Li Qiuhong said suddenly, „can give me a cigarette?” 李秋红突然道,“能不能给我一根烟？” „Un?” The fourth child has gawked staring, then says with a smile, „I do not smoke, where makes the smoke to you.” “嗯？”老四愣了愣,然后笑着道,“我不抽烟的,从哪里给你弄烟。” „Asked you, I especially want to smoke.” Li Qiuhong is having the look of hope. “求求你了,我特别想抽烟。”李秋红带着祈求的神色。 The fourth child shakes the head, „you, since falls ill cannot smoke.” 老四摇摇头,“你既然生病就不能抽烟。” „It is not good” “一根都不行吗” „It is not good.” Did firmness that the fourth child replied, „afternoon leave the hospital? Rests for two days, not only can smoke, I can also accompany you to drink, wants to drink many to be good.” “一口都不行。”老四回答的很坚定,“下午出院吗？休息两天,不但可以抽烟,我还能陪着你喝酒,想喝多少都行。” Their family brothers and sisters must Li Zhaokun the ability of drinking, white, beer, red, can drink. 她们这一家子兄弟姐妹大概都得了李兆坤的喝酒的能耐,白的、啤的、红的,都是能喝一点。 Li Qiuhong by the pillow, looking up, dull is looking at the ceiling, seems does not dare to look that fourth child results, but asked, „you do not want to know what sickness I have had?” 李秋红靠在枕头上,仰着头,呆呆的望着天花板,好似不敢看老四似得,只是问,“你就不想知道我得了什么病？” „I study the medicine.” The fourth child thinks, said truthfully, „your symptom showed to me.” “我是学医科的。”老四想了想,如实说,“你的症状已经向我说明了一切。” „You study the medicine branch, is the non- pathology, the misty layman is good, deceives me to be inadequate.” Even if this moment Li Qiuhong's condition is not very good, she cannot change the bickering instinct. “你是学药科的,又是不病理,蒙蒙外行还行,蒙我不成。”哪怕此刻李秋红的状态不是很好,她也改不了斗嘴的本能。 The fourth child says with a smile, „are you lower abdomen ache, the falling bulge are ill?” 老四笑着道,“你是不是小腹疼痛,坠胀不适？” „How do you know?” Li Qiuhong is puzzled. “你怎么知道？”李秋红不解。 „Brow is often wrinkling, your left hand did not have on the belly loosely.” The fourth child said that has not evaded. Net “眉头不时皱着,你的左手在肚子上一直就没松过。”老四说的没有避讳。网 „Your anything knows.” Li Qiuhong has leaned the body, changes to another side face, the back to the fourth child. “你什么都知道。”李秋红侧过身子,把脸转到另一边,背对着老四。 „Hey, does not use this.” The fourth child has broken off her head grinningly, „comes, the young girl, smiles one to the elder sister, does not have anything, all.” “喂,不用这样吧。”老四笑嘻嘻的掰过她的脑袋,“来,小妞,给姐笑一个,没什么的,一切都会好的。” Although she did not know that had anything specifically, but she believes that a woman is not willing to bear the pain of miscarriage casually. 她虽然不晓得具体发生了什么,但是她相信没有一个女人愿意随便承受流产的痛苦。 „You also teased me.” Eye tears following Li Qiuhong's face getting down. “你也取笑我。”眼泪水顺着李秋红的脸庞唰唰的下来。 „Who teased you, the muddled spherical object, I loved dearly without enough time.” The fourth child wipes clean eye tears to her, comforts saying that „our what relates? You are unhappy, I am definitely more unhappy, you are happy, I can with happy.” “谁取笑你了,糊涂蛋子,我心疼都来不及呢。”老四给她擦干净眼泪水,安慰道,“咱俩什么关系？你不开心,我肯定更不开心,你开心,我才能跟着开心。” „I am the muddled spherical object, right that you scolded! My brother such scolded me, my parents also such scolded me.” Li Qiuhong's tears cannot stop. “我是糊涂蛋子,你骂的对！我哥这么骂我,我爸妈也这么骂我。”李秋红的泪水还是止不住。 „Sorry, sorry.” The fourth child hurries to apologize, once more is thrown into confusion puts out the paper goods from the package. “对不起,对不起。”老四慌忙道歉,再次手忙脚乱的从包里拿出纸巾。 „I love him, then cares about him, likes him, so is also good to him! How he can such to me!” Hysteria that a little Li Qiuhong cries. “我那么爱他,那么在乎他,那么的喜欢他,对他又那么好！他怎么可以这么对我！”李秋红哭的有点歇斯底里。 Fourth child silent a meeting, pats her shoulder saying that „we from a different angle? I thought actually you are very lucky, at least knew this person can not need to treasure, moreover looks for one to be better, will have a better person to wait for you.” 老四沉默了一会,才拍着她的肩膀道,“咱们是不是可以换一个角度？我倒是觉得你很幸运,至少知道了这个人可以不用珍惜了,另外找一个更好的,会有更好的人等着你的。” Li Qiuhong shakes the head, „do you have to attempt to like a person like loving a miracle?” 李秋红摇摇头,“你有没有尝试过爱一个人就像爱一个奇迹一样？” „No.” The fourth child shakes the head with a smile, „I am most remote to study the most impoverished small village to here from China, then knows you, now and you are chatting together, is the miracle, I do not need to worship anyone, worshipped me to be OK.” “没有。”老四笑着摇摇头,“我从中国最偏僻最贫困的小乡村到这里来读书,然后认识你,现在和你在一起聊天,已经是奇迹,我不需要崇拜谁,崇拜我自己就可以了。” She has her pride, she never needs to lower the head to anybody, will not lower the head to anybody. 她有她的骄傲,她从来不需要向任何人低头,也不会向任何人低头。 „Therefore you do not understand, you do not understand a taste of love person, loses a pain of person.” “所以你不懂,你不懂爱一个人的滋味,失去一个人的痛苦。” The fourth child says with a smile, „I do not understand, but I know your Elder Brother, your old lady will see your like this painfully.” 老四笑着道,“我是不懂,但是我知道你哥哥,你老娘看到你这样子会有多痛苦。” Under the heart does the meaning for a bystander, toss about the whole family people to need? 心下之意是为了一个外人,折腾一家子人有必要吗？ Li Qiuhong said, „you forever are such rational.” 李秋红道,“你永远都是这么理性。” „Therefore I said like you, without the literary cell, reads continually is to stem from whiles away the time, is a big uneducated person.” The fourth child sees her to adjust the posture, helped her move under the pillow. “所以我就像你说的啊,没有文艺细胞,连看书都是出于消遣,就是个大老粗。”老四见她要调整姿势,就帮她挪了下枕头。 „She walked, I could not see him again, my heart good pain, good pain.” Li Qiuhong muttered, has not recovered from sorrow. “她走了,我再也看不到他了,我的心好痛,好痛。”李秋红喃喃自语,还是没有从悲痛中缓过劲。 „The person who must walk cannot detain, the person who must keep will not walk.” The fourth child is always very calm. “要走的人留不住,要留的人不会走。”老四始终很淡定。 „Actually I understand his, he has the dream, he wants to go abroad, I cannot be a drag on his!” Li Qiuhong's tears are more abundant, „I can follow him! He will not reject my!” “其实我理解他的,他有梦想,他想出国,我不能拖他后腿！”李秋红的眼泪更盛,“我可以跟着他走的！他不会拒绝我的！” The fourth child asked that „after you are pregnant, did he discuss marriage to your family?” 老四问,“你怀孕后,他向你家提亲了？” She asked the key point. 她问到了重点。 „No, he wants to marry me, but my brother could not take a liking to him, he does not dare to go to my family. Both of us knew that these many years, it is necessary to do troublesome that many? Isn't gets the matter of marriage certificate? My brother is blocking! Does not ask me to leave with him!” “没有,他想和我结婚,只是我哥一直瞧不上他,他不敢去我家。我们俩都认识这么多年了,有必要搞那么多麻烦吗？不就是领个结婚证的事吗？我哥非拦着！不让我跟他走！” „ He goes to your family, will your elder brother kill him is? Showing is not purely thinks with you in the same place, but abandons your excuse. “他去你家,你哥会杀了他还是怎么的？说明就不是纯心想和你在一起的,只是抛弃你的借口而已。 Therefore walked walked, what did you have to be a pity? 所以走了就走了,你有什么可惜的？ Do not refute me, if he cares about you, not when you will be pregnant, will go to you. 你别反驳我,如果他真的在乎你,就不会在你怀孕的时候,离你而去。 „They really for I am good, do not block me to follow him, I but who also harms did not have the baby! Did not have the baby, how I later face him! I have not had a face to see him!” “他们真为了我好,就不要拦着我跟着他走,还害的我没了宝宝！没了宝宝,我以后怎么面对他！我还有什么脸去见他！” „In this world to you best forever is the family member, I believe that your Elder Brother also for hello/you good, you are young, the excellent future, has not needed, for did not care about own man to destroy you.” The fourth child understands finally, miscarriage not stemming from Li Qiuhong's voluntary, „, even if, you can also in the same place, your elder brother present insistence to strive for the energy of later status and life to you. I can understand your elder brother, your elder brother works as the treasure with you, the younger sister such made the pig arch, but must catch up to marry with all one's heart, he definitely could not think through, why, was?” “这个世界上对你最好的永远是亲人,我相信你哥哥也是为了你好,你还年轻,还有大好前途,没有必要为了一个不在乎自己的男人毁了你自己。”老四终于明白,流产不是出于李秋红的自愿,“即使以后你们真的还能在一起,你哥现在的坚持是为了给你争取以后的地位和生活的底气。我能理解你哥,你哥可是拿你当宝的,妹妹就这么让猪拱了,还一门心思要赶嫁,他肯定想不通,凭什么呀,是不是？” „But that is my road! The road that I choose, I will kneel to walk! Why he interferes me!” Li Qiuhong heart does not have the indignation, „do you know? When I know I am pregnant, I happy? Baby calm and steady lying down in my belly, I must be mother! That is my hope! My reposing!” “可那是我自己的路啊！我自己选择的路,我跪着都会走完！他凭什么干涉我！”李秋红心有不忿,“你知道吗？当我知道我怀孕的时候,我有多高兴吗？宝宝安稳的躺在我的肚子里,我要做妈妈了！那是我的希望！我的寄托！” „First raises the body, then cured your eye said again......” long time, the fourth child said such one. “先养身体,然后把你眼睛治好再说吧……”良久,老四才说出这么一句。 Some girl see a similar male overall hands over, oneself disgraced do not calculate, but also is drawing in the family/home disgraced, but also thought that other family member kisses/intimate compared with one of us, absurd. 有些姑娘见个差不多的男的就全盘交出,自己丢人不算,还拉着家里跟着丢人,还觉得别家人比自家人亲,愚蠢可笑。 She cannot think through, so was once intelligent, Li Qiuhong of progress, how will turn into now this appearance, becomes strange, making her a little not know. 她想不通,曾经那么聪明,上进的李秋红,怎么会变成现在这个样子,变得陌生,让她有点不认识了。 She cannot think through in any event. 她无论如何都想不通。 Can the love make person really such blind? 难道爱情真的能让人变得这么盲目？ Chatted many with Li Qiuhong, the fourth child was more tired. 和李秋红聊得越多,老四越累。 After having comforted several at will, while time that Li Qiuhong naps, left the hospital ward quietly. 随意安慰了几句之后,趁着李秋红打盹的功夫,悄悄的离开了病房。 She now and Li Qiuhong thoughts, she suddenly also wants to smoke to be static. 她现在和李秋红一个心思,她突然也想抽根烟静一静。 In the entrance of hospital, she looked at Li Aijun who sits in the flower-bed smokes in low spirits. 在医院的大门口,她看了在花坛上坐着闷头抽烟的李爱军。 „Li elder brother, the autumn fell asleep red.” “李哥,秋红睡着了。” „Thanks.” Li Aijun smiles is very reluctant, „helps under my comfort, the brain cannot transfer.” “谢谢。”李爱军笑的很勉强,“帮我多安慰下,脑子转不开。”