( The QQ group 233361711 unusual human dissection centers, the password is the Red Sea big provincial commander. Welcome everybody's joining. Regardless of you have the opinion, has the idea, wants to become friends here to welcome you. We friend who welcome each deep love to inundate the prestige, welcome each to have the friend of idea to this book.) （QQ群233361711非正常人类解剖中心,密码是红海大提督。欢迎大家的加入。不论你是有意见,有想法,还是想交朋友这里都欢迎你。我们欢迎每一个热爱漫威的朋友,也欢迎每一个对本书有想法的朋友。） „Does Mr. Stark, you still remember me?” “史塔克先生,你还记得我吗？” At evening charity reception that in Stark Industries holds, a woman arrived at side losing Tony to ask to him unrestrained/no trace of politeness. 在一场史塔克企业举办的慈善晚会上,一个女人来到了失落的托尼身边对着他毫不客气地问道。 The Tony present condition not, expects with him is different. He cancelled the resolution of Stark weapon development department to encounter the huge hindrance, even he was also ordered to suspend by the company board of directors. The board of directors have cancelled him in all authorities of company. In other words, he now besides is the biggest shareholder, anything not. 托尼现在的状态并不算好,和他预想的一点都不一样。他取消史塔克武器开发部门的决议遭到了巨大的阻碍,甚至他本身也被公司董事会勒令停职。董事会取消了他在公司的一切职权。换言之,他现在除了是最大股东之外,什么也不是了。 But this is also not worst, what is worst is Tony discovered oneself were pushed aside thoroughly, forgot. In the past such dance party, he can be the only protagonist. But now, his invitation has not received. If Tony thoroughly understands the Chinese culture, he will know a word, the favor changes in temperature. In fact, currently he had very profound experience to the meaning that this words and expressions represented. 而这还不是最糟的,最糟的是托尼发现自己彻底地被排挤了,被遗忘了。以往这样的舞会,他会是唯一的主角。而现在呢,他连一个邀请函都没有接到。如果托尼通晓中国文化的话,他就会知道一个词,人情冷暖。事实上,现在他对这个词语所代表的含义就有了非常深刻的体会。 He sits like a statue on the bar, carries the wine glass to taste the pungent feeling silently, arrived at his side until a woman, and asked the above words. 他就像一个雕像一样坐在吧台上,端着酒杯默默地品尝着辛辣的感觉,直到一位女士来到了他的身边,并且问出了上面的话。 „After you are he/she......” has put out a pronunciation of word, Tony cannot do many. He and many women occur have gone beyond the extremely close relations, this is actually not the issue. The true issue is, he cannot remember the majorities in this crowd of woman. Or few individuals can be remembered by him. “你是伊......”吐出了一个单词的发音之后,托尼就再也不能做得更多了。他和不少女人发生过超越极为亲密的关系,这其实不是问题。真正的问题是,他记不住这群女人中的大部分。或者说,没几个人能被他记住的。 „Silk, thank God I, when clearly recognized that your was the person to you have remembered my name did not hold any hopes.” “伊琳迪丝,感谢上帝我在认清楚你的为人的时候就已经对你记得我的名字不抱有任何希望了。” This is called silk on the female face to have the smiling face, but speaks fully is actually the smell of gunpowder. Almost choked Tony to raise one's wine cup to swallow in the trachea. 这个叫做伊琳迪丝的女人脸上带着笑容,但是说起话来却满是火药味。呛得托尼差一点把酒咽到了气管里。 He acknowledged that oneself plays with the body of woman is a improper behavior, but in the ordinary circumstances they are your sentiment I hope. Therefore Tony will little run into the woman who this type of transferring spear head opens fire directly. But in this case he was unable many anything, because he is that is in the wrong. 他承认自己玩弄女人的身体是一种不正当的行为,但是一般情况下他们都是你情我愿的。所以托尼很少会遇到这种调转枪头直接开火的女人。而在这种情况下他偏偏还不能多少什么,因为他才是理亏的那一个。 Looked like has affair forcefully to be the same, the man forever was the main suspect, but the woman often was a victim. This is the issue that who profited. 就像是发生了强行的不正当关系一样,男人永远是主要嫌疑犯,而女人往往是受害者。这是一个谁才占了便宜的问题。 „Sorry, if you are hold responsible, I can only express the regret.” At this time Tony also regarded this woman is the influence woman who wants to use the sympathy pursue high-rank. After all even if is removed the duty by the board of directors, he was still the biggest shareholder, was still in the world the topest single man. Only is this point, sufficiently however many women have the improper thoughts. “抱歉,如果你是来追究责任的话,我只能表示遗憾了。”这个时候托尼还把这个女人当成是一个想利用同情心追求上位的势力女人。毕竟即便是已经被董事会解除了职务,他依然是最大的股东,依然是世界上最顶尖的单身男人。光是这一点,就足以然很多女人产生不该有的心思。 However these time was purely is Tony wants to be many, the idea in silk any this aspect, she has not thrown a picture in the Tony front. 不过这一次纯属是托尼想多了,伊琳迪丝没有任何这方面的想法,她只是把一照片扔在了托尼的面前。 „In your family/home, on your bed. You told me you not to sell Middle East to go the weapon personally, really damn. I believed unexpectedly! Now can you also such tell me righteously?” “在你的家里,你的床上。你亲口告诉我你从来没有把武器卖到中东去,真是见鬼。我居然相信了！现在你还能理直气壮地这么告诉我吗？” Tony has taken up in front of him that stack of pictures, what in the picture demonstrates will be one crowd of war from now on small towns, the entire small town is stretch of ruins. Is the resident of vagrant also has to lie down in the corpse of ground everywhere. But these are not the objects of Tony attention, what he pays attention is these creates all these things. 托尼拿起了他面前的那一摞照片,照片里显示的是一群战争过后的小镇,整个小镇都已经是一片废墟了。到处是流浪的居民还有躺在地上的尸体。而这些不是托尼关注的对象,他关注的是那些造成这一切的东西。 The weapon of Stark enterprise, firearms that chaos caused by war both sides use, is these large-scale missiles and tanks, is hitting the symbol of Stark Industries, looks at these symbols gloomy, the Tony complexion already almost must drop to launch. 斯塔克企业的武器,不论是战乱双方使用的枪械,还是那些大型的飞弹、坦克,都打着史塔克企业的标志,看着这些标志,托尼的脸色已经阴沉的几乎要滴下水来。 „Saw these, what do you have to explain?” Silk as a reporter, chases after and never gives up, particularly when this evidence that most likes is solid. “看到了这些,你还有什么解释吗？”伊琳迪丝作为一个记者,最喜欢的就是穷追不舍,尤其是在这种证据确凿的时候。 „I have not signed such order!” At this time Tony also had some anger, but is not to this woman, but regarding Stark Industries. He remembers clearly, in one year ago board of directors conference, he also overruled the sales proposal of Middle East with Zhou Yi, but now all these as if have not played the role. “我从来没有签署过这样的命令！”这个时候托尼也有了些火气,不过不是对这个女人,而是对于史塔克企业内部。他记得清清楚楚,一年之前的董事会会议上,他还和周易一起否决了中东的销售提案,而现在这一切似乎都没有起到作用。 The Stark weapon appeared in Middle East . Moreover the way of by him not knowing appeared. This has to make Tony start to suspect that the internal problem of company, he reduces because of oneself weapon to the hand of terrorist, but now in rebel forces in Middle East is grasping his weapon similarly. Is these, sufficiently proved Stark to have the enormous issue. 史塔克的武器还是出现在了中东,而且是以他不知道的方式出现的。这就不得不让托尼开始怀疑起公司的内部问题,他因为自己的武器而沦落到恐怖分子的手中,而现在中东的反政府武装手里同样握着他的武器。仅仅是这些,就足以证明了史塔克内部有着极大的问题。 But person who can cause such problem who? Tony closed one's eyes to think, actually can only remember a name of person. He regards such as the person of elder, is only one can bypass him the sale of company to the person who carries on the decision-making. 而能造成这样问题的人有谁呢？托尼闭着眼睛想了一下,却只能想起一个人的名字。一个他视如长辈的人,也是唯一一个能绕过他对公司的销售进行决策的人。 „What's wrong, this is measuring of Tony Stark, has handled doesn't the matter dare to acknowledge?” Silk ridicule said. She saw the suspicion in Tony eye. The reporter always did not fear that is noisy matter, she naturally is also no exception. „Said, you have done have not known?” “怎么,这就是托尼.史塔克的度量,连自己做过的事情都不敢承认吗？”伊琳迪丝讥讽道。她已经看出了托尼眼中的怀疑。记者从来都不怕把事情闹大,她自然也不会例外。“还是说,你连自己做没做过都不知道？” „I can only tell you, I do not have to do this. Before did not have, later cannot.” Tony coldly looked at her one eyes, took the picture to leave here in big strides. He does not have the choice to leave the conference site, but is chooses to find a person. This matter, he must ascertain him. “我只能告诉你,我没有这样做过。以前没有,以后也不会。”托尼冷冷地看了她一眼,拿着照片大踏步地离开了这里。他没有选择离开会场,而是选择去找一个人。这件事,他必须把他问清楚了。 Quick, Tony had found own goal, since he continuously uncle, Obadiah Stane, but he is shooting the breeze with the guest who one crowd will soon leave the field, as if control all kings are the same. In comparison, Tony completely forgot like a exiled prince in the corner. 很快,托尼就找到了自己的目标,他一直以来的叔叔,奥巴代.斯坦,而他正在和一群即将离场的宾客高谈阔论,仿佛主宰一切的君王一样。相比之下,托尼完全就像一个被流放的王子一样被人遗忘在角落里。 Under this disparity, Tony thought oneself as if saw clearly anything, but he is some cannot believe. Therefore he has stepped onto going, was saying to Obadiah. 在这种差距下,托尼觉得自己似乎看清了什么,但是他还是有些不敢相信。所以他走上了前去,对着奥巴代说道。 „Obadiah, my something want to ask you. Can we chat alone?” “奥巴代,我有些事情想问你。我们可以单独聊聊吗？” „, I dearest nephew came, naturally. We can certainly chat.” Obadiah has drunk many liquor obviously, she waved toward this group of guests, held the shoulder of Tony to arrive at the nearby. „Said that Tony. You have anything to ask your Uncle Stane.” “哦,我最亲爱的侄子来了,当然。我们当然可以聊聊。”奥巴代明显喝了不少酒,她向着这群宾客挥了挥手,就抱着托尼的肩膀走到了边上。“说吧,托尼。你有什么想问你斯坦叔叔。” „I want to ask that your is, that batch of weapons of Middle East were you authorize to sell in the past?” Tony is taking the picture, has put in the hand of Obadiah. “我想要问你的是,中东的那批武器是你批准卖过去的吗？”托尼拿着照片,放到了奥巴代的手里。 Obadiah has shaken the cigar on oneself hand, casts a sidelong glance these pictures, shoots the shoulder of Tony to say sincerely. 奥巴代抖了抖自己手上的雪茄,瞟了一眼这些照片,就拍着托尼的肩膀语重心长地说道。 „Tony, you are an adult. Same do not play the temper with the child again. You should know, we are only merchants, actually don't we need to manage our commodity to be used to do?” “托尼,你已经是个成年人了。不要再和小孩子一样耍性子。你应该知道,我们只是商人,我们不用管我们商品究竟被用来干什么？” „Said, is you authorizes really? How can you this?” The Tony tone full is the surprise, but Obadiah completely does not care. “这么说,真的是你批准的？你怎么能够这样做？”托尼的语气满是诧异,而奥巴代则满是不在乎。 „Why I cannot such do, Tony. You have been missing for two months, two months of enough company had the huge turbulence. The company must survive, must develop. Can be stable for the company, what do I authorize a sales program to have not?” “我为什么不能这么做,托尼。你失踪了两个月,两个月足够公司产生巨大的动荡了。公司要生存,要发展。为了公司能够稳定,我批准一项销售计划有什么不可以吗？” „But these are the human lives, Obadiah, you do not know that what I did experience? Can't you understand my idea?” “可是那些都是人命,奥巴代,你不知道我经历了什么？你不能理解我的想法？” „I did not certainly understand, but I know now is not you play the temper the time. Tony, you have annoyed have sufficed many troubled.” “我当然不理解,但是我知道现在不是你耍性子的时候了。托尼,你已经惹了够多的麻烦了。” Facing the Tony endless accusation, Obadiah also started to erupt. 面对托尼无休止的指责,奥巴代也开始爆发了起来。 „These years I, for this company has made many efforts, for you solved many to trouble. In order to let the achievement of company has broken through, you know that I have paid the big price? Every day almost I am thinking, God blesses, do not make Tony make anything to decide absurdly.” “这些年来我为了这个公司付出了多少心血,又为了你解决了多少麻烦。为了让公司的业绩有所突破,你知道我付出了多大的代价吗？几乎每天我都在想,上帝保佑,千万不要让托尼在做出什么荒唐的决定了。” „But you, Tony. You give me forever are pleasantly surprised. Cancels the weapon department, you know that your words do make us lose in a big way? The Stark stock fell 40 points fully, this was I uses all strengths to stabilize the situation the result. But you, but moves the glib lips. You were time mature point, Tony, I do not want to wipe the buttocks to you really again.” “但是你,托尼。你给我的永远是惊喜。取消武器部门,你知道你这句话让我们损失有多大吗？史塔克的股票整整跌了40点,这还是我动用了一切力量稳住局势的结果。而你,只是动了动嘴皮子。你是时候该成熟一点了,托尼,我真的不想再给你擦屁股了。” Held you also to say anything, but had been broken by Obadiah again. 托你还想要说什么,但是再一次被奥巴代打断了下来。 „Was right, you think that is who requests the board of directors to remove your duty. Is I, Tony. You need to be calm, needs to ponder. Before then, I will not make you contact the company.” “对了,你以为是谁要求董事会解除你的职务。是我,托尼。你需要冷静,需要思考。在这之前,我是不会让你接触公司的。” Said all these, Obadiah has patted the shoulder of Tony, did not wait for him to respond to leave. Now he has not needed Tony to respond to him. 说完这一切,奥巴代拍了拍托尼的肩膀,不等他作出回应就自顾自地离开了。现在他已经不需要托尼回应他了。 Looks that Obadiah like this leaves, Tony suddenly discovered oneself have not seen clearly this uncle. His full brain left the dance party chaotic, alone went by car to return to own bay villa. 看着奥巴代就这样离开,托尼突然发现自己从来没有看清楚过这个叔叔。他满脑子混乱地离开了舞会,独自驱车回到了自己的海湾别墅。 Returns to the room, he turned toward oneself intelligent steward to issue the order. 一回到屋里,他就向着自己的智能管家发布起了命令。 „Jarvis, adjusts completely to me the conflict material of Mideast, I must look.” “贾维斯,把中东地区的冲突资料全部给我调出来,我要看一看。” „Yes, Sir.” “是的,先生。” Jarvis was replying, the quick big bunch of materials of were placed in his front, had the image, to have the article, to have the video of scene, these is these war correspondent not awfully penetrates into the thing that the chaos caused by war central area photographed, but these things have given the Tony huge impact. 贾维斯回答着,很快一大堆的资料摆在了他的面前,有图像、有文章、还有现场的视频、这些都是那些不要命的战地记者深入到战乱中心区拍摄出来的东西,而这些东西则给了托尼巨大的冲击。 He had discovered the issue that are unable to avoid, these people, these mobilized the person of war, they are harvesting the life with the weapon that oneself invent. But this regarding him, probably is he is carrying on to slaughter is the same. 他发现了一个自己无法回避的问题,这些人,这些发动了战争的人,他们在用自己发明出来的武器收割着生命。而这对于他来说,就好像是他在进行杀戮一样。 He has not had such heavy guilty conscience like the present, this serious feeling made him almost soon suffocate. At this moment, he has thought suddenly a person, the person who could untie him to have doubts. Therefore he has dialed his telephone. 他从来没有像现在这样拥有过这么沉重的负罪感,这种沉重的感觉让他几乎快要窒息了。这一刻,他突然想到了一个人,一个或许能解开他疑惑的人。于是他拨通了他的电话。 Quick, another side of telephone has the sound to transmit, that is the Zhou Yi sound. 很快,电话的另一边就有声音传来,那是周易的声音。 „Does Mate, ask me to have matter?” “伙计,找我有事吗？” „I want to know, on you at the back of a serious burden how will you do?” The Tony sinking sound asked that the look on face was this whole life never had the gravity. “我想知道,当你身上背着一个沉重的负担的时候你会怎么做？”托尼沉声问道,脸上的神色是他这辈子从未有过的庄重。 „I will unload it, Tony. Reduces his weight with matter that any I can achieve. However, I will remember forever this feeling, this shouldering the feeling of thing. This feeling is very different.” The Zhou Yi sound moves fast very much, was illustrating to Tony likely , was thinking aloud likely. “我会卸下它,托尼。用任何我能做到的事情去减轻他的重量。但是,我会永远记住这种感觉,这种背负着东西的感觉。这种感觉很不一样。”周易的声音很飘忽,像是在对托尼解说,又像是在自言自语。 „Why?” Tony closely examined. “为什么？”托尼追问了起来。 „Because this feeling can liberate your mind, Tony. What no matter you shoulder is anything, is the sin or hopes, the thing when you shoulder for you fights, when you will find oneself are living the most wonderful feeling. That is a sublimation, thing that one type spiritually is unable to explain.” “因为这种感觉会解放你的心灵,托尼。不管你背负的是什么,是罪孽还是希望,当你为你背负的东西而战的时候,你会找到自己活着时最美妙的感觉的。那是一种升华,一种精神上无法言喻的东西。” „But I only want to redeem me.” Tony has hung up the telephone. For a long time, he has stood, came to own laboratory. “可是我只想救赎我自己。”托尼挂上了电话。许久之后,他站了起来,来到了自己的实验室里。 There, one set just finished, the paint spreads Iron Armour of yellowish red pigment calmly to stand there, the blue reactor of chest like is a sign, is directing Tony, tells matter that he he should handle. 那里,一套刚刚完工的,漆涂上金红颜料的钢铁战甲静静地立在那里,胸口的蓝色反应堆像是道标一样,在指引着托尼,告诉他他应该做的事情。