During the unceasing duplicate/restores plate recalls, blushing of Shen Qingxuan. 而在不断的复盘回忆之中,沈青璇的脸红了。 Because she thought of a matter. 因为她想到了一件事。 Initially when Qi Refining Realm, her restlessing. 当初在炼气境时,她的心神不宁。 That time she, thinks that is the heart demon stirs up trouble, subconscious took away the pot to the heart demon. 那时的她,以为是心魔滋扰,下意识的把锅扣给了心魔。 But now recalls, which is what heart demon stirs up trouble. 但现在回想起来,哪是什么心魔滋扰啊。 Where the having a mind demon stirs up trouble only comes one time, walked did not come. 哪有心魔滋扰只来一次,走了就不来的。 That time she, has clearly gotten worked up emotionally to Luo Jing. Although the sentiment is not intense, but is mentally confused. 那时的她,分明是已经对罗靖动了感情。虽然感情还不强烈,但却已经心乱了。 The husband that incomparably awkward action, with vented anger for her for initially by tearing off the tongue of Wang Rui, this in other people opinion incomparably awkward behavior, in always sane calm her eye, should think that awkward bored is right. 丈夫当初那个令人无比尴尬的举动,用为她出气为由拔下了王蕊的舌头,这在旁人看来无比尴尬的一个行为,在一向理智冷静的她眼中,也应该觉得尴尬无聊才对。 After all this bored flattering, had many people to do before. 毕竟这种无聊的讨好,以前有很多人做过。 But then she, actually avoided this matter subconsciously, is not willing to go to think. 可当时的她,却下意识的回避了这件事,不愿去多想。 Now after facing up to own intention, Shen Qingxuan wants to be clear about then mood. 如今正视了自己的心意后,沈青璇才想清楚了当时的心情。 That time she, should shut out husband's weak behavior, to feel awkward properly speaking. 那时的她,按理说应该会嫌弃丈夫的幼稚行为、觉得尴尬的。 But she has not felt in the awkward, then heart anxious. 但她却没有觉得尴尬,当时的心中只有不安。 Because of husband's that action, is actually very ordinary, a behavior that expressed his view. 因为丈夫的那个举动,其实是很普通的、一个表达他心意的行为。 He is declaring himself to her as husband's responsibility. 他在向她宣示自己作为丈夫的责任。 This should sloppy ordinary, after all two people itself/Ben is the couple, Luo Jing does this matter to have nothing strangely. 这本应该稀松平常,毕竟两人本就是夫妻,罗靖做这件事没什么奇怪的。 But Shen Qingxuan because of this offensive action, was mentally confused. 而沈青璇却因这唐突的举动,心乱了。 She avoided this matter subconsciously, does not dare to think deeply, the intention that because the husband indicates strongly, making her who has never been in love feel subconsciously flustered. 她下意识的回避了这件事,不敢去深思,因为丈夫强势表明的心意,让从未谈过恋爱的她下意识的感到慌张。 She does not know how to accept this intention, does not know how to deal is good, therefore is utterly confused and avoids subconsciously. 她不知道如何接受这心意,也不知如何应对才好,所以心乱如麻、下意识回避。 But now recalls, originally at that time, she has moved to the husband...... 但如今回想起来,原来在那时,她就已经对丈夫动了心吗…… Because excited, cared, therefore does not dare to face. Because has not been in love, did the affections of therefore to the beloved person expressing feel flurried? 正是因为心动了、在意了,所以才不敢面对。因为没有谈过恋爱,所以对心爱之人表达的爱意感到慌乱？ Even possibly before that she has liked Luo Jing. 甚至可能在那之前,她就已经喜欢上了罗靖。 Otherwise she is in good condition, suddenly to be how mentally confused? 不然她好端端的,怎么会突然心乱呢？ If she has not moved to the husband, that her mood should think at that time bored and weak is right. 如果她没有对丈夫动心,那当时她的心情应该是觉得无聊、幼稚才对。 After all before pursued her male student flatters her, she is such mood, thought that bored, looked is disinclined to look at one. 毕竟以前追求她的男生讨好她时,她都是这样的心情,觉得无聊、看都懒得多看一眼。 Only then husband exception. 只有丈夫例外了。 The matter that the similarly awkward matter...... even husband Luo Jing does, is more awkward than the awkward matter that the beforehand these pursuers do. 同样尴尬的事情……甚至丈夫罗靖做的事,比以前那些追求者做的尴尬事都要尴尬。 But she has not felt awkward, instead feels flurried. 但她却没有觉得尴尬,反而觉得慌乱。 The proof at that time, she had actually moved. 证明那时,她其实已经动心了。 Because of she sane calm personality, avoided the sentiment to husband subconsciously, therefore hasn't discovered own intention? 只是因为她过于理智冷静的性格,下意识的回避了对丈夫的感情、所以才没有发现自己的心意？ She thinks two people marry are get together to live, but recalls now, perhaps before the marriage, she has actually liked the husband...... 原本她以为两人结婚是搭伙过日子,但如今回想起来,说不定结婚前,她其实就已经喜欢上了丈夫…… After all is on intimate terms that many times, actually only settled on the husband, moreover two people only simple meeting contacted several times, the decision marries. 毕竟相亲那么多次,却偏偏只看中了丈夫,而且两人只简单的碰面接触了几次,就决定结婚。 Ended...... 完了…… Shen Qingxuan covered own face subconsciously, the complexion blushed, direct red to root of the ear. 沈青璇下意识的捂住了自己的脸,脸色羞红,直接红到了耳根。 Has she deceived herself in oneself? 难道她一直在自己骗自己？ The marriage that she thinks has gotten together day, actually falls in love? 她以为的结婚搭伙过日,其实是一见钟情？ In will this world really have to fall in love this completely unreasonable matter? 这世上真的会有一见钟情这种完全不合理的事情？ It is not the falling in love words, why oneself met several, wish that worries marries to get married...... 可不是一见钟情的话,为什么自己只是见了几次面,就那么着急的想要嫁过去结婚啊…… Even if gets together to live, does not need to worry. 就算是搭伙过日子,也没必要这么着急啊。 Always is calm the sane character by her, should not inspect some time, finally marries? 以她一向冷静理智的性格,不是应该多考察一段时间,最终才结婚吗？ Why then haven't inspected the inspection? 为什么当时的自己没有多考察考察呢？ Own then behavior, imitating such as lost the wisdom to be the same, 自己当时的行为,彷如失了智一般, Various the discovered reasons, anything missed also ran into similar person again and so on reason...... this to clarify is deceives itself! 找出的各种理由、什么错过了再也遇到类似的人了之类的理由……这摆明了是自己骗自己啊！ With her character, really runs into the right person, is impossible to get married quickly is right. 以她的性格,真遇到合适的人,也不可能那么快就结婚才对。 She clearly lost the wisdom! Confused the soul! 她分明就是失了智！被迷了魂！ Shen Qingxuan covers the face, the complexion is red the probably thoroughly ripe tomato. 沈青璇捂住脸,脸色红得像是熟透的番茄。 Her body, cannot bear sway from side to side, wishes one could to look for a crack to worm one's way into. 她的身体,也忍不住扭动着,恨不得找个地缝钻进去。 This time really lost face...... 这次真的是丢死人了…… Always bragged that calm sane, has been making the foolish matter that deceives oneself and others unexpectedly. 一向自诩冷静理智的自己,竟然一直都在做自欺欺人的蠢事。 This foolish matter others cannot look, but did the sister-in-law/little aunt definitely look? 这蠢事其他人看不出来,但小姨肯定看出来了吧？ The sister-in-law/little aunt understands her...... 小姨那么了解她…… When on the day of the marriage, the sister-in-law/little aunt proposes a toast facing their couples and on face smiles that strangely. 怪不得结婚那天,小姨面对他们夫妻敬酒时、脸上笑得那么奇怪。 ...... Lost face! 啊啊啊啊……丢死人了！ Shen Qingxuan covered the face, the whole person sneaked in the quilt, body worm fierce creeping motion. 沈青璇捂住脸,整个人都钻进了被子里,身体蠕虫般剧烈蠕动。 It is not good! 不行！ This matter cannot other to know! 这件事不能让其他人知道！ Must conceal the truth, regards the biggest secret to hide for a lifetime at heart. 一定要瞒下来,当成最大的秘密一辈子藏在心里。 Cannot know the husbands! 连丈夫都不能知道！ The sister-in-law/little aunt knows that also even, later cannot be known by others again! 小姨知道也就算了,以后不能再被其他人知道！ The human form form in bedding, swayed from side to side for quite a while awkwardly embarrassedly, finally the complexion glowing red lifting quilt sat. 被窝里的人形身影,尴尬难堪的扭动了半天,最终才脸色红彤彤的掀开被子坐了起来。 Hair disorderly Shen Qingxuan, looks in mirror. 头发凌乱的沈青璇,看着镜中的自己。 Because ten days sad and looks haggard, but at this time cheeks actually slightly ruddy, the corners of the mouth seem like the time to smile, curve to rise general. 因十天的忧愁而神情憔悴,但此时脸颊却又微微红润,嘴角似乎时刻在笑一般、弧度上扬。 Even if her subconscious pursing the lips and pulling a long face, but does not know that is the psychological process, she thought that face in mirror is smiling. 哪怕她下意识的抿着嘴、绷着脸,但不知道是不是心理作用,她还是觉得镜子里的那张脸在笑。 This feeling of love full face simply...... 这春情满满的脸简直了…… Shen Qingxuan covered the face again, muttered: „The young Junior Sister always teases me no wonder.” 沈青璇再次捂住了脸,喃喃道:“怪不得小师妹总是调侃我。” Originally my performance is so obvious! 原来我的表现这么明显吗！ This face who looked did not know her love! 这张脸谁看了不知道她恋爱了啊！ Especially now, thin and pale and cannot suppress joyful pushes on a face simultaneously, formed a feeling of incomparable distortion. 特别是现在,憔悴和压不住的喜悦同时挤在一张脸上,形成了一种无比扭曲的感觉。 With shattering. 跟坏掉了似的。 Shen Qingxuan muttered: „It seems like today cannot go out......” 沈青璇喃喃道:“看来今天不能出门了……” She also planned to go to the book collection pavilion consult ancient book a while, seeks 【Heishui River】 Related news, the origin of that idea dark green fox. 她原本还打算等会儿就去藏书阁查阅典籍,寻找【黑水河】相关的讯息,查查那个计苍狐的来历。 But now actually eliminates this plan. 但现在却是打消了这个打算。 These ten days of worried, Master even/including little Xie Xingyao discovered, cared about her twice. 这十天的忧愁,连小师父谢星瑶都发现了,关心了她两次。 The thoughts exquisite young Junior Sister not to mention, looked for the Shen Qingxuan heart-to-heart talk, to help repeatedly. 心思玲珑的小师妹就更不用说了,多次来找沈青璇谈心、想要帮忙。 If this appearance walks now, feared that the direct person supposes the avalanche, to by the young Junior Sister be teased dead. 如果现在自己这个样子走出去,怕是直接人设崩塌、要被小师妹调侃到死。 „Ok, today practices.” “算了,今天修行吧。” Shen Qingxuan sits in the bamboo room, muttered: „Tomorrow will go to the book collection pavilion again.” 沈青璇坐在竹屋里,喃喃自语:“明天再去藏书阁。” She decided that with practicing to suppress the awkwardness in heart. 她决定用修行来压制心中的尴尬。 The person most awkward matter, did not make the foolish matter to be seen through an affair at the scene. 人最尴尬的事,不是做了蠢事被当场拆穿。 But after made the foolish matter, whenever a person lives alone thinks, will unable to bear want then to give to hack to death. 而是做了蠢事之后,每当一个人独处的时候想起来,会忍不住想要把当时的自己给砍死。 That whole body seems the ant to crawl the same not comfortable feeling, making Shen Qingxuan restless. 那种浑身好似蚂蚁在爬一样的不自在感觉,让沈青璇坐立不安。 Finally, she has not gone to the book collection pavilion consult ancient book, cannot practice. 最终,她既没有去藏书阁查阅典籍,也没能修行。 After all practices this matter, the request to the state of mind is very severe. 毕竟修行这种事,对心境的要求是很严苛的。 Calm such as the water cannot achieve, how also to practice? 心静如水都做不到,又如何修行呢？