( Fourth...) （第四更...） ( Looked, in such as leans in such and laborious share diligently, friend friends, support...) （看在如倾这么努力、辛苦的份上,友友们,支持一下吧...） „Bang!” “砰！” The gate of hall by nearly crude opening, out of the door, Kuro lowered the head, straight has crashed in the hall. Watermark advertisement test 大厅的门被近乎粗暴的打开,门外,小黑低着头,直直的冲进了大厅里。水印广告测试 Watermark advertisement test 水印广告测试 „Kuro?...” In the kitchen, is wearing an apron, washes Hinagiku of tableware not to discover the difference, greeting as always. “小黑？…”厨房内,正围着一条围裙,洗着餐具的雏菊还没有发现异样,一如既往的打着招呼。 „Finally came back, but also thinks where you were the plan went to at this time, first washed...” “终于回来了,还以为你们这个时候是打算去哪里呢,先去洗…” Was only a pity, the Hinagiku words have not said that Kuro then broke through the hall by the crazy fierce stance, disregards to the Hinagiku words, has crashed in itself earnestly and in the Wu Yan's room, closing the door of effort. 只可惜,雏菊的话还没有说完,小黑便以狂猛的姿态冲过了大厅,对雏菊的话不管不顾,埋头冲进了自己与无言的房间里,用力的关上门。 „BOOM!” “咚！” Arrived can make the sound that the entire ceiling vibrates make Hinagiku resoundingly have a scare, lets look that Mikoto of television had discovered does not suit. 响亮到能够让整个天花板都震动起来的声响让得雏菊吓了一跳,也让得正在看电视的美琴发现了不对劲了。 „what happened?...” Mikoto fierce stands up from the sofa. “怎么了？…”美琴猛的从沙发站起身来。 „what happened?...” “怎么了吗？…” „No... Does not know...” The Hinagiku look is somewhat flustered, does not attend to these tableware in flushing, ran the kitchen, before arriving at the door, knocked on a door. “不…不知道啊…”雏菊神色有些慌张,也不顾那些在冲洗中的餐具,跑出了厨房,来到房门前,敲了敲门。 „Kuro! what happened to you?!” “小黑！你怎么了？！” „What happened!” Mikoto also shouts to the gate. “发生什么事了！”美琴也冲着门喊道。 „You come out first, Kuro!” “你先出来,小黑！” However, the door that shuts tightly actually keeps them out Hinagiku and Mikoto, as if two young girls and Kuro blocked the barrier to be ordinary, inside did not have the sound of least bit. 然而,那紧闭的房门却是将雏菊与美琴都拒之门外,仿佛将两个少女与小黑间堵上了隔阂一般,内里没有半点的声响。 „This...” Stands in entrance Hinagiku and Mikoto look at each other in blank dismay, on the face simultaneously appears the look that worried about. “这…”站在门口的雏菊与美琴面面相觑着,脸上同时浮现了担忧的神色。 In a while, the gate of hall was opened again, Wu Yan walked from outside, attracted feeling helpless the attention of two young girls. 没过多久,大厅的门再一次被打开,无言从外面走了进来,吸引了不知所措的两个少女的注意力。 „Word...” Hinagiku and Mikoto cry out to make noise, wants to say anything. Wu Yan raises hand, gave to stop up their words. “言…”雏菊与美琴叫唤出声,想说点什么。无言一举手,将她们的话都给堵了回去。 „All right, you return to room first...” “没事,你们先回房吧…” „But... But...” “可…可是…” „Feels relieved...” Looks at Hinagiku and Mikoto that anxiety incomparable appearance, the Wu Yan comfort has shaken the hands of two young girls. “放心…”看着雏菊与美琴那忧虑无比的样子,无言安慰般握了握两个少女的手。 „Before only reunion irritable. It is not including a ridge. Let me chat then it will be alright with Kuro...” “只是重逢前的一点别扭。连一道坎都算不上。让我跟小黑聊聊就行了…” Hinagiku and Mikoto two people each other looks at each other, unwilling nod. 雏菊、美琴两人彼此相视,不情不愿的点头了。 „That... Good...” “那…那好吧…” Said. Two young girls have turned head, looks at that has been shutting tightly door one once again, at once walks toward own room... 说完。两个少女回过头去,再度看了那紧闭着的房门一眼,旋即才往自己的房间走去… Until two young girls returned to room, and closed. Wu Yan deeply took a breath, before arriving at itself and Kuro room gate, knocked on a door. 直到两个少女回到了房间里,并关上了门。无言才深吸了一口气,走到自己与小黑的房间门前,敲了敲门。 „Kuro...” “小黑…” Leisurely summon sound spreads in the hall, naturally also will reach in the room. 轻缓的呼唤声在大厅内传开,自然也会传进房间里。 But the present gate closely is actually locking up, probably is disseminating is refusing all information to be the same. 但眼前的门却紧紧锁闭着,好像在传播着拒绝一切的信息一样。 „Kuro... Kuro!” “小黑…小黑！” Wu Yan has knocked several doors again, and increased the sound, but the knock vanished in the air finally. The hall also changed a silence. 无言再敲了几下门,并加大了声响,可敲门声最后还是消失在了空气中。大厅也变回了一片寂静。 „Yeah...” Sighed lightly, Wu Yan retreat one step. “哎…”轻叹了一口气,无言后退了一步。 „Kuro, even if you do not open the door, some of my also words must tell you...” “小黑,就算你不开门,我也有些话要告诉你…” Hand caressing gently in front gate. Wu Yan can feel a slight breath from inside, lets in his heart certain. 手轻轻的抚在面前的门上。无言能够从里面感受到一丝细微的呼吸,让他心中一定。 „I truly want to make you go home with your mother...” “我确实是想让你跟你妈妈回家…” split second, the Wu Yan clear feeling the breathing in gate became rapid, but this also made him believe firmly Kuro in opposite earnest was listening. 一瞬间,无言清楚的感觉到了门内的呼吸声变得急促了一些,而这也让他确信了小黑正在对面认真的听着。 Therefore, Wu Yan continues to open the mouth. 于是,无言继续开口。 „But, you know that absolutely not the meaning that you abandon, to me, to Hinagiku, to Mikoto, you already was our family members...” “但是,你知道,那绝对不是把你抛弃的意思,对我,对雏菊,对美琴来说,你早已是我们的家人了…” The gate opposite still a silence, the Wu Yan also selfish start related. 门的对面仍旧一片沉默,无言也自顾自的开始诉说。 „Regarding a person, in this world most understood that his ( her ) person, can not be the friend, can not be the lover, can actually be the family member, therefore, we already knew, Kuro, you also very much think the genuine family member actually, right?...” “对于一个人来说,这个世界上最了解他（她）的人,可以不是朋友,也可以不是恋人,却一定会是家人,所以,我们早就知道了,小黑,你其实也是很想自己真正的家人的,对吧？…” Breathing suddenly in gate obstructs. 门内的呼吸声豁然一窒。 „Your mother gave the seal past you, only wants to help you live the good life, she made not only not to abandon your meaning like this, was expresses exactly to your love, no matter Kuro or Illya were...” Wu Yan lowers own sound. “你妈妈把过去的你给封印,只是想让你过上更好的生活,她这样做不但没有抛弃你的意思,恰恰才是表达出对你的爱,不管是小黑还是伊莉雅都是…”无言放低自己的声音。 „These, I do not believe your don't understand...” “这些,我不相信你不明白…” The sound, falls... 声音,落下… Long time, in door that shuts tightly, finally, has resounded a sound. 良久以后,紧闭的房门内,终于,响起了一个声音了。 „, Why amn't I good?...” Kuro low-spirited voice reached in the Wu Yan's ear. “那么,为什么我就不行呢？…”小黑黯然的声线传进了无言的耳中。 „I also yearned that ordinary life, my also similar thanks want to take to my mother these, why can probably having memory me gave the seal to get up in the past? Did could it be that have this to remember I unable on the ordinary life?...” “我也向往平凡的生活,我也同样感谢想把这些带给我的妈妈,可为什么就一定得把拥有过去记忆的我给封印起来呢？难道拥有这份记忆我就不能过上普通的生活了吗？…” „The Magecraft side is one is bloody and crazy world, but you are actually a sacrificial victim that this crazy world makes!” Wu Yan revealed that was heartless and reasonable fact. “魔术侧是一个即血腥又疯狂的世界,而你却是这个疯狂的世界制造出来的一个牺牲品！”无言吐露出了即无情又合理的事实来。 „If there is changed you, you can be willing to be led by your children ‚are being Item’ such idea, continuously survival in this world?...” “若是换了你,你会愿意让自己的儿女带着‘自己是道具’这样的想法,一直存活在这个世界上吗？…” „even so, does inside have me not?!” The Kuro sound again became excited. “就算是这样,里面也有我不是吗？！”小黑的声音再一次变得激动了起来。 „Perhaps regarding mother, her only wants to help originally me obtain new student, but that gotten rid memory had the personality, turned into me, finally, the one who has new student is Illya, but person who I actually turned into get rid, not?!” “对于妈妈来说,也许她只是想让原本的我获得新生,可那份被抛弃的记忆却有了人格,变成了我,结果,拥有新生的是伊莉雅,而我却变成了被抛弃的人,不是吗？！” „Such has the difference?!” Wu Yan also enhanced own sound. “那样有差别吗？！”无言也提高了自己的声音。 „Time from the beginning you did not say, are you Illya not?!” “一开始的时候你不也说了,你就是伊莉雅不是吗？！” „True Illya has the family member! Has the friend! Has the long-awaited life! My present only fake goods!” The Kuro sound has taken the weeping voice. “真正的伊莉雅拥有家人！拥有朋友！拥有梦寐以求的生活！我现在只是一个冒牌货！”小黑的声音已经是带上了哭腔。 „Has shouldered all pain, shouldered that to remember, separated fake goods that from main body body!” “背负了过去所有的痛苦,也背负了那份记忆,从本体身上分离出来的冒牌货而已！” „Therefore, you want the idea of this painful, this memory and this abandon oneself to despair, has lived in own world?!” Wu Yan has knocked the door ruthlessly. “所以,你想带着这份痛苦、这份记忆、这份自暴自弃的想法,一直活在自己的世界里吗？！”无言狠狠的敲了一下门。 „Said that what true Illya has the family member, has the friend, has the long-awaited life, could it be that, you have not regarded your family member us from beginning to end, they have not regarded your friend Miyu, here hasn't paid attention to the life?!” “说什么真正的伊莉雅拥有家人,拥有朋友,拥有梦寐以求的生活,难道,你从始至终都没有将我们当成你的家人,没有把美游她们当成你的朋友,没有把在这里的生活放在眼里吗？！” „No... It is not...” The Kuro sound somewhat flustered finally. “不…不是的…”小黑的声音终于是有些慌了。 „It is not such...” “不是这样的…” „Listening, Kuro...” Wu Yan closes the eye, under pacifies the mood of innermost feelings, the gentle voice opens the mouth. “听着,小黑…”无言闭上眼睛,平息下内心的情绪,柔声开口。 „I thought that since the destiny made your this originally only pure memory have the personality, certainly was showed that your this past Illya had the existence necessity, the destiny let your mistake arising out of chance circumstances had the body, certainly was because you had living privilege!” “我觉得,既然命运让你这个原本只是单纯的记忆拥有了人格,那么,一定是证明你这个过去的伊莉雅有存在的必要,命运让你阴差阳错的拥有了身体,一定是因为你有活着的权利！” „If, started to deny you yourself including you, ‚Kuro’ this past Illya, was too pitiful?...” “而如果,连你都开始否定你自己了的话,‘小黑’这个过去的伊莉雅,岂不是太可怜了吗？…” „Onii-chan...” “大哥哥…” „I know, you are Illya, unfathomable mystery carried the memory to turn into fake goods, definitely was very at heart painful, wants to exist in this world also needs to supplement that Magic Power certainly was also very laborious...” Wu Yan gently was reached in the heart of Kuro by own sound directly. “我知道,你本来才是伊莉雅,莫名其妙的携带着记忆变成了一个冒牌货,心里肯定很痛苦,想存在在这个世界上还需要补充魔力也一定很辛苦…”无言轻轻的让自己的声音直接传进了小黑的心中。 „But, even if painful, is laborious, you have the family member, friend and life that oneself asked that therefore, at least I thought that all these are worth...” “但是,即使再痛苦,再辛苦,你也拥有了自己所求的家人、朋友、生活,所以,至少我觉得,这一切都是值得的的…” „Now, your genuine family member in your tentacle may and place, should start happy you actually to refuse to be obtained happy all by oneself, you do this, really will make itself carry the lifetime painful and these painful memories!” The Wu Yan forced smile makes noise. “现在,你真正的家人就在你触手可及的地方,理应开始幸福的你却在拒绝着让自己获得幸福的一切,你这样做,才是真的会令自己背起一生的痛苦与那些痛苦的记忆！”无言苦笑出声。 „This, you let give up your within the body Class Card, captured me who a great-circle looked for the Class Card approach of manufacture to feel sad specially, you are denying now also my labor...” “这样的话,你让放弃了你体内的职阶卡,专门兜一个大圈去寻找职阶卡制造方法的我情何以堪,你如今又何尝不是在否定我的辛苦呢…” The anguished laughter absorbed by front the wall of gate and surroundings, vanishes in the ear bank. 苦涩的笑声被面前的门与周围的墙所吸收,消失在了耳畔。 But, front gate, finally has actually hit... 但,面前的门,却是终于打了开来了… Is bringing inflamed amber color eyes, slid the tear stains moist cheeks, Kuro could not bear shed tears completely. 带着红肿的琥珀色眼眸,滑满了泪痕的湿润脸颊,小黑忍不住流下了眼泪。 „Sorry... Sorry...” “对不起…对不起…” „Good...” Wu Yan like lax has taken a smiling face generally, the squatting lower part of the body, is touching the head of Kuro. “好了…”无言有如松懈一般的带上了一个笑容,蹲下身,抚摸着小黑的脑袋。 „Your anything wrong does not have...” “你什么错都没有哦…” „Sorry... Sorry...” But, Kuro is still shedding tears, while unceasing is sobbing the sound, apologizes. “对不起…对不起…”可是,小黑仍旧一边流着眼泪,一边不断的抽泣着声音,道着歉。 „Obviously Onii-chan, for I gave up Class Card, for me, making me go to school, became friends, on the ordinary life, has provided the institute of taking shelter to me, I actually suspected that you will abandon me, sorry, sorry really...” “明明大哥哥为了我都放弃了职阶卡了,也为了我,让我上了学,交了朋友,过上了普通的生活,给我提供了容身之所,我却怀疑你会抛弃我,对不起,真的对不起…” „Those words, your anything wrong does not have...” Wu Yan gently is stroking, has formed the sharp contrast with Kuro, has been having the smiling face. “还是那句话,你什么错都没有哦…”无言轻轻的抚摸着,与小黑形成了鲜明的对比,一直带着笑容。 „I am hope that Kuro can happy, Hinagiku and Mikoto also definitely thinks, therefore, even if for us, please do not give up own happy?...” “我是希望小黑能够幸福的,雏菊与美琴也肯定这么想,所以,即使是为了我们,也请不要放弃自己的幸福,好吗？…” „wū wū wū... Woah!” Kuro plunged in the Wu Yan's bosom unrestrainedly, shouting oneself hoarse cries to make noise. “呜呜呜…呜哇！”小黑情不自禁的扑向了无言的怀中,声嘶力竭的大哭出声。 „Sorry! Sorry!” “对不起！对不起！” „All right, passed...” “没事,都过去了…” „Sorry! Sorry really very much!” “对不起！真的很对不起！” „Has been all right, has been all right, clever...” “没事了,都没事了,乖…” „wū wū wū... wū wū wū...” “呜呜呜…呜呜呜…”