LFAW :: Volume #6

#554: Do not want to change me


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This is an ancient memory. 这是一段古老的记忆。 „" All ends belong to the sea, all beginnings only then sea " .” “「一切的终结归于大海,一切的开端只有大海」。” „After " meteor passed over gently and swiftly sky, all land become rivers " .” “「一颗流星掠过天空后,所有的大地变为河流」。” „" This was one not to be remote long ago, very for a long time very long beforehand story " .” “「这是一段久远到不能再久远,很久很久以前的故事」。” „" Six Fairy arrive at outside, sent present world to turn into sea " .” “「六位妖精来到外面,发现世界变成了大海」。” „" A giant shadow, stood getting up from " .” “「一个巨大的影子,从海里站了起来」。” „" Furry soft body, on his shoulder, there is one should existed animal " .” “「毛茸茸软绵绵的身体,其肩膀上,有一只本应已经不复存在的动物」。” „" Six Fairy and gods become friend " .” “「六妖精与神明成为了朋友」。” „" , although anything no sea not only bored, not the suitable housing, is really a major problem, but the gods will help everyone block the ocean waves, therefore six Fairy cross very much leisurely and carefree " .” “「虽然什么都没有的大海既无聊,又不适合居住,实在是个大问题,但神明会帮助大家挡住海浪,所以六个妖精过得很悠闲」。” „" , although does not have the storm sea is very good, but we really fondly remember land " .” “「虽然没有风浪的大海也很好,但我们果然还是更怀念大地」。” „" Six Fairy offered joyfully for the gods " .” “「六个妖精为神明献上了喜悦」。” „" Six Fairy offered wishing for the gods " .” “「六个妖精为神明献上了祈愿」。” „" Six Fairy offered sacrifices gods " .” “「六个妖精献祭了神明」。” „" Desire was realized, the rite ended " .” “「愿望实现了,祭典就此结束」。” „" , because was deceived to drink the poisonous liquor gods dead " .” “「因为被欺骗喝下了有毒的酒神明死去了」。” „" Six Fairy obtained corpse of gods, made completely new land " .” “「六个妖精得到了神明的尸体,做成了全新的大地」。” „ " Kept the animal that cried loudly also treasure to use " . “「留下来放声大哭的动物也珍惜地使用了」。 „" , because is only this human, only has only insufficiently " .” “「因为是仅此一只的人类,只有一只是不够的」。” „" Obtains carefully " .” “「分得细细的」。” „" Obtains carefully " .” “「分得细细的」。” „" Guaranteed under the premise that undying goes to opens is split up " .” “「确保不死去的前提下拆得四分五裂」。” „" Regardless, for made anything not dead absolutely to it executed Magic, treasure used " .” “「为了无论做什么都绝对不会死掉对它施了魔法,珍惜地利用起来」。” „" Britain was created like this " .” “「不列颠就这样被创造出来了」。” „" Mistake started like this " .” “「过错就这样开始了」。” „" Is willing the —— primary six Fairy to be redeemed " .” “「愿——原初的六妖精得到救赎」。” „" Is willing the —— primary six Fairy to receive curse " .” “「愿——原初的六妖精受到诅咒」。” When this changes to the writing in bright memory sections of flooding into mind, a picture also follows to appear in the head. 当这化作文字的鲜明记忆一段段一截截的涌入脑海里时,一副画面也跟着在脑袋里面显现。 That is the vast sea. 那是一望无际的海洋。 That is the mighty waves unceasing water surface. 那是波澜不断的水面。 Six Fairy whip flying of wing here, each other is playing, because actually cannot find the land, without the place can stop over the relations that was quickly greasy. 六只妖精拍打着翅膀的飞在这里,彼此嬉戏,却因为始终没能找到陆地,没有地方可以落脚的关系,很快便腻了。 The into the sea|nautical mile, the huge lifeform appears at the back of the tiny lifeform. 海里,巨大的生物背着渺小的生物出现。 It becomes the friend with six Fairy, keeps out wind and rain for them, making them continue to play on own body. 它与六只妖精成为了朋友,为他们遮风挡雨,让他们在自己的身体上继续嬉戏。 This is a picture that has the love. 这是一副有爱的画面。 This is a happy scene. 这是一副幸福的光景。 However —— 然而—— „" "” “「」” When does not know, had the love picture to deteriorate. 不知何时,有爱的画面变质了。 Why does not know, the happy scene disappears. 不知为何,幸福的光景不见了。 Memory in head invading same became red by the blood, resembles by the flame is fired is unravelling generally. 脑袋里的记忆似被血给侵染了一样变红,又似被火焰灼烧着一般灰飞烟灭。 At this time, but also in is only left over the anger in the mind wreaking havoc, remaining hatred, remaining hatred. 这时候,还在脑海里面肆虐的只剩下愤怒,剩下憎恨,剩下怨毒。 —— " redemption " —— ——「救赎」—— All needs to be redeemed. 所有的一切都需要被救赎。 —— 『Curse』 —— ——「诅咒」—— All needs to be cursed. 所有的一切都需要被诅咒。 —— " hatred " —— ——「憎恨」—— Did not hate itself to receive the deceit, but hated itself only to look at to happen helplessly. 不是恨自己受到了欺骗,而是恨自己只能眼睁睁的看着一切发生。 —— " sad " —— ——「悲伤」—— Does not feel for own death sad, but( Miko) was been sad by cruelly treatment for own friend. 不是为自己的死而感到悲伤,而是为自己的友人(巫女)受到残忍的对待而悲伤。 Therefore, the Britain land was cursed, the destruction of named 『Calamity』 is devastating Fairy, the life is also good, non- life also fine, in the face of this hatred and anger, even undifferentiated was being erased. 于是,不列颠的大地受到诅咒,名为「灾厄」的破坏蹂躏着妖精,无论是生命也好,非生命也罢,在这憎恨与愤怒面前,均无差别的被抹除着。 Therefore, Britain is the evil. 所以,不列颠是罪恶的。 Therefore, Britain should not exist. 所以,不列颠是不应该存在的。 Redemption redemption redemption redemption redemption redemption! 救赎救赎救赎救赎救赎救赎! Curse curse curse curse curse curse! 诅咒诅咒诅咒诅咒诅咒诅咒! The memory starts becomes chaotic, the physiology and psychology are also sending out the wail gradually. 记忆开始变得混乱,生理与心理也在渐渐发出哀鸣。 In Aesc that in darkness perishes unceasingly felt oneself were about to collapse,( the sea of anger) lost in the sea of this curse quickly. 黑暗中不断沉沦的就感觉自己快崩溃了,快在这诅咒之海(愤怒之海)中迷失了。 The pain that although, in the past 3600 years, oneself underwent are many, may face turbulently this like the tsunami negativity, Aesc has to plant cannot withstand, wants the impulsion that died immediately. 虽然,在过去的3600年里,自己经受的痛苦已经很多,可面对这汹涌如海啸般的负面情绪,还是有种一刻都承受不住,想要立刻死去的冲动。 Once glorious memory has long gone, was only left over to be possible be called the insanity was rigid was insisting. 曾经的美好回忆早已远去,只剩下堪称疯魔的执着在坚持。 Such being the case —— 既然如此—— „" Considers as finished, this. "” “「算了,就这样吧。」” As if sound is telling her to be the same, making her start to give up struggling. 仿佛有一个声音在这么告诉她一样,让她开始放弃挣扎。 „" In any case, you also early damn. "” “「反正,你也早该死了。」” Right, before 3600, oneself should die in Orkney. 没错,早在3600年前,自己就应该死在奥克尼中了。 „" You are Fairy of paradise, has the duty to make this Britain all lives realize own crime. "” “「你是乐园的妖精,有义务让这不列颠的所有生命意识到自己的罪过。」” „" , therefore, gives up protecting. "” “「所以,放弃守护吧。」” „" , therefore, gives up saving. "” “「所以,放弃拯救吧。」” „" Destroys. "” “「去破坏。」” „" Divulges. "” “「去宣泄。」” „" Goes to correct all. "” “「去将一切纠正回来。」” „" At that time, the world will return to the zero point. "” “「那时,世界将回归原点。」” The sound in mind seems like others, seems like own. 脑海里的声音既像是别人的,又像是自己的。 No, is that own sound? 不,那就是自己的声音吧? In the past 3600 years, oneself affirmed that innumerable has thought that has pondered. 在过去的3600年里,自己肯定无数次这么想过,这么思考过。 precisely because of this, this sound will appear at this time, making her give up insistence until now. 正是因为这样,这个声音才会在这个时候出现,让她放弃一直以来的坚持。 „" Lets the world return zero point. "” “「让世界回归原点吧。」” „" Lets the world return zero point. "” “「让世界回归原点吧。」” „" Lets the world return zero point. "” “「让世界回归原点吧。」” These words have formed the echo, continuously the reverberation in the Aesc innermost feelings. 这句话已经形成了回音,在的内心不住回荡。 In such a case, suddenly, Aesc discovered oneself entered another world. 在这样的情况下,突然,发现自己进入了另外一个世界。 Here is...... 这里是…… Orkney?” 奥克尼?” Aesc recognized here scenery. 认出了这里的风景。 Here is the Britain northernmost city, once let oneself happy growing up homeland. 这里是不列颠最北部的城市,是曾经让自己幸福美满的长大的家园。 What a pity, here has degenerated into stretch of ruins, becomes a stretch of the world of ice and snow. 可惜,这里已经沦为一片废墟,成为了一片冰天雪地。 „...... Is here my innermost feelings?” “……这里是我的内心吗?” As a rank extremely high Magus, Aesc easy then realized oneself present is experiencing anything. 作为一个等级极高的魔术师,轻而易举的便意识到了自己现在正在经历什么。 „...... Truly, my innermost feelings should be this appearance.” “……确实,我的内心就应该是这个样子的呢。” Ice-cold. 冰冷。 Alone. 孤寂。 Not the world of ice and snow of life excluding oneself. 没有除自己以外的生命的冰天雪地。 When this, the portrayal of precisely Aesc innermost feelings most deep place changes to the real-life scenery appearance. 这,正是内心最深处的写照化作实景时的模样。 Once happy has frozen the ice.” “曾经的美好都已冻结成冰。” „The emotion of innermost feelings has cooled the snow.” “内心的情感早已冷却成雪。” Does not care about Witch that does not care about and does not matter to all.” “对一切都不在乎、不在意、无所谓的魔女。” This, is I.” “这,就是我。” Was thinking aloud a Aesc then face indifferent is walking in this world of ice and snow. 如此自言自语着的便一脸冷漠的在这冰天雪地中走着。 Is walking, her hair such as the surrounding snowscape was also the same, changed into the boundless white. 走着走着,她的头发也如周围的雪景一样,化为了苍茫的白色。 body clothes was blacked. 身上衣服被染黑了。 Staff in hand changes to the ominous black spear. 手中的法杖化作不祥的黑枪。 Once Savior, present Witch then strolls in the cold winter, as if discarded to resemble. 曾经的救世主,现在的魔女便漫步在寒冬中,仿佛舍弃了一切似的。 Bang!” “嘭!” Suddenly, a wisp of flame shines in this world of ice and snow. 突然,一缕火光在这冰天雪地里亮起。 „...... Is that?” “……那是?” Witch stops the footsteps, raised the head, looks at that to wipe the flame. 魔女停下脚步,抬起头,怔怔的看着那抹火光。 The flame is expanding in extremely fast. 火光正在极速壮大。 The flame is turning into Sun. 火光正在变成太阳。 When it appears, this world of ice and snow seemed illuminated and warmed was the same, started to have the phenomenon of defrosting. 当它出现之时,这冰天雪地都仿佛被照亮、温暖了一样,开始出现了解冻的现象。 The snowstorm, stopped. 暴风雪,停了。 In the ruins also had a warm feeling of faint trace. 废墟中亦是出现了一丝丝的暖和感。 When that such as the white day flame drops from the clouds, falls when the Witch front, should only have in her inner world, some people rushing of marvelously. 等到那如皓日般的火光从天而降,落在魔女的面前时,应该只有她一人的内心世界里,有人奇迹般的闯了进来。 The opposite party are treading the powerful step, arrived at the Witch front. 对方踏着强而有力的步伐,走到了魔女的面前。 The opposite party are gazing at her, the look is very tranquil, the line of sight is very indifferent, power that but inside contains, makes in the heart ice-cold such as the Witch vision of snow tremble slightly. 对方注视着她,眼神很平静,视线很淡然,但里面蕴含的力量,却让心中冰冷如雪的魔女目光微微一颤。 Long time later, the opposite party opens the mouth. 良久之后,对方才开口。 „, Some people had spoken a few words in this world to me.” “曾经,有人在这个世界里跟我说过一句话。” Brings the warm man so to make noise. 带来温暖的男人这般出声。 She said, I and she are the same, rejected own world, chose others 's existence of the world.” “她说,我和她是一样的,都是拒绝了自己的世界,选择了他人的世界的存在。” The whole body is binding the youngster of roaring flame lightly is saying. 浑身裹着烈焰的少年便淡淡的这么说着。 She is right.” “她是对的。” I indeed rejected my world, chose others 's world.” “我的确拒绝了自己的世界,选择了他人的世界。” But, my not because of wants to evade certainly does that.” “但,我绝不是因为想要逃避才这么做的。” My only felt, I cannot change the world, but the world do not want to change me.” “我只是觉得,我改变不了世界,可世界也别想改变我。” These words, making the Witch innermost feelings tremble. 这句话,令魔女的内心又是一颤。 Cannot change the world, but the world do not want to change me......” “改变不了世界,可世界也别想改变我……” Witch in a low voice whispering. 魔女低声呢喃 Right.” “没错。” Carries the youngster who Sun is presenting to look straight ahead Witch. 携着太阳出现的少年直视着魔女 No matter what thing, once had the conflict, that goes separate ways is sooner or later matter.” “不管是什么样的事物,一旦产生了冲突,那分道扬镳就是迟早的事情。” At this time, you ran counter with the opposite party either, either is treading the road of opposite party, opens a crossing.” “这时候,你要么与对方背道而驰,要么踏着对方的路,开辟出一条岔道。” If cannot accomplish, was flung by the opposite party, had been pressed by the opposite party, was swallowed by the opposite party, but is sooner or later matter.” “如果没能办到,那被对方甩下,被对方压过,被对方吞食,不过是迟早的事情。” You, are willing to become to the reality compromise, with the thing that run counter crashing existence?” “你,愿意成为对现实妥协,被与自己背道而驰的事物给压垮的存在吗?” This sound spreads to the heart of Witch, making Witch almost want not to think, in the heart then appears a few words. 这声音直传入魔女的心,让魔女几乎是想都不想,心中便浮现出一句话。 No, I do not hope.” “不,我不愿。” This perhaps only unwilling. 这或许只是不甘心 Before this also perhaps only turned into the obsessive result rigid. 这也或许只是之前的执着变成了偏执的结果。 But she truly does not hope. 但她确实是不愿的。 But hears her words, youngster only lightly smiles. 而听到她的话,少年只是淡淡的一笑 Savior how?” 救世主如何?” Witch how?” 魔女又如何?” Since there is an own idea, then under is unable the satisfied condition, to do the matter that yourself want to do.” “既然有自己的想法,那在无法称心如意的状况下,就应该去做你自己想做的事。” The youngster put out a hand toward Witch. 少年向着魔女伸出了手。 Walks.” “走吧。” hearing this, Witch extend the hand without hesitation, gripped the opposite party. 闻言,魔女毫不犹豫的伸出手,握住了对方。 Tight gripping, and is ten fingers buckles. 紧紧的握住,且还是十指相扣。 Therefore, the youngster body flame followed to buckle in the same place hand rushed to Witch, wrapped Witch. 于是,少年身上的火光顺着相扣在一起的手涌向了魔女,将魔女也包裹了起来。 Scattered warm ice-cold. 温暖驱散了冰冷。 The innermost feelings of freeze were melted. 冻结的内心遭到融化。 Dark green white like snow hair restores the gloss, making the ominous black spear change Staff, the jet black attire changes the attractive bright and beautiful clothing. 苍白如雪的发丝重新恢复光泽,让不祥的黑枪变回法杖,漆黑的装束变回光鲜亮丽的服饰。 In this, Witch again changed Savior. 于此,魔女再一次的变回了救世主 At least, at present is this. 至少,目前是这样。 Pēng! 砰! Was been stave by the snow-covered world. 被冰雪覆盖的世界破碎了。 Fills darkness arrival of again curse, embezzled Aesc. 充满诅咒的黑暗再一次的降临,吞没了 But at this time, Aesc has gripped a hand, was being burnt the roaring flame by the whole body, purifies the youngster of curse supporting into the bosom. 可这时候,早已握住了一只手,被浑身燃烧着烈焰,净化着诅咒的少年给拥入怀中。 Bang! 磅! the next moment, the roaring flame changes to a flame again, blasts out one group of darkness, grazes toward the above of sea of curse, ran out of the sea level directly, ran out of the cavern, flies toward the entrance of cavern. 下一刻,烈焰再次化作一道火光,炸开一团黑暗,向着诅咒之海的上方飞掠而出,径直的冲出了海面,冲出了洞穴,向着洞穴的入口处飞去。
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