MDD :: Volume #9 穿越浪潮·宇宙律动

#990: Frightened and loses


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One second remembers 【】, Renews quickly, no ball window! 一秒记住【】,更新快,无弹窗! After the unlimited land completes, the phase difference that the development and Su Hao think is not big. 无限土地建成之后,事情的发展和苏浩所想的相差不大。 This lands happen to take their core bases, over time, but also unceasing expansion outward. 这片土地正好作为他们三人的核心根据地,随着时间的流逝,还会不断的向外扩展。 Theoretically, does not have the so-called boundary. 理论上来说,没有所谓的边界可言。 But various knowledge that on the unlimited land disperses, after so many years exchanges, indeed developed and Su Hao current application different things. 而无限土地上分散的各种知识,经过这么多年的交流,也的的确确发展出了和苏浩当前应用方向不同的东西。 In other words, almost every several years, Su Hao can harvest some new applications from the unlimited land, greatly developed his thought structure. 也就是说,几乎每隔几年,苏浩都能从无限土地上收获一些新的应用,大大拓展了他的思维结构。 A person brain again how powerful, the breadth of thought compares the brains of 100.02 million ordinary lives, after all the proverb said well: The grove was big, what bird has, the bird was big, what Lin Zidou goes. 一个人一颗大脑再如何强大,思维的广度都比不过亿万万普通生灵的大脑,毕竟老话说得好:林子大了,什么鸟都有,鸟大了,什么林子都去。 Su Hao for a long time, maintains the heart that is progressing modestly, now is no exception. 苏浩长久以来,都保持着一颗谦虚上进的心,现在也不例外。 He does not think oneself on this unlimited lands omniscient. 他不会认为自己在这片无限土地上无所不知。 The miracle that the nature evolves, exceeds the imagination. 大自然演化的奇迹,超出想象。 Takes the unlimited land as the space center, the exploration, this is I explores the universe outward the correct path. Completes the later this period of time in the unlimited land, my harvest speed, far exceeded the past, this was I wants. “以无限土地为宇宙中心,向外探索,这才是我探索宇宙的正确道路。在无限土地建成之后的这段时间,我的收获速度,远超以往,这才是我想要的。 In universe miracle and buried treasure of deep conceals some beautiful magnificent, I can its 11 discoveries. ” 宇宙中深藏的奇迹和宝藏到底有多美瑰丽,我都能将其一一发现。” If only depended upon their three people initially, feared that does not have many harvests to the present, instead will be having in the knowledge system to bog down old. 若是当初只依靠他们三人,怕是到现在也没有多少收获,反而会在旧有知识体系上停滞不前。 But this is Su Hao most is not willing to see exactly. 而这恰恰是苏浩最不愿意看到的。 If own thought consciousness did not have the pursue, did not have the vigor, then the long life also does have what significance? 若是自己的思维意识没有了追求,没有了活力,那么漫长的生命还有何意义? The so-called eternal life, the so-called strength, the so-called knowledge, is unable to cover the cavity of innermost soul. 所谓的永生,所谓的力量,所谓的学识,都无法掩盖灵魂深处的空洞。 Su Hao does not allow itself to become such good-for-nothing absolutely. 苏浩绝对不允许自己成为那样的行尸走肉。 I am Su Hao, in the average person who in the infinite universe pursues the infinite knowledge. I believe that in universe whether there is miracle completely, but I will find them.” “我是苏浩,一个在无限宇宙中追求无限知识的普通人。我相信宇宙中会有无尽的奇迹,而我会找到它们。” Su Hao meditates these words, then in the Marble Space most conspicuous diary board most above, inscribes these words. 苏浩默念这一句话,然后在弹球空间最显眼的日志板最上方,将这一句话写上。 He hopes that oneself alwayss remember these words, and does not make it deteriorate. 他希望自己永远铭记这句话,并且不使它变质。 Su Hao rare inspects: Until now, did my pursue change?” 苏浩难得的自我检视:“一直以来,我的追求变了么?” Then decisive shaking the head said: My first thought has not changed, does not change. I think eternal, free, safe explores in the universe, the miracle of testimony universe, seeks for the universe unknown.” 然后果断的摇头道:“我的初心一直没变,也不会变。我就想永恒的、自由的、安全的在宇宙中探索,见证宇宙的奇迹,寻找宇宙的未知。” This process is alone, but the person was since birth alone, this is the characteristics of intelligent life, is born the moment to be doomed. 这个过程是孤寂的,但人生来本就孤寂,这是智慧生灵的特性,降生一刻已经注定。 Su Hao thought of Yashan and Feng Cheng suddenly. 苏浩突然想到了亚山风成 Yashan and will Feng Cheng, follow me to arrive at the endless future?” 亚山风成,会跟随我一直走到没有尽头的未来么?” Su Hao is hopes that they can follow his, because of the remote future, suddenly which day will want turn head to look in the future, at least some people can with him share one next in the past. 苏浩是希望他们两人能一直跟随他的,因为遥远的未来,突然哪一天想要回头往后看的时候,至少有人能够和他分享一下过去。 However Yashan and can Feng Cheng follow him forever, he said does not calculate, results in Yashan and Feng Cheng decided. 不过亚山风成会不会永远跟随他,他说了不算,得亚山风成自己决定。 If by some chance which day they lost a heart, fills desperately to the infinite life, plans to mediate, Su Hao will also respect their choices. 万一哪一天他们两人失去了道心,对无限的生命充满绝望,打算自我了断,苏浩也会尊重他们的选择的。 On the day of the hope do not arrive. 只是希望那一天不要到来。 Thinks, Su Hao withdraws from Marble Space, returned to above the main body. 想了想,苏浩退出弹球空间,回到了本体之上。 Then two people reports the news to Yashan and Feng Cheng: Yashan, Feng Cheng, I return to the main body, we go out to transfer the revolutions together.” 然后给亚山风成两人发消息:“亚山,风成,我回归本体,我们一起出去转转。” Now will have transported line to study thorough Su Hao balanced quite, is not worried that the main body went out to be attacked inexplicably. 如今已经将‘平衡运线’研究得比较深入的苏浩,已经不担心本体外出遭受到莫名的攻击了。 He wants with the main body and Yashan Feng Cheng suddenly two people chats thoroughly. 他突然想要用本体和亚山风成两人深入的聊一聊。 Since met the remote future risk, then there are if possible, needs to strangle these risks ahead of time. 既然遇见了遥远未来的风险,那么有可能的话,就需要将这些风险提前扼杀。 So long as were psychologically prepared, easily will not be disappointed about the future, without the too big disappointment, can maintain the relative balanced heart, is difficult the despair. 只要做好了心理准备,就不会轻易对未来失望,没有太大的失望,就能保持相对的平衡心,难有绝望。 Su Hao brings Yashan and Feng Cheng two people aimless strolling in the outer space, finally strolled the initial cross star of this world. 苏浩带着亚山风成两人在太空中漫无目的的闲逛,最后逛到了这个世界的初始地十字星。 Their three people are walking, arrived among the clouds the mountain range seashore, found a smooth place to sit, is looking into the distant seas. 他们三人走着,来到了云间山脉的海边,找了一个平整的地方坐下来,眺望着远海。 Su Hao said with a smile suddenly: Yashan, Feng Cheng, do you still remember that first you prepare to pass away the appearance.” 苏浩突然笑道:“亚山,风成,你们还记不记得上一世你们准备老死的时候的样子。” Yashan and Feng Cheng stare, does not understand why Su Hao must raise this matter, they recall, shows a smile, the nod said: Naturally remembers.” 亚山风成一愣,不明白为何苏浩要提起这件事情,他们回忆一番,不由露出一个笑容,点头道:“当然记得。” Yashan also said: „ Feng Cheng your boy's first dying of old age, I can feel that type to despair and sad from your expression, yourself added that your heart was also old, even could not have the interest in the young girls. Haha, now thinks, but also is very funny. 亚山还道:“风成你小子第一次老去,我都能从你的表情上感受到那种绝望和悲伤,你自己还说自己的心也老了,甚至对年轻的姑娘都提不起兴致了。哈哈,现在想想,还挺逗的。 On the other hand, I am very probably long had not seen that Feng Cheng asked the miss to play. ” 话说回来,我好像很久没见到风成去找姑娘玩耍了。” Feng Cheng slightly said awkwardly: Sometimes some interests, but true on time, feels somewhat insipidly, afterward had not looked for what miss again. Roughly, discovered that the marvelous star is more interesting.” 风成略显尴尬道:“有时候会有些兴趣,但是真正上的时候,又觉得有些索然无味,后来就没再找什么姑娘了。大体来说,还是去发现奇妙的星球更加有趣。” Feels the physical body dead of old age slowly, truly can be afraid, arrives at so Yashan and Feng Cheng of degree powerful they are unable to be unconventional. 感受到肉体慢慢老去,确实能让人心生恐惧,就连强大到如此程度的亚山风成两人也无法免俗。 Su Hao said: You died initially, has thought from now on isn't able to wake up? Has thought that your knowledge, strengths and will desire and diligently, all, change without? In this piece of universe, anything has not stayed behind. Universe that universe, but we did not have.” 苏浩道:“你们当初死去,有没有想过今后再也无法醒来了?有没有想过,你们的知识、力量、欲望和努力,所有的一切,都将化作于无?在这片宇宙中,什么也没有留下。宇宙还是那个宇宙,而我们却没有了。” Yashan and Feng Cheng are startled slightly. 亚山风成微微怔住。 The Su Hao words, brought back to the past them thoroughly. 苏浩的话,彻底将他们带回了从前。 The Yashan first death, eldest child was ready for any sacrifice all as temple forest meeting, using own vitality to use Life Unique skill deterioration, reduces the Su Hao main body to change sharply God, To protect own people, finally the vitality exhausts dead. 亚山第一次死亡,是作为‘寺林会’老大豁出去一切,用自己的生命力使用出【命子】独有的技能‘衰败’,大幅消减苏浩本体化作的【神】,以保护自己的子民,最终生命力耗尽而死。 At that time, he has not certainly thought this issue! 那时候,他一定没有想过这个问题吧! The Yashan second death, was the nature senile and dies, at that time, he pondered truly, actually the death means anything. 亚山第二次死亡,是自然衰老而死,那个时候,他才真正的思考,死亡究竟意味着什么。 The third death, being duty-bound not to turn back followed Su Hao to charge into the asteroid from exploding, but this time, was the Feng Cheng first death, Feng Cheng estimated at that time has not thought so many. 第三次死亡,义无反顾的跟随苏浩冲向了小行星自爆,而这一次,也是风成第一次死亡,风成那时候估计没想那么多。 Then the fourth death, their two are still fighting the landlord, this should most not feel, did not have instantaneously. 接下来第四次死亡,他们两个还在斗地主,这应该是最没感觉的,瞬间就无了。 Then after lived 8000, obtained the long life span and powerful strength, still cannot escape from the result of declining. 然后是活了八千年后,获得了漫长的寿命和强大的力量,依然逃脱不掉衰亡的结局。 Also is this time, Yashan and Feng Cheng, were full of the fear to the death truly. 也是这一次,亚山风成,才真正对死亡充满了恐惧。 Because of this time, they have the strength and knowledge that the average man was unable to have, to survive to make many efforts. 因为这时候,他们已经拥有了常人无法拥有的力量和知识,也为了生存付出了许多的努力。 In 8000, almost effort not to stop. 八千年,几乎一刻不停的努力。 However finally cannot escape from the shadow of death. 然而最后还是逃脱不掉死亡的阴影。 Pays more, more frightened these achievement diligently turns into destroyed, then starts to suspect: „Do all these that I make, what significance to have finally?” 付出越多,越恐惧这些努力的成果化成乌有,然后开始怀疑:“我做的这一切,到最后又有什么意义呢?” After dying, really anything did not have. 死去之后,真的什么也没有了。 Perhaps including not the concept does not have...... 或许连‘没有’的概念都无…… Also this fear, lets them to Su Hao treasuring. 也正是这种恐惧,让他们对苏浩更加的珍惜。 The Yashan nod said: „ Actually has to think, but I should die, now can actually experience to many not unimaginable miracles, is well satisfied, facing the death, facing did not have, the fear that but also some are unable to overcome, in addition, should not have too much regrettable. 亚山点头道:“其实有想过的,但是我本该早已死去,现在却能见识到许多无法想象的奇迹,已经心满意足了,面对死亡,面对‘无’,只是还有些无法克服的恐惧,除此之外,应该没有太多遗憾。 Insisted to speak the regrettable words...... ” 硬要说遗憾的话……” Yashan at this point, silent. 亚山说到这里,沉默了一下。 Feng Cheng curious asking: „The Yashan eldest child, what regret do you have?” 风成好奇的问:“亚山老大,你还有什么遗憾?” Yashan said: All these that I see, my wife, my child does not have the means to accompany side me, witnesses my joy with me.” 亚山道:“我所见到的这一切,我的夫人,我的孩子没办法陪伴在我身边,跟我见证我的快乐。” After saying, he cannot bear smile: What luckily is, has Wei eldest child to witness all these, naturally, Feng Cheng you also calculate.” 说完后,他忍不住笑笑:“幸好的是,有维老大能见证这一切,当然,风成你也算。” Feng Cheng nods saying: „ I am also, initially followed Wei eldest child from exploding, I have not thought so many. Has not thought I can also wake up again, after waking up, I often recalled, these people who we protect, do have the smooth survival, what a pity could not have seen. In addition, I feel also no regret. 风成点点头道:“我也是,当初跟着维老大自爆的时候,我就没想那么多了。只是没想到我还能再次醒来,醒来后我时常回想,我们保护的那些人,有没有顺利的存活下来,可惜已经见不到了。除此之外,我觉得也没什么遗憾。 Un...... the person, because I treasure has kept side me, is Wei eldest child and Yashan eldest child, others me, are no different! ” 嗯……因为我珍视的人一直留在我身边,就是维老大和亚山老大,其他人于我而言,没什么不同吧!” Su Hao laughs saying: Your regrets are not many, but my regret may be many, once a lot want to be done, but could not do, could not achieve, now is able, but could not go back again.” 苏浩哈哈一笑道:“你们的遗憾不多,但我的遗憾可多了,曾经很多事情想做,但是都做不了,也做不到,现在有能力,可是再也回不去了。” Feng Cheng asked: Does not know we have gone to star where?” 风成问:“是不知道我们去过的星球在哪儿了吗?” Su Hao said: „ Right, I do not know initially had gone to universe region that the star where, in fact, we are even at now, where I do not know. Also or, we will find had gone to the star in the future, but is through a lot, perhaps could not have recognized. 苏浩道:“没错,我不知道当初去过的星球在哪里,实际上,连我们现在所在的宇宙区域,我也不知道在哪儿。又或者,我们未来找到曾经去过的星球,但历尽沧桑,或许已经认不出来了。 Past all, but deposited, in we remembered some information. ” 过去的一切,只是存放在我们记忆中的一些信息。” Su Hao: „ In the future we will also run into countless people, innumerable matters, these information unceasing piles up in our memories, are getting more and more, until covers all that turns around thoroughly. 苏浩又到:“未来我们还会遇到无数的人,无数的事,这些信息都会不断的在我们的记忆中堆积,越来越多,直到彻底覆盖掉过去的一切。 I did not even determine that remote future, whether we will forget our family backgrounds, forgot our pasts, forgot us frightened to the death. 我甚至不确定遥远的未来,我们是否会忘掉我们的出身,忘掉我们的过去,忘掉我们曾经对死亡恐惧过。 Does not need to suspect, by our present technologies, we can be so exactly long. 不用怀疑,以我们现在的技术,我们可以活那么久。 Until the star destruction, star collapsing, we are also perhaps living, 100 million years, 1 trillion years, 10,000 trillion years. 直到星球毁灭,恒星坍缩,我们也许都还活着,一亿年,万亿年,亿亿年。 After experience so long time, will we still remember initially the weak childhood joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness? ” 经历如此漫长的时间后,我们还会记得当初弱小时候的喜怒哀乐吗?” Yashan and Feng Cheng hear, in brain uncontrolled fantasy 10,000 trillion years later own appearance. 亚山风成听罢,脑中不受控制的幻想亿亿年后自己的模样。 However this developed soul brain, has not succeeded to deduce that time appearance...... 然而这颗发达的灵魂脑,并没有成功推演出来那时候的样子…… The so long time, has exceeded the limit of this brain imagination, at this time, they felt the deep powerless feeling again. 如此漫长的时间,已经超出了这颗大脑想象的极限,此时,他们再次感受到了深深的无力感。 As for that time, they whether still remembers own family background issue, they are indefinite. 至于那时候,他们是否还记得自己的出身的问题,他们也不确定。 The big probability is, does not remember! 大概率是,不记得了! Could two characters describe that time them with losing. 或许能用‘迷失’两个字来形容那时候的他们。 They were still once doing utmost the pursue eternal life, no qualifications pondered this issue. 曾经他们还在竭尽全力追求永生,没有资格思考这个问题。 They who now have obtained the eternal life, have to face this abstruse issue. 如今已经获得永生的他们,不得不面对这个深奥的问题。 Yashan cannot bear turn the head to look to Su Hao, his omnipotent Wei eldest child: Wei eldest child, I felt after long time, I will certainly lose, what to do should I?” 亚山忍不住转头看向苏浩,他无所不能的维老大:“维老大,我觉得漫长的时间过后,我一定会迷失的,我该怎么办?” He does not think oneself are similar to Wei eldest child to be common, has one tenaciously to eternal heart that’ is unable to destroy. 他不认为自己如同维老大一般,拥有着一颗坚韧到无法摧毁的‘永恒之心’。 The remote future, he gradually the trend will certainly lose, finally self- destruction. 遥远的未来,他一定会逐渐走向迷失,最后自我毁灭。 Yashan does not want to discard all these, does not want with throwing own Wei eldest child. 亚山不想丢掉这一切,也不想跟丢自己的维老大。 Feng Cheng also looks at Su Hao, waits for the reply of Su Hao. 风成也愣愣的看着苏浩,等待苏浩的回答。 Su Hao smiles, then said with ease: „ Erases the useless information, retains you to feel the precious information, so long as will not make the numerous and disorderly information cover to be OK by the thing that we will treasure in the future. 苏浩只是笑了笑,然后轻松道:“删掉无用的信息,保留你们觉得珍贵的信息,只要不让未来庞杂的信息覆盖掉那么被我们珍视的东西就可以了。 These days I suddenly discovered, our soul brains are not perfect, instead has the enormous flaw, that is unable like the normal human brain, active forgetting some immaterial things. 这段时间我突然发现,我们的灵魂脑并非完美,反而存在着极大的缺陷,那就是无法像正常人类大脑一样,自动遗忘掉一些无关紧要的东西。 Therefore, we need to establish an automatic delete program , helping us clean up in the soul brain fixed time the unnecessary information. 所以,我们需要设置一个自动删除程序,来帮我们定时清理灵魂脑中多余的信息。 In addition, but must ask itself: My eternal ideal, is anything. ” 此外,还要问一问自己:我的永恒理想,是什么。” Yashan and Feng Cheng look at each other one, actually said with one voice: My eternal ideal, is follows about Wei eldest child, explores the endless universe.” 亚山风成对视一眼,竟然齐声道:“我的永恒理想,是追随维老大左右,探索无尽宇宙。” The Su Hao nod said: „, Remembers these words forever, so long as you had not forgotten that will be eternal will not lose.” 苏浩点头道:“那么,永远记住这句话,只要你们没有忘记,那就永恒不会迷失。” Believes me, your Wei eldest children I, will not lose in eternal.” “相信我,你们的维老大我,不会在永恒中迷失的。” ...... …… Generally speaking, when a person says me never to forget that these words or I will never forget this day, to forgetting is not far. 一般来说,当一个人说出‘我永远也不会忘记这句话’或者‘我永远也不会忘记这一天’的时候,离忘记已经不远了。 For example penguin space ten years ago that publishes said that that banding that for example the friend circle sends the call of tears. 比如企鹅空间十年前发表的那条说说,比如朋友圈发的那条带着眼泪的呐喊。 Then look, perhaps has forgotten...... 回头看的时候,或许已经忘掉了…… Regarding this, Su Hao has profound understanding. 对此,苏浩是深有体会的。 For example now, if he has not read the ancient times record of Marble Space, he has forgotten to take Su Hao that he experienced anything, has pain that anything is unforgettably engraved on one's mind assiduously, which miss also was injured to the profound heart...... 比如现在,若是他没有翻看弹球空间的远古记录,他已经忘掉作为苏浩的那一世,他经历了什么,有什么刻苦铭心的痛,又被哪个姑娘伤到痛彻心扉…… To be honest, the name of which person owes him money, does not remember. 说实话,就连欠他钱的哪个人的名字,都已经不记得了。 Once passing, if as if smog scattered, no longer was left over anything. 曾经过往,仿佛如一阵烟雾飘散,不再剩下什么。 But he does not remember, does not hinder him to love these to the person who he smiles, does not hinder him to hate these to harm his person. 但他不记得,并不妨碍他爱那些对他微笑的人,也不妨碍他憎恨那些伤害过他的人。 Summarizing is: I liked once the good intentions treating all my people and matters, the intention was grateful ; I hated once to injure all my people and matters maliciously, has not forgiven. 总结起来就是:我爱曾经善意待我的一切人和事,心怀感激;我恨曾经恶意伤害我的一切人和事,不曾原谅。 Naturally, this is not the key point, the key point is, Su Hao wants clearly takes down does not want to forget the thing that. 当然,这不是重点,重点是,苏浩要真切的记下不想忘掉的东西。 Su Hao said: My also means that can make you never forget.” 苏浩道:“我还有一个办法,能让你们永远也不会忘掉过去。” Yashan and Feng Cheng surprised asking: What means?” 亚山风成惊奇的问:“什么办法?” Su Hao shows a bright smile: Thought, but has not thought.” 苏浩露出一个灿烂的笑容:“想到了,但没想好。”
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