The security entrains from the rag doll coat Han Fei, ties up him with the bunch parachute harness on the stretcher, the final several people lifted in him the ambulance with joint forces. 保安把韩非从布偶外套中拽出,用束缚带将他绑在担架上,最后几人合力将他抬到了救护车里。 During this entire process, the hair half white men have not gone forward to stop, he seems like a very sane person, knows, only then delivers to the hospital to solve the problem Han Fei as soon as possible. 在这整个过程当中,头发半白的男人都没有上前阻拦,他似乎是一个非常理智的人,知道只有尽快把韩非送到医院才能解决问题。 Therefore he is also like the surrounding viewer, but stands around Han Fei... 所以他也就和周围的看客一样,只是站在韩非周围。。。 The door of ambulance was closed by the doctor, Han Fei does not need to endure that unusual vision finally again, he was slowly quiet. 救护车的门被医生关上,韩非终于不用再忍受那一道道异样的目光,他慢慢平静了下来。 Puts on the doctor of white coat to start for him to wrap up the arm, when everyone sees on the Han Fei arm the dense and numerous wounds, frightened heavy. 穿着白大褂的医生开始为他包扎手臂,当大家看到韩非胳膊上密密麻麻的伤口时,也被吓的不轻。 „Dr. Han, your son condition was also serious, so many wounds, digging must dig are for a long time good.” An doctor in ambulance knew that hair half white man, what he is very careful is the Han Fei processing wound, preventing the wound to be infected. “韩医生,你儿子这病情又严重了,这么多伤口,挖也要挖好久才行。”救护车里的一位医生认识头发半白的男人,他十分细致的为韩非处理伤口,防止伤口被感染。 „Is my mistake, is my wrong......” is called the man of Dr. Han to mutter, as if Han Fei will turn has the secret facts like this. “都是我的错,都是我的错……”被称为韩医生的男人喃喃自语,似乎韩非会变成这样另有隐情。 The emergency car arrived quickly from a paradise very near hospital, Han Fei is delivered to hospital fourth floor. 急救车很快开到了距离乐园很近的一家医院,韩非被送到了医院四楼。 „The patient who Dr. Fu, left the hospital yesterday suffered a relapse, he escapes from the family/home alone, after dawn ran in the middle of the paradise.” That doctor on emergency car the Han Fei situation told Dr. Fu simply. “傅医生,昨天出院的病人又犯病了,他独自从家里逃出,天亮之后又跑进了乐园当中。”急救车上的那名医生简单将韩非的情况告诉了傅医生。 As Han Fei beforehand physician-in-charge, he knew about the Han Fei condition very: „Does this time he offend somebody?” 作为韩非之前的主治医师,他对韩非的病情十分了解:“这次他有没有伤人？” „He scratched oneself arm, the wound I had processed.” “他抓伤了自己的手臂,伤口我已经处理过了。” „Serious?” “严重吗？” „All is digs, the quantity are many, but the wound is not deep, like intentionally the experience aching feeling.” That doctor points at the arm of Han Fei to say. “全是自己挖出来的,数量非常多,不过伤口都不深,就像是故意在体验疼痛感一样。”那名医生指着韩非的手臂说道。 „Appeared from the oppressive tendency? Is the heavy illusion causes? Other reasons?” Dr. Fu knits the brows to ponder, he has not met such thorny patient. “出现了自虐倾向吗？是重度幻觉导致的？还是其他的原因？”傅医生皱眉思考,他从来没有遇见过这么棘手的病人。 After hesitation moment, Dr. Fu looked up to the hair half white man: „Had Dr. Han, what matter your son handled before? Have you concealed to us?” 沉吟片刻后,傅医生抬头看向了头发半白的男人:“韩医生,你儿子以前到底做过什么事情？你是不是对我们有所隐瞒？” Han doctor shakes the head: „I have told you all things.” 韩医生摇了摇头:“我已经把所有东西都告诉你们了。” „Did you determine?” Dr. Fu both hands hold the chin, the eye to fix the eyes on the Han Fei father: „Only was stimulated intensely, or the physical impact, may cause the patient to lose recalls with the brain function disorder......” “你确定？”傅医生双手托着下巴,眼睛紧盯韩非的父亲:“只有受到强烈刺激,或者物理冲击,才有可能会导致患者失忆和脑功能紊乱……” „You suspected that I am intentionally concealing the condition? If can save my child, I am willing to pay all!” Han doctor categorical saying. “你怀疑我在刻意隐瞒病情？如果能救我的孩子,我愿意付出一切！”韩医生斩钉截铁的说道。 „I have nothing to suspect your meaning.” Dr. Fu spreads out both hands: „Did not chat these, recently the nameless corpse in city were getting more and more, your medical examiners should very be also busy, I did not lose your valuable time.” “我并没有任何怀疑你的意思。”傅医生摊开双手:“不聊这些了,最近城市里的无名尸体越来越多,你们法医应该也挺忙的,我就不耽误你的宝贵时间了。” „And other Han Fei mothers come, I walk again.” Han doctor is indifferent, his temperament is also quite strange. “等韩非的妈妈过来,我再走。”韩医生非常冷漠,他脾气也比较古怪。 After a half hour, that delivered the middle-aged woman who went home to appear Han Fei, she accompanied Han Fei to be given the treatment of Dr. Fu together, Han Fei father Dr. Han leaves ahead of time. 半个小时后,那位把韩非送回家的中年女人出现了,她陪同韩非一起接受傅医生的治疗,韩非的父亲韩医生则提前离开。 For treating continuing 1 : 00 pm, Han Fei had not recalled as before anything, he parents' name does not know, saw they with meet to be the same for the first time. 治疗持续到下午 1 点,韩非依旧没有回想起任何东西,他连自己父母的名字都不知道,看到他们就跟第一次见面一样。 „Must persist in taking the medicine, although he manner still had very big difference from the normal person, but has understood the self-containment, at least this time he does not have to injure to the innocent person again, this is a very good progress.” Dr. Fu said to the middle-aged woman, summarizes actually on a few words- medicine cannot stop absolutely. “一定要坚持服用药物,他虽然行为举止仍和正常人有很大区别,但已经懂得自我克制,至少这次他没有再伤害到无辜的人,这已经是个很不错的进步了。”傅医生对中年女人说了很多,总结起来其实就一句话-药绝对不能停。 Sees the child situation to change for the better, the middle-aged woman expressed gratitude for Dr. Fu repeatedly, she followed Dr. Fu to enter the hospital deep place, probably took the new medicine. 见自己孩子情况有好转,中年女人连声对傅医生表示感谢,她跟着傅医生进入医院深处,好像是去取新的药物了。 Han Fei sits on the hospital bed of hospital alone, he discovered himself, so long as enters the hospital, the innermost feelings will feel extremely disturbed. 韩非独自坐在医院的病床上,他发现自己只要进入医院,内心就会感到极度的不安。 Here obviously is the noble spirit of saving the sick and wounded place, actually took to him step by step the feeling of murderous intention. 这里明明是救死扶伤的地方,却带给了他步步杀机的感觉。 The time maintains the vigilance, Han Fei seems like being in a daze, in fact is observing everyone who passes through from his side. 时刻保持警惕,韩非看似在发呆,实际上在观察每一个从他身边走过的人。 No matter Doctor, is the nurse and nurse, they will look at his several eyes at the process. 不管是医生,还是护士和护工,他们在经过的时候都会多看他几眼。 Everyone's look makes Han Fei think that is very uncomfortable, that is a look that looks at the different kind, even can further say that is a human sees some type of emission the look. 大家的眼神让韩非觉得特别不舒服,那是一种看异类的眼神,甚至可以进一步的说,那是一种人类看到某种有害物的眼神。 Restless, both hands of Han Fei grasp in the same place, he forces himself should not be afraid, pondered diligently. 坐立不安,韩非的双手握在一起,他强迫自己不要害怕,努力去思考。 „Hair black and white half-and-half middle-aged man says is my father, he is a medical examiner, but he concealed something to my physician-in-charge probably.” The Han Fei frown twisted in one, he does not know that in this world who will help own person truly, lost as one recalls, he always thought that the people in the world wanted to kill itself. Everyone has the tacit understanding probably is playing a game, is killed arrives finally, others that Han Fei needs to do must do kills him personally. “头发黑白参半的中年男人自称是我的父亲,他是一位法医,但他好像对我的主治医生隐瞒了一些东西。”韩非的双眉拧在了一起,他不知道这个世界上谁才是会真正帮助自己的人,作为一个失忆者,他总觉得全世界的人都想要杀死自己。大家好像很有默契的在玩一个游戏,韩非需要做的就是不被杀死活到最后,其他人要做的就是亲手来杀死他。 Because extremely makes an effort, the arm bleeds, the pain on physical body to Han Fei is not anything. 因为太过用力,手臂又流出了血,肉体上的痛对韩非来说并不算什么。 „I was used to the pain probably, but these scripts and books from my bedroom, I should be a screenwriter or the actor, have I had to hurt my custom?” “我好像习惯了痛苦,但从我卧室里那些剧本和书籍来看,我应该是一位编剧或者演员,难道我一直有伤害自己的习惯？” „Han Fei, went home.” The voice of middle-aged woman conveys from the corridor, in her hand is raising one package of medicines. “韩非,回家了。”中年女人的声音从走廊另一侧传来,她手中提着一包药。 Saw these medicine bottles, Han Fei had the impulsion of fleeing, these medicines in his eyes all were poisonous, ate will die. 看到那些药瓶,韩非就又产生了逃离的冲动,那些药在他眼中全都是毒,吃了就会死。 „This medicine side effect, will a little stimulate to the body is quite big, as far as possible after the food, immediately takes, several other types can also increase the dosage.” Dr. Fu wrote a form to give the middle-aged woman, later he then looked to Han Fei: „Truly felt that he restored, explanation treatment effective.” “这个药会有一点副作用,对身体刺激比较大,尽量饭后立刻服用,其他几种也可以加大剂量。”傅医生写了一张单子递给中年女人,随后他便看向了韩非:“确实感觉他恢复了很多,说明治疗是有效果的。” Dr. Fu spoke a few words casually, Han Fei thought that behind these words had the profound meaning, the treatment of Dr. Fu possibly did not want to cure oneself, concealment of Dr. Han also not necessarily for oneself good. 傅医生只是随便说了一句话,韩非却觉得这句话背后另有深意,傅医生的治疗可能并不是想要把自己治好,韩医生的隐瞒也并不一定是为了自己好。 Loses Han Fei that recalls not to trust these people, is placed is bad, is bad and is worse in his front choice. 失忆的韩非不会去信任这些人,摆在他面前的选择只有糟糕、非常糟糕和更加糟糕。 After the middle-aged woman hears the words of Dr. Fu, was obviously happy, she brought Han Fei to go out of the hospital. 中年女人听到傅医生的话后明显开心了许多,她带着韩非走出了医院。 The scene when with first day is similar, the woman leads Han Fei to go home, she makes Han Fei first sit on the sofa rests, oneself run in the kitchen stir-fried dish to prepare food. 和第一天时的场景相似,女人领着韩非回到家中,她让韩非先坐在沙发上休息,自己跑进厨房炒菜做饭。 The middle-aged woman looks after Han Fei very much, it can be said that is meticulous, this concern to Han Fei is completely strange, never has such a role to appear in his memory. 中年女人很照顾韩非,可以说是无微不至,这种关怀对韩非来说是完全陌生的,在他的记忆当中从未有过这样一个角色出现。 „Is she really my mother?” Impression of Han Fei to the parents is very pale, he tries hard to recall, but in the brain only has a blank. “她真的是我妈妈吗？”韩非对父母的印象很淡,他努力去回想,但大脑里只有一片空白。 „What in torn away half page of scripts writes? If mother is not my mother, after the script mother saw, she entire story will definitely ruin, is impossible only to tear up the most essential part......” to hold their palms together, in the Han Fei mind emitted a guess: „Is I tears up? Did I hide that most important part in some place?” “被撕去的半页剧本上到底写着什么？如果说妈妈不是我的妈妈,剧本被妈妈看到后,她肯定会将整个故事毁掉,绝不可能只撕掉最关键的部分……”双手合十,韩非脑海中冒出了一个猜测:“难道是我自己撕掉的？我把那最重要的一部分藏在了某个地方？” Actually Han Fei to going home to resist, as soon as he enters home to remember all sorts of things that last night came across. 其实韩非对回家是非常抗拒的,他一进家门就想起了昨晚遇到的种种事情。 He knows that here is dangerous, but he has to come back, because here has he has lived the trace, he must reclaim the memory of losing personally. 他知道这里非常危险,但他又不得不回来,因为这里有他生活过的痕迹,他要亲自去找回丢失的记忆。 The quick middle-aged woman made the meal, she conducted two vegetarian dishes the table. 很快中年女人做好了饭菜,她将两盘素菜端到了桌子上。 „Is the vegetarian dish?” Han Fei looks with the yesterday's same meal, the home seems like some terrifying circulation, he must find the way to jump to be good. “又是素菜吗？”韩非看着和昨天一样的饭菜,这个家就好像某个恐怖的循环,他必须要想办法跳出去才行。 „This is you most likes eating.” The middle-aged woman loves dearly looks at Han Fei: „If you want to change the taste, I can also do to you tomorrow.” “这都是你最喜欢吃的。”中年女人心疼的看着韩非:“如果你想要换口味,我明天也可以给你做。” „Do I most like eating the vegetarian dish?” Han Fei picks a vegetable/dish to put in the mouth, the vegetable/dish that the middle-aged woman stirs fry is very delicious, but Han Fei thought she is lying. “我最喜欢吃素菜？”韩非夹起一口菜放入嘴中,中年女人炒的菜很好吃,但韩非还是觉得她在撒谎。 Compared with vegetarian dish, what he should like the meat, can the big mouth swallow the meat that chews, this is his instinct. 比起素菜,他应该更喜欢的是肉,可以大口吞咽嘴嚼的肉,这是他的本能反应。 After seeing Han Fei finished eating the food, the woman tidies up the tableware, entered the kitchen. 见韩非吃完饭后,女人收拾碗筷,进入了厨房。 Stayed Han Fei on sofa to set out immediately, he to prevent to be discovered by the middle-aged woman, runs back the bedroom directly, closed the door. 原本呆坐在沙发上的韩非立刻起身,他为防止被中年女人发现,直接跑回自己卧室,关上了房门。 Holds the trash can, Han Fei looks for a bag to belay, starts to compel to vomit, all spits as far as possible the thing that ate a moment ago. 抱起垃圾桶,韩非找来一个袋子套住,开始逼着自己呕吐,尽量把刚才吃掉的东西全都吐出来。 Dr. Fu has confessed to the middle-aged woman, the irritant strongest medicine must take after the food immediately, but the middle-aged woman saw that Han Fei finished eating the food, actually does not open the mouth the matter that raises takes a drug, that medicine had possibly been mixed in the middle of the meal. 傅医生给中年女人交代过,刺激性最强的药要在饭后立刻服用,但是中年女人眼看韩非吃完饭,却根本不开口提吃药的事情,那药很可能已经被混在了饭菜当中。 Also after the middle-aged woman opened the door the room, directly soared the kitchen, she took the medicine to enter the room, but when she came out from the kitchen, the medicine has disappeared. 再说中年女人开门进屋后就直奔厨房,她是拿着药进屋的,可当她从厨房出来的时候,药已经不见了。 „After previous time finished eating the food, I am sleepy, a sleep/felt rested the evening, in the waking up time entire room was the ghost, the meal has the possibility of issue to be very big.” “上次吃完饭后,我就非常困,一觉睡到了晚上,醒来的时候整个屋子里都是鬼,饭菜有问题的可能性很大。” Seals up the bag mouth, Han Fei its conceals in closet most deep place, then he fast all restorations. 将袋口封住,韩非将其藏在壁橱最深处,接着他快速把一切复原。 Calculates the last falling asleep time at heart, Han Fei is lying down in the bed upper garment silently rests. 心里计算着上次睡着的时间,韩非默默躺在床上装睡。 Probably after 20 minutes, the bedroom gate was opened directly, the middle-aged woman loosens the apron, was Han Fei covers with the quilt, sat side Han Fei was very long. 大概二十分钟后,卧室门被直接打开,中年女人解下围裙,为韩非盖好了被子,又在韩非身边坐了很久。 „We do not know that like this achieves the bottom is right, but some mistakes, once starts unable to stop, perhaps you will turn into this, is the god to our one penalty.” “我们也不知道这样做到底对不对,但有些错误一旦开始就再也不能停止,或许你会变成这样,就是神对我们的一种惩罚吧。” In the eyes of middle-aged woman besides affection, deep pain and remorse. 中年女人的眼中除了慈爱,还有深深的痛苦和自责。 „You will improve, turns into better.” “你会变好的,变成一个更好的自己。” After she said that then sets out to leave, later Han Fei hears in the living room to broadcast the sound that the middle-aged woman telephoned. 她说完后,便起身离开,随后韩非听见客厅里传来了中年女人打电话的声音。 „Have you stayed in underground will not cause them to suspect? What tool needs to bring in the past? Good, a lost/carrying building I will clean up cleanly.” “你一直呆在地下不会引起他们怀疑吗？需要带什么工具过去？好的,负一楼我会清理干净。” The middle-aged woman hung up the telephone, she turned in the living room looked for a meeting, then left. 中年女人挂断了电话,她在客厅里翻找了一会,接着便离开了。 „I perhaps really am an actor, pretends to be sleeping the incomparable nature, even breathes is very even.” “我或许真的是个演员,装睡都无比的自然,连呼吸都很均匀。” Han Fei opened the eyes, he turns on the closet, is first clean vomit cleaning up, the destroying evidence, then stands in the living room. 韩非睁开了双眼,他打开壁橱,先将呕吐物清理干净,毁灭证据,接着站立在客厅正中间。 „The present is afternoon 2 o'clock, has a long time from the darkness.” “现在是下午二点钟,距离天黑还有很长一段时间。” It is not black before it, Han Fei has not felt alone dull at home is too afraid, he felt that many mutations should start from the evening. 在天没黑之前,韩非独自呆在家里也没有感到太害怕,他感觉很多异变应该都是从晚上开始的。 „First has a look at the thing that I leave behind.” Han Fei takes up the script on table, he discovered that oneself should be a horror movie screenwriter, the written all scripts are the scare stories, in addition these have not completed and damage, altogether is 99 ghost stories. “先看看我留下的东西。”韩非拿起桌上的剧本,他发现自己应该是一个恐怖电影编剧,写的所有剧本都是恐怖故事,加上那些未完成的和损坏的,一共正好是九十九个鬼故事。 „Is 99 this numbers?” “又是九十九这个数字？” Many scripts are only a few words, or is the inspiration that as if writes conveniently, read out anything to be connected very much difficultly, Han Fei can only carry them by oneself strong memory completely. 很多剧本都只是一句话,或者是一个仿佛随手写的灵感,很难从中读出什么关联,韩非只能凭借自己超强的记忆力将它们全部背下来。 „The sixth story- lessee, that woman is in July moves, her belly increases day-by-day.” “第六个故事-租客,那个女人是七月搬进来的,她的肚子一天天变大。” „These stories happen in each place of city, read with really to be the same.” “这些故事发生在城市的各个地方,很多读起来就和真的一样。” Read the script, Han Fei looked to these books, his by a change, examined the position that the bookmark was, whether there is in the definite book to write down. 看完了剧本,韩非又看向那些书籍,他一本挨着一本翻动,查看书签所在的位置,确定书中有无笔记。 When taking up «Heart of Selinger that Stave Story», he discovered that the bookmark happen to clamps in one page, after opening, in the book had one line of characters to be marked. 在拿起塞林格那本《破碎故事之心》时,他发现书签正好夹在某一页,翻开后,书里有一行字被标记了出来。 „Some people think that the love is the nature, is the marriage, is 6 : 00 am's kiss, is one group of children, perhaps is really this, Miss Lester. But you know how I think? I thought that the love is the hand that wants to touch and take back.” “有人认为爱是性,是婚姻,是清晨 6 点的吻,是一堆孩子,也许真是这样的,莱斯特小姐。但你知道我是怎么想的吗？我觉得爱是想要触碰又收回的手。” „What do you mean?” Han Fei recalled diligently, in his mind appeared suddenly a scene. “什么意思？”韩非努力去回想,他脑海里突然浮现出了一个场景。 In morning, that child's mother when seeing own face, nearness of instinct, then rational maintains the distance. 就在早上,那位孩子的母亲在看见自己的脸时,本能的靠近,然后又理性的保持起距离。 „Words that thinks downward?” Han Fei shakes the head: „I not am quite truly right.” “这么往下想的话？”韩非摇了摇头:“我确实不太对劲。” Looked at a time, Han Fei remembers vaguely the middle-aged woman a moment ago in these things that telephone said: „Was she talking over the telephone with whom at that time? Brought the tool in the past? Also can clean up a clean lost/carrying building?” 看了眼时间,韩非依稀记得中年女人刚才在电话里说的那些东西:“她当时是在和谁通话？带工具过去？还要清理干净负一楼？” After hesitant moment, Han Fei decided to have a look in the past, he must leave the home in any case sooner or later. 犹豫片刻后,韩非决定过去看看,反正他迟早要离开这个家。 Loaded into the backpack all scripts and essential books, Han Fei opens the living room door to walk. 将所有剧本和关键的书籍装进背包,韩非打开客厅门走了出去。 „Before the darkness, I can also suppress the innermost feelings the fear, after waiting for the darkness, I will perhaps be embezzled completely frightened, must well using these days.” “天黑之前,我还可以压制住自己内心的恐惧,等天黑之后,我恐怕会完全被恐惧吞没,必须要好好利用这段时间。” Han Fei enters the secret channel, quiet walks downward, was quick he then to arrive at a building. 韩非进入安全通道,悄无声息的往下走,很快他便来到了一楼。 „Underground building......” “地下一楼……” Toward underground looked at one merely, the Han Fei goosebumps braved, his whole body each cell is resisting him to continue to walk downward, as if there is hiding what very terrifying thing. 仅仅只是朝着地下看了一眼,韩非的鸡皮疙瘩就冒了出来,他全身每一个细胞都在抗拒他继续往下走,仿佛那里隐藏着什么非常恐怖的东西。 What is strange, he looks that felt incomparably familiar, he himself to the underground staircase once passed through probably innumerable is the same. 但奇怪的是,他看着通往地下的楼梯又觉得无比熟悉,好像他自己曾走过无数次一样。 Forward of instinct underground, Han Fei enters a pitch-dark lost/carrying building channel, he is just about to continue to proceed, suddenly heard the sound of footsteps. 本能的迈向地下,韩非进入黑漆漆的负一楼通道,他正要继续往前,突然听见了脚步声。 Pondered without enough time, Han Fei hid was away from a oneself recent room. 来不及思考,韩非躲进了距离自己最近的一个房间。 Light strange taste sifted the nasal cavity, in the Han Fei mind appears a thought: „Is this smell of formalin?” 一股淡淡的怪味飘入鼻腔,韩非脑海中浮现出了一个念头:“这是福尔马林的气味？” He was not clear why will be familiar with the flavor of formalin, according to the occupation that the truth are engaged in should be writes a play and actor is right. 他也不清楚自己为什么会熟悉福尔马林的味道,按道理来说自己从事的职业应该是编剧和演员才对。 Turns very quiet, in the darkness being correct person's shadow passes through, the opposite party has not discovered him. 屏住呼吸,黑暗中有道人影走过,对方并没有发现他。 Under restrained by force the fear in heart, Han Fei follows that person's shadow to walk several steps, he saw the ground to appear did not have the cleaning up clean bloodstain and some extremely crazy red writing. 强压下心中的恐惧,韩非跟着那道人影走了几步,他看见地上出现了没清理干净的血渍和一些极为疯狂的红色文字。 „That person in cleaning up underground blood stain?” “那人在清理地下的血污？” Han Fei covers the mouth to follow, but at this time, that shadow stopped the footsteps. 韩非捂住嘴巴跟上,可就在这个时候,那道黑影停下了脚步。 She puts out the cell phone, connected a call. 她拿出手机,接通了一个电话。 Han Fei has not listened to clear telephone that side person to say anything, but he listened to be clear about the sound of shadow. 韩非没听清楚电话那边的人在说什么,但他听清楚了黑影的声音。 „Isn't corpse easy to process? I do not have the means now in the past, the blood stain also has must clean up well......, I knew.” “尸体不好处理吗？我现在没办法过去,血污还有很多要清理……好的,我知道了。” The shadow of underground cleaning up bloodstain, is that middle-aged woman who says as mother Han Fei. ( to be continued ) 地下一层清理血渍的黑影,就是那个自称为韩非妈妈的中年女人。(未完待续)