MESIS :: Volume #7

#605: The fear of innermost feelings


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Thump!” “咚!” The skull pounds in the loud sound and ache of ground makes Qin Ze wake up faintly. 脑壳砸在地上的巨响和疼痛让秦泽幽幽醒来。 First covers first to look fierce, then detected oneself lie down on the ground, the window is opening, the wind comes from outside hand over personaaly, tilts the window curtains. 先捂着头一阵龇牙咧嘴,然后察觉自己躺在地上,窗户开着,风从外面递进来,掀动窗帘。 On the desk is having the notebook, and wrote half of scripts. Out of the window, the vehicles go, wheel and surface friction noise. 书桌上摆着笔记本电脑,以及写了一半的剧本。窗外,车辆行驶而过,车轮和地面摩擦出噪音。 time is 2 : 30 am. 时间是凌晨 2 点半。 Qin Ze assumes the big font to lie down on the ground, the whole body sweats profusely, feeling relieved puts out foul air. 秦泽呈大字型躺在地上,浑身大汗淋漓,如释重负的吐出一口浊气。 A dream. 只是一场梦。 Fortunately is only a dream. 还好只是一场梦。 I am Ocean King Ze, is elder sister's is small, is the Su Yu's backbone, is the Sister Zijin boyfriend. 我还是海泽王,是姐姐的小可爱,是苏钰的顶梁柱,是子衿姐的男朋友。 This absolutely is in his life the most fearful nightmare, dreams of lovable little elder sister to dig butt towards oneself to beckon compared with the youngster period, dream that oneself how, but also wants fearful 10,000 time. 这绝对是他人生中最可怕的一个噩梦,比少年时期梦见可爱的小姐姐屁股朝自己招手,自己怎么都直不起来的梦,还要可怕一万倍。 The feeling life is so suddenly happy. 突然间就感觉生活如此美好。 Reason that has such fearful dream, is writes the script to harm? 之所以做这么可怕的梦,是写剧本害的吧? day has thought of the night to have a dream, almost on mental split. 日有所思夜有所梦,差点就精分了。 Host, do you awake?” The system's sound resounds. 宿主,你醒啦?”系统的声音响起。 Listens in the Qin Ze aural acuity, the sounds of nature, the sound of sounds of nature is simply mediocre, wants nice innumerable times compared with the Su Yu oh ah oh ah sound. 听在秦泽耳力,简直天籁啊,天籁之音不过如此,比苏钰嗯嗯啊啊的声音还要动听无数倍。 system, you said again several listen to me.” 系统,你再说几句给我听听。” Good Host, you awake Host.” system coordinates very much. “好的宿主,你醒啦宿主。”系统很配合。 Qin Ze has tears streaming down the face: first time discovered that your sound so interesting to listen, is just like acting like a spoiled brat of first love miss.” 秦泽泪流满面:“第一次发现你的声音是如此的动听,好比初恋姑娘的撒娇。” This analogy makes me happy, said again, you do not have the first love.” system said. “这个比喻让我高兴不起来,再说,你也没初恋。”系统说。 I told you, I had a dream, very fearful dream.” Qin Ze sobbed: In dream I do not have a thing in the world, is only salted fish, quite the playing a flute young lads of elder sister crotch do not have the qualifications.” “我告诉你,我做了一个梦,很可怕的梦。”秦泽唏嘘道:“梦中我一无所有,只是一条咸鱼,相当姐姐胯下的吹箫童子都没资格。” I know.” system said. “我知道。”系统说。 „Do you know?” “你知道?” I and your brain bound, naturally can receive your brain wave.” system said: Congratulates you, finally experiences the true feeling of mental split patient.” “我和你的大脑绑定了,当然能收到你的脑电波。”系统说:“恭喜你,终于体验到精分患者的真实感受。” What do you mean.” “什么意思。” You almost real mental split, the performing skill to a certain extent, can a moment ago with the hypnosis hook.” system said. “你刚才差点真的精分,演技从某种程度上来说,可以和催眠挂钩。”系统说。 Pulls the calf, I play myself a dog, was I really the dog?” Qin Ze rebuttal. “扯犊子吧,那我把自己演成一条狗,我就真的是狗了?”秦泽反驳。 Some people play themselves the big good man, he developed for more than ten years, he really turned into the good man, I have looked at a story, before, the honest good police, he mixed in the criminal syndicate to be the undercover, developed itself the unpardonably wicked bastard diligently, many many years later, he successfully completed quest, actually since the police force left, became another criminal syndicate chieftain. Because he does not know how to be police and good person, he was from inside to outside rotten to the core, passed black.” system said that so-called performing skill, is actually a self- hypnosis and suggestion, becomes the role in script the autohypnosis, the substitution of experiencing personally. Thus shows the performing skill of explosion, more profound performing skill, probably a hypnosis. Opens performing skill proficient, suggested crazily oneself are mental split, then substitutes in the cases of these mental split patients very crazy idea.” “有的人把自己演成大善人,他演了十几年,他就真的变成善人了,我看过一则小故事,以前,有一个正直善良的警察,他混入黑帮当卧底,努力把自己演成十恶不赦的混蛋,很多很多年后,他成功完成任务,却从警队离开,成了另一个黑帮头目。因为他已经不知道怎么做一个警察和好人,他从里到外都坏透了,黑透了。”系统说“所谓演技,其实是一种自我催眠、暗示,把自己催眠成剧本中的角色,身临其境的代入。从而展现出爆炸的演技,越高深的演技,越像是一种催眠。开启演技精通,疯狂暗示自己是精分,然后代入到那些精分患者的案例中很疯狂的想法。” Qin Ze had nothing to say in reply, can only complain: This is I have received, natural value lowest quest, recalls now, has a lingering fear. I almost on a performance big result.” 秦泽无言以对,只能抱怨:“这是我接到过,性价值最低的任务,现在回想起来,心有余悸。我差点就演出一个大结局了。” Fear originates from the heart.” system said: You will have that dream are actually not the dream, you are from beginning to end sober, has not lain on the table sleeps, but you consciousness confusedly.” “恐惧来源于心底。”系统说:“你之所以会有那个梦其实不是梦,你从头到尾都是清醒的,也没有趴在桌上睡觉,只是你意识错乱了。” „Haven't I rested?” “我没睡?” Un, you stupidly do not draw several sitting on the table, a person thought aloud, occasionally is accompanying the limbs movement. Finally you climb up the bed, stands in the bedside, jumps to leap. Very splendid, what a pity I cannot come one barrel of popcorn. Right, you will have that dream, is actually the fear of heart of hearts, you are afraid my existence are only your dream, after all is extremely unthinkable. You are afraid oneself sleep/felt to wake up, do not have a thing in the world, this fear was pressed by you at heart, until today, through this turning point, its was expanded infinitely, the expansion, expands again, if which day your real mental split, do not suspect, the result will be your future result.” “嗯,你傻不拉几的坐在桌上,一个人自言自语,偶尔陪着肢体动作。最后你爬上床,站在床边,纵身一跃。很精彩,可惜我不能来一桶爆米花。对了,你之所以会有那个梦,其实是你内心深处的恐惧,你害怕我的存在只是你的一个梦,毕竟太过匪夷所思。你害怕自己一觉醒来,一无所有,这个恐惧被你压在心里,直到今天,通过这个契机,它被无限扩大,扩大,再扩大如果哪天你真的精分了,不要怀疑,刚才的结局就是你将来的结局。” Qin Ze was silent. 秦泽沉默了。 Does not use dejectedly, you will have such fear, is the normal performance.” system said: Remembers that said oneself have system, must become the high-school student of king of the world by the poisonous chicken soup, that was fantasizing middle-aged person who the metropolis cultivates true virtue, they accept with pleasure, and believes in firmly, actually they are true mental split.” “不用沮丧,你会有这样的恐惧,是正常的表现。”系统说:“记得那个说自己有系统,要靠毒鸡汤成为世界之王的高中生吗,还有那个幻想着自己都市修真的中年人,他们欣然接受,并深信不疑,其实他们才是真正的精分。” I want to know, I really meet mental split.” Qin Ze asked. “我就想知道,我真的会精分吗。”秦泽问。 This issue, value 500 points.” “这个问题,价值五百积分。” Go away.” “滚。” „Do I roll indifferently, you continue to write the script, leaves your time is not many.” system reminder. “我滚不滚无所谓,你继续写剧本,留给你的时间不多了。”系统提醒。 This script I will not write again.” Qin Ze smiles: I had a more profound understanding of mental split, even can say, my mental split a time. The scene in dream makes me feel the fear, why do I want to compile virtual protagonist and story? I can act according totrue story reorganization. ” “这篇剧本我不会再写。”秦泽笑了笑:“我对精分有了更深刻的认识,甚至可以说,我精分过一次了。梦里的场景让我感到恐惧,我为什么要编造一个虚拟的主角、故事?我可以根据“真实故事”改编。” In order to write a script, the body and mind greatly caused heavy losses. 为了写一个剧本,身心都遭受巨大重创。 Qin Ze closes the notebook, draws in the window, turns on the air conditioning, poured the bed to rest. 秦泽把笔记本合上,拉上窗户,打开空调,倒床就睡了。 Over the following three days, he has not accompanied elder sisters to go to company, has not gone to company to look for Su Yu, starts to close up writes the script. 此后三天,他没陪姐姐们公司,也没去公司苏钰,开始闭关写剧本。 Inspirational bursting, written very is smooth. 灵感爆棚,写的非常顺畅。 Fourth day the morning, finished the script, goes out. 第四天早上,写完剧本,出关。 Naturally accompanies elder sister to go to Tianfang Entertainment. 当然是陪着姐姐天方娱乐 Starting today, must start to arrange to film the new movie, before this, complies to write to Huang Yuteng new song «Lost In Guandong While Out On A Visit» must give him. 今天起,就要开始筹备拍摄新电影,这之前,答应写给黄宇腾的新歌《广冬嫖到失联》要给他。 However has not waited for him to write the lyrics and collection of music scores, Xu Jiao is stepping on the high-heeled shoes, is stepping a pair of tightly long leg, beat open the Director-General office. 不过没等他写出歌词、曲谱,徐娇踩着高跟鞋,迈着一双紧实长腿,敲开了总裁的办公室。 Meets, the face, is fitting out the pitiful appearance painstakingly, said: boss, you cannot favor one and discriminate against the other.” 一见面,苦着脸,装成可怜巴巴的样子,说:“老板,你不能厚此薄彼的。” Does not need to guess that also knows her meaning. 不用猜也知道她的意思。 Although spoke thoughtlessly in telephone raises, but Huang Yuteng manager may be happy. This person of words that is company becomes famous discusses, the big mouth, is not the secret matter, he will not be hiding. 虽然只是在电话里随口一提,但黄宇腾经纪人可开心了。这人是公司出了名的话唠,大嘴巴,不是机密事,他都不会藏着。 drawing Xu Jiao manager is chatting: 拉着徐娇经纪人唠嗑的时候: Chief Qin must write the song to Yuteng, listening to Yuteng saying that the song quality was very good. Right, your family Xu Jiao had the new song.” 秦总要给宇腾写歌了,听宇腾说,歌的质量很不错。对了,你家徐娇有新歌了吗。” Then, Xu Jiao manager is not balanced, runs Xu Jiao here to chat: 如此一来,徐娇经纪人不平衡了,跑徐娇这里唠嗑: Chief Qin has written the song to Huang Yuteng, hears is the golden tune, Jiaojiao, you left are waiting blindly, hurried to look for Chief Qin to go, the child who can cry had the milk to drink.” 秦总已经给黄宇腾写歌了,听说是金曲,娇娇,你别瞎等着了,赶紧找秦总要去,会哭的孩子有奶喝。” Golden tune I also want, Chief Qin you also write one to me.” Xu Jiao sits opposite of the sofa, brazen-faced and shameless. “金曲我也想要,秦总你也给我写一首呗。”徐娇坐在沙发对面,死皮赖脸。 Woman biggest sharp weapon: Acts like a spoiled brat to act shamelessly. 女人最大的利器:撒娇耍赖。 The intelligent women should learn this move, not necessarily must uses to the husband or the boyfriend, to relating good the leadership, family's elder, acts like a spoiled brat to play occasionally, so long as does not request excessively, has been pledged very much easily. 聪明的女人都应该学会这一招,不一定就要对丈夫或男朋友用,对关系好的领导,家里的长辈,偶尔撒个娇耍个赖,只要不是过分要求,很容易得到承诺。 Qin Ze is always famous for the affinity, except for the assistant, the company staff said that Chief Qin is very easy getting along with, compared with Qin Baobao easier place relations. 秦泽向来以亲和力著称,除了相助理,公司员工都说秦总很好相处,比秦宝宝更容易处关系。 Therefore in company this group of B-list artists, rarely him, when boss such awe, the preparation said, three points awe, seven points are intimate with. 因此公司里这批一二线艺人,很少把他当老板那样敬畏,准备的说,三分敬畏,七分亲近。 If Huang Yuteng Qian Shishi such old friend, two points awes, eight points are intimate with. 黄宇腾钱诗诗这样的老相识,两分敬畏,八分亲近。 Such company interpersonal relationship, is good also to have the fault. 这样的公司人际关系,有好处也有坏处。 The advantage is the artist does not change job easily, the friend relates is always sturdier than the relational hierarchy. 好处是艺人不容易跳槽,朋友关系总比上下级关系更牢靠。 The fault is you must hold a bowl of water steady, when processing matter and inclined resources must clearly be more intelligent, the approach of being conscientious in discharging official duties is not quite effective. 坏处是你得一碗水端平,处理事情、倾斜资源时要更圆润更智慧,公事公办的做法不太管用。 Golden tune where comes, you consider the stall goods.” Qin Ze said ill-humoredly, loses elder sister's lollipop conveniently. “哪来的金曲,你当是地摊货啊。”秦泽没好气道,随手丢过去一根姐姐的棒棒糖 That I also want the song in any case.” Xu Jiao bares the lollipop clothes, scooped up one. “那反正我也要歌。”徐娇剥开棒棒糖衣,撮了一口。 He finds from the year-end special edition, is not I gives in vain.” “他是从年底专辑里匀出来的,可不是我白送的。” I know.” “我知道。” Qin Ze cannot think for a while what suitable song, his very long time had not listened to music, moreover rarely listens to the female version song. 秦泽一时想不到什么适合的歌,他很长时间没听歌了,而且很少听女版歌曲。 Or this, I deliver you free a song, but is not everyone one, is two people one.” “要不这样,我免费送你俩一首歌,不过不是每人一首,是两人一首。” Quality that in the Xu Jiao pupil the blooming extraordinary splendor, that I must first listen to music.” 徐娇眸子里绽放异彩,“那我要先听听歌的质量。” Looked at your saying saying that my song which didn't have the quality?” “瞧你这话说的,我的歌哪首没质量?”
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