„Thump!”
“咚!”
The skullpoundsin the loud sound and ache of groundmakesQin Zewake upfaintly.
脑壳砸在地上的巨响和疼痛让秦泽幽幽醒来。Firstcovers first to look fierce, thendetectedoneselflie downon the ground, the windowis opening, the windcomes from outsidehand over personaaly, tilts the window curtains.
先捂着头一阵龇牙咧嘴,然后察觉自己躺在地上,窗户开着,风从外面递进来,掀动窗帘。On the deskis having the notebook, andwrotehalf ofscripts. Out of the window, the vehiclesgo, wheelandsurface frictionnoise.
书桌上摆着笔记本电脑,以及写了一半的剧本。窗外,车辆行驶而过,车轮和地面摩擦出噪音。timeis2 : 30 am.时间是凌晨 2 点半。Qin Zeassumes the bigfontto lie downon the ground, the whole bodysweats profusely, feeling relievedputs outfoul air.秦泽呈大字型躺在地上,浑身大汗淋漓,如释重负的吐出一口浊气。
A dream.
只是一场梦。Fortunatelyis only a dream.
还好只是一场梦。IamOcean King Ze, iselder sister'sis small, is the Su Yu'sbackbone, is the Sister Zijinboyfriend.
我还是海泽王,是姐姐的小可爱,是苏钰的顶梁柱,是子衿姐的男朋友。Thisabsolutelyisinhislife the most fearfulnightmare, dreams oflovablelittle elder sisterto digbutttowards oneselfto beckoncompared with the youngsterperiod, dream that oneselfhow, but alsowantsfearful10,000time.
这绝对是他人生中最可怕的一个噩梦,比少年时期梦见可爱的小姐姐撅屁股朝自己招手,自己怎么都直不起来的梦,还要可怕一万倍。
The feelinglife is so suddenly happy.
突然间就感觉生活如此美好。Reason thathas such fearfuldream, iswrites the scriptto harm?
之所以做这么可怕的梦,是写剧本害的吧?dayhas thought of the nightto have a dream, almostonmental split.
日有所思夜有所梦,差点就精分了。„Host, do youawake?” The system'ssoundresounds.
“宿主,你醒啦?”系统的声音响起。Listensin the Qin Zeaural acuity, the sounds of nature, the sound of sounds of natureis simply mediocre, wantsniceinnumerabletimescompared with the Su Yuoh ah oh ahsound.
听在秦泽耳力,简直天籁啊,天籁之音不过如此,比苏钰嗯嗯啊啊的声音还要动听无数倍。„system, yousaidagainseverallistentome.”
“系统,你再说几句给我听听。”„GoodHost, youawakeHost.”systemcoordinatesvery much.
“好的宿主,你醒啦宿主。”系统很配合。Qin Zehas tears streaming down the face: „firsttimediscovered that yoursoundsointeresting to listen, is just likeacting like a spoiled brat of first lovemiss.”秦泽泪流满面:“第一次发现你的声音是如此的动听,好比初恋姑娘的撒娇。”„Thisanalogymakesmehappy, saidagain,youdo not have the first love.”systemsaid.
“这个比喻让我高兴不起来,再说,你也没初恋。”系统说。„Itoldyou, Ihad a dream, veryfearfuldream.”Qin Zesobbed: „IndreamIdo not have a thing in the world, is onlysalted fish, quite the playing a fluteyoung lads of elder sistercrotchdo not have the qualifications.”
“我告诉你,我做了一个梦,很可怕的梦。”秦泽唏嘘道:“梦中我一无所有,只是一条咸鱼,相当姐姐胯下的吹箫童子都没资格。”„Iknow.”systemsaid.
“我知道。”系统说。„Do youknow?”
“你知道?”„Iandyourbrainbound, naturallycanreceiveyourbrain wave.”systemsaid: „Congratulatesyou, finallyexperiences the true feeling of mental splitpatient.”
“我和你的大脑绑定了,当然能收到你的脑电波。”系统说:“恭喜你,终于体验到精分患者的真实感受。”„What do you mean.”
“什么意思。”„Youalmostrealmental split, the performing skillto a certain extent, cana moment agowith the hypnosishook.”systemsaid.
“你刚才差点真的精分,演技从某种程度上来说,可以和催眠挂钩。”系统说。„Pulls the calf, Iplay myself a dog, was Ireally the dog?”Qin Zerebuttal.
“扯犊子吧,那我把自己演成一条狗,我就真的是狗了?”秦泽反驳。„Somepeopleplay themselves the biggood man, hedeveloped for more than tenyears, hereallyturned into the good man, Ihave looked at a story, before, the honestgoodpolice, hemixed in the criminal syndicateto be the undercover, developed itself the unpardonably wickedbastarddiligently, manymanyyearslater, hesuccessfullycompletedquest, actuallysince the police forceleft, becameanothercriminal syndicatechieftain. Becausehedoes not know how to bepolice and good person, hewas from inside to outside rotten to the core, passedblack.”systemsaid that „so-calledperforming skill, is actually a self-hypnosisandsuggestion, becomes the role in script the autohypnosis, the substitution of experiencing personally. Thusshows the performing skill of explosion, more profoundperforming skill, probably a hypnosis. Opensperforming skillproficient, suggestedcrazilyoneselfaremental split, thensubstitutesin the cases of thesemental splitpatients very crazyidea.”
“有的人把自己演成大善人,他演了十几年,他就真的变成善人了,我看过一则小故事,以前,有一个正直善良的警察,他混入黑帮当卧底,努力把自己演成十恶不赦的混蛋,很多很多年后,他成功完成任务,却从警队离开,成了另一个黑帮头目。因为他已经不知道怎么做一个警察和好人,他从里到外都坏透了,黑透了。”系统说“所谓演技,其实是一种自我催眠、暗示,把自己催眠成剧本中的角色,身临其境的代入。从而展现出爆炸的演技,越高深的演技,越像是一种催眠。开启演技精通,疯狂暗示自己是精分,然后代入到那些精分患者的案例中很疯狂的想法。”Qin Zehad nothing to say in reply, can only complain: „Thisis I have received, naturalvaluelowestquest, recallsnow,has a lingering fear. Ialmoston a performancebigresult.”秦泽无言以对,只能抱怨:“这是我接到过,性价值最低的任务,现在回想起来,心有余悸。我差点就演出一个大结局了。”„Fearoriginatesfrom the heart.”systemsaid: „Youwill havethatdream are actually not the dream, youare from beginning to end sober, has not lainon the tablesleeps, butyouconsciousnessconfusedly.”
“恐惧来源于心底。”系统说:“你之所以会有那个梦其实不是梦,你从头到尾都是清醒的,也没有趴在桌上睡觉,只是你意识错乱了。”„Haven't Irested?”
“我没睡?”„Un, youstupidlydo not drawseveralsittingon the table, a personthought aloud,occasionallyis accompanying the limbsmovement. Finallyyouclimb up the bed, standsin the bedside, jumpsto leap. Verysplendid, what a pityIcannotcomeonebarrel of popcorn. Right, youwill havethatdream, is actually the fear of heart of hearts, youare afraidmyexistenceare onlyyourdream, after all is extremely unthinkable. Youare afraidoneselfsleep/feltto wake up, do not have a thing in the world, thisfearwas pressedbyyou at heart, untiltoday, throughthisturning point, itswas expandedinfinitely, the expansion, expandsagain, ifwhichdayyourrealmental split, do not suspect, the resultwill beyourfutureresult.”
“嗯,你傻不拉几的坐在桌上,一个人自言自语,偶尔陪着肢体动作。最后你爬上床,站在床边,纵身一跃。很精彩,可惜我不能来一桶爆米花。对了,你之所以会有那个梦,其实是你内心深处的恐惧,你害怕我的存在只是你的一个梦,毕竟太过匪夷所思。你害怕自己一觉醒来,一无所有,这个恐惧被你压在心里,直到今天,通过这个契机,它被无限扩大,扩大,再扩大如果哪天你真的精分了,不要怀疑,刚才的结局就是你将来的结局。”Qin Zewas silent.秦泽沉默了。„Does not usedejectedly, youwill havesuchfear, is the normalperformance.”systemsaid: „Remembers that saidoneselfhavesystem, mustbecome the high-school student of king of the world by the poisonouschicken soup, thatwas fantasizingmiddle-aged person who the metropoliscultivates true virtue, theyaccept with pleasure, andbelieves in firmly, actuallytheyaretruemental split.”
“不用沮丧,你会有这样的恐惧,是正常的表现。”系统说:“记得那个说自己有系统,要靠毒鸡汤成为世界之王的高中生吗,还有那个幻想着自己都市修真的中年人,他们欣然接受,并深信不疑,其实他们才是真正的精分。”„Iwantto know,Ireallymeetmental split.”Qin Zeasked.
“我就想知道,我真的会精分吗。”秦泽问。„Thisissue, value500points.”
“这个问题,价值五百积分。”„Go away.”
“滚。”„Do Irollindifferently, youcontinueto write the script, leavesyourtime is not many.”systemreminder.
“我滚不滚无所谓,你继续写剧本,留给你的时间不多了。”系统提醒。„ThisscriptIwill not writeagain.”Qin Zesmiles: „Ihad a more profound understanding of mental split, evencansay, mymental split a time. The scene in dreammakesmefeel the fear, why do Iwantto compilevirtualprotagonistandstory? Icanact according to „ true story”reorganization. ”
“这篇剧本我不会再写。”秦泽笑了笑:“我对精分有了更深刻的认识,甚至可以说,我精分过一次了。梦里的场景让我感到恐惧,我为什么要编造一个虚拟的主角、故事?我可以根据“真实故事”改编。”In order towrite a script, the body and mindgreatlycaused heavy losses.
为了写一个剧本,身心都遭受巨大重创。Qin Zecloses the notebook, draws in the window, turns on the air conditioning, poured the bedto rest.秦泽把笔记本合上,拉上窗户,打开空调,倒床就睡了。Over the following three days, hehas not accompaniedelder sistersto go tocompany, has not gone tocompanyto look forSu Yu, startsto close upwrites the script.
此后三天,他没陪姐姐们去公司,也没去公司找苏钰,开始闭关写剧本。Inspirationalbursting, writtenveryis smooth.
灵感爆棚,写的非常顺畅。Fourthday the morning, finished the script, goes out.
第四天早上,写完剧本,出关。Naturallyaccompanieselder sisterto go toTianfang Entertainment.
当然是陪着姐姐去天方娱乐。Starting today, muststartto arrangeto film the newmovie, before this, compliesto writetoHuang Yutengnew song«Lost In Guandong While Out On A Visit»mustgivehim.
今天起,就要开始筹备拍摄新电影,这之前,答应写给黄宇腾的新歌《广冬嫖到失联》要给他。Howeverhas not waited forhimto write the lyricsandcollection of music scores, Xu Jiaois stepping on the high-heeled shoes, is stepping a pair of tightlylong leg, beat open the Director-Generaloffice.
不过没等他写出歌词、曲谱,徐娇踩着高跟鞋,迈着一双紧实长腿,敲开了总裁的办公室。Meets, the face, is fitting out the pitifulappearancepainstakingly, said: „boss, youcannotfavor one and discriminate against the other.”
一见面,苦着脸,装成可怜巴巴的样子,说:“老板,你不能厚此薄彼的。”Does not needto guess that alsoknowshermeaning.
不用猜也知道她的意思。Althoughspoke thoughtlesslyintelephoneraises, butHuang Yutengmanagermaybe happy. Thisperson of words that iscompanybecomes famousdiscusses, the bigmouth, is not the secretmatter, hewill not be hiding.
虽然只是在电话里随口一提,但黄宇腾的经纪人可开心了。这人是公司出了名的话唠,大嘴巴,不是机密事,他都不会藏着。drawingXu Jiaomanageris chatting:
拉着徐娇经纪人唠嗑的时候:„Chief Qinmustwrite the songtoYuteng, listening toYuteng saying that the songqualitywas very good. Right, your familyXu Jiaohad the new song.”
“秦总要给宇腾写歌了,听宇腾说,歌的质量很不错。对了,你家徐娇有新歌了吗。”Then, Xu Jiaomanageris not balanced, runsXu Jiaohereto chat:
如此一来,徐娇的经纪人不平衡了,跑徐娇这里唠嗑:„Chief Qinhas written the songtoHuang Yuteng, hearsis the golden tune, Jiaojiao, youleftare waitingblindly, hurriedto look forChief Qin to go, the child who cancryhad the milkto drink.”
“秦总已经给黄宇腾写歌了,听说是金曲,娇娇,你别瞎等着了,赶紧找秦总要去,会哭的孩子有奶喝。”„Golden tuneIalsowant, Chief Qinyoualsowriteonetome.”Xu Jiaositsopposite of the sofa, brazen-faced and shameless.
“金曲我也想要,秦总你也给我写一首呗。”徐娇坐在沙发对面,死皮赖脸。Womanbiggestsharp weapon: Acts like a spoiled bratto act shamelessly.
女人最大的利器:撒娇耍赖。
The intelligentwomenshouldlearnthismove, notnecessarilymustusesto the husbandor the boyfriend, torelatinggood the leadership, family'selder, acts like a spoiled bratto playoccasionally, so long asdoes not requestexcessively, has been pledgedvery mucheasily.
聪明的女人都应该学会这一招,不一定就要对丈夫或男朋友用,对关系好的领导,家里的长辈,偶尔撒个娇耍个赖,只要不是过分要求,很容易得到承诺。Qin Zeis always famousfor the affinity, except for the assistant, the companystaffsaid that Chief Qinis very easygetting along with, compared withQin Baobaoeasierplacerelations.秦泽向来以亲和力著称,除了相助理,公司员工都说秦总很好相处,比秦宝宝更容易处关系。Thereforeincompanythisgroup of B-listartists, rarelyhim, whenbosssuchawe, the preparationsaid,threepointsawe, sevenpointsare intimate with.
因此公司里这批一二线艺人,很少把他当老板那样敬畏,准备的说,三分敬畏,七分亲近。IfHuang YutengQian Shishisuchold friend, twopointsawes, eightpointsare intimate with.
如黄宇腾钱诗诗这样的老相识,两分敬畏,八分亲近。Suchcompanyinterpersonal relationship, is goodalsoto have the fault.
这样的公司人际关系,有好处也有坏处。
The advantageis the artistdoes not change jobeasily, the friendrelatesis always sturdier than the relational hierarchy.
好处是艺人不容易跳槽,朋友关系总比上下级关系更牢靠。
The faultisyoumusthold a bowl of water steady, when processingmatterandinclinedresourcesmustclearlybe more intelligent, the approach of being conscientious in discharging official dutiesis not quite effective.
坏处是你得一碗水端平,处理事情、倾斜资源时要更圆润更智慧,公事公办的做法不太管用。„Golden tune where comes, youconsider the stallgoods.”Qin Zesaid ill-humoredly, loseselder sister'slollipopconveniently.
“哪来的金曲,你当是地摊货啊。”秦泽没好气道,随手丢过去一根姐姐的棒棒糖。„ThatIalsowant the songin any case.”Xu Jiaobares the lollipopclothes, scooped upone.
“那反正我也要歌。”徐娇剥开棒棒糖衣,撮了一口。„Hefindsfrom the year-endspecial edition, is notIgives in vain.”
“他是从年底专辑里匀出来的,可不是我白送的。”„Iknow.”
“我知道。”Qin Zecannot thinkfor a whilewhatsuitablesong, hisverylongtimehad not listened to music, moreoverrarelylistens to the femaleversionsong.秦泽一时想不到什么适合的歌,他很长时间没听歌了,而且很少听女版歌曲。„Orthis, Ideliveryoufree a song, butis not everyone one, istwo peopleone.”
“要不这样,我免费送你俩一首歌,不过不是每人一首,是两人一首。”„Quality that in the Xu Jiaopupil the bloomingextraordinary splendor, thatImustfirstlisten to music.”徐娇眸子里绽放异彩,“那我要先听听歌的质量。”„Looked at your saying saying that mysongwhichdidn't have the quality?”
“瞧你这话说的,我的歌哪首没质量?”
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