Because knows that this is the test of Heart Prying Rune, therefore I decide the Full Patch oneself regret. I know that ridges of some of my many being able to pass, the death of parental and paternal grandmother was, bidding good-bye with Zhang Yan was also. These ridges, is causes I to lack the security sense the source. 正是因为知道这是窥心符文的考验,所以我才决定弥补自己的遗憾。我知道我心里有很多过不去的坎,父母和奶奶的去世是,与张妍的分手也是。这些坎,也是导致我内心缺乏安全感的源头。 Bridged over thoroughly, I can untie the heart knot. 只有彻底跨过了,我才能解开心结。 Therefore, I asked the marriage following the oneself intention to Zhang Yan. 所以,我顺着自己的心意向张妍求了婚。 Sees to present a gift with Zhang Yan, comes as a surprise to parents. 与张妍一见定情,出乎父母的预料。 I initially with Zhang Yan loved one another, the parents and paternal grandmothers, them naturally do not have the opportunity to see her. Arrived this parallel world, perhaps is Heart Prying Rune compiles the plot the time retains my memory content, Zhang Yan also had not seen my parents. 我当初与张妍相恋的时候,父母和奶奶都已经不在了,他们自然没有机会见到她。到了这个平行世界,或许是窥心符文编造剧情的时候保留了我的记忆内容,张妍同样没有见过我的父母。 Before informing parental actually us, had discussed two years of love, the two old know that I regarding the decision of marriage am not spur-of-the-moment. 告知父母其实我们之前已经谈过两年的恋爱,两老才知道我对于结婚的决定并不是一时冲动。 After both sides have seen the guardian, the date of marriage was set quickly, in July of lunar calendar 7 th seventh night of the seventh lunar month festival. 双方都见过家长之后,结婚的日期很快订了下来,农历的七月初七七夕节。 Has the arrangement wedding two and a half months, the preparation of wedding is quite sufficient. 有两个半月的时间来筹备婚礼,婚礼的准备相当充分。 The time in a flash, quick arrived at the day of marriage. 时间一晃,很快就到了结婚的日子。 Zhang Yan puts on one set of white nuptial dress, in crowd, probably a noble white swan. Is good because of me is not the toad, I of black suit, probably a black swan. 张妍穿着一套白色婚纱,在人群之中,像是一只高贵的白天鹅。好在我也不是癞蛤蟆,一身黑色西装的我,也像是一只黑天鹅。 Under the testimony of both relatives and friends, we exchanged the wedding ring. 在双方亲友的见证下,我们交换了结婚戒指。 When I the wedding ring will put in her that slender and slender ring finger, in my heart that huge regret obtained Full Patch finally. 当我将结婚戒指戴上她那纤细而又修长的无名指上的时候,我心中那个巨大的遗憾终于得到了弥补。 With her in the together that two years, my one time had considered incessantly and this woman crosses for a lifetime, this desire, unexpectedly to become true under the function of Heart Prying Rune. 在与她在一起的那两年里,我不止一次地考虑过和这个女人过一辈子,这个愿望,竟然在窥心符文的作用下成真。 The parents and paternal grandmothers are in good health, I also married that I most beloved woman, I thought that this life I did not have regrettably. 父母和奶奶都健在,我也娶到了那个我最心爱的女人,我觉得这一生我都没有遗憾了。 But I have been maintaining a vigilance, this plot was too smooth, even may be called perfect, but I do not know, the test of Heart Prying Rune is anything. 但我一直保持着一丝警惕,这剧情太顺利了,甚至堪称完美,但我还是不知道,窥心符文的考验到底是什么。 The liquor over three patrolled, sent off all relatives and friends, I and Zhang Yan returned to belong to the marriage room in our world specially. 酒过三巡,送走了所有亲友,我和张妍回到了专属于我们二人世界的婚房。 Turns off a light, bright moonlight by on rollers gate permit of balcony on the bed of bedroom. 关了灯,皎洁的月色透过阳台的推拉门照在了卧室的床上。 Looks at Zhang Yan of white skirt, removed the clothes under the moonlight, at that moment my heartbeat almost stopped. 看着一袭白裙的张妍,在月色之下褪去了衣裳,那一刻我的心跳都几乎停止了。 Under the gentle moonlight shines, her skin must look like the snow white/in vain, the whole person seems like shining. 在柔和的月光照耀下,她的皮肤白得像雪,整个人就像是在发着光。 That flash, I perished finally thoroughly, I forgot the test of what Heart Prying Rune completely after the brain...... 那一瞬间,我终于彻底沉沦了,我将什么窥心符文的考验完全忘在了脑后…… Next morning wakes up, I thought that oneself as if forgot anything, but cannot think headache feeling that in the brain the hangover brought, an impractical third dimension. 第二天一早醒来,我觉得自己似乎忘掉了些什么,但怎么也想不起来了,脑子里宿醉带来的头痛感,还有一丝不切实际的真实感。 „Grove, eats the honey ginger soup.” The Zhang Yan end comes one cup of drink. “林子,喝点蜂蜜姜汤吧。”张妍端过来一杯饮料。 I received the cup to drink one, immediately looked badly with a smile to her, „I said that your name should change, wife?” 我接过杯子喝了一口,随即坏笑着看向了她,“我说你这称呼是不是该改了,老婆？” On the Zhang Yan face flashes through wipes shyly, but bends the waist, stares at my eye to horizontally view with me, „good, my husband!” 张妍脸上闪过一抹羞涩,但还是弯下腰来,盯着我的眼睛与我平视,“好的,我的老公！” „Come, biological husband.” I come the face side, sexually harass to say. “来,亲老公一口。”我将脸侧过来,调戏道。 „Does not want, the face has not washed.” Zhang Yan curls the lip, expression that the whole face shuts out. “不要,脸都没洗。”张妍一撇嘴,满脸嫌弃的表情。 „Aiyu, I have a headache.” My performing skill suddenly comes. “哎呦,我头痛。”我的演技说来就来。 „Drank the hydromel quickly, sobers up.” Zhang Yan also knows that the feeling of hangover does not feel better. “快把蜂蜜水喝了,解酒。”张妍也知道宿醉的感觉不好受。 „Kisses/Intimate my me to drink.” I continue to act shamelessly. “亲我一口我就喝。”我继续耍赖。 The warm lip pasted on my cheeks fiercely, but touched minute/share, later Zhang Yan drew out the body, hmph hmph with the nose, occupied a commanding position to say to me, „drank cleanly, a drop cannot remain!” 温热的嘴唇猛地贴到了我的脸颊上,但一触及分,随后张妍直起了身子,用鼻子哼哼了一声,冲着我居高临下道,“喝干净,一滴都不许剩！” „Good, wife Sir.” I drank none the honey, after bottoming, the remaining final several drops also licked licking with the tongue. “好的,老婆大人。”我一口气将蜂蜜喝了个精光,见底之后,剩下最后几滴还用舌头舔了舔。 „This cup I must take away to disinfect......” Zhang Yan to ship out the appearance that the whole face shuts out, pinched the cup to turn around the kitchen with two hand fingers. “这杯子我要拿去消毒了……”张妍装出满脸嫌弃的模样,用两根手指头捏着杯子转身去了厨房。 ...... …… After marriage, both of us were in a state of being in love again. Two years of being together, making us too each other, only need a look to understand the idea of opposite party familiar. 婚后,我俩再次陷入了热恋的状态。两年的相处,让我们太熟悉彼此,相互之间只需要一个眼神就能读懂对方的想法。 This tacit happiness, making me get sucked thoroughly, I have completely not known that this scene was really or false. I even forgot Little Black, forgot white/in vain, Black Charcoal, Tyrant...... forgot Life Energy, forgot blade skill, forgot Intent Energy, forgot Witch Art...... forgot my parents and paternal grandmothers had disappeared in my life...... 这种默契的幸福,让我彻底深陷了进去,我已经全然不知道这一幕到底是真还是假。我甚至忘掉了小黑,忘掉了白,黑炭,暴君……忘掉了命能,忘掉了刀技,忘掉了念能,忘掉了巫术……忘掉了我的父母和奶奶都曾经在我的生命里消失过…… Every morning wakes up, I always thought that in the brain seemed like the defect a point anything, but how unable to remember is anything. 每天早上醒来,我总觉得脑子里像是缺失了一点什么,但怎么都想不起来到底是什么。 Marries three months of time, Zhang Yan was examined to be pregnant. 结婚三个月的时候,张妍被检测出来怀孕了。 I have had no time to give a thought to that defect to feel that the bottom is anything, will soon occupy my heart for father's happy feeling thoroughly, my brain, even my Spirit Soul. 我已经无暇多顾那种缺失感到底是什么,即将为人父的幸福感彻底占据了我的心,我的脑子,甚至我的灵魂。 Nine months of time, the child easy childbirth, was a son. 九个多月的时候,孩子顺产了,是个儿子。 The crystallization of this love not only lets me and Zhang Yan happy feeling multiplies, raising the child is a laborious matter, but I and Zhang Yan pain is joyful, accurate, must be much more than joyfully the pain. 这爱情的结晶不仅让我和张妍幸福感倍增,养孩子是件辛苦的事情,但我和张妍都痛并快乐着,准确来说,快乐比痛苦要多得多。 Son almost one -year-old time, the wife was pregnant, what this one time lives is a daughter. 儿子差不多一岁的时候,老婆又怀孕了,这一次生下来的是个女儿。 The son and daughter grow up day-by-day, after two little rascal applied medicine the garden, my wife and I finally are much relaxed. 儿子和女儿一天天长大,两个小鬼先后上了药儿园之后,我和老婆终于轻松不少。 I obtained being promoted, becomes the divisional manager, the work of wife also starts to enter into the stock rail, the day day by day was also good. 我得到了升职,成为了部门经理,老婆的工作也开始重新迈入正轨,日子也一天比一天好了。 The only one bad news was the paternal grandmother passed away, that day that the paternal grandmother passed away, in my brain flashed through some strange pictures, but these pictures only appeared flickered then disappear to burst do not see, changed to mist that made one unable to hold. 唯一一个坏消息是奶奶去世了,奶奶去世的那天,我脑子里闪过一些奇怪的画面,但那些画面只出现了一瞬便消溃不见,化作一片让人抓不住的云烟。 The time one passes year after year, the child also one grows up year after year, from the kindergarten, arrives at the elementary school, the junior middle school, the high school, then to going to college. my wife and I completed finally to child's training duty. 时间一年年过去,孩子也一年年长大,从幼儿园,到小学,初中,高中,然后到上大学。我和老婆终于完成了对孩子的培养任务。 In this period, the paternal grandmother passed away 期间,奶奶去世了 Participated to work to both children independently, no longer let me and wife worries. I detect, time flies, I and wives were old, started to have the white hair...... 到两个小孩都独立参加工作了,不再让我和老婆操心了。我才察觉到,岁月如梭,我和老婆都老了,都开始有白头发了…… That year that the son marries, the father passed away, in my brain as if flashed through strange one, but flashes similarly passes, I cannot think that picture is anything. 儿子结婚的那一年,父亲去世了,我的脑子里似乎又闪过了奇怪的一幕,但同样是一闪即逝,我始终想不起来那画面到底是什么。 Afterward the daughter married, my wife and I had the grandson and grandchild, mother also passed away...... 后来女儿结婚,我和老婆先后有了孙子和外孙,母亲也去世了…… Although the day got better and better, my wife and I one year after year is senile. When she was 87 years old, I sent off her eventually, our marriages maintained for 62 years, our love cannot the enemy pass the time eventually...... 日子虽然越过越好了,我和老婆却一年年衰老下去。在她87岁那年,我终究还是送走了她,我们的婚姻维持了62年,我们的爱情终究还是没能敌过时间…… That day that she walks, in my brain starts to swamp into massive pictures, but I only work as these pictures am the bewildered illusion, completely immerses in losing her pain. 她走的那一天,我的脑子里开始涌入大量的画面,但我只当这些画面是莫名其妙的幻觉,完全沉浸在失去她的痛苦里。 Lost one to be constantly together 62 years of person, that feeling looked like the person to take away Spirit Soul all of a sudden, became gets up all alone...... 失去了一个朝夕相处了62年的人,那种感觉就像是人一下子被抽掉了灵魂,变得无依无靠起来…… After the wife passed away, my body day was inferior for day, every day closed the eye to dream of wife's all sorts. Also does not know that is in a poor spiritual status the reason, I ate even more was short, even more was also weak. 老婆去世之后,我的身体一天不如一天了,每天一闭上眼睛就能梦见过去与老婆的种种。也不知道是不是精神状态不好的缘故,我吃得越发少了,身体也越发虚弱了。 Although the child helps find the way to recuperate, but also is incapable the senility that prevents the time to bring. 孩子虽然帮忙想办法调养,但也无力阻止时间带来的衰老。 On the hospital bed, I awake from the stupor relay, on the nose is also covering the oxygen, I knew the oneself date and time not many. 病床上,我从昏迷中转醒,鼻子上还罩着氧气,我知道自己时日无多了。 „Father......” son eyes are glowing red, I know that he had just cried. “爸……”儿子眼睛红彤彤的,我知道他刚哭过。 The daughter has been shaking my hand, „does father, what you want to say?” 女儿一直握着我的手,“爸,你是不是想说什么？” I nod at the extremely small scope, but this small movement makes me feel exhaustedly. 我以极其微小的幅度点头,但这小小的动作都让我感觉到疲惫。 After casting off the oxygen mask, the son and daughters collected, „father, you said, we are listening.” 摘掉了氧气罩之后,儿子和女儿都凑了过来,“爸,您说,我们听着。” I make an effort to make the sound as far as possible, but the sound is still very small, is very weak, „my life...... has not regretted......” 我尽量用力发出声音,但依旧声音很小,很虚弱,“我这一生……没有遗憾了……” Spoke these words, I as if lost the strength of whole body, looks at hospital that white ceiling, I felt body of oneself in slowly sinks, where that feeling looks like must crash to enter. 说完这句话,我似乎失去了全身的力气,看着医院那白色的天花板,我感觉自己的身体在缓缓的沉下去,那感觉就像是要坠落进入什么地方。 „What I forgot probably, what is?” Suddenly, a strange thought raises again, I thought deeply about me to neglect anything carefully. “我好像是忘了什么,到底是什么呢？”突然,一个奇怪的念头再次升起,我仔细思索着我到底忽略了什么。 I hear in the hospital ward of hospital, wailing of son and daughter, the weeping sounds of others, but that weeping sound was getting more and more far, probably was isolated by anything thoroughly. 我听到医院的病房里,儿子和女儿的嚎啕大哭,还有其他人的哭声,但那哭声却越来越远了,像是被什么东西彻底隔离。 In my brain, pictures start to flash before fast, father opening the door makes me enter the room, mother removes inedible portions of vegetables in the kitchen, the paternal grandmother watches the television in the room, the wife's white Fusheng snow under the moonlight...... 我的脑子里,一幅幅画面开始快速闪现,父亲开门让我进屋,母亲在厨房择菜,奶奶在房间里看电视,老婆在月光下白肤胜雪…… Wait, why all my memories starting from 25 years old? 等等,为什么我所有的记忆都是从25岁开始？ In front of me that some memories? 我前面的那部分记忆呢？ I feel somewhat strangely. 我觉得有些奇怪。 At this moment, another part of bewildered pictures start to appear. 就在这时,另外一部分莫名其妙的画面开始出现。 Ninth that year, a rainy night, I did the homework in the room. A telephone suddenly resounds, after the father answers the telephone, insane same runs, even the umbrella has not hit. 九岁那年,一个雨夜,我在屋里写作业。一个电话突然响起,父亲接完电话之后,疯了一样的跑出去,连伞都没打。 After he comes back, the whole person is scared, until the next day, I know from paternal grandmother there, mother did not come back. 他回来之后,整个人失魂落魄,直到第二天,我才从奶奶那里知道,母亲回不来了。 At age 13, I have attended the junior middle school, the evening self-study on the school, the teacher in charge is calling from classroom me suddenly. 13岁那年,我已经念初中了,正在学校上晚自习,突然班主任将我从教室里叫了出去。 He told me, „Lin Huang, your father has an accident, I delivered you to go home.” 他告诉我,“林煌,你爸出了点事,我送你回家去吧。” Arrived the family/home, the paternal grandmother choked with sobs, I closely examine the teacher in charge repeatedly, knows that the father makes a vow the stem suddenly, delivers to the hospital time already without enough time. 到了家,奶奶泣不成声,我反复追问班主任,才知道父亲突发心梗,送到医院的时候已经来不及了。 19 that year, I am attending class, suddenly received second aunt's call, she told me in telephone, the paternal grandmother walked...... 十九那年,我正在上课,突然接到了二姑的电话,她在电话里告诉我,奶奶走了…… At age 24, a Zhang Yan telephone hit, „we bid good-bye”...... 24岁那年,张妍的一个电话打过来,“我们分手吧”…… The this scene curtain and reality completely different memories make me feel the doubts, „where do these memories come?! Isn't the time why right?” 这一幕幕与现实完全不同的记忆让我觉得疑惑,“这些记忆是哪里来的？！为什么时间都不对？” My body sank more and more, in the brain the picture of that movie versions, from beginning to end, the tiny particle finishes the insight to show in my at present, even even/including Mei a detail is clear incomparably. 我的身体越来越沉了,脑子里那一幅幅电影版的画面,从头到尾,纤毫毕见地展现在我的眼前,甚至连每一个细节都清楚无比。 When I felt the body must fall into Abyss endless, in my brain flashes through one suddenly somewhat familiar, actually very strange name, „Little Black?” 就在我感觉身体就要永无止尽地跌入深渊的时候,我的脑子里突然闪过一个有些熟悉,却又很陌生的名字,“小黑？” As this name braves from the brain, name one after another starts to brave in my brain, „white, Black Charcoal, Tyrant, Kally......” 随着这个名字从脑子里冒出来,一个接一个的名字开始在我的脑子里冒出来,“白,黑炭,暴君,凯莉……” „Right, I called Lin Huang, my within the body had Life Energy, the Intent Energy strength and Witch Art, I can blade skill, but also met the throwing knife, but can also summon monster...... I now in the Heart Prying Rune creation virtual world!” “对了,我叫林煌,我体内拥有命能,念能力和巫术,我会刀技,还会飞刀,还能召唤怪物……我现在是在窥心符文创造的虚拟世界里！” With raising of this thought that my body non-stop the feeling of sinking dissipating finally thoroughly, at present sudden one bright, was jet black a world to start to break up gradually. 随着这个念头的升起,我的身体不停下沉的感觉终于彻底消散,眼前突然一亮,原本漆黑一片的世界渐渐开始崩解。 In a minute, my consciousness returned to the body, I discovered that oneself stands in front of a azure black stele. Above the stele, gold glow projected together, submerged my forehead. 只是片刻,我的意识就回归了身体,我发现自己站在一块青黑色的石碑前。石碑之上,一道金芒射出,没入了我的眉心。