„Theymakemestudythese, said that Iam most likelyto have the perfectpersonalityperson. Ido not know that anythingis the perfectpersonality, does not want, butthey said that so long asstudieslike this, will haveall, makingalldesiresrealize. Theyaddedbeforeme, has the personsucceeded...... thatpersonisyou?” The voice of boyspreadsfrom the low-class brothel.
“他们只是让我学这些,说我是最有可能拥有完美人格的人。我根本不知道什么是完美人格,也不想拥有,但他们说只要这样学下去,就会拥有一切,让所有愿望都实现。他们还说在我之前,已经有一个人成功了……难道那个人就是你?”男孩的声音从白房子里传出。„What have thesepeoplealso toldyou?”
“那些人还告诉过你什么?”„Theysaid that Ipossiblyam the cuream the personality, regards as importantme, at that timefelt that everyonelovesme, butwhenfinaltestIfailed. Ido not know how to be defeated, afterwardtheygaveme a serial numberto be called024, thenhas not paid attention tome, what did Imake the mistake?”
“他们说我可能是治愈系人格,非常看重我,那个时候感觉所有人都爱我,但在最后的测试的时候我失败了。我不知道怎么失败的,后来他们就给了我一个编号叫做024,然后再也没有注意过我,我是不是做错了什么?”„Even ifreallyhas the mistake, that is still theyviolates.”Han Feihas not thought that in this mannerandthatchildtalks, whohewantsto make clear the opposite party is.
“就算真的有错,那也是他们犯下的。”韩非没想到会以这种方式和那孩子对话,他很想要搞清楚对方到底是谁。„Real? Ihave thoughtisownissue, Islowlystartto dislike itself, Ithought that surroundingno onelikesme, everyone is very repugnantI, shut outbythemwithit, Iamleaveam quite good.”In the boyimmaturevoice has a complexmood: „Afterward, evenIleft myself, hefusedwithotherchildreninone, movedeverywhere, threwmein the corner of orphanage.”
“真的吗?我一直以为是自己的问题,慢慢的就连我自己都开始讨厌自己,我觉得周围没有人喜欢我,大家都很讨厌我,与其被他们嫌弃,我还是自己离开比较好。”男孩稚嫩的声音中带着一丝复杂的情绪:“后来,连我自己都离开了自己,他和其他的孩子融合在了一起,到处跑动,把我丢在了孤儿院的角落里。”„Do oneselfleave himself?” The Han Feipupilreduces, hefelt that oneselfmusteavesdrop on the coresecret of smallwhite cloth shoes.
“自己离开自己?”韩非瞳孔缩小,他感觉自己要探听到小白鞋的核心秘密了。„Sceneof that dayIstillrememberveryclearly, the childcare workersandotherchildrenlooked that mylook is very fearful, Iwantto look foroneno one'scornerto hidelikeordinary, hopes that somepeoplecanlook forme.”
“那天的场景我还记得很清楚,保育员和其他孩子看我的眼神都很可怕,我像平常那样想要找一个没人的角落藏着,希望有人能够来找我。”„On that day the basement in orphanagedoes not know why the gatehas not locked, Ihad not gone totherebefore.”
“那天孤儿院的地下室不知道为什么门没锁,我之前从来没去过那里。”„Basementusuallyisprohibits the childrenfrom entering, I am very curious, startsto explore.”
“地下室平时是禁止孩子们进入的,我心里十分好奇,就开始探索。”„Iwalkfollowing the stairdownward, after shoving open a leaf of blood reddoor, saw a redorphanage, is the red.”
“我顺着台阶往下走,推开一扇血红色的房门后,看到了一个红色的孤儿院,所有的一切都是红色的。”„Iwalktoward the deep place, suddenlyheard the buzz of conversation, theseSirspreparethoroughlyblocking the undergroundorphanageprobably.”
“我朝着深处走去,突然听见了谈话声,那些大人好像准备将地下孤儿院彻底给封死。”„In a while, theywent out. Ihidein the cornerdo not dareto move heedlessly, whenIwantto leave, the gatehas caged, no matter how Iyellandstrike the door, mysoundis unable to pass on.”
“没过多久,他们就出去了。我躲在角落不敢乱动,等我想要离开的时候,门已经上了锁,不管我怎么叫喊、敲打房门,我的声音都无法传出去。”„Ireallydespaired, is afraid, is anxious, Ihope that somepeoplecannoticeme, butwas actually sealedby a personinunderground.”
“我真的绝望了,又害怕,又不安,我希望有人能够注意到我,但却被一个人封在了地下。”
The voice of boybecomesshivers, his personhidin the middle of the low-class brothelprobablycried.
男孩的声音变得颤抖,他好像一个人躲在白房子当中哭了起来。„Thatafterwardmatter did youstillremember?”Han Feipursuesasks.
“那后来的事情你还记得吗?”韩非追问道。„Iinundergroundlook forotheroutlets, Iam afraidvery much, thereblood red, Ifoundonein the orphanageendfinallynotcompletelyby the incarnadinepaperhouse, Ihidininside.”
“我在地下寻找其他的出路,我很害怕,那里一片血红,最后我在孤儿院尽头找到了一个没有完全被染红的纸房子,我藏在了里面。”„Ido not dareto move heedlessly, does not dareto cry, Iam holdingmyknee, trembling of fear.”
“我不敢乱动,也不敢哭,我抱着自己的膝盖,害怕的发抖。”„Crossingfor a long time was very very long, Isawanothermeto leavemybodysuddenly, hewore the whiteshoesto speakwith the child who Icould not see, latertheirunceasingfusedintogether, he was also away frommeto be getting more and more far.”
“过了很久很久,我突然看见另一个我离开了自己的身体,他穿着白色的鞋子跟我看不见的小孩在说话,随后他们不断的融合在一起,他也距离我越来越远。”„Iwantto holdhim, butheactuallybroke free frommyhand, healsospokea few wordstome, makingmerecall the incomparablediscomfortuntil now.” The child in low-class brothelcried.
“我想要抓住他,但他却甩开了我的手,他还对我说了一句话,让我至今回想起来都无比的难受。”白房子里的小孩哭了起来。„What did hesaytoyou?”
“他对你说了什么?”„Hisoriginal wordsareno onecanlook foryou, pureandnaiveis this world'smost uselessthing, youkeepin the low-class brothelforever, Ihelpyoube incarnadinethisworld.”
“他的原话是没有人会来找你,单纯和天真是这世界上最没用的东西,你就永远留在白房子里吧,我来帮你把这个世界染红。”
In the low-class brothelthatchildsaidthese words, has pulled the smallboycorners of the mouth of Han Feito show the smileslowly.
在白房子里那小孩说完这句话的时候,一直牵着韩非手的小男孩嘴角慢慢露出了笑容。„In other words, are yourepresentativenaiveandpure of orthopaedic hospitalthathatred? Hekeptinoneselfpurityoneselforphanage.”
“也就是说,你代表着整形医院那道恨意的天真和单纯?他把自己的纯真留在了自己的孤儿院里。”
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