„Naturallyis not.”
“当然不是。”Natashahas smiledhastily, somewhatembarrassedsaying: „Is only I am somewhat curious, un, althoughtakes the libertyvery much, howevermysentimental is actually the complete mess. Therefore, enviesyou to have muchso...... Soenviablesentiment.”
娜塔莎连忙笑了一下,有些不好意思的说道:“只是我个人有些好奇,嗯,虽然很冒昧,但是我个人的感情方面其实是一团糟。所以,很羡慕你能够拥有如此……如此令人羡慕的感情。”Li Xiaomicomplexionred, thensaid: „Ms.Beth, isn't your husbandgoodtoyou?”李小米的脸色红了一下,然后说道:“贝丝女士,难道您的丈夫对您不好吗?”„Ihave not married.”Natashasmiled.
“我还没有结婚。”娜塔莎笑了笑。Li Xiaomihas gawked, thensaidhastily: „Sorry, MissBeth, Iam notintend.”李小米楞了一下,然后连忙说道:“抱歉,贝丝小姐,我不是有意的。”„Has not related.”Natashamixes the coffee in cupto saygently: „Thatisone, letsman who I can only look, haslong-range goal that is hardto imagine. Moreover, inhisside, some have been ableto understand,cantrust, canbring the warmgirlfriendtohim, butI...... Heactuallynevertruehas seenme.”
“没关系。”娜塔莎轻轻地搅动着杯子里的咖啡说道:“那是一个,让我只能仰望的男人,拥有难以想象的远大目标。而且,在他的身边,已经有了一个可以理解,可以信任,可以给他带来温暖的女朋友,而我……他其实从未真正的看到过我。”Li Xiaomihas been startled, hastilyconcealedhas drunkcoffee, discovered that Natashastilllooks at herself, thissaid: „Sorry...... MissBethseemsverypretty, moreoversois also successful, Ihave not thoughtreally,whatman, isyouneedsto look up.”李小米惊了,连忙掩饰性的喝了一口咖啡,发现娜塔莎仍旧看着自己,这才说道:“抱歉……贝丝小姐看上去很漂亮,而且又如此成功,我真的没想到,还有什么样的男人,是您都需要仰望的。”„Yes.”Natashasighed: „Ienoughhave succeeded, butin factmysuccess, is onlybecauseheis succeeding. Butis away from the most remotegoal, stillhastoomanydistances.”
“是啊。”娜塔莎叹了口气:“我已经足够成功了,但事实上我的成功,也只是因为他在成功而已。而距离最遥远的目标,仍旧有着太多的距离。”Shesmiled: „Actuallyyou, veryenviable. The congratulation of sincerityyou, foundoneto loveyou, andyoualsolovehisman.”
她笑了笑:“倒是你,十分的令人羡慕。真心的祝贺你,找到了一个爱你,并且你也爱他的男人。”„Fell in love with......”Li Xiaomito haunch the chinsubconsciously: „Said that is a verysimplematter, butalso is not very actually simple.”
“相爱啊……”李小米下意识的撑起了下巴:“说是很简单的一件事情,但其实又很不简单呢。”So long asrelates to the matter of person, wherehasanyissimple?
只要是关系到人的事情,又哪有任何一件是简单的呢?Natashavented angergently: „Perhapssomewhattakes the liberty, but, Ihope that canbecome the friendwithyou. Althoughworks, yourIam the upper and lower layerrelations, butIhopeto live, wecanbecome the intimategood friends.”
娜塔莎轻轻地出了口气:“或许有些冒昧,但是,我希望能够和你成为朋友。虽然工作上,你我是上下级的关系,但是我希望生活中,我们能够成为贴心的好朋友。”„Real?”Li Xiaomiblinked, thisrealizedownarmnotconsciousnesshas placedon the table, after takinghas gotten down, thisembarrassedsmiling of: „If so, Ialso will be very happy. AlthoughIlivein that side, however the friend of mine are actually not many, onlyseveraluniversitytimeunderstanding. Nowmustwalk, but also was very worrieddoes not havewhatfamiliarfriendin that side, somewordsdo not know that thisandwhosaid. Actuallybe honest with you, ifdid not knowhim, perhaps...... Iwill keepherelife.”
“真的吗?”李小米眨了眨眼,这才意识到自己的胳膊不知觉的放在了桌子上,拿了下来之后,这才不好意思的笑了笑:“如果是这样的话,那我也会很开心的。虽然我是在那边生活,但是我的朋友其实不多,唯一的几个还是大学时期认识的。现在要走了,还真挺担心在那边没有什么熟悉的朋友,有些话都不知道该和谁说。其实不瞒您说,如果不是认识了他的话,恐怕……我会留在这边生活。”Natashalooks atLi Xiaomi, morelooks,more thought that pure of thisgirl.
娜塔莎看着李小米,越是看着,越是觉得,这个姑娘的单纯。Herworldsois systematic.
她的世界是如此的条理分明。
The onlymatterisownserve, andXia Zhiyesentiment.
仅有的事情就是自己的用作,还有和夏之夜的感情。Forthissentiment, were manyenough, not to mentionXia Zhiye that thisgirlpaidtoownmanner, even ifforthisgirl, whatqualificationsoneselfalsohadto eliminatewhatmerely?
为了这份感情,这姑娘付出的已经足够多了,且不说夏之夜对自己的态度,就算仅仅只是为了这个姑娘,自己又有什么资格去剥夺什么?However...... It was not still willingly.
但是……仍旧很不甘心啊。Shelooks atLi Xiaomi, suddenlyasked: „Do youhaveto be worried, yourboyfriend, un, is working, orisother, canwith other women, havesomeentanglements? Youknow, the successfulgentlemanwill always capture the attention of woman, is the outstandingman, morewill attract the outstandingwoman.”
她看着李小米,忽然问道:“你有没有担心过,你的男朋友,嗯,在工作之中,或者是别的什么时候,会和一些其他的女人,产生一些纠缠?你知道,成功的男士总是会吸引女人的目光,越是优秀的男人,就越是会吸引优秀的女人。”
Here, Li Xiaomiwas earnestimmediately, on the smallfacewas bringingseriously: „Actually, Icannotthink.”
说到这个,李小米顿时认真了起来,小脸上都带着严肃:“其实,我不敢想。”„Doesn't dare?”Natashablinked.
“不敢?”娜塔莎眨了眨眼睛。„Yes.”Li Xiaomisaid: „Ihelpanddo not helphim, occasionallyfor a long timecould not meet. Inhisside, will definitely have the femalecolleague, oris the friend. However...... Icannot contact. Iwas worried, is useful?”
“是啊。”李小米说道:“我帮又帮不到他,偶尔长时间就见不到面了。在他的身边,肯定会有女性的同事,或者是朋友的。但是……我都接触不到。我担心,又有什么用呢?”„But, suchsentiment......”Natashawill substitutein the Li Xiaomiworldsuddenly.
“可是,这样的感情……”娜塔莎忽然就将自己代入到了李小米的世界之中。Confusedandno usewill surroundin an instant.
迷茫与无助刹那间将自己包围住了。Onlycandepend uponis the confidencetoboyfriend, believes that heislovesoneself, is similar tooneselflovesamehisis loving itself.
唯一能够依靠的就是对男朋友的信心,相信他是爱自己的,如同自己爱他一样的爱着自己。Even if long timeis unable to meet, shortgathers, actuallygavefullyenoughcourage, makinghercometo facethisconfusedness.
哪怕是很长时间无法见面,短短的相聚,却重新给足了足够的勇气,让她来重新面对这份迷茫。Thisgirl...... Thisgirl......
这个姑娘……这个姑娘……Even if as the love rival, shethoughtsuddenly,sheis unable tothisgirlto produceunexpectedly, even iftiny bithatred.
就算是身为情敌,她忽然觉得,自己竟然无法对这个女孩产生哪怕一丝一毫的恨意。Herlove is outspoken, opened wideownall, is willingto acceptall, the injury of even ifpossiblyhaving.
她的爱是毫无保留的,敞开了自己的所有,也愿意接受所有,哪怕是可能存在的伤害。Shealsosuddenlyunderstood, whyXia Zhiyeinthismatter, even ifwerehas achievedthatdegree, he was still not cruel enough, injuresthisgirlto be tiny bit.
她也忽然明白了,为什么夏之夜在这件事情之中,哪怕是自己做到了那种程度,他仍旧不忍心,伤害这个姑娘一丝一毫。Sheis good, the naive, pure, simplelife, shedoes not haveoneselfmammoth, does not haveformidable...... The tiny bitinjury, tothisgirl, was actually onetype the cruelty of pinnacle.
她善良,天真,纯粹,简单的生活,她没有自己的波澜壮阔,也没有自己强大……一丝一毫的伤害,对这个女孩来说,其实都是一种到了极致的残忍。Shebites the lip, is very unfair!
她咬了咬嘴唇,还是很不公平!
The unfairplacelies , the presentgirlcannot participate in the Xia Zhiyeworld!
不公平的地方在于,眼前的女孩根本参与不到夏之夜的世界!Butoneself...... Actually.
而自己……却可以。
Is this life?
这就是人生吗?Natashalooks atLi Xiaomi, during was lost in thought that butLi Xiaomialsostartsto thinkoneselfconcern, twowomansitting of safely, are sending out the thoughtrespectively.
娜塔莎看着李小米,陷入了沉思之中,而李小米也开始想着自己的心事,两个女人安然的坐着,各自散发着思维。After a while, Natashafirstawakens, in shelooks downto begintheserough sketches, suddenly the Xia Zhiyelooking palepain, distressedwhichwill givewith.
过了一会之后,娜塔莎第一个惊醒过来,她低头看着手里的这些画稿,忽然将其中夏之夜面色苍白痛苦,一身狼狈的哪一张给拿了出来。„Ilikethisvery much, cangive tome?”Natashaasked.
“我很喜欢这一张,可以送给我吗?”娜塔莎问道。„...... Un......”Li Xiaomihesitated.
“……嗯……”李小米犹豫了。Has tradedotherworks, delivers a notanything, but...... WhatthisabovepictureisXia Zhiye.
换了其他的作品,送一张没什么,但是……这上面画着的是夏之夜啊。Howeverlooks atNatasha'slook, herinexplicablewas tenderhearted. Shedoes not know that thislookhasanythingspecially, alwaysonetype, is very marvelous, in an instantcancommunicateto the heartlook.
但是看着娜塔莎的眼神,她莫名的就心软了。她也不知道这眼神到底有什么特别的,总是一种,很奇妙的,刹那间能够沟通到心底的眼神。She of unexpected happeningnodded: „Good.”
鬼使神差的她点了点头:“好吧。”„Thanks, you are really a goodcherub.”Natashalooks atLi Xiaomi, thenstood saying: „Iam very satisfiedourthesetimemeet , hope amongusbeing togetherto be ablein the futureharmonioushappy. Thankyou, canin the busycurriculum, seeme.”
“谢谢,你真的是一个善良的小天使。”娜塔莎看着李小米,然后站了起来说道:“我很满意咱们的这一次见面,也希望将来我们之间的相处能够和谐愉快。感谢你,能够在繁忙的课程之中,过来见我。”„What, thisshould not be.”Li Xiaomihas also stood.
“没什么的,这都是应该的。”李小米也站了起来。Looks that Natashasaid goodbyeto depart, visitsherto go out of the coffee shop, visitsherto vanishin the boundlesshuge crowd.
看着娜塔莎告辞离去,看着她走出了咖啡店,看着她消失在了茫茫的人海之中。Shethoughtsuddenly, the back of thiswoman...... Verylonely.
她忽然觉得,这个女人的背影……很寂寞啊。„Sheis lovingthatman, what person is also?”In the Li Xiaomiheartguessed: „Certainlyisbigpig's feet! Has the girlfriendobviously, but alsosuchincurs the beeto direct the butterfly, has harmedMissBeth a suchgoodperson......”
“她所爱着的那个男人,又是一个什么样的人呢?”李小米心中猜测:“一定是一个大猪蹄子!明明有女朋友,还这么招蜂引蝶,害了贝丝小姐这么好的一个人……”
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