MSG :: Volume #14

#1361: Soul question and answer bright envoy

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When vigorous golden ray, like is the midsummer the most dazzling sunlight sways. But its appearance, means the birth of miracle. 浑厚的金色光芒,像是盛夏时最耀眼的阳光一样挥洒下来。而它的出现,也就意味奇迹的诞生。 When this ray shines on the corpse of that monster, all people can notice that dirty flesh starts like is the rock of decency layer upon layer falls off. That likely is some fearful destruction, but in fact is actually a special new student. Because hides under this decency, is similar to the broken cocoon to become butterfly same tremendous change. 当这道光芒照射在那怪物的尸体上的时候,所有人都能看到那肮脏的血肉开始像是风化的岩石一样层层地脱落下来。那像是某种可怕的毁灭,但是实际上却是一种特殊的新生。因为隐藏在这种风化之下的,是如同破茧成蝶一样的巨大改变。 Almost is the naked eye obvious, an illusory soul had been pulled by this golden ray. Different with that ugly monster appearance, this soul complete is a mentality of human. The somewhat thin contour, looks like the simple-hearted uncommunicative face. Besides a mild eye, almost cannot see any appealing place. 几乎是肉眼可见的,一个虚幻的灵魂被这道金色的光芒拉扯了出来。和那丑陋的怪物模样不同,这个灵魂完完全全是一个人类的心态。有些消瘦的外形,看起来木讷寡言的面孔。除了一双温润的眼睛之外,几乎看不出任何一个吸引人的地方。 A such soul appears, is naturally impossible too many to change countenance. However regarding these also children here, this is actually the matter that most is unable to imagine. 这样的一个灵魂出现,自然是不可能让太多的人动容的。但是对于那些还在这里的孩子们来说,这却是一个最最无法想象的事情。 „Father, is father” after a youngest child shouts and wrangles is making such sound, almost all children cannot bear excitedly yell. “爸爸,是爸爸”当一个最小的孩子大呼小叫着发出这样的声音之后,几乎所有的孩子都忍不住激动地叫喊了起来。 What they summoned was their institute most familiar that name, the sound was sad, looked like one crowd is thrown the son-of-a-bitch who under the world of ice and snow the hunger and thirst have been pressed from all sides to be equally rending simply. But hears such a sound, that also bathed in the ray, the soul that a face is at a loss, on the face has shown immediately the painful expression. 他们呼唤的是他们所最熟悉的那个称呼,声音悲切,简直就像是一群被丢到了冰天雪地之下饥渴交迫的狗崽子一样撕心裂肺。而听到这么一个声音,那个本来还沐浴在光芒中,一脸迷惘的灵魂,脸上立刻就是露出了痛苦的表情。 This time he had the consciousness, his reason and emotion even compared with him, when treated as many that a monster must sober. But also because of this, he even more will feel the pain. 这个时候的他是有知觉的,他的理智和情感甚至要比他在当做一个怪物的时候还要清醒的多。而也正是因为这样,他才会越发的感觉到痛苦。 By own child is known oneself are that monster, making them see each evil that own father violates. Such matter is he is not willing to see. Therefore at this time, his mood exceptionally complex. Especially drags existence that own soul regarding that entrains, he somewhat is even angry. 让自己的孩子知道自己就是那个怪物,让他们看到自己父亲所犯下的每一个罪恶。这样的事情真的是他所不愿意看到的。所以在这个时候,他的心情异常的复杂。尤其是对于那个把自己的灵魂拖拽出来的存在,他甚至都还还有些愤怒。 But such anger cannot escape all these back instigation. Therefore immediately, had a such sound to make a sound in the ear of this soul. 而这样的愤怒并不能逃过这一切的背后主使者。所以立刻,就有这样的一个声音在这个灵魂的耳边响了起来。 „Are you hating me? Why, must know that soon will occur at your matter, but innumerable human are long-awaited. That is a sublimation, is one type can make you have the newborn opportunity. Some countless people are willing to pay to me all receive in exchange for a such opportunity. But I have actually given you this opportunity, even if this, what you also do have unsatisfied place to me?” “你在怨恨我吗？为什么,要知道即将发生在你身上的事情可是无数人类梦寐以求的。那是一种升华,是一种能够让你得到新生的机会。有无数人愿意向我付出一切来换取这样的一个机会。而我却是把这个机会交给了你,即便是这样,你还对我有什么不满意的地方吗？” This somewhat curious sound made this soul the innermost feelings have the vibration. Until he affirmed at this time, this world also really has exists greatly is gazing at this kind of pitiful and tiny existence that unexpectedly is unable clearly to sue. This makes him very terrified, because of no matter what, him is also the clergy. Although said the Spiritual God that he worshipped in the past early changed into him destroyed, however in the custom, he has awed to such existence. 这个有些好奇的声音让这个灵魂的内心都发生了震动。直到这个时候他才肯定,这个世界居然还真的是有一个无法明诉的伟大存在在注视着自己这样一个可悲而渺小的存在的。这让他非常的惶恐,因为不管怎么说,他也算是个神职人员。虽然说他以往所崇拜的神灵在他心里早已经化为了乌有,但是在习惯上,他还是对这样的存在有所敬畏的。 However, when feeling to be terrified, in his innermost feelings also somewhat wants to laugh. Reason that this wish laughs because of his entire life. 不过,在感觉到惶恐之余,他的内心里还有些想要发笑。这种想要发笑的原因是因为他的整个人生。 When he is living, almost did not have any Spiritual God to note him. His life is playing with by the destiny, laughable and sorrow. If had not found the significance of oneself life under the chance coincidence, he does not know really own this can for a lifetime like is the good-for-nothing good for nothing. Even if were he had found the significance of oneself life, such life also was really was extremely more pitiful. Almost gave up all being able to defend in oneself heart most precious existence, this was many people will not have experienced the matter. Compared with him, almost everybody can say that be luckier than him. But is such bad luck, unexpectedly after dying obtained the favor of so-called Spiritual God. How impossible this makes him to laugh. 在他活着的时候,几乎没有任何神灵注意到了他。他的一生都是在被命运玩弄着的,可笑而且悲苦。如果不是在机缘巧合之下找到了自己人生的意义,他真的不知道自己的这一辈子会不会过的像是行尸走肉一样毫无价值。而即便是他找到了自己人生的意义,这样的一生也着实是过的太过可怜了一些。几乎放弃了一切才能守得住自己心中最最宝贵的存在,这是多少人不会经历过的事情。和他相比,几乎人人都可以说要比他幸运一些。而就是这么一个倒霉的自己,居然会在死了之后得到所谓的神灵的青睐。这让他怎么不可能发笑。 As a soul, since at heart wants to smile to be so natural he to smile to make noise. But after he smiled, that sound asked in his ear immediately. 作为一个灵魂,心里既然想笑那么自然他就会笑出声来。而就在他笑起来了之后,那个声音立刻就在他耳边发问了起来。 „What's wrong, do you think very funny?” “怎么,你觉得很好笑吗？” „Yes, is certainly funny. I have not thought, my such person can obtain such favor unexpectedly. Should I be grateful? For do obtain the approval that you had like this greatly? Perhaps I should kneel down to you, prostrates oneself full of admiration devotionally. However was a pity, I died now, a deceased person could not handle these matters. Therefore, is very regrettable. You possibly could not obtain you these things that from here wanted to obtain.” “是的,当然好笑。我怎么也没有想到,我这样的人居然能得到这样的青睐。我是应该感激涕零吗？为了自己得到了您这样伟大存在的认可？也许我应该向您下跪,五体投地地虔诚膜拜。不过可惜,我现在已经死了,一个死人做不了这些事情。所以,很遗憾。你可能从我这里得不到你想要得到的那些东西了。” „You think that what I must obtain from your here, feels grateful? Made you sell to me the life? It looks like such that you said that you died, you thought that what value these also do have for me?” “你以为我要从你这里得到什么,感恩吗？还是让你把命卖给我？就像是你自己说的那样,你已经死了,你觉得这些对我来说还有什么价值吗？” Near ear sound makes the soul well up to the words of mouth immediately is, because of this angle, him on indeed did not have what to be good the place that is worth demanding. The present his only remaining souls, said that was the stony broke somewhat favors him. This point soul are very clear, but is this, he is not clear, why this dark great existence will select itself. 耳边的声音让灵魂涌到嘴边的话立刻就是一堵,因为从这个角度来看,他身上的确已经是没有什么好值得索取的地方了。现在的他只剩下一个灵魂,说是身无分文都算是有些抬举他了。这一点灵魂自己都很清楚,而越是这样,他越是不明白,为什么这个冥冥中伟大的存在会挑中自己。 „Why, why can be I?” “为什么,为什么会是我？” He this issue asking, but, he obtained the answer of that sound quickly. 他把这个问题给问了出来,而很快地,他就得到了那个声音的答复。 „Selects you to have two reasons. First was my transmitting orders relatives of government officials from pleads to me, he hopes that I gave you this opportunity. Because he is not really cruel enough to see you to reduce to this appearance. But the second reason with your related. I heard your story, although said that your soul makes the person admire, but no matter what you have to make the incorrect place. If by this point, I have many reasons not to elect you merely. However I have chosen you, you know that is why?” “选中你有两个原因。第一是我的传令官亲自向我恳求,他希望我给你这个机会。因为他实在是不忍心看到你沦落到这个模样。而第二个原因则是和你本人有关。我已经听说了你的故事,虽然说你的灵魂让人敬佩,但是不管怎么说你也有做得不对的地方。如果仅仅是凭借这一点的话,我有很多的理由可以不选你。但是我还是选择了你,你知道是为什么吗？” „Why?” The soul regarding this answer is very curious, because he really cannot think the final answer. But after he asked like this, that sound seriously was saying to him immediately. “为什么？”灵魂对于这个答案还是很好奇的,因为他自己实在是想不出来最后的答案。而就在他这样发问了之后,那个声音立刻就郑重地对着他说道。 „Is very simple, because you is a father, a great father. But what exactly is, I am also. Compared with you, I am lucky. Because I have to protect my child's ability. But you, can protect your children in these circumstances in this manner. This makes me hold in high esteem to you sufficiently. I cannot disappoint your children, I am not willing to notice that a good father to reduce hence. Therefore, I am willing to help your.” “很简单,因为你是一个父亲,一个伟大的父亲。而恰好的是,我也是。和你相比,我算是幸运的了。因为我有保护我孩子的能力。而你,能在这样的情况下以这样的方式保护住你的孩子们。这足以让我对你刮目相看。我不能让你的孩子们失望,我也不愿意看到一个好父亲沦落至此。所以,我愿意帮你一把。” „Children?” Heard a such keyword, the soul could not bear looked that to these because of the children who own appearance shed bitter tears. What they are biggest is only several years old, what is smallest is only five years old. Sometimes, that youngest fellow including the evening sleeps must entangle to go to sleep. He is innumerable after turning into the monster, heard that little fellow in night bawling. Was a pity that time he did not have any means really such comforted him likely in the past. “孩子们？”听到了这样的一个关键词,灵魂忍不住就看向了那些因为自己的出现而痛哭流涕的孩子们。他们最大的才十几岁,最小的才五岁。有的时候,那个最小的家伙连晚上睡觉的时候都要缠着自己才能入睡。他已经是无数次在变成了怪物之后,听到那个小家伙在夜里的哭叫了。只是可惜,那个时候的他真的已经是没有任何的办法像是往常那样去安慰他。 However what luckily is, his these Elder Brother elder sisters very much look after his. In him in these days, they completely has not been arriving at own responsibility. This lets that pitiful little fellow finally is some be used to it the present life. But when, he appears in such one way before them, the mood that this little fellow piles up erupted immediately. In all children, he cries is fiercest, that type almost soon throat tearing up weeping sound, lets this soul in the innermost feelings is an intermittent fierce pulling out pain. In such a case, he can only a face say to ear near that sound bitterly and astringently. 不过幸好的是,他的那些哥哥姐姐们还是很照顾他的。在他不在身边的这段时间,他们一直都在尽到自己的责任。这让那个可怜的小家伙终于是有些习惯了现在的生活。可是,当他以这样的一种方式出现在他们面前的时候,这个小家伙堆积的情绪立刻就爆发了出来。所有的孩子中,他哭得是最厉害的,那种几乎都快要把嗓子给扯破了的哭声,让这个灵魂的内心里都是一阵阵剧烈的抽痛。在这样的情况下,他只能一脸苦涩地对着自己耳边的那个声音说道。 „If can choose, I rather opportunity like this. Because of my these children! I did not want to see them really for me the appearance of sob. They should have oneself life, I should also withdraw from their lives. You do this, will only make me the stain in their life, making them forever shoulder my infamy.” “如果可以可以选择的话,我宁愿不要这样的机会。因为我的这些孩子们！我是真的不愿意在看到他们为了我而哭泣的样子了。他们该有自己的人生,我也该退出他们的人生了。你这样做,只会让我成为他们生命中的污点,让他们永远地都背负着我的骂名。” „You think?” The sound has some happy expressions, the response to say. „But, my idea and you are different from you. As a father, I am very clear, the child has regarding earnestly seeking of father how formidable. With not having the parents will shut out own child to be the same, will not have any child to hate oneself father for the effort that oneself make. Has father's child with not having father's child is different, you and definitely are not entirely different in their side in their side. Has a look at your children, has a look at that crying soon like is the water person little fellow, you really such want to leave them, with them said thoroughly does part forever?” “你是这么认为的吗？”声音带着些许的笑意,回应道。“不过,我的想法和你和你可不一样。作为一个父亲,我很清楚,孩子对于父亲的渴求到底是有多么的强大。就跟没有父母会嫌弃自己的孩子一样,也不会有任何一个孩子会去怨恨自己父亲为自己所付出的努力。有父亲的孩子和没有父亲的孩子是不一样的,你在他们身边和不在他们身边也肯定是截然不同的。看看你的孩子们,看看那个哭的快要像是个水人一样的小家伙,你就真的这么想要离开他们,和他们彻底地说一声永别吗？” Near ear sound was saying such words, immediately was makes the soul pain twitch somewhat to tremble. He does not certainly want such to do, if possible, how he can think uses to evade all issues. If, he wants certainly to live, or saw that own children grow up, visit them to get married and begin a career. Looks own such person can also have descendant full house that day. However, this is impossible. The brutal destiny also has the severe world not to allow him to have luck like this. Probably is from the beginning, his destiny has been doomed. 耳边的声音说着这样的话,立刻就是让灵魂痛苦抽搐地都有些战栗了起来。他当然不想那样做,如果可以的话,他又怎么会想着用死来逃避所有的问题。如果可以,他当然想要活着,或者看到自己的孩子们长大成人,看着他们成家立业。看着自己这样的人也能有儿孙满堂的那一天。但是,这是不可能的。残酷的命运还有严苛的世界都不允许他拥有这样的幸运。就好像是从一开始,他的命运就已经注定了。 The death was an end, but now after he died, the destiny has actually delivered to his front an opportunity. He really does not know how oneself should deal. Accepts, is the rejection? His cannot make up mind at heart throughout. However is good because, child's weeping sound has given his final courage. His at heart after several nearly pace back and forth, finally under has decided this determination. 死亡是一个终结,而现在在他死亡了之后,命运却是又把一个机会送到了他的面前。他实在是不知道自己该怎么样去应对。是接受,还是拒绝？他的心里始终都是拿不定主意。不过好在,孩子的哭声给了他最后的勇气。他的心里在几近徘徊之后,终于还是下定了这个决心。 „No, I do not certainly want to leave them. If, I am willing to accompany side them. I am willing to continue with all my to protect them!” “不,我当然不想离开他们。如果可以,我愿意一直陪在他们身边。我愿意继续用我的一切去守护他们！” „Incessantly is they, more children. This is I grants your newborn price. It looks like exchange is the same, I give you not by the life that the destiny controls , to continue to protect your children's opportunity to you. But you must to my repayment be, you must give loyalty to me, protects more children with your strength. Similar to takes care of your child to be the same, guards them. Do you want?” “不止是他们,还有更多的孩子。这是我赐予你新生的代价。就像是一笔交易一样,我给你不被命运所主宰的生命,给你继续守护你孩子们的机会。而你要给我的回报是,你要向我效忠,用你的力量去保护更多的孩子。如同照顾你自己的孩子一样,守卫他们。你愿意吗？” „Yes, I want. I have set firm resolve. Moreover such matter, I wish for earnestly.” “是的,我愿意。我已经下定决心了。而且这样的事情,正是我求之不得的。” „Is very good, then starts. In the name of my, gives the new student who you want. Do not disappoint me, my apostle, my bright envoy!” “很好,那么开始吧。就以我的名义,给予你想要的新生吧。别让我失望了,我的使徒,我的光明使者！”
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