Is taking the dirty book bag, Fu Shengzhan in same place, when continuously the Han Fei back vanishes in the middle of the hospital. 提着脏兮兮的书包,傅生站在原地,一直等到韩非的背影消失在医院当中。 „He does not let me close to the hospital, does not think I do see his distressed appearance?” “他不让我靠近医院,是不想我看见他狼狈的样子吗？” After mother passed away, Fu Shengjiu sealed up oneself thoroughly, he rejects and exchange, lives in own world. 在亲生母亲去世后,傅生就把自己彻底封闭了,他拒绝和外界交流沟通,活在自己的世界里。 In fact he does that is right, if he goes out of oneself world, will see these beast things that Fu Yi handles, he has thought all around full is the contamination, therefore simply own pass/test stand up. 事实上他这么做是对的,倘若他走出自己的世界,就会看见傅义做的那些禽兽事情,他一直觉得四周满是污秽,所以干脆就把自己关起来好了。 Does not listen, not look and not go to think. 不听、不看、不去想。 But on the past, after managing a household the quarrel sound became Fu heaven laughter, Fu health/life attempts to look to the room world, he saw father's different side. 可就在前一段时间,当家里的争吵声变为傅天的笑声后,傅生尝试着看向房间外面的世界,他看到了父亲不一样的一面。 Has not reproven hot tempered, has not forced to request, has not gone out to indulge in dissipation again, has not gone home to quarrel to fall pounds the thing. 没有暴躁训斥,没有强制要求,也没有再出去花天酒地,更没有回家争吵摔砸东西。 His father changed, gentle and steady, is worth depending upon, as if the sky collapses, the father will also draw out the back to support the home. 他的父亲变了,温柔、稳重、值得依靠,仿佛天塌下来,父亲也会挺起脊梁支撑住这个家。 Fu health/life starts hesitant, he is away from the crack in a door to peep outward, who knows that outside one bunch of light actually illuminated in his close room. 傅生开始犹豫,他只是隔着门缝向外偷看,可谁知道外面的一束光却照进了他封闭的房间里。 The crack in a door opens little, Fu health/life as if sees father towards oneself to put out a hand, wants entrains from all unfortunate and pain him. 门缝一点点打开,傅生仿佛看见父亲朝自己伸出了手,想要将他从所有不幸和痛苦中拽出。 Innumerable makes Fu health/life unable to believe the father disappointedly, but slowly, when he has gotten back one's composure actually discovered, oneself original had gone out of the room, stood in father's side. 无数次的失望让傅生不敢相信父亲,但慢慢的,当他回过神的时候却发现,自己原来早已经走出了房间,站在了父亲的身边。 „Nurse this is very exactly tired, takes good care to the patient, once the attendance will not be good also to be scolded. Does your father look at more than 30? This year the age runs over to be the nurse not to support easily, I thought that he stood a moment ago cannot come to a stop, it is estimated that his own body is also not much.” The uncle who sells the box lunch arrives in front of Fu health/life, called a box lunch him: „Takes eating, do not let your father be worried, the day was cloudy, will have estimated to rain, you hurried to go to school.” “护工这活很累的,给病人端屎端尿,一旦照顾不好还会被责骂。你爸看着三十多了吧？这年龄跑过来当护工也挺不容易的,我看他刚才站都站不稳,估计他自己身体也不怎么样。”卖盒饭的大叔走到傅生面前,给他打了一份盒饭:“拿着吃,别让你爸担心,天阴了,过会估计会下雨,你赶紧回去上学吧。” „I give you money.” “我给你钱。” „To any money, is inexpensive.” The uncle beckons with the hand the rejection. “给啥钱啊,又不贵。”大叔摆手拒绝。 Carried the box lunch, Fu Shenglai was arriving at the roadside, he forgot how oneself sat boards the public transportation. 端着盒饭,傅生来到了路边,他忘记了自己是怎么坐上公交车的。 Hears sound that in the car(riage) broadcasts, he awakens suddenly, takes the book bag to get out in a hurry. 听到车内广播的声音,他才猛然惊醒,匆匆提着书包下车。 Unknowingly returns to main house gate the bus stop, he had not treated as oneself family/home the room that the stepmother, younger brother and father lived before, when but he have mixed feelings, still met is unconscious returns to here. 不知不觉又回到自己家门口的公交车站,他之前从没把后妈、弟弟和父亲居住的房间当做自己的家,但当他心情复杂时,仍旧会不自觉得回到这里。 „He as if starts from some day, has not roared again I.” “他似乎从某天开始,就再也没有吼过我。” Looks at the school in distant place, Fu health/life innermost feelings are very puzzled, he does not want to enter the reason of this place to have, was dominated the ice is only one of them. 看着远处的学校,傅生内心真的很纠结,他不想进入这个地方的原因有很多,被霸凌只是其中之一。 The sky gradually becomes gloomy, the dark cloud accumulation, blocked from the sunlight. 天空逐渐变得阴沉,乌云聚集,遮住了阳光。 Fu Shengti book bag, slowly walks toward the school, in the mind flashed through many bad memories. 傅生提着书包,慢慢的朝着学校走去,脑海中闪过了很多糟糕的记忆。 The desk was marked various types of things, the work was stolen away, the schoolmates direct to him, said that he is an odd person. 书桌被画上各种东西,作业被偷走,同学们对他指指点点,说他是怪人。 Should maintain the teacher of order no matter also he, asked the guardian to come each time, is he is slandered on the contrary. 本应该维持秩序的老师也不管他,每次叫家长过来,反倒是他会被污蔑。 From the principal to the teacher, everyone as to drive away him. 从校长到老师,大家似乎都想把他赶走。 The place is been sore by the schoolmate has punched, when was hit that feeling, the brain actually remembered. 被同学揍过的地方已经不疼了,但被打时的那种感觉,大脑却记忆了下来。 In the school helps the person who he has spoken be called Liu Lina only, but Teacher Fu health/life actually very clear Liu and father's relations, the good intention of Teacher Liu makes him feel pain. 学校里唯一帮他说过话的人叫做刘丽娜,但傅生却很清楚刘老师和自己父亲的关系,刘老师的好意让他感到更加的痛苦。 He is only a high-school student, in should concentrate on the age of learn/study, actually came across each article worst matter. 他只是一个高中生,在本该专注于学习的年纪,却遇到了一件件最糟糕的事情。 All and his irrelevant person stood in his opposite, is willing to help his teacher only, had that special relations with the father, whenever thought about these, he thought that might as well everyone quarrelled to his slander, making him lose thoroughly to the last favorable impression of this world is quite good. 所有和他无关的人都站在了他的对面,唯一愿意帮他的老师,却和父亲有那种特殊的关系,每当想起这些,他都觉得还不如所有人都对他恶语相向,让他彻底失去对这个世界的最后一丝好感比较好。 Cannot see the little hope obviously, actually must cherish the impractical fantasy to struggle, this is most suffering. 明明看不到一点点希望,却还要抱着不切实际的幻想挣扎,这才是最煎熬的。 Soon gets to the school entrance time, Fu Shengting, he did not have the means to proceed again. 快要走到校门口的时候,傅生停了下来,他没办法再往前了。 „Isn't school the learn/study place? I study independently, I do not need anybody actually, I can achieve well. Even if I go to one all am the ghost, only then my lonely world, I can also live is better than the present.” “学校不就是学习的地方吗？我自学也可以,我其实不需要任何人,我自己就可以做到最好。哪怕我去到一个全都是鬼、只有我一个人的孤独世界,我也可以活的比现在要好。” Drop of rainwater fell on Fu health/life hair, he can run into the school classroom to take shelter from the rain, can run back takes shelter from the rain in nearby family/home, but can also leave to seek for a corner to take shelter from the rain. 一滴雨水落在了傅生头发上,他可以冲进学校教室避雨,也可以跑回就在附近的家中避雨,还可以独自一人离开去寻找一个角落避雨。 Three different choices, regarding Fu Shenglai said that is corresponding respectively the words that obeys the father, believe that the family member and maintains the present situation. 三种不同的选择,对于傅生来说分别对应着听从父亲的话、相信家人和维持现状。 The raindrop moistened the ground slowly, the surrounding student and pedestrian start to run, Fu Shengti the hand of book bag is gradually getting hold, then loosens slowly. 雨滴慢慢打湿了地面,周围的学生和行人开始奔跑,傅生提着书包的手逐渐握紧,然后又缓缓松开。 He has not proceeded, does not want to leave like this. 他没有往前,也不想就这样离开。 The rain gets bigger and bigger, Fu health/life hair had been moistened, he looks to drop from the clouds, finally throws down and breaks in the raindrop of ground, finally decides to evade. 雨越下越大,傅生的头发已经被打湿,他看着从天而降,最终摔碎在地上的雨珠,最终还是决定逃避。 But when he has turned around, everywhere raindrop was covered probably, following the black umbrella along falling, is unable to moisten his clothes again. 可就在他转过身的时候,漫天的雨滴好像被遮挡,顺着黑色的伞沿滑落,再也无法打湿他的衣服。 A black umbrella has held Fu health/life top of the head, the hair and shoulder is stood by Teacher Liu of dripping wet by Fu health/life. 一把黑伞撑过傅生的头顶,头发和肩膀被淋湿的刘老师站在傅生旁边。 „Teacher Liu?” “刘老师？” „Rain got down was too big, in we first went to take shelter from the rain.” Teacher Liu is opening an umbrella: „You came back finally, in this school includes me many people you to come back.” “雨下太大了,我们先去里面避避雨吧。”刘老师撑着伞:“你总算回来了,这学校里包括我在内的很多人都在等你回来。” „Teacher......” “老师……” „You run to go to the drill ground to the wet weather, is a small seedling opens an umbrella, at that time I definitely am unable to understand that what you are making? However now I understand.” Teacher Liu said in a soft voice thanks. “你一到下雨天就跑去操场,为一颗小树苗撑伞,那个时候我完全无法理解你到底在做什么？不过现在我明白了。”刘老师轻声说了一句谢谢。 Fu health/life looks that opens an umbrella for him, finally the body and hair by Teacher Liu of dripping wet, he are just wanted to say anything, the distant place seems some people to beckon toward him. 傅生看着为他打伞,结果自己身体和头发被淋湿的刘老师,他正想说什么,远处好像有人在朝他招手。 Looks to the end of curtain of rain, puts on the simple senior principal to stand by the seedling of drill ground corner, he is smiling beckoning, hints Fu health/life to proceed. 望向雨幕的尽头,穿着朴素的老校长站在操场一角的树苗旁边,他微笑着招手,示意傅生往前走。 The footsteps step unknowingly forward, when Fu health/life initially for that seedling opened an umbrella, has never thought these. 脚步不知不觉向前迈动,傅生当初为那棵树苗撑伞时,从未想过这些。 He is only because have drenched many rain, therefore wants to open an umbrella for them, merely so. 他只是因为自己淋过很多的雨,所以想要为它们撑伞,仅仅如此罢了。 Passes through the curtain of rain, Fu health/life and Teacher Liu enters the school. 走过雨幕,傅生和刘老师进入学校。 , On the stair before classroom building has a school girl to dash to come by far, she noticed that Fu health/life saw anyone was happy. 远远的,教学楼前的台阶上有一个女学生飞奔而来,她看到傅生比见到任何一个人都要高兴。 Has always never smiled Fu health/life, school girl who after seeing that hands and feet twists, the tight corners of the mouth also stretched slightly, showed a light smile. 一直以来从未笑过的傅生,在见到那个手脚扭曲的女学生后,紧绷的嘴角也微微舒展,露出了一个淡淡的笑容。 Across the corridor, Fu Shenglai arrived at the classroom entrance, he has not passed, sees a big fatty to be promoted the classroom front door. 穿过走廊,傅生来到了教室门口,他还没过去,就看见一个大胖子被人推出教室前门。 The fat people fall down, his school uniform zip fastener was spoiled, latter conducted the back by the person water used radical various designs, but also some people write murderer's son toward above. 胖子摔倒在地,他的校服拉锁被弄坏,后背上被人用水笔画了各种图案,还有人往上面写着杀人犯之子。 After he drops down, several boys in class also pursued with a smile, after the result sees Teacher Liu and Fu health/life, they immediately became honest, hurried to run back on the respective seat. 在他倒下之后,班里的几个男学生还笑着追了出来,结果一看到刘老师和傅生后,他们立刻变得老实了,赶紧跑回了各自的座位上。 The fatty who this once took the lead in bullying Fu health/life, did not have the past manner, he covers the face that were being hit to swell, quite a while crawls. 这个曾经带头欺负傅生的胖子,没有了往日的神气,他捂着自己被打肿的脸,半天才爬起来。 „You, when tyrant ice others, has thought one day will also be bullied like this?” “你在霸凌别人的时候,有没有想过自己有一天也会被这样欺负？” Fu health/life disregarded the fatty, he does not want to be dominated the ice, does not like going to tyrant ice others. 傅生无视了胖子,他不想被霸凌,也不喜欢去霸凌别人。 Returns to the classroom, Fu health/life sat in own position, by his position was the garbage heap, now the garbage heap transferred to that side the fatty. 回到教室,傅生坐在了自己的位置上,原本他的位置旁边是垃圾堆,现在垃圾堆移到了胖子那边。 He looks at the brand-new school desk and chair, the surrounding schoolmates are watching him. 他看着崭新的课桌和椅子,周围的同学们则都在看着他。 In everyone's vision did not have the ridicule and evil intention, is curious, a fear of apology and faint trace. 大家的目光中没有了嘲笑和恶意,只有好奇、歉意和一丝丝的恐惧。 Own father hit the matter of principal, Fu health/life is knows that but he has not thought that the schoolmates present also becomes so honest. 自己父亲打了校长的事情,傅生是知道的,但他没想到同学们现在也变得如此老实。 „What Fu did Yi make in the school?” “傅义到底在学校里做了什么？” Opens the books, Fu health/life turns head to look suddenly toward the body side window, then pulled the chair far away from the place of window. 翻开书本,傅生又忽然扭头朝身侧的窗台看去,然后把椅子拉到了远离窗台的地方。 The female student who that hands and feet twists sits on the window, her upper part almost must stick to Fu health/life, the hand rocks in Fu health/life unceasingly at present, seemed like saying straightens up me, straightened up me. 那位手脚扭曲的女生坐在窗台上,她上半身几乎要贴住傅生,手不断在傅生眼前晃动,似乎是在说理理我,理理我。 Possibly is the movement scope is oversized, the after wrist/skill of female student shook several times, suddenly falls off, the entire only hand fell in Fu health/life textbook. 可能是动作幅度过大,女生的手腕晃了几次后突然脱落,整只手掉到了傅生的课本上。 Deeply inspires, Fu health/life puts out to write in the book: „Attending class time do not move heedlessly, listens well, I study the maths, physics and chemistry, you study several other branches, waits for the college entrance examination time, I lead you to pass together.” 深吸一口气,傅生拿出笔在书上写道:“上课的时候不要乱动,好好听讲,我学数理化,你学其他几科,等高考的时候,我带你一起过去。” As the attending class ting resounds, Fu health/life returned to the first class of school also to start. 随着上课铃声响起,傅生回到学校的第一节课也要开始了。 ...... …… „Serial number 0000 players please note! Congratulates you to complete the hidden achievement to help Fu health/life return to the campus! Fu health/life hatred reduces one! The mother hatred reduces one!” “编号0000玩家请注意！恭喜你完成隐藏成就帮助傅生回到校园！傅生恨意减一！妈妈恨意减一！” „Serial number 0000 players please note! Congratulated you to complete the hidden achievement to help Fu health/life show the smile! Fu health/life hatred reduces one! The mother hatred reduces two!” “编号0000玩家请注意！恭喜你完成隐藏成就帮助傅生露出了笑容！傅生恨意减一！妈妈恨意减二！” Is cleaning up Han Fei, suddenly heard the prompt of system, he stares slightly, later nods. 正在打扫卫生的韩非,突然听到了系统的提示,他微微一愣,随后点了点头。 „He is a good sensible child, but really cannot think, such a person will choose the destruction entire deep layer world finally unexpectedly.” “他本身是一个善良懂事的孩子,但真的想不到,这样一个人最后居然会选择毁灭整个深层世界。”