Silent, socontinuedgoodone...
沉默,就这般持续了好一阵。。。
It seems likeallsight of green between world, is suppressedby the snow and ice that such asitcamesuddenly, lostallspring sceneries. Suddenly, bothpeopledo not know that shouldsayanything, regardingSun Yan, hedoes not wantto goto discussdragonErwithothers, buthadzither | JeanMeiwuobviouslyalsokeenperceivingtothis point.
就好像天地间的所有绿意,都被忽如其来的冰雪压住,失去了所有的春色。一时间,两个人都不知道该说什么,对于孙炎来说,他并不想去跟别人谈论龙儿,而有琴美舞显然也敏锐的觉察到了这一点。Socrossedsome little time, haszither | JeanMeiwu the voicetransmittinggently: „Can that why have thisassignment?”
就这般过了好一会,有琴美舞的声音才轻轻的传来:“那,为什么还要接这个任务?”Sun Yansighs, said: „Alsoisoneexplains! No matter howsaid,newChang Ewill also appearsooner or later, ifoneselfparticipatedcame in...... is also has a comfort...... probablyisthisappearance...... or!”Actuallyoneselfare also unascertainable.孙炎叹了一口气,道:“也算是一个交待吧!不管怎么说,新的嫦娥早晚也会出现,如果自己参与了进来……也算是有了一点安慰……大概是这个样子……或者吧!”其实自己也不能确定。„Youwalk, Iwill not beChang E,”hadzither | JeanMeiwuto proceedto treadtwosteps, stoodin the stone steps, turns head, looks at the youngstertowardslanting, „are not related withyou, had not caredwith others.”
“你走吧,我是不会去做嫦娥的,”有琴美舞往前踏了两步,立在石阶上,回过头来,往斜下方看着少年,“跟你没有关系,跟其他人也没有关心。”„Butthesefemaleimmortals in Heaven......”
“可是天界里的那些女仙……”„Iknow that theyare thinkinganything, theythought that owedmy mother, theyfelt, ifIcanbecomeChang E, tomy mother is also a comfort.”Sheturnsthengoes, looks at the under foot, „actuallyIhave not seenmy mother, aftergrowing up, readstheserelics that sheleaves behind, startsto understandherslowly. My motherisHeaven‚female weaver’, Chang Eis the fruitposition, oncebecomesChang E, thencanbeTaiyito disperse the immortaldirectly, threeflower-blooming daynorth gates of the palace, the mortal bodyentersYaochi! Butfemale weaver, althoughthere is‚a Chang E’ the name, butin the final analysis, butisin the crowd of starevil spirits, in which in numerousstarlord.”
“我知道她们在想什么,她们觉得欠了我娘的,她们觉得,要是我能够当上‘嫦娥’,对我娘也是一种安慰。”她扭回头去,看着脚下,“其实我从来没有见过我娘,也就是在长大后,翻看她留下的那些遗物,才开始慢慢的了解她。我娘原本是天上的‘织女’,‘嫦娥’是果位,一旦成为嫦娥,便能直接名列太乙散仙,三花朝北阙,肉身入瑶池!而织女,虽然有‘小嫦娥’之称,但说到底,不过就是群星恶煞中,众多星主里的其中一位。”„My mother, is an ambitiousperson, shebiggestdream, one daycanbecomeChang E, particularlywhoknows,Chang EFairy Maidenhas not had the Moon Palacefor a long time, Immortal Worldhas hadhernot to haveher. Has noin the situation of difference. Chang Eis the Heavenbeautifulsymbol, oncebecameChang E, is the lasting youthfulness, will never be senile, butthatgeneration of Chang EFairy Maiden, aredragonclan, the dragonis the inbornimmortalspirits, butdoes not have the soul, not a Yuangod, dragonwoman the life span, is unable to lengthenthroughimmortal. Therefore, shethinks that on the day of shecanwait tillsooner or later, is only......”
“我娘,是一个有野心的人,她最大的梦想,就是有一天能够成为‘嫦娥’,尤其是谁都知道,嫦娥仙子已经许久不曾出过广寒宫,仙界有她没她。已经没有什么区别的情况下。‘嫦娥’是天界美丽的象征,一旦当上了嫦娥,便是青春永驻,永不衰老,而那一代的嫦娥仙子,乃是龙族,龙是天生的仙灵,但是没有魂魄、没有元神,龙女的寿命,无法通过仙道来延长。所以,她本以为她早晚能够等到那一天,只是……”Is a silence.
紧接着又是一片沉默。Sowas static a meeting, Sun Yansaid: „Shouldn't youcomply? The desire that yourmotherhas not completed, is completedbyyou......”
就这般静了一会,孙炎才道:“那你不是更应该答应下来?你娘没有完成的愿望,由你来完成……”„But...... Icannot achieve!”Haszither | JeanMeiwuto the one side, „Iknow that yourmeaning, IalsoknowHeaventhesefemaleimmortals the meanings, butIcannot achieve. Ihave not seenmy mother, butI...... thinkhervery much. I, am imaginingherappearancetime and time again, inme, shethatbeautiful. beautifulinconceivable. Iknow, mother'ssmalltime, continuouslyinpracticedancesecretly, becausethathad not hadChang EFairy Maiden of Moon Palace. In the pastshookHeavenbyherdance, the embroidery of my motherveryattractive, until now. Herbeforehandembroidery, was regarded the most precious objectinHeaven, inmyat heart, all my comparesher, if, ifsheis not even ableto becomeChang E......”
“但是……我做不到!”有琴美舞向一旁,“我知道你的意思,我也知道天界那些女仙的意思,但是我做不到。我从来没有见过我娘,但我……很想她。我一次又一次的,想象着她的样子,在我心里,她是那么的美丽。美得不可思议。我知道,娘亲小的时候,就一直在偷偷的练习歌舞,因为那一直不曾出过广寒宫的嫦娥仙子。当年就是以她的舞名震天界的,我娘的刺绣非常的好看,直到现在。她以前的刺绣,在天界都还是被当成至宝,在我的心里,我所有的一切都比不过她,如果、如果连她都无法成为‘嫦娥’……”„Sheisshe, youareyou......”
“她是她,你是你……”„Aren't youclear?”Shehas turned head, looks atSun Yan, in the visionis flashing the cleartears, „are not related withChang E, are not related withotherall. Ithinkher, actuallyIdo not know,shereally is better than me, butIthink that Ithinkmy mother, ifIbecomeChang E, ifIachievething that inherlifelonged for even in dreams unable to achieve, Isurpassedher,...... will beis never possibly exceededinmymy motherbymeinme, will youunderstand?”
“你还不明白吗?”她扭过头来,看着孙炎,目光中闪动着晶莹的泪光,“跟‘嫦娥’没有关系,跟其它所有的一切都没有关系。我就是想她,其实我也不知道,她是不是真的所有的一切都比我好,但我就是这么想的,我就是这么想我娘的,如果我成为了‘嫦娥’,如果我做到了她一生中梦寐以求也没能做到的事,那我就超过了她,在我心里……在我心里我娘是永远也不可能被我超越的,你懂吗?”Sun Yanis silent, because to this time, hedoes not only know that this/shouldsaidanythingagain. Depending onmissing of innermost feelings, sheimagines mother who will never have possiblyto exceed, ifshebecomesthatperson who mother longed for even in dreams unable to become, sheexceeded mother who sheimagined, for these years, her mother'simagein her mindwill crashall of a sudden, therefore, toprotectmissing of heartmerely, protected her motherin her mindmost perfectimage, sheis unable to comply.孙炎沉默下来,只因到了这个时候,他已经不知道该再说些什么。藉着内心的思念,她想象出了一个自己永远也不可能超越的母亲,如果她成为了母亲梦寐以求也无法成为的那个人,那她就超越了她所想象出来的母亲,这么多年来,她母亲在她心目中的形象就会一下子崩塌,所以,仅仅只是为了守护住心头的思念,守护住她的母亲在她心目中最为完美的形象,她就无法答应下来。Just as she said that thisis uninterestedwith others, are not related withhim, are not related withChang E, are not related withthesefemaleimmortals of Heaven, thiscompleteisher ownissue, butshecannot allowothersto encroach, destroysher motherperfectin her mind, destroysherday and nighttothinking of her mother.
正如她所说的,这已经跟其他人毫无关系,跟他没有关系,跟“嫦娥”没有关系,跟天界的那些女仙也没有关系,这完完全全是她自己的问题,而她也容不得别人去侵犯,去破坏她的母亲在她心目中的完美,去破坏她日日夜夜对她母亲的想念。Whatthissituation...... can others make?
这种情况……其他人又能够做些什么?„Youwalk!”Haszither | JeanMeiwuto turn away fromhim, step by stepwalkstoward the mountain top. The cool breezesways, is movingherCailing and paperhangingskirt, thatlooks like a picture, everyone is appreciating, picture that actually no one canunderstand. Yousaw the picture, youknowitsbeauty, butyouactuallycannot touchforever, in a more beautifulscenery that the back of thatpicturehidden, youcannotice that bythatside that itdraws, otherall, like that the inviolablehidden, is rejectingeveryone'snearness.
“你走吧!”有琴美舞背对着他,一步一步的往山头走去。清风吹拂,吹动着她的彩绫和褙裙,那就像是一幅画,一幅所有人都在欣赏,却从来没有人能够了解的画。你看到了画,你知道它的美,但你却永远也触不到,在那幅画的背后所隐藏的更美的风景,你所能够看到的,就只是被它画出来的那一面,其它所有的一切,就那般,不容侵犯的隐藏着、拒绝着所有人的靠近。However, like thisreally?
但是,这样子真的好吗?Looks that graduallywalks into the dense fog, walks intoherlifetimemysticismandvacant, the young girl who as if not return, Sun Yanfell intosilent. Heknows that ownanythingshould notdo, the young girlhas saidsothoroughly, no mattermakesanythingagain, the infringementtohermindcountryside, no onewill likethisfeeling, shewill not like, tradingto doishe, will not likesimilarly.
看着那逐渐走入迷雾,走入她一生的迷思与茫然,仿佛再也不回出来的少女,孙炎陷入了沉默。他知道自己什么也不应该做,少女已经讲得这般透彻,不管再做什么,都只是对她心灵田园的侵犯,没有人会喜欢这种感觉,她不会喜欢,换作是他,也同样不会喜欢。Howeverlike thisreally? Heas ifnoticed that shemounts the mountain topdiligently, seeks the flower of thatbeautifulfog, butshecannot contactitforever, is actually not ableto go out of the dense fogagain, will happen one day, shesodisappearsdoes not see, preservesmerelyineveryone'smemory, inthesememories, sheas beforeisbeautiful...... actuallyalsothat is all.
但是这样子真的好吗?他仿佛看到她努力地登上山头,去寻找那美丽的雾之花,但是她永远也接触不到它,却也无法再走出迷雾,终有一天,她就这般消失不见,仅仅存留在所有人的记忆里,在那些记忆里,她依旧是美丽的……却也仅此而已。Finally, heraised the head, tothatcolorskirtfloatingback, will soon be submerging the young girl in mistto that gently, saida few wordsgently.
终于,他抬起头来,对着那彩裙飘飘的背影,对着那即将没入雾气之中的少女,轻轻的、轻轻的说出了一句话。Thisflash, the young girl there, turning headsuddenly, surprised and doubtsvisitshim, even the expression in thisout-of-control, herappearanceis still beautiful, seemsdragonto be the same, smilesandis angryto worry,isgeneralmoving. Shethenturns around, treads the stone steps that the rushingcobblestone of treadtreadpaves, rushes to front ofSun Yanall of a sudden, is highinhisfirst-orderstone steps, holdshiscollar, wickedis staringhim: „What did you...... say?”
这一瞬间,少女顿在那里,蓦的回头,惊讶而又疑惑地看着他,即使是这种失控中的表情,她的容颜依旧是美丽的,就好像龙儿一般,微笑与嗔愁,都是一般的动人。紧接着,她便转过身来,蹬蹬蹬的冲下鹅卵石铺就的石阶,一下子冲到孙炎面前,在高他一阶的石阶上,一把抓住他的衣领,恶狠狠的瞪着他:“你……说什么?”Sun Yanraised the head, is gazing athersurprisedfacial features, slowly, had saidhimslowlya moment ago the words, saidagain: „You...... have a younger sister!”孙炎抬起头来,注视着她惊讶的面容,慢慢的,缓缓的,将他刚才说过的话,再说了一遍:“你……有一个妹妹!”
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