The memory world, the time passes. 记忆世界,时光流逝。 Yue Yang saw that Young Miss to grow gradually, her Little Sister, the baby who also by whistling was rested all day greatly, turned into the lively active small girl, Little Sister liked Elder Sister, always closely follows in Elder Sister behind, behind the small foot of running, the laughing sound, sprinkled......, however, until finally, beautiful affection Mother, has not continued to give them to bring a younger brother again. 岳阳看见那个小姑娘渐渐成长起来了,她的妹妹,也由整天呼呼大睡的婴儿,变成了活泼好动的小丫头,妹妹喜欢姐姐,总是紧紧地跟在姐姐的身后,奔跑的小脚丫子后面,欢笑声,洒满一路……然而,直到最后,美丽又慈爱的妈妈,也没有再继续给她们带来一位弟弟。 Streaks across the nighttime sky in gorgeous meteor shower unceasingly an evening, Mother that always smiles, fell from the sky forever. 在绚丽的流星雨不断划破夜空的一个晚上,那位总是微笑的妈妈,永远地陨落了。 „Why?” Unlike crying to want Mother Little Sister, strong she, only inquired puzzled brings back to the unfortunate news aunt: „Why? That at all is not Quest that we must make, is not the responsibility that we must shoulder, why wants a Mother person to undertake? Mother did not say that can increase a younger brother to us again? She added, had the younger brother, later can make him revive Heaven Stairway and our homeland, why does she want to make an indiscreet remark? Without the younger brother, how later also to revive Heaven Stairway? How she can drop out our person to leave like this secretly, why? Does she want this? I am not clear, I am not clear!” “为什么？”与哭着鼻子要妈妈的妹妹不同,坚强的她,只是不解地询问带回不幸消息的小姨:“为什么？那根本不是我们要做的任务,也不是我们要背负的职责,为什么要妈妈一个人去承担？妈妈不是说要再给我们增添一个弟弟吗？她还说,有了弟弟,以后就可以让他来复兴天梯和我们的家园了,她为什么要失言？没有弟弟,以后还怎么复兴天梯？她怎么能就这样抛下我们一个人偷偷走掉,为什么？她要这样做？我不明白,我不明白！” „......” Scallion white finger aunt, usually can the teacher who she answers any question, had not replied, only sighed gently. “……”葱白手指的小姨,平时可以给她解答任何问题的老师,却没有回答,只是轻轻地叹气。 When another has the meteor to cut the daytime night. 等到另一个有流星划破长天的夜晚。 Loves their aunt. 疼爱她们的小姨。 Also is gone forever. 也一去不返。 That aunt who brings back to the news, the aunt relic, that only continuously in the slender scallion white jade finger/refers is wearing Emerald Spirit Ring, gives her who the whole body shivers slowly, then puts out a hand, caresses her top of the head lightly, left silently. 带回消息的那一位婶娘,将小姨的遗物,那只一直在纤长葱白玉指上佩戴着的翡翠灵戒,缓缓地递给浑身颤抖的她,然后伸手,轻抚下她的头顶,悄然无声地离开了。 Stands the palm is gripping tightly Emerald Spirit Ring her under Tree of Life, is nipping the lower lip tightly. 站在生命之树下手心紧握着翡翠灵戒的她,紧咬着下唇。 Exceptionally strong, does not cry. 异常坚强,不哭一声。 The blood of breaking by biting lower lip. 咬破下唇的鲜血。 The drop sprinkles on the white corsage one after another, the safflower wins the fire. 一滴一滴地滴洒在洁白的胸衣上,红花胜火。 Why? 为什么？ She has thought why doesn't understand...... can like this? 她一直想不明白……为什么会这样？ Obviously not own duty and can the war, why fight boldly? For some had betrayed or desert not related foreign clan others, for some unknown does not even know the stranger who truth, so blood-soaked fights bravely, even pays with own life also in the institute, why is this? 明明不属于自己的义务和战争,为什么要奋不顾身地去战斗呢？为了一些曾经背叛过或者漠不相关的外族旁人,为了一些素不相识甚至根本不知道事情真相的陌生人,如此浴血奋战,甚至付出自己的生命也在所不息,这到底是为什么？ Some Devil escape from the seal, many person for benefit, not only not expulsion, instead presents for on reveres, to its etiquette. 有恶魔自封印中逃出来,许多人为了利益,非但不驱逐,反而奉为上尊,对其礼仪有加。 Ambitious, even act as accomplice to the tiger. 野心勃勃者,甚至为虎作伥。 Does such person, why also want to save them? Why can at all costs fights, why want the self-sacrifice to use own life seal Devil? Follows Devil to degenerate, is villain, is some snobbish villain/small person, like Corrupt Warrior or the ants life, why can also care about them? 这样的人,为什么还要去拯救他们？为什么要不息一切代价地战斗,为什么要自我牺牲地用自己的生命封印恶魔？跟随恶魔堕落的,都是坏人,都是一些势利小人,像这样的堕落武者或者蝼蚁生命,为什么还要在乎他们？ In order to get answer. 为了得到答案。 She brought Little Sister to go to place of slumber, found legendary to clear up suspicions for sleep who the Guardian world fell into the death. 她带着妹妹去了一个沉眠之地,找到了一位传说中为了镇守世界而陷入永眠的睡梦者来释疑。 „Your purpose in coming, I have known.” The voice of sleep, is gentle like Mother: „Everyone has the different answers, perhaps, my answer is not that answer in your mind wanting.” “你的来意,我已经知道了。”睡梦者的声音,温柔得就像妈妈:“每个人都有不同的答案,也许,我的答案不是你心目中想要的那个答案。” „We only want to know why Mother must leave us!” Young Little Sister also for past Mother departs to be sad quietly. “我们只想知道,妈妈为什么要离开我们！”年轻的妹妹还为当年妈妈的悄然离去而伤心。 „Devil ran away from Ancient Seal, no one went to the seal he, then was not only you regards as the stranger of foreign clan, our clans, will perish in the future, in this time, must some people stand.” Sleep explained. “恶魔自远古封印中逃遁出来了,没有人去封印他,那么不但是你们视为外族的陌生人,就连我们本族,也会在未来的日子里灭亡,在这种时刻,必须有人站出来。”睡梦者如此解释。 „Why is that Mother? Heavenspan Tower has so many Ranker, why only our do Mother go to the seal? Why isn't others? Some Ranker not only do not fight with Devil, but also cooperates with Devil, even hits a person when he is down attacks us, such fellow, why do we want to save them? Let them and Devil degenerates together is not?” Little Sister remembered the past matter, thought that was sad and indignant. “那为什么是妈妈呢？通天塔有那么多强者,为什么只是我们的妈妈才去封印？为什么不是别人？有的强者非但不与恶魔战斗,还与恶魔合作,甚至落井下石地攻击我们,这样的家伙,我们为什么要挽救他们？让他们与恶魔一起堕落不是更好吗？”妹妹一想起当年的事,就觉得伤心和气愤。 „Indeed is such. But our sacrifices, have not related with these fallen, we do this, most important , because protects our homelands, protects our clansmen and family members. For example your Mother, she stands to do this matter, made such sacrifice, was not she does not love you, on the contrary, your Mother loved you, for fear that you one day because of power, but took the Devil same path, therefore, she decided that set an example to you, making you be insufficient to degenerate in later for the demon, this was her genuine pains! When you grew up, in one day, you had the child, understands, significance of this sacrifice and completely.” The words of sleep, are still not able to comfort biased Little Sister completely, but listens in her ear, has another sensibility. “的确是那样。但我们的牺牲,与那些堕落者没有关系,我们这样做,最重要,是因为守护我们的家园,守护我们的族人和亲人。比如你妈妈,她站出来做这件事,做出这样的牺牲,并不是她不疼爱你们,相反,你们的妈妈是太爱你们了,生怕你们有一天会因为力量,而走上恶魔一样的道路,所以,她决定给你们做一个榜样,让你们在以后不至于堕落为魔,这才是她真正的苦心啊！等你们长大了,在某一天,你们有了孩子,才会明白,这种牺牲的意义和全部。”睡梦者的话,仍然无法完全安抚偏执的妹妹,但听在她的耳朵中,却是有着另一番的感悟。 „aunt, is she also same?” She asked in a soft voice, since is this, past aunt, why didn't give itself to explain clearly? “小姨,她也是一样吗？”她轻声地问,既然是这样,当年的小姨,为什么不给自己解释清楚？ „She is your two teacher, you now are not clear, when later, understands certainly, actually eternal of life does not lie in the length, but lies in comprehend. The birth is not equal to starting, the death was not equal to ending, even if fell from the sky, their Will and inheritance still continuously also, your growth, during their protections, only has traded way forget it/that's all. Your teacher awards you finally, is pulls off the fear and painful one brightness becomes aware, one type can implement the whole world until eternal awakening. If one day, you can understand, then, you were genuine grow.” Sleep said some made her feel words that at that time puzzles. “她是你们两个的启蒙老师,你们现在还不明白,等到以后,一定会明白,其实生命的永恒不在于长短,而在于参悟。诞生不等于开始,死亡也不等于终结,即使陨落,她们的意志和传承也一直还在,你们的成长,也一直在她们的守护之中,只是换了一种方式罢了。你们启蒙老师最后授予你们的,是抛离恐惧和痛苦的一种慧悟,一种可以贯彻整个世界直至永恒的觉醒。如果有一天,你们能够明白,那么,你们才算真正成长起来了。”睡梦者说了一些当时让她感到迷惑不解的话。 „I am not clear.” She is unable to understand, is unable to approve. “我不明白。”她无法理解,也无法认同。 „No matter how said, Mother and aunt, everyone, died, was gone forever. Mother dropped out us, a person walked, she said that will accompany us lifetime, but, she simply has not achieved, Mother, she deceived us!” Little Sister not only sad and cried suffering. “不管怎么说,妈妈和小姨,还有大家,都死了,都一去不复返了。妈妈抛下了我们,一个人走了,她原来说会陪伴我们一生的,可是,她根本没有做到,妈妈,她骗了我们！”妹妹既伤心又委屈地哭了起来。 „She also wants to accompany you, but, the god, still has one day of falling from the sky even,...... sleep sighs let alone” gently. “她也想陪着你们,但,就算是神,也有陨落的一天,更何况……”睡梦者轻轻地叹了一口气。 „Is because, the strength was too weak?” In her heart suddenly spirits being enlightened become aware. “是因为,实力太弱了吗？”她心中忽然有一种醍醐灌顶般的灵悟。 „Yes, is not.” Sleep answered ambiguous. “是,也不是。”睡梦者模棱两可地解释道。 „Without younger brother, after us, what to do?” She also proposed another anxiety. “没有弟弟,那我们以后怎么办？”她又提出了另一个疑虑。 „The big tree of blocking wind and rain drops down, the seed in ground, high-speed growth under shining of sunlight, one day, the seed will grow into another lofty tree, perhaps meets looks longer, greatly, who knows! As for the younger brother, does not have even now, one day, will have, your Bright Moon Lineage has not given up, our Calm Night Clan will not give up . Moreover, not only we try hard, since several thousand years for this reason Hundred Flowers and butterfly two lineage/vein diligently! Heaven Stairway is the Heavenspan Tower foundation, the bridge and steps to lead to higher world, is......” sleep who is impossible to decline forever does not know the period of revival, but believes will have such a day, so long as continues to try hard. “遮挡风雨的大树倒下,地面上的萌芽,会在阳光的照耀下高速成长的,总有一天,萌芽会成长为另一颗参天大树,也许会长得更长,更大,谁知道呢！至于弟弟,就算现在没有,总有一天,会有的,你们明月一脉没有放弃,我们静夜一脉更不会放弃,而且,不仅我们努力,还有数千年以来都为此努力的百花和蝴蝶两脉呢！天梯是通天塔的根基,是通向更高世界的桥梁和阶梯,是不可能永远没落的……”睡梦者也不知道复兴之期,但相信会有那样的一天,只要继续努力。 „What do we want to make?” She asked finally. “我们要做些什么？”她最后问。 „Is you to do. Your lives, completely grasp in your hands, is whether splendid, is whether joyful, is whether perfect, completely under the control of wisdom and Will, do not think others, makes in your hearts most to do, most likes doing...... wants, you have remembered Mother in the heart, as well as many watch over your elders, once for you have made the sacrifice, as well as they give your inspiration.” Sleep has not shown the path, but she had the resolution in the heart. “做你们想做的。你们的生命,完全掌握在你们的手中,是否精彩,是否快乐,是否完美,全部在你们的智慧和意志的支配下,不要去想别人,做你们心中最想做的,最喜欢做的……只要,你们在心中一直记得妈妈,以及许许多多看护你们的长辈,曾经为你们做过的牺牲,以及她们给予你们的启迪。”睡梦者没有指明道路,但她在心中有了决断。 Similarly, in the heart of Little Sister also had own decision. 同样,妹妹的心中也有了自己的决定。 In halfway. 在回去的半途。 Always clever obedient Little Sister, proposed suddenly makes her feel the farewell of incomparable surprise. 一向乖巧听话的妹妹,忽然提出了让她感到无比诧异的告别。 Little Sister must leave, she said that does not like living like this, she longs for the freedom, all that even if Elder Sister gives, is best, the cultivation way of arrangement is the most appropriate promotion, but she does not like......, since sleep said everyone can be itself most to do most likes doing, as one desires however is good. 妹妹要离开,她说早就不喜欢这样的生活了,她渴望自由,就算姐姐给予的一切,都是最好的,安排的修炼方式都是最合适提升的,但她一点儿也不喜欢……既然睡梦者说了大家都可以做自己最想做的最喜欢做的,随心而行。 Then following day. 那么接下来的日子。 Was leisurely the day of solo flying. 就是自由自在的单飞之日。 Little Sister is afraid Elder Sister very much, regardless of strength mental, or from a young age on forming the custom and disposition, make her resist Elder Sister insufficient, Elder Sister has an inherent dignity inborn, this dignity, even surpassed Mother and as aunt of teacher...... even this, Little Sister still entire life first time said bravely. 妹妹很害怕姐姐,无论实力还是心智,又或者自小就形成的的习惯和心性,都不足让她对抗姐姐,姐姐天生就有一种与生俱来的威严,这种威严,甚至超过了妈妈和身为老师的小姨……即使是这样,妹妹也生平第一次勇敢地说了出来。 Weakly. 弱弱地。 Is lowering the small head, but Will beyond tone, actually incomparable firmness. 低着小脑袋,但语气之外的意志,却无比的坚定。 Little Sister is also an opinionated person, only is awed by Elder Sister, had not revealed forget it/that's all. 妹妹同样是一个有主见的人,只是慑于姐姐,一直没有表露出来罢了。 „Right? Finally, do you also want to leave?” She is very sad, because she thought that she looks after to result in Little Sister to be very good, is, so the attendance of making an all-out effort, actually cannot trade the approval of Little Sister, even thinks that this is a fetter, not free fetters. This farewell, to present her, but also is really a very big attack, at least, destroyed her with great difficulty since Mother and aunt walk , the self-confidence of establishing. “是吗？终于,你也要离开了吗？”她很伤心,因为她觉得自己照顾得妹妹很好,可是,如此尽心尽力的照顾,却换不来妹妹的认同,甚至认为这是一种束缚,一种不自由的羁绊。这个告别,对现在的她来说,还真是一个很大的打击,最少,摧毁了她好不容易自妈妈和小姨走后建立起来的自信心。 „Is unfair to......” Little Sister to cry, suddenly out-of-control screamed: „I most repugnant person is Elder Sister, although you best thing, the best treasure, gave me, but, I know, even if I obtain many again good, still forever and not on Elder Sister! Do I dislike like this, why me do not have Elder Sister such Inherent Skill? Why couldn't I compare Elder Sister again diligently? I do not need to sympathize, does not need to look, you gave me well, but I do not thank you, wū wū, my also most repugnant Mother and aunt they...... they looked at me, with looking at Elder Sister your vision is different, why? Why don't they feel relieved me? I am also very diligently, why can be worried about me? I do not need them to worry, I can do very well, I can be very clever, will not fall into the demonic path absolutely, why can they also with trepidation such? Even if on the mouth did not say, but I know that they are afraid me very much! Why can they arrange my life? I, I am not everyone's chess piece, I can prove...... me, can do well is very very good!” “对不起……”妹妹大哭,忽然失控地尖叫起来:“我最讨厌的人就是姐姐,虽然你把最好的东西,最好的宝贝,都让给了我,但是,我知道,就算我得到再多再好的,也永远及不上姐姐！我讨厌这样,为什么我没有姐姐那样的天赋？为什么我再努力也比不了姐姐？我也不需要同情,更不需要照顾,你给了我最好的,但我一点儿也不感激你,呜呜,我也最讨厌妈妈和小姨她们了……她们看我,和看姐姐你的眼光根本不一样,为什么？为什么她们不放心我？我也是很努力的,为什么要担心我？我不需要她们担心,我可以做得很好,我可以一直很乖,绝对不会堕入魔道的,她们为什么还要那样的提心吊胆？就算嘴上不说,但我知道的,她们都很害怕我！她们为什么要安排我的人生？我,我又不是大家的棋子,我可以证明……我自己一个人,也可以做得很好很好！” Hears the Little Sister heart words. 听见妹妹的心底话。 Her heart. 她的心。 The vibration is very big. 震动很大。 Has not thought that Little Sister has such idea, has not imagined her to have such pressure. 从来没有想过,妹妹有着这样的想法,也从来没有想像过她有这样的心理压力。 Perhaps, the freedom is most important......, since is such, that along with her intention the line, everyone has own life, the Little Sister life whatever her own Will decided! 也许,自由才是最重要的……既然是那样,那就随她的心意而行吧,每个人都有自己的人生,妹妹的人生还是任凭她自己的意志决定好了！ In Little Sister wailed to cry, strong she, deeply inspires. 在妹妹号啕大哭中,坚强的她,深深地吸了一口气。 Restored consistent rational and tranquility. 恢复了一贯的理性和平静。 Turns around to leave. 转身离开。 first time, leaves behind Little Sister, stays outside world that she does not feel relieved. 第一次,将妹妹留下,留在她不放心的外面世界。 Lonely back under bright moonlight especially lonely, but strong she, the footsteps are still steady, she caressed on a neck Emerald Spirit Ring and small white jade that sinker lightly uses the necklace skewer to hang. This respectively is aunt and Mother relic, so long as brings along, she feels infinite power, like having aunt and Mother protects to resemble in the side. 孤独的背影在明月下格外的孤单,但坚强的她,脚步依然平稳,她轻抚了一下脖子上用项链串挂起来的翡翠灵戒和白玉小坠子。这分别是小姨和妈妈的遗物,只要随身带着,她就感到无穷力量,就像有小姨和妈妈在身边守护着自己似的。 „Now, even remaining I alone, did not have Little Sister, does not have the younger brother, I also!” “现在,即使剩下我一个人,没有了妹妹,也没有弟弟,我也可以的！” She gets hold of the fist gently, raises the head that bright nighttime sky. 她轻轻地握紧拳头,仰首那明净的夜空。 Under long eyelash Divine Eye flashes magnificently. 长睫下神目闪华。 It glistens also wants radiant a lot of times compared with the horizon most luminous stars: „Mother, aunt, I will not have disappointed you, without the younger brother, I will also become the world first person similarly, similarly can achieve well!” 其辉耀直比天际最光亮的星辰还要璀璨千百倍:“妈妈,还有小姨,我不会让你们失望的,没有弟弟,我同样也会成为世间第一人,同样可以做到最好！”