Chapter 320 hometown 第320章故乡 For him, but the person of death, he is loving person, he shame to person. 为他而死的人,他所爱着的人,他所愧对着的人。 At this time is close, close at hand, is actually the horizon that he is unable to touch. 此时就近在咫尺,近在眼前,却是他无法触及的天边。 The farmers retroceded two steps, both hands shook: „Sister-in-law......” 农夫后退了两步,双手抖了起来:“四嫂……” That monster as if discovered his abnormality, discovered the farmer lets slip the earthenware jar that falls falls, the simple intelligence also realized this is the excellent opportunity, therefore the frightening roaring sound resounds again, brings the roaring flame of flaming combustion, four hoof bombardment grounds, seize the life the monster to clash irresistible to the farmer! 那怪物似乎发现了他的失常,发现了农夫失手摔落的瓦罐,简单的智能也意识到了这是极好的机会,于是令人恐惧的咆哮声再次响起,带着熊熊燃烧的烈焰,四蹄轰击地面,夺命的怪物势不可挡地向农夫冲来！ The farmers look that single the sister-in-law binds in pale facial features, cannot escape, does not move, he muttered: „Sister-in-law...... sister-in-law......” 农夫看着单四嫂裹在其中的苍白面容,跑不了,动不得,他喃喃道:“四嫂……四嫂……” In this is at a crucial moment, calls out from left nearly resounds, originally is Kong middle I sees the momentum is not wonderful, snatches at risk of life from one side, hit with all one's might, hugs the farmer to hit, burnt the monster of flame to pass over gently and swiftly from side, two people brought together on the ground rolled several, Kong middle I angrily roared, a fist pounded on the face of farmer: „You?? Rushes to here with me to bring death? You......” 就在这千钧一发之际,一声暴喝从左近响起,原来是孔仲吾见势头不妙,拼死从侧面抢过来,狠命一撞,抱着农夫撞了出去,燃烧着火焰的怪物从旁边掠过,两人抱成一团在地上滚了几圈,孔仲吾怒吼一声,一拳砸在了农夫的脸上:“你又怎么了？啊？跟我跑到这里就为了送死吗？你……” On his face appeared suddenly the strange expression, immediately, this facial expression turned panic-stricken, then, he loudly called out, the whole person was towed directly to behind, originally when just interlocked, several green tentacles hold quietly his body, towed to entrain him unceasingly backward, Kong middle I shouted, while the both feet chaotic tread, both hands grabbed thoughtlessly, covered the ground firmly, is revolting desperately. 他的脸上突然浮现出了奇异的表情,随即,这神情变成了惊恐,然后,他大叫一声,整个人被直接拖向了后面,原来在刚刚交错而过的时候,几只绿色的触手已经悄然吸住了他的身体,将他不断地向后拖拽,孔仲吾一边嘶吼,一边双脚乱蹬,双手乱抓,牢牢扣住地面,拼命地反抗着。 This monster was first fallen the meat sauce luckily, was burnt several by the flame, the strength reduces greatly, otherwise he definitely like thanks Agui, will not have the strength of resistance. 幸好这怪物先是被摔成了肉酱,又被火焰烧了几圈,力量大为削减,否则他必然会像谢阿贵一样,毫无反抗之力。 Even has the dead will, when death arrival, the life will still feel fear of instinct. 就算心存死志,但死亡到来之时,生灵依然会感到本能的畏惧。 Kong middle I am calling out in alarm, roaring, crying out, to lying down puts out a hand in the farmer of ground: „Helps me! Helps me! Saves me! You are quick! Quick!” 孔仲吾惊叫着,咆哮着,呐喊着,向躺在地上的农夫伸出手:“帮我！帮帮我！救救我！你快啊！快啊！” The farmers looked at one in thanks Agui who the ground resists to struggle with hardship, looks at the monster that a distant place dragging tentacle approached unceasingly again, he held the steel fork of ground, just wants very to fork to rescue, suddenly the complexion changes, painfully and appeared panic-stricken on his face, making him suck in cold air, the complexion became pale. 农夫看了一眼在地上苦苦抵抗挣扎的谢阿贵,再看了一眼远处拖动触手不断靠近的怪物,他抓住了地上的钢叉,刚想挺叉相救,突然脸色一变,痛苦和惊恐浮现在了他的脸上,令他倒抽了一口凉气,脸色变得苍白起来。 Kong middle I looks, felt that the heart was soaked in the melted snow in an instant, icy cold piece: „Cannot......” 孔仲吾瞧了一眼,感觉心脏刹那间被泡进雪水之中,冰凉一片:“不会吧……” At this time, the source egg of intercalary earth body...... regained consciousness? 偏偏在这个时候,闰土身上的源卵……苏醒了？ Farmer staggers, kneels down on the ground, Kong Zhong's my shouting, the combustion of flame, all as if are all around getting more and more far, another world is waving to him, these he had harmed person, person who these he has not preserved, these he has the guilty person...... these, first a he dead person. 农夫一个踉跄,跪倒在地上,孔仲吾的呼喊,周遭火焰的燃烧,一切的一切都仿佛越来越远,另一个世界在向他招手,那些他曾经无意间伤害过的人,那些他没有保全的人,那些他心存愧疚的人……那些,先他一步死去的人。 The back is numb, is the slight pain, all misery with suffering the source, has waked from his within the body, soon, he will be swallowed, this whole life comes to the end, does not have these difficult choices again, has no fresh distress again, yes, all resistances, do not have the significance eventually, all stories, must have a end eventually...... 背后酥酥麻麻,然后就是轻微的痛苦,一切苦难与折磨的源头,已经从他体内醒了过来,用不了多久,他就会被吞噬一空,这辈子走到尽头,再也没有那些两难的抉择,再也没有什么生的苦楚,是的,一切的反抗,终究没有意义,一切的故事,终究要有个尽头…… But, was this OK? Like this died is OK? What does not do, what does not manage, calmly is waiting for the extrication? 但,这样就可以了吗？这样死去就可以了吗？什么都不做,什么都不管,静静地等待着解脱吗？ Indistinct within, he as if heard angry roaring of old lady. 隐隐约约间,他似乎听到了九斤老太的怒吼。 „Even the death, I must stand dying! We are the open and aboveboard people, does not treat the domestic animal that butchers!” “就算是死,我也得站着死！我们是堂堂正正的人,不是待宰的畜生！” Immediately, this sound turned into thanks Agui. 随即,这声音变成了谢阿贵的。 „Because she gave us martial arts, changed our destiny, we must become the pig dog that she rears in a pen, along with her kills, along with her hacks, along with her suffers? Do you eat this set? What I betray is my loyalty, is not my soul!” “因为她给了我们武功,改变了我们的命运,那我们就要成为她所圈养的猪狗,随她杀,随她剐,随她折磨？你吃这一套？我出卖的是我的忠诚,不是我的灵魂！” The death is approaching step by step, the death is summarizing this life, the death, * the life will soon welcome the end, fettered all imprisonments and thick movie screens of soul in disintegration of creakying, before the person died , the association/will thinks before being many, matter that cannot think, in farmer at present, the lifetime fragment is flashing through unceasingly at present. 死亡在一步步逼近,死亡在总结着这一生,死亡将至,*命即将迎来尽头,生前束缚灵魂的一切禁锢和厚障壁都在摇摇欲坠的瓦解,人死前总会想很多之前不敢想的事情,在农夫的眼前,一生的片段不断地在眼前闪过。 This world is the furnace, the struggling life, to suffer hardships, he comes the negligible, servant's family/home, he and young lady played since childhood, once was vainly hoping for must protect the young lady for a lifetime, but after the young lady is old, by the diversion, cannot meet by far. He wants to make an enterprise, actually falls into the shackles of boundless trivial matters, after worry-free childhood, the heavy burden of life shares to own body from person of father's generation's shoulder unceasingly, the human affairs is so difficult, his actually anything cannot change, he could not prevent the father dead of illness, he could not block having a falling out of master, he could not shoulder the authorities oppressive taxes, he could not resist playing with in every possible way destiny. 此世为熔炉,挣扎一生,全为受苦,他出身微末,仆役之家,他与大小姐自幼玩耍,曾经一度梦想着要保护大小姐一辈子,但在大小姐年龄稍长之后,就被远远地遣开,不能相见。他想做出一番事业,却陷入无边琐事的牢笼,无忧无虑的童年过后,生活的重担就从父辈的肩上不断向自己身上分担,世事如此艰难,他却什么都改变不了,他阻止不了父亲病死,他挡不住东家的翻脸无情,他扛不住官府的苛捐杂税,他抵不住命运的百般作弄。 He wants to change, does everything possible, uses energy to consider, actually makes to be worse the matter, only brave, does present this appearance finally. When the blood of youngster and youth * wears down gradually, remaining is one is polished results in the edges and corners clear puppet person, since is finally same, why that can revolt? 他想改变,想尽办法,费劲思量,却总是将事情弄得更糟,唯一的一次勇敢,结果也搞成了现在这个样子。当少年与青年的血*渐渐消磨,剩下的就是一个被打磨得棱角圆润的木偶人,既然结果都一样,那为什么要反抗？ Until...... 直到啊…… By that crisis-ridden and dark profound cave, that young woman, final charmings eyes beaming with smiles. 直到在那危机四伏、幽暗深邃的山洞之中,那个小小的女人,最后的回眸一笑。 „Can my whole life, preserve a man?” “我这辈子,总要保住一个男人吧？” She to save oneself dies, now, her corpse, is actually bound in that monster within the body, can not be peaceful, can not extricate, in ice-cold is gazing at itself emptily. 她为了救自己而死,如今,她的尸体,却被裹在那怪物的体内,不得安宁,不得解脱,正在冰冷空洞地注视着自己。 „Sister-in-law...... sister-in-law......” “四嫂……四嫂……” You will certainly feel that disappointed...... I am a useless person, my anything cannot change, my anything cannot achieve...... 你一定会感到失望吧……我是一个没用的人,我什么都改变不了,我什么都做不到…… I want dead like this, will soon see you, but...... but...... 我本来想就这样死掉的,早日见到你,但是……但是…… „But you are watching me, sister-in-law...... my whole life, must be brave a chapter......” farmer to mutter, „I am a useless person, I look helplessly my family member died, actually anything could not do, I see the young lady to turn into such helplessly, anything is actually not able to prevent, I could not save you, could not save me, perhaps my whole life was last, anything cannot change, but at least...... minimum, I want to see you open and aboveboard, I want to make you know, even I, people like me, can still even finally. Brave chapter......” “但是你在看着我啊,四嫂……我这辈子,也总要再勇敢一回吧……”农夫喃喃道,“我是个没用的人,我眼睁睁地看着我家人死掉,却什么都做不了,我眼睁睁地看着大小姐变成那样,却什么都无法阻止,我救不了你,也救不了我自己,也许我这辈子最后一次勇敢,也什么都改变不了,但最起码……最起码,我想堂堂正正地去见你,我想让你知道,就算是我,就算是我这样的人,也能最后的勇敢一回……” Bang, the steel fork middle thorn blade was used the folded sheet on which a subordinate reports to a superior to break by him. 砰的一声,钢叉中间的刺刃被他用手折断。 He face upwards severe howl, grips thorn that broke off, one to own inserts suddenly! 他仰天厉吼,握住了那折断的刺,猛然向自己的背后一插！ „You treat to me there!” “你给我待在那里吧！” The sharp sharp barbed nail entered in the vertebra, he felt from trembling of soul, the squeal of larva seemed to be shaking each cell of his body, the powerless feeling and aching feeling are suffering the whole body hundred human bones, the inexplicable strength that but is unable to explain is supporting this man with a sense of urgency final courage, slowly stood up, in the hand the steel fork moved, the cutting edge air-splitting, held Kong middle my several tentacles to break around the middle. 锋锐的尖刺钉进了脊椎之中,他感受到了发自灵魂的战栗,幼虫的尖叫声似乎在震荡着他身上的每一个细胞,无力感和疼痛感折磨着周身百骸,但无法言喻的莫名力量支撑着这个男人抓紧最后的勇气,慢慢地站起身来,手中钢叉一动,锋刃破空,抓住孔仲吾的几只触手拦腰而断。 The fire that before ignited has disseminated, the farmer grasped the steel fork, stood firmly above the land, looked at an eye socket middle I, said in a soft voice: „Escapes quickly.” 之前引燃的大火已经弥散开来,农夫手持钢叉,屹立于大地之上,看了一眼孔仲吾,轻声道:“快逃吧。” Then, he is raising hand the weapon, aimed at the monster distantly: „Felt? The larva of flying centipede had been nailed fast by me, is it first bites to death me, does it injure heavy and dies?” 然后,他举着手中的武器,遥遥指向了怪物:“感受到了吗？飞蜈蚣的幼虫已经被我钉住了,是它先把我咬死,还是它自己伤重而死？” He bet right, the duty of this monster was to guarantee the eight suffering of life industry strength successfully awakens, how to look on the larva dead? The goal changes immediately, it discarded Kong middle I, shifted body of farmer all attention. 他赌对了,这怪物的任务是确保八苦业力成功觉醒,怎么会坐视幼虫死掉？目标立刻变化,它舍弃了孔仲吾,将所有的注意力转移到了农夫的身上。 Is facing looking straight ahead of such monster, the farmer did not fear imposingly, held up the steel fork in hand. 面对着这样的怪物的直视,农夫凛然不惧,举起了手中的钢叉。 The destiny is so variably, will of the people what kind of tiny, he once thinks, had the strength to change the present situation, became by oneself brave, can change anything by oneself, but only after having, discovered, so-called strength, but was the toxicant that confused the will of the people, you think can have all, but will lose unceasingly, you think the destiny can be changed, but actually the beloved people did not protect continually...... 命运是如此得无常,人心是何等得渺小,他曾经以为,有了力量就能改变现状,让自己变得勇敢,让自己能够改变什么,但只有拥有之后才发现,所谓的力量,不过是迷惑人心的毒药,你自以为可以拥有一切,但还是会不断地失去,你自以为命运可以被改变,但却连心爱的人都保护不了…… „But this time different......” farmer got hold of the steel fork, said in a low voice, „sister-in-law, looks I...... visit me......” “但是这一次不一样……”农夫握紧了钢叉,低声道,“四嫂,看着我吧……看着我……” The monster roared to clash, has the summon of death, brings the flaming roaring flame, has the final ruling of destiny to this tiny useless person. 怪物咆哮着冲来,带着死亡的呼唤,带着熊熊的烈焰,带着命运对这个渺小无用的人的最后的判决。 The death , the farmer does not have to dread with scared, only then this time, the resistance was full of the hope. 死亡将至,农夫已经没有了畏惧和恐慌,只有这一次,反抗充满了希望。 „Sister-in-law...... sister-in-law......” “四嫂……四嫂……” In his mouth is meditating, the name of person gives him the final courage. 他嘴中默念着,给予他最后勇气的人的名字。 Heart the shadow in young lady's, when does not know, quietly the dissipation. 心中的大小姐的影子,已经不知道在何时,悄然消散。 Before he recalls, in hole, the soft body relies on his conducting the back, near that ear hmmm whispered. 他回忆起之前在洞中,柔软的身躯倚在他的背上,那耳边的喁喁低语。 „Do not call my sister-in-law, I have the name, I said that listens to you, my name is......” “不要叫我四嫂,我有名字的,我说给你听,我的名字是……” Seizes the life the monster to roar to clash. 夺命的怪物咆哮着冲来。 The farmers held up the steel fork in hand, glared angrily, sent out the life strongest call, that was he name of person of loving. 农夫举起了手中的钢叉,怒目圆睁,发出了此生最浓烈的呐喊,那是他所爱之人的名字。 „Is small- tea-” “小-茶-” The dim light of night is low and deep, the moon faint desire presently, under the golden moon, in the combustion village, the farmers in rags, the hand pinch a steel fork, toward monster that the long-range raid comes, punctures with every effort. 夜色低沉,月亮隐隐欲现,金黄色的月轮之下,燃烧的村落之中,有一个衣衫褴褛的农夫,手捏一柄钢叉,向着奔袭而来的怪物,尽力地刺去。 Does not have any earth-shaking collision, no heroical great sacrifice, just like before this useless person , like all resistances of destiny, this time result also as usual. 没有什么惊天动地的碰撞,没有什么壮烈伟大的牺牲,正如这个无用的人之前对命运的所有反抗一样,这一次的结果也像往常一样。 The nailed fast larva struggles unceasingly, the green liquid is twining the body unceasingly, a lot of corpses extrude unceasingly, the farmer puts out a hand, opened out layer upon layer the package of corpse, is touching the cheeks of loved one. 被钉住的幼虫不断挣扎,绿色液体不断地缠绕着身体,大量的尸体不断地挤压过来,农夫伸出手来,拨开了层层尸体的包裹,抚摸着意中人的脸颊。 He smiles: „Small tea...... the small tea, visits me, visits me......” 他笑了笑:“小茶……小茶,看着我吧,看着我吧……” Then, he uses the final strength, holding is in the sack of own waist. 然后,他用最后的力量,抓住了系在自己腰间的一个囊袋。 This was found from families, one bag of kerosenes, were grasped by him in the hand, then blew to burn also hid in the torch of waist. 这是从一户人家中找到的,一袋火油,被他抓在手中,然后吹燃了同样藏在腰间的火折子。 The flame instantaneous ascension of rupturing, roaring, angry roaring, was exploding in within the body of that monster, burning, burning. 爆裂的火焰瞬间升腾而起,咆哮着,怒吼着,在那怪物的体内炸了出来,燃烧着,燃烧着。 „My this resistance, finally, won.” “我这一次的反抗,终于,赢了。”