Chapter 769 tender awakening 第769章娇的觉醒 In study room, a piece lonesome however. 书房之中,一片寂然。 Does not know that should say any good. 不知道该说些什么好。 Sun Lang stands in same place, is finishing Xue Baochai who cries the pear flower belt/bring rain, speechless. 孙朗怔怔地站在原地,毕着哭得梨花带雨的薛宝钗,哑然。 The valuable elder sister in all negativities the heart all divulged simply. 宝姐姐简直是将心中所有的负面情绪全都宣泄了出来。 She is not the unearthly female celestial, does not have any to completely understand that worldly affairs and aloof exquisite heart, perhaps before was, perhaps before not to have, but of a character sentiments wanted to understand how is also difficult, it made the fairy maiden drop this world, all sorts were angry to doubt sad angry to happen......, because cared, therefore was rigid. 她并不是不食人间烟火的仙女,也没有什么看透世情、超然物外的玲珑心,或许以前是,或许以前冇,但情之一字想要参透又何其难也,它令仙子跌落凡尘,种种嗔疑悲怒由此而生……因为在乎,所以执着。 The present person is she cares with dedicated person 3 only 眼前的人就是她唯一在乎和执着的人三 The sentiment root deep type, is until death faithful, idly for extremely sentiment in this, will therefore be swayed by personal gains and losses, she uses the life loves a person completely, but the opposite party has actually retained and concealed to her, this is unendurable. 情根深种,至死不渝,闲为极情于此,所以才会患得患失,她用一生的全部去爱一个人,但对方却对她有所保留和隐瞒,这本来就是难以忍受的。 Even if conceals and retains, is actually the painful and sad memory. 哪怕隐瞒和保留的,其实是痛苦与悲伤的记忆。 Even so, this is not she wants. 即使是如此,这也不是她想要的。 She wants to know, because is the couple, therefore wants to know, what pain is happy, plays undertakes and faces together, cries also well, smiles also well, anything can 3 她想要知道,因为是夫妻,所以想要知道,无论是痛苦的还是美好的,都耍一起承担和面对,哭也好,笑也好,什么都可以三 Only by doing so, is the couple. 只有这样,才是夫妻。 She must become the wife of this person, pet that rather than he raises. 她是要成为这个人的妻子的,而不是他养的宠物。 Like cat such, was fed and stroked by him every day, meow meow called two comfortably, acted like a spoiled brat, S once rubbed, passed day after day, anything did not understand, anything does not know, only then he came back greeted his smile, played with him together mindless, but he not, when lay on the rack, was bored to death is licking the wool on claw, does not know that what he when making, does not know he had a dream every day what saw, does not know him but why was sad, even if why was the tranquil, happy and peaceful life, even if. Will be looked after by him well is very very good, even if in life bright, even if the darkness kept off by him outside...... this is not she wants. 像一只猫那样,每天被他喂食和抚摸,舒服地喵喵叫两声,撒撒娇,s曾一蹭,就这样日复一日地度过,什么都不了解,什么都不知道,只有他回来的时候才迎接他的笑颜,与他一起没心没肺地玩耍,而他不在的时候就趴在架子上,百无聊赖地舔着爪子上的毛,不知道他在做什么,不知道他每天做梦时看到了什么,不知道他为何而悲,因何而哪怕是平静、美好、安宁的生活,哪怕会被他照顾得很好很好,哪怕生活中只有光明,哪怕黑暗都被他挡在外面……这也不是她想要的。 She plays to become the wife of this person, the wind and rain and cloudless day must go to face together. 她是耍成为这个人的妻子的,风雨和晴天都要一起去面对。 What a pity...... he is not always clear. 可惜……他从来都不明白。 „You were not why clear...... reached an agreement obviously, I can wait, ten years also good, 20 years also good, we are willing to wait, when you want to understand all, when you unloaded the protection in heart, when you...... trusted us completely.” “你为什么还是不明白呢……明明都说好了,我可以等的,十年也好,二十年也好,我们都愿意等的,等到你将一切想明白了,等你将心中的防备卸下,等你……完全地信任我们。” Xue Baochai is looking at the present person, the sound is very light is very light, seemed the fear alarmed anything, said in a soft voice: „But reached an agreement obviously, why you are not instead willing to wait...... why......” 薛宝钗望着眼前的人,声音很轻很轻,仿佛是害怕惊动了什么,轻声道:“可明明都说好了,为什么你反而不愿意等了……为什么啊……” Sun Lang is speechless C he not to know that should say any good: gt ; 孙朗无话可说c他不知道该说些什么好:gt; The truth said does not pass, particularly at this kind of time, particularly among men and women. 道理是讲不通的,尤其是在这种时候,尤其是男女之间。 He does not know how should deal. 他不知道该如何应对。 This follows a difference. 这跟上次不一样。 Jia Sidao threatens to come, what accusation is he is quiet, what accusation is he is irresponsible, accuses him to vanish silently, the command cared that his person immerses in the sadness and pain, therefore Sun Lang nj to use more violent imposing manner resentment to go back, since you play the truth, I give you truth. 贾似道气势汹汹而来,指责的是他悄无声息,指责的是他不负责任,指责他无声无息地消失,令关心他的人沉浸在悲伤与痛苦之中,所以孙朗nj以用更加猛烈的气势怼回去,既然你耍真相,那我就给你真相。 But this difference. 但这次不一样。 What said is the sentiment, what said is the commitment, what said is the heart mark...... Xue Baochai interrogates the object, is one's beloved who she recognizes, not concerns the blood relationship and status. 说的是感情,说的是承诺,说的是心迹……薛宝钗所质问的对象,是她所认定的心上人,无关乎血缘与身份。 She wants to play the truth, she is not willing again hidden 她只是想耍真相,她只是不愿意再被隐 Hides the truth from C. 瞒c. Unlike Jia Sidao. 跟贾似道不一样。 She has completed the would-be peer, realized the truth that Sun Lang conceals is brutal and heavy, but this, she still wants to know even, because she wants to share with own husband with facing this pain. 她已经做好了准侪,意识到孙朗所隐瞒的真相是何等残酷与沉重,但就算是这样,她也想知道,因为她想与自己的夫君一起分担和面对这份痛苦。 Sun Lang said slowly: „ You think where...... starts to listen to hear this word, Xue Baochai's expression has no change- 孙朗缓缓道:“你想……从哪里开始听听闻此言,薛宝钗的表情却没什么变化- She as if calm, or heart also cold, she is looking at Sun Lang, is calm: „Before then, what status do you by speak to me now?” 她似乎冷静了下来,或者说,心也冷了下来,她望着孙朗,语气平静:“在这之前,你现在是以什么身份对我说话？” Sun Lang is startled. 孙朗一怔。 He has not spoken with enough time, Xue Baochai continues saying: „ If in Israeli troops the status of boss, that does not need to explain, you are powerful, does not need to end to explain assorted 他还没来得及说话,薛宝钗就继续道:“如果是以军中上司的身份的话,那也不必解释了,您位高权重,也不必向末将解释什 . ” 么。” Was this acts difficult? ・这是闹别扭了？ Sun Lang just thought the opens the mouth, valuable elder sister yi stopped up: " As Master Sun, does not need to explain anything, you are the extra mundane person of high skill, the speech work naturally are only thought understanding, does not need to consider my idea. ” 孙朗刚想张口,宝姐姐乂堵了一下:"以孙大侠的身份,也不必解释什么了,您是世外高人,说话做事当然只为念头通达,也不必考虑我的想法的。” Sun Lang had calmed down at this time, poured + such as said, was calmly excessive. 孙朗这时已经冷静下来了,倒+如说,是冷静过头了。 This is human, this is a man, for example nature- when desire surges upward, don't said that was the ship sword horse spear/gun, was the key hole wants to insert, but after a round, condition that the falling person will detest and reject, felt oneself were an incurable anomaly, actually this also was just the normal physiological desire. 这就是人类,这就是男人啊,譬如性-欲高涨时,莫说是船剑马枪了,便是钥匙孔都想插的,可一发过后,就会陷人自我厌弃的状态,觉得自己是个没救的变态,其实这也只不过是正常的生理欲望罢了。 At this time Sun Lang is at to rub to end the later introspection condition. 此时孙朗就处于撸完之后的反省状态。 Was just startled under the anger, he nearly lost the reason, is almost hated to control as for the soul, but Xue Baochai blocked him, but also the unforeseen way blocked him by him, and gave him a blow to the head to shout at with one, now after he calms down, on falling person thinking deeply. 刚刚惊怒之下,他险些又失去了理智,乃至于灵魂差点被憎恨所控制,可薛宝钗拦下了他,还以他所无法预料的方式拦下了他,并且给了他当头一棒与一记断喝,如今他冷静下来之后,就陷人了深思。 He felt probably probably oneself as if perhaps possible...... some places to do is not quite truly right. Because the valuable elder sister's interrogation he is unable to refute. 他觉得自己似乎好像大概也许可能……有些地方做的确实不太对。因为宝姐姐的质问他无从反驳。 The dead dwelling does not understand the sentiment, dead dwelling King Arthur does not understand the will of the people, the dead dwelling only meets reason things out, when cannot speak the truth, the dead dwelling fell comprehensively leeward, therefore the dead dwelling quarrelled the girlfriend, because a naturally this argument of girl not reason things out was the supposition, because the dead dwelling did not have the girlfriend. 死宅是不懂感情的,死宅比亚瑟王更不懂人心,死宅只会讲道理,当讲不了道理时,死宅就全面落入下风了,所以死宅是吵不过女朋友的,因为女孩子是不讲道理的一当然这个论点是假定的,因为死宅是没有女朋友的。 In brief, the girl of pear flower belt/bring rain discussed the sentiment with you, what to do can you? Do you also very despair? 总之,梨花带雨的女孩子跟你谈感情,你能怎么办？你也很绝望吧？ Probably is this situation. 大概就是这种情况。 Sun Lang when the calmness, slowly was afraid, particularly now feels does not occupy the principle. 孙朗在冷静之后,就慢慢地心虚了,尤其是如今觉得不占理时。 Therefore, some concessions, is understandable 所以,些许的让步,也是可以理解的吧 ? ? Sun Lang is thinking like this. 孙朗这样想着。 Although said somewhat ashamed, but now truly is the peculiar circumstance, faced the valuable elder sister's small temper, Sun Lang is getting angry, in the words had some stutter: „Working as...... is the valuable elder sister is certainly unemotional: „ I have said that if the boss, is not no need to say......” 虽然说出来有些羞耻,但如今确实是特殊情况,面对着宝姐姐的小性子,孙朗黑着脸,话语里有些许的结巴:“当……当然是宝姐姐面无表情:“我说过,如果是上司的话,就不必说……” Sun Lang was angry, said loudly: „Is, engagement who your future husband, boyfriend and fiance, are intimate is the future must marry your person in brief!” 孙朗恼了,大声道:“是你未来的老公、男朋友、未婚夫、相好的、婚约者总之是将来要娶你的人啊！” Lin Daiyu will quickly turn one side, deeply attracted 林黛玉急忙将头扭到一边,深深地吸了 Tone. 口气。 No one manages her. 没有人理她。 Xue Baochai is still face cold frost and look freeze, her cold say/way: „Right? I just also think that you want to make me be a widow again.” 薛宝钗依然是一脸寒霜、神色冻结,她冷然道:“是吗？我刚刚还以为你又想让我再做一回寡妇。” „......” Sun Lang feels somewhat cannot resist, accompanies to say with a smile, „how can, how be able.” “……”孙朗觉得有些招架不住,陪笑道,“怎么会,怎么会呢。” The valuable elder sister said lightly: „ Before also roared I, making me shut up, 宝姐姐淡淡道:“之前还吼我,让我闭嘴, Sun Lang sighed: „Can not help, can not help, I review, my attitude has the issue.” She also said: „Causes the temper suddenly, has a fit of temper the murder, moreover wants not to wave the arms about dry/does, seem to probably abandon us to kill the imperial capital.” 孙朗叹息道:“情不自禁,情不自禁,我检讨,我态度有问题。”她又说道:“又突然使起性子,发脾气杀人,而且还想甩手不干,看起来就像是要撇下我们自己杀进帝都去。” The Sun Lang look is even more depressed: „Is spur-of-the-moment, spur-of-the-moment.” 孙朗神色越发郁闷:“一时冲动,一时冲动。” Xue Baochai said: „Is this time spur-of-the-moment, next time? Also plays to continue with trepidation?” 薛宝钗说道:“这次是一时冲动,下次呢？还耍继续提心吊胆吗？” Sun Lang gives the thumbs-up: „Relax , I will not have tasted absolutely, the opposite party takes the training ground woman as the bait, inciting her saying that words to enrage in me, perhaps was counting on I explode same place, since I want to understand this point, how also to make her satisfied?” 【Entire- net】 孙朗竖起了大拇指:“放心,绝对不会了,我已经回过味来了,对方以马道婆为饵,指使她说出那种话激怒于我,恐怕就是指望着我原地爆炸,我既然想明白了这一点,又怎么会让她称心如意？”【全-网】 【- New】 【更-新】 【- Quick】 【最-快】 【Flower- fragrant- occupies】 【花-香-居】 https://m../ https://m../ Who knows after listening to this saying, the valuable elder sister not only had not felt relieved . Moreover the complexion unexpectedly was also cold three points, younger sister forest is also hurried revolutions jiong to signal with the eyes to Sun Lang fiercely. 谁知道听了这话之后,宝姐姐非但没放下心来,而且脸色居然又寒了三分,林妹妹也急忙转冋头向孙朗猛使眼色。 ......, What did I speak incorrectly? Isn't this? ……咦,我说错什么了？难道不是这样吗？ Didn't the reason that this being well-founded answer abundant proof I will not violate again, pledge and pledges compared with what convincingly? Was she angry? 这种有理有据的答案充分论证了我不会再犯的理由,不比什么承诺和誓言更有说服力吗？她怎么又生气了？ Xue Baojia coldly said: „ Is this...... looks like you 薛宝铗冷冷道:“是这样啊……看来您 Is a wisdom excellent and calm cautious person, such being the case 是一个智慧过人、沉着谨慎的人,既然如此 , Did not need us to worry, before was I talks too much. ” ,就不用我们来操心了,之前是我多嘴了。” Sun Lang does not know whether to laugh or cry saying: „How?” 孙朗哭笑不得道:“又怎么了？” „Is only willful irritable I am having a fit of temper.” The valuable elder sister light say/way, „ in the world all women have such natural disposition, so-called virtuous virtue, but installs “只是任性别扭的我在发脾气罢了。”宝姐姐淡淡道,“世上所有的女人都有这样的本性,所谓贤良淑德,只是装出来的罢了 Sun Lang sighed: „Don't you want to listen to my matter? We start to say now, the present atmosphere some to...... do not consider as finished, has spoken one time, this time will not cover with a mat the big enmity deep......” 孙朗叹了口气:“你不是想听我的事情吗？那我们现在开始讲吧,不过现在的气氛有些不对……算了,已经讲过一次了,这次也不会苫大仇深……” He finishes barely the words, thought that opposite had two awl vision to puncture, valuable elder sister's tranquil tone high three times: „Has said one time?” 他话音未落,就觉得对面有两道锥子般的目光刺了过来,宝姐姐平静的语气高了三度:“讲过一次？” In the Sun Lang heart hit suddenly-! Said inadvertently! What to do! What to do? 孙朗心中打了个突-哇！说漏嘴了！怎么办！怎么办? ......, Wait. ……咦,等等。 My afraid anything. 我心虚什么。 Said says. 只是讲给似道而已。 He smiles, the smile somewhat becomes dry: „ Before Qin 他笑了笑,笑容有些发干:“之前在秦 When state, said listened to the say/way, you know that at that time he 州时,讲给似道听了,你知道的,那时候他 Just received the message, ran up to Bai stupidly mystifyingly 刚刚收到了消息,就跑到白家傻阴阳怪气地 iw punctures me, I have not repressed for a while, told him...... ” iw刺我,我一时没按捺住,就跟他说了……” If the women were sentimental, simply is the world's most persistently unreasonable lifeform, particularly valuable elder sister type usually was reasonable, the gentle virtuous woman, once causes its small temper, that may really be the earth-shattering, what vinegar can eat: „So that's how it is, truly was I considered thoroughly, wishfully must share with you, now looks like, actually does not need, having your younger brother helps you be good......” 女人如果情绪化了,简直是世上最蛮不讲理的生物,尤其是宝姐姐这种平素知情达理、温柔贤淑的女人,一旦使其小性子,那可真是天崩地裂,什么醋都吃得起来:“原来如此,确实是我多虑了,一厢情愿地要与你分担一下,现在看来,其实也不必,有你弟弟帮你就好了……” Sun Lang does not know whether to laugh or cry to explain: „ You want! Because the say/way is a man, I will discuss this matter to him, because the man must withstand something, he must 4 be used to this type 孙朗哭笑不得地解释道:“你想多了！正因为似道是男人,我才会跟他讲这事,因为男人是得承受一些东西的,他得四惯这种 The words have not said, Xue Baochai coldly said: „These things, you take strict precautions against cling to tenaciously to us, is actually willing to open the ostium to the say/way, originally this comes, your two brothers regard the fool us unexpectedly, anything is kept in the dark us......” 话还没说完,薛宝钗就冷冷道:“那些事情,你对我们严防死守,却愿意对似道敞开心门,原来这一路过来,你们兄弟俩竟然将我们当成傻子来看,什么事情都将我们蒙在鼓里……” „- Sufficed!” “-够了！” Sun Lang shouts suddenly like this. 孙朗突然这样喊道。 younger sister forest was frightened shook, the valuable elder sister who manifests suddenly also stopped the words. 林妹妹被吓得抖了一下,连珠炮般发作的宝姐姐也停下了话语。 Sun Lang is looking at Xue Baochai, the tone becomes low and deep: „That night, after Jia Sidao listened, nearly accidentally discharged the person demon, the spitting blood stupor, you think at the scene that was the fairy tale? To listen, good, I can say, has torn the old wound in any case bloody one time, tears also to might as well again one time, in any case just in the past shortly, but also does not have the scab- I do not matter, painful also painful.” 孙朗望着薛宝钗,语气变得低沉:“那天晚上,贾似道听完之后,险些走火人魔,当场吐血昏迷,你以为那是童话故事吗？想要听,好啊,我可以讲啊,反正已经把旧伤口血淋淋地扯开一次了,再扯开一次也无妨,反正刚刚过去不久,还没结痂呢-我无所谓啊,再痛的也痛过了。” The valuable elder sister complexion changes. „But are you...... doing now?” Sun Lang said with a sigh, „doesn't want to know? Doesn't want to listen? Were you just doing? Noise enough?” 宝姐姐脸色微变。“可你……现在又是在干什么？”孙朗叹息道,“不是想知道吗？不是想听吗？你刚刚又是在干什么？闹够了没有？” Xue Baochai is sipping the lip, is staring him, as if for a while cannot make a turn, did not seem to want weakly the momentum. 薛宝钗抿着嘴唇,瞪着他,似乎一时转不过弯,似乎不愿意弱了声势。 Sun Lang looked at her one eyes: „That does not want to listen well......, that this.” 孙朗看了她一眼:“那就是不想听了……好吧,那就这样吧。” He turns around neatly, walks toward the entrance, the back seems like the interest is waning to nearly to renounce. 他干脆利落地转身,向着门口走去,背影看起来意兴阑珊到近乎决绝。 Saw with own eyes that he will soon push the door to go, in Xue Baochai heart t startles- she just felt to make husband realize the beforehand mistake profoundly, sees the instigation type that always a tyrannical Sun Lang face admitted defeat, found it fun, therefore did unrestrainedly several, who knew to go too far is as bad as not far enough, when things reach their extreme they turn back, stirred up this donkey yi to throw kicking unexpectedly, she greatly was for a while anxious, the subconsciousness said: „Husband!” 眼见他即将推门而去,薛宝钗心中一t激灵-她刚刚只是觉得得让夫君深刻认识到之前的错误,又见从来强横的孙朗一脸服软的怂样,心里觉得好玩,所以情不自禁地作了几下,谁知道过犹不及,物极必反,居然激得这头毛驴乂撂了蹶子,她一时大急,下意识道:“夫君！” Thump a light sound, is the sound of door bolt glide one, but before, the door bolt had been pulled open. Therefore, now then, closed. 咚的一声轻响,是门闩滑动的声音一但之前,门闩已经被拉开了。所以,现在这下,是闭合的。 Sun Lang has turned head, smiling the human and animals is harmless: „Un? I first insert a gate, after all this matter is the quite secret matter, do not let the bystander come to hear 3” 孙朗回过头,笑得很是人畜无害:“嗯?我只是先插个门,毕竟这事是比较机密的事情,可别让外人进来听到三” One that Xue Baochai's complexion brushes thorough cold 薛宝钗的脸色刷的一下就彻底冷了下来 N n The smile on Sun Lang face becomes does not lose the politeness awkwardly, he as if also realized the subtlety of situation, therefore performs most is making making up: „ Wait, you just played with me, I also played with you, this is very fair, each other does not owe, therefore gives my Sun face, this matter has uncovered, we 孙朗脸上的笑容变得尴尬而不失礼貌,他似乎也意识到了局势的微妙,所以尽最做着弥补:“等等,你刚刚作弄了我,我也作弄了你,这很公平,彼此并不相欠,所以给我孙某人一个面子,这事就此揭过,我们来 Xue Baochai past hugged continuously stupor Qingwen unemotionally, arrived at side Sun Lang, said lightly: „Asking makes, I must go to the calm this girl.” 薛宝钗面无表情地过去抱起一直昏迷的晴雯,来到孙朗身边,淡淡道:“劳驾让一让,我要去安顿一下这丫头。” Sun Lang is meeting rudeness with a smile saying: „ This did not have the meaning the valuable elder sister without delay, hugged Qingwen to hit good-fittingly to Sun Lang. 孙朗陪着笑脸道:“这样就没意思了吧宝姐姐二话不说,抱着晴雯合身就向孙朗撞去。 Sun Lang has realized the conditioned reflex in the two years, can evade with any angle any time , any place with the female body contacts, was seeing with own eyes Xue Baochai hugs Qingwen to come, he must dodge to the one side but one, otherwise played to have the flood. 孙朗这两年已经练成了条件反射,能够在任何时间、任何地点与任何角度躲过与女性的身体接触,眼见着薛宝钗抱着晴雯过来,他无奈之下只得闪到一旁一否则就耍发大水了啊。 Xue Baochai takes a stroll opens the door. 薛宝钗就耍去开门。 But Sun Lang stretches out the finger in side, resists the door bolt, said with a smile dry/does: „Don't such anxiously......” 可孙朗在旁边伸出手指,抵住门闩,干笑道:“别这么急着走啊……” Xue Baotie hugged Qingwen to fly a foot, bang, the door breaks to pieces several, door bolt non- door bolt, was not heavy 薛宝铁抱着晴雯飞起一脚,轰的一声,房门碎成了几块,门闩不门闩的,也就不重 Wanted. 要了。 Even if a Sun Lang finger can make Xue Baochai lie down on the ground at this time obediently, but he cannot do that has to look at the vision of seeking help to younger sister forest. 哪怕此时孙朗一根手指就能让薛宝钗乖乖躺在地上,但他也不能这么做,只好将求助的目光看向了林妹妹。 Lin Daiyu looked at his one eyes, is sighing shaking the head, Xue Baochai extends treads outside the person room fully, then did not say a word, walked = gt toward outside ; 林黛玉看了他一眼,叹息着摇了摇头,薛宝钗伸足踏人屋外,然后一言不发,向着外面走去=gt; Sun Lang just wants to intercept, suddenly heard transmitted a tumult from afar, as if the direction from Yu Residence gate, in the air/Qi full calling out sound transmitted from afar: „Today Jia does not hand over, we turn this Rong Guofu upside down!” 孙朗刚想拦截,突然听到远远传来了一阵骚动,似乎来自于府门的方向,一个中气十足的暴喝声远远传来:“今天贾家不把人交出来,我们就将这荣国府翻个底朝天！”