MIG :: Volume #3

#241: Butterfly that in the dream departs


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After slow zither | Jean leaves, Han Fei starts to examine the room. 徐琴离开后,韩非开始查看屋子。 Before this room , is the 8 th vice- personality, in the room residual may have some useful clues. 这个房间以前是属于八号副人格的,屋子里可能会残留有一些有用的线索。 In the entire building the layouts of all rooms are similar, in room with meat products factory Family member Institute looks like very much, the shrine that even in the room places is exactly the same.” “整栋建筑里所有房间的布局都差不多,跟肉联厂家属院里的房型很像,连屋子里摆放的神龛都一模一样。” Stops in the living room corner, Han Fei just entered the room the time notices the shrine, but he injured at that time also without, therefore , there would be no to move heedlessly. 停在客厅角落,韩非刚进屋的时候就注意到了神龛,只不过当时他伤还没有好,所以就没有乱动。 No matter the reality, is in the domestic animal lane in deep layer world, during construction that the writer occupies some massive shrines, but he has mentioned in «Butcher's Family/Home» clearly, he does not believe the Spiritual God obviously.” “不管是现实,还是深层世界的畜牲巷里,作家居住的建筑当中都有大量神龛,但他在《屠夫之家》中清楚提到过,他明明不信神灵。” Took down the black cloth on shrine slowly, Han Fei just prepared the shrine the wooden door to open on, cries to block him suddenly. 缓缓取下神龛上的黑布,韩非刚准备将神龛上木质小门打开,哭突然拦住了他。 „Did you feel the danger?” “你感受到了危险吗?” Cries to be critical situation, like a frightened stray cat. 哭如临大敌,像一只受惊的野猫。 Looks the bloodstain that in the middle of the shrine slit seeps out, Han Fei has not opened that leaf of door finally: „The bloodstain on shrine has been dried up, that leaf of door to Spiritual God should for a long time not open very much. I do not take risk, when slow zither | Jean comes back, under the questionnaire her opinion is quite good.” 看着神龛缝隙当中渗出的血渍,韩非最终没有打开那扇小门:“神龛上的血迹已经干枯,那扇通往神灵的小门应该很久都没有打开过了。我还是不要冒险,等徐琴回来,征求下她的意见比较好。” The entire room cleans unusual is clean, neat that all things place, the feeling of homeowner person a little obsession, even the distance between ornaments is even same. 整个房间打扫的非常干净,所有东西都摆放的整整齐齐,屋主人甚至有点强迫症的感觉,连装饰品之间的距离都是一样的。 The living room, kitchen and bathroom feel are very good, after may enter the bedroom, the situation changed completely. 客厅、厨房、卫生间给人的感觉都很不错,可进入卧室后,情况完全发生了改变。 On the floor is throwing the gauze and clothes of belt/bring blood everywhere, the bed by tattered that the knife delimits, the bloodstain of finding at everywhere withered solidification. 地板上到处扔着带血的纱布和衣服,床铺被刀子划的破破烂烂,随处可见干枯凝固的血迹。 The lamp of top of the head was broken, the closet falls, the desk was sawn, in the bedroom all can the place of hiding people, all be ruined. 头顶的灯被砸碎,衣柜倾倒,书桌被锯开,卧室里所有能够藏人的地方,全都被毁掉了。 The window was built by the cement, on the white outer surface completely the knife and nail with the typeface that dig out, crooked, is found in the entire room, in that dazzling blood red writing as if contains the pain of homeowner person, light/only looks at one, the feeling whole body is uncomfortable. 窗户被水泥砌死,白色的墙皮上满是用刀子和指甲挖出的字体,歪歪斜斜,遍布整个房间,那一个个刺眼血红色文字里仿佛蕴含着屋主人的痛苦,光是看一眼,就感觉浑身不舒服。 Stood in the bedroom entrance, Han Fei presents a picture at present probably. 站在卧室门口,韩非眼前好像出现了一个画面。 0 : 00 o'clock at night, a woman who awakened from the nightmare fell into crazily, her personality big change of out-of-control, is destroying all around crazily. 午夜零点,一个从噩梦中惊醒的女人陷入了疯狂,失控的她性情大变,疯狂的破坏着四周。 Without the destruction of goal, to vent the fear in heart, to strengthen own security sense. 没有目的的破坏,是为了发泄心中的恐惧,同时也是为了增强自己的安全感。 8 th vice- personality female chef, her character complexity is next to the writer, will the person who contracts the serious cleanliness/mysophobia, why turn into the blood-thirsty butcher?” “八号副人格女厨师,她的性格复杂程度仅次于作家,一个患有严重洁癖的人,为什么会变成嗜杀成性的屠夫?” In order to clarify this issue, Han Fei enters the bedroom, he is recognizing on the wall carefully these crazy talks. 为了弄清楚这个问题,韩非进入卧室,他仔细辨识着墙壁上那些疯言疯语。 Among the neurology department doctors spreads such a few words, you can enter innermost feelings of lunatic, but do not attempt to ponder according to his way, do not understand him. 精神科医生当中流传有这样一句话,你可以走进一个疯子的内心,但千万不要尝试去按照他的方式思考,更不要去理解他。 Now Han Fei does is a very dangerous matter, he by training of system, he had not been wanted through constantly to understand, returns to original state the 8 th vice- personality experience fear, discovers its has the reason of change. 韩非现在做的就是一件很危险的事情,他没有受过系统的培训,他只是想要通过不断了解,还原出八号副人格经历的恐惧,找出其发生改变的原因。 Looks at the writing on wall, the finger is touching that slash and digs the mark, the opposite party, when the dementia, as if cannot feel the pain, in the middle of these writing also brings the flesh. 看着墙壁上的文字,手指触摸着那刀痕和挖痕,对方在精神错乱的时候,仿佛根本感觉不到疼痛,那些文字当中还带着血肉。 By a room such writing package, Han Fei was immersed in the experience of 8 th vice- personality slowly. 被一屋子这样的文字包裹,韩非慢慢沉浸在了八号副人格的经历当中。 I forgot when dreams of that thing for the first time is, most starts it to hide in the middle of the crowd probably, with my nonchalant brushing past, afterward but why did not know, it entangled me probably.” “我忘记了第一次梦见那个东西是什么时候,最开始它好像躲在人群当中,与我不经意的擦肩而过,但后来不知道为什么,它好像缠上了我。” That thing as if unceasing appears in my dream, what dream no matter I have, will have its form.” “那个东西似乎不断的在我的梦中出现,不管我做什么样的梦,其中都会有它的身影。” It will turn into the strange passer-by most of the time, does not have any contact with me, only visits me from afar.” “它大多数时候都会变成陌生的路人,也不和我有任何接触,只会远远的看着我。” May starting from some time, all become different, that thing close to me.” “可从某一个时间开始,一切都变得不同了,那个东西在接近我。” I can feel, it is away from me to be getting more and more near, although sometimes it has not appeared, I actually can also feel its vision, I know it side me.” “我能感受的到,它距离我越来越近,有时候它虽然没有出现,我却还能感受到它的目光,我知道它就在我身边。” I do not understand why will oneself have such strange dream? Why can I receive such crime? The reality is tired enough, in dream I can rest well, but now in the dreamland is unsafe.” “我不明白自己为什么会做这样奇怪的梦?为什么偏偏我要受这样的罪?现实已经够累了,梦里我才能好好休息,可现在连梦境里都不安全了。” In dream to that thing seventh day, the truly bad matter appeared.” “在梦到那东西的第七天,真正糟糕的事情出现了。” At that time I dreamed of the pet cat that oneself raise to jump on the window, it seems to be afraid very much stays in my room, I want to hold it, but it sees I come the time, jumped out of the window directly.” “当时我梦见自己养的宠物猫跳到了窗台上,它似乎很害怕呆在我的房间里,我想要去抱抱它,可它看到我过来的时候,直接跳出了窗口。” I hurried to run up to by the window, when I poked head to look downward, by a tremendous strength is promoted.” “我赶紧跑到了窗户旁边,在我探头往下看的时候,身后被一股巨大的力量推动。” Some people in my family/home, pushed from the building me!” “有人就在我的家里,将我从楼上推了下去!” Body crashes, I see it to stand in my family window.” “身体坠落的时候,我看见它就站在我家窗口。” I do not know it, but it actually wants to kill me, I really cannot find out the reason.” “我并不认识它,可它却想要杀死我,我实在想不出理由。” That late death started, in the following dreamland, my times was killed by that thing, it had all kinds of techniques, killed me unceasingly, making me awaken from the dream!” “那一晚的死亡只是开始,在接下来的梦境当中,我一次次被那东西杀死,它有各种各样的手法,不断的杀死我,让我从梦中惊醒!” I whole evening do not dare to sleep, the spirit faced with the collapse, what to do I do not know should, to close the eye, that thing will appear in my dream!” “我整晚都不敢睡觉,精神面临崩溃,我不知道应该怎么办,一闭上眼睛,那个东西就会出现在我的梦里!” Does not remember that was killed many times, I gradually started to present the illusion, I a little divided not the clear reality and dreamland.” “根本不记得被杀死了多少次,渐渐的我开始出现了幻觉,我有点分不清楚现实和梦境了。” Sometimes I felt that I am is having a dream, but pain actually solid existence. Sometimes I think that I am in the reality, may after it massacres, I discovered that a moment ago that was only a dream.” “有时候我感觉自己是在做梦,但痛感却实实在在的存在。有时候我以为自己是在现实里,可直到被它杀掉之后,我才发现刚才那只是一场梦。” My spirit is on the verge of the collapse, the boundary between reality and dreamland becomes fuzzy, when I cannot distinguish the reality and dreamland, that thing was led into the reality from the dreamland by me probably, it with the aid of my consciousness, spanned the dream and reality, sneaked in the middle of my brain.” “我的精神濒临崩溃,现实和梦境之间的边界变得模糊,在我分辨不出现实和梦境的时候,那个东西好像从梦境里被我带入了现实,它借助我的意识,跨越了梦和现实,钻进了我的脑子当中。” Right, I can feel its existence clearly, no matter in the dreamland, is in the reality, the mark of that butterfly shape is the best proof.” “没错,我能够清楚感觉到它的存在,不管是在梦境,还是在现实当中,那个蝴蝶形状的印记就是最好的证明。” Looks the handwriting that on the wall these act like a madman, the back of Han Fei is soaking, his vision firmly is staring at butterfly mark several characters. 看完墙壁上那些疯疯癫癫的字迹,韩非的后背在不知不觉间湿透,他的目光牢牢的盯着蝴蝶印记几个字。 That it that 8 th vice- personality said that refers to the generation is the butterfly?” “八号副人格所说的那个它,指代的就是蝴蝶吗?” Butterfly from the beginning is not in the middle of the reality thing, but runs from the nightmare?” “蝴蝶一开始并非现实当中的东西,而是从噩梦里跑出来的?” Han Fei until now the main body of not clear butterfly is anything, among person who all and butterfly has fought, only then the spider has seen the true butterfly. 韩非直到现在都不清楚蝴蝶的本体是什么,所有和蝴蝶交过手的人当中,只有蜘蛛见过真正的蝴蝶。 Eight vice- personalities died, the spider paid such big price, did he grasp what weakness of spider?” “八个副人格全部死亡,蜘蛛付出了这么大的代价,他到底掌握了蜘蛛的什么弱点?” The clue that in butcher's family/home hidden also compared with many of Han Fei imagination, the mysterious veil about butterfly as if be able to open here. 屠夫之家中隐藏的线索也远比韩非想象的要多,关于蝴蝶的神秘面纱似乎在这里就可以揭开了。
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