( Thanked ‚daytime * had a dream ~ zz’ 10000 dozens to enjoy very! As well as ‚cloud Qiqing valley’ and ‚absolute kill god’ hitting enjoys!) （十分感谢‘白日※做梦~zz’的10000打赏！以及‘云歧青谷’、‘绝杀神’的打赏！） Along with the silence of two people, indescribable constraining fluctuated immediately in two people, as if broke through each other distance, with the cell phone linked, has transmitted mutually. 随着两人的沉默,一股难以言喻的压抑顿时波动在了两人之间,仿佛突破了彼此的距离,与手机连接在一起,互相传递了开来。 Even if Wu Yan and Miku are unable to see that what expression on cell phone another person face is hanging, but perhaps is also because does not need face-to-face, the heart against weakened much. 即使无言与美九都无法看到手机另一头的人此刻脸上到底挂着一个什么样的表情,但或许也是因为不需要面对面,彼此间的心防才消弱了不少。 Therefore, waited for quite long some time, Wu Yan to wait till the Miku that somewhat low-spirited words. 因此,等了好长的一段时间,无言才等到了美九那有些黯然的话语。 „No... Now, my only remaining voices...” “不…现在,我只剩下一个声音了…” „Yes...?...” The Wu Yan disappointed sigh makes noise. “是…吗？…”无言不无失望的叹息出声。 „Really is the regret...” “真是遗憾…” Hears these words, Miku is a silence, but this silent time and not long, quick, contains is not knowing that what emotion, sounds is very the complex words, from another head of cell phone, reached in the Wu Yan's ear. 听到这句话,美九又是一阵沉默,但这次沉默的时间并没有多久,很快的,一句蕴含着不知道什么样的情感,听起来很是复杂的话语,从手机的另一头,传进了无言的耳中。 „Why craves in my beforehand sound? Is could it be that my present sound is not of pleasant to hear?...” Although cannot see the Miku present appearance, may from low and deep of sound, Miku should be the pursing the lips lip, squeezed out such a few words to come hardly. “为什么那么热衷于我以前的声音呢？难道是我现在的声音不好听吗？…”虽然看不见美九现在的样子,可从声音的低沉来看,美九应该是抿着嘴唇,硬挤出了这么一句话来的。 „Compared to the beforehand sound obviously, the present sound had many Fans support, makes the upper formations of entertainment world settle on, why can you want to make me use the beforehand sound to sing?...” “明明比起以前的声音,现在的声音有了更多的粉丝支持,也让更多演艺圈的上层们所看中,你为什么会想让我用以前的声音唱歌呢？…” „Asked this question...” Wu Yan shook the head, abandons the clothing in hand. Sits to the bed on, has hesitated a meeting, asked: „Then I asked you, why do you want to sing with the sound of present? Before could it be that your hateful you that sound?...” “问这个问题…”无言摇了摇头,扔下手中的衣物。坐到床上,沉吟了一会,问道:“那么我问你,你为什么想用现在的这个声音唱歌呢？难道你那么讨厌你以前的那个声音吗？…” „How possibly can hateful!” The Miku sound appeared excited. „That is my sound! I am from infancy to maturity only remaining thing! Possibly how can hateful?!” “怎么可能会讨厌！”美九的声音显得激动起来了。“那可是我的声音！我从小到大唯一剩下的东西！怎么可能会讨厌呢？！” „Don't you need it to sing?...” Wu Yan has closed the eye. „Obviously is that also your sound not?...” “那你怎么不用它去唱歌呢？…”无言闭上了眼睛。“明明那也是你的声音不是吗？…” „Because it already not in! By these dirty human seizing!” In the Miku excited sound started to carry the hate. “因为它已经不在了！被那些肮脏的人类给夺走了！”美九激动的声音中开始携带上了怨恨。 „Is it good and what kind of?! Finally has not vanished! It vanished! I do not have the means!” “就算它再好又怎么样？！结果还不是消失了！它消失了啊！我也没有办法！” „Is this?...” Is listening to Miku excitedly that hate and anguished sound, in the Wu Yan heart actually strange tranquil. “是这样吗？…”听着美九那激动、怨恨、苦涩的声音,无言心中却诡异的平静了下来。 „So-called psychogenic disease, refers to one sickness that because mind/energetic or the psychological factor causes, specifically displays for the sickness patient in living or the mind/energetic aspect is certainly attacked, letting should no disease by the patient in the mind/energetic aspect frail, but directly manifested this aspect on the body...” “所谓的心因性疾病,是指因为精神或心理的因素引起的一种病,具体表现为病患者在生活或精神的方面遭受到一定的打击,让本该没有的疾病借由患者在精神方面的脆弱而将该方面直接体现在了身体上…” „Psychogenic aphonia is also this, that innermost feelings frail directly manifested on the body...” “心因性失声症也是这样,那不过是将内心的脆弱给直接体现在了身体上而已…” Has cleared off the mood of innermost feelings, the Wu Yan's sound all of a sudden becomes temperate. 理清了一下自己内心的情绪,无言的声音一下子变得温和起来。 „Therefore. Miku. Your sound had not lost actually, it in your body, so long as you can become strong, it will regain consciousness...” “所以。美九。你的声音其实一直都没有失去,它就在你的身体里,只要你能够变得坚强起来,它就会苏醒…” „Strong? You want to say that I am vulnerable?...” Miku smiled. Smiles is sarcasm. “坚强？你是想说我脆弱吗？…”美九笑了。笑得很是讽刺。 „Was the beforehand sound comes back to be what kind of? Will some people listen to me to sing?...” “就算是以前的声音回来了又能怎么样呢？会有人听我唱歌吗？…” Does not wait for the Wu Yan reply. Miku enhanced the intonation on oneself. 不等无言回答。美九就自己提高了声调。 „impossible will have. If some people are really really infatuated in my singing, that will have why the rumor to be confused? Why has the scandal to believe? They do not like my sound, likes my song? My sound. What relations has with these scandals?!” “不可能会有的。如果真的有人是真的痴迷于我的歌声的,那为什么一有传言就会被迷惑？为什么一有丑闻就会去相信？他们不是喜欢我的声音,喜欢我的歌吗？我的声音。到底跟那些丑闻有什么关系啊？！” „Therefore, these Fans will not believe me before, my pain time, is nobody helps me...” The Miku sound changed into the thick low, self-ridiculed completely. “所以,以前那些粉丝才不会相信我,我痛苦的时候,更是没有一个人帮我…”美九的声音化为了浓浓的低迷,满是自嘲。 „I again have that sound, then, when such situation approaches again, I will suffer the betrayal...” “就算我再一次拥有那个声音,那么,当那样的情况再一次来临时,我还是会遭受到背叛…” „Has now this sound words, others believe me...” “拥有现在这个声音的话,别人才会去相信我…” „If loses including present this sound, then I...” “如果连现在这个声音都失去,那么我…” „~ ~ by ~ ~ said that ~ ~” the Miku words have not said that Wu Yan then lengthened own tone, extreme unhappiness is opening the mouth to her. “所~~以~~说~~”美九的话还没有说完,无言便拖长了自己的语气,极度不满的对着她开口。 „From the beginning I have been saying, I want to listen to the song that you sang, with your original sound, how you to think that nobody did like your song? I not here?!” “一开始我就一直在说了,我想听你唱的歌,用你原来的声音,怎么你会认为没有人喜欢你的歌呢？我不就在这里吗？！” „You...” Voice of Miku speech trembled immediately violently trembled, at once bites the tooth. “你…”美九说话的声音顿时猛烈的颤了一颤,旋即咬起了牙。 „You think that you said I believe you? You are think that the seal my spirit power will say, I will not believe...” “你以为你这么说我就会相信你吗？你不过是想封印我的灵力才会那么说,我是不会相信的…” „Perhaps also has the reason in that aspect, before I truly have not listened to you, song that sang...” Wu Yan tranquil related makes noise. “或许也有那方面的原因,我也确实没有听过你以前唱的歌…”无言平静的诉说出声。 „But, you said that when your pain nobody helps you, I did not have the means to agree!” “但是,你说当你痛苦的时候没有一个人帮你,那我就没有办法同意了！” Miku was startled. 美九怔住了。 „At present has the female student to be in painful in Status/Situation, is a man can want to extend the aid, you before these Fans not, when your pain extends the aid to you, that is because they at all are not the men!” “眼前有女生正处于痛苦的状态中,是个男人都会想去伸出援手,你以前那些粉丝没有在你痛苦的时候对你伸出援手,那是因为他们根本不是男人！” Wu Yan no trace of politeness laughs to make noise. „You because like this one crowd wears man mask the betrayal of trash, but catches the whole lot in a dragnet all men, thinks that they are dirty existences, then please forgive me, I could not approve your view!” 无言毫不客气的嗤笑出声。“你就这样因为一群戴着男人面具的垃圾的背叛而将所有的男人都一网打尽,认为他们都是肮脏的存在,那么请原谅我,我是怎么也认同不了你的这种说法的！” „Said... Said of pleasant to hear...” Miku clenching teeth stubbornly, is suppressing the vacillation of innermost feelings. “说…说的好听…”美九死死的咬着牙,强忍着内心的动摇。 „Like you said that your such a few words want to overthrow my past cognition completely, then please forgive me, I could not approve your view!” “就像你说的一样,你就这样一句话想将我以往的认知全部推翻,那么请原谅我,我也是怎么也认同不了你的这种说法的！” hearing this, Wu Yan could not speak immediately... 闻言,无言顿时说不出话来了… Similar to Miku said that regardless of oneself said of pleasant to hear, eventually is sole a few words, simply does not have what evidence to prove oneself said that is correct. 如同美九说的一样,自己无论说的多好听,终究是单单一句话而已,根本没有什么证据可以来证明自己所说的话才是正确的。 But is happen to opposite, Miku once experience existence truly, has actually been proving man ugly side , was also proving the words that she spoke are correct. 而正好相反,美九曾经的经历却是确确实实的存在着的,一直证明着男人丑陋的一面,也证明着她所说的话是正确的。 Although there is a suspicion of catching the whole lot in a dragnet, may in fact, at that time, not have a Fans choice to believe Miku, extends the aid to her. 虽然有一网打尽的嫌疑,可事实上,那个时候,就是没有一个粉丝选择相信美九,对她伸出援手。 Miku saw this social darkness and ugly side, oneself have not made her see the bright and hopeful part, how to make her believe own words?... 美九已经看到了这个社会黑暗、丑陋的一面,自己却还没有让她看到光明又充满希望的部分,如何让她相信自己的话呢？… Again, saves this once injured, is keeping at heart also huge scabs, has not convalesced until today, has been crossing lonely, does not trust anybody, pitiful young girl?... 又如何,去拯救这个曾经受到了伤害,心里还留着一条巨大的伤疤,直到今天都没有痊愈过来,一直过着孤独的、不信任任何人的、可怜的少女呢？… Suddenly, in the Wu Yan heart flashes through an idea. 突然,无言心中闪过一个想法。 precisely because of this, the Miku innermost feelings meets the hope of sincerity to have a person to listen to itself to speak, listening to oneself to complain, was vented the past pain by oneself?... 是不是正是因为这样,美九内心才会真心的希望有一个人能够听自己说话,听自己诉苦,让自己发泄出以往的痛苦呢？… Also is because of this, after that contact, has left behind deep Engraved Seal alike to Miku, meets receives the Miku call every day?... 也是不是就是因为这样,自那次接触以后,给美九留下了深刻印象的自己,才会每天接到美九的电话呢？… Is Miku, because extremely in lonely has wanted to look for itself to speak, has make a call given itself?... 美九,是不是因为太过于孤单了才想找自己说话,才会一直打电话给自己呢？… She wants, was one can relate in the past the painful object?... 她想要的,是不是就是一个可以诉说以往痛苦的对象呢？… Thinks of here, Wu Yan deeply took a breath, smiles to make noise. 想到这里,无言深吸了一口气,笑出了声。 „Na, Miku...” At this moment, Wu Yan's sound very light, actually exceptionally gentle. “呐,美九…”这一刻,无言的声音非常的轻,却异常的柔和。 „You, when has had the psychogenic aphonia, in certain sometime heart has harbored the hope, was waiting for who helps you, will therefore say ‚pain time, does nobody help you’ these words?...” “你在得了心因性失声症的时候,一定有一段时间心中一直怀着希望,等待着谁来帮助你,所以才会说出‘痛苦的时候,没有人帮你’这句话吧？…” The heart of Miku beat fiercely, eyes also fluctuated, her conditioned reflex that let has opened own mouth, immediately wants to refute. 美九的心脏猛的跳动了一下,眼眸也波动了起来,让的她条件反射的张开了自己的嘴巴,当即就想反驳。 May not wait for her to refute, the Wu Yan's sound resounded through in her ear, resounded through in her heart. 可还没等她反驳,无言的声音就响彻在了她的耳中,也响彻在了她的心中。 „Good! I decided!” Wu Yan laughed, said such one loudly. “好！我决定了！”无言哈哈一笑,大声的说了这么一句。 „In you have not chosen to believe that since my this time, I have harbored the hope, was waiting for you believe me!” “在你还没有选择相信我的这个时候起,我将一直怀着希望,等待着你来相信我！” Was saying was saying, Wu Yan's smiling face radiant. 说着说着,无言的笑容璀璨了起来。 „Therefore, Miku, you may be certain extend the aid to me...” “所以,美九,你可一定得对我伸出援手哦…” „You... You...” The Miku sound trembles to keep shaking immediately, the heart also randomly has become one group. “你…你…”美九的声音顿时颤抖个不停,心也乱成了一团。 Because, there, some close place, is vacillating unceasingly... 因为,在那里,某个封闭的地方,正在不断的动摇着… Perhaps from the sound listened to the mood of Miku innermost feelings, Wu Yan to smile, a language front revolution. 或许是从声音里听出了美九内心的情绪,无言莞尔一笑,语锋一转。 „When concert is held?...” “演唱会是什么时候举行的啊？…” Miku has gawked, subconscious reply: „One week later, Tenguu City northern square central conference site, in the afternoon two o'clock...” 美九愣了一下,下意识的回答道:“一个星期后,天宫市北部广场中央会场,下午两点钟…” „The Oh? time is very enough...” Wu Yan shrugs the arm. “哦？时间还很充分呢…”无言耸了耸肩膀。 „Knew, when the time comes I will lead the family member to pass together to you refuel!” “知道了,到时候我会带着家人一起过去给你加油的！” „Ha?...” Miku to stay. „You did not say that wants to listen to me to use the true sound to sing? I at that time...” “哈？…”美九化愣为呆了。“你不是说想听我用真正的声音唱歌吗？我那个时候…” „I want to listen to you to use the true sound very much to sing, but you now also not good not?...” Wu Yan has smiled, smiles... “我是很想听你用真正的声音唱歌,但你现在还不行不是吗？…”无言一直笑着,笑着… „Before you uses true sound to sing, I have waited...”( To be continued......) “在你用真正的声音唱歌前,我会一直等下去的…”(未完待续……)