„Parents live......” I to sit on the sofa, the body is shivering slightly, the tears as if burst a dike spout. “爸妈都活着……”我坐在沙发上,身体微微颤抖着,眼泪仿佛决堤般的喷涌出来。 Crossed long time, the mood returns to normal finally gradually, I pulled out the cell phone to look at the time, is around 10 : 00. 过了良久,情绪终于渐渐平复,我掏出手机看了看时间,已经是十点多了。 Sets out to arrive at the bathroom, looks at oneself in mirror, the eye socket somewhat blushes slightly, in addition pours cannot see what unusuality. 起身走到卫生间,看着镜子里的自己,眼眶略微有些发红,除此之外倒也看不出什么异常。 Washes the face with the cold water, the somewhat chaotic brain finally restored the pure brightness gradually. 用凉水洗了把脸,原本有些混乱的脑子终于渐渐恢复清明。 Heart Prying, the fear real excavation of person heart largest, returns to original state. 窥心,是把人内心深处最大的恐惧真实的挖掘出来,进行还原。 Unlike Illusion Art, Heart Prying may not eradicate, is equivalent to a movie, stipulated is 100 minutes, that one second of plot will not be few. Activates the Heart Prying Rune person, can only become a role in movie, before the movie ends thoroughly, is unable to leave the field. 与幻术不同,窥心是不可破除的,就相当于一个电影,规定了是100分钟,那就一秒的剧情都不会少。激活窥心符文的人,就只能成为电影里的一个角色,在电影彻底落幕之前,无法离场。 I know, Heart Prying Rune of this activation, is not simple Illusion Art, accurate, is a process of test will of the people. I am unable to be separated, that can only choose to integrate. I am not clear, Heart Prying Rune gives my test is anything, how must be through this test. I can only allow nature to take its course, to plot development. 我知道,这次激活的窥心符文,并不是一个简单的幻术,准确来说,是一种测试人心的过程。我无法脱离出去,那就只能选择融入。只是我还是不清楚,窥心符文给我的考验到底是什么,要怎样才算通过这次考验。我只能顺其自然,任由剧情发展。 „Little Black?” I summoned in a soft voice, has not gotten the proper response. “小黑？”我轻声呼唤道,却没有得到应有的回应。 „Little Black!” I also shouted, this one time even attempts with the consciousness communication, the information that but I give as if fell into the mire, has not responded as before. “小黑！”我又喊了一声,这一次甚至尝试用意识沟通,但我传递出去的信息仿佛陷入了泥沼,依旧没有丝毫回应。 Always reliable Gold Finger has no sound as before, I somewhat flustered, attempts to regard with the consciousness, actually discovered that my consciousness is unable to regard. 向来可靠的金手指依旧没有任何声音,我有些慌了,尝试着用意识内视,却发现我的意识也无法内视了。 Attempts to summon Bloody, White and others, has not gotten any response. 尝试着召唤血色,白他们,却都没有得到任何回应。 „Cannot!” I thump, felt like that some important matters are not wonderful. “不会吧！”我心里咯噔一下,觉得有些大事不妙了。 I attempt to run Life Energy, actually discovery within the body tiny bit Life Energy cannot induce. Intent Energy, had not responded similarly, summon Intent Energy throwing knife. That has broken enters fifth realm Blade Intent, urges unable to send completely...... 我又尝试着运行命能,却发现体内一丝一毫的命能都感应不到了。念能,同样没有丝毫反应,也召唤不出念能飞刀。那已经破入第五境的刀意,也完全催发不出来…… „Witch Art......” I have the last lucky psychology, attempts to summon Dao of the Witch Book, but obtains similar result, my within the body all strengths fell into died the general dreariness, I turned into a lacking the strength to truss up a chicken average person thoroughly. “巫术……”我带着最后一丝侥幸的心理,尝试着召唤出巫道之书,但得到的还是同样的结果,我的体内一切力量都陷入了死一般的沉寂,我彻底变成了一个手无缚鸡之力的普通人。 The feeling of this losing strength makes me somewhat scared, even meets the False God arm, that giant Sea King Species time, I do not only have this feeling. Because of that time, I knew something in my controllable range, but, all become not now controllable. 这种失去力量的感觉让我有些恐慌,即便是遇到虚神手臂,还有那只巨型海王种时候,我都没有这种感觉。因为那个时候,我知道有些东西在我的可控范围之内,但现在,一切都变得不可控了。 „If under this condition, Heart Prying Rune causes that only giant Sea King Species or the False God arm again, I definitely died.” This is worry of I largest, I do not know how completely the Heart Prying Rune following script will write. “如果在这种状况下,窥心符文再弄出那只巨型海王种或者虚神手臂,我肯定死定了。”这是我内心最大的担忧,我完全不知道窥心符文接下来的剧本会怎么写。 „Ok, had arrived at this position, can only walk following the plot downward.” I sighed reluctantly, looks at oneself in mirror, I was somewhat absent-minded. This face is somewhat strange, after all these two years time, I use is another body. “算了,都已经到了这种境地,只能顺着剧情往下走了。”我无奈地叹了口气,看着镜子里的自己,我有些恍惚。这张脸已经有些陌生了,毕竟这两年多的时间,我用的一直都是另外一幅身躯。 Perhaps is this body traded the reason, original all do not have the belt/bring to come. 或许是这幅身躯换了的缘故吧,原本的一切都没有带过来。 Stared at oneself to look at the long time, I shake the head to fling outside the brain the unusual feeling, reorganized clothes, this turned around to go out of the bathroom. 盯着自己看了半晌,我摇了摇头将异样感甩出了脑外,整理了一下衣服,这才转身走出了卫生间。 Left home, I take taxi, directly soar the parental dwelling. 出了家门,我打了个车,直奔父母住处去了。 I somewhat want to see the two old unseen in several years impatiently. The parents in memory also young, but now, I am the 25-year-old young people, does not know that they can be what appearances now. 我有些迫不及待地想要看到多年未见的两老。记忆中的父母都还年轻,而如今,我已经是25岁的青年人,也不知道他俩现在会是什么模样。 After half an hour, the taxi stops in the entrance of old community, this community, I have many years not to come back. 半个小时过后,出租车停在老小区的门口,这个小区,我已经有很多年没有回来过了。 Near nostalgia is timid...... 近乡情更怯…… Arrived the community entrance, the mood of my difference ascended again, in the eye socket the tears are spinning, the disturbed feeling of innermost feelings even more was also intense. 到了小区门口,我那异样的情绪再次升腾起来,眼眶里眼泪在打转,内心的忐忑感也越发强烈了。 I do not know, met later should say anything, but I cannot show too many flaws. Deeply attracted two tones, calmed down forcefully, I arouse the courage finally, stepped into the community. 我不知道,见面以后该说些什么,但我不能露出太多破绽。深吸了两口气,强行稳定了情绪,我终于鼓足勇气,踏进了小区。 After several minutes, I appeared in the old room entrance, the gate was the new burglar-proof door, but the couplet was actually that in oneself memory. 几分钟后,我出现在了老屋门口,门是新的防盗门,但对联却是自己记忆里的那一副。 „treasure sword blade from tempering, the plum blossom fragrance came from the bitter cold.” “宝剑锋从磨砺出,梅花香自苦寒来。” The streamer is „change from winter to spring” 横批是“冬去春来” This couplet, was oneself passed away in the paternal grandmother wrote that year, was I writes to oneself a few words. However my oneself character I recognize, at present this, is not that I write, but buys. 这幅对联,是自己在奶奶去世那一年写的,也是我写给自己的一段话。不过我自己的字我还是认得出来的,眼前这一幅,不是我写的那一副,而是买来的。 In my brain, even more was also clear about the past memory. 我的脑子里,关于过去的记忆也越发清晰起来。 Stood prepares to express in the entrance slightly, I then put out a hand according to making a sound the doorbell. 站在门口稍稍准备了一下措辞,我这才伸手按响了门铃。 After moment, the opening the door sound gets up, the form appears before my body together slowly. 片刻过后,开门声响起,一道身影缓缓出现在我的身前。 In my brain a blank, just thinks immediately the good excuse forgot beyond the highest heavens completely, in the eye, only then present middle-aged man. 我的脑子里顿时一片空白,刚刚想好的说辞全部忘到了九霄云外,眼睛里只有眼前的这个中年男人。 Father's appearance has not changed, but put on weight, the hair somewhat is also gray. My eyes recognized him to come, then did not move the foot again, even the lip moved several times, could not make the sound, only felt that in the eye socket a heat flow is spinning. 父亲的模样没怎么变,只是发福了些,头发也有些花白。我一眼就认出了他来,便再也挪不动脚了,甚至嘴唇动了几次,都发不出声音,只感觉眼眶里一股热流在打转。 „Bears, bears!” I go all out told oneself to constrain the oneself mood. “忍住,忍住！”我拼命的告诉自己要压抑住自己的情绪。 „Came back.” The father visits me with a laugh, but soon detected my unusuality, „how?” “回来了。”父亲笑呵呵地看着我,但很快察觉到了我的异常,“怎么了？” „Father!” My consciousness was pulled by this familiar sound finally, suppresses the oneself tears forcefully, but the body actually cannot help but walks up, grasped my father, a few words could not bear blurt out from the mouth, „father, I thought you.” “爸！”我的意识终于被这个熟悉的声音拉扯了回来,强行抑制住自己的眼泪,但是身体却不由自主地走上前去,一把抱住了我的父亲,一句话从嘴中忍不住脱口而出,“爸,我想你了。” „How this was, silly child?” The father obviously gawked, even present I have also wanted the high half head compared with him, he put out a hand to rub my head. “这是咋了,傻孩子？”父亲明显愣了一下,即便现在的我已经比他还要高半个头,他还是伸手揉了揉我的脑袋。 After is slightly calm, I loosened the father immediately, „is all right, my mother?” 心情稍稍平静下来之后,我立马松开了父亲,“没事,我妈呢？” „Removes inedible portions of vegetables in the kitchen.” The father somewhat doubts looked toward me puzzled. “在厨房择菜呢。”父亲有些疑惑不解地朝着我看了过来。 I avoided his vision, walks toward the kitchen directly, mother is wearing the apron, sits on a small backless stool, bends the waist to remove inedible portions of vegetables, broke off vegetable leaf a piece by piece, throws into the plastic to leak in the basin. 我避开了他的目光,径直朝着厨房走去,母亲正围着围裙,坐在一个小板凳上,弯腰择菜,将一片片菜叶折断,扔进了塑料漏盆里。 Detected that the person's shadow of kitchen entrance, she looked up toward me. 察觉到厨房门口的人影,她抬头朝着我看了过来。 „Came back?” The mother raised the head to me smiles. “回来了？”母亲抬头冲着我一笑。 The mother was somewhat thin, the corner of the eye also had the wrinkle, although in that young face with memory not too, but actually with me remembers that gradually in the appearance overlaps. 母亲有些瘦了,眼角也有了皱纹,虽然和记忆里的那幅年轻面孔不太一样,但却渐渐与我记忆里的模样重叠起来。 „Mother.” I returned to normal slightly a mood, before arriving at mother body, the squatting down body, helping her remove inedible portions of vegetables. “妈。”我稍稍平复了一下情绪,走到母亲身前,蹲下身子,帮她择菜。 „Ok, you accompanied your paternal grandmother to say to talk, here I made on the line.” The mother said hastily. “行了,你陪你奶奶说会话去,这里我来弄就行了。”母亲连忙道。 „Paternal grandmother?” I hear this name, the movement in hand stagnate, „where is paternal grandmother at?” “奶奶？”我听到这个称呼,手中的动作一滞,“奶奶在哪？” „Watches the television in her bedroom, recently was looking what «Selects Day Recording», daily is defending the television.” The mother said with a smile. “在她卧室看电视呢,最近在看什么《择天记》,天天守着电视。”母亲笑道。 „I have a look at her.” I set out immediately, I have not really thought that in this world, the paternal grandmother is also living. “我去看看她。”我立马起身,我真没想到在这个世界里,奶奶也还活着。 In the entrance of paternal grandmother bedroom, I saw that white-haired old person, she sits on a wooden chair, is staring at the television, has not noticed my existence slightly. 在奶奶卧室的门口,我看到了那个满头白发的老人,她坐在一个木椅上,直直地盯着电视,丝毫没有注意到我的存在。 Although only saw half profile, my mood fluctuates. Is this old person, after the father dies haunched the home by one's effort, raises from 13 years old oneself to 18 years old, what a pity oneself has not started the work, she passed away, has not enjoyed a oneself Tianfu. 虽然只看到了半张侧脸,我的情绪又波动起来。就是这个老人,在父亲死后以一己之力撑起了这个家,将自己从十三岁养育到十八岁,可惜自己还没参加工作,她就去世了,没有享过自己一天福。 „Paternal grandmother, I came back.” Shouted these words at the same time, finally again my tears cannot stop flowed. “奶奶,我回来了。”喊出这句话的同时,我的眼泪也终于再也止不住的流淌了出来。