MSG :: Volume #12

#1155: Dejected long suffering

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„ Senior official, we requested the landing. “长官,我们请求降落。 Now the situation of air current is very unstable, says, we are not willing to continue to treat really in this damned place! ” 现在气流的情况很不稳定,说真的,我们是真的不愿意继续待在这个鬼地方了！” The pilots who these have not come under the waterfall influence once more in the broadcasting station has sent out such sound. But this sound also thoroughly awakened Rahmat Dzhamm of being survivor of disaster, pulled in his consciousness the reality. 那些并没有受到瀑布影响的飞行员们再次在电台里发出了这样的唿声。而这个唿声也彻底惊醒了劫后余生的拉玛穆贾姆,把他的意识重新拉扯到了现实之中。 He looked at the surrounding situation first, on the radar the ships response of clear demonstration lets him subconsciously is attracts obstructs, then from at heart has given birth to a huge panic and despair. 他先是看了看周围的情况,雷达上清楚显示的舰船反应让他下意识地就是唿吸一窒,然后就从心里生出了一阵巨大的恐慌和绝望。 He is very clear, these fleets of oneself subordinates mean anything. Not only means that entire Indian most naval forces, mean his future future and authority. But now, more than half marine fleet such here is buried in the sea, regarding him, was equal to that completely cut off his all. 他很清楚,自己麾下的这些舰队意味着什么。那不仅意味着整个印度绝大多数的海上力量,更意味着他未来的前途和权力。而现在,过半的海上舰队就这么在这里葬身大海,对于他来说,就等于彻底地断绝了他的一切。 It can be said that at this time he had almost a dejected mentality. Has not drawn a pistol to aim at oneself forehead to come on one round, is not because his will is firm enough, because he really cannot show this courage. Barely managing to maintain a feeble existence was he now the only escape route, but, how can get up in the path of this barely managing to maintain a feeble existence by oneself comfortable a little, this was the issue that he most needs to ponder. 可以说,这个时候他几乎都已经是有了一种心灰意冷的心态。没拔枪对准自己脑门子来上一发,不是因为他意志足够坚定,而是因为他实在是拿不出这个勇气。苟延残喘是他现在唯一的后路了,只是,如何才能让自己在这种苟延残喘的道路上过的舒服那么一点,这才是他最需要思考的问题。 As an Indian, in his brain had a preliminary idea. Puts on a false show of great peace, covers up merit matter regarding the optimistic Indian is always not the difficult choice. The difficulty at all here, how the difficulty does not lie in makes others believe lie that he compiles. The truth of fact did not understand, he wants to convince others by the strength of oneself oneself, this obviously is the impossible matter. 作为一个印度人,他的脑子里已经有了一个初步的想法。粉饰太平,遮掩功过这种事情对于已经乐观的印度人来说从来都不是什么困难的选择。难点根本不在这里,难点在于怎么样让别人相信他所编造的谎话。连事实的真相都不怎么了解,他想要靠自己一己之力去说服别人,这显然是不可能的事情。 For oneself future, Rahmat Dzhamm could be said as oneself brain utilizes the limit. But also because of this highly effective operation, he finally seemed like at all in the impossible condition had found from all these a feasible turning point. 为了自己的未来,拉玛穆贾姆可以说是把自己的大脑运用到了极限。而也正是因为这种高效的运作,他才终于从这一切看似根本不可能的条件中找到了一个可行的契机。 He oneself vision delivery in the space, has cut said firmly, has placed these through the airplane that on the broadcasting station and they relates. But these South Korean is passing through, they will definitely know the truth what's the matter. But understands the truth through them, is carrying on compiling slightly to the truth, this should not be a problem. 他把自己的目光投放在了天上,更切确地说,是放在了那些通过电台和他们联系的飞机上。这些韩国人可是一切的经着,他们一定会知道真相到底是怎么回事的。而通过他们了解真相,在对真相进行稍微的编纂,这应该是不成问题吧。 Although in the heart regarding own idea is also not the very determination, but in the reality, he has picked up the microphone of broadcasting station, was calling to South Korea pilots. 心里面虽然对于自己的这个想法还不是非常的确定,但是现实里,他已经是拿起了电台的话筒,对着韩国的飞行员们唿叫了起来。 „I heard your requests. First, warnings thank you. Then, I will order the staff in deck to accept your airplanes. Please prepare landing, I will send my adjutant to greet you. Must know, this inside has a lot, but also needs to inform me by you are!” “我听到你们的要求了。首先,谢谢你们的警告。然后,我会命令甲板的工作人员接受你们的飞机。请你们做好降落准备,我会派我的副官去迎接你们。要知道,这里面有很多事情,还需要由你们来告知我才是！” „Thanks, Commander. Really thanked!” “谢谢,司令官。真是太谢谢了！” The pilots are too busy feel grateful said that obviously, they to oneself present environment are the fear to certain degree. Almost impatiently wants to find a place to descend. Rahmat Dzhamm has satisfied their request, but they do not know, oneself such do, but leaves the tiger's den, enters the lair. 飞行员忙不迭地感激道,显然,他们对自己现在所处的环境已经是恐惧到了一定的程度。几乎就是迫不及待地想要找一个地方降落下来。拉玛穆贾姆满足了他们的请求,只是他们并不知道,自己这么做,不过是才出虎穴,又进狼窝而已。 Rahmat Dzhamm may not have any favorable impression regarding these South Korean, after hanging up the microphone of broadcasting station, he held adjutant immediately, mentioned him directly before own body, was saying to him wickedly. 拉玛穆贾姆对于这些韩国人可没有任何的好感,在挂断了电台的话筒之后,他立刻就抓住了身边的副官,把他直接提到了自己的身前,然后恶狠狠地对着他说道。 „Listening, young fellow. Now the situation you also saw, our fleet losses are serious, if cooks to go back on such ash, you will be I will not have any good end. Even if the day of hammer bureau does not look for our matters, the domestic government and public opinion will also rip the fragment us. I am actually indifferent, at the worst conceals identity to change a country to continue to live. But you? After tarnishing the honor of your family, you determined that your father will not reduce your head, washes off the shame of your family with your blood?” “听着,小伙子。现在我们的情况你也看到了,我们的舰队损失惨重,如果就这样灰熘熘地回去的话,不论是你还是我都不会是有什么好下场的。就算是天锤局不找我们的事,国内的政府和舆论也会把我们撕成碎片。我倒是无所谓,大不了隐姓埋名换个国家继续生活。而你呢？在玷污你家族的荣誉之后,你确定你父亲不会砍掉你的脑袋,用你的血来洗刷你们家族的耻辱吗？” Before Rahmat Dzhamm said this saying, the adjutant has not thought of these many things. After he said such words, he has to give free reign to the imagination in the direction that he described. But this gives free reign to the imagination, his complexion immediately is a paleness. 在拉玛穆贾姆说出这话之前,副官还真没有想到这么多的东西。但是当他说出这样的话之后,他就不得不按照他描述的这个方向去畅想起来。而这一畅想,他的脸色顿时就是一片铁青。 As a standard Kshatriya aristocrat, some big values of he very clear own life in own father's eyes. Almost can definitely say that could not compare the glory of their family absolutely. Therefore, the words that Rahmat Dzhamm spoke are not any impossible matter. Conversely, probability that it has is enormous, even can say matter that can definitely have. 作为一个标准的刹帝利贵族,他很清楚自己的生命在自己父亲的眼里到底有多大的价值。几乎是可以肯定地说,那绝对是比不了他们家族的荣耀的。所以,拉玛穆贾姆说的话并非是什么不可能的事情。相反的,它发生的几率极大,甚至都能说是肯定会发生的事情。 Is surnamed the aristocrat as since childhood tall seed/type who has the gold/metal soup spoon birth, he does not think that oneself poor life is these humble rubes can the comparison. These rubes die many to be good, however own poor life may only have one. If discards oneself poor life for these reasons the words, that was really too pitiful, was too discomforting! 作为一个从小就含着金汤匙出生的高种姓贵族,他可不认为自己的小命是那些低贱的泥腿子所能够比拟的。那些泥腿子死多少都行,但是自己的小命可只有一条。而如果因为这些原因而丢掉自己小命的话,那实在是太悲惨了,也太令人不安了！ Therefore, is almost the flash, this adjutant in own set firm resolve at heart. Meanwhile, his brain was also unprecedentedly becomes flexible. Does not need Rahmat Dzhamm to propose and continues to threaten, he grabbed his hand, such was saying to Rahmat Dzhamm. 所以,几乎是一瞬之间,这个副官就在自己的心里下定了决心。同时,他的脑子也是前所未有地变得灵活了起来。都不用拉玛穆贾姆提点和继续威胁的,他就已经是抓住了他的手,对着拉玛穆贾姆这么说道。 „Senior official, I do not want dead. How therefore you want to do, please directly tell me. For my poor life, for your my benefit and honor. No matter any means that so long as can save them, you told freely. I meticulously will certainly complete them, I promised you!” “长官,我不想死。所以你想要怎么做,就请直接告诉我吧。为了我的小命,为了你我的利益和荣誉。不管是什么办法,只要能挽救它们,您尽管吩咐。我一定会一丝不苟地完成它们的,我向您保证！” The adjutant erupts suddenly surprises Rahmat Dzhamm somewhat intelligently, but the accident/surprise from now on actually will be joyful. Has as one reads and person of experience richly, he is very clear, wants to complete all matters, fears is not the external resistance, what fears came from oneself pig teammate. If your side has an idiot teammate, no matter that you have in the exquisite plan, formidable ability. Finally also dragging to fall short by these fellows. 副官突然爆发出来的聪明让拉玛穆贾姆有些意外,但是意外过后却是欣喜。作为一个有着丰厚阅和经验的人,他很清楚,想要做好一切事情,怕的不是外在的阻力,怕的是来自自己身边的猪队友。如果你身边有一个白痴队友的话,那么不管你有在精妙的计划,再强大的能力。最终也会被这些家伙给拖得功亏一篑。 He raises selects own adjutant for does not hope that he turned into an idiot of pit teammate. Especially at this time, if presents a pig teammate, that really can awfully. However the matter had favorable turn finally, but this also made Rahmat Dzhamm see the successful hope. Therefore, is in the excited mood, he closely is pulling oneself adjutant, simultaneously pastes his ear to say to him low voice. 他提点自己的副官为的就是不希望他变成了一个坑队友的白痴。尤其是在这个时候,如果出现一个猪队友的话,那真是会要命的。不过事情总算是出现了转机,而这也让拉玛穆贾姆看到了成功的希望。所以,怀着激动的心情,他就紧紧拉扯着自己的副官,同时贴着他的耳朵对着他小声说道。 „Listening, me is making you lead one team of trustworthy people. Remember, is trustworthy, moreover absolutely does not have any issue in the ability, not to the person who we will hold back.” “听着,我让你带一队信得过的人。记住,是信得过的,而且在能力上绝对没有任何问题,一点也不会给我们拖后腿的人。” „You are leading them, avoids the informers of all people as far as possible, then detains entirely to me these South Korean. Do not let escape any South Korean , who any does not pass through allows to involve. I will find the way to clarify the truth of matter from the mouths of these South Korean, then we are looking for a view together, gives to shirk our responsibility for an offense. Best to give to shirk all on the body of South Korean, this, we also can only be an accessory culprit at most. Is relying on my relations, guarantees your my benefit and right, although is unlikely, but is most minimum, we will not die. So long as we will not die, we can have the opportunity of making a comeback. Did you understand my meaning?” “你带着他们,尽可能地避开所有人的耳目,然后把那些韩国人统统给我收押起来。不要放跑任何一个韩国人,也不要让任何一个不经允许的人牵扯进来。我会想办法从这些韩国人的嘴里弄清楚事情的真相,然后我们在一起找个说法,把我们的罪责都给推脱出去。最好是能把一切都给推脱在韩国人的身上,这样,我们顶多也只能算是个从犯。凭借着我的关系,保下你我的利益和权利虽然不大可能,但是最起码,我们不会死。而只要我们不会死,我们才能有翻盘的机会。你明白我的意思了吗？” Rahmat Dzhamm said very is clear, but just when adjutant this time brain also very pure brightness of critical moment. They know, this is the final opportunity. Therefore regarding this final opportunity, they have indeed put out the maximum effort and best manner. 拉玛穆贾姆说的非常明白,而正值紧要关头的副官这个时候的脑子也非常的清明。他们都知道,这是最后的机会。所以对于这个最后的机会,他们的确是拿出了最大的努力和最好的态度来。 „I understood, senior official. Please wait for my good news!” “我明白了,长官。请等我的好消息！” The adjutant said that this saying, fast ran. But at this time, Rahmat Dzhamm actually started painfully the suffering in the worried waiting. 副官说完了这话,就飞快地跑了出去。而这个时候,拉玛穆贾姆却是开始在着急的等待中痛苦地煎熬了起来。 In his brain of this time looked like explodes the pot to be the same simply, what idea had. Sometimes he can think, what to do the matter has exposed. Sometimes he will be worried, oneself subordinate conduct was not dense, what to do making these South Korean escape. Sometimes even he also will be afraid, oneself were betrayed by oneself adjutant. After all are the highest senior official, best scapegoat. If he is willing to indicate itself and confirm, perhaps then also really can reduce some crimes. 这个时候的他脑子里简直就像是炸了锅一样,什么样的想法都有。有时候他会想,事情暴露了怎么办。有时候他又会担心,自己的手下行事不密,让那些韩国人逃跑了怎么办。甚至有时候他还会害怕,自己被自己的副官出卖掉了。毕竟自己才是最高的长官,最好的替罪羊。如果他肯指认自己的话,那么说不定还真能减轻一些罪行。 In the brain more thinks, he is the suffering. But at heart is the suffering, his behavior even more is uncontrolled. In order to eases this psychological pressure, he cannot bear extend the mouth oneself finger. But under the situation of this unconsciousness, he is makes an effort to gnaw own finger with own tooth directly. 脑子里越想,他就越是煎熬。而心里越是煎熬,他的行为就越发不受控制。为了能够缓解这种心理上的压力,他已经是忍不住地把自己的手指伸到了嘴里。而在这种无意识的情况之下,他更是直接用自己的牙齿用力地啃噬起自己的手指来。 The nail was chewed stiffly, the body was torn directly by the sharp canine. Because anxious, he could not feel the pain that oneself point. This let him almost causes fully the strength, was similar to enchanted is simply same, be relentless was carrying on the brutal maltreatment to oneself. 指甲被硬生生地嚼断,皮肉被尖锐的犬齿给直接撕裂开来。因为紧张,他已经是感受不到自己手指的痛苦。这让他几乎是使足了力气,简直就是如同疯魔了一样,对自己毫不留情地进行着惨无人道的虐待。 Along with passing of time, even can see the color of phalanx his stiffly being gnawed, but his actually point does not care about these, what probably is he gnaws is others' finger is the same. 随着时间的流逝,甚至都能看到他被硬生生啃噬出来的指骨的颜色,而他却一点也不在意这些,就好像是他所啃噬的是别人的手指一样。 It can be said that this time his innermost feelings had been flooded by the negative emotion completely. Now is controlling his thought radically is not original he, but is an anxiety monster, a devil of suspicion. Before the result of matter feeds back, he is almost is impossible to restore the reason. 可以说,这个时候的他内心已经完全地被负面的情感所充斥了。现在主宰着他的思想的根本就不是本来的他,而是一个疑虑的妖怪,一个怀疑的魔鬼。在事情的结果反馈回来之前,他几乎是不可能恢复理智的。 This is very fearful, because this time time passed without doubt was very slow. Regarding Rahmat Dzhamm, is experiences one day like a year absolutely general. But under such long relative time, no one can affirm, he can eat himself livingly. 这很可怕,因为这个时候的时间流逝的无疑是非常缓慢的。对于拉玛穆贾姆来说,绝对是度日如年一般。而在这样漫长的相对时间之下,谁也不敢肯定,他会不会自己把自己给活生生地吃掉。 This can only look at the ability of his adjutant, but through the past performance, his adjutant was really somewhat unsatisfactory. However all these, the situation is different, because he indeed was becomes smart, the speed of moving, became rapid. 这真的是只能看他那个副官的能力,而通过以往的表现来看,他的那个副官实在是有些不尽人意。不过这一切,情况却是不同的,因为他的确是变得机灵了起来,就连行动的速度,也变得迅速了很多。 Did not have, when Rahmat Dzhamm goes to the swallow alive oneself, he flushed, and has brought back to a good news to him. 还没有等到拉玛穆贾姆把自己给生吞进去,他就已经冲了回来,并且给他带回了一个好消息。 „Senior official, I have controlled entirely these South Korean. In the floor cabin, I made the best subordinate control them. Will not have anybody to discover their, I promised you!”( To be continued......) “长官,我已经把那些韩国人统统地控制住了。就在底层舱室,我让最好的属下控制住了他们。不会有任何人发现他们的,我向你保证！”(未完待续……)
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