East Chester County, inHall Familymanor.东切斯特郡,霍尔家族的庄园内。Audreysitsbefore the dressing table, lit a candle.奥黛丽坐在梳妆台前,点燃了一根蜡烛。Then, sheis away from the flame that shakes, looks to mirror, blue eyesis gradually profound, making one unable to move to the eye, as ifeven the soulwantsto indulge.
然后,她隔着微晃的火光,望向镜中的自己,碧眸逐渐幽深,让人移不开眼睛,似乎连灵魂都想沉溺进去。„Audrey, tonightkeepssoberin the dreamland.”Hervoicesaidtooneselfgently beautifully.
“奥黛丽,今晚在梦境里保持清醒。”她嗓音柔美地对自己说道。Thisissimple„Mental Suggestion”.
这是简单的“心理暗示”。Thatancientsong that the toward eveninghearsgaveherspiritual sense, emerged the idea of exploring the dreamland, looked whether to enter the subconscioussea and spiritualitysky of alllives.
黄昏时分听到的那首古老歌谣给了她灵感,兴起了探索自己梦境的想法,看能否借此进入所有生灵的潜意识大海和灵性天空。ThisisotherPsychiatristhas never thoughtin the referenceexperience that the attempt, at least„Psychology Alchemy Union”providesdoes not havesimilarmatterto suggest itself, oneselfexploreoneselfdreamland.
这是其他“心理医生”从未想到过的尝试,至少“心理炼金会”提供的参考经验里没有类似的事情自己暗示自己,自己探索自己的梦境。Coulddiscovergiant spirit dragon there, even the "City of Miracles" Levishedtrail...... Audreytakes back the vision, takes downchanges to the rubynecklace„lie”, put in it the jewelry box.
也许能在那里发现心灵巨龙,甚至“奇迹之城”利维希德的踪迹……奥黛丽收回目光,取下化作红宝石项链的“谎言”,将它放入了首饰盒内。Sheis afraidthis to enlarge the moodmagical itemto affecttodream, causes the unnecessarydamage, thereforedealt withdiscretelyahead of time.
她害怕这能放大情绪的神奇物品影响到梦中的自己,造成不必要的伤害,所以谨慎地提前进行了处理。Completesall these, Audreylooked in eyeglassessubconsciously, discovered that the appearancealsohad a smallslight defect.
做完这一切,奥黛丽下意识看了眼镜中的自己,发现容貌又有了点小小的瑕疵。But when wears„lie”, shethought that oneselfbeautiful appearancewas wallowedbyoneself.
而戴着“谎言”时,她觉得自己的美貌让自己都沉迷不已。„Sober, Audrey, thatis only the lie!”Herright palmlifts, caressedunder the cheekslightly.
“清醒一下,奥黛丽,那只是谎言!”她右掌抬起,轻抚了下脸颊。At this time, sheparticularlyrejoicedoneselftook„lie”forthatmagical itemthisname, will frequently therefore alert, will otherwise completely rely onitone day, is not willingto facetrue, oncelost, might lose controldirectly.
这个时候,她分外庆幸自己为那神奇物品取了“谎言”这个名称,时刻都会因此警醒,否则总有一天会完全依赖于它,不肯面对真正的自己,一旦失去,很可能将直接失控。„Theseis long the quiteordinarygirl, puts on‚lie’, decoratedownappearance, after obtaining nearly perfectchange, perhapsis not willingto take off, ratherdeath, mustretain...... thiscorrespondence‚Extraordinary’, cannothavesimilarmentality...... Audreyto sighonesimilarly”, stood.
“那些长得比较普通的女孩,戴上‘谎言’,修饰了自己的容貌,获得了近乎完美的改变后,也许就再也不肯摘下,宁愿死亡,也要保留……这对应的‘非凡者’,同样不能有类似的心态呀……”奥黛丽感叹一声,站了起来。Shewears the skiddingsilksleeping robe, the footstepsvividlyanticipated that walksin being as warm as in springroom, returning to the softwaddingwillowyto supporton the bed that comfortably, anddrew the section of rope of bedhead.
她穿着滑溜的丝绸睡袍,脚步轻快又期待地行走于温暖如春的房间内,回到了软绵舒服又有弹性支撑的床上,并拉动了床头的一截绳索。PersonalmaidAnnieopens the door into, the movementextinguished the lightsgently.
贴身女仆安妮开门入内,动作轻柔地熄灭了灯火。Uselesshow long, Audreyrestedtruly.
没用多久,奥黛丽就真正睡了过去。In the hazyworld, shehitto startlesuddenly, realizedoneselfare having a dream.
迷迷蒙蒙的天地里,她忽然打了个激灵,意识到自己在做梦。Shehave a relishlooked all around, silenttalked to oneself:
她饶有兴致地环顾了一圈,无声自语道:
„ Thisisin the psychology‚soberdream’?
“这就是心理学中的‘清醒梦’?
„ Inmysticism, there is a similarconcept.
“在神秘学里,也有类似的概念。„Reallyeffective, Idepend uponsimplyself-‚Mental Suggestion’, successfullyhad‚soberdream’, Audrey, you are really a talent~no, no, no, no, this is mainly the application of extraordinary ability, cannotbe proud.”
“真的有效,我依靠简单的自我‘心理暗示’,成功做了‘清醒梦’,奥黛丽,你真是个天才~不,不不不,这主要是超凡能力的应用,不能骄傲。”At this time, Audreyhas clarified the currentdreamlandisanything.
这个时候,奥黛丽已经弄清楚了目前的梦境是什么。Sheis walkingon a gloomynarrowpath, the surroundingsare the darkforest, the fronthascastle that the spirestands tall and erect.
她正走在一条阴森狭窄的道路上,周围是黑暗的森林,前方有塔尖高耸的城堡。Sobswolfhowlingsound that elongates, the slowscaryrespitesound, the sad and shrillinterruptedpitiful yellsound, fromtransmitsin all directions, ferments the danger the depressingatmosphere.
呜咽拉长的狼嚎声,缓慢骇人的喘息声,凄厉间断的惨叫声,从四面八方传来,酝酿出危险又压抑的氛围。Iwas still being assassinated the casefeelingfearbecause ofDuke of Negan, the fearone day, manyExtraordinaryattacked the father, mother and Elder Brotherthey...... Audrey conducted the analysisfrom the Psychiatristangletooneselfdreamland.
我还在因尼根公爵被刺杀案感觉害怕,害怕忽然有一天,许多非凡者来袭击爸爸,妈妈和哥哥他们……奥黛丽从“心理医生”的角度对自己的梦境进行了剖析。Sheleads the waygradually, moves towardthatandHall Familyhomenearlyconsistentcastlein this exceptionallyrealdreamland.
她缓步前行,在这异常真实的梦境里走向那座和霍尔家族祖宅近乎一致的城堡。Is walking, in the blackforestleapt upsuddenly a form, thatwas the whole bodyis covered with the goldenscale, the pupilspalegold/metalstands erect, giant dragon that the tailswept awaysturdily.
走着走着,黑森林内突然蹿出了一道身影,那是浑身长满金色鳞片,眼眸淡金竖立,尾巴粗壮横扫的一条巨龙。Thisgiant dragonfacial featuresandAudreyare exactly the same, are joined toitsbody, has the indescribableirritableandfrightenedfeeling!
这巨龙的五官和奥黛丽一模一样,配上它的身体,有种难以描述的别扭和惊悚感!Audreyhas a scare, nearlyawakensfrom the dream, fortunately, wasAudienceherto stand firm the moodpromptly.奥黛丽吓了一跳,险些从梦中惊醒,还好,做过“观众”的她及时稳住了情绪。Thismakesherunderstand, when oneselfneverforgetto takePsychiatristmagical medicinetrulynearlymatter of out-of-control, the thenconsoling oneselfself-encouragement and moodchanged for the betterare only the surface, the shadowhave been rooted in the subconsciousdeep place, once for a whilewill in shinefalls asleep.
这让她明白,自己从未真正忘记服食“心理医生”魔药时险些失控的事情,当时的自我安慰自我激励和心情好转只是表面,阴影已根植于了潜意识深处,时不时就会映照入梦里。Goodtodaydiscovered, latercanattemptto go to the subconsciousto treat, IamPsychiatrist! If there is neglectedthisissue, when promotesSequence Six, perhapsthereforefear, thereforelost control...... Audreyto inspectearnestly.
还好今天发现了,之后能尝试着去潜意识里进行治疗,我可是“心理医生”!如果一直忽略这个问题,晋升序列6时,说不定会因此恐惧因此失控……奥黛丽认真地自我检视了一番。All various professionsstop from time to time, the Audrey’sdreamland is not too changingcontinuously, by a story, thisisunqualified.
行行停停,奥黛丽的梦境不太连续地变化着,以一个故事而言,这是不合格的。Finally, before shearrived atthatcastle, seeing an armlength the magic wandto sweepfrom the midair, sprinkledradiantlylike the star lightsplendorglow.
终于,她走到了那座城堡前,看见一根手臂长短的魔法棒从半空扫过,洒下了点点璀璨如同星光的辉芒。Onebecomesbycastle that the raycoversmajestic, allgloomydimvanishesthoroughly.
被光芒笼罩的城堡一下变得堂皇,所有的阴沉黯淡彻底消失。Insidespread the melody of orchestraperformance, shone another gaswall lamp.
里面传出了乐队演奏的旋律,亮起了一盏又一盏煤气壁灯。„ThisisI...... is really the fantasy of little girl...... the Audreycorners of the mouthbendsat firstto the extraordinarystrengthhappiestanticipation”, the moodoneturns for the better.
“这是我对非凡力量最初最美好的期待……真是小女孩的幻想啊……”奥黛丽嘴角弯起,心情一下转好。Shehas not stayed, crossescastle, moved toward the edge of thisdreamland, howbehind the scenewithout the managesto change, how the storylaunches.
她没有停留,越过城堡,走向了这片梦境的边缘,没管背后场景怎么变化,故事如何展开。Does not know how long, sheacross the desolatedwilderness, arrived above the cliff.
不知走了多久,她穿过荒芜的旷野,来到了悬崖上方。Looks out, the grey mistnihilityspreads, belowis profoundas if no bottom.
往外看去,灰蒙虚无蔓延,下面幽深得仿佛没有底部。
The Audreysoberlycognitiontothisis the boundary of dreamland, onceleaves, does not know that what happened.奥黛丽清醒地认知到这就是自己梦境的边界,一旦离开,不知道会发生什么事情。„Moreoverhowshouldleave? Jumps? Canplunge to death......”Audreyto thinkawkwardly, does not dareto take risk.
“而且该怎么离开?跳下去?会不会摔死……”奥黛丽为难地想着,不是太敢冒险。Thought for dozensseconds, shehad an ideaslowly:
思索了几十秒,她慢慢有了个想法:Thisis the dreamland, herestems fromMental World, as the master, Icanpave a wayby the willtooneself!
这是梦境,这里源于心灵世界,作为主人,我可以凭借意志给自己开辟一条道路!Is holding the thought of attempt, shelikesuchattempts the thing that hasappearsthinksat heartinabove the grey mist, the onlydifferenceis, the formerneedsto rely on the Mister Fool'sstrength, butnowshemustdepend upon itselfcompletely.
抱着尝试的念头,她就像在灰雾之上那样试图具现出心里想的东西,唯一的不同在于,前者需要借助“愚者”先生的力量,而现在她全部都得依靠自己。
The Audreyright handstretches out, spread outdownward, aimed at the grey mistabyss.奥黛丽右手伸出,往下摊开,对准了灰蒙的深渊。Herfront, grey mistsurgedsuddenly, revealsoneto spreadlayer upon layerbutcannot see the enddownward the steps.
她的面前,灰蒙忽然涌动,露出了一层层蔓延往下但看不到尽头的阶梯。Audreyslowtook a deep breath, raises the skirtswayed, takes the footsteps, stepped the firststair.奥黛丽缓慢吸了口气,微提裙摆,迈出脚步,踏上了第一层台阶。Shedownward, all aroundis step by step getting more and more peaceful, peacefullytoletting the personpresents the auditory hallucination.
她一步步往下,四周越来越安静,安静到让人出现幻听。Hereexcept forgrey mist, isgrey mist, cannot see anything, is aloneandunknown.
这里除了灰蒙,还是灰蒙,看不到任何事物,孤寂而未知。
The strong windstime of howlingchanges the directionto blow, making the Audreybodysway, the sense of feardeepensslowly.
呼啸的狂风时刻变化着方向地吹来,让奥黛丽身体摇晃,恐惧感缓慢加深。Snatchesbefore the temper tantrum, herdeep greenpupilsinternal flowexits the profoundactuallymildray, as ifcancompletely understand the will of the people.
抢在情绪失控前,她碧绿的眼眸内流转出深邃却温润的光芒,似乎能看透人心。Audreywith„psychoanalysis” the abilitycomforted itself!奥黛丽用“精神分析”的能力安抚了自己!
Under shecontinuesto search, after dozensseconds, insurroundinggrey mistshone a luminous spotsuddenly.
她继续下探,几十秒后,周围的灰蒙里突然亮起了一个光点。
The Audreyalertlooks, saw onlyinthatluminous spotjustto takemagical medicine, almostturned into the giant dragonmonster, who bordered onout-of-control, worried, terrified, dreaded, intenseand other moodcan be seen in speech and appearance.奥黛丽戒备望去,只见那个光点内是刚服食完魔药,差点变成巨龙怪物的,濒临失控的自己,担忧,惶恐,畏惧,紧张等情绪溢于言表。„...... Thisisinmysubconscious, is this my shadow?”Audreyunderstandsindistinctly after oneselfleave the dreamland, actuallyto go down towhere.
“……这是我的潜意识里,这是我的那个阴影?”奥黛丽隐约明白了自己离开梦境后究竟深入了哪里。Shedoes not haveto solvethisshadowanxiously , to continue hopefullystep by stepdownward.
她没急着解决这个阴影,充满期待地继续一步步往下。According to„Psychology Alchemy Union” the theory, the bottom of subconsciousisherdestinationallliving creaturecollective unconscioussea!
根据“心理炼金会”的理论,潜意识的底部就是她的目的地所有生物的集体潜意识大海!Inprocess that nextsearches, Audreysaw the childhoodto listen to the parentsto speak of legendstory, sawto take seriously the imagebutbehindactuallynot to havethatgraceful, saw who participated inTarot Society, butwas similarlatter'sluminous spotcloselyto be wrappedby the greymistentirely.
下探的过程里,奥黛丽又看见了小时候听爸爸妈妈讲传说故事的自己,看见了重视形象但背后其实没那么优雅的自己,看见了参加塔罗会的自己,只是类似后者的光点统统被灰色的雾气紧紧包裹着。
Is this thing in mysubconscious...... is affectingmypersonality and behavior? The Audreyinstinctis analyzingwith the psychological knowledge.
这都是我潜意识里的东西……影响着我的性格和行为?奥黛丽本能用心理学知识做着分析。During the differentluminous spottwinkles, shedoes not see the longexploration of goalto be on the verge ofmoodbecause ofthistyperepeatedlylonely the brink of collapse, butusedextraordinary ability'calming'promptlyoneself.
不同的光点闪烁间,她屡次因这种孤独不见目标的漫长探索濒临情绪崩溃的边缘,但都及时用超凡能力“安抚”了自己。
In herpassingtotimeloses the feelingquickly, shesaw the final levelstair.
就在她对时间的流逝快失去感觉时,她看见了最后一层台阶。
The stairfrontissolid, fuzzy, grey mist„ground”, the aboveswaysis patrollinglight shadow, theyare crowded, theyoverlap, likeillusorysea.
台阶前方是坚实,模糊,灰蒙的“地面”,上方晃荡着游弋着一道道光影,它们密集,它们重叠,就像虚幻的大海。
The collective unconscioussea...... Audreyseveralsteps, look upforward, surprise„grey mist”no longercovers upownline of sight, the upper airclearlypresented.
集体潜意识海洋……奥黛丽向前几步,抬头上望,意外发现“灰蒙”不再遮掩自己的视线,高空清晰地呈现了出来。Therehas the innumerableindescribableforms, sevendifferentcolors, containbrightpure lightmagnificent of inexhaustibleknowledge.
那里有无数难以描述的身影,有七道不同颜色的,蕴藏着无穷无尽知识的明净光华。Audreysipped the lip, talked to oneselfjoyfully:奥黛丽抿了下嘴唇,欣喜自语道:„spiritualitysky.”
“灵性的天空。”Then, sheproceededto walkcautiously, launchedownrisk.
然后,她小心翼翼地往前行走,展开了属于自己的冒险。
The light shadow of thesecompositionseapassed over gently and swiftlyonce for a whileherat present, somecontainbyflame burnancientmemory, some, then the carrying/sustaininglooking straight aheadcannotspeak the pinnacleache that the thingencounters......
那些组成大海的光影时不时掠过她的眼前,有的包含着被火焰烧伤的古老记忆,有的则承载着直视不可言说之物所遭遇的极致疼痛……Besidescoming from the ancient times, the brand markfromancients, Audreyalsosawto looktoownadmirationline of sight, sawfolk custom that worshippedgiant dragon.
除了来自古代,来自先民的烙印,奥黛丽还看见了一道道望向自己的倾慕视线,看见了崇拜巨龙的民俗活动。Is walking, shediscovered that the left sidedistant placehas an iron greymountain peak, ithas extendedupward, drills the sea that the light shadowcomposed, the peakcoversdensely, brightblurred.
走着走着,她发现左侧远处有一座灰白色的山峰,它一直延伸往上,钻出了光影组成的海洋,顶端氤氲笼罩,明澈迷离。
Is thatanotherperson'sconsciousness? Whatin„sea” is the subconscious, the one whosurpasses the sea levelis the normalconsciousness? Heis not having a dream...... Audreyto thinksuddenly a Psychiatristapplication skill of possibility, thatiscloses up, climbs upupward, directlyaffects the idea in opposite partysubconscious, makinghimtake the actionaccording toownarrangementnaturally.
那是另一个人的意识?在“海洋”内的是潜意识,超出海面的是正常意识?唔,他正在做梦……奥黛丽忽然想到了一个可能的“心理医生”应用技巧,那就是靠拢过去,攀爬往上,直接影响对方潜意识里的想法,让他自然而然按照自己的安排展开行动。Butthisshouldbe very difficult, andverydangerous...... Audreytakes back the line of sight, has not attemptedrashly.
但这应该很难,且非常危险……奥黛丽收回视线,没贸然尝试。Sheremembersclearlyownthistimeislooks forgiant spirit dragon and "City of Miracles" Levishedtrail.
她清楚地记得自己这次是来找心灵巨龙和“奇迹之城”利维希德踪迹的。Audreypassed bydozensover a hundred others consciousness, feltgraduallyexhaustedly.奥黛丽又路过了几十上百个他人意识,渐渐的,感觉到了疲惫。„Shouldgo back.”Herinstinctwas on the rise, looks into the distance, the reasonmade the resolution.
“该回去了。”她本能抬头,眺望远方,理智做出了决断。Shestandsthere, for a very long timeis not willingto depart.
她站在那里,久久不愿离去。
When Audreywill soon turn around, the midairpresented a shadowsuddenly.奥黛丽即将转身时,半空忽然出现了一片阴影。Thatistwohuge, wing of grey mist!
那是两只巨大的,灰蒙的翅膀!Under the wing, there is a buildtalllizardtypemonster.
翅膀之下,有一个体型颀长的蜥蜴样怪物。Itis covering the grayish whitestonegiganticscaleall over the body, foursturdypowerfullegs, itas ifbathes the sunlight that is not having, glitters the setting sunafterglowray.
它通体覆盖着灰白石头般的硕大鳞片,有四只粗壮有力的腿,它似乎沐浴着不存在的阳光,闪烁出落日余晖般的光芒。Thismonsterflew, the pupilspalegold/metal, the pupilis vertical, ice-coldandarrogant.
这怪物飞了过去,眼眸淡金,瞳孔竖直,冰冷而高傲。Itgreatepicformwent far awayrapidly, disappearsinallliving creaturesubconscioussea.
它宏大史诗般的身影迅速远去,消失在了所有生物的潜意识海洋里。giant dragon...... giant spirit dragon! Audreyjumpedsame place, at onceaboutlooks around, being afraidwas seen itself is not gracefuldoes not have the performance of etiquette.巨龙……心灵巨龙!奥黛丽原地蹦了一下,旋即左右张望,害怕被人看见自己不优雅没礼仪的表现。Shepacesexcitedly, transferredsame place, is satisfied with oneselfthisrisk.
她兴奋踱步,原地转了一圈,对自己这段冒险非常满意。Really, heregiant dragonworshipcustomhas the origin, intheirsubconscioussealivedgiant spirit dragon...... Audreyto bear the impulsion of self-praise, decidesto returnimmediately, woke upfrom the dream.
果然,这里的巨龙崇拜习俗不是没有来源的,他们的潜意识海洋里生活着一条心灵巨龙……奥黛丽忍住了自我表扬的冲动,决定立刻返回,从梦中醒来。Impulsion that shehas not continuedto explore, becauseabsolutelydoes not have the preparation in thisaspect, sheplanned that will consultMister FoolandMister Hanged Manonnext week'sTarot Societythey, hopes that canobtain the suggestion.
她没有继续探索的冲动,因为完全没有这方面的准备,她打算在下周的塔罗会上请教“愚者”先生、“倒吊人”先生他们,希望能获得一些建议。
The Audreyold routereturns, enters that oneselfconsciousnessto form„mountain peak”, then, sheawakens herself, is successfully separatedfrom the dream.奥黛丽原路返回,进入了自身意识形成的那座“山峰”,然后,她自己唤醒自己,成功从梦中脱离。............
…………At this time, Daniswas also allowedto return to the room.
这个时候,达尼兹也被允许回到房间内。Helooked atGehrman Sparrowone, said with a smileembarrasedly:
他看了格尔曼.斯帕罗一眼,讪讪笑道:„Youwill definitely not tellothers the matter that sawa moment ago, right?”
“你肯定不会把刚才看到的事情告诉别人的,对吧?”ps: Double, asked the monthly ticket!
ps:双倍了,求月票!
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