MSG :: Volume #14

#1322: Sets firm resolve for them

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Regarding Zhou Yi, existence of Smith week looks like stirs the excrement stick to be the same, is the good mood stirred the complete mess him. 对于周易来说,史密斯周的存在就像是一个搅屎棍一样,把他本来还算是不错的心情都搅得一团糟。 In a such time, before he is very difficult maintains oneself that mood. However, when is facing own small treasure, he actually has to force oneself to look cheerful. 在这样的一个时候,他实在是很难保持自己之前的那个心情。但是,在面对着自己的小宝贝的时候,他却不得不强颜欢笑。 Because he does not want to make the little fellow who this was just born such already learn the worried taste. Even if this is impossible matter, he also hopes oneself can go with the smiling face facing her frequently. 因为他并不想让这个刚刚出生的小家伙这么早就学会苦恼的滋味。哪怕这是不可能的事情,他也希望自己能时时刻刻地用笑容去面对她。 Joyful, laughed heartily. This is Zhou Yi wants to oneself each child's all, although he is unwarrantable, making their life like this pass, but he hopes that in their childhoods, oneself can guarantee their all these. 快乐、欢笑。这是周易想要给自己每一个孩子的一切,虽然他并不能保证,让他们的一生都这样度过,但是他希望在他们的童年里,自己能保证他们的这一切。 Each pair of parents of this general in the world can have the idea that. In comparison, although he said that has requirement that many other fathers do not meet, but relative, he also has many worries. A few words that Spidey said frequently, strength was bigger, the responsibility was also bigger. These words place his here, is the strength is probably bigger, troublesome is also bigger. 这大概天底下的每一对父母都会有的想法吧。相比之下,他虽然说拥有很多别的父亲所不具备的条件,但是相对的,他也有着更多的苦恼。小蜘蛛经常挂在嘴边的一句话,力量越大,责任也就越大。这句话放在他这里,大概就是力量越大,麻烦也就越大。 His trouble is many, from this world, from this family. All piles up in together, making him unable to affirm, oneself can guarantee these children's childhoods can be such that he conceives. Evades, this is not means. Because would some walking in troublesome. But looks but not see, this is actually not the reasonable key to the situation. How because you install the blind person again, is impossible to solve in front of you these issues. Their only product, until you thought that moment of being unable to withstand the load. 他身上的麻烦已经是很多了,来自这个世界的,来自这个家庭的。所有的一切堆积在一起,让他自己都不敢肯定,自己能不能保证这些孩子们的童年会是他所设想的那样。逃避,这并不是一个办法。因为总会有一些麻烦找上门来的。而视而不见,这其实也不是合理的解决途径。因为你再怎么装瞎子,也不可能解决你面前的那些问题。它们只会越积越多,直到你觉得不堪重负的那一刻。 Since Zhou Yi has been acting as the observer to this world. All that passing experiences are disappoint him, when regarding this world, he early lost most started that mood. That time he wants pure many compared with the present by far, because he only wants to change this world at that time. But he indeed has also achieved, this world indeed had the change because of him, but what simultaneous is, he was also changed by this world. 一直以来,周易都在对这个世界充当旁观者。过往所经历的一切是让他失望的,对于这个世界,他早已经是丧失了最开始时的那种心情。那个时候的他远远比现在要单纯的多,因为那个时候他只想改变这个世界。而他也的确做到了,这个世界的确是因为他而发生了改变,而同时的是,他也被这个世界改变了。 The ideal became the reality, the fervor turned low-spirited. Turns from the magnificent ten thousand zhang (3.33 m) gods did not ask that today the recluse of humans affair, this was the world to the proof that he changed. From his perspective, if this world has silk threads to connect in together, the moth that then he from the beginning reckless throws turns into unique who has worked loose exiting. He was aloof, but his person actually not. 理想变成了现实,激情变成了黯然。从辉煌万丈的神明变成了今天不问世事的隐者,这是世界对他改变的证明。从他的角度来说,假如这个世界是有一根根丝线串联在一起的话,那么他就是从一开始不顾一切扑上来的飞蛾变成了一个挣脱了出去的超脱者。只是,他是超脱了,但是他身边的人却并没有。 His mother, is his lover, child and even friend, they are struggling still in this silk thread series connected world. But this also means actually, he simply does not have to work loose thoroughly, among him the relations with these people, the world was in itself connecting with him actually in one. 不论是他的母亲,还是他的爱人、孩子乃至朋友,他们都还在这个丝线串联的世界上挣扎着。而这其实也就意味着,他根本没有彻底地挣脱,借由着他和这些人之间的联系,世界本身其实还是和他串联在了一起。 He must go back sooner or later. Past he is not willing to acknowledge this point, however after today's these matters occurred, he actually has to acknowledge this point, only if he can cut off itself on all fetters. However cutting off fetters, how this matter possibly achieves. 他早晚是要回去的。以往的他并不愿意承认这一点,但是在今天的这些事情发生了之后,他却不得不去承认这一点,除非他能斩断自己身上所有的羁绊。但是斩断身上的羁绊,这种事情怎么可能做到。 Thinks that clearly this point, Zhou Yi is under has decided some determination at heart. But this determination also urged him to start to put to own motion. However before the motion, he has the matter to do. For example convinced these people of oneself side, this was more important than any matter. 想清楚了这一点,周易的心里已经是下定了某种决心。而这种决心也促使了他开始付诸自己的行动。不过在行动之前,他还是有事情要做的。比如说说服自己身边的这些人,这比什么事情都要重要。 After all, changes oneself environment is as for changing this world needs the time and process. If he cannot convince Ida they, when has waited till itself starts to take action, their resentment and add the behavior that stops up become the biggest barriers. He does not want to make oneself family have the problem because of certain matters, therefore, he must have their support also to have the understanding. 毕竟,去改变自己身边的环境乃至于改变这个世界都是需要时间和过程的。如果说他没有能说服艾达她们,那么等到了自己开始行动时,她们的怨气和添堵的行为就会成为最大的障碍。他可不想因为某些事情而使得自己的家庭也出现问题,所以,他必须得到她们的支持还有理解。 This is not a simple matter. Because of Ida or Jean, they are the extremely independent and independent women. Wants oneself a few words to bring in their following blindly, that radically is the impossible matter. Even said once oneself idea at heart saying, will then bring in their enmities and repels most likely. 这可不是一件简单的事情。因为不论是艾达还是琴,她们都是极其自主和独立的女人。想要自己一句话就能引来她们的盲从,那根本就是不可能的事情。甚至说自己一旦把心里的想法给说出来了,那么十有八九会引来她们的怨怼和排斥。 This point Zhou Yi can affirm. However since is under has decided such determination, then these step is the inevitable matter. But this step, was the time treads. 这一点周易敢肯定。不过既然已经是下定了这样的决心,那么这一步就是不可避免的事情。而这一步,也是时候踏出去了。 The time is gradually late, the guest has also cleared. After looking mother who oneself feel dejected went to sleep, Zhou Yi they called Ida in one, planned that confessed all in oneself heart to them. When he just prepared to open the mouth, Ida is a face suspected that was saying to him. 时间渐晚,宾客也已经散尽。在看着自己黯然神伤的母亲睡下了之后,周易就已经是把艾达她们叫在了一起,打算对她们坦白自己心中的一切。而在他刚刚准备开口的时候,艾达就已经是一脸怀疑地对着他说道。 „What you wanted saying that did you plan to violate among us the agreement?” “你想要说什么,难道说你打算违反我们之间的约定吗？” The so straightforward words add on the pertinent speech way, immediately makes the words in Zhou Yi belly choke in the throat. Indeed, before quite a while, vowed solemnly that is making the guarantee, now is contradictory, this somewhat could not really be justified. However, remembers the determination that under oneself before institute decided that Zhou Yi deeply inspired, then they have been opening the mouth to Ida. 如此直白的话语加上一针见血的说话方式,立刻就让周易肚子里的话噎在了喉咙里。的确,半天之前还信誓旦旦地做着保证,现在却要出尔反尔,这实在是有些说不过去了。不过,想起自己之前所下定的决心,周易还是深吸了口气,然后对着艾达她们张开了嘴来。 „Sorry, although I have guaranteed, but, perhaps something have to have the change.” “抱歉,虽然我保证过,但是,恐怕有些事情是不得不要发生改变的了。” „Said that Ida has guessed right, you want to violate with our agreements, starts your dangerous enterprise again? Do you such do, have to consider our families. Zhou Yi, you are several children's fathers, you before below decides such determination, hasn't considered them?” “这么说艾达是猜对了,你真的想要违反和我们的约定,重新去开始你那份危险的事业？你这么做,有没有考虑过我们的家庭。周易,你已经是好几个孩子的父亲了,难道说你在下定这样的决心之前,就没有考虑过他们吗？” Hears the Zhou Yi words, supports big belly Jean unable to bear frown. 听到周易的话,挺着大肚子的琴就忍不住皱起了眉头来。 Like Ida, she is also a firm opposition faction. Reason that because is pregnant, her opinion also became precious as gold. It can be said that a weight/quantity of this time Jean person must over several Zhou Yi, after she had clearly indicated opinion that oneself oppose, Zhou Yi that even if set firm resolve, felt the heavy pressure. 和艾达一样,她也是一个坚决的反对派。而因为大着肚子的原因,她的意见也变得金贵了起来。可以说,这个时候的琴一个人的分量要超过好几个周易,而当她明确地表明了自己反对的意见后,即便是已经下定了决心的周易,也感觉到了沉甸甸的压力。 However he has withstood this pressure, in Ida as well as Jean that full is under the line of sight of threat, his such sinking sound was explaining to them. 不过他顶住了这份压力,在艾达以及琴那满是威胁的视线之下,他就这么沉声对着她们解释了起来。 „I had certainly considered children, incessantly is the children, I have also considered you, mother also has Shalisa they. Also because had considered these many, I under the meeting decide such determination. Please believe me, choice that this is having no other choice. If there is a better choice, I such will not do.” “我当然考虑过孩子们,不止是孩子们,我还考虑过你们,妈妈还有夏芮丝她们。也正是因为考虑过了这么多,我才会下定这样的决心。请相信我,这是一个不得已的选择。如果有更好的选择的话,我是不会这么做的。” „Really is laughable, anything is called, if has a better choice. In my opinion, maintains our present life is a better choice. Zhou Yi, I looked that was you are unwilling. Said that you have been weary of us in your life, wants to start a new life. If so, we can leave. Before looking like me, warned that your such, I will lead them to disappear from you at present.” “真是可笑,什么叫做如果有更好的选择。在我看来,保持我们如今的生活就是一个更好的选择。周易,我看是你不甘寂寞了吧。还是说你已经厌倦了我们在你身边的生活,想要去开始一段新的人生。如果是这样的话,我们可以离开。就像是我之前警告你的那样,我会带着她们从你眼前消失的。” The Ida mouth was speaking the angry words, but Zhou Yi actually does not suspect her ability to act. She said, perhaps also really possibly such does. If she has done, then Zhou Yi really must go crazy. Therefore, he has raised hand immediately, asked for mercy. 艾达嘴里说着气话,但是周易却一点也不怀疑她的行动能力。她这么说,说不定还真的可能这么做。而如果她真的那么做了,那么周易才是真的要发疯了。所以,他立刻举起了手,告饶道。 „Calm, Ida, how I will have such meaning. Is your this radically the fabricated idea? Listens to my explanation? I have my difficulties and consideration.” “冷静点,艾达,我怎么会有这样的意思。你这根本就是莫须有的想法吗？听听我的解释好吗？我真的是有我的苦衷和考量的。” „Difficulties? Good, actually how I must have a look at you to explain.” “苦衷？好啊,我倒是要看看你能怎么来解释。” Ida has not calculated that thoroughly unreasonable, at this time, she has somewhat given Zhou Yi an opportunity of explanation. But Zhou Yi also promptly seized this opportunity, was saying to them like this. 艾达还不算是彻底地不讲道理的,在这个时候,她多多少少还是给了周易一个解释的机会。而周易也及时地抓住了这个机会,对着她们这样说道。 „Today Banner had found me, told me matter that recently in this world had. He told me, a population huge country fell into the destruction edge because of the Hydra plot, because of the radiation impact of nuclear bomb, there was living ten hundreds of millions people have the possibility dead anytime. To save that ten hundreds of millions people, he hopes that I can lend a hand to help their helping hand, even if can only rescue part also well, he was says to me. Even said that for this purpose, he also made one to let my surprised matter. That was he kneels down in my front, has sent out the plea to me.” “今天班纳找到了我,跟我说了最近这个世界上发生的事情。他告诉我,一个人口庞大的国家因为九头蛇的阴谋而陷入到了毁灭的边缘,因为核弹的辐射影响,那里生活着的十几亿人随时都有可能去死。而为了拯救那十几亿人,他希望我能够出手助他们一臂之力,哪怕就是只能多救上一部分也好,他是这么对我说的。甚至说为了这个目的,他还做出了一件让我吃惊的事情。那就是他跪倒在了我的面前,向我发出了恳求。” „Therefore your sympathy was in flood?” “所以你就同情心泛滥了？” Is maintaining an absolute callousness, Ida like this sneers was saying to Zhou Yi. 保持着一种绝对的冷酷,艾达就这样冷笑着对着周易说道。 „The lives of these people have any relations with us. Don't forget, you have rescued their one time, but are they to your? What's wrong, do you also want to violate one again such mistake?” “那些人的死活和我们有什么关系。别忘了,你已经救过了他们一次,可是他们又是怎么对你的？怎么,难道你还想再犯一遍这样的错误吗？” „I know that the initial matter made you have the opinion very much, Ida. I also acknowledged, his these behaviors indeed made me have some sympathies. However, this and sympathy has not related. If merely is because sympathizes, under I may not decide such determination. Reason that I will do such, what are more is because of our children, you.” “我知道当初的事情让你很有意见,艾达。我也承认,他的那些行为的确让我生出了些许同情。但是,这和同情没有关系。如果仅仅是因为同情的话,我不一定会下定这样的决心。我之所以会这么做,更多的还是因为我们的孩子,还有你们。” Had guessed correctly Zhou Yi of Ida response smiles bitterly the response saying that then, he put out himself to ferment for a long time explanation. 猜到了艾达反应的周易苦笑着回应道,然后,他拿出了自己酝酿了许久的解释。 „Banner just before leaving time said with me such a few words, he hopes that I can be regarded as to feeling grateful of these people the blessing of my small treasure. Although these words being insufficient makes me completely change the intention, but he made me think issue that some past neglected. That is, the children are the association president are eventually big. If we continue to ignore to the change of this world, after that they have grown up, will they face what kind of world?” “班纳临走的时候和我说了这么一句话,他希望我能把那些人的感恩当做是对我的小宝贝的祝福。这句话虽然不足以让我彻底地改变心意,但是他却让我想到了一些以往忽略掉的问题。那就是,孩子们终究是会长大的。而如果我们继续对这个世界的变化熟视无睹的话,那么当他们长大了之后,他们会面对一个怎么样的世界？” „Scorched earth, stretch of ruins, the people of being destitute and homeless, in human that painful and desperate struggles. This is not the world that I want to make them see, this will not be I hopes to give their future. After they have grown up, discovered that the world turns into that appearance that I described, then turned head to ask me, why the world will turn into this, why will become with me , in the story will describe with them different, I will tell them again, will be will the misery that because I will have to this world ignore?” “一片焦土,一片废墟,流离失所的人民,在痛苦和绝望中挣扎的人类。这不是我想让他们看到的世界,这也不是我希望给予他们的未来。难道说,当他们长大了之后,发现世界变成了我所描绘的那个样子,然后再回过头来反问我,世界为什么会变成这样,为什么会变得跟我在故事里和他们描述的不同的时候,我再告诉他们,是因为我对这个世界所发生的苦难熟视无睹吗？” „No, I do not want such to do. Because I do not want to make my children hate me, does not want to see that they use a disappointed look to regard their fathers. Therefore, I must make anything. For them, for us. Ida, can you understand my present mood?” “不,我不想这么做。因为我不想让我的孩子们怨恨我,也不想看到他们用一种失望的眼神看待他们的父亲。所以,我必须要做点什么。为了他们,也为了我们自己。艾达,你能理解我现在的心情吗？”
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