The hotelis located in the laneend, a piecejet blackmiddle, only thenthird floorsomeroomis turning on a light.
旅馆位于巷子尽头,一片漆黑当中,只有三楼的某个房间亮着灯。Han Feistoodindownstairssome little time, thistakes a stepto walktoward the building.韩非在楼下站了好一会,这才迈步朝楼上走去。Heavoidedallmonitoring, quietappearanceoutsidesomeroom.
他避开了所有的监控,悄无声息的出现在某个房间外面。
The pale yellowlightby the crack in a door, according to the corridor, Han Feiwas away from the shutter to hearin the roomvaguelygirl'slaughter.
昏黄的灯光透过门缝,照在了楼道里,韩非隔着门板依稀能听见屋内女孩的笑声。
The illnesshas not destroyed the girl, shebeforemotheras beforepositiveoptimistic, possiblyshethought that thisiscanonlyfor the matter that mother handles.
病魔没有摧毁女孩,她在母亲面前依旧积极乐观,可能她觉得这是自己唯一可以为母亲做的事情。FuYiandher motherare very poor, are less fortunate, but alsoneedsto bear the hightreatment cost, buttheyin the same place, in the smallrented roomhad the appearance of family/home.
傅忆和她的母亲很穷,生活困难,还需要承担高昂的治疗费用,但她们在一起的时候,小小的出租屋里就有了家的模样。Taps the door, Han Feidoes not wantto continueto evade.
轻敲房门,韩非不想继续逃避。„Who?”FuYimothershoutedtoward the living roomgate, shemakesFuYistayon the bed, oneselfmove toward the door.
“谁啊?”傅忆的妈妈朝客厅门喊了一声,她让傅忆呆在床上,自己走向房门。With the doorpostrotation, the woman the gate of rented roomwill openoneless than half, whenshepreparescontinues the doorto pull open, the light in roomaccording to the face of Han Fei.
随着门轴转动,女人将出租屋的门打开了一小半,在她准备继续将门拉开的时候,屋内的灯光照在了韩非的脸上。
The mother who except that the daughterdoes not have a thing in the worldstandsunder the light of rented room, seeminglyhadallHan Feito standin the jet blackcorridor.
除了女儿一无所有的母亲站在出租屋的灯光下,看似拥有了一切的韩非站在漆黑的楼道里。
The ajardoorbecomes the darkness and lightboundaryprobably, dividesthemin the differentplaces.
半开的房门好像成为了黑暗和灯光的边界,将他们分割在不同的地方。Grabs the hand of door lockto get hold ofinstantaneously, the womanlooks atHan Fei, somecannotbelieveoneselfeye.
抓着门锁的手瞬间握紧,女人看着门外的韩非,有些不敢相信自己的眼睛。
When sheonceconceivedto seeFuYisceneagain, shethinks that shewill losesanely and exceedingly indignant, butwhenarrivesat this momenttruly, except forsurprised that moststarts, inhereye is only left overindifferently.
她曾设想过再次见到傅义时的情景,她以为自己会失去理智、会无比愤怒,但在这一刻真正到来的时候,除了最开始的惊讶,她的眼中只剩下冷漠。Nothystericshouting loudly, noaccusationwithcursing angrily, shelooks likelooks that a stranger is the same, says: „How did youfindhere?”
没有歇斯底里的大喊大叫,也没有指责和怒骂,她就像是看着一个陌生人一样,开口说道:“你是怎么找到这里的?”„On that dayFuYiis rescuing a kitten, Ihappen topassed by.”
“那天傅忆在救一只小猫,我正好路过。”When the Han Feispeech, the womanhas gone outfrom the rented room, shedoes not hope that Han Feienters itselfanddaughter'sroom.
在韩非说话的时候,女人已经从出租屋内走出,她不希望韩非进入自己和女儿的房间。Closed the door, the womanandHan Feistandsin the darknesstogether.
关上了房门,女人和韩非一起站在了黑暗当中。„Icome tohereto be well-meant, butwantscuring the sickness that Furecalls.”Han Feilowered the sound.
“我来这里没有恶意,只是想要把傅忆的病给治好。”韩非压低了声音。Child'sinnermost feelingsare sensitive, hedoes not wantto makeFuYihearthesecontents, does not think that FuYiproduced itselfto drag down the feeling of mother.
孩子的内心是敏感的,他不想让傅忆听见这些内容,也不想傅忆产生自己拖累了母亲的感觉。
The womenhad not answered,turns headto walktowarddownstairs, Han Feihasto followinherbehind.
女人没有回话,扭头朝楼下走去,韩非只好跟在她的身后。Two peopleleave the hotel, after going out of the alley, the womanstopped the footsteps.
两人离开旅馆,走出了小巷之后,女人才停下了脚步。Shethenlooks atHan Fei, thento the lifein the numblook, brings a despair.
她回头看着韩非,那对生活已经麻木的眼神中,带着一丝绝望。„Even ifyoudo not look forme, tomorrowI may still askyouto chat. Nineyears, Ilook that the daughtergrows uplittle, Iwantto makeherthe world'sto be most joyful the happygirl, who canthink that the destinywill givemeto punishunexpectedlylike this?”FuYimotherboth handsget hold ofslowly, hertheseyearshad the muchpain, toliverush aboutbusily, collapsedin the nightalonedid not knowmanytimes.
“就算你不来找我,明天我可能也会去找你聊一聊。九年时间,我看着女儿一点点长大,我本想让她成为世界上最快乐幸福的女孩,但谁能想到命运竟然会给我这样的惩罚?”傅忆的妈妈双手慢慢握紧,她这些年吃了很多苦,为了生活忙碌奔波,独自在深夜里崩溃了不知道多少次。„Beforeknowingyou, Ihavemywork, hasownlife. Sinceran into your swindler, all my were disrupted.” The womensaid with a smilegrieved: „Myinitialoneyearalsobelieves that youwill change, thinks that youwill change an attitude, never expected that your reallyhuman naturedoes not have.”
“在认识你之前,我有自己的工作,有自己的人生。自从遇到了你这个骗子,我的一切都被打乱了。”女人惨然笑道:“我最初的一年还相信你会改变,以为你会回心转意,没想到你真的一点人性都没有。”Han Feisuggested itselfunceasingly, what the womanscoldedwasFuYi, had no relationswithoneself, what was strangewasin the middle of the shrinememoryworld, henot onlysubstitutedFuYistatus, but alsosubstitutedFuYifeeling.韩非不断暗示自己,女人骂的是傅义,跟自己没有任何关系,但诡异的是在神龛记忆世界当中,他不仅代入了傅义的身份,还代入了傅义的感受。„Youhateme, wantsto killme, Icanaccept, but after canwait tillFuYisicknessto cure .”
“你恨我,想要杀死我,我都可以接受,但能不能等到傅忆的病治好之后。”Mentioneddisease that FuYicontracts, the despair in femalepersoneyesbecomesricher, sheinstrongremovesslowly, the thinbody that in front of the daughtercamouflages by the wall, as ifhad been crashed: „Somesickness are not able to cure, maintainsmerely is very difficult.”
提到傅忆所患的疾病,女人眼中的绝望变得更加浓郁,她在女儿面前伪装出的坚强慢慢褪去,消瘦的身体靠在墙壁上,仿佛已经被压垮了:“有些病是治不好的,仅仅维持都很困难。”„Ihad askedFuYibefore, shesaidwhatshecontracts conducts the muscular dystrophysickness, afterwardIcarefullystudied, discovered that this sickness by the genetic genesudden changebeing caused, mostpatientsare the boy, the girlonlyaccount for the minimumproportion.” The Han Feimentalityis very clear: „Can bemisdiagnoses?”
“我之前问过傅忆,她说自己患的是进行性肌营养不良症,后来我仔细研究了一下,发现这个由遗传基因突变导致的病,大多数患者都是男孩,女孩只占极小的比例。”韩非思路很清晰:“有没有可能是误诊?”„Wesawmanydoctors, but alsowith the help of person of good intention, found here most authoritativeexpertto interrogate.”
“我们看了很多医生,还在好心人的帮助下,找到了这里最权威的专家问诊。”These words of womanbrought to the attention of Han Fei: „The help of person of good intention?”
女人的这句话引起了韩非的注意:“好心人的帮助?”Throughwith the exchange of woman, as well asobserves the condition of woman, Han Feicandetermine,during the daytimeruns up to the person who hiscompanysends the propaganda pamphletis notmotherFuYi.
通过和女人的交流,以及观察女人的状态,韩非可以确定,白天跑到他公司发宣传单的人不是傅忆妈妈。
The opposite partycamouflagemotherFuYistatus, before andhas hadanycontact, sends the inexpensiveblack and whitepropaganda pamphletdirectly, conducts the tears of bloodcomplainttoFuYi, thisdoes not wantto solve the problem, butmustbe noisy the matterintentionally.
对方伪装成傅忆妈妈的身份,在没有和自己有过任何接触之前,直接去发廉价的黑白宣传单,对傅义进行血泪控诉,这根本不是想要解决问题,而是故意要把事情闹大。In other words, thesepeopledo not care aboutFuYiandher mother'slife, butwantstobeing with one's family broken up and decimatedFuYiwan.
换句话来说,那些人根本不在乎傅忆和她妈妈的死活,只是想要把傅义玩到家破人亡。„Is thatperson of good intention the appearanceis very beautiful, is the soundnotquiteof pleasant to hear? Is shesurnamed Du?”Han Feifound outDuShupersonality, thatwomanwantsto experienceplays the deadFuYifeelingpersonally, thereforesheshouldnot lethandlethesethings, after allthisto herisoneveryinteresting„game”.
“那位好心人是不是长相很美,声音却不太好听?她是不是姓杜?”韩非摸清楚了杜姝的性格,那个女人想要体验亲手玩死傅义的感觉,所以她应该不会让手下去办这些事情,毕竟这对她来说是一个很有意思的“游戏”。„Right, thatdoctorissurnamed Du, how do youknow?”
“没错,那位医生是姓杜,你怎么知道的?”„Do not believeher.”
“不要相信她。”„Does thatwantmeto believeyou?”FuYimothershakes the head: „ActuallyIno one believe that butIdid not have the means.”
“那难道要我相信你吗?”傅忆的母亲摇了摇头:“其实我谁都不信,但我没办法了。”„Leave alonethatDr.Du, you before othercitiesbroughtFuYiwent see a doctor, do thesedoctorshowsay?”
“别管那个杜医生,你之前在其他城市带傅忆看医生的时候,那些医生是怎么说的?”„Theyalsosaid that is the sickness of genetic gene.”
“他们也说是遗传基因方面的病。”„The doctors in othercitiestoldyou, how muchmoneyaltogether did the treatmentneedprobably?”Han Feireallywantsto saveFuYi, henotbecauseFuYiwas inferior that Fuhealth/lifeis important, abandonsher.
“其他城市的医生有没有告诉你,总共治疗大概需要多少钱?”韩非是真的想要救傅忆,他不会因为傅忆不如傅生重要,就把她抛弃。„Needs200,000probably, for these yearstohelphertreated an illness, Ialsoowedsomedebts, altogetherneeded400,000.”FuYimothersaidveryconservative, after she said that inHan Feimind the sound of suddenly resoundingsystem.
“大概需要二十万,这几年为了帮她治病,我还欠了一些债务,总共需要四十万。”傅忆的妈妈说的十分保守,她说完之后,韩非脑海里突然响起系统的声音。„Serial number0000playerspleasenote! Youalready the debt of successtriggeringshrinerandom tasklife.”
“编号0000玩家请注意!你已成功触发神龛随机任务人生的债务。”„The debt of life: Thisisdebt of yourlife, youcanchoose the repayment, canchoosedenying.”
“人生的债务:这是你人生的欠债,你可以选择偿还,也可以选择抵赖。”„Mission requirements: Pays off the debtin 72 hours!”
“任务要求:在72小时之内还清债务!”„Dutymayelectto complete the wayone: Hasin the family savingto put out720,000fromyou, mother who givesFuYi, pays off the debt.”
“任务可选完成方式一:从你现有家庭积蓄中拿出七十二万,交给傅忆的母亲,还清债务。”„Dutymayelectto complete the waytwo: After the creditorsdisappear, allwill go into debtwill also possibly write off.”
“任务可选完成方式二:债主消失后,所有欠债也可能会一笔勾销。”Heard the sound in mind, the Han Feiexpressionhadsomechangesslightly, thisnewshrinerandom taskwas the choice that FuYineedsto faceinitially.
听到脑海里的声音,韩非表情稍微发生了一些变化,这个新出现的神龛随机任务就是当初傅义需要面临的选择。Is the choicerepays a debt, the choicemassacres the creditor.
是选择还债,还是选择杀掉债主。
The noteworthyinformationalsotwopoints, firstismotherFuYionlymakesHan Feihave400,000, but the systemactuallyrequestsHan Feito repay720,000, thisexplained that FuYimotheralsospenta lot ofmoney, has had the muchpain, thesemoneyshedid not plan that wantstoHan Fei.
值得注意的信息还有两点,第一是傅忆妈妈只让韩非出四十万,但系统却要求韩非偿还七十二万,这说明傅忆的妈妈自己还花了很多钱,也吃过很多苦,那些钱她并不打算给韩非要。
The secondpointis more essential, the dutyoptionrequestsHan Fei to from the existingfamily savingspendthesemoney, in other words the systemlimitedHan Fei and the FuYisamesituation.
第二点更加关键,任务选项一要求韩非必须从现有家庭积蓄中拿出那些钱,也就是说系统把韩非限制在了和傅义相同的处境当中。Hehas no wayto usethese72hoursto go„taking advantage of”others'money, ormake money, can only draw cashfrom the originalfamily saving.
他没法利用这七十二个小时去“借”别人的钱,或者自己挣钱,只能从原有的家庭积蓄里拿钱。„What's wrong? Felttoo?”FuYimotherseesHan Feinot to reply, an eyegroundfinalray of hopealsobecomesgloomy: „Ifosteredthischildeightyears, in the eight yearshas the mosttimeto treat an illness......”
“怎么?觉得太多了吗?”傅忆的妈妈见韩非没有回答,眼底最后的一丝希望也变得暗淡:“我抚养了这孩子八年,这八年有大半的时间都在治病……”„400,000were too few, since after your familyleaves, Ialsoinquiredsomedoctors, theysaid that at leastneeds600,000.” The Han Feiwordsmake the womanfeelsurprised, shethinks that will wantthissum of moneyto be difficult, after allFuYiin her eyeswill be a notslightlyhumanebastard.
“四十万太少了,从你家里离开后,我也去询问了一些医生,他们说至少需要六十万。”韩非的话让女人感到惊讶,她本以为想要得到这笔钱会非常困难,毕竟傅义在她眼中是个没有丝毫人性的混蛋。„Threedays, yougivemethreedays of time, Iwill tryto raise money.”Han Feipledgedto the woman: „Threedayslater, Icanbring600,000to look foryou, butIalsosmallrequests.”
“三天,你给我三天时间,我会尽全力去筹钱。”韩非向女人承诺:“三天后,我会带六十万来找你,不过我也有一个小小的要求。”„Whatrequests? Doesn't tellyourpresentwife and commercial managementthismatter?”FuYimotherlooksnumblytoHan Fei, the lookice-cold: „Youcould rest assured that Itoruiningothers' the familyhave no interest, Ionlywantto protectmydaughter.”
“什么要求?不把这件事告诉你现在的妻子和公司领导吗?”傅忆的妈妈看向韩非,眼神麻木冰冷:“你放心,我对破坏别人的家庭没有兴趣,我只想保护自己的女儿。”„Youmisunderstood.”Han Feiveryconfidentlooksto the woman, heknows that DuShuwill be certainly noisythismatter: „The person in companyshouldbe clear, is quickIalsoto be out of work, Ihopeyoudo are not related withthis.”
“你误会了。”韩非很坦然的看向女人,他知道杜姝一定会把这件事闹大:“公司里的人应该都清楚了,很快我也会失去工作,我希望你做的跟这个没关系。”„Do youwantmeto do?” The womenreallyhad doubts.
“那你想要我干什么?”女人真的疑惑了。„Do not have the communicationwiththatDr.Duagain, shemisdiagnosesFuYisickness, does not have the peacefulgood intention. After Igiveyoumoney, youfind a more specializeddoctorto treatforFuYi.”Stopper of Han Fei„the hard-earned money”5000 in pocketgives the woman: „FuYisicknessslowlywill be good.”
“不要再跟那个杜医生有来往,她误诊傅忆的病,没安好心。等我把钱给你之后,你就去找更专业的医生为傅忆治疗。”韩非把口袋里的五千块“血汗钱”塞给女人:“傅忆的病会慢慢好起来的。”FuYimotherdrawing cashstands in same place, shealwaysfelt that eightyearshave not seen, before FuYibian, were not quite same.
傅忆的妈妈拿着钱站在原地,她总感觉八年未见,傅义变得和以前不太一样了。Thatchangeis not the appearancebecomesmature, is not the makingsbecomessteady, butisin a soul the qualitative change.
那种改变不是外貌变得成熟,也不是气质变得稳重,而是一种灵魂上质变。Han Feiturns aroundto leave, in the mindresounded the prompt of system: „Serial number0000playerspleasenote! Youhave repaid5000Yuandebt, but also is left over715,000Yuan.”韩非转身离开,脑海里又响起了系统的提示:“编号0000玩家请注意!你已偿还五千元债务,还剩下七十一万五千元。”Recalled that buildingChang the managerduty, Han FeirecombinationDuShuall sorts ofperformance, hefeltDuShu is very possiblefirstis close toFuYimother and daughterbysomestatus, is flaunting the banner that helpstheirmother and daughter, compels the dead endFuYistep by step, thencreates an opportunity, makingFuYigoto killto mother and daughterthatpersonally.
回想楼长管理者任务,韩非再结合杜姝的种种表现,他感觉杜姝很可能是先以某个身份接近傅忆母女,打着帮助她们母女的旗号,把傅义一步步逼到绝路,然后再创造一个机会,让傅义亲手去把那对母女杀死。Is with one's family broken up and decimatedeven if, FuYi must killowndaughterpersonally, the family member of survivalwill still livefor a lifetimein the despair and pain.
家破人亡就算了,傅义还要亲手杀死自己的女儿,幸存的家人也会一辈子生活在绝望和痛苦当中。„Goodviciouswoman.”Crackedso manyhomicides, the Han Feiinsightfarsupernormalperson, hefelt that the ownpresentonlyopportunityregainsFuYimother's and daughter'strust.
“好狠毒的女人。”破获了那么多的凶杀案,韩非的洞察力远超常人,他感觉自己现在唯一的机会就是重新获得傅忆母女的信任。„ByFuYijianowthissituation, is impossibleto put out700,000cash, only if the housetown centersells out.” The brainrevolvesrapidly, Han Feifeltsuddenly the line of sightbecomesfuzzy, hehas almost not come to a stop, falls down.
“以傅义家现在这个情况,根本不可能拿出七十万现金,除非将市中心的房子卖掉。”大脑飞速运转,韩非忽然感觉视线变得模糊,他差点没站稳,摔倒在地。Put out a handto touch an ownnose, not onlythistimenasal cavityhemorrhage, somecotton woolshapeimpurities.
伸手摸了一下自己的鼻子,这次不仅鼻腔出血,其中还有一些絮状杂质。Deletes the bloodstain, Han Feitakes the public transportationto go home.
擦去血迹,韩非乘坐公交车回了家。Enters the community, Han Feibeforeenteringhome, reorganized the clothes, hedoes not wantbrings back to the homeoutsideexhausted and pain.
进入小区,韩非在进入家门之前,整理了一下的衣服,他不想把外面的疲惫和痛苦带回家里。Whileopeningdoor, on the Han Feifaceshowed the self-confidentwarmsmile.
在打开门的同时,韩非脸上露出了自信温暖的笑容。Helooked that worriesto run overtoFuheaven who heopens the door, inFuhealth/life who the tablecompleted, in the bodyalsohas the strengthprobably.
他看着着急跑过来给他开门的傅天,还有已经在桌边做好的傅生,身体里好像又有了力量。„Todayworked overtime?” The wifetook away the Han Feibriefcase: „Tired, washes the handsto eat mealquickly, the gruelishot.”
“今天加班了吗?”妻子过来拿走了韩非的公文包:“累了吧,快洗手吃饭,粥还是热的。”„Un, thanks.”
“恩,谢谢。”
The whole familiesgatherby the table, Fuheavenreturns the dinner plate the carrot in bowlsecretly, finallywas discoveredby the wife, finally the whole facesaidstubbornly after growing up, mustcreate a world that does not have the carrot.
一家人聚在餐桌旁边,傅天偷偷将碗里的胡萝卜放回餐盘,结果被妻子发现,最后满脸倔强的说长大后要创造一个没有胡萝卜的世界。Fuhealth/lifeeats mealwhileis studying, hetoreturn to the schoolmakes the plan.
傅生则一边吃饭一边在学习,他正在为回学校做打算。Regarding the Fufreshresult, Han Feifelt relievedvery much, Fuhealth/lifechanged the person of timeafter all.
对于傅生的成绩,韩非还是很放心的,毕竟傅生可是改变了时代的人。SweptFuhealth/lifesecretly the book that reads, the Han Feiexpressionbecomesfelt strangeslowly: „Fuhealth/life, what that are youstudies?”
偷偷扫了一眼傅生正在看的书,韩非表情慢慢变得奇怪:“傅生,你这是学的什么?”„Iam looking at the writing material.”Fuhealth/lifeategruel, turned the nextpage the books:
“我在看作文素材。”傅生喝了一口粥,将书籍翻到了下一页:„Iknewthroughmysoul and physical body,degenerationis to. Iexperience the greedinevitably, Ipursue the wealthinevitably, the experiencenausea, sinks into the desperateabyss. The learneddeeply lovesthisworld, withsomedesireare no longer willingwithconjecturing the worldandsomefalseperfectfantasycomparewithit. The learnedacceptsoriginal feature of thisworld, deeply lovesit, tobelong to ithasjoyful. Blackstopper«Siddhartha»”
“我通过我的灵魂与肉体得知,堕落乃为必需。我必然经历贪欲,我必然去追逐财富,体验恶心,陷于绝望的深渊。学会热爱这个世界,不再以某种欲愿与臆想出来的世界、某种虚伪的完善的幻想来与之比拟。学会接受这个世界的本来面目,热爱它,以归属于它而心存欣喜。黑塞《悉达多》”„Good.”Han Feihas not givenwhatcomment, hebreedstoFufresheducational method.
“挺好的。”韩非没有提出什么意见,他对傅生的教育方法就是放养。
The warmdinnerfinishedquickly, Fuhealth/lifegoes to the roomto study, FuTianchanHan Feiis playingto play hide-and-seek.
温馨的晚餐很快结束,傅生回房间学习,傅天缠着韩非玩捉迷藏。When10 : 00 pmtime, the wiferestsFuTianhong, Han Feialsoreturned toownbedroom.
等到晚上 10 点的时候,妻子将傅天哄睡,韩非也回到了自己的卧室。Hehits the makeshift bed on the ground, covers the quilt, justpreparedto sleep, suddenly the feelingquiltwas lifted, the wifelay downhebehind.
他打好地铺,盖上被子,刚准备睡觉的时候,忽然感觉被子被掀开,妻子躺到了他的身后。„Undergroundcold, yougo backquickly.”Han Feionesat, the wifehas not actually left.
“地下冷,你快回去。”韩非一下坐了起来,妻子却并没有离开。Shelies downinanother side of makeshift bed on the ground, is gazing at the face of Han Fei, lookedsilentlysome little time.
她躺在地铺的另一边,注视着韩非的脸,默默的看了好一会。„Whatmatter did youcome across?”
“你是不是遇到了什么事情?”Han Feidepends on the wall, has not repliedimmediately.韩非靠着墙壁,没有立刻回答。Inroomquiet, can only hear the sound that the handtakes a walk.
屋内静悄悄的,只能听见时针走动的声音。Alsocrossedfor a long time, the wifehas rolled over, is turning away fromFuYi, covered the quilt: „Ialsowantto lie downtodayhere.”
又过了许久,妻子翻过身,背对着傅义,盖上了被子:“我今天也想要躺在这里。”
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