The flaminging light lamp of ceiling makes him narrow the eyes the eye, close your eyes, after several seconds, opens. 天花板的炽光灯让他眯眯眼睛,闭上眼,几秒后,重新睁开。 He discovered that oneself lies down on the hospital bed, is covering with the quilt of blue white stripe, the body puts on is also hospital gown of hospital. 他发现自己躺在病床上,盖着蓝白条纹的被子,身上穿的也是医院的病号服。 Is this hospital? 这是医院？ „A'Ze, you awoke finally, how feels?” Mother Qin sits in the bedside, anxious asking. “阿泽,你终于醒了,感觉怎么样？”秦妈坐在床边,紧张的问。 elder sister and mother sit abreast in row, weep: „A'Ze you awoke finally, elder sister was worried, yīng yīng yīng.” 姐姐和妈妈并排坐,喜极而泣:“阿泽你终于醒了,姐姐担心死了,嘤嘤嘤。” The Qin Ze brain worked as the machine several seconds. 秦泽大脑当机了几秒。 Who I am. 我是谁。 Why I can here. 我为什么会在这里。 A mysterious, how I was hospitalized. 次奥,我怎么就住院了。 He is trying setting out, but discovers the four limbs to be weak, is unable to support him to sit. 他尝试着起身,但发现四肢疲软,根本无法支撑他坐起来。 „Do not move do not move, you just awoke, the doctor said that must convalesce.” Mother Qin is wiping tears. “别动别动,你刚醒,医生说要静养。”秦妈抹着眼泪。 „I called the doctor.” elder sister yīng yīng yīng, while runs the hospital ward. “我去叫医生。”姐姐一边嘤嘤嘤,一边跑出病房。 Spoke while mother and daughter, Qin Ze looked all around, right, is the hospital ward, was not big, more than ten square meters, had the sofa and television, should be the independent hospital ward. 趁着母女俩说话,秦泽环顾四周,没错了,就是病房,不大,十几平米,有沙发、电视机,应该是单独的病房。 But how I in the hospital ward, will say that the silly person has the silly lucky again organization language, said that the ordinary person has the calm and steady life. 可我怎么会在病房里呢,都说傻人有傻福重新组织语言,都说平凡的人有安稳的人生。 My this whole life does not have the disaster not to get sick, may along. 我这辈子无灾无病的,可顺了。 He looks at oneself hand again, having a scare, this your mother where is the hand, this is the chicken feet. 他再看自己的手,吓了一跳,这尼玛哪里是手,这是鸡爪。 The skin and bones, the skin is binding the bone, the skeleton is distinctly distinct. 瘦骨嶙峋,皮肤裹着骨头,骨骼历历分明。 At this time, elder sister got the white coat doctor to return. 这时,姐姐领着白大褂医生返回。 The doctor flips the Qin Ze's eyelid, then listens to the heartbeat, completes one set of simple inspection, said: „Was all right, the person had awaked, I first help you line up, am late to have the nurse to bring to make the overall check.” 医生翻了翻秦泽的眼皮,然后听心跳,做完一套简单的检查,说:“没事了,人已经醒了,我先帮你排队,晚点有护士带着做全面检查。” The mother and daughter weep, Mother Qin happy pulling out cell phone: „Hey, Old Qin, your son awoke, finally woke.” 母女俩喜极而泣,秦妈高兴的掏出手机:“喂,老秦啊,你儿子醒了,终于醒过来了。” „Mother I, I how?” Qin Ze terrified tone. “妈我,我怎么了？”秦泽惶恐的语气。 „You still remember that you left the Internet cafe on that day, was held the wound, originally is only the flesh wound, but that help/gang by thousand blades, held the person not to calculate, but also beat you, waits delivered to the hospital to come time, almost cannot rescue. You nearly turn into the permanent vegetable.” Mother Qin was saying to be saying, the tears flowed. “你还记得吗,你那天离开网吧,被人捅伤了,本来只是外伤,可那帮挨千刀的,捅了人还不算,还对你拳打脚踢,等送到医院来的时候,差点就没能救回来。你险些变成永久的植物人。”秦妈说着说着,眼泪又流出来了。 The Qin Ze fine hair is but actually vertical, felt that cold air raises from the tailbone, in pā explodes the top of the head, scalp tingles. 秦泽汗毛倒竖,感觉一股凉气从尾椎骨升起,噼里啪啦炸到头顶,头皮发麻。 He made a sound, last year his truly was stabbed blade, stayed for seven days in the hospital. 他响起来了,去年他确实被人捅了一刀,在医院住了七天。 That is his whole life first hospitalization. 那是他这辈子第一次住院。 „Mother I, how long I lay down, when is the present?” “妈我,我躺了多久,现在是什么时候？” Mother Qin said: „You lay down entire one year, A'Ze, mother had feared that you could not wake up.” 秦妈说:“你躺了整整一年,阿泽,妈有多怕你醒不来。” Was saying to be saying, mother has tears streaming down the face, elder sister also in yīng yīng yīng that the one side coordinates. 说着说着,妈妈泪流满面,姐姐也在一旁配合的嘤嘤嘤。 elder sister is that attractive, maroon curly hair, the fair pretty beguiling face, a skilled in both field cancels the pupil of person to gather the full tears. 姐姐还是那么漂亮,栗色的卷发,白皙娇俏的狐媚脸,一双能勾人的眸子蓄满泪水。 But Qin Ze has no interest in appreciate the elder sister's beautiful appearance, his scalp exploded. 但秦泽无心欣赏姐姐的美貌,他头皮都炸了。 I became the vegetable, lay down for a year in the hospital? 我成了植物人,在医院躺了一年？ I in this year is the experience, what? 那我这一年来的经历,算什么？ Dreams of Grandeur. 南柯一梦么。 He remembers obviously oneself are writing the script, because is trying the angle of view of substituting the mental split patient, the brain is unable to withstand the load, consciousness confusion, although woke up, and discovered oneself lie down on the hospital bed. 他明明记得自己在写剧本,因为试着代入到精分患者的视角,大脑不堪重负,意识混乱,虽然就醒来了,并发现自己躺在病床上。 The mentality is very clear, without problem. 思路很清晰,没毛病。 But because of this, he fears, the mentality is clearer, representative him is more sober, are the substitution present all, real? 但就因为这样,他才恐惧起来,思路越清晰,代表他越清醒,代入现在的一切,都是真实的？ The huge terrified covered him. 巨大的惶恐笼罩了他。 Quick, old gentleman also came, the leather shoes knock the resounding note on the smooth ceramic tile. 很快,老爷子也来了,皮鞋在光滑的瓷砖上敲出响亮的音符。 Several days have not seen not, one year has not seen, old gentleman was older, near the temple is gray-haired, the wrinkles of corner of the eye were also deeper. 几天没见哦不,一年没见,老爷子苍老了许多,鬓边白发斑斑,眼角的鱼尾纹也更深了。 He stands in the bedside, the eye socket is moist, touches the hand gently on the Qin Ze greasy hair, sobbed: „Wakes up well, wakes up well.” 他站在床边,眼眶湿润,把手轻轻摸在秦泽油腻的头发上,哽咽道:“醒来就好,醒来就好。” „Is father's mistake, the father makes you follow the Professor Li study, you will not encounter these matters, is the father is not good.” old gentleman whole face lamentation. “是爸的错,要不是爸让你跟着李教授学习,你就不会遭遇这些事,都是爸不好。”老爷子满脸悔恨。 Qin Ze inexplicable feeling sad. 秦泽莫名的心酸。 This man, really wanted a son in the past very much. 这个男人,当年是真的很想要一个儿子吧。 Therefore he castigates severely to himself, hopes that a son will grow up to be successful. 所以他对自己苛责严厉,望子成龙。 Therefore mother compiled one to conceal the truth lies hugely, oneself, when the son raised. 所以妈妈编造了一个瞒天大谎,把自己当儿子养大。 Not is right, if all these are the dreams, my life experience how? 不对不对,如果这一切都是梦,那我的身世到底怎样？ Qin Ze looks to elder sister. 秦泽看向姐姐。 Sees only Mother Qin to shake daughter's hand, sincere say/way: „Good, your younger brother also awakes now, mother will arrange your matchmake another day, you 26, do not marry today, became the unmarried woman.” 只见秦妈握着女儿的手,语重心长道:“好啦,现在你弟弟也醒了,妈改天就安排你相亲,你今天都二十六了,再不嫁,就成老姑娘了。” Qin Ze: „” 秦泽:“” The mother, your son just woke up, do you want to marry my elder sister? 妈,你儿子刚醒来,你就要把我姐嫁出去？ You are my biological mother. 你还是我亲妈么。 The elder sister nimble and resourceful pupil falls on him, wanted to say also rests, finally sighed: „Knows mother.” 姐姐灵动的眸子落在他身上,欲说还休,最后叹口气:“知道啦妈。” „You must well matchmake, do not scuffle.” “那你要好好相亲,不要敷衍了事。” „Un, sees appropriately, I, the good words married everywhere.” “嗯,看到合适的,我就处处呗,好的话就嫁了。” Qin Ze at heart one cool, „cannot marry.” 秦泽心里一凉,“不能嫁。” „Why?” The parents asked with one voice. “为什么？”爸妈齐声问。 The elder sister eye also shines. 姐姐眼睛也亮起来。 „Cannot too marry early, must wait for me to say well again.” Qin Ze weakly said. “不能太早嫁,总得等我好了再说吧。”秦泽弱弱道。 The vision in elder sister eye gets down dimly. 姐姐眼里的目光黯淡下去。 „Right, Old Qin, we got down paying fee, in the morning nurse just reminded my, should continue the fee/spent.” “对了,老秦,我们下去交费,早上护士刚提醒我的,该续费了。” After Mother Qin urged Qin Ze rested well, with old gentleman shoulder to shoulder leaves. 秦妈叮嘱秦泽好好休息后,和老爷子并肩离开。 The hospital ward is peaceful, only has Qin Ze and elder sister. 病房安静下来,只有秦泽和姐姐。 Qin Ze said in a soft voice: „Elder sister, you really want matchmake.” 秦泽轻声道:“姐,你真的要相亲吗。” Attractive elder sister nods: „Yes, elder sisters one age, did not marry should also make the boyfriend.” 漂亮的姐姐点头:“是啊,姐都一把年纪了,不结婚也该交男朋友。” „I?” The Qin Ze sound is empty. “那我呢？”秦泽声音空洞。 „You?” elder sister strange looks at his one eyes, gentle smiling: „You are wife's younger brother.” “你？”姐姐奇怪的看他一眼,温柔的笑:“你就是小舅子啊。” The Qin Ze vision is staring at her, the heart said that installed looked like, probably we never had to covet mutually. 秦泽目光盯着她,心说,装的太像了吧,好像我们从来没有相互觊觎似的。 Reaches an agreement goes to Europe to look together orthopedics? 说好一起去欧洲看骨科的呢？ Did your parachuting, keep on me the airplane halfway? 你半路跳伞了,把我一个人留在飞机上吗？ „That Sister Zijin? She where.” “那个子衿姐呢？她在哪里。” Qin Baobao was stranger, surprised tone: „Who Sister Zijin is, you not on my elder sister.” 秦宝宝更奇怪了,惊讶的语气:“子衿姐是谁,你不是就我一个姐姐么。” „She is your bosom friend” Qin Ze stares, the heart jumped crazily two, he thought of a possibility. “她是你闺蜜”秦泽一愣,心狂跳了两下,他想到了一种可能。 „In my bosom friend has not called Paper Towel (zhijin).” Qin Baobao said ill-humoredly. “我闺蜜里没有叫纸巾的。”秦宝宝没好气道。 The heart, was dug one probably, sore being hard breath. 心,像是被挖了一块,疼的难以呼吸。 „That, you know Su Yu.” “那,你认识苏钰吗。” „Who is Su Yu?” elder sister wonders to say. “苏钰是谁？”姐姐纳闷道。 Her tight pressed small brow, searched the younger brother forehead: „Is lethargic sleep too long time, consciousness confusedly.” 她紧蹙小眉头,探了探弟弟的额头:“是昏睡太长时间,意识错乱了吗。” „system, system, system you where.” “系统,系统,系统你在哪里。” Qin Ze first summoned system in mind, quick breathless, shouted loudly: „system you come out, you special come out to me, come out” 秦泽先在脑海里呼唤系统,很快气急败坏,大喊大叫:“系统你出来,你特么给我出来,出来啊” elder sister has a scare: „A'Ze you are calm, calm.” 姐姐吓了一跳:“阿泽你冷静,冷静点。” Holds down stubbornly he. 死死按住他。 Qin Ze muttered: „Is the dream? Is my dream?” 秦泽喃喃道:“是梦吗？是我的梦吗？” His mirthless smile. 他惨笑一声。 Without Wang Zijin, without Su Yu, without system. 没有王子衿,没有苏钰,没有系统。 Any investment company, what entertainment company, what Poodle Su, during is his lethargic sleep dream, one compiles, beautiful dream. 什么投资公司,什么娱乐公司,什么苏泰迪,都是他昏睡期间的一场梦,一场编造出来的,美丽的梦。 In 2018, in September midsummer. 2018年,9月盛夏。 The dream awoke. 梦醒了。