„Mission requirementsIkillforestdeer, whyin the name ofloving the wish, actuallymustkillfinalhappy?”
“任务要求我杀死林鹿,为什么以爱为名的心愿,却要杀死最后的一点美好?”„When does righttimerefer to?”
“合适的时间又是指什么时候?”SaidhonestlyHan Feidoes not wantto begin, the shrinemasteris miserable, heis not cruel enough tohappyruining that the shrinemasterinnermost feelingsonlyremain.
坦白说韩非并不想要动手,神龛主人已经非常惨了,他不忍心把神龛主人内心仅剩的美好毁掉。„If not makethatduty, canaffectmeto inherit the shrine?”
“如果不去做那个任务,会不会影响我继承神龛?”Survived for severaldaysin the memoryworld of shrinemaster, Han Feiknowsfinallywantedto inherit a shrine of without ownerto be difficult.
在神龛主人的记忆世界里生存了几天,韩非终于知道想要继承一座无主的神龛到底有多么困难了。
The public transportationspeeds alongin the night, after forestdeerwalks, in the car(riage) the temperaturestartsto drop, butHan Feitheyalsosoonarrived.
公交车在黑夜中飞驰,林鹿走后车内气温又开始下降,不过韩非他们也快要到站了。
If notamongforestdeerboardsto causein the car(riage) the temperatureto rise again, allpassengersbecomenormal, thatHan Feitheycertainlycannot supportfinally.
如果不是中间林鹿上车导致车内气温回升,所有乘客变得正常,那韩非他们一定撑不到最后。This seems to be also corresponding the shrinemasterthensituation, hewandersin the life and death, finally.
这似乎也对应着神龛主人当时的情况,他在生死间徘徊,最终挺了过来。„Perhapswhenheseesthatshrine for the first time, hisbodyhad been fudged, buthehas not discovered.”
“或许在他第一次见到那座神龛的时候,他的身上就已经被动了手脚,只是他还没有发现罢了。”
In the car(riage) the temperaturedropsbefore the freezing point, the public transportationfinallyarrives at the department store, the Han Feithreepeoplehurriedlygot out.
在车内温度下降到冰点之前,公交车总算是开到了百货商场,韩非三人匆忙下车。„Ilaterdid not ride the last bus.”Litigerpledgedsecretly, hisvisionassociation/willunintentionallookstoownElder Brother, Lidragonfacehas not returned toas beforenormal, the deathintent between foreheadswas getting more and more thick: „Elder Brother, are youall right?”
“我以后再也不坐末班车了。”李虎暗暗发誓,他目光总会有意无意的看向自己哥哥,李龙的脸依旧没有恢复正常,眉宇之间的死意越来越浓了:“哥,你没事吧?”„All right, youfirstgo backwithme, packs the thing.”Han Feidescribed a veryterrifyingorganizationtenfingers, Lidragonworried that bytenfingers of retaliations, was decidedto go hometo pack the thingimmediately, thentraded a safeplacehousing.
“没事,你跟我先回去一趟,收拾好东西。”韩非把十指描绘成了一个非常恐怖的组织,李龙担心被十指报复,决定立刻回家收拾东西,然后换一个安全的地方居住。Brotherstwovanishin the dim light of nightquickly, Han Feilooked atoutside a marketgiantclock and watch, hehas not gone home, walkstoward the department storedirectly.
兄弟两个很快消失在夜色当中,韩非则看了一眼商场外面的巨大钟表,他没有回家,直接朝着百货商场走去。Shouldgo to work.
该上班了。Enters the marketCmouths, Bao'anting before gateis emptying, marketinsidepitch-darkpiece, usuallywantsto be darker.
进入商场C口,门前的保安亭是空着的,商场里面黑漆漆一片,比平时要暗很多。Entiremarket, besidesmostcrownthatfourflashwhitegoodsmarketlarge character, only thenin the second hand storeshowedluminousindistinctly.
整座商场,除了最顶部那四个闪光的白货商场大字外,只有旧货商店里隐约透出了一丝光亮。Drags the injuredleg, Han Feito liein the doorhas an audience with the emperorto look,PeiYangzhengsitsbehind the counterplays the cell phone.
拖着受伤的腿,韩非趴在店门上朝里面看去,裴羊正坐在柜台后面玩手机。Opens the door, Han Feienters the shopat the same time, the sound of systemalsofollowsto resound.
打开店门,韩非进店的同时,系统的声音也跟着响起。„Serial number0000playerspleasenote! Yourcurrenthungeristen, the physical conditionis bad, yourcurrentstate of mindforslightlylow, the moodvalueis50, startstoday'swork?”
“编号0000玩家请注意!你当前饥饿度为十,身体状况糟糕,你当前精神状态为稍许低落,心情数值为五十,是否开始今天的工作?”„Yes.”
“是。”Ding-dongandding-dong......
叮咚、叮咚……Hearssomepeopleto enter the voice of shop, Peisheephurriesto receive the cell phone, but after hediscoversisHan Fei, immediatelyrelaxes: „Frightensmeto jump, Ialsothink that was the bosscomes.”
听到有人进店的声音,裴羊赶紧收起手机,可当他发现是韩非后,立刻松了口气:“吓我一跳,我还以为是老板过来了。”„Inshop, only thenyour one person?”
“店里只有你一个人吗?”„Otherwise? The oriolestupor, callsyounot to meetyou, I can only a personlook at the shop, has no customerluckilytoday.” After Peisheepfires offthatgame of game, goes outfrom the counter: „Iscratch! You yes what's the matter? Had/Left the traffic accident?”
“不然呢?黄鹂昏迷,给你打电话你也不接,我只能一个人看店,幸好今天没什么顾客。”裴羊打完那局游戏后,才从柜台走出:“我擦!你这是怎么回事?出车祸了?”„Fell a tumble.”Han Feiis staring atPeisheep, triesto seeanythingfrom the expression of Peisheep, butwas a pityvery much,Peisheep seems the lamb that treatsbutchers, evenknows that the second hand storeis very dangerous, plan that has not revolted againstas before.
“摔了一跤。”韩非盯着裴羊,试图从裴羊的表情中看出什么,但很可惜,裴羊仿佛就是一只待宰的羔羊,就算知道旧货商店很危险,依旧没有反抗的打算。„Brothers, youmayprobablypay attention to the securityrecently, nowin the shop is only left overourtwostaff.”PeiYangnaowncoat, today'sstatement of accountswill be givingHan Fei: „AccountIhave checked, youin the eveninggoodattractiveshoponline.”
“兄弟,你最近可一定要注意安全,现在店里就只剩下我们两个员工了。”裴羊拿着自己的外套,将今天的账目表交给韩非:“账目我都核对过了,你晚上好好看店就行。”Peisheeprarediligentonetime, heis stretching oneself the preparationto leave, arrives athalfto remember a mattersuddenly: „Right, the marketsecuritydid not seemto cometo go to work, vermilionprestigetelephoneIcould not make a connection. Yourmultiple beamintent, tonightinentiremarketprobablyonly thenyour one person.”
裴羊难得勤快了一次,他伸着懒腰准备离开,走到一半突然又想起了一件事:“对了,商场保安好像没有来上班,朱威的电话我也打不通。你多注点意,今晚整个商场里好像只有你一个人。”Makes faces, thenPeiYangzhicounternearbycoffee: „Iwentselectedtwocups, thatcupremainedtoyou, bye-bye.”
做了个鬼脸,然后裴羊指了一下柜台旁边的咖啡:“我外卖点了两杯,那杯是给你留的,拜拜。”Peisheepwears the coatto leave, goes far awayinding-dongding-dong the sound.
裴羊穿上外套离开,在叮咚叮咚的声音中远去。„Haven't bothsecuritiescometo go to work? Alldied?”Was away from the display windowglass, Han Feilooked atonetowardoutside, the bigmarketlike the blacksea, the shop that hewas is sinkingin the deep sea.
“两个保安都没来上班?全都死了吗?”隔着橱窗玻璃,韩非朝外面看了一眼,偌大的商场如同黑色海洋,他所在的小店正在深海中下沉。AlthoughHan Feiwishes one could the marketowner dead at heart, butheas beforeveryearneststarttonightwork.
虽然韩非心里恨不得商场老板去死,但他依旧非常认真的开始今夜的工作。Inspects the shelf, comparesvarioustypes of cargos, checks the bill, alldata feedscomputers.
检查货架,对照各种货物,核对账单,把所有数据输入电脑。Professionalpersonlikehim, ifinitiallydid not choosecomedianroad, perhapshas becomein the elite of industry.
像他这样敬业的人,当初如果不选择喜剧演员这条路的话,恐怕早就成为所在行业的精英了。Quick, Han Feiinspectedallshelves, hediscoveredPeisheep, althoughreorganized the account, however the vacancycargodid not have the promptsupplement.
很快,韩非检查完了所有货架,他发现裴羊虽然整理好了账目,但是空缺的货物却没有及时补充。„Doesn't hedareto enterin the undergroundstorehouseto take the goods?”
“他是不敢进入地下库房里取货?”Han Feialsoconflictsto the undergroundstorehouse, hestoppedinentrancethereintertwinedlong time, sawin the cleangroundsuddenlyto present the blood stainuntilhisleft eye, buttheseblood stainsflowed outfromhisbellythereprobablycompletely.韩非也对地下库房十分抵触,他停在入口那里纠结了很长时间,直到他的左眼看见干净的地面上突然出现血污,而那些血污好像全部是从他肚子那里流出的。„Shrinemasterafterreceivingthatseriousinjury, but alsohas run in the undergroundstorehousespecially?”
“神龛主人在受到那么严重的伤势后,还专门跑进过地下库房?”Turns on the back plate, the bloodstain in Han Feileft eyeextendstoward the storehouse, heis following the bloodstainvanguard, finallystops , in front ofshrine that is hoodwinking the black cloth.
打开挡板,韩非左眼中的血迹朝着库房里面延伸,他跟随着血迹前行,最后停在了蒙着黑布的神龛前面。„Opensit, nowcanrescueyour, only thenit, what do youinhesitate?” The right ear seemed soakedin the middle of the river water, in the ice-coldfluentsoundresounded a voice of strangeman.
“打开它,现在能救你的只有它,你还在犹豫什么?”右耳仿佛被浸泡在河水当中,冰冷的水流声里响起了一个陌生男人的声音。
The left handliftsslowly, but in musttouch the black cloth, the hand of Han Feiactuallystopped.
左手缓缓抬起,可就在要触碰到黑布时,韩非的手却停了下来。„Canrescuemy, only thenI.”
“能救我的,只有我自己。”Allpainfulmemoriesgatherhere, no onecanextricate, will also bring a more painfulmatter.
所有痛苦的记忆都汇聚在这里,没有人能够解脱,还会带来更加痛苦的事情。Hishandfellonblack clothnearbyhammerfinally, the five fingersheld the hammer handle: „Youthink of every meansto eliminatehisgoodness, isfeargoodheafterknowing the truth, will ruinomnipotentyou?”
他的手最终落在了黑布旁边的工具锤上,五指抓住了锤柄:“你们费尽心机剥夺走他的善良,是不是害怕善良的他在知道真相之后,会毁掉无所不能的你?”
The black clothis hoodwinking the shrine, butunder the black clothpresented an outline of personindistinctly, heis gazing atHan Feisilently.
黑布蒙着神龛,但是黑布下面却隐约出现了一个人的轮廓,他在默默的注视着韩非。„The person of psychological abnormality, likes the happythinglittledestruction, thiscanmakethembe satisfied. ButIam different, Ilikeruining the dirtyevilthing, thiscanmakemefeel itselfalsoto liveclearly.”Han Feiis rocking the hammer in hand: „Itrulywantto obtainyourapproval, butIdo not preparethatperson who becomesyouto hope.”
“心理变态的人,喜欢将美好的东西一点点破坏,这样可以让他们得到满足。但我不一样,我喜欢毁掉肮脏邪恶的东西,这样可以让我清楚感受到自己还活着。”韩非晃动着手中的工具锤:“我确实想要获得你的认可,可我并不准备成为你希望的那种人。”By the shrinehas been putting a worn-outhammer, butdiscovereduntiltoday'sHan Fei a matter, thiscannot seehammerhisleft eye.
神龛旁边一直放着一把破旧的工具锤,但直到今天韩非才发现了一件事,这把工具锤他的左眼看不到。In other words, the hammerhas not appearedin the memory of shrinemaster, butis the fantasy in the shrinemastersubconsciousfictionalizing, just likeRepresentativeforestdeeris lovingwithhappily, thisplacingshrinenearbyhammeris representingbeing unwilling of shrinemaster.
也就是说,工具锤并没有真实出现在神龛主人的记忆当中,而是神龛主人潜意识中虚构出的幻想,正如林鹿代表着爱和美好,这把放在神龛旁边的工具锤则代表着神龛主人的不甘。Evenbecomes the puppet of devil, evenlost the completehuman nature and goodness, evenbecomesinexpressibleexistence, heremembers that by the shrine of deep place, puts the choice that was missinginitiallyas before.
就算成为了魔鬼的傀儡,就算丢失了全部人性和善良,就算成为了不可言说的存在,他记忆深处的神龛旁边,依旧放着当初错过的选择。
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