„Iam willingto becomeyou, are youwillingto tellme the truth?”
“我愿意成为你,你愿意告诉我真相吗?”Han Feihas not lied, healsoponderedfor a long timegivesto laugh wildly the answervery much.韩非没有撒谎,他也是思考了很久才给出狂笑答复。Allpainletlaugh wildly a personto withstandthis is not unfair, the cureis the personalityandblack box, thesethingsshouldlaugh wildly.
所有痛苦让狂笑一个人承受这不公平,治愈系人格、黑盒,这些东西本来都应该是狂笑的。„Iinhad saidlong before, youcurethem, Icureyou, thisismychoice.”
“我在很早以前就说过,你治愈他们,我来治愈你,这就是我的选择。”
The ding of blood-colororphanagestopped, covered the blood-color of orphanageto be probably pale, the rainflowerin broken bitsfellin the railing, the timeflowed backwardsto many year ago rainy nightprobably.
血色孤儿院的钟声停止了,笼罩孤儿院的血色好像淡了一些,细碎的雨花落在围栏上,时间好像倒流到很多年前的一个雨夜。Children'svoicespreadsfrom the orphanage, inthatimmaturewordsbrings and youngcompletelyincompatiblematurity.
孩子们的声音从孤儿院当中传出,那稚嫩的话语中带着和年轻完全不符的成熟。„After persondied, will not feelagainis painfulandsad?”
“人死了以后,是不是就不会再感到痛苦和难过?”„Theysaid definitely to go to the fatherandmother'sworld, butIlikeyou, Ido not know that whooneselffather and motherwere, has not seenthem.”
“他们说死了就可以去爸爸和妈妈的世界了,但我不像你,我不知道自己的爸爸和妈妈是谁,也从来没有见过他们。”„Han Fei, can Iask your matter?”
“韩非,我能不能拜托你一件事?”„Yousaid.”
“你说吧。”„Massacresme?”
“杀掉我,好吗?”In the room the tatteredbabywas torn into shreds, housefulblood redcotton fiber, flyingeverywhereis.
房间里破烂的娃娃被撕碎,满屋血红色的棉絮,飞的到处都是。„Don't Iwantto turn into the monsteryoulikebeforeto playwithme?”
“我不想变成怪物你可以像以前那样和我一起玩吗?”„Han Fei, why do youpay no attention tome? Ihad turned into the cleverchild in teachereyes, Iateallmedicines, completesallthings that theyrequested, how don't youfeelformehappy?”
“韩非,你为什么不理我?我已经变成了老师眼中的乖孩子,我吃掉了所有的药,完成了他们要求的所有事情,你怎么不为我感到开心?”„Han Fei, Ido not understand why everyonemustbe far away fromme, can youopen the door? Younowweremyonlyfriend.”
“韩非,我不明白大家为什么都要远离我,你能把门打开吗?你现在是我唯一的朋友了。”„Can Iaskyourlastmatter, myheadandbodymiddlestringlashsolid”
“我可不可以求你最后一件事,把我的头和身体中间的绳子系结实・・・・・・”Puts the manualclay sculptureheadoncorridortumbles, betweenhishead and body have a as ifblood vesselredstring.
摆在过道上的手工泥塑头颅滚落,他的头和身体中间还有一根仿佛血管般的红绳子。„Doctorsaid that youcaneat the pain in mybody, youcanalleviateIspiritualanxiety, butyouobviouslyare only a uselesskid. Walks! Ido not needyouto eatmypain!”
“医生说你可以吃掉我身体里的痛苦,你能够缓解我精神上的紧张,但你明明只是个没用的小屁孩罢了。走吧!我不需要你来吃掉我的痛苦!”„Stands! Iamhereoldestchild, ifyoudareto punchyourmatterto tellanybodyme, youdied! Go away!”
“站好!我是这里年龄最大的孩子,如果你敢把我揍你的事情告诉任何人,你就死定了!滚!”„Cries! Whyyoudo not cry! Flowedso manyblood, howyouare still smiling!”
“哭啊!你为什么不哭啊!流了这么多血,你怎么还在笑!”„Youwere soon killedbyme! Whyhits back! Come! Takesthatgrindinggoodchopsticks, killedme!”
“你都快要被我打死了!为什么还不还手!来啊!拿着那磨好的筷子,杀了我!”Han Fei, Ihopeyoucannoburdenkilledme, havinganyis guiltyandsad, thisisIcanfor the lastmatter that youdo, Iam a uselessbig brother, right? ”韩非,我只是希望你能毫无负担的杀了我,别有任何愧疚和难过,这是我能为你做的最后一件事,我是個没用的大哥,对吗?”
The wooden horse in courtyardwas overthrownby a strength, slashesappearon the belly of wooden horse, canlook, the person of brandishing a swordhas collapsedstainatthis time.
院子里的木马被一股力量推倒,一条条刀痕出现在木马的肚子上,能看得出来,挥刀的人在这时候已经崩渍了。„Heard that youare here worstchild? Were theirdeathsprobably relatedwithyou? Whydidn't speak? Do not wantto conceal, Imaybe different from you, in the intelligence quotienttestmywas listed as a shiftalone.”
“听说你就是这里最坏的孩子?他们的死亡好像都和你有关?为什么不说话?别想要隐瞒,我跟你们可不一样,智商测试中我被单独列为了一个档位。”„What are youworried aboutevery day? Hereexperimentto meis the small gift, does not have anydifficulty, yourobedientlevel, Iwill leadeveryoneto leave.”
“你每天到底在担心什么?这里的试验对我来说都是小意思,没有任何难度,你们乖乖躺平,我会带领大家离开的。”„The logic of thisworld is actually very simple, is led99%average peopleto walkby1%talentsforwarddo not breakmeto speak, Ihave not felttired, the wound on faceis I do not bumpcarefully.”
“这个世界的逻辑其实很简单,由百分之一的天才来引领百分之九十九的普通人向前走・・・・・・你不要打断我说话,我没有感觉到累,脸上的伤是我自己不小心碰的。”„Do not give up! Do not be discouraged, supports! Weallcangraduatesmoothly! Believesme, Iam the serial numbertwo! Isintelligence quotientsteamrollyourtalents!”
“别放弃!不要气馁,撑下去!我们全都可以顺利毕业的!相信我,我可是编号二!是智商碾压你们的天才!”„Theythought that Iam a little dangerous, thereforereplaced a pair of artificial eyetome. Thispreciselydid not explain that theywere afraid? Theyare afraidme!”
“他们觉得我有点危险,所以给我更换了一双义眼。这不正好说明他们害怕了吗?他们在害怕我啊!”„Youcryanything! Does not needto be worriedto want the brainalso, Icanleadyouto leave!”
“你们哭什么!不用担心只要脑子还在,我就一定会带你们离开!”„Han Fei? Have wemetthis morning? Myrecentbrainis not quite sober.”
“韩非?我们今天早上是不是见过一次面了?我最近脑子不太清醒。”„Han Fei? When is ourrecentmeeting? Ina moment ago?”
“韩非?我们最近一次见面是在什么时候?是在刚才吗?”„Who is it? Where have Iseenyouprobably?”
“请问你是谁?我好像在什么地方见过你?”„Can stranger, help, insertscompletely the innumerablepipes my, soaks the braininjarto throw down and break.”
“陌生人,能不能帮我一个忙,把我这颗插满无数管子,浸泡在罐子里的大脑摔碎。”„Thanks”
“谢谢・・・・・・”Packs the bloody water the potto fallfrom the window, insidestuck the flour gruel the soilto splashplace.
装满血水的花盆从窗台掉落,里面黏糊糊的泥土溅了一地。Child'svoicesresound, thesememoriessoclear, Han Feihas grown up, theirwordsflutteras in the middle of the blood-colororphanage.
一个个孩子的声音响起,那些记忆是如此的清晰,韩非都已经长大成人了,他们的话语依旧飘荡在血色孤儿院当中。Theywere strandedhere, Han Feihad not walked.
他们被困在了这里,韩非自己也一直没有走出去。29differentsoundsappearin each place of blood-colororphanage, blood splashesbloom, laugh wildlyin the entire processto standin the classroom, as ifsurroundingallhave nothing to dowithhim, but his timehas not gone crazyto laugh.
二十九段不同的声音出现在血色孤儿院的各个地方,一朵朵血花绽放,狂笑整个过程中就站在教室里,仿佛周围的一切都和他无关,只是他这次没有发狂大笑。When the night rainsoonstops, the lastchild'svoiceresoundsin the classroomslowly.
在夜雨快要停止的时候,最后一个孩子的声音缓缓在教室响起。„Bye, Han Fei, the doctormusttakemeto walk.”
“再见,韩非,医生要来接我走了。”„Mylastdesireisto hopeyoucanevery daybe happy, never loseownsmile.”
“我的最后一个愿望是希望你能每天开心,永远不要丢失自己的笑容。”Child'svoicejustdissipated, standslaughing wildlyinclassroomstarts the crazyautonomy, the bell of blood-colororphanageis soundedagain, the Han Feimindwas raising the blood-colormonstrous waves.
那孩子的声音刚刚消散,站在教室里的狂笑就开始疯狂自残,血色孤儿院的大钟再次被敲响,连带着韩非的脑海都掀起了血色巨浪。Hewantsto understand the past of laughing wildly, is willingto extendownhandon own initiative, butlaughed wildly is still not ableto come out ofthatshadow, hiswillwas deadlockedby30chainsprobably, so long astouched, will go crazythoroughly, losesallreason.
他想要了解狂笑的过去,愿意主动伸出自己的手,但狂笑仍旧无法走出那片阴影,他的意志好像被三十道锁链锁死,只要触碰过去,就会彻底发狂,丧失所有理智。Whenlaughs wildlyto go crazy, the consciousness of Han Feiwas also squeezed out the mindforcefully, nearhisear is only left overthat30child'sfinaldesires.
在狂笑发疯的时候,韩非的意识也被强行挤出脑海,他耳边只剩下那三十个孩子最后的愿望。„Whatmattertheyexperienced, hopes that laughs wildly to killthem?”
“他们经历了什么事情,才会希望狂笑能够杀死他们?”Immaturesoundsare lingeringHan Fei, 30childrenare not a simplenumber, each of themis an independentsoul and life.
一段段稚嫩的声音萦绕着韩非,三十个孩子不是简简单单的一个数字,他们每个人都是一个独立的灵魂和生命。„Child who first asked that obeyed the child in orphanage, hopesbig brother who reducedlaughs wildly the pressure, finally was only left over the serial number of braintwothathopelaughed wildlychild who canevery dayhappy.”
“第一个求死的孩子,顺从孤儿院的孩子,希望减轻狂笑心理压力的大哥,最后只剩下大脑的编号二・・・・・・还有那个希望狂笑可以每天开心的孩子。”
The certainthings of memorydeep placewere touched, the outer wall of blood-colororphanagemeltedpart, laughs wildly the hystericlaughterandthat30child'ssoundinterwoveinone, someHan Feino longerconsciousnesspondered, butsubstituted itselfinthatdesperatechild'svoicecompletely.
记忆深处的某些东西被触动,血色孤儿院的外墙消融了一部分,狂笑歇斯底里的笑声和那三十个孩子的声音交织在了一起,韩非不再有意识的去思考,而是完全把自己代入那一个个绝望孩子的声音里。
The dance in darknesschanged, onmirrorsappeared the soul of dying, theycrowdedaround the stage, participant who seemed thisceremony.
黑暗中的舞蹈发生了变化,一面面镜子上浮现出了死去的灵魂,它们拥挤在舞台四周,仿佛是这场仪式的参与者。Han Fei in stagealsoseemed like the ancient timessacrificial offering, the dance of blindold person seemed the bridge that and godscommunicated, butthisbridgeat this momentwhatcommunicatedwasHan Feiandlaughing wildly.
舞台上的韩非也好像是远古的祭祀,瞎眼老人的舞蹈似乎就是和神明沟通的桥梁,而此时此刻这座桥梁沟通的是韩非和狂笑。Put downallprotectionHan Fei, immersesin the memory of blood-colororphanage, heinitiativeandlaughs wildly the communication, makingthatsink the orphanageslowly and trimmindfusioninmind.
放下了一切防备的韩非,沉浸在血色孤儿院的记忆里,他主动和狂笑沟通,让那座沉在脑海当中的孤儿院慢慢和整片脑海融合。
A dance, the soul in roomdetectedfinallyprobably the thing that whatterrifying, startsto run away, allmirrorsdo not have the lightgloomily, onlyhasis shining uponHan Feiownformto the mirror of stage.
一舞终了,屋内的灵魂好像察觉到什么恐怖的东西,纷纷开始逃窜,所有的镜子都暗淡无光,唯有正对舞台的一面镜子映照着韩非自己的身影。Han Fei in Han Feiandmirror in stagelooks at each othermutually, is the aura that samepersonbutbothlend is completely obviously different.
舞台上的韩非和镜子里的韩非相互对视,明明是同一个人但两者散发出的气息却完全不同。Noexchange, a smallblood fingerprintappearsin the mirror, puts on the child of welfare homeclothestimidlyfromlaughing wildlygoes out.
没有任何交流,一个小小的血手印在镜子里面出现,穿着福利院衣服的孩子怯生生的从狂笑背后走出,一个又一个。Theywere laughed wildly the person who kills, actuallyalsostandsafterdyinginlaughing wildlybehind. Theylaugh wildlywillowshacklesfor a lifetime, soulandburden that can never throw off, is the entirety that laughs wildlyto have.
他们都是被狂笑杀死的人,却在死后都还站在狂笑的身后。他们是狂笑一辈子的柳锁,永远也甩不掉的阴魂和负担,也是狂笑拥有的全部。„Thismirrorcansee that allby the person who youkill, heandthesechildrenstoodin the mirror, Ithink that youshouldbe ableto understandhismeaning?” The blindold person'semptyeye socketfromHan Fei, transferred to the middle of the mirror: „Youmadeyourchoice, healsomade the choiceprobably.”
“这面镜子可以看到所有被你杀死的人,他和那些孩子都站在了镜子里,我想你应该能明白他的意思吧?”瞎眼老人空洞的眼眶从韩非背后,移到了镜子当中:“你做出了自己的选择,他好像也做出了选择。”Han Feihas not spokenheto put out a handtoward the mirror, butthatmirroractuallycould not withstand, fissuresappearrapidly.韩非没有说话他朝着镜子伸手,但那面镜子却承受不住了,一条条裂痕飞速出现。„It is not good!” The blindold personspelledto go all-outHan Feito hitside, hisspeedis quick, butin the mirror surfacecrawledcompletely the fissure, will breakmomentarily!
“不好!”瞎眼老人拼尽全力把韩非撞到了旁边,他速度已经很快了,可镜面上还是爬满了裂痕,随时都会破碎!Satto fallHan Feibystagealsoto sober, hehurriedto look at his attributecolumn, luckily the old personwas not the savageghost, oron his lifevalue, was finisheda moment agodirectly.
坐摔在舞台旁边的韩非也清醒了过来,他赶紧看了一眼自己的属性栏,也幸好老人不是什么凶残的鬼怪,要不就他那一点生命值,刚才就直接完蛋了。„Almostbroke to pieces! Does your fellowknowoneselfalmostbrought the big troublea moment ago!” The blindold personfeels the fissure on mirror: „Eachmirror in clubis the eyes of gods, youdestroy the mirror, thatpokes the eyeball of blindgod!”
“差一点就碎了!你这家伙知不知道自己刚才差点闯大祸!”瞎眼老人摸着镜子上的裂痕:“俱乐部里的每面镜子都是神明的眼睛,你打碎镜子,那就是戳瞎神的眼珠!”„Should the gods who yousaidbeinexpressible?”Han Fei that sobersthoroughlyreferred to the dark cloud of out of the window: „Myfriendsaid that the dark cloud of thisregionisoneghost”
“你说的神明应该就是不可言说吧?”彻底清醒过来的韩非指了指窗外的乌云:“我朋友说这片区域的乌云是一只鬼・・・・・・”„Do not sayrandomly, do not discuss!”Feelingmirror surface that the blindold personloves dearly: „Gardenerhad not come back, possiblymettroublesome, in the clubcannothave problemsagain. Yourrecentseveraldaysfirstdo not come, clear?”
“别乱讲,也不要跟人讨论!”瞎眼老人心疼的摸着镜面:“花匠一直没回来,可能是遇到了麻烦,俱乐部里不能再出问题了。你最近几天先不要过来,明白吗?”„Why?”
“为什么?”„Why did youalsoaskme?”Blindoldpopularitywas coming a fistto the air: „Ifyouare really all rightidly , helping medeliver a letter/believes.”
“你还问我为什么?”瞎眼老人气的对着空气来了一拳:“如果你实在闲的没事,就去帮我送一封信吧。”
The old personseems like, foropensHan Fei, heputs out a wrinkledenvelopefrom the pocket: „In thispieceis divided into the areaby the architectural complex that the dark cloudcoversandoutside the area, nowwhatweare is outside the area. Youtake the letter/believesto walktowardinalong the street, acrossseveralblocks, waits forraises headcanseethatskyscraper the time, explainedin the area.”
老人似乎是为了支开韩非,他从口袋里拿出一个皱皱巴巴的信封:“这片被乌云笼罩的建筑群分为内区和外区,我们现在所在的是外区。你拿着信沿着街道一直往里走,穿过几个街区,等仰头就可以看见那栋摩天大楼的时候,说明到了内区。”„Inarea? Outsidearea?”
“内区?外区?”„In the areacompared withourchaoticdangerousmanytimes, butyoutake the blackumbrella of club, shouldsomepeoplenot feel embarrassedyou.” The blindold personseems like convincing himself: „After area, youmustfindonetypeto fill the flowerforeign-style multi-storied building, the gardenershould there.”
“内区要比我们这里混乱危险很多倍,不过你拿着俱乐部的黑伞,应该不会有人为难你。”瞎眼老人好像是在说服自己:“到了内区后,你要找到一栋种满了花的洋楼,花匠应该就在那里。”„Withoutotherprompts?”
“没有其他提示了吗?”„Luxury of verythatforeign-style houseconstruction, but alsobrings a verybigswimming pool, is very easyto look.” The old person'swrinkledletterin the handgaveHan Fei, at the same timein the Han Feibrainalsopresented the prompt of system.
“那洋房修建的很豪华,还自带一个非常大的游泳池,很好找的。”老人将手中皱巴巴的信件交给了韩非,同一时间韩非脑子里也出现了系统的提示。„Serial number0000playerspleasenote! Youhave succeededto trigger the Elevelordinaryduty- Delivers a letter.”
“编号0000玩家请注意!你已成功触发E级普通任务--送信。”„Delivers a letter: Delivers a letterto the ghostis the matter that the hell's messengersmusthandle, buteveryonethinks that youcanbe competent, pleasecomplete the taskunderandhatredwithout other accompaniment of complaint, anddelivers to the letter/believesin the shortest time!”
“送信:给鬼送信是阴差要做的事情,但大家都认为你可以胜任,请在没有其他怨念和恨意的陪同下完成任务,并在最短的时间内把信送到!”„Attention! The deliverytimeis earlier, the rewardis richer! The deliverytimesurpasses for threehours, the rewardcuts in half; The deliverytimesurpasses for fourhours, does not have the reward; The deliverytimesurpasses for fivehours, otherclubmemberstoyourfriendlydrop, will also obtainotherto punishrandomly!”
“注意!送达时间越早,奖励越丰厚!送达时间超过三小时,奖励减半;送达时间超过四小时,无奖励;送达时间超过五小时,俱乐部其他成员对你友善度下降,还会获得其他随机惩罚!”Han Feitrulyneedsto make the dutynow, buthedoes not wantdirectlyto enter the dangerousinarea.韩非现在确实需要做任务,但他并不想直接进入危险的内区。„Sir, youdetermined that Icanbe competentthiswork?” The Han Feilifevalue was still absorbedby the shrineunceasingly, even ifhehas eaten the meat that slowzither | Jeanmakes, stillnomeansjack the volume of bloodto a saferange.
“大爷,你确定我可以胜任这份工作?”韩非的生命值还在不断被神龛吸收,他就算一直吃徐琴做的肉,也没办法把血量抬升到一个安全的范围。„Whoknowsyouto be ablethismirrordry crushing? Ihave saidwas very clear, the mirroris the eyes of gods, yougave the eye socketfist of godsdirectly, can itnot be angry?” The blindold personurged that Han Feileaves: „Walksquickly, youmustgive the gardener the letter/believespersonally, others cannotbelieve.”
“那谁知道你能把这镜子干碎?我已经说的很清楚了,镜子是神明的眼睛,你直接给了神明的眼眶一拳,它能不愤怒吗?”瞎眼老人催促韩非离开:“快走吧,你一定要亲手把信交给花匠,其他人都不能相信。”„Good, Iwill deliver to the letter/believes the gardenerhand, youmustwait formeto come back.”Han Feiwatches the fragment on mirror, saw the blindold person.
“好,我会把信送到花匠手中的,你一定要等我回来。”韩非看着镜子上的碎片,又看了看瞎眼老人。„Isdelivers a letter, yourlet aloneis so scary, probablylatercould not see that I was the same.” The blindold personlooked for a black clothto deceive the mirror, entrainsHan Feito leave the danceroom.
“就是送个信而已,你别说的那么吓人,好像以后就见不到我了一样。”瞎眼老人找了一块黑布将镜子蒙住,拽着韩非离开了舞蹈室。Fordoes not makeHan Feicome backagain, hedelivered to the clubentranceHan Feipersonally, after Han Feileaves, locked on the other side the front doorfrominside.
为了不让韩非再回来,他亲自把韩非送到了俱乐部门口,等韩非离开后,从里面反锁上了大门。„Heisworried that Iwas injured, thereforechooseswithstands the dangeralone? Sirpersonis really good.”Has saying that the Han Feimentality is also very good.
“他是担心我被伤害,所以选择独自承受危险吗?大爷人真好。”不得不说,韩非的心态也很好。Haunches the blackumbrella, after Han Feiandslowzither | Jeanhave greeted, with the help of hatred the bigevilforced in the middle of the ghostmark.
撑起黑伞,韩非和徐琴打过招呼后,在恨意的帮助下把大孽塞进了鬼纹当中。„Systemmakesmedeliver a letteralone, cannothaveothercomplaints and hatredaccompaniment, but the bigevilis not considered as a ghost.”Han Feifeels the bigevilnot to would ratherintegrate the head of ghostmark: „Itissmalllovable.”
“系统让我独自去送信,不能有其他怨念和恨意陪同,但大孽可不算是鬼。”韩非摸着大孽不情愿融入鬼纹的脑袋:“它不过是个小可爱罢了。”
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