Chapter 314 paces back and forth 第314章彷徨 When danger, the will of the people are instable, partner who past collaborated the anti- enemy, when the life affected, outrageously betrayal. 危难之际,人心易变,昔日联手抗敌的伙伴,在生命攸关之际,悍然背叛。 thanks Agui has to do mental arithmetic to have no interest, foray, Kong middle I unexpected, immediately the move, became the dead pigeon at this time, shortly must make under the blade the ghost, what most awfully is, this matter does not have room to maneuver. 谢阿贵有心算无心,突然袭击,孔仲吾猝不及防之下,登时中招,此时成了瓮中之鳖,顷刻就要做刀下之鬼,最要命的是,此事已经没有了转圜余地。 thanks Agui has said clearly the matter, clear, all reasons only then- he must live. 谢阿贵已经将事情说得清清楚楚,明明白白,一切的原因只有一个-他要活。 Under this brutal hopeless situation, he wants to live, needs who strikes the first blow has the advantage, he in the short time this brutal resolute plan thinks thoroughly, then to act outrageously , there is nothing to make him change an attitude, because his plan truly is most correct- , to go on living, this is the most hopeful approach. 在这个残酷的绝境之下,他想要活,就必须要先下手为强,他在短短的时间内将这个残酷果决的计划想得透透彻彻,然后悍然出手,已经没有什么能够让他回心转意,因为他的计划确实是最正确的-如果想要活下去,这是最有希望的做法。 Therefore, said at this moment anything had not used......, even if Kong middle I grow third to open mouth again, still gave up any idea of that said thanks Agui to change an attitude. 所以,此时此刻说什么都没有用了……就算孔仲吾再长出第三张嘴,也休想说得谢阿贵回心转意。 He smiled bitterly, for these years the experience visionally appeared in the mind, imitated like yesterday. 他苦笑了一声,这几年梦幻般的经历浮现在脑海中,彷如昨日。 Kong middle I am martial artist that goes down in the world Jianghu, is defending stubbornly the old-fashioned laughable knight doctrine, he was vainly hoping for the group hero upholds justice, becomes respected hero, even if dies under the despicable sword, did not regret, because he believes, just will defeat eventually evilly, the chivalrous person would defeating the evil person......, but reality, the reality gave him a blow to the head. 孔仲吾本来是个落魄江湖的武者,固守着古板可笑的侠客教条,他梦想着行侠仗义,成为一个受人尊敬的侠者,即使死在卑鄙的刀剑之下,也绝不后悔,因为他坚信,正义终究会战胜邪恶,大侠总会战胜恶人……但现实,现实到底给了他当头一棒。 He defends against injustice for the weak one, instead was beaten severely by the master of martial arts of big household number, then humiliated others actually pretend non-involvement the relations with desperately, proved vigorously oneself are not looking that they hire, because after they are afraid this group of heroes are defeated , the retaliation of evil person. He fights on despite repeated setbacks, loses steadily, gradually, everyone sees him to yield and withdraw, regards the proliferation troublesome courting disaster essence him, feel alienated is the cold violent first step, is ridiculed and ridiculed, ridiculed his martial arts actually must study the chivalrous person group hero to uphold justice disappointingly, ridiculed that he adds the new scabs today, ridiculed that his at all not martial arts- is beating severely don't hit a person when he's down, people always some talent of being self-taught. 他为弱者打抱不平,反而被大户家的武师痛打了一顿,那被欺凌的人家却拼命地与自己撇清关系,极力证明自己不是他们雇的找的,因为他们害怕这行侠失败后恶徒的报复。他屡败屡战,屡战屡败,久而久之,人人见他退避三舍,将他当成扩散麻烦的惹祸精,疏离是冷暴力的第一步,接下来就是奚落与嘲笑,嘲笑他武功差劲却要学大侠行侠仗义,嘲笑他今天又添了新伤疤,嘲笑他根本不会武功-在痛打落水狗方面,人们总有些无师自通的天分。 The group hero upholds justice needs money, the matter that because he annoys are too many, the people on town/subdues are not willing to hire him to work, he does not want to go to decayed these wealthy and powerful family your family place made the falcons and dogs, quick did not have the livelihood. 行侠仗义是需要钱的,他因为惹的事太多,镇上的人都不肯雇他做工,他又不想去那些朽烂了的大户府上做鹰犬,很快就没了生计。 When...... decided steals? The people would change. 什么时候……决定去偷的呢？人总会变的。 But no face starts to the common people, has the concealing coat that is robbing the rich and helping the poor and taking it to be correct, in family/home that touches the heartless wealthy and powerful family- this promoted ten times of hundred times the risk without doubt. 但没脸对平民百姓下手,就披着劫富济贫、取之有道的遮羞外衣,摸进为富不仁的大户的家中-这无疑将风险提升了十倍百倍。 Right now, on the chivalrous person hole rash fellow added the misdeeds of burglary, ridiculed the subject of teasing, obviously were also many one time, added three points of merry air to the hotel in Roux sufficiently again. 这下子,上大侠孔二愣子又添了盗窃的劣迹,嘲笑取笑的谈资,显然又多了一倍,足以给鲁镇的酒店再添三分快活的空气。 The people would change......, but outcome, when changes? 人总会变的……但究竟,是什么时候变的呢？ Perhaps discovered, originally was vainly hoping for the biggest enemy of knights the pleased love and hate, enforce justice on behalf of Heaven, is not the feudal bully evil disciple who the humiliation small and weak, bullies, weak one but who is that is the so-called good duty time. 也许是发现,原来梦想着快意恩仇、替天行道的侠客们的最大的敌人,不是欺凌弱小、仗势欺人的恶霸邪徒,而是那一个个是所谓善良本分的弱者的时候。 They are spiritlessly base and low and ignorant, actually many wicked factors, they lack for the wicked courage, they will divulge the complete evil intention to the weak one who they will recognize, they will get free for themselves, planned for oneself, they will trim one's sails, they will indulge the evil person...... they is a fearful grinding pan, will smooth by grinding the hero edges and corners unceasingly, will wear down their sharp qi, will fall their hot blooded coldly, until letting the few heroes of each fresh clothes high-spirited horse will be dejected, will retire Jianghu. 他们懦弱卑微又愚昧,却不乏恶的因子,他们只是缺少为恶的勇气,他们会向他们所认定的弱者宣泄全部的恶意,他们会为自己开脱,为自己打算,他们会见风使舵,他们会放纵恶人……他们是一个可怕的磨盘,不断磨平侠者们的棱角,消磨他们的锐气,冷掉他们的热血,直到让每一个鲜衣怒马的少侠心灰意冷,退隐江湖。 This is not their mistakes, wrong is actually this world. 这不是他们的错,错的其实是这个世界。 expert lives, but the weak one dies, this is this way of the world ordered by the emperor personally principle. 强者生而弱者死,这就是这世道钦定的法则。 Who makes everyone...... probably live. 谁让大家……都要活呢。 Oneself, actually when change? 那自己,究竟是什么时候变的呢？ He when most desperate, will most lose and will soon die, a mysterious person saved him, conducted an exchange of Demon with him. 他在最绝望、最失落、即将死去的时候,一个神秘人救了他,与他进行了一场恶魔的交换。 In a short time, his martial arts progresses by leaps and bounds, martial dao that more than ten years do not have the advancement cultivates to with irresistible force, increase successively, he had one to make the distinguished merit that Roux vibrated sufficiently, this martial arts made him pleased love and hate sufficiently, no everlasting regret chivalrous person, cut to kill all feudal bullies and evil people completely, completed dream of the chivalrous person until now......, but the person, actually when changed? 短时间内,他的武功突飞猛进,十几年无所进境的武道修为势如破竹,节节攀升,他有了一身足以令鲁镇震动的奇功,这身武功足以让他成为一个快意恩仇、无所遗恨的大侠,将所有的恶霸与邪徒斩杀殆尽,完成一直以来的大侠之梦……但人,究竟是什么时候改变的呢？ He becomes that person who the past most loathed unexpectedly, he must be blessed by God, overwhelmingly superior force defeat Lu, took advantage of opportunity to annex this local wealthy and powerful family most family property, he obtained the wealth and position that was inconceivable overnight, the money ten lifetime in hand cannot all spend, past people of indifferent taunt exchanged the angry face of flattering, he should all apportion the broadly bullied poverty-stricken populace these ill-gotten wealth, this was the histrionics of honest chivalrous person, but...... 他竟然成了昔日最厌恶的那种人,他如有神助、秋风扫落叶般打垮了鲁家,顺势吞并了这个本地豪族大部分家产,他一夜之间获得了难以想象的财富与地位,手中的钱十辈子也花不完,昔日冷眼嘲讽的人们换上了谄媚的狗脸,他本应该将这些不义之财全都分给广受欺压的穷苦大众,这才是正直的大侠的作派,但是…… However why he has a falling out, becomes person who the past most loathed, immerses in the wasteful life with spending freely recklessly, takes fear in people eyes and in a terrified way to happily, exploit plundering intensely, before enjoying , the sumptuous lifestyle and broad mansion palace of the immortals that is hard to enjoy why...... is this? 但是他为何翻脸无情,成了昔日最厌恶的人,沉浸于奢靡的生活与肆意的挥霍,以人们眼中的畏惧和惶恐为乐,变本加厉地剥削掠夺,享受着以前难以享受的锦衣玉食、广厦玉宇……这到底是为什么呢？ Because he became aware, he saw clearly this world. 哦,因为他悟了,他看清了这个世界。 This lands, without the chivalrous person, do not have the ideal, so-called goodness, but is the person in power coaxes the acrobatics that the weak one accepts fate, so-called justice, but is the ruler governing below hand chess, this way of the world eventually is the bloody rule of law of the jungle, but is sentimental, it will not kill all ideal and opponents intensely, but it will influence subtly, little, the corrosion, the attack, the change, until all distinctive resisters, turning should have the clear appearance that. 这片土地,没有大侠,没有理想,所谓的善良,不过是当权者哄弱者认命的把戏,所谓的正义,不过是统治者御下的手棋,这世道终究是弱肉强食的血腥规则,只不过温情脉脉,它不会激烈地杀死所有的理想者和反对者,但它会潜移默化,一点点的,侵蚀,打击,改变,直至所有棱角分明的反抗者,变成该有的圆润样子。 Such being the case, that what doesn't indulge? Sooner or later must degenerate, why doesn't plunge into this mire on own initiative? Poses as expert, but can also enjoy the desire for material welfare crossflow something beautiful. 既然如此,那又什么不放纵？早晚要堕落,为什么不主动跳入这泥沼之中？以强者自居,还可以享受一下物欲横流的美妙之处。 But now...... now, this does not know that is the day of fond dream or nightmare, finally to waking up time. 但现在……现在,这场不知是美梦还是噩梦的日子,终于到了醒来的时候。 Money is useless, martial arts is useless, continuously the thing of chase, all wealth and power and influence, are not all able to trade own with...... these * the life, is unable to let the intention already thanks Agui hesitant even if one second of deciding. 钱没用,武功没用,一直追逐的东西,所有的财富与权势,全都没有用……那些无法换来自己的*命,无法让心意已决的谢阿贵犹豫哪怕一秒钟。 The thing that the thing that he pursues, he could not ask, by the present, instead lost all uses. 他所追求的东西,他所求不得的东西,到了现在,反而失去了一切用处。 But most made Kong middle I feel what fear was, he when the life will soon come to the end, what felt infinite void, lonely and terrified. 而最令孔仲吾感到恐惧的是,他在生命即将走到尽头的时候,感受到的是无限的空虚、寂寞与惶恐。 He does not even know that should make anything, even is unable to shout abuse to thanks Agui-, because he understands thanks Agui the actions very much. 他甚至不知道该做什么,甚至无法对谢阿贵破口大骂-因为他很理解谢阿贵的所作所为。 His mother...... cracks a joke? I? Understands this local ruffian and hooligan rascal and villain gangster? 他妈妈的……开什么玩笑？我？理解这种地痞流氓、泼皮无赖、恶棍匪徒？ ...... Truly good. 啊……确实不错。 Because I am also the local ruffian and hooligan rascal and villain gangster. 因为我也已经是地痞流氓、泼皮无赖、恶棍匪徒了。 Thinks of here, Kong middle I smiled bitterly, accepted fate closed the eye. 想到这里,孔仲吾不由苦笑了一声,认命地闭上了眼睛。 In the heart, appeared suddenly very strange idea. 只是心中,突然浮现了很奇怪的想法。 If, before I still am, that stupid, impenetrably thickheaded and old-fashioned conservative hole rash fellow extremely , perhaps will not be at this moment flustered not handles. 假如,我依然是以前那个蠢笨不堪、冥顽不灵、古板守旧的孔二愣子,此时此刻,恐怕不会如此慌张无措吧。 That person, is believing the hero in heart, although is defeated, but does not give up, although goes down in the world, but there is a faith, he is not afraid dies, he encountered such situation, meets the righteousness expression to scold the ignominy of opposite party sternly, and generous fearless, goes to imposingly, because he has been believing the good and evil has the report, thanks Agui such evil person, will have the retribution sooner or later, sooner or later will have the person to punish him. 那个人,是坚信着心中的侠的,虽然失败,但不放弃,虽然落魄,但有信念,他是不害怕死的,他遇到了这样的情况,会义正言辞地厉声呵斥对方的丑行,并且慷慨无惧,凛然赴死,因为他一直坚信着善恶有报,谢阿贵那样的恶徒,早晚会有报应,早晚会有人来惩罚他。 But now, he actually scolds does not export, because...... 但现在,他竟然骂不出口,因为…… This is the own retribution. 这是自己的报应。 own retribution . 自己的报应,到了。 At once, in his heart sighed to sigh, really had a being disillusioned with the mortal world aloofness, the so-called lively movable property and boundless power and influence, could not resist this non-solution eventually the destiny, the death was close at hand. 一时之间,他心中喟叹不已,竟然有了一丝看破红尘的超然,所谓繁华的浮财与无边的权势,终究抵不住这无解的命运,死亡近在眼前。 He read and this, closed one's eyes, said slowly: „Kong...... is speechless. old thanks, I not Xinbao should, now believe...... my retribution before, truly.” 他一念及此,闭着眼睛,缓缓道:“孔某……无话可说。只是老谢,我以前不信报应,现在信了……我的报应,确实是到了。” „Retribution?” thanks Agui said with a smile crazily, „, if in this world had the retribution, emperor old must first die without the burial ground! If in this world has the retribution, that fills toward civil and military, the sect gate aristocratic family , wants the whole families dead certainly! If in this world has the retribution, why Zhao Laosi does die now? If in the world has the retribution......” “报应？”谢阿贵狂笑道,“如果这世上有报应,那皇帝老儿第一个就要死无葬身之地！如果这世上有报应,那满朝文武,宗门世家,上上下下,都要满门死绝！如果这世上有报应,那赵老四为什么现在才死？如果世上有报应……” His gnash one's teeth, said one word at a time: „That why I must eat so many from infancy to maturity painstakingly, was bullied by so many?? Retribution? The retributions of these bastards?” 他咬牙切齿,一字一顿道:“那为什么我从小到大要吃这么多苦,受这么多欺负？啊？报应呢？那些王八蛋的报应呢？” Kong middle I sighed. 孔仲吾只是叹息。 thanks Agui sets out, look ice-cold say/way: „Does not have the retribution, only then expert lives, the weak one dies. The life is to make, the small and weak person does not have the dignity, the life cannot obtain to safeguard, can only implore the benevolence of pitying and expert of heaven, perhaps in the next flash, you were dying......” 谢阿贵直起身来,眼神冰冷道:“没有报应,只有强者生,弱者死。命是自己挣回来的,弱小的人就没有尊严,生命也得不到保障,只能祈求着上天的怜悯和强者的仁慈,说不定在下一瞬间,你就要死了……” At this time, suddenly in a bamboo mountain transmitted a more dramatic turbulence again. 这时,突然竹枝山里再次传来更为剧烈的动荡。 thanks Agui knits the brows: „Damn, what's the matter?” 谢阿贵皱眉道:“他妈的,到底是怎么回事？” He as if felt that some were not wonderful, go forward to kick a farmer foot: „Hey, the farm, gets up! What's all this about? What thing does inside have?” 他似乎感到有些不妙,上前踢了农夫一脚:“喂,种地的,起来！这是怎么回事？里面还有什么东西？” He truly does not know that in a bamboo mountain also has what gadget. 他确实不知道竹枝山里还有什么玩意儿。 He only knows that these mole awfully all accompanied flatter long dead together, when the farmer and single the sister-in-law restrained the flatter long skeleton, he and farmer arrived at outside the mountain, wanted to seek the dry firewood that was used to cremate. 他只知道那些要命的隐鼠全都陪阿长一起死了,在农夫与单四嫂收敛阿长尸骨的时候,他与农夫来到了山外,想要寻些用来火化的干柴。 When inside has the accident, after he and Kong middle I the farmer frame comes out, explosion * the news one after another, * the life affects to near, the source egg possibly hatches momentarily, the strange earthquake of that bamboo mountain, was not anything. 等到里面发生变故,他与孔仲吾将农夫架出来之后,爆炸*的消息一个接着一个,*命攸关在即,源卵随时都可能孵化,那竹枝山的奇怪地震,就不算什么了。 He truly does not know that in a bamboo mountain also has what gadget, otherwise he is certainly distant to cave entrance. 他确实不知道竹枝山里还有什么玩意儿,否则他一定离洞口远远的。 The bellow welled up cave entrance in an instant, as if innumerable fearful monsters flushed at the extremely quick speed. 轰鸣声刹那间涌到了洞口,仿佛无数可怕的怪物以极快的速度冲了过来。 thanks Agui the instinct turns head. 谢阿贵本能般地回头。 Then he saw the mole...... not, is the corpses of massive mole. 然后他就看到了隐鼠……不,是大量隐鼠的尸体。 Dense and numerous, mounts like the ant on the honey, presses together, overlapping, is the furry body and soulless small eye, has the green liquid to flow faintly in the slit between mole corpses, looking like the starch is ordinary, agglutinates in the corpses of these mousies together, pieced together the strange compound thing. 密密麻麻,就像蚂蚁黏在蜜糖上,挤在一起,层层叠叠,全都是毛茸茸的身体和无神的小眼睛,隐隐有绿色的液体流淌在隐鼠尸体间的缝隙里,就像是浆糊一般,将这些小老鼠的尸体粘合在一起,拼凑出了奇怪的复合的东西。 It looks like a giant claw, stretches out loudly, opens the powerful and fearsome fingers and palm, grasps toward thanks Agui. 就像是一只巨大的爪子,轰然伸出,张开有力而可怖的指掌,向着谢阿贵抓来。 „What thing!” thanks Agui curses one, his martial arts superior, responded is extremely quick, flying raised fully, bang, this strange limbs was kicked exploded one group, the corpse of mole accompanied the green mucilage four to splash. “什么东西！”谢阿贵大骂一声,他武功高强,反应极快,飞足一提,轰的一声,这古怪的肢体被踢得爆了一团,隐鼠的尸体伴着绿色的粘液四下飞溅。 But this is the monster that the liquid composes, what flowed is the corpse, hits, but does not go bad, breaks, but does not injure, thanks Agui is unexpected, has not seen such fearful monster, does not understand its forms of defensive action, does not understand its physics especially *, has not waited to raise the air/Qi to dodge, that only restores the original condition great hand to strike again quickly! 但这是液体组成的怪物,流动的是尸体,打而不坏,断而不伤,谢阿贵猝不及防,又从来没有见过这样可怕的怪物,不懂它的攻击方式,不懂它的物理特*,还没等提气闪避,那只恢复原状的巨手再次以迅雷不及掩耳之势击来！ Grasps. 一抓即中。 „His mother!” thanks Agui noticed that pushes in corpse of one pile of moles furry, immediately felt feels sick, the whole body goosebumps got up, he struggles furiously, rumbles two fists, but does not help matters, wants to leap with Movement Art, but that green liquid as if there is fearful stick force, making him unable to make an effort, cannot withdraw the body. “他妈妈的！”谢阿贵看到那毛茸茸挤在一堆的隐鼠的尸体,登时感到一阵作呕,浑身鸡皮疙瘩都起来了,他奋力挣扎,轰出两拳,但无济于事,想要用轻功跃出,但那绿色的液体仿佛有着可怕的粘力,让他使不上劲,脱不开身。 He stops doing furiously, struggles under swaying of mole corpse furiously, angrily roars, he meets the monster that he is unable to understand, he encounters strength that he is unable to revolt against- 他奋力地抽出手来,在隐鼠尸体的攒动下奋力地挣扎,怒吼,他遇到了他所无法理解的怪物,他遇到了他所无法反抗的力量- The ruthless person will win. 狠的人才会赢。 This is he philosophy of body of wolf learning. 这是他从狼的身上学到的哲学。 He as if returned to not the foot of village, he met that wicked wolf, the eye is sharp, the shape is fearful, the imposing manner terrifying, wants to eat his meat, wants to drink his blood, follows he, is looking for the opportunity of starting. 他仿佛又回到了未庄的山脚,他遇到了那头恶狼,眼睛锋锐的,形态可怕的,气势恐怖的,想要吃他的肉,想要喝他的血,就这么跟着他,寻找着下手的机会。 But he lived, because he suppressed, because he is studying with raw hate, because he to can go all out exactly, because he...... had a hatchet. 但他还是活下来了,因为他狠,因为他学着凶狠,因为他为了活可以拼命,因为他……有一柄柴刀。 The wolf came. 狼又来了。 But...... 可…… My blade? 我的刀呢？ He makes an effort to struggle, suddenly the discovery ground is lying down Kong middle I, at this moment by shocking and pitying the look is looking at him. 他用力地挣扎,突然发现地上躺着的孔仲吾,此刻正以震惊和怜悯的眼神望着他。 This is similar to his destiny, the situation same man, once fought side-by-side the partner who with him and revolted against escape together, is strength and courage that he once can rely upon. 这个与他命运相似、处境相同的男人,曾经是与他并肩作战、一起反抗逃跑的伙伴,是他曾经可以仰仗的力量和勇气。 But at this time, Kong middle I actually lies down on the ground, looked at to fall into the hopeless situation...... he unable to move helplessly, the acupuncture point was seals personally, to maintain a livelihood, he betrayed the companion. 而此时,孔仲吾却躺在地上,眼睁睁地望着自己陷入绝境……他动不了,穴道是自己亲手封的,为了活命,他背叛了同伴。 thanks Agui felt enormous absurdly and well ups frightened, he remembered that wolf, the eye of that wolf, vicious, sharp, wants to tear into shreds him. 谢阿贵感到了一股极大的荒谬和恐惧涌上心头,他又想起了那只狼,那狼的眼睛,凶狠的,锋利的,想要将他撕碎。 Now, the wolf ate him, he did not have the blade. 现在,狼来吃他了,他却没有了刀。 „...... Saves a life.” “……救命。” However Agui had not said. He two have become dark, in the ear buzz, felt the whole body as if dust particle jumping powder. 然而阿贵没有说。他早就两眼发黑,耳朵里嗡的一声,觉得全身仿佛微尘似的迸散了。 Kong middle I looks at thanks Agui the body to be embezzled by the corpses of innumerable mole helplessly, covers, was drawn the fearful cave. 孔仲吾眼睁睁地望着谢阿贵的身体被无数隐鼠的尸体所吞没,掩盖,被拖进了可怕的山洞。 He does not know that inside monster is anything, but actually knows, there was the death end. 他不知道里面的怪物是什么,但却知道,那里是死亡的尽头。 Retribution time...... truly arrived. 报应的时候……确实到了。 This world, really has the retribution...... 这个世界,确实是有报应的…… thanks Agui had died, was one's turn him. 谢阿贵已经死了,然后就轮到了他。 He smiled bitterly: „Implicated you, the intercalary earth, jokes aside, if possible, I am willing to rescue your life with my * the life but actually, what a pity now, both of us actually must deliver here......” 他苦笑了一声:“连累你了,闰土,说真的,如果可以的话,我倒愿意用我的*命来救你一命,可惜现在,我们俩却都要送在这里了……” The farmers opened the eye, without speech. 农夫睁开了眼睛,没有说话。 But wind acoustic stiffness however. 但风声劲然。 Was put the flash of cave in thanks Agui, not far away jumps out two fast incomparable forms suddenly, after Kong middle who will unable to move I and farmer grasps, runs away! 就在谢阿贵被抓进山洞的一刹那,不远处突然窜出两道迅捷无比的身影,将动弹不得的孔仲吾和农夫抓起之后,撒腿就跑！