Outside the hospital ward, the Yang Guo present condition is very bad, the chaotic hair, covers entirely the eye of blood thread, jacket does not know that which threw to went, the white shirt upper half knot has pulled, the tie relaxed hangs on the neck. 病房外,杨果现在的状态很差,乱糟糟的头发,布满血丝的眼睛,身上的西装外套不知道扔到哪儿去了,白色的衬衫上半部的扣子都扯了开来,领带松弛地吊在脖子上面。 He has stood for night, has not moved out of the way more than half step, the nurses urges unable to convince him. 他已经站了一夜了,没有挪开过半步,护士们过来劝也劝不动他。 Yang Guo is looking by the glass window the baby of deep sleep on the small bed, in the heart five senses mixed Chen. 杨果透过玻璃窗望着在小床上沉睡的宝宝,心中五味杂陈。 The matter must return to yesterday afternoon, at that time Yang Guo is greeting the customer who the overseas come in company, a telephone then broke his tranquil life. 事情还要回到昨天下午,那时候杨果正在公司里招呼国外来的客户,一个电话便打破了他平静的生活。 The telephone is one woman who called Wu Yue hit, said that his child is about to have been born, making him hurry. 电话是一个叫伍玥的女人打过来的,说他的孩子快出生了,让他赶紧过来一下。 Cracks a joke, Yang Guo continually girlfriend last rampart has not broken through, child who now or virgin, which comes? Yang Guo thinks that this is the cheating in legend, is preparing to put down the telephone. 开什么玩笑,杨果连女朋友的最后一垒还没攻破,现在还是处男一个,哪儿来的孩子？杨果以为这是传说中的诈骗,正准备放下电话。 But in the telephone that woman's explanation has infiltrated the ice hole Yang Guo, in the Graduation trip last night, Yang Guo has had the relations with her. Ten months ago , because alcoholic intoxication fragment the memory was similar to the tide has welled up at this moment generally, before Yang Guo has remembered the door, that white-collar beautiful woman, remembered him to hold to go to bed at that time did not have trace Miss Wu next day, has remembered on the next day bed waking up time lower part of the body illness slightly. 可电话中那个女人的解释将杨果打入了冰窟,在毕业旅行最后一夜,杨果跟她发生过关系。十个月前因为醉酒断片了的记忆这一刻如同潮水一般涌了上来,杨果想起了房门前那位白领丽人,想起了当时他扶上了床第二天却没有了踪影的伍小姐,想起了第二天床上醒来时候下身微微的不适。 Because inspection discovery position of the fetus is unusual, Wu Yue had serious difficult labor now. The hospital requests, must have family member to present! 因为检查发现胎位异常,伍玥现在出现了非常严重的难产情况。医院要求,一定要有家属在场！ So grave as to affect a human life, Yang Guo could not attend to questions in detail again, catches up to follow close on the manager to ask for leave, blocks a taxi to rush to the hospital hurriedly. Is good because of Wu Yue with Yang Guo in a city, how long then has not rushed. 人命关天,杨果也顾不上再细问,赶紧跟经理请了假,拦了辆的士急匆匆赶往医院。好在伍玥跟杨果都在一座城市,没有过多久便赶到了。 Yang Guo runs up to birth clinic pantingly time, the situation was urgent, Wu Yue only threw down several words then to be thrust the delivery room: „You are I have only the man. If I had the child smoothly, when that today's matter has not happened. If I could not come out, you must promise me to take care of our children to grow up well.” 杨果气喘吁吁地跑到妇产科的时候,情况已经非常紧急了,伍玥只丢下了几句话便被推入了产房:“你是我唯一有过的男人。如果我顺顺利利把孩子生了下来,那今天的事就当没有发生过。如果我真的出不来了,你要答应我好好照顾我们的孩子长大。” The matter is similar to the sleepwalk seems to be common, Yang Guo was called the hospital muddled, muddled has seen then only one side Wu Yue, then this unexpectedly has become they finally. After Wu Yue was advanced the delivery room, cannot come out again...... 事情仿佛如同梦游一般,杨果糊里糊涂地被叫来了医院,然后又糊里糊涂只见了伍玥一面,然后这一面竟然成了他们最后一面。伍玥被推进产房后就没能再出来…… Yang Guo still remembers that the nurse daughter hugs, he looks at daughter's wrinkled small face, the lip slightly is shivering, actually felt that subtle bloodlines were continual. This feeling is very mysterious, does not have the means to tell others, but there are may feel clearly, in his innermost feelings has a sound to shout: „This is my child, right, this certainly is my child.” 杨果还记得,护士将女儿抱出来的时候,他望着女儿皱巴巴的小脸,嘴唇微微颤抖,恍惚间竟然感觉到了一种微妙的血脉连续。这种感觉很玄妙,没办法告诉别人,但是有清晰可感,他内心里有一个声音在呼喊:“这是我的孩子,没错,这一定是我的孩子。” That night, Yang Guo stands outside, sees the daughter by the glass window, has sprinkled the corridor of hospital until early morning sunlight. 这一夜,杨果就站在外面,透过玻璃窗看着女儿,直到清晨的阳光洒满了医院的走廊。 The cell phone has made a sound, Yang Guo hurries to pull out the cell phone from the pants pocket, looks at the screen, is the manager. 手机响了,杨果慌忙从裤兜里掏出手机,看屏幕,是经理。 „Hello, the Yang Guo sound that......” a night of water drop has not entered is hoarse like that the sandpaper rubs to send coarse, „manager, what matter?” “喂,咳咳……”一夜滴水未进的杨果声音沙哑得就像砂纸摩擦发出来的一样难听,“经理,什么事情？” „Yang Guo? Your voice? How today to have come to go to work?” The sound that the manager shows loving care for passed from the receiver. “杨果？你声音怎么了？今天怎么没有来上班？”经理关怀的声音从听筒里传了出来。 Yang Guo hesitant, today looked like should unable to withdraw, he said: „Manager, my here family's matter has not processed appropriately, was busy at forgetting. I think, can a today's again please day of vacation?” 杨果犹豫了一下,今天看起来应该是脱不了身了,他说道:“经理,我这边家里的事情还没处理妥当,都忙得忘记了。我想,能不能今天再请一天假？” „In family|home important matter? Ok, you well process today. I have a look...... The day after tomorrow was 51 had a vacation, before having a vacation in any case , the company matter was not many, simply you tomorrow will not use, you well solved family's matter! Has any matter do not hide at heart, needs to help to say freely.” The voice of manager is very refreshed. “家里出大事了？行吧,今天你就好好处理。我看看……后天就是51放假了,反正放假前公司事情也不是很多,干脆你明天也不用过来,你就好好解决家里的事情吧！有什么事情不要藏在心里,需要帮忙尽管说。”经理的声音很是爽快。 Yang Guo expressed gratitude with emotion again and again, since work, the manager has looked after to him, naturally, this also has certain relations with the Yang Guo foreign trade professional ability splendidly, regarding this kind of great general, please several days of vacation this generally request the manager to be as far as possible satisfied. 杨果感动地连连道谢,工作以来,经理对他关照有加,当然,这跟杨果外贸业务能力出色也有一定关系,对于他这样一员大将,请几天假这样一般的要求经理还是尽量满足的。 On-duty Head Nurse Jiang walked, looks at this big boy, in the heart sighs slightly, walked, said: „Little Yang, you stand like this dry are not being the matter, the child also needs you to look, do not toss about to go bad the body.” 值班的姜护士长走了出来,看着这个大男孩,心中微微一叹,走了过来,说道:“小杨,你这样枯站着也不是事,孩子还需要你照顾呢,别折腾坏了身体。” „Oh, were baseless many a child, I do not know how good......” Yang Guo wry smile to say. “唉,凭空多了一个孩子,我都不知道怎么好了……”杨果苦笑道。 „Wu Yue is the orphan, the person is peaceful, is specially good, she said that the child is your, certainly will not deceive your. Usually inspects is she comes, before we said that which heartless person has to be so cruel-hearted, dropped out her mother and daughter. Now you do not know that I did not blame you, but Wu Yue walked, the child on your family member, you may probably shoulder the responsibility!” Head Nurse Jiang hesitant, has supplemented one, „you , if not believe that our hospital can help you make the paternity test.” “伍玥是孤儿,人安安静静的,特别善良,她说孩子是你的,一定不会是骗你的。平时来检查都是她一个人来,以前我们都说,有哪个负心人那么狠心,将她母女俩都抛下了。现在你不知道,我也不怪你了,但伍玥已经走了,孩子就你一个亲人了,你可要担负起责任！”姜护士长犹豫了一下,补充了一句,“你如果不信,我们医院可以帮你做亲子鉴定。” Yang Guo looked at inside a window daughter, the feeling of that bloodlines inheritance still lingers in the heart, he shakes the head: „Does not use, I believe that this is my daughter, since lived, I will be thoroughly responsible.” 杨果望了一眼窗户里边的女儿,那种血脉传承的感觉依然萦绕于心,他摇摇头:“不用,我相信这是我的女儿,既然生了下来,我就会负责到底。” He sighed: „Said, I am ignorant to the present, anything has not prepared, Wu Yue she saw walked at the same time, I do not know that should make anything.” 他叹了一口气:“说实在,我到现在还懵着,啥都没准备,伍玥她才见一面就走了,我不知道该做什么。” „You make the Wu Yue funeral arrangements today first, the child I make the nurse help you look, in the hospital also has other mothers, making them help to feed, but this is not long-time, you must prepare for being probable to become the father to work as mother.” “你今天先去处理一下伍玥的后事,孩子这边我让护士帮你照顾一下,医院里还有其他的妈妈,让她们帮忙喂喂还是可以的,不过这也不长久,你还是要做好要当爸又当妈的准备。” Yang Guo nods seriously, goes through the formalities with Head Nurse Jiang. 杨果郑重地点点头,跟着姜护士长去办理手续。 The procedure is very tedious, bustles about, is toward noon. Yang Guo is tired and hungry, he had not eaten meal to present last night, in the hand is raising the Wu Yue relic, looked at the watch, then said to Head Nurse Jiang: „Auntie Jiang, was really laborious you, accompanied me to bustle about the half of the day. You looked that this arrived at meals and snacks, I asked you to have a food.” 手续很繁琐,一阵忙乎下来,已经是临近中午了。杨果又累又饿,他昨晚到现在还没吃过饭,手里提着伍玥的遗物,看了看表,便对姜护士长说道:“姜阿姨,真是辛苦您了,陪我忙乎了半天。您看,这都到饭点了,我请您吃一顿饭吧。” Head Nurse Jiang beckons with the hand, said: „All right, this is also our responsibility, eats meal does not use.” 姜护士长摆摆手,说道:“没事,这也是我们的责任,吃饭就不用了。” Which Yang Guo depends on, he said: „How this becomes, you got off work also to help me, this food my in Qing must invite in the principle. Moreover, I also want to consult with you, how I must take care of my daughter.” 杨果哪依,他说道:“这怎么成,您都下班了还来帮我,这顿饭我于情于理都得请。而且啊,我还想跟您请教一下,我要怎样照顾我女儿呢。” Head Nurse Jiang hesitant, has to accept: „Is only the plain meal, simple point on line, otherwise violated the discipline.” 姜护士长犹豫了一下,只好应承:“只是便饭啊,简单一点就行,不然就违反纪律了。” Yang Guo brings Head Nurse Jiang to arrive at hospital nearby inn, has ordered several dishes, urged the boss to hurry to serve food, he is about to be awfully hungry now. 杨果带姜护士长来到医院附近一家小饭店,点了几个菜,叮嘱老板赶紧上菜,他现在都快饿坏了。 Yang Guo to Head Nurse Jiang one cup of tea, while has not served food but actually, chatted with her: „Auntie Jiang, my this situation you possibly did not understand, I with Wu Yue actually am such understanding......” 杨果给姜护士长倒了一杯茶,趁着还没上菜,跟她聊了起来:“姜阿姨,我这情况您可能不了解,我跟伍玥其实是这样认识的……” Listened to the Yang Guo story, Head Nurse Jiang somewhat to sob: „Oh, your this relations, I look really am strange. Only casual acquaintance, had the child. I told that you Wu Yue this child, she is also a poor man!” 听了杨果的故事,姜护士长有些唏嘘:“唉,你们这关系啊,我看真是离奇。仅一面之缘,就有了孩子。我跟你说说伍玥这个孩子,她也是可怜人啊！” Originally, Wu Yue five -year-old time, in the family|home had the accident, the parents double perish, since childhood is bound by a common destiny with the grandmother, at age 15 the grandmother also passed away, in entire family|home only remaining she. 原来,伍玥五岁的时候,家里出了事故,父母亲双亡,从小跟外婆相依为命,15岁时候外婆也去世了,整个家里就只剩下了她一个人。 Yang Guo is uncomfortable at heart very much, he as if saw a delicate girl, alone a person is in the room to the darkness of night. If death of parents she were not young at that time too many feelings, but death of grandmother, should be big to her attack, this feeling, got rid of itself to go general like the entire world. 杨果心里很不是滋味,他仿佛看到了一个纤弱的女孩子,独自一个人在屋子里面对着夜的黑暗。如果说父母亲的去世那时候她还小没有太多的感触,而外婆的去世,对她的打击应该非常大吧,这种感觉,就像整个世界都抛弃了自己而去一般。 Does not know that since these ten months, how she passed, a person supports is being pregnant comes to the hospital to check, how the vision of other people difference she endures. 不知道这十个月以来,她是怎样度过的,一个人挺着大肚子来医院做检查,旁人异样的眼光她又是怎样忍受过来的。 If she has related Yang Guo, in the company of Yang Guo, the situation of presenting the difficult labor? Perhaps such she will not pass away like the present, like her parents, left behind the child to go to another world. 如果她联系了杨果,在杨果的陪伴下,是不是就不会出现难产的情况了？那样她或许就不会像现在一样撒手人寰,像她父母一样,留下孩子就去了另一个世界。 Yang Guo cannot think that he does not know, if Wu Yue has informed from the beginning him, oneself will make what kind of choice. Because Yang Guo also girlfriend, although is long-distance relationship, but Yang Guo loves her really very much, he will give up himself loving one another four years of girlfriend, but chooses merely only then casual acquaintance Wu Yue? Answer perhaps negative. 杨果不敢想,他不知道如果伍玥一开始就告知了他,自己会做出怎样的选择。因为杨果还有一个女朋友,虽然是异地恋,但杨果真的很爱她,他会放弃自己相恋了四年的女朋友而去选择仅仅只有一面之缘的伍玥吗？答案恐怕是否定的。 Yang Guo does not know not to know what to do now, he does not dare to tell the girlfriend, said that „I did have a child with other woman”? Yang Guo is afraid very much, after the worry said these words, is unable to recall again, but concealed the truth for a while has been able to hide the truth from first? 杨果现在都不知道如何是好,他还是不敢告诉女朋友,说“我跟别的女人有了一个孩子”吗？杨果很害怕,就担心说出这一句话后再也无法挽回,可是瞒得了一时能瞒得了一世吗？ Yang Guo can indicate that the appearance of this child, will be turned into a mess own life, but must deliver to the welfare home her, Yang Guo self-examines unable to achieve like this cruel-heartedly. Yang Guo remembers clearly that the nurse hands over his crook of the elbow time the daughter, bursts out the joyful feeling that from the innermost feelings turbulently is this life has not felt, that seems the ugly small life seems this in world most beautiful thing, does his possibly unfeeling pay in her others' hand? 杨果可以预示到这个孩子的出现,将会将自己的生活搅得一塌糊涂,可是要把她送到福利院,杨果自问无法做到这样狠心。杨果清楚地记得,护士将女儿交到他的臂弯时候,从内心汹涌迸发的喜悦感是今生未曾感受过的,那看上去丑丑的小生命仿佛就是这世间最美好的事物,他怎么可能那么绝情地将她交付到别人的手里？ The dish has come quickly up, Yang Guo greeted one, dug up the food greedily, he was too hungry, the dish clamped is big chopsticks. Head Nurse Jiang puts down the chopsticks, has handed over one water to him, said: „Eats slowly, your this is not good to digest.” 菜很快就上来了,杨果招呼了一声,狼吞虎咽地扒起了饭来,他实在太饿了,菜一夹就是一大筷。姜护士长搁下筷子,给他递了一杯水,说道:“吃慢点,你这样不好消化。” „,” Yang Guo does not swallow the food in end opening with great difficulty, said that „Auntie Jiang, is really embarrassed, quick day has not eaten meal, is really hungry, the table manners were ugly. Do not visit me to eat, you also taste this red-roast fish.” “唔,”杨果好不容易咽下口中的饭,说道,“姜阿姨,真不好意思啊,快一天没吃饭了,实在是饿,吃相难看了点。您也别看我吃啊,您也尝尝这红烧鱼。” „Well, young people this did not call the table manners to be ugly, this called the appetite. Ha Ha” Head Nurse Jiang also used the chopsticks. “好好,年轻人这样不叫吃相难看,这叫有胃口。哈哈”姜护士长也动起了筷子。 Ate like a whirlwind that sweeps away scattered clouds earnestly for dozen minutes, Yang Guo thought that the belly felt better a point, he also slowed down the speed of eating meal, ate consulted to consider the experience of baby with Head Nurse Jiang. 风卷残云埋头吃了十几分钟,杨果才觉得肚子好受了一点,他也放慢了吃饭的速度,边吃边跟姜护士长请教照顾宝宝的经验。 „The thing that needs to prepare has but you did not need to buy again, actually before Wu Yue her, has asked me, already arranged in her room, now the subject matter was Wu Yue walked, the child did not have mother to nurse, although I can make the nurse help for these days to ask other mother to feed, but this was not the long-term plan, you must buy some powdered milk.” “需要准备的东西有很多但你都不用再买了,其实伍玥她之前就问过我了,早就备好在她屋里,现在主要问题是伍玥走了,孩子没有妈喂奶,虽然这几天我可以让护士帮忙找别的妈妈喂喂,但这不是长久之计,你得去买一些奶粉。” „Ok, later I go to supermarket to have a look.” “行,待会我去超市看看。” „No, do not go to the supermarket, looked that you have not bought the powdered milk, in the supermarket many powdered milk eat to the Sir, the child may unable to withstand, best goes to the special babies and infants exclusive agency, asked the shopping guide, selected most suits just the birth child.” “别,你可别去超市,一看你就是没买过奶粉的,超市里很多奶粉都是给大人吃的,小孩可承受不了,最好是去专门的婴幼儿专卖店,问导购,挑最适合刚出生孩子的。” „Does this have tasteful?” Yang Guo scratches the head, said embarrasedly. “这也有讲究啊？”杨果挠挠头,讪讪地说道。 „Art may be big, the stomach of baby was just born is quite small, starts must separate 1-2 hours to feed one time. Do not dislike troublesome, raised the child trouble to be possible, said only manages the card, if you for these days want the name of baby, to manage the birth certificate to the baby several days later. Later you must manage children's Vaccination Certificate, later the baby vaccinates to use. Waited to empty, the registered permanent address must manage, you must go to the local police station to give on the baby the registered permanent address.” “讲究可大了,刚出生的婴儿的胃比较小,开始的时候还得隔一两个小时就得喂一次。你也别嫌麻烦,养孩子麻烦可多了呢,单说办证,你这几天要想好宝宝的名字,过几天要给宝宝办出生证的。之后你还得办儿童预防接种证,以后宝宝接种都要用到。等空了下来,还有户口要办,你还得去派出所给宝宝上户口。” Yang Guo heard the head to explode, he said distressfully: „Is so troublesome!” 杨果听得脑袋都要爆了,他愁眉苦脸地说道:“这么麻烦啊！” Head Nurse Jiang visits him, shakes the head, at present this does not have the little protection to become the father, the labor of where clear parents, she did not say anything, has to comfort saying: „Do not be afraid, things will eventually sort themselves out, takes your time.” 姜护士长看着他,摇摇头,眼前这位没有一点点防备就当了爹,哪里清楚为人父母的辛苦,她也不好说什么,只好安慰道:“你也不要害怕,车到山前必有路,慢慢来。”