MSG :: Volume #9

#807: The sin being encumbered devil whispered

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The body of team leader has maintained since at one type nearly perfect the condition regarding human. His strength, speed and metabolism throughout maintain in the peak data of human. It can be said that when carries out the task or is handles other any matters, he can achieve like the machine, the slightest is good. 一直以来,队长的身体都维持在一种对于人类来说近乎完美的状态。他的力量、速度、新陈代谢都始终保持在人类的巅峰数据上。可以说,在执行任务或者是做其他的什么事情的时候,他都能做到像机器那样,分毫不错。 However now, an accident/surprise actually happened. Why does not know is, team leader wants to prevent Clark obviously, at the maximum speed controls him. The flash of however throwing, his fiercely has had at heart actually a cruel thought. This made the movement on his hand instantaneously strong and fierce. But this immediately just became a high-school student to Clark this, the body like was the chicken young the emaciated child has caused the fatal damage. 但是现在,一个意外却是发生了。不知道是为什么,明明队长只是想阻止克拉克,以最快的速度把他控制起来。但是在扑上去的一瞬间,他的心里却是猛地生出了一种暴戾的念头。这让他手上的动作瞬间就变得强硬而凶猛了起来。而这立刻就对克拉克这个刚刚成为高中生,身体像是个鸡仔一样瘦弱的孩子造成了致命的创伤。 His cervical vertebra flash had been exchanged two by the huge impulse, but this made him look like a cloth doll same falls immediately on the ground, immediately did not have the aura. 他的颈椎一瞬间就被巨大的冲击力折成了两段,而这让他立刻就像是一个布娃娃一样摔在了地上,顿时就没有了气息。 „No, no! Awakes, the child, wakes quickly. Wakes quickly!” “不,不！醒醒,孩子,快醒过来。快醒过来！” This accidental/surprised occurrence makes team leader be scared immediately. He lay hastily the ground, inspected the condition of this unfortunate young people, simultaneously started to carry on the urgent rescue to him. No matter how he inspects, rescues, the reality has been doomed. This young life went far away, but he became a true murderer. 这种意外的发生让队长立刻就慌了神。他连忙趴到了地上,检查起这个不幸的年轻人的状况,同时对他开始进行紧急的抢救。但是不管他怎么检查,怎么抢救,现实都已经注定了。这个年轻的生命已经远去,而他则已经成为了一个真正的杀人凶手。 This made the innermost feelings flash of team leader turn the mighty waves monstrous waves. Because this is his first time kills a such innocent average person, this let his have incomparably formidable sin feeling at heart. 这让队长的内心一瞬间翻起了波涛巨浪。因为这是他第一次杀害一个这样无辜的普通人,这让他的心里产生了无比强大的罪孽感。 The teams leader have been believing since are protecting the innocent average person. This is his faith, is his mission. Freely because of some accidents/surprises, they, when will carry out the task always to cause the casualties of some innocent people, but that matter is completely different from of present. 一直以来,队长都坚信着自己是在保护着无辜的普通人。这是他的信念,也是他的使命。尽管因为一些意外,他们在执行任务的时候总是会造成了一些无辜者的死伤,但是那种事情和眼下的这个完全不一样。 The of present already was a murder, one type by the serious behavior that the private interest injured others life. Perhaps this is not the original intention of team leader, but all constituted the reality. Moreover, is this own original intention, actually team leader are also very difficult to talk clearly. 眼下的这个已然是一种谋杀,一种以私人利益而伤害别人性命的严重行为。也许这不是队长的本意,但是一切却已经构成了现实。而且,这到底是不是自己的本意,其实队长自己也很难说得清楚。 He is very difficult to explain clear at that time in heart cruel by what comes. It is not clearer, why will have this violence and destructive impulsion to this harmless young people suddenly. Although this type cruel and impulsive is only flash's matter, but the clarity of team leader feeling, oneself indeed had this idea at that time. Oneself indeed sprouted at that time wanted to kill his thought. 他很难解释清楚自己当时心中的暴戾到底由何而来。更不明白,为什么自己会对这个无害的年轻人突然产生这种暴力和毁灭性的冲动。尽管这种暴戾和冲动只是一瞬间的事情,但是队长却感受的清清楚楚,自己当时的确有着这种想法。自己当时的确萌生了想要杀死他的念头。 This type made him at heart revile itself regarding own carefully examining directly. But feeling of guilty of germination was makes him give birth to infinity detesting and rejecting from the bottom of the heart. 这种对于自己的审视让他直接就在心里唾骂起了自己。而萌发的罪恶感更是让他打心底生出了无穷大的自我厌弃。 He looked at a boy of ground. This is a young life, his happy life just started. However now, actually can only lie down by a status of corpse here. But all these because of his crime. All these because of his damn crazy. 他看了一眼地上的男孩。这是一个年轻的生命,他美好的人生才刚刚开始。但是现在,却只能以一具尸体的身份躺在这里。而这一切都是因为他的罪过。这一切都是因为他那该死的疯狂。 More wants more to be team leader of remorse cannot bear kneel down on the ground. This time he had a completely discouraged feeling. He has thought surrendering, has thought pays the price for own crime. Why however does not know, when he thinks like this, in his brain will always emit another thought that drops thoroughly this idea. 越想越是自责的队长忍不住跪倒在了地上。这个时候的他已经有了一种万念俱灰的感觉。他想过自首,想过为自己的罪行而付出代价。但是不知道为什么,当他这样想的时候,他的大脑里总是会冒出另外一个念头,把这个想法彻底地打消下来。 This lets him only to kneel on the ground, is similar to a stone carving is equally silent. 这让他只能跪在地上,如同一座石雕一样缄默。 The time is passing quickly, team leader wooden like is the stone. This time, the gate of his room suddenly had been sounded. This makes him suddenly one startled, is lowering to out of the door exclaims. 时间在很快地流逝,队长还是木然地像是石头一样。就在这个时候,他房间的门被突然地敲响了起来。这让他陡然一惊,然后对着门外就低吼道。 „Who is?” “是谁？” This somewhat cruel roar makes person have a scare obviously immediately. However he quickly replied. 这个明显有些暴戾的吼声让门外的人顿时吓了一跳。但是他还是很快地就回答道。 „Mr. Wayne. I am old Kent, Clark's grandfather. I want to ask, do you have to see Clark that young bastard?” “维恩先生。我是老肯特,克拉克的爷爷。我想问一下,你有没有看到克拉克那个小混蛋？” Sound made the team leader realize anything obviously. His vision starts to drift away unceasingly, but, his doing has gotten down the decision quickly. 门外的声音显然让队长意识到了些什么。他的眼光开始不断地游离起来,但是很快地,他就做下了决定。 „Please wait a bit, I immediately come!” “请稍等,我马上过来！” Such was replying, the team leader while the motion filled under Clark's corpse the bed rapidly. Then before he is taking a at sixes and sevens notebook and a fountain pen of smudging arrived at the gate, opened the front door of room. 一边这么回答着,队长一边行动迅速地把把克拉克的尸体塞到了床底下。然后他拿着一个涂抹的乱七八糟的笔记本和一根钢笔就来到了门前,打开了房间的大门。 „Sorry, Mr. Kent. Just I was creating, possibly temperament suddenly a little could not control.” “抱歉,肯特先生。刚刚我正在创作,可能脾气一时间有点控制不住。” „Should say what is sorry was I am right, disturbing you to create.” Shook the head, old Kent was oneself sorry at heart. Then such was asking to the team leader. „Is only Clark that mixes boy to disappear suddenly. I remember before him, said that must help you clean up the room, but for a long time does not see the person's shadow, therefore I come to ask, you do know where he did go to?” “该说抱歉的是我才对,打扰你创作了。”摇了摇头,老肯特表示了自己心里的歉意。然后就对着队长这么问道。“只是克拉克那个混小子突然间不见了。我记得他之前说要来帮你收拾一下房间的,只是这么长时间都不见人影,所以我就过来问问,你知不知道他去了哪里？” „Sorry, just Clark has come here. However after he tidies up the room, said that is a little matter, hurriedly exited. You know that I am busy forming in one's mind, where therefore he has not paid attention to him to go to!” “抱歉,刚刚克拉克是来过我这里。但是他收拾完屋子以后说是有点事,就急急忙忙地出去了。你知道的,我正在忙着构思,所以他没有注意他到底去了哪里！” Hears this saying, old Kent looked at one toward the room in first, after not having to see own grandson's trail, he a face indignantly has cried out. 听到这话,老肯特先是往屋子里看了一眼,在没有看到自己孙子的踪迹之后,他才一脸气愤地叫唤了起来。 „This little rascal definitely was goes out to play. I know, just like his Elder Brother, this little fellow knows all day deliberately creates trouble!” “这个小鬼肯定又是出去玩了。我就知道,跟他哥哥一样,这个小家伙就知道整天胡闹！” Hears old Kent to blame child's words, the team leader at heart clutches immediately. However he has made a helpless expression, was saying to old Kent with a smile. 听到老肯特责怪孩子的话语,队长立刻就是心里一揪。但是他还是做出了一副无奈的表情,对着老肯特笑着说道。 „This does not have anything, Mr. Kent. After all they just when the youth, this time boy will always like playing a little.” “这没有什么的,肯特先生。毕竟他们正值青春,这个时候的男孩子总是会爱玩那么一点。” „That cannot proper business suffice to give to forget.” Old Kent is still foaming with rage, but has put down the heart obviously temporarily. „Ok, Mr. Wayne. When he comes back me to ask him to do accounts. Now does not disturb you, wish you to rest to be good to think!” “那也不能连正事够给忘了。”老肯特还在吹胡子瞪眼,但是显然已经暂时地放下了心来。“算了,维恩先生。等他回来我在找他算账。现在就不打扰你了,祝您睡个好觉！” After all the status of team leader is a guest, old Kent does not want extremely in feeling embarrassed him. Therefore wordy several, he directly left here. 毕竟队长的身份是客人,老肯特也不想太过于为难他。所以啰嗦了几句,他就直接离开了这里。 But looks the back that old Kent vanishes in own line of sight, team leader slowly about visiting. Then fiercely like is escapes the strength, leaned in the door, collapsed softly. 而看着老肯特的背影消失在自己的视线里,队长慢慢的合上了门。然后就猛地像是脱力一样,倚靠在了房门上,软软地瘫倒下来。 Deceives such old person is really one type matter that suffers the innermost feelings, although just only then several words times, but the team leader thought that is longer than an entire century. Several times look at each other old person's eyes, the team leader one type cannot bear want the impulsion that all confessed. However gave up such idea to him finally, but continues to make the camouflage as Mr. Wayne, gave to cover all. 欺骗这样一个老人实在是一种折磨内心的事情,刚刚虽然只有几句话的功夫的,但是队长却觉得比一整个世纪都更加漫长。几次对视上老人的眼睛,队长都有一种忍不住想要把一切都坦白出来的冲动。但是到最后他还是放弃了这样的想法,而是继续以维恩先生的这个身份做着伪装,把一切都给掩盖了过去。 He knows, this is a very wrong matter, even can be said as the matter that can make him go to hell. However this is actually the choice that in his subconsciousness makes. He has thought of Bakke at that time, has thought of own goal. If confessed at this time, then Bakke wasn't dies? He must save Bakke, he must make Bakke flee the Tony evil clutches, if he exposed himself at this time, all these didn't degenerate into the bubble? 他知道,这是一件非常错误的事情,甚至可以说是一件能让他下地狱的事情。但是这却是他下意识里做出的选择。他在那个时候想到了巴基,想到了自己的目的。如果这个时候坦白了,那么巴基不就是死定了吗？他还要把巴基救出来,他还要让巴基逃离托尼的魔掌,如果他在这个时候暴露出来自己,这一切不都是沦为了泡影吗？ These gave a pretext, the team leader also was very clear. However under these excuses can actually to him a reason, making him bury feeling of guilty in the heart temporarily, temporarily forgets the matter about Clark. 这些都是借口,队长心里也很清楚。但是这些借口却能给他一个理由,让他暂时地掩埋下自己心中的罪恶感,暂时忘掉关于克拉克的事情。 However this is only temporarily, he is very clear, moreover at heart unceasingly reminded oneself this is only temporary. Once has rescued Bakke, once he were obtained the true freedom by oneself friend. Then he must stand, but today occurred all pays. 但是这只是暂时地,他很清楚,而且也在心里不断提醒自己这只是暂时的。一旦救出了巴基,一旦他让自己的朋友得到了真正的自由。那么他就必须站出来,而今天发生的一切而买单。 He must be responsible for Clark's death, but is not now. 他要为克拉克的死而负责,只不过不是现在。 Again at heart was warning oneself, the team leader silently was mourning one to the bed under corpse. He knows that this is very false, but if not use this false way, he does not know how really should be able to express itself to his apology. 再一次在心里告诫了自己一声,队长就对着自己床底下的尸体默默地悼念了一句。他知道这很是虚伪,但是如果不用这种虚伪的方式,他真的不知道该怎么才能表达自己对他的歉意。 „I will give you a confession, child. My meeting! It is not now!” “我会给你一个交代的,孩子。我会的！只是,不是现在！” Has completed mourning. The team leader starts to inspect own weapon again. Why does not know, remembers the tomorrow's trial, his suddenly has ignited at heart the flame. This flame is burning his all, making him forget oneself beforehand remorse and feeling of guilty quickly. Even Clark's matter starts to fade from the memory gradually. 做完了悼念。队长再一次开始检查起自己的武器。不知道为什么,一想起明天的审判,他的心里就突然燃起了火焰。这火焰燃烧着他心里的一切,让他很快就忘掉了自己之前的自责和罪恶感。甚至就连克拉克的事情都开始渐渐淡忘。 This point is awful, but the team leader has not actually realized this issue. He silently is inspecting, waiting, will be preparing to raise a disturbance in the tomorrow's trial scene. 这一点非常糟糕,但是队长却一点也没有意识到这个问题。他只是默默地检查着,等待着,准备着在明天的审判现场上大闹一场。 But when he is preparing like this, person who in the different space, has been monitoring his actually started to send out at heart has laughed at secretly the sound. 而就在他这样准备着的时候,在异空间里,一个一直监视着他的人却开始在心里发出了窃笑声。 Mofeisituo lived the innumerable years, has witnessed countless heroes. Even if this, the person like team leader in his memory is also very few. Such person has own insistence. The personal character is noble, moreover fearless in any enticement and threat. It can be said that any devil is unable to shake the will of such person, their minds are harder than any steel purely. 墨菲斯托生活了无数年,见证了无数的英雄。但是即便是这样,像队长这样的人在他的记忆力也是少之又少。这样的人都有着自己的坚持。品德高尚,而且无惧于任何的诱惑和威胁。可以说,任何魔鬼都无法动摇这样人的意志,他们的心灵比任何的钢铁都更加坚硬纯净。 However now, because of some small methods, a such hero little was towed by oneself to the abyss of degeneration. This regarding a devil is really unsurpassed enjoyment. 但是现在,因为一些小小的手段,一个这样的英雄就被自己一点点地拖向了堕落的深渊。这对于一个魔鬼来说实在是一个无上的享受。 Yes, Mofeisituo attempted to pervert on the team leader. Moreover is not the common hands and feet. Average people, even if had Smith. Secret that the week provides, most can only make the team leader carry out some specific order. However Mofeisituo actually tries another method, he uses this secret, created one only the evil method that can use by oneself. 是的,墨菲斯托在队长身上做了手脚。而且还不是一般的手脚。一般人,即便是有了史密斯.周提供的秘密,也最多只能让队长执行某一个特定的命令。但是墨菲斯托却是另辟蹊径,他利用这个秘密,创造出了一个只能由自己来施展的邪恶手段。 That in opening the wall barrier in team leader mind, after the secret password in his brain opens his brainwashing pattern, the language of oneself evil devil has instilled into. No longer is a pure instruction, but makes the team leader remember own devil whisper, entices and to drive him make wrong decisions with this misled language unceasingly. 那就是在打开队长心灵上的壁障,用他大脑里的秘密口令开启他的洗脑模式后,把自己邪恶的魔鬼之语灌输了进去。不再是一个单纯的指令,而是让队长记住自己的魔鬼低语,用这种蛊惑性的语言不断地诱惑、驱使他做下一个个错误的决定。 Team leader or team leader, whenever he comes across the key question time, whispering of devil will resound in his heart's core. Generally, the team leader completely is capable of restraining this evil mind strength. Because of the reason of that back door, he is actually unable to resist the evil invasion now, even can only degenerate into the person under his operation occasionally. But what is most fearful, all these he does not know, can only treat as the portrayal of oneself innermost feelings it. 队长还是队长,不过每当他遇到关键问题的时候,魔鬼的低语都会在他的心灵深处响起。一般情况下,队长完全有能力克制这邪恶的心灵力量。但是因为那个后门的原因,他现在却根本无法抵御着邪恶的入侵,甚至只能沦为他操作下的人偶。而最可怕的是,这一切他并不知晓,只能把其当做自己内心的写照。 This makes him start to perish, degenerates. Even quick, will turn into the evil disciple who is unable to turn head again. This point Mofeisituo affirmed, because all are deferring to his plan. Tomorrow must approach, a major drama has been ready, he is waiting, this good play begins that instance.( To be continued.) 这让他开始沉沦,堕落。甚至很快,就会变成一个再也无法回头的邪恶之徒。这一点墨菲斯托非常肯定,因为一切都在按照他的计划进行。明天就要来临,一场大戏已经做好了准备,他正在等待着,这场好戏拉开序幕的那个瞬间。(未完待续。)
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