MGS :: Volume #36

#: Now the mood is very chaotic!

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Today is a bolt from the blue, a while ago my mother had found out the thyroid neoplasm, then operated, today reexamines time, obtains the notice of hospital, in the tumor of cutting away has discovered the cancer cell, but does not know that the cancer cell does have spread to other places. 今天算是一个晴天霹雳吧,前段时间我妈查出了甲状腺肿瘤,然后去开了刀,今天去复查的时候,得到医院的通知,切掉的肿瘤里发现了癌细胞,只是不知道癌细胞有没有扩散到其他地方。 Also must inspect again! 还要再检查！ I almost am the head bang fell all of a sudden randomly fell silly, was ignorant, before always thought cancer anything was very far from me, suddenly arrived all of a sudden, has flustered, was chaotic! 我几乎是脑袋轰的一下子乱掉了傻掉了,懵了,以前总觉得癌症什么的离我很远,突然一下子就到了,慌了,也乱了！ Suddenly thought that the death was very near! 突然觉得死亡很近！ Now any condition does not have, any mood did not have, I am also one group of chaotic, but must comfort my mother as far as possible, my mother has had any words to place the pressure specially to be at heart big, saw her, when near the sofa wipes the tears silently, I first time thought that she was old, does not know at heart uncomfortably. 现在什么状态都没有,什么心情都没了,我自己也是一团乱,还要尽量安慰我妈,我妈一直都是有什么话都放在心里压力特别大,看到她自己一个人在沙发边上默默抹泪的时候,我头一次觉得她老了,心里不知道多难受。 Although has comforted itself, comforts my mother, this cancer not anything, not deceased person, but is very flurried! 虽然一直安慰自己,安慰我妈,这种癌症没什么没什么,不会死人,但是还是很慌乱！ Now I only hope that cancer cell was cut away, not having spread to come out! 现在我就只希望癌细胞已经被切掉,没有扩散出来！ Before Guo Jingming said that he that making money diligently, wants to spend money to give the parents to bring in new blood when needed, trades the life! 以前郭敬明说,他那么努力的赚钱,就是想在需要的时候用钱给父母换血,换命！ Unprecedented, I have produced the intense resonance! Also is intense weak feeling, my anything cannot achieve, cannot complete including the comfort! 前所未有的,我产生了强烈的共鸣！又是强烈的无力的感觉,我什么都做不到,连安慰都做不好！ Chaotic, now thorough was chaotic, one group of chaotic!( Not 乱了,现在彻底乱了,一团乱！(未 Ends being continued 完待续 ~^~) ~^~)
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