„Yang...... Is I......” “杨……果,是我……” Yang Guo stiffened, the body just like was coagulated by ten thousand years of cold ice, thought that also becomes a blank. 杨果僵住了,身体宛若被万年寒冰所凝固,就连思维,也变得一片空白。 That sound, as if conveys from spatial valley, reverberates in the mind, clears away. Feeling of echo, likely is the Chimes at Midnight, in horizon, close at hand. 那声音,仿佛从空谷中传来,在脑海里回响,涤荡。回响的感觉,又像是夜半钟声,远在天边,近在眼前。 Many year of dreams entangle the soul to pull, many years hesitate, many years miss to the moon/month, these scenes, are in the movie develop, naturally is not in tune with the Yang Guo situation. 多少年梦萦魂牵,多少年踌躇不前,多少年对月思念,这些场景,都是电影里演的,当然是跟杨果的情况并不搭调。 Yang Guo only takes the deep sleep three hours every day, since one year has almost not had a dream, but he does not calculate to bog down, counts in this year his achievement, before placing, he cannot believe that this is one. But missing, the initial that several months, may have. 杨果每天只需要深度睡眠三个小时,一年以来几乎都不曾做过梦,而他也不算是停滞不前,细数这一年来自己的成就,放在以前他怎么也不敢相信这是自己。而思念,起初的那几个月,或许会有吧。 He has also gotten drunk, he also watches the picture to wallow in the recollection, even in the time of quiet, he occasionally will also remember her. 他也喝醉过,他也看着照片沉迷在回忆中过,甚至在夜深人静的时候,他也会偶尔想起她。 Right, this sound, vanished nearly one year of Lu Yunran! That with him intimate four years, but he hears her recent news after schoolmate there lost heart( at least he to think one lost heart) woman. 没错,这个声音,就是消失了近一年的陆云冉！那个跟他亲密了四年但他从同学那里听到她的新消息之后就死了心（至少他觉得自己死了心）的女人。 Is only „Yang Guo”? Yang Guo suddenly thought that the heart has clutched, these years disgusting, but sweet honey which „Guoguo”? 已经只是“杨果”了吗？杨果突然觉得心揪了一把,那些年肉麻但声声甜过蜂蜜的“果果”哪儿去了？ Yang Guo opened mouth, discovered one do not have means to say the Lu Yunran name, that three characters to the mouth, actually turned into the past most familiar nickname: „Little Ran......” 杨果张了张嘴,发现自己没有办法直呼陆云冉的名字,那三个字到了嘴边,却自己变成了当年最熟悉的昵称:“小冉……” The sound shivers like the silk, appointed everyone can hear his being utterly confused. 声音颤抖如丝,任谁都听得出他的心乱如麻。 „Un, is I.” Has not misunderstood, truly is the Lu Yunran sound, she who although is familiar with compared with oneself, low and deep many. “嗯,是我。”没有听错,确实是陆云冉的声音,尽管比起自己熟悉的她,低沉了好多。 „I have not thought that can be you hit......” Yang Guo that says these words the time, the heart jumps well fiercely. Also had this time, he discovered that before he past that made an effort to forget not really dust-laden, he thinks that person who forgotten hid in the moral nature as before. “我没想到,会是你打过来的……”杨果说出这句话的时候,心脏跳得好厉害。也只有这时候,他才发现,以前他用力去遗忘的过去并没有真的尘封,他以为已经忘记的伊人依旧藏在心底。 „Is only the attempt hits, I have not thought that so was long, your mobile number had not traded.” Lu Yunran said gently, in the sound had the light hidden bitterness. “只是尝试打一下,我也没想到,都这么久了,你的手机号一直没有换。”陆云冉轻轻地说道,声音里带了一点淡淡的幽怨。 „He He...... He He.” Yang Guo is laughing foolishly. “呵呵……呵呵。”杨果是在傻笑。 Originally are was still waiting for! 原来自己是还在等待！ In his subconscious, has sealed up for one year in sentimental general, is not willing to think, does not dare to open wide itself to start a new sentiment. Originally is because in the heart also has struggles little, but also survives that little was fantasizing. 他潜意识里,在感情上将自己封闭了一年,不愿意去想,也不敢敞开自己去开始一段新的感情。原来是因为心中还有那么一点点挣扎,还残存着那么一点点幻想。 But, fantasized can be disillusioned! 可是,幻想都是会破灭的啊！ „I must marry......” Lu Yunran silent for a long time, said suddenly. “我要结婚了……”陆云冉沉默了好久,突然说道。 Short a few words, five characters, chop like five lightnings, shakes Yang Guo to be completely muddled, vertical is not steady, even must hold in the living room table slowly to sit falls on the chair. 短短的一句话,五个字,就像五条闪电劈下来,震得杨果晕头转向,立地不稳,甚至要抓住客厅里面的桌子才慢慢坐倒在椅子上。 A Yang Guo head blank, as if all of a sudden secluded from the world generally, cannot hear the thing, cannot see the thing. 杨果脑袋一片空白,仿佛一下子与世隔绝了一般,听不到东西,也看不到东西。 „Yang Guo...... Yang Guo...... Do not frighten me......” to treat recover leisurely, Yang Guo heard the Lu Yunran summon sound, in the sound had the nasal that a point was stopping up. “杨果……杨果……你别吓我……”待悠悠回过神来,杨果听到了陆云冉的呼唤声,声音中带着一点堵堵的鼻音。 Smiles bitterly and astringently, Yang Guo knows that this is the Lu Yunran at heart uncomfortable response, is she must cry omen. 苦涩地一笑,杨果知道,这是陆云冉心里难受的反应,是她要哭了的先兆。 „I am all right, but requires the little time to digest this news.” Yang Guo opens mouth, said. But just said that had a scare including him. A while time, his sound unexpectedly becomes so dry, looks like the sandpaper rubs mutually equally coarse. “我没事,只是需要一点点时间消化这个消息。”杨果张开嘴,说道。但刚刚说出口,连他自己都吓了一跳。只是一会儿功夫,他的声音竟然变得如此干涩,就像是砂纸相互摩擦一样难听。 Lu Yunran also fell into silent, she breathes heavily, hesitates. 陆云冉也陷入了沉默,她呼吸沉重,在犹豫。 Yang Guo makes noise to ask bitterly and astringently first, „wedding when?” 杨果苦涩地先出声问道,“婚礼在什么时候？” „51......” Lu Yunran said gently. “51……”陆云冉轻轻地说道。 „51......” Yang Guo is sighing deeply to say at heart. “51啊……”杨果在心里长叹道。 Really quite quick. Even if breaks off the finger to count, two people bid good-bye, but also less than one year? Yang Guo has a look at own palm, pinched gently has opened. Has not arrived for one year, she started a new affection, is not right, should say that soon must step into the palace of marriage. 真的好快。就算是掰开手指来数,两个人分手,还不满一年吧？杨果看看自己的手掌,轻轻捏了又张开。还没到一年,她就已经开始了一段新的恋情,不对,应该说是即将要踏入婚姻的殿堂。 This was not just she says hope? 这不正是她说期盼的吗？ „Congratulates you......” Yang Guo to say gently that „this is not just you hopes?” “恭喜你……”杨果轻轻地说道,“这不正是你所期盼的吗？” „He is an official, has had reached adulthood, in the family|home has been urging, therefore......” Lu Yunran said a big pile, Yang Guo has not perceived actually. “他是个公务员,也老大不小了,家里一直在催,所以……”陆云冉说了一大堆,杨果其实都没有听进去。 Because, this is important? 因为,这还重要吗？ Yang Guo is bitterly and astringently smiles, shook the head. 杨果又是苦涩地一笑,摇了摇头。 Perhaps, this is best! 或许,这样是最好的！ Yang Guo thinks suddenly. 杨果突然想到。 Two people, already already not on same track! Lu Yunran returns to peaceful auspicious small city, does not need to work oneself to death works to make money, does not need to rush about between two cities, then crosses the happy easy life that on she has wanted \; 两个人,早就已经不在同一个轨道上了！陆云冉回到安静祥和的小城市,不用那么卖命地工作挣钱,不用奔波在两个城市之间,然后过上了她一直想要的幸福美满的小日子\; But Yang Guo, in this year, in translating circle earthshaking, such as the cloud results in the water in the publishing circle, before knowing were many, wants unable to think that „great person” friend, is main, he had one to make him live changes greatly, moreover changed more joyful small female celestial Qiqi! 而杨果,这一年来,又在翻译圈子里叱咤风云,又在出版界如云得水,认识了很多以前想都不敢想“大人物”朋友,最主要的,他有了一个让他生活大变样而且是越变越快乐的小仙女琪琪！ Returns, possibly? Even if possible, gives up the adorable daughter, Yang Guo can want? 回到过去,可能吗？就算是可能,放弃可爱的女儿,杨果会愿意吗？ , Qiqi is not part that in the Yang Guo life is unable to give. 不会的,琪琪已经是杨果生命中无法割舍的一部分。 Since two people are impossible to arrive at the same place again, Yang Guo can do now, only has accepts with the heartfelt blessing confidently! 既然两个人是不可能再走到一起,杨果现在能做的,唯有坦然接受和衷心的祝福！ Yes, Yang Guo really thinks now! 是的,杨果现在真的是这么想的！ „Where is your wedding held? I just for these days came back the native place......” Yang Guo to interrupt the Lu Yunran words suddenly, the smile said. “你们婚礼在哪里举行？我刚好这几天回来老家……”杨果突然打断了陆云冉的话,微笑地说道。 „Hengtai hotel west district second floor...... 12 : 00 am.” Lu Yunran hesitant, said. “恒泰酒店西区二楼……上午12点。”陆云冉犹豫了一下,说道。 After she said that silent for a long time, asked suddenly: „...... Will you come?” 她说完之后,沉默了好久,突然问道:“果……你会来吗？” „Meeting, certain meeting!” Yang Guo said categorically. “会,一定会！”杨果斩钉截铁地说道。 Then, he thought one spoke the expression to be a little decisive, then has postponed the expression, installed broadly and level to say very much: „Ha Ha, you could rest assured that I was the past bless! So long as you cross well, I also felt relieved.” 说完,他又觉得自己说得语气有点太果断了,然后放缓了语气,装得很坦荡地说道:“哈哈,你放心,我是过去祝福的！只要你过得好,那我也就放心了。” This saying said that he thinks very false. 这话说得,他自己都觉得很假。 Receiver that side silence, has only left behind the rapid breathing. 听筒那边一片寂静,只留下了急促的呼吸声。 Why does not know, Yang Guo felt that Lu Yunran silent is shedding tears in another end of telephone, perhaps is only the misconception. 不知道为什么,杨果感觉陆云冉是在电话的另一端无声地流着眼泪,或许只是错觉。 Yang Guo can hear, in the receiver broadcasts the sound that several depth have inspired. It is not difficult to guess correctly, Lu Yunran opened several mouths, stops, then has shut. 杨果能够听到,听筒里传来了好几次深吸一口气的声音。不难猜出,陆云冉张了好几次嘴,又停下来,然后闭了上去。 She in hesitant? What to be hesitating? 她是在犹豫吗？在犹豫着什么？ Why starts to speak but hesitates repeatedly? 为什么屡屡欲言又止？ Is afraid itself to go to disturb, wants to turn down itself to come and embarrassed start to talk? 还是在害怕自己前去捣乱,想婉拒自己前来而又不好意思开口？ Yang Guo also hesitated, must say hesitant first, quite made her should not be awkward. 杨果也犹豫了,犹豫要不要先开口说不去了,好让她不要为难。 „Fruit......” Lu Yunran has opened finally the mouth, her sound shivers well fiercely. “果……”陆云冉最后还是开口了,她的声音颤抖得好厉害。 „Un?” Yang Guo gently um. “嗯？”杨果轻轻地嗯了一声。 Lu Yunran deeply inspired, probably is exhausts the whole body last strength to say the following words: „I want to see with you at the same time......” 陆云冉深深吸了一口气,好像是用尽全身最后一丝力气把后面的话说出来:“我想跟你见一面……” In her sound has filled struggling, fills has longed for: „Tomorrow evening, can you come out to chat with me?” 她的声音里充满了挣扎,也充满了渴望:“明晚,你能出来陪我聊聊天吗？” ( Asked the monthly ticket, sought the recommendation, everybody took the bill to pound my impoverished family! ≧▽≦) （求月票,求推荐,大家拿票票砸寒门吧！≧▽≦）