Chapter 279 miss you are really a man 第279章姑娘你真是条汉子 Lu Shuren listened to the Sun Lang words, but sends out the sigh that light cannot be observed. 鲁淑仁听了孙朗的话,只是发出了一声轻不可察的叹息。 For serveral days matter, made her exhausted all, what most awfully is, she lost one to remember unexpectedly baseless. This memory is so importantly, without it, the recent behavior was similar to does not have a duckweed, there is no significance and logic, she does not know why oneself put down destroyed hate of family/home, she does not know why oneself guarded to Sun Lang in every possible way, she does not know oneself...... are making anything. 这些天发生的事情,无不让她心力交瘁,最要命的是,她竟然凭空失去了一段记忆。这段记忆是如此得重要,没有了它,自己最近的行为就如同无根之萍,没有任何意义和逻辑可言,她不知道自己为什么放下了毁家之恨,她不知道自己为何对孙朗百般提防,她不知道自己……到底在做什么。 „I felt that...... is very absurd.” She raises own both hands, smiled bitterly, „felt oneself look like an ignorant puppet, does not know oneself are making anything, why is......” “我感到……很荒谬。”她举起自己的双手,苦笑了一声,“感觉自己就像是一个浑浑噩噩的木偶,不知道自己在做什么,到底是为什么……” „Very simple, all your come from your free thought confusedly.” Sun Lang clears throat, to fill the magnetic voice to be low and deep: „We are waging a struggle of life and death with the feudalism strength, the complete Sun Lang faith, can protect you, only then the complete obedience, can save you and your soul, after you do not have the free will, the life can become is simpler. Therefore, vacates your mind, obeys my will, known are less, can become well, come, read with me together, Sun Lang Sun Lang grandson......” “很简单,你的一切迷茫来自于你自由的思想。”孙朗清了清嗓子,以充满了磁性的嗓音低沉道:“我们在跟封建主义力量进行一场生与死的斗争,只有完整的孙朗信念,才能保护你,只有完全的服从,才能拯救你和你的灵魂,而当你没有自由意志之后,生活会变得更简单一些。所以,空出你的心灵,顺从我的意志,知道的越少,就可以变得更好,来,跟我一起念,孙朗孙朗孙……” „......” Lu Shuren looked at Sun Lang with the concern mental handicap look, „you suddenly will be always excited in very strange place.” “……”鲁淑仁用关爱智障的眼神看了一眼孙朗,“你总是会在很奇怪的地方突然兴奋起来啊。” „Mother, you know an egg, when my elementary school depends on this to earn a living?” The Sun Lang squint said, „in brief, is this, thought that the matter too damn, simply do not think, is good like old Zhao such......” “妈的,你知道个卵子,我小学时就靠着这个过活好吗？”孙朗斜眼道,“总之,就是这样,觉得事情太操蛋,干脆不要去想,就像老赵那样就好……” Lu Shuren slanting his eyes: „What Zhao Yunlong has to distinguish with the dog that you do raise?” 鲁淑仁斜了他一眼:“赵云龙跟你养的狗有什么区别？” „Distinguished in a big way went well.” Sun Lang is pulling the finger, „first she can be very exactly long, perhaps is longer than my live time, therefore I do not need to visit her to pass away sadly. Next she is very strong and obedient, even if I predeceased incautiously, she will still be living well, when does not need to make me die was also worried. Moreover she is obedient and peaceful, clean also beautiful, I am bored time can speak the joke to find relief to her, regardless of she can understand my stem, will feel happy and satisfied, because she likes chatting with me purely, but will not intertwine my strange words original intentions......” “区别大了去了好嘛。”孙朗扳着手指,“首先她能够活很久,说不定比我活的时间还长,所以我不必伤心地看着她逝去。其次她很坚强又听话,就算是我一不小心先死了,她也会好好地活着,不必让我死时也担心。而且她听话又安静,干净还养眼,我无聊的时候可以给她讲笑话解闷,她无论能不能听懂我的梗,都会感到高兴而满足,因为她只是单纯地喜欢与我聊天,而不会去纠结我那些奇怪的话的本意……” Lu Shuren wants to ridicule Sun Lang several, finally by forcefully the stopper several specially for the nutritious foods that some animal provided, but looks at the Sun Lang that tranquil and gentle look, in her heart trembled suddenly. 鲁淑仁本来想讥讽孙朗几句,结果被强行塞了几口专门为某种动物提供的营养食品,但看着孙朗那平静而温柔的眼神,她心中蓦然一颤。 Grandmaster Lu said in a soft voice: „You look like trust her very much......” 鲁大师轻声道:“你看来很信任她啊……” Sun Lang nods to say without hesitation: „I trust me such to trust her like her.” 孙朗毫不犹豫地点头道:“我就像她信任我那样信任着她。” „Really good......” Lu Shuren said with a sigh, „Sun Lang, you will never have trusted me......” “真好呢……”鲁淑仁叹息道,“孙朗,你已经永远都不会信任我了吧……” Sun Lang silent moment, shakes the head saying: „Fact where has forever, the destiny is variable forever, you never know that will then have anything......” 孙朗沉默了片刻,摇头道:“事实哪有永远,命运永远无常,你永远都不知道接下来会发生什么……” Lu Shuren listens attentively to the Sun Lang words is hiding the sigh and vicissitudes, suddenly said: „What, will make you like trusting Zhao Yunlong trusts me?” 鲁淑仁倾听着孙朗话中隐藏着的叹息和沧桑,突然道:“那发生什么,才会让你像信任赵云龙那样信任我呢？” Ranger knitting the brows head of: „...... Did you have a fever?” 游侠皱了皱眉头:“……你发烧了？” „It is not.” Lu Shuren smiled, the facial features are tranquil, is very beautiful, is very gentle, low base and low, „woman from innate, has the delicate part, even the domineering woman is still this......” “不是。”鲁淑仁笑了起来,面容平静,很美,很温婉,低低道,“女人从先天来看,就有柔弱的部分,就算再强势的女人也是这样……” „When you wake up again, you discovered that you lost an important memory, since without the support of that memory, all that your days made seemed extremely absurd, you also knew let alone, your within the body, hiding another...... you are not knowing you were whether normal, you do not know oneself whether, your world, you are believing the thing, the next flash on will as if crash completely- in this case, the strong person, will still collapse even confusedly, fell into no use......” “当你再次醒来的时候,你发现自己失去了一段至关重要的记忆,没有了那段记忆的支撑,你这段日子以来所做的一切都显得极其荒谬,更何况你还得知,你的体内,隐藏着另一个自己……你不知道自己是否正常,你不知道自己是否还是自己,你的世界,你所相信着的事物,似乎下一瞬间就会全部崩塌-在这种情况下,就算再坚强的人,也会迷茫甚至崩溃,陷入了无助吧……” She raised the head, looks at Sun Lang, in the eye is flashing the light of star, said in a soft voice: „That at this moment, your side stands you have been trusting the person, can you depend upon him?” 她抬起头来,看着孙朗,眼睛中闪着星星的光,轻声道:“那就在这时,你的身边站着一个你一直信任着的人,你会不会去依靠他呢？” Sun Lang flexure scratched the head: „...... Sounds you as if to prepare to touch the porcelain.” 孙朗挠了挠头:“……听起来你似乎准备碰瓷。” Lu Shuren crooked tilting the head, this movement is a little unexpectedly lovable: „I suddenly felt, when this type lonely and vacant, can feel relieved that depends on a person boldly and without hesitation, as if is also a very happy matter.” 鲁淑仁歪了歪头,这动作竟然有点可爱:“我只是突然觉得,在这种孤独而茫然的时候,可以放心大胆、毫不犹豫地赖上一个人,似乎也是件很幸福的事情啊。” She, in the eye flashed through with a smile sadly: „I, although cannot remember that these days had anything, but I can actually feel, that time I, was very tired, was very tired. Person who cannot pour out, the person who cannot believe that I have been as if doing to violate the conscience the matter, injures person who I am not wanting to harm...... perhaps I, was really tired, perhaps I, really do not want this way......” 她笑着笑着,眼睛里就闪过了悲伤:“我虽然记不得这段时间发生了什么,但我却能感受到,那时的我,很累,很累。没有能倾诉的人,没有能相信的人,似乎我一直在做违背本心的事情,伤害着我并不想伤害的人……也许我,真的累了,也许我,真的不想这样下去了……” Sun Lang smiles: „What is this? Throws describes? Written repentance?” 孙朗笑了笑:“这算是什么？投名状吗？悔过书吗？” „No, but mood outbreak some change......” Lu Shuren turned toward Sun Lang to extend both hands suddenly, „draws me to get up, carries me to go back.” “不,只是心情突然发生了某种变化……”鲁淑仁突然向着孙朗伸出了双手,“拉我起来,背我回去。” „......” Sun Lang looks under the dim light of night to extend the beautiful woman of both arms animated, suddenly had a having tears streaming down the face impulsion. “……”孙朗望着夜色下俏生生地伸展双臂的美丽女人,突然有了一种泪流满面的冲动。 The mother compelled, really wants to know asks, obviously to essential plot of pure love route, but chooses the seemingly correct option to change over to immediately humiliates the route is anything experiences...... 妈了个逼的,真想去知乎问一问,明明到了纯爱路线的关键剧情点但是选择看似正确的选项就会立刻转入凌辱路线是种什么体验…… This compares simply does not make father go to concert his mother uncomfortably...... 这简直比不让老子去音乐会更他妈让人难受啊…… One side for the safety of ally, his grief and indignation changes, said painfully: „Although I want to experience this plot that has the love, let alone with your iceberg cold beautiful woman......, but, you have almost turned into Uncle Lu ren now, carries your a while again, perhaps you must turn into Lu Chuxue......” 为了战友的生命安全,他悲愤地将头转到一边,沉痛道:“虽然我很想体验一下这种有爱的剧情,何况还是跟你这冰山冷美人的……不过,你现在差不多已经变成鲁叔仁了,再背你一会儿,你恐怕就要变成鲁初雪了……” Lu Shuren could not certainly understand Sun Lang to say anything, but she does not know that was blows up big courage talent to have this matter, finally ten was moved by Sun Lang however resists, heard the sound that the young girl heart burst simply, but Grandmaster Lu was Grandmaster Lu, what end was a hero, she was discontented saying: „Where usually that dog guts? Delivers to the meat of mouth not to eat?” 鲁淑仁当然听不懂孙朗在说什么,不过她不知是鼓起多大的勇气才干出了这事,结果被孙朗十动然拒,简直听到了少女心破裂的声音,不过鲁大师就是鲁大师,端的是个女中豪杰,她不满道:“平时那狗胆哪里去了？送到嘴边的肉也不吃？” Sun Lang raises head to look at the day: „Ashamed, recently was a vegetarian.” 孙朗仰头看天:“惭愧,最近吃素。” Miss Lu felt own that does not have the young lady temperament is ready to make trouble, gets angry directly: „You give me to come!” 鲁大小姐觉得自己那早就没了的大小姐脾气又蠢蠢欲动起来,直接怒道:“你给我过来！” Ranger instead retroceded two steps: „...... You are young, do not aim too high, pyramid is not people like you can live.” 游侠反而后退了两步:“……你还年轻,别好高骛远,金字塔不是你这种人能住的。” Lu Shuren was about to go wild: „You are saying anything!” 鲁淑仁都快抓狂了:“你到底在说什么啊！” Sun Lang sighed, looked that Lu Shuren has the appearance of vitality/angry, had no alternative, reads, in she just received the share of life attack today, spoke the truth. Therefore he sighed, has no alternative to say the matter 1510 places, put simply, was wise supernatural might Uncle Sun awakened recently the fearful strengths of making crowd of female color deteriorations. 孙朗叹了口气,看出来鲁淑仁已经有生气的模样,没奈何,念在她今天刚刚受到人生打击的份上,还是讲实话吧。于是他叹了口气,无可奈何地将事情一五一十地说了出来,简单来讲,就是英明神武的孙大爷最近觉醒了一身令群雌变色的可怕力量。 After Lu Shuren listened, being startled is elinguid for a very long time, after recovering, the knife look poked: „Where...... you found one * the different evil merit, thought that this simply is the world most precious object, then practiced overjoyed, finally discovered own skill was too strong, plays excessively, turned into the present this?” 鲁淑仁听了之后,惊得久久不能言语,回过神来之后,刀子般的眼神就戳了过来:“……你是不是从哪儿找到了一本*异邪功,觉得这简直是天地至宝,然后就欢天喜地练了起来,最后发现自己功力太强,玩过头了,以至于变成了现在这样？” Sun Lang flies into a rage saying: „Am I this person?” 孙朗勃然大怒道:“我是这种人吗？” Grandmaster Lu sneered several: „Before speaking this saying, might as well thinks own past years said these so-called ‚classical knight-errant’ was any content!” 鲁大师冷笑了几声:“说这话之前不妨想想自己当年讲的那些所谓的‘古典武侠’到底都是些什么内容吧！” Ranger glowers: „Woman brave realgar woman given its domestic and international problems protects the Xiangyang city not to lose by female's body, what does the patriotic story of this great wisdom and courage have not right place?” 游侠怒目而视:“巾帼英雄黄女侠在内外交困之际以女子之身力保襄阳城不失,这种大智大勇的爱国故事有什么不对劲的地方吗？” Lu Shuren spat one, thought the moment, coldly said: „Extends the hand, I examine to you.” 鲁淑仁啐了一口,想了片刻,冷冷道:“把手伸出来,我给你号号脉。” Sun Lang retracted the sleeve the hand, crosses the hands behind the back saying: „Even blade looking, no egg has used, do not waste the water, as the saying goes, the last water drop on Earth is a woman......” 孙朗将手缩回了袖子,负手道:“平一刀给看过,没什么卵用,你就别浪费水了,俗话说的好,地球上的最后一滴水将是女人的……” Lu Shuren listens to him to talk nonsense assorted, but the look actually sinks to congeal tranquilly, looks immediately with her experience, Sun Lang not agrees said this matter, how even if oneself asked that will not have the answer...... in her heart one cold, is careful this matter, helpless then said: „You are not willing to carry, am I tired, how go back?” 鲁淑仁听他杂七杂八地胡说八道,而眼神却平静沉凝,以她的经验立刻就看出来,孙朗是决计不肯说这事的,就算自己怎么问都不会有答案……她心中一凛,将这事上了心,然后无奈道:“你不肯背,我累得很,怎么回去？” Sun Lang looked at surrounding left near: „Your pet?” 孙朗看了看周围左近:“你宠物呢？” „Black king......” Lu Shuren complexion changes, looks at Sun Lang, „right, where the black king? Hadn't you seen her before?” “黑王……”鲁淑仁脸色一变,看着孙朗,“对啊,黑王哪里去了？你之前没有见到她吗？” Ranger is knitting the brows to shake the head, Auntie Lu's expression became worse: „...... She already......” 游侠皱着眉摇了摇头,鲁阿姨的表情变得更差了:“难道……难道她已经被……” Sun Lang sees her to be somewhat scared, speaks the comfort saying: „I have not seen the corpse, your body does not have the smell of blood, perhaps she had been sent to handle matters by you, said again, your snake silly squish, the intelligence quotient is not very high, perhaps cannot recognize your difference, such obedient fool pet, definitely has high use value, your in personality will not kill her.” 孙朗见她有些失魂落魄,出言安慰道:“我没有看到尸体,你的身上也没有血腥味,说不定她已经被你派出去办事了,再说了,你的蛇傻了吧唧的,智商不是很高,说不定根本认不出来你们俩的差异,这么听话的笨蛋宠物,肯定有很高的利用价值,你的里人格不会杀她的。” „Hopes...... to hope so.” Lu Shuren sighed gently, „oh......” “但愿……但愿如此吧。”鲁淑仁轻轻一叹,“唉……” Quick, on her face moved and worried that turned into the dislike and hatred, obviously, she under presents to a own that so-called in personality favorable impression, has a grudge does not report, is not the style of Grandmaster Lu, she thought deeply about the moment, in the eye flashed through cold glow, raised the head, looked at Sun Lang earnestly: „You said that you just hurried back to my heart's core that so-called in personality, awakens me, used that strength...... right?” 很快,她脸上的伤感和担忧变成了厌恶和憎恨,显然,她对自己的那个所谓的里人格一点好感都欠奉,有仇不报,不是鲁大师的风格,她思索了片刻,眼中闪过了一道寒芒,抬起头来,认真地看了一眼孙朗:“你说你刚刚将那个所谓的里人格赶回我心灵深处,将我重新唤醒,是用了那种力量……对吧？” Mentions the great sacrifice that this painful event and put , the Sun Lang complexion nods subtly: „Yes, had had similar case before, therefore tried, has not thought of really the success. Mentality is roughly to let the soul in any case falls into the extremely exciting condition, at this time the brain will launch the self-protection mechanism, compulsory lets the person stupor, prevents to be fumbled and broken up the show the meat slave, but you have two personalities, therefore......” 提起这伤心事和自己所付出的巨大牺牲,孙朗面色微妙地点了点头:“是啊,之前有过类似的案例,所以试了一下,没想到真的成功了。反正大体的思路就是让灵魂陷入极度兴奋的状态,这时大脑就会启动自我保护机制,强制性让人昏迷,防止被玩坏成肉奴隶,而你有两个人格,所以……” He shrugged, its meaning is self-evident. 他摊了摊手,其意不言而喻。 Lu Shuren revealed suddenly renounced, but decisive look. 鲁淑仁突然露出了决绝而果断的眼神。 Sun Lang as if realized anything: „...... Hey, not.” 孙朗似乎意识到了什么:“……喂,不是吧。” „Asked...... Lu Shuren coldly her” said, „exhausted the means that making her open the mouth!” “把她叫出来……”鲁淑仁冷冷道,“用尽办法,让她开口！”