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#1364: Content past desperate will

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Rahmat Dzhamm had over 50 years old this year, this in the politician is a time in the prime of life, therefore he has such lofty aspirations and high ideals not to be actually strange. However regarding most people, a such age to soon had considered how should settle enjoys the old age the time. 拉玛穆贾姆今年已经有50多岁了,这在政客中算是一个年富力强的时刻,所以他会有着那样的雄心壮志其实一点也不奇怪。不过对于绝大多数的人来说,这样的一个年龄已经是到了快要考虑一下该如何安享晚年的时候了。 Rahmat Dzhamm also will sometimes consider this issue, but he considered such issue time will always have a natural superior psychology. The reason does not have him, because his family really very content. 拉玛穆贾姆有时候也会考虑这个问题,不过他考虑这样问题的时候总是会带有一种天然的优越心理。原因无他,因为他的家庭真的是非常的美满。 When his wife is he is young studies the understanding in foreign country, knows the book to reach the principle, graceful beautiful, more preferably family background also very superior. Two people are not only properly matched, is two sentiments likes each other. It can be said that their two are their same in best one pair for the person, generally said that is of some envy Sha other people. 他的妻子是他年轻时在外国读书认识的,知书达理,优雅美丽,更好的是家庭背景也非常的优越。两个人既是门当户对,又是两情相悦。可以说他们两个算是他们那同一代人里最好的一对,一般说出去都是有些羡煞旁人的那种。 Had such a perfect wife, the life could be said as complete half. But Rahmat Dzhamm's lucky obviously far inferior this. Because he also has to let his proud two children. 有了这么一个完美的妻子,人生就可以说是圆满了一半。而拉玛穆贾姆的幸运显然远不及此。因为他还有着能够让他自豪的两个孩子。 He and his wife altogether have two children, a boy, a girl. The boy is an Elder Brother, since childhood is in the similar child most outstanding existence. Not only the achievement in the studies is extraordinary, unusual success at enterprise. Is less than 30 -year-old, he became a mayor in place. This is in he does not have a point with the aid of oneself father strength situation, but after obtaining the involvement of his father, he even had has called to the central authorities holds the post of the opportunity of key position. 他和他的妻子一共有两个孩子,一个男孩,一个女孩。男孩是哥哥,从小都是同类孩子中最优秀的存在。不仅仅是在学业上成就非凡,更是在事业上异常的成功。不到30岁,他就已经成为了一个地方的市长。这还是在他没有一点借助自己父亲力量的情况下,而在得到了他父亲的介入之后,他甚至都有了被调入到中央政府担任重要职务的机会。 This is not cracks a joke, because Rahmat Dzhamm indeed has this ability. When he was almost confirmed new premiers of election for India, his son had been indicated the new mayor for Delhi. Conceivable, under his operation, his son's political career absolute meeting is problem-free, even said that will become his position successor in the future, absolutely will not be any issue. 这并不是开玩笑的,因为拉玛穆贾姆的确有这个能力。就在他几乎被确认推选为印度的新总理的时候,他的儿子就已经是被指明为了德里的新任市长。可以想象,在他的操作下,他儿子的政治生涯绝对会是一帆风顺的,甚至说在未来成为他职位的接班人,也绝对不会是什么问题。 But compares in a son of this future politics piece of thoroughfare, his daughter is also not inferior. His daughter was littler than almost ten years old son. Since childhood is the entire family beloved daughter. Properly speaking, the child who like this comes out should be the little princess of being pampered since childhood is right. However his daughter is different, is not only intelligent, but also very maintaining independence and keeping initiative. Also on the high school, is not making a sound, in the situation that in this father knows nothing about opened a own shop front. 而相比较于这个未来政治一片通途的儿子,他的女儿也是毫不逊色。他的女儿比儿子小了差不多十岁。从小就是整个家庭里的掌上明珠。按理来说,这样出来的孩子应该是个娇生惯养的小公主才对。但是他的女儿并不一样,不仅仅聪明,而且还非常的独立自主。还在上高中的时候,就已经是不声不响,在他这个父亲毫不知情的情况下开启了属于自己的一家店面。 Must know, as a military family, Rahmat Dzhamm, although to daughter enough spoiling, but has not given her huge money meaning that whatever he spends freely. This also means, own daughter closes right up against oneself effort calling oneself shop front. Although these have not necessarily borrowed the strengths of his elder brothers or other people, but a high-school student can achieve this situation, was commendable. 要知道,作为一个军人家庭,拉玛穆贾姆虽然对女儿足够的溺爱,但是可没有给她巨大的金钱任由他挥霍的意思。这也就意味着,自己的女儿是靠着自己的努力来把自己的这个店面给称起来的。虽说这其中未必没有借用到他哥哥或者其他一些人的力量,但是一个高中生能做到这个地步,已经是难能可贵了。 But this, regarding Rahmat Dzhamm's daughter, but also merely is a start. The high school graduates, her according to outstanding result was enrolled by the Stane luck university business school, but after university graduation, she relied on the creativity of talent to obtain the investment of Chinese larch capital, has established own company in India. In several years, this company became the jumbo in area, entire Indian number business excellence. Although said the scale of company unable by far compared with these major industries, but at her age, this is a miracle. 而这,对于拉玛穆贾姆的这个女儿来说,还仅仅是个开始而已。高中毕业,她就以优异的成绩被斯坦福大学商学院录取,而大学毕业之后,她就凭借着天才的创意获得了红杉资本的投入,在印度成立了属于自己的公司。短短几年的时间,这家公司就成为了地区之内的巨无霸,整个印度都数的着的优秀企业。虽然说公司的规模还远远不能和那些大型企业相比,但是以她的年龄来看,这已经是一个奇迹。 Respects one another as one would a guest, thirty years like a day the love wife, the outstanding children, the son to the grandson who oneself just added. A such family composes light thinks, can make the Rahmat Dzhamm such experienced fellow laugh unrestrainedly. He has thought, so perfect all ascend the sky to his gracious gift, is the destiny to his caring. But he has been struggling, even does not hesitate to pay that big price to climb that final position, there are very big part of reasons for them. 相敬如宾,三十年如一日恩爱的妻子,优秀的儿女,还有儿子给自己刚添的孙子。这样的一个家庭组成光是想想,就能让拉玛穆贾姆这样老成持重的家伙情不自禁地发笑。他一直以为,如此完美的一切是上天对他的恩赐,是命运对他的眷顾。而他一直奋斗着,甚至不惜付出那么大的代价来攀登那个最终的位置,也有很大的一部分原因是为了他们。 He hopes that can oneself the children better future, he hopes that own posterity can become the jumbo who like Gandhi Family Indian this country kept promises. This is very good tentative plan, is in his mind bestows own all final feedback regarding the destiny. However he has not thought, oneself pains become own family member will thrust the most important chip of hell unexpectedly. 他希望能够给自己儿女更好的未来,他希望自己子孙后代能够像甘地家族那样成为印度这个国家里说一不二的巨无霸。这本来是很好的设想,是他心目中对于命运所赐给自己的一切最后的回馈。但是他怎么也没有想到,自己的这番苦心居然会成为把自己亲人推入地狱的最重要的筹码。 That is the situation that he is not willing to see absolutely, however, even if he is not willing to see, all these are also the thorough earth-shaking transformation accomplished the reality. 那是他绝对不愿意看到的情况,然而,哪怕他再不愿意看到,这一切也已经是彻底地变成了事实。 When Rahmat Dzhamm is dragging that badly-damaged body, endures severe pain that is almost impossible to endure, like is the wild dog is swaying back and forth in the muddy land, is shuttling back and forth in the dirty garbage heap, finally returns to oneself that pretty big house gradually time, he cannot believe all that oneself present at present. 当拉玛穆贾姆拖着自己那残破不堪的身躯,忍受着几乎不可能忍受的剧痛,像是野狗一样在泥地里打滚着,在肮脏的垃圾堆里穿梭着,最终一步一步地回到自己那座漂亮的大房子的时候,他怎么也不敢相信自己眼前所出现的一切。 The splendid front door like was torn to pieces the skirt fell down at this moment tattered on the ground, but that courtyard is gorgeous, is almost the flowers that is handled personally by own wife also completely is eradicated, like was the trash has thrown a preparation of soil. 原本富丽堂皇的大门此刻已经像是一个被撕破了的裙子一样破破烂烂地扑倒在了地上,而那一院子绚丽的,几乎都是由自己妻子亲手打理起来的花朵也全部都被人连根拔起,像是垃圾一样扔了一整地。 The bumpy ground, in addition the tattered house, making him not believe that this is own house. However that familiar ornaments have the path, fully explained that this is his family/home, this is all that he is familiar with. 坑坑洼洼的地面,加上破破烂烂的房子,让他根本不相信这是自己的房子。但是那熟悉的摆设还有道路,却已经是充分说明了,这就是他的家,这就是他所熟悉的一切。 But is also such all, let he hopeful innermost feelings flash dropped the valley. 而也就是这样的一切,让他本来充满希望的内心一瞬间就已经是跌落到了谷底。 He thinks oneself family/home is far away from the urban district, should not have the too tremendous influence by the nuclear explosion. He thinks depending on taking advantage of the initial influence, all that he leaves behind can also preserve oneself this family/home steady. Reason that he to saying goodbye oneself family member longs for, also harbors that happy fantasy, completely is based on such. However now, looks own present all, he was actually does not dare to have such optimistic idea. 他本来以为自己的家远离市区,应该不会是被核爆造成太大的影响的。他本来以为凭借着自己当初的势力,他所留下的一切也是能保住自己这个家的平稳的。他之所以对再见自己的亲人那么的渴望,同时也抱有那么美好的幻想,完全就是建立在这样的基础之上。但是现在,看着自己眼前的一切,他却是再也不敢有那样乐观的想法了。 Present he only hopes that oneself family member can there, only hope oneself can see that they are also living well. As for other people, he is some does not dare to expect. But likely is some fearful thoughts, although will also appear in his brain, but his actually even/including wants not to have the courage to think. 现在的他只希望自己的家人能够在那里,只希望自己能够看到他们还活着就好。至于其他的人,他都已经是有些不敢去奢望了。而像是一些可怕的念头,虽然也会出现在他的大脑中,但是他却连想都没有勇气去想一下。 He only expects these, only hopes that the heaven can satisfy this small desire. However the light is the station here, merely depends to guess all, that is impossible to obtain the result. To know how the result is an appearance, he must walk by oneself, has a liking for with own eyes looks. 他只期望这些,只希望上天能够满足他这个小小的愿望。但是光是站在这里,仅仅靠想去猜测一切,那是根本不可能得到结果的。想要知道结果到底是怎么个模样的,他必须要亲身走进去,亲眼地看上一看。 However not easy, because on present Rahmat Dzhamm , he even if steps onto one step, needs the huge courage. He very hesitates, therefore he walks is also very slow. However no matter he walks again slowly, this journey also has an end point. When he stands gingerly before that already not the front door that is possible to cover completely closes, blew up the big courage shoving open that leafed door, he saw in that familiar hall immediately all, when he saw these things, he immediately on collapse like was Beast, went all out to wail. 然而着并不容易,因为就现在的拉玛穆贾姆来说,他哪怕走上一步,都是需要巨大的勇气的。他很犹豫,所以他走的也很慢。不过不管他走得再慢,这个路途也是有所终点的。当他战战兢兢地站在那已经不可能完整掩合上的大门前,鼓起了好大的勇气才把那扇门给推开的时候,他立刻就看到了那熟悉大厅里所有的一切,而当他看到那些东西的时候,他立刻就崩溃的像是一个野兽一样,拼命地哀嚎了起来。 His wife, that and he relies on one another woman who snuggles up to half a lifetime, now in his front, stubbornly looks at itself with the eye how a pair cannot die content. Looks, because at this moment, this woman only has a head to be hung on the post alone, but the body under her head, then like is trash, was thrown in the living room casually. 他的妻子,那个和他相依相偎半辈子的女人,如今就在他的面前,用一双怎么都不能瞑目的眼睛死死地看着自己。只是看着,因为此时此刻,这个女人只有一个脑袋被孤零零地挂在门柱上,而她脑袋之下的身体,则是像是一个垃圾一样,被随便地丢到了客厅之中。 A peeled clean body bloody piece, because she entire skin had been peeled. But that was hung in living room place above, that originally by the crystal electrolier lamp that above she likes. 被剥的干干净净的身体血淋淋的一片,因为她整个身上的皮肤都已经是被剥了下来。而那就被挂在客厅的正上方,那个原本最被她所喜欢的水晶大吊灯之上。 She died, death without a doubt. But looks that this and helped one another in difficult time 30 years of woman ultimately to obtain such a result, looks that her died the fierce look that cannot die content. Rahmat Dzhamm is sad from heart immediately, was holding her head on the wail. 她死了,毫无疑问的死了。而看着这个和自己相濡以沫30年的女人最终却得到了这么一个结果,看着她那死都不能瞑目的狰狞神色。拉玛穆贾姆顿时悲从心来,抱着她的脑袋就哭嚎了起来。 He has not thought this woman will obtain such a result, because in his tentative plan, he has thought she can arrive with hand in hand finally, until serene calmly sent off by oneself in one piece. She can live is very happy, has child's companion, has the hope of grandson. With full, likely is in this world each happy woman such. She can obviously such, but, why the matter will turn into this! 他从来没有想过这个女人会得到这么一个结局,因为在他的设想中,他一直以为她能和自己一起携手走到最后,直到在一片安详中被自己静静地送走的。她可以活的很幸福,有孩子的陪伴,有孙子的期盼。和和满满,像是这个世界上每一个幸福的女人那样。她明明可以那样的,可是,事情为什么会变成这样！ Painful and sad, most perfect remorse. This all let Rahmat Dzhamm like is insane has devastated is the badly-damaged body. At this time, he only thought oneself were unfair to oneself wife, was unfair to his family member. But thinks of the family member, this almost soon oneself compelled insanely the man immediately is demented. 痛苦、悲伤,还有最最极致的自责。这所有的一切都让拉玛穆贾姆像是疯了一样摧残起自己本来就已经是残破不堪的身体。这个时候,他只觉得自己对不起自己的妻子,对不起他的家人。而一想到家人,这个几乎快要把自己逼疯了的男人立刻就是癫狂了起来。 He has thought oneself child, has thought grandson who oneself that will not have spoken. At this time, what encountering he has not dared to imagine them to obtain, but stemmed from own innermost feelings urgent also had crazy, he was holding wife's head, searched toward the deep place of room reckless. 他想到了自己的孩子,想到了自己那个还不会说话的孙子。这个时候,他已经不敢想象他们会得到什么样的遭遇了,但是出自于自己内心里的迫切还有疯狂,他还是抱着自己妻子的脑袋,不顾一切地向着房间的更深处寻觅了过去。 If some Spiritual God are kindly listening his pray, then this time he was praying the birth of miracle in the according to most reverent way absolutely. However the miracle has not happened, when he arrives at the most deep place of room step by step, when he noticed that oneself son tied up to nail tight on the stone column, to dying is one angry appearance that almost soon eyeball staring time, he despaired. 如果有神灵在垂听他的祈祷,那么这个时候的他绝对是在以最最虔诚的方式祈祷着奇迹的诞生。然而奇迹并没有诞生,当他一步步地走到房间的最深处,当他看到自己的儿子被捆绑钉死在石柱上,到死都是一副愤怒的几乎快要把眼珠子给瞪出来的模样的时候,他就已经是绝望了。 When he noticed that oneself daughter also has oneself son's wife to be stark naked, was humiliated appearance until death time, his heart died. 当他看到自己的女儿还有自己儿子的妻子赤身裸体,一副被凌辱至死的模样的时候,他的心就已经是死了。 When he sees oneself grandson, in that mind most holds existence of hope such to be dismantled, crowds in a cauldron, could not find including a body, can only find one pile of gnawed clean bones time, could not say including him, oneself present is what kind of mood. 而当他看到自己的孙子,那个自己心目中最最抱有希望的存在就那样被拆解成一块块,塞满在一个大锅里,连一块皮肉都找不到,只能找到一堆被啃噬的干干净净的骨头的时候,连他自己都说不出来,自己现在到底是一个怎么样的心情。 At this moment, Rahmat Dzhamm died. Even if he is also living, he is also only one living corpse. His emotion, his soul, his all along with appearing these things before him had been worn down a cleanness thoroughly. 这一刻,拉玛穆贾姆已经死了。即便他还活着,他也不过只是一个活着的尸体而已。他的情感,他的灵魂,他所有的一切都已经是随着出现在他面前的这些东西而被彻底地消磨了个干净。 He died, only has a body, by the remaining wills are only actuating the body. But this actuates the will of his body, is called the revenge! 他死了,只有一个躯体而已,一个被仅剩下的意志所驱动着的躯体。而这个驱动他躯体的意志,就叫做复仇！
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