„we are guardians, but at the same time we're also pitiful creatures that are withstanding dangers and madness.”
“我们是守护者,也是一群时刻对抗着危险和疯狂的可怜虫。”
The wordsreverberation of Dunnin the Old Neilhouse, reverberatesbetweenrevealing the corrosiontracefloor, wall and ceiling, reverberatesin the Klein'smind and mind.邓恩的话语回荡在老尼尔的房屋内,回荡在露出腐蚀痕迹的地板、墙壁和天花板之间,回荡在克莱恩的脑海与心灵中。Beforefromdoes not have anytime, canmakehimcompared with the presentto those wordsimpressionmore profound.
之前从没有任何一个时刻,能让他比现在对那句话更印象深刻。Hethought that perhapsownlifeis unable to forgetthisfeeling, even ifwill return toEarthin the future.
他觉得自己也许一生都无法忘记这种感受,哪怕将来回到地球。In the almostsolidificationatmosphere, Dunnmoves towardOld Neil„corpse”, partlysquatted, puts out a whitehandkerchieffrom the blackwindproof coatupper sidepocket, coversinthattodark red, clear, onpainfuleyeball.
几乎凝固般的气氛里,邓恩走向老尼尔的“尸体”,半蹲了下来,从黑色风衣上侧口袋里拿出一条白色的手帕,覆盖在那对暗红的、晶莹的、痛苦的眼珠上。At this moment, the Kleincorner of the eyesplit visionsaw the key of pianoto stopjumpvoluntarily, thereappearedindistinctlytogether nearly transparentform.
就在这时,克莱恩眼角余光看见钢琴的按键停止了自行的跳跃,那里隐约浮现出一道近乎透明的身影。This...... openedspirit visionKleinoneto be startledinout.
这……早在门外就开启了灵视的克莱恩一下怔住。Hesuddenlyhad not discoveredthisbeforecompletelystrangely„spirit”!
他之前竟然完全没有发现这个奇怪的“灵”!
The abilityinfluence that after receiving the disturbance of Old Neilspiritbyheloses control, brings? Kleinlooks atthatsay/wayevaporatesclose to the invisibleformfast, vanishedinoneselfeyesthoroughly, understoodanythingindistinctly.
是受到了老尼尔精神的干扰还是被他失控后自带的能力影响?克莱恩看着那道接近无形的身影飞快蒸发,彻底消失在了自己眼中,隐约明白了点什么。In the seriousdepressingfeeling, hehearscaptainto tell:
沉重压抑的感受里,他听见队长吩咐道:„Yousearch the Old Neilfamily/homecarefully, seeksclue that possiblyhas.”
“你们仔细搜索老尼尔的家,寻找可能存在的线索。”„Good.”Klein an opens the mouth, byownsoundwas just madestayed for severalseconds, thatissohoarse, solow and deep, likegettingheavy cold.
“好的。”克莱恩刚一开口,就被自己的声音弄得呆了几秒,那是如此的沙哑,如此的低沉,就像得了重感冒一样。„Good.”Gragusfollowsto make noise the reply.
“好的。”洛耀跟着出声回答。Hervoiceconditionalmost...... bothnostrilswas stopped up...... Kleinto look at the eyeneveranythingexpressionfemaleteammatewithmesame, as ifknowsher for the first time.
她的嗓音状况和我差不多……两个鼻孔都被堵塞了一样……克莱恩望了眼这位从来没什么表情的女性队友,仿佛第一次认识她。Heputs on the cane the umbrella-stand of entrance hall, bypassessealed item„3-0611”, steps the seriousstepto walk into the living room, ontosecond floor, a bedroombedroomlooks for the clue.
他将手杖放入门厅的伞架上,绕过封印物“3-0611”,迈着沉重的步伐走入客厅,上到二楼,一间卧室一间卧室地寻找线索。
The Old Neilpleaseshort-termemployeeclean up the roomfixed time, thereforeherenotmostbacheloruniquedisorderly, allneatordered, as ifhas a truemistress.老尼尔会定时请短期雇工来清理房间,所以这里并没有大部分单身汉特有的杂乱,一切整齐有序,似乎存在着一位真正的女主人。
After a halfhour, Kleinfoundsomedraft manuscriptson the Old Neilbedroombookshelf, aboverecordsdisorderlyunusuallycertain, strangeceremony:
半个小时后,克莱恩在老尼尔的卧室书架上找到了一些手稿,上面凌乱记载着某些奇特的、诡异的仪式:„life refining.”
“生命炼成。”„Neededmaterialincludes: Elf Spring( Sunya Islandgolden colorspring) spring water100milliliters, star crystal50grams, goldenhalfpound, phlogiston5grams, red iron ore30grams...... as well asa lot ofliving personblood.”
“需要的材料包括:精灵之泉(苏尼亚岛金色泉)的泉水100毫升,星水晶50克,黄金半磅,燃素五克,赤铁矿30克……以及大量的活人鲜血。”
Under of living personblood, Old Neilannotation:
在活人鲜血的下方,老尼尔注释了一句:„Canconsiderto extractmy, savestime and time again, preserveswithmagical ceremony.”
“可以考虑抽取我自己的,一次一次积攒,用仪式魔法保存。”Canconsider that extractedmy...... Kleinto shutunder the eye, the fingerpinchedto wrinkle the rough draft.
可以考虑抽取我自己的……克莱恩闭了下眼睛,手指将草稿捏得皱了起来。............
…………Thursday when 9 : 00 am, moon, Raphael Cemetery.
周四上午 9 点,月亮时,拉斐尔墓园。Kleinwears all blackformal dress and shirt, takes the cane that inlays the silver, standspeacefullyin the corner of graveyard.克莱恩穿着纯黑的正装和衬衣,拿着镶银的手杖,安静地立在墓园的一角。Hischest frontpocketposition, stopper a whitehandkerchief that foldsentiresimultaneously, in the palmis graspingsolemn and respectfulquiet and beautifulDeep Sleep Flower.
他的胸前口袋位置,塞了一条叠得整整齐齐的白色手帕,掌中则握着把肃穆清幽的深眠花。At this time, Dunn, Frye, LeonardandKenrycarriedis loaded withOld Neil„corpse” the blackcoffinto arrive at the tombstonefrontstep by step, was silentis putting to digin the goodgravepitit.
此时,邓恩、弗莱、伦纳德和科恩黎抬着装有老尼尔“尸体”的黑色棺材一步一步走到了墓碑前方,沉默着将它放入挖好的墓坑里。
A looks attansoilshovelshovelcoversdownward, wears the blacklong skirt, woreRoseanne of whitelittle flowerto soblow voice:看着黄褐色的泥土一铲一铲地往下覆盖,身穿黑色长裙,头戴白色小花的罗珊小声抽泣了起来:„Whocantellme, thisreal?”
“谁能告诉我,这都是真的吗?”„Whymustlose control, whymusttakemagical medicine, whymustbecomeextraordinary, whymusthaveResentful Soulwhy to have the monster, whycannothavesafer means that why, why, why......”
“为什么要失控,为什么要服用魔药,为什么要成为超凡者,为什么要有怨魂为什么要有怪物,为什么不能有更加安全的办法,为什么,为什么,为什么……”Kleinis listeningsilently, was coveredby the soiluntil the Old Neilcoffin, the trace that untilhehasdeeplyburiesin the grave**.克莱恩默然听着,直到老尼尔的棺材被泥土掩盖,直到他存在的痕迹都深埋于墓**。„may the Goddess bless you.”Hedrewscarlet moonin the chest, thengoes forwardseveralsteps, before bending the waisttiesDeep Sleep Flowerto put the tombstone, that in hand.
“愿女神庇佑你。”他在胸口画了个绯红之月,然后上前几步,弯腰将手中的那束深眠花放到了墓碑前。„may the Goddess bless you.”DunnandFryeand the othersselectedin the chestsimultaneouslyclockwisefour.
“愿女神庇佑你。”邓恩和弗莱等人同时在胸口顺时针点了四下。Kleinraised the head, relaxes, saw the black-and-white photo on tombstone:克莱恩抬起头,直起腰,看见了墓碑上的黑白照片:Old Neilwears his topclassicalblacksoft hat, exposesis motley outside hair, the corner of the eye and mouthwrinkleare grave, dark redpupilsslightlyobviouslymuddy.老尼尔戴着他那顶古典的黑色软帽,裸露于外的头发斑驳花白,眼角和嘴边皱纹深重,暗红的眼眸略显浑浊。Heissuchtranquility, no longerhas the sadness, no longerhas the pain, no longerhas the fear.
他是那样的平静,不再有悲伤,不再有痛苦,不再有恐惧。Under of pictureinscribesoneline of epitaphs, this came from Old Neilin the content that in the recentdiarywrites down:
照片的下方铭刻着一行墓志铭,这来自于老尼尔在最近日记里写下的内容:„Ifcannotsaveher, thataccompaniesher.”
“如果不能拯救她,那就去陪伴她。”
The morningcool breezehas blownslowly, Raphael Cemeterychilly, peacefullyandinfectssilentlyis presenting everyone.
上午的凉风徐徐吹过,拉斐尔墓园的清冷、安静和默然感染着在场每一个人。............
…………At noon, Kleintakes the form that captainis signing, moved towardweapons storehouse.
中午时分,克莱恩拿着队长签字的单子,走向了武器库。Heopens the ajardoor, seeingkeepsthicklymustblackBrightto sitbehind the table.
他推开半掩的门,看见留着浓密黑须的布莱特坐在桌子后方。Kleinobviouslywas startled, will then apply forsingleDito pass:克莱恩明显怔了一下,接着才将申领单递过去:„50rounds of ordinarybullets.”
“五十发普通子弹。”Speechat the same time, hisvisionswepton the tablethatto inlay the silvercanister tin can, the tip of the noseas ifsmelled the spicyhandto rub the coffeeflavor, the earbankas ifheardtheseconcealmenthappy expressionswords:
说话的同时,他目光扫过了桌上那个镶银锡罐,鼻端仿佛闻到了香浓的手磨咖啡味道,耳畔似乎又听见了那些隐含笑意的话语:„Whymaywant, whenhad the extramoneyto goagain? Youcanwriteto applytoDunn, makinghimauthorize the expense!”
“可为什么要等到有了额外的钱再去?你可以写申请给邓恩,让他批准费用啊!”
......
……Brightlooked at the Klein'sexpression, sighed:布莱特看了眼克莱恩的表情,叹息道:„Icanguess correctly that yourfeeling, IcannotbelieveOld Neilleftuslike this, sometimes, Ieventhought that thispossiblyis a dreamland that captainbuilds.”
“我能猜到你的感受,我自己也不敢相信老尼尔就这样离开了我们,有的时候,我甚至觉得这可能是队长营造的一场梦境。”„ThisperhapsismanyNight Watcherfate.”Kleinsmiles bitterlyto say.
“这或许就是很多值夜者的宿命。”克莱恩苦笑回道。Afterthismatter, hishearttoconcealing„acting method”churchhigh levelmanydisappointedandhate.
经过这件事情,他心底对隐瞒“扮演法”的教会高层多了不少失望与怨恨。„Hopes that suchtragedyare getting fewer and fewer, may the Goddess bless you.”Brightdrewscarlet moonin the chest, takesis applying for the list, set outto enterrearweapons storehouse.
“希望这样的悲剧越来越少,愿女神庇佑你们。”布莱特在胸口画了个绯红之月,拿着申领单,起身走进了后方的武器库。............
…………Bang! Bang! Bang!
砰!砰!砰!
The gunpowderflavorfills the airin the surroundings, the Kleinventfirefronttarget, consumesuntil the brassbullet, hetidies up himself, ridesraillesspublic carriageto arriveinwrestleteacherGawainhome.
火药的味道弥漫于周围,克莱恩发泄般地射击着面前的靶子,直到黄铜子弹消耗完毕,他才收拾自己,乘坐无轨公共马车来到格斗老师高文的家中。Hefromoppressiveis conducting practicesgroup by group, untilwas stoppedbyGawain.
他自虐般地进行着一组又一组的练习,直到被高文叫停。„Wrestlepracticeis not usedto injureown.”Gawainstares atKleinwithslightlymuddydark bluepupilsobviously, the sinkingsoundwas saying.
“格斗练习不是用来伤害自己的。”高文用略显浑浊的暗绿色眼眸盯着克莱恩,沉声说道。„Sorry, Teacher, mytodayis not quite happy.”Kleinsighed, explainedoneslightly.
“抱歉,老师,我今天情绪不太好。”克莱恩吐了口气,略微解释了一句。„what happened?”Gawainlightdoes not see the mighty wavesto ask.
“出了什么事情?”高文平淡不见波澜地问道。Kleinthinks,repliedbriefly:克莱恩想了想,简略回答道:„Ihad a friendto pass awaysuddenly.”
“我有位朋友突然去世。”Gawainsilentseveralseconds, lifted the handto touchunderstarted the motleygoldentemple, the tonemoved fastsaid:高文沉默了几秒,抬手摸了下开始斑驳的金色鬓角,语气飘忽地说道:„Ioncelost325friendsin five minutes, at least10cangive of opposite party the back.”
“我曾经在五分钟内失去了325位朋友,其中,至少有十位是可以将后背交给对方的那种。”Kleinhas the instituteto sighsuddenly: „Thisis the brutality of war.”克莱恩有所恍然地叹息道:“这就是战争的残酷。”Gawainlooked athisoneeyes, self-ridiculedsuddenlysaid with a smile:高文瞄了他一眼,忽地自嘲一笑道:„Whatis most brutal, Ido not have the meansto revengeforthemforever, without the meanscompletestheirwishes, foreverdoes not have the means.”
“最残酷的是,我永远没办法为他们报仇,没办法完成他们的心愿,永远没有办法。”„Howeveryou, suchopportunity, althoughIdo not understand that actuallyto haveanything, butIknow,youare young, you have a lot ofopportunities.”
“而你,还有这样的机会,虽然我不明白究竟发生了什么,但是我知道,你还年轻,你还有很多的机会。”Kleinsilent, took a deep breath, spunks upto saysuddenly:克莱恩默然一阵,忽地吸了口气,打起精神道:„Thank you, Teacher.”
“谢谢您,老师。”Gawainnodsgently, does not seewhatexpression saying:高文轻轻颔首,不见什么表情地说道:„The rest10minutes, thenrecreatetengroups the beforehandpractice.”
“休息十分钟,然后将之前的练习重做十组。”„......”Kleinonedoes not knowunexpectedlyshoulddealwithwhatexpression.
“……”克莱恩一下竟不知该用什么表情来应对。............
…………Fridayin the morning, inNight Watcherrecreation room.
周五上午,值夜者娱乐室内。Klein, Kija DunaandFryesitaround the round tablerespectively, buthas not played cards, reads the newspaperto turn the magazine, looks atoutside the bow windowto be in a daze, takes the fountain pen, wantsto writeanything, actuallycannot fallon the paper.克莱恩、西迦.特昂和弗莱分别坐在圆桌四周,但并没有玩牌,一个看报纸翻杂志,一个望着凸肚窗外发呆,一个拿着钢笔,想要书写什么,却迟迟落不到纸上。In the roomissuchpeace, no onespoke, no one joke, the atmospherenearlysankto congeal.
房间内是那样的安静,没有人说话,没有人玩笑,气氛近乎沉凝。Hū...... Kleinsighed, put down the newspaper, plansto focus on reading of varioustypes of materials.
呼……克莱恩吐了口气,放下报纸,打算将注意力集中到各种资料的阅读上。Atthis time, Dunn Smithknocked on a door, observed the situationone saying:
就在这个时候,邓恩.史密斯敲门进来,环视一圈道:„Klein, youcome out.”
“克莱恩,你出来一下。”Whatmatter? Some Kleinhiddenpremonitionsstand up, withgoing out ofrecreation room.
什么事情?克莱恩隐有些预感地站起身,跟着走出了娱乐室。Dunnstandstoleading to the bottomstepsmouth, turned aroundto look athisoneeyes saying:邓恩立到通往地底的阶梯口,转身望了他一眼道:„The Sacred Hallpersoncame.”
“圣堂的人来了。”Examinedmypersonto come? The Klein'sspiritoneties tight.
考查我的人来了?克莱恩的精神一下紧绷。
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