Does not wait for Klein to respond, stares at Ards of tomb deep place to say downward: 不等克莱恩回应,凝望着陵寝深处的阿兹克自顾自往下说道: „ When I also recalled for the first time died resurrect the situation, lay down in a piece of pale corpse, swaying stood, very feared at heart, does not know that had anything, actually was also not clear about where. “我还记起了第一次死去又复活时的情况,躺在一片苍白的尸体中,摇摇晃晃站了起来,心里很恐惧,不知道发生了什么,也不清楚自己究竟在哪里。 „ Before the church personnel gather the corpse purification, I staggered along to flee from there, went through in Kuangye, village and city between the wandering soul, who not being able to recall oneself was, from where. “在教会人员收取尸体净化前,我跌跌撞撞逃离了那里,像个游魂一样穿行于旷野、乡村和城市之间,记不起自己是谁,来自什么地方。 „ During that time, I where, no matter arrives, can hear many weeping sounds, saw that the pastors preside over massive burial ceremonies, only thinks that fills the air sadly in each corner. “那段时间,我不管走到哪里,都能听见众多的哭声,看到牧师们主持大量的下葬仪式,只觉悲伤弥漫在每个角落。 „ Afterward, I saved an aristocrat young girl accidentally, entered the manor of her family/home, she is the sunlight open girl, but I seem like the wild animal that comes out from the forest, not only sensitive, oversuspicious, feels inferior, fear, and often shows callously, indifferently, cruel, does not conform to the human race morals side. “后来,我偶然救了一位贵族少女,进入了她家的庄园,她是个阳光开朗的女孩,而我像是从森林出来的野兽,既敏感,多疑,自卑,害怕,又时常展现出冷酷,漠然,残忍,不符合人类道德的一面。 „ She is very curious to me, how regardless of I avoid her, matter how unable to complete, she will approach me, infects me with her smile, affects me with the interesting matter, unknowingly, I was used to her making fun to be used to her existence. “她对我很好奇,无论我怎么回避她,怎么做不好的事情,她都会靠近我,用她的笑容感染我,用有趣的事情影响我,不知不觉中,我习惯了她的捉弄习惯了她的存在。 „ We walked quietly in one, she worried very much, was afraid her father not to agree she marries a past vagabond present servant. “我们悄然走在了一起,她很担忧,害怕她的父亲不同意她嫁给一个过去的流浪汉现在的仆役。 „ looks at she caught the sad smile, I first feeling of having a blood boiling, told her impulsive, I must leave here, but can have the title and come back to bride's garland. “看着她染上了忧伤的笑容,我第一次有了种血液在沸腾的感觉,冲动地告诉她,我要离开这里,但会带着爵位和给新娘的花环回来。 „ I went to the army, I become the knight, I am lifting three meters carbine, charged into the enemy, in the fourth era last act northern continent remaining confusion, becomes the Baron, had own manor. “我去了军队,我成为了骑士,我举着三米长的骑枪,冲向了敌人,在第四纪尾声北大陆残余的混乱里,成为了男爵,有了自己的封地。 „I following my commitment, bringing the imperial edict of king to seal the garland that family's the colorful silk ribbon of badge and knight and arrange, got married my bride.” “我遵照自己的承诺,带着国王的敕封、家族的徽章、骑士的绶带和自己编的花环,迎娶了我的新娘。” At this point, the expression on Ards face was gradually gentle, seems tasting and cherishing the memory of anything, the corners of the mouth curled upwards unknowingly. 说到这里,阿兹克脸上的表情逐渐柔和了下来,似乎在回味和缅怀着什么,就连嘴角都不知不觉翘了起来。 Klein hears in the heart to move, as if saw familiar that Mister Ards. 克莱恩听得心中一动,似乎又看见了熟悉的那位阿兹克先生。 „Afterward?” He started cautiously the guidance. “后来呢？”他小心翼翼地做起了引导。 Ards visual the front was saying: 阿兹克目视着前方道: „ Afterward...... afterward, we constructed castle in our manor, had the child, that is a boy, is much longer, can foresee, his future association president must very high very tall and strong. “后来……后来,我们在自己封地修建了城堡,有了孩子,那是一个男孩,长得很快,可以预见,他将来会长得很高很魁梧。 „ He likes wrestling, always drags an extravagant sword to be upon the jump, said that wants to become the knight. “他喜欢格斗,总是拖着一把阔剑跑来跑去,说想成为骑士。 „ I think that this is only the child temporary hobby, is very difficult to insist, but he, even if fell and broke the leg, injured the head, does not give up practicing as before, he thinks that hides twists in the room expression is covering the wound, I will unable to see, hehe, he underestimated his father, the spirit of entire territory is working for me in secret. “我以为这只是小孩一时的爱好,很难坚持下去,可他哪怕摔破了腿,磕伤了脑袋,依旧不放弃练习,他以为躲在房间里表情扭曲地捂着伤口,我会看不见,呵呵,他太小看他的父亲了,整个领地的灵都在暗中为我效劳。 „ Year by year in the past, I retrieved more and more memory, my wife have complained castle was too gloomy, wants to go to the sunlight and warm place, I met her request, may after was very long, I am clear, she did not live in castle repugnantly, but is afraid my are changing, fear more and more gloomy and cold more and more strange I. “一年又一年过去,我找回了越来越多的记忆,我的妻子一直抱怨城堡太阴暗,想去阳光和温暖的地方,我满足了她的要求,可直到很久之后,我才明白,她不是讨厌居住于城堡,而是在害怕我身上一点点发生着的变化,害怕越来越阴冷越来越陌生的我。 „ She had not said to me these things, was together with me like the past as before, we had a period of happy life in the southern seashore, even also wants to take a child again, what a pity cannot succeed. “她没有对我说过这些事情,依旧像过去那样和我相处,我们在南方的海边有了一段美好的生活,甚至还想再要一个孩子,可惜没能成功。 „ Until I had a premonition that the own next death soon approached, we returned to the manor, returned to castle. “直到我预感自己下一次死亡快要临近,我们才返回了封地,返回了城堡。 „ My eldest son, that boy, told me, he wants to go to Beckland, became the viscounts and Earl aide, started the road of own knight. “我的大儿子,那个男孩,告诉我,他想前往贝克兰德,成为子爵、伯爵们的侍从,开始自己的骑士之路。 „ I asked him, why can make such choice in ten -year-old ages? He replied me, because I was his idol with the example, he imagined me the same as depend upon itself rather than the father mother to become the knight to become the aristocrat. “我问他,为什么在十来岁的年纪就要做这样的选择？他回答我,因为我是他的偶像和榜样,他想像我一样依靠自己而非父亲母亲成为骑士成为贵族。 „ That time I, had restored most memory, facing this child, is a little always awkward, unfamiliar and is not comfortable, when may hear his answer, at heart still some types indescribable happy, satisfies with proudly, “那个时候的我,已经恢复了大部分记忆,面对这个孩子,总是有点尴尬,生疏和不自在,可听到他的答案时,心里依然有种难以言喻的高兴、满足与骄傲, This is my child, with me in these blood completely different children who Empire of Balam leaves behind. ” Klein knows what Mister Ards said is he „first generation Baron Ramde” this status, but that lets him proudly with the satisfied child, in the old age or the middle age, was intoxicated to murder, nails tight in the coffin, the skull suffers Ince Zangwill to take. 这是我的孩子,与我在拜朗帝国留下的那些血裔完全不同的孩子。”克莱恩知道阿兹克先生说的是他“初代拉姆德男爵”这个身份,而那让他骄傲和满足的孩子,在晚年或者中年,被人下毒谋杀了,钉死在棺材里,就连头骨都惨遭因斯.赞格威尔取走。 Ards look absent-minded evil ways: 阿兹克眼神恍惚了一下道: „ I died once again, wakes up ignorantly, the instinct was far away from the manor, under arrangement in advance, roamed about other place, each first each front part, I had the different lives time, sometimes will encounter the delightful love, sometimes acquisition will let the daughter who the person loved, that affection and helplessness from the heart, satisfied let gradually restore memory me to be stunned time and time again, doubts, contradictory. “我又一次死去,浑浑噩噩醒来,本能地远离了封地,在预先的安排下,流浪去了别的地方,每一世每一次的前面部分,我都拥有不同的人生,有时会遭遇甜美的爱情,有时会获得让人宠爱的女儿,那种发自内心的喜爱、无奈,满足一次又一次让逐渐恢复记忆的我错愕,疑惑,矛盾。 „ Once, I am a filial son, took away for the parents took away the happy life to take away proudly the lovable grandson and granddaughter, but when I ‚awaking’ came, retrieved itself, I recalled, on me final of first, ignored their true sons dead of the battlefield, occupied this status, I felt the pain and compunction at the same time, on the other hand thought this to have nothing, was only a minor matter, I as if split two people. “有一次,我是个孝顺的儿子,为父母带去了骄傲带去了美好的生活带去了可爱的孙子和孙女,可当我‘醒’来,找回自己,我才记起,我上一世的最后,漠视了他们真正的儿子死于战场,将这个身份占据,我一方面觉得痛苦和内疚,另一方面又认为这没什么,只是一件小事,我内心似乎分裂成两个人。 „At that time, I had one to make me turn into anybody's mask, but after regained consciousness one time lost, perhaps on own initiative this was I loses......” “那时,我有一张可以让我变成任何人的面具,但在一次苏醒后丢失了,这或许是我自己主动弄丢的……” Klein remembers Mister Ards had proposed that to like to the daughter who he begs the candy, considered, says: 克莱恩想起了阿兹克先生提过的那个喜欢向他讨要糖果的女儿,斟酌了一下,开口说道: „ I believe, you are not the innermost feelings split, but is fighting with the crazy spirit. “我认为,您并不是内心分裂,而是在和疯狂的精神做斗争。 „ After losing passing memory, times you who open the new life, is good, warm, has the abundant emotion, more should more be able to manifest this close to the current life. “失去过往记忆后,一次次开启新人生的您,是善良的,热情的,拥有充沛情感的,越靠近当前的人生应该越能体现这点。 „This possibly is true you, essential you, but you of Death Consulate period have to come under the influence of out of control tendency in Extraordinary characteristics contains, has to receive that Death God the influence that transmits from high position, I heard, It is insane after War of the Four Emperors.” “这可能才是真正的您,本质的您,而‘死亡执政官’时期的您有受到非凡特性内蕴藏的失控倾向的影响,有受到那位死神从高位传递下来的影响,我听说,祂在‘四皇之战’后已经疯了。” Klein these words actually not too big bases, Ards life that because he knows only then such several- Baron Ramde and are the father, the filial child and the modest friendly historical teacher swing to daughter. 克莱恩这些话语其实并没有太大的依据,因为他知道的阿兹克人生只有那么几段-拉姆德男爵、给女儿做秋千的父亲、孝顺的孩子和温和友善的历史教师。 His goal is to provide a guess, a possibility , helping the Mister Ards resistance with „the Death Consulate character that” memory comes back, making him face up to life, achieves some reconciliation by this, becoming is not callous. 他的目的是提供一个猜测,一种可能,帮助阿兹克先生对抗随着记忆回来的“死亡执政官性格”,让他正视过去一段段人生里的自己,以此和自身达成某种和解,变得不那么冷酷。 But was saying to be saying, he suddenly had the new idea, did not wait for Ards to digest the words, asked hastily: 而说着说着,他忽然有了新的想法,不等阿兹克消化完刚才的话语,连忙又问道: „Mister Ards, do you know the anchor? various God and angels fix themselves, is not dragging the anchor of degeneration by the Extraordinary characteristics out-of-control tendency and crazy essence?” “阿兹克先生,您知道锚吗？诸神和天使们固定自身,不被非凡特性失控倾向和疯狂本质拖着堕落的锚？” „Knows.” Ards takes back the line of sight, nodded. “知道。”阿兹克收回视线,点了下头。 Klein is not too confirmed that actually with quite assured tone: 克莱恩并不是太确认,却用相当笃定的口吻道: „Perhaps, your times lose the new life that memory opens, is you resists crazy and anchor of out-of-control!” “或许,您一次次失去记忆开启的新人生,是您对抗疯狂和失控的锚！” Do not discard them, do not forget them, this is you! After saying, Klein in made up one at heart silently. The anchor...... ” Ards repeats this word, facial expression thinking confuses. 不要丢弃它们,不要忘记它们,这就是你自己！说完之后,克莱恩在心里又默默补了一句。锚……”阿兹克重复起这个单词,神情似思索似迷惑。 Has not known how long, his suddenly sighed said: 不知过了多久,他忽然叹了口气道: „ This perhaps is an explanation, at least lets the fission and conflict of my mind level is so no longer intense. “这也许是一个解释,至少让我心灵层面的分裂与冲突不再那么激烈。 „ But, since has arrived here, I must go to the tomb deep place to look that actually there is hiding anything, why is summoning me, was anything causes my times dead resurrects, times lost memory gradually to retrieve...... “不过,既然已经走到了这里,我还是得去陵寝深处看一看那里究竟藏着什么,为什么在呼唤我,又是什么导致了我一次次死去又复活,一次次失去记忆又逐渐找回…… „This puzzled my more than 1000 years, puzzled my life time and time again, I think that today should be able to get an answer.” “这困扰了我一千多年,困扰了我一次又一次的人生,我想今天应该能得到一个答案。” His vision little becomes sober, the tone is seemingly gentle has firmness that is unable to describe. 他的目光一点点变得清醒,语气貌似柔和却有着无法描述的坚定。 Klein wants to prevent, but after the mouth opens, sipped. 克莱恩本想阻止,可嘴巴张开后,又抿了起来。 Ards pressed according to half high silk top hat of top of the head, without the side head, said with a smile temperately: 阿兹克按了按头顶的半高丝绸礼帽,没有侧头,温和笑道: „Remembers that closes the eye.” “记得闭上眼睛。” Then, he walks forward, along that steps, moved toward the gloomy tomb deep place layer upon layer. 说完,他向前行走,沿着那一层层阶梯,走向了阴暗陵寝的深处。 The black fog that there fills has not sent out the respite again, dispersed toward all around slowly, occupies little presented in the bottom illusory thing. 那里弥漫的黑雾没再发出喘息,缓缓向着四周散开,盘踞于底部的虚幻事物一点点呈现了出来。 That is one huge to as if can occupy winged snake of islands! 那是一条庞大到似乎能占据一个岛屿的羽蛇！ It has the dark green black giant scale, in the slits grows one after another to dye the feather of light yellow greasy dirt obviously, above each feather, has the illusory black narrow tube to extend. 它有着阴绿显黑的巨大鳞片,缝隙间长出了一根根染着淡黄油污的羽毛,每根羽毛之上,都有虚幻的黑色细管延伸出来。 This exaggerating winged snake both illusory and real, a more concrete shape is inenarrable, as if to have the composition that human race is unable to understand. 这夸张的羽蛇既虚幻又真实,更加具体的形状难以描述,似乎有着人类无法理解的组成。 In its eye socket is burning the pale flame, its face is human race face! 它的眼窝里燃烧着苍白的火焰,它的脸庞是人类的脸庞！ That face skin color ancient bronzes, the facial features are gentle, right ear under has a tiny black mole, just like another Ards Eiges! 那张脸肤色古铜,五官柔和,右耳下方有一颗细小的黑痣,俨然就是另一个阿兹克.艾格斯！ PS: First after changes , this chapter of new edition said that as if there is very strong delay. PS:先更后改,还有,新版本的本章说似乎有很强的延迟。