MG :: Volume #2

#155: If you......


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The dim light of night is chilly, the moon is hanging, the Mingzhou City night tumult has announced calmly, ten thousand households lonesome however, the person went to sleep. 夜色清冷,月轮悬空,明州城夜晚的骚动已经宣告平静,万户寂然,人已入眠。 Sun Lang and Zhao Yunlong said that enough the words, the feeling of weariness welled up, decides to rest, they walked into the backyard shoulder to shoulder, Zhao Yunlong hit his shoulder suddenly, pouts to the direction of other institute. 孙朗与赵云龙说够了话,倦意涌来,决定休息,他们并肩走入后院,赵云龙突然撞了撞他的肩膀,向别院的方向努了努嘴。 Ranger is startled slightly, looked at several toward the Zhang Yinluo courtyard, suddenly shakes the head smiles, gestures to Zhao Yunlong. 游侠微微一怔,往张银落的院子看了几眼,突然摇头一笑,向赵云龙打了个手势。 old Zhao smiles, beckons with the hand. 老赵抿嘴一笑,摆了摆手。 Sun Lang steps into other institute, but sees the moon/month splendor to sprinkle, reflects in the white stone steps, illuminates the lonely person's shadow, Yinluo is holding the knee, curls up to sit on the stair, does not enter the room, sits is in a daze here, looks like abandoned the small creature to be the same, on the face wrote all over was vacant and no use, seemed like is really feels sorry. 孙朗踏入别院,但见月辉洒下,映在白色的石阶,照亮孤单的人影,银落抱着膝盖,蜷坐在台阶上,也不进屋,就这么坐在这里发呆,就像是被遗弃了的小动物一样,脸上写满了茫然和无助,看起来真是可怜极了。 She hears the sound of footsteps, raised the head to see Sun Lang, on the face first is one happy, then turns again the bow heavy one side: Snort, doesn't wash clean robe Ze to share a bed with your, runs up to here to do? What's wrong, dislikes your bed to be not very big, can take over for use my room?” 她听到脚步声,抬头看到孙朗,脸上先是一喜,然后又将头重重扭到一旁:“哼,不跟你那洗得干干净净的袍泽抵足而眠,跑到我这里干什么?怎么,嫌你的床不够大,要征用我的房间吗?” Ranger laughs in spite of trying not, then sat in the Zhang Yinluo side, put out a hand to touch girl's head: Do not worry, I , to make anything with old Zhao, that goes to war, has done......” 游侠失笑,然后坐在了张银落的身边,伸手摸了摸女孩儿的脑袋:“别担心,我如果想要跟老赵做什么,那打仗的时候,早就做了……” Zhang Yinluo honk drew out the mouth, flings the hand of Sun Lang one side: What don't bump me...... I to be worried about? I am not your anything person, why must be worried about you!” 张银落嘟起了嘴,将孙朗的手甩到一边:“别碰我……我担心什么?我又不是你什么人,为什么要担心你啊!” Sun Lang shoulders the eyebrow, showed the smile: I also had not said what you are worried is I, what I said is old Zhao, in your mind General Zhao Yunlong of that unparalleled in the world and peerless grace and talent is still the pure miss, without was tarnished by my evil clutches, you felt relieved that......, I am quite actually curious, why Yinluo you urgently are denying you to be worried about me......” 孙朗挑起眉毛,露出了笑容:“我又没说你担心的是我,我说的是老赵啊,你心目中那天下无双、风华绝代的赵云龙将军依然是冰清玉洁的姑娘,没有被我的魔爪所玷污,你放心好了……咦,我倒是比较好奇,银落你为什么急着否定你在担心我啊……” Zhang Yinluo hears word, gouged his one eyes layer on layer/heavily, in the heart inexplicable depressed actually dissipated unknowingly most probably, but oral of girl is still not willing to admit defeat: What hasn't done? Looks at General Zhao thousand to be willing ten thousand to be willing to you appearance, your fellow can bear unexpectedly, hasn't started? Moreover according to General Zhao, you did not have the ability that type is not concerned about face at that time, how......, I said that has the color center not to have the color guts, is afraid General Zhao to hit you?” 张银落闻言,重重地剜了他一眼,心中莫名的郁闷却不知不觉消散了大半,但女孩儿的口头依然不肯认输:“什么都没做?看赵将军对你千肯万肯的样子,你这家伙居然忍得住,没有下手?而且据赵将军说,你那时候还没有那种不要脸的能力吧,怎么……哦,我说嘛,是有色心没色胆,害怕赵将军打你?” Sun Lang raised the head, is looking at the sky, silent a moment later, said with a smile in a soft voice: No, was not...... that time for sometime, I did not have the color center, did not have. Do not smile , then I, might be called the model in morals simply, the model in army, perfect human, the rigid, heavy letter/believes, defended, looked like the cold winter to be severe regarding the enemy, treating the person on one's own side was warm like the spring, in Sun like everyone heart......” 孙朗抬起头来,望着天空,沉默了片刻之后,轻声笑道:“不,不是……那时有一段时间,我没有色心,一点都没有。你不要笑,是真的,当时的我,简直堪称道德上的模范,军中的楷模,完美的人类,刚直,重信,守诺,对于敌人像寒冬般严酷,对待自己人如春天般温暖,就像大家心中的太阳……” „...... I never see have had the so impudent and shameless person.” The Zhang Yinluo squint said, my least bit cannot imagine you not to have the appearance of color center, but also the model in morals, I bah......” “……我从未见过有如此厚颜无耻之人。”张银落斜眼道,“我半点都想象不出你没有色心的样子,还道德上的模范,我呸……” „, Then I am finding the way to solve own......, mental issue. You know that the veteran in battlefield, always has all kinds of mental issues, but my issue, then a more troublesome point...... fought with all might for a long time in the battlefield, will turn into that type to regard the life for the worthless slaughtering lunatic, this person, exactly will not be generally long, but my situation was more serious, because of my mental issue, not only originated in the battlefield does not know exhausted slaughtered......” “是真的,当时的我正在想办法解决自己的……嗯,心理问题。你知道的,战场上的老兵,总有各种各样的心理问题,而我的问题,则更麻烦一点……在战场上拼杀得久了,会变成那种视性命为草芥的杀戮疯子,这种人,一般不会活太久,而我的情况则更加严重一点,因为我的心理问题,不仅仅来源于战场上不知疲惫的杀戮……” At that time wants to go on living, maintains is going on living sanely, was always remembering something go on living...... , is living, can handle more things, can let all insistences and sacrificed meaningful, right?” Sun Lang is organizing the gentle language, said in a soft voice, then I think all kinds of means that made lots of lots of effort, this is a quite effective method.” “当时是想活下去啊,保持着理智活下去,铭记着一些东西活下去……只有活着,才能做更多的事情,才能让一切的坚持和牺牲有意义,对吗?”孙朗组织着平和的语言,轻声道,“当时的我想了各种各样的办法,做了很多很多努力,这是其中一个比较有效的方法。” You know that usually the smile welcomed the guest also good words that the person, met to be unruly to persuade the storekeeper of processing, perhaps had manic dark side in secret, because he must daytime aggrievedly and vented suffering, but a kills people such as flax killer, when the usual life, mostly was an ordinary and friendly good person, toed the line, helpful, never stirred up trouble, because he must balance worked indifferently with the cold blood...... right, balanced, was balanced.” “你知道吗,平时笑脸迎人、遇到撒泼的客人也好言相劝处理的掌柜,私底下也许有狂躁阴暗的一面,因为他要将白天的憋屈和委屈发泄出来,而一个杀人如麻的杀手,在平时的生活里,多半是一个平凡而友善的好人,循规蹈矩,乐于助人,从不惹事,因为他也要平衡干活时的漠然与冷血……对,平衡,就是平衡。” Therefore I let that time as far as possible, when like a good person, went to war I cruel, usually by oneself friendly. I and everyone become friends, listen attentively to the story of everyone , helping them as far as possible, becomes friends with them. I did many good deeds, became friends with many friends, sometimes the battlefield fights side-by-side previous time, some people will regard as the life-and-death friendship you, sometimes a charge breaks through, several hundred people will think of gratefully your kindness...... the battlefield are brush the prestigious the best place, is really is not false the friendship of robe Ze...... the life and death depends on, shouted ten thousand should in army prestige, the respect of people, the gratitude of people...... these simply were the best good medicine......” “所以我尽量让那时的自己,像一个好人,打仗时我有多残忍,平时就让自己有多友善。我与所有人交朋友,倾听每一个人的故事,尽可能地帮助他们,结交他们。我做了很多的好事,结交了很多朋友,有时战场上一次并肩作战,就会有人将你视作生死之交,有时一次冲锋解围,数百人就会感念你的恩德……战场是刷声望的最好的地方,真是一点不假啊……生死相托的袍泽之谊,一呼万应的军中声望,众人的敬仰,人们的感激……这些简直是最好的良药……” But the paralysis does not mean the cure, eventually is the false thing, the drug efficacy crosses, backlash is fiercer......” at this point, in the eye of Sun Lang flashes through the hatred that is unable to obliterate, but he recovers immediately, restrains the mood, saying with a smile, this was another story......” “但麻痹并不意味着治愈,终究是虚假的东西,药效一过,反噬得就更加厉害……”说到这里,孙朗的眼中闪过一丝无法磨灭的恨意,但他立刻回过神来,将心情收敛,笑道,“这就是另外一个故事了……” He has not said, a feeling back of the hand heat, the right hand of Zhang Yinluo held down his left hand. 他还没说完,就感觉手背一热,张银落的右手按住了他的左手。 The girl is looking at the eyes of Sun Lang, said in a soft voice: Backlash? What backlashes?” 女孩儿望着孙朗的双眼,轻声道:“反噬?什么反噬?” Ranger smiles, putting out a hand shot girl's forehead: Forbids the item, in other words , your good sensitivity to be insufficient, is not enough to open this plot, the woman please continue to improve the sensitivity.” 游侠一笑,伸手弹了弹女孩儿的额头:“禁止事项,换言之,你的好感度还不够,不足以开启这段剧情,女侠请继续提高好感度吧。” Zhang Yinluo curls the lip slightly disappointedly. 张银落略微失望地撇了撇嘴。 In brief, do not worry, do not intertwine, I with old Zhao pure...... then I, although on the mouth called fiercely, but has not made the plan of that matter, thinks that then, was really silly.” Sun Lang smiles, weather, did not sleep early quickly, if I do not come today, you do want to sit one outside whole evening?” “总之,别担心,也别纠结了,我跟老赵清清白白的……当时的我,虽然嘴上叫得厉害,但从来没有做那事的打算,想想当时的自己,真是蛮傻的。”孙朗笑了笑,“天色不早了,快睡觉去吧,如果我今天不来,你是不是要在外面坐一整晚?” On Zhang Yinluo face one red, muttered: My today's condition not too right...... is very probably strange, does not seem like usual. Possibly is my mood is somewhat chaotic...... because of you, Sun Lang.” 张银落脸上一红,喃喃自语道:“我今天的状态好像不太对劲……很奇怪,不像是平时的自己。可能是我心情有些乱吧……都是因为你啊,孙朗。” One side she transfers to the vision, said in a soft voice: I think you are only bad Ranger that and likes taking advantage, most a little skills, but discovered afterward, matter is not so probably simple. Afterward although I guessed that you perhaps is a Tianyuan hero, but were also most is a young military officer, was can only be very ripe with reckless, but today, you and reckless can an acrimony, be in the upper hand greatly, today, you shout to drink to General Zhao, the opposite party was not only not angry, but also endured gladly...... Sun Lang, who you were, you......” 她将目光移到一边,轻声道:“我本来以为你只是个性格恶劣、喜欢趁火打劫的游侠,最多有点本事,但后来发现,事情好像没有这么简单。后来我虽然猜测你也许是一名天元英雄,但也最多是一名小军官,只是跟胡会首很熟罢了,但今天,你与胡会首剑拔弩张,大占上风,今天,你对赵将军呼来喝去,对方不仅不生气,而且还甘之如饴……孙朗,你到底是谁,你……” Her sound presented one to shiver: Why you must comply to help me, why must give shelter to me, why can also form this office with me together? I to you...... am anything......” 她的声音出现了一丝颤抖:“你为什么要答应帮我,为什么要收留我,又为什么要跟我一起组建这个事务所呢?我对于你来说……到底算是什么……” Sun Lang slightly one startled, looked to Zhang Yinluo. 孙朗微微一惊,看向了张银落 The girl only gave him an obstinate profile. 女孩儿只给了他一个执拗的侧脸。 It seems like Zhang Yinluo has realized the issue. 看来张银落已经意识到问题的所在了。 In his front, the beloved daughter of so-called Mingzhou Zhang, the outstanding disciple of so-called Ling Jiugong witch fairy maiden, this status simply seems like general laughable, can hold the ritual of subordinate world-famous General Zhao Yunlong who the paper sticks, his status makes one go into seriously simply does not dare to go into seriously, can say me to fear that superficially massacres reckless Shouxin this words, his martial arts may be called shocking...... 在他的面前,所谓明州张家的掌上明珠,所谓灵鹫宫巫仙子的高徒,这身份简直像是纸糊的一般可笑,能将天下闻名的赵云龙将军执从属之礼,他的身份简直让人连深究都不敢深究,能够轻描淡写地说出“我怕杀掉胡守信”这种话,他的武功堪称骇人听闻…… Then, such person, why to one on the other hand is the so ordinary little miss, regards with a special fondness? 那么,这样的人,为什么会对一个相对来说是如此平凡的小姑娘,如此另眼相看? Perhaps...... the reason only has one. 恐怕……原因只有一个吧。 The own body, does not seem affected by his strange strength...... 自己的身体,好像不会被他的那古怪的力量所影响…… The body of young girl is shivering slightly. 少女的身体在微微地颤抖。 Sun Lang was startled the moment, then said in a soft voice: „At that time, me to let the mind maintains the miraculous glow not to extinguish, was insufficient to be swallowed dark, made lots of efforts. Besides the sentiment and utility heart of robe Ze, I also attempt to seek the kinship, even if false kinship, even if I am not that person, but that still made me feel the warmth, only had the love......” 孙朗怔了片刻,然后轻声道:“在当时呢,我为了让心灵保持一点灵光不灭,不至于被黑暗吞噬,做出了很多的努力。除了袍泽之情与功利之心,我还尝试着去寻求亲情,即使是虚假的亲情,即使我不是那个人,但那也让我感受到了久违的温暖,唯有爱情……” Perhaps has...... me not to know that is the love, I once felt tranquilly in her bosom, but...... is actually holding a more complex emotion to her, is very complex, not purely......” “也许有过吧……我不知道那是不是爱情,我曾在她的怀抱中感受到了平静,但对她却……抱着更加更加复杂的情感,很复杂,一点都不纯粹……” Sun Lang stands up, arrives at the Zhang Yinluo front, squatted down, held down her shoulder, is looking at her eye: But if you......” 孙朗站起身来,来到张银落的面前,蹲下,按住了她的肩膀,正视着她的眼睛:“但如果是你的话……” ps1: Day that tomorrow August 23, the cousin marries, around 6 : 00 am leaves, overtakes to help paste the couplet to work, soon before just participated in the male cousin, tomorrow must withstand an injury again, in my heart does not have the fluctuation, even wants to go to nearby junior middle school the hunting female junior high pupil......, excuse me, they have not begun school. ps1:明天八月二十三,表哥结婚的日子,早晨 6 点多动身,赶过去帮忙贴对联干活,不久之前刚参加了堂兄的,明天又要再承受一次伤害,我心中毫无波动,甚至想去附近的初中去狩猎女子初中生……哦,不好意思,她们还没开学。 ps2: Tomorrow will still maintain two, but the words of refresh time, have a look to be busy...... , if not busy, I can hide in the car(riage) write one chapter with the notebook, if busy, that wanted to renew in the afternoon. ps2:明天依然保持两更,但更新时间的话,看看忙不忙吧……如果不忙的话,我可以躲在车里用笔记本写一章,如果忙的话,那就要下午更新了。 ps3: Looks in I such share diligently, that...... you...... do have that...... the recommendation ticket and monthly ticket anything......( finds the clue make simple and honest) ps3:看在我这么努力的份上,那个……你们……有没有那个……推荐票和月票什么的……(憨厚地摸头)
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