, he can wait till that depth to love his person forever. 高兴看向了旁边的高诚,那个盲人小孩明明什么都看不见,可他却一点都不害怕,他似乎知道自己的妈妈肯定会来接自己,他永远都可以等到那位深爱着他的人。 " Should this be a family member? " 「这应该才是家人吧？」 Blind mother unceasing expressed gratitude to that woman, later gave the ice cream in hand happily. 盲人母亲不断的对那位女士道谢,随后将手中的冰淇凌递给了高兴。 The penguin ice cream edge melted a point, fell on the blind mother finger, she simply has not cared, places the mouth to sip. 企鹅冰激凌边缘融化了一点,落在了盲人母亲手指上,她根本没有在意,放在嘴边抿了一下。 She does not hate to buy for oneself, gave happily the ice cream. 她不舍得给自己买,把冰激凌给了高兴。 But happy this time actually some lowering the head of feeling inferior, he sees that woman to front the paper goods and her blind child is eating the ice cream together. 可高兴此时却有些自卑的低着头,他看见那位女士垫着纸巾和她的盲人孩子一起吃着冰激凌。 Because Gao Cheng eyes lose one's sight, therefore that woman very patient described all in aquarium for him, in that woman mouth, world that happy, even if could not see, all were still full of the color probably. 因为高诚双眼失明,所以那位女士就很耐心的为他描述水族馆里的一切,在那位女士嘴里,世界是那么的美好,就算看不见,一切也好像充满了色彩。 After finishing eating the ice cream, the woman held child's hand to leave. 吃完冰激凌后,女士拉着自己孩子的手离开。 Bites the egg roll little, happy standing up cannot help but, he walked one step toward that lady's back. 一点点咬碎蛋卷,高兴不由自主的站起,他朝着那位女士的背影走了一步。 " Finished eating? " The blind mother heard the sound, following stood: " We go to stroll again, after all the price is so expensive. " 「吃完了吗？」盲人母亲听见了声响,也跟着站了起来:「我们再去多逛逛吧,毕竟票价那么贵。」 " Good " 「好」 Is holding mother's hand happily, distant follows that woman, he does not know why oneself must do like this, possibly merely is only one type to happy yearning. 高兴牵着母亲的手,远远的跟着那位女士,他也不知道自己为什么要这样去做,可能仅仅只是一种对美好的向往。 They pass through Cross-Harbor Tunnel together, the polar paradise, watches in the water to perform, that day was happy happiest a day, was he has smiled most multiple one day. 她们一起走过海底隧道,极地乐园,观看水中表演,那一天是高兴最开心的一天,也是他笑过最多次的一天。 Happy has not known on following what happened, he feels very joyful, perhaps the happy life must start. 高兴还不知道接下来自己身上会发生什么事情,他只是觉得很快乐,也许美好的生活就要开始了。 He forgot temporarily the blind parents, forgot the poor family, forgot the these bullied memory, he passed truly for several hours like the child. 他暂时忘记了盲人父母,忘记了贫困的家庭,忘记了自己那些被欺负的记忆,他真正像个孩子一样度过了几个小时。 Soon closes, happy does not want to leave as before, he goes out of the channel in the urging of broadcast with the blind mother finally. 快要闭园的时候,高兴依旧不想要离开,他最后是在广播的催促中才和盲人母亲走出通道。 Longing departure, the happy next quarter and saw own blind father, to save an admission ticket, the father has not entered the aquarium, he has stayed in the station, sat for several hours there. 依依不舍的离开,高兴下一刻又看到了自己的盲人父亲,为了节省一张门票,父亲并未进入水族馆,他一直呆在车站,在那里坐了好几个小时。 Innermost feelings was covered by another mood joyfully, even strolls again the multiple aquariums, that not being able to say mood will look like the root puncture to grip as in the chest. 内心的快乐被另外一种情绪覆盖,就算逛再多次水族馆,那种说不出的情绪依旧会像根刺般扎在心口。 Silent return station, a blind father not complaint. 默不作声的回到车站,盲人父亲没有一句抱怨。 The setting sun falls, 夕阳落下, The public transportation that they must wait for has not come, at this time looks that very expensive car(riage) stopped suddenly in the face of their one. 他们要等的公交车还没有来,这时候一辆看着很昂贵的车突然停在了他们一家面前。 " Weren't you in that aquarium with my half-day child? " The sound that the women are familiar with spreads from the car(riage), on her face has the happy expression: " It is getting dark, where do you live? Do I deliver you to go home? " 「你不是那个水族馆里跟了我半天的小孩吗？」女人熟悉的声音从车内传出,她脸上带着笑意:「天快黑了,你们住在哪里？我送你们回家？」 Happy has not thought that the woman knows oneself have followed she, is somewhat embarrassed, he stands in same place has not moved. 高兴没想到女人知道自己一直跟着她,有些不好意思,他站在原地没动。 At this time his blind father's response somewhat is also strange, the father remembers the voice of woman probably: " Have you also gone to the third eye clinic? " 此时他那位盲人父亲的反应也有些奇怪,父亲好像记得女人的声音:「你是不是也去过第三眼科医院？」 " Right, my child contracts the congenital visual distrubance, therefore I can lead him to go to the third eye clinic frequently to see a doctor. " The woman is very polite, she opens the vehicle door, prepares to sit by own child in the copilot position, but happy does not know, he himself walks toward the copilot position. 「对啊,我的孩子患有先天性视觉障碍,所以我经常会带他去第三眼科医院看病。」女士很有礼貌,她打开车门,准备让自己的孩子坐在副驾驶位上,但高兴并不知道,他自己朝着副驾驶位走去。 " You make way, do not keep off between me and mother! " Because Gao Cheng cannot see, did not bump into carefully happily, but he does not prepare to apologize. 「你让开,不要挡在我和妈妈中间！」高诚因为看不见,不小心碰到了高兴,但他并不准备道歉。 Happy has not said anything, he is always spiritless and never forwards with the father who the person argued suddenly, grabbed Gao Cheng's hand ruthlessly. 高兴还未说什么,他一向懦弱、从不跟人争辩的父亲突然向前,狠狠抓住了高诚的手。 " Do you want to do? " Gao Cheng cannot see, had a scare. 「你要干什么？」高诚看不见,被吓了一跳。 The blind father lifts the arm, his almost fan to Gao Cheng's face on: " In this world, you cannot bully him only. " 盲人父亲抬起胳膊,他差点扇到高诚的脸上:「这个世界上,唯独你不能欺负他。」 The blind parents cannot see, is very at heart clear, they replaced two children in private, Gao Cheng is their own flesh and blood, the blind father after recognizing the opposite party, will choose begins directly. 盲人父母看不见,心里却十分清楚,他们私下更换了两个孩子,高诚才是他们的亲生骨肉,盲人父亲在认出对方后,才会选择直接动手。 " Can't he bully me only? " Happiness somewhat vacant, but also without he wants to understand, the blind father is holding happy and wife's hand, walks toward the distant place. 「唯独他不能欺负我？」高兴有些茫然,还没等他想明白,盲人父亲就牵着高兴和自己妻子的手,朝远处走去。 The destiny gave the happy prompt, the staggered life presented a small focus. 命运给了高兴一个提示,交错的生活出现了一个小小的焦点。 After waiting for the weather to get dark completely, rejoice and parents go home together. 等天色完全黑下来之后,高兴才和父母一起回到了家。 Room that narrows narrowly, how regardless to clean the unusual smell that can have, these pulled back the reality happily. 狭窄逼仄的房间,无论怎么打扫都会存在的异味,这些把高兴拉回了现实。 " Yes, this is my family/home, my life. " 「是啊,这才是我的家,我的生活。」 Like in the past, after the help parents completed various housework, happily returned to own small room. 像往常那样,帮助父母做完各种家务后,高兴回到了自己的小房间里。 Today had too many matter, how he cannot fall asleep, to late at night, him does not feel sleepily. 今天发生了太多事情,他怎么都睡不着,一直到后半夜,他还是感觉不困。 Sits up from the mattress, hears the parents to argue anything happily indistinctly. 从褥子上坐起,高兴隐约听见父母在争论着什么。 He has not turned on the light, opens the door gently. 他没有开灯,轻轻打开门。 tall Xingjia only has an independent bed closet, the blind parents left happily that room, they in the evening the bedding shop in the living room, this will be their bunks. 高兴家只有一个单独的小卧室,盲人父母把那个房间留给了高兴,他们晚上会把被褥铺在客厅里,这就是他们的床铺。 " Really can do this? " 「真的要这样做吗？」 " The eye that the city most tallies is the happy eyes, so long as he is willing to contribute, our children can on the life of normal person, that wife unable to make money to us for a lifetime, our can change. " 「全市最符合的眼睛就是高兴的双眼,只要他愿意捐献出去,我们的孩子才能过上正常人的生活,那位太太也会给我们一辈子都挣不到钱,我们一家都能有所改变。」 " But this to happy is unfair. " 「可这对高兴太不公平。」 " I know, we have owed that child is too many. " 「我知道,我们已经欠那个孩子太多了。」 The couple have not continued to chat again, their innermost feelings also incomparable suffering. 夫妻两人没有再继续聊下去,他们的内心也无比煎熬。 " Can sign the agreement? " 「要不要签字同意？」 " Does not know " 「不知道」 The couple are chatting with very low sound, they cannot fall asleep, but they have not thought that at this moment, the happiness stands in own room entrance, he heard all. 夫妻两人用很低的声音聊着,他们根本睡不着,只是他们没有想到,此时此刻,高兴就站在自己房间门口,他听见了一切。 " Our children? That child? I. Isn't their children? " The happy facial skin starts the irregular distortion, his eyelid beats, the fragile body becomes somewhat abnormal. 「我们的孩子？那个孩子？我.不是他们的孩子吗？」高兴的脸皮开始不规律的扭曲,他眼皮跳动,瘦弱的身体变得有些畸形。 He stands in same place, after when continuously the parents fall asleep, he arrived at another side of the living room quietly, changes parents' clothes pocket unceasingly. 他站在原地,一直等到父母睡着之后,他悄悄走到了客厅另一边,不断翻动父母的衣服口袋。 Finally he discovered in the band of father clothes an agreement, the hospital hopes the blind parents can the happy eye, " contribution " give Gao Cheng. 最终他在父亲衣服的夹层里发现了一份协议书,医院希望盲人父母可以把高兴的眼睛,「捐献」给高诚。 For these days the blind parents went to the eye clinic, to not give self-verifying eye, but has hesitated. 这几天盲人父母去眼科医院,根本不是为了给自己检查眼睛,而是一直在犹豫。 " Why? Why can give others my eye? Amn't I your children? You did not say that I am your eyes! Why must give one own eye 「为什么？为什么要把我的眼睛给别人？我不是你们的孩子吗？你们不是说我是你们的眼睛吗！为什么要把自己的眼睛给一 The stranger, why must make me same live with you in the darkness! " 个陌生人,为什么要让我跟你们一样活在黑暗当中！」 The happy face and body start to twist rapidly, the trim memory is changing, on all goods grew the ugly face completely. 高兴的脸和身体开始迅速扭曲,整片记忆都在发生变化,所有物品上全部长出了丑陋的人脸。 The table, chair, quilt and house, side these familiar things change into the person who the body twists, their as if rope twines in together, wove the smothery relationship network. 桌子、椅子、被子、房子,身边那些熟悉的物件化为身体扭曲的人,他们仿佛绳索般缠绕在一起,编织出了让人透不过气的关系网。 Some person skin surfaces full are the mucilage, the body distortion are serious, smooth deceitful, in big net like a fish in water. 有些人皮肤表面满是粘液,身体畸变严重,圆滑狡诈,在大网中如鱼得水。 Also some people were fettered in the middle of the rope, gradually the room breath sinks, many distortion step on him to crawl toward the high place. 还有些人被束缚在绳索当中,逐渐室息下沉,更多的畸变者踩着他朝高处爬去。 This is in the happy eye the real world, fills the wicked world. 这就是高兴眼中真实的世界,一个充满恶的世界。 Emaciated happy tumbles in such terrifying world, very far place, lose the sight of both eyes Gao Cheng also to pray for rescue. 瘦弱的高兴在这样恐怖的世界里翻滚,很远的地方,双目失明的高诚也在求救。 In the middle of memory, besides them, now only then Han Fei has not turned into that abnormal ugly monster. 记忆当中,除了他们两个之外,现在只有韩非没有变成那种畸形丑恶的怪物。 …… …… WAP- to examines WAP-到进行查看